Date: Thu, 17 Aug 2006 21:42:34 -0700 (PDT) From: Jeffrey Uher Subject: When I Knew I was Gay Part 8 Disclaimer: If you are not yet 18 years of age or if it is illegal to read materials of this kind where you live, then please stop now. This story contains descriptions of sexual activity between teenage boys and men. And is for adult eyes only! The acts are consensual and are a result of their love or lust for one another. This story is completely true, all personal descriptions, and names have been changed to protect people's identities and privacy. I would love to hear from you, so write to me about your experiences. I'm a 5' 9", teddy bear, dark blonde hair, fairly hairy, 6" cut, low-hangers with blue-gray eyes, and mid-forties now. I have kept a journal since I was quite young of my adventures, as well I have a photographic memory and can recall past events with great clarity. These are the continuing adventures as I entered into junior high. In school that week we were all assigned a large science project with partners. Luckily my usual partner was paired with me. Paul was one of my best friends, our families went to the same church, they had a large farm and were originally from Norway. I went to his house a lot after school riding the bus to his house and sometimes after church when I would sleep over. Near their farm lived a couple of other friends and we would all get together and play in the barn or help out on the farm having a lot of fun. He had an older brother and sister and one younger brother and they all had bright blonde hair and blue eyes. It was fun being at the farm and helping to milk the cows and riding around on the tractors. His mom always fixed a big breakfast in the morning and to many we were almost like brothers, right down to my blonde hair and blue eyes. Being that they were very European in attitude they were more relaxed about sex and discussing the breeding of the cows and such. I had seen cows being impregnated artificially and having his father explain the procedure. The same about other farm animals they had also. As Paul and I got started on the project we decided I should go home with him tonight and we could set up everything for the project in a corner of the barn. Our project was to nurture an egg from fertilization to hatching and record the necessary conditions for this to happen. We knew his father would help us with it and it was one of the reasons the teacher gave us this particular project. She knew we would put the time into it that would make it interesting to everyone. At lunch I called my mother from the office and explained the project and that I needed some overnight clothes. She said she would call his mom and that we could walk to the house and she would drive us to the farm later. So everything was all set and I was excited since I hadn't been up to Paul's since early in the summer. As lunch ended I ran into Peter and told him what I was doing and that we would have to postpone his tutoring until tomorrow. He appeared disappointed and I told him that Paul and I were good friends and maybe in the future he could come up to the farm. The day at school finally ended and we were headed to my house talking about what we wanted for breakfast in the morning. At the house my mom had packed me a small bag with clothes and said as soon as dad got home she would take us to Paul's house. She needed to see his mom about something they were working on for the church anyway so this worked out fine. About thirty minutes at the house and dad pulled in. Mom told him what was up and off we went. When we got to his house his mom was sitting out on the porch and waved as we pulled in. She yelled to Paul's older brother something in Norwegian and Paul and I headed up to his room to drop my duffle bag. I noticed his brother straightening his room and Paul asked him what was up. He replied that their mom suggested he let his youngest brother stay in his room tonight so Paul and I had the other bedroom to ourselves. Paul said that would be great, although it didn't appear that his brother was quite so happy. As we went into his room Paul chuckled a bit and told me his brother was a real pain to sleep in the same bed with. He kicked and tossed and turned all night. You wake up with bruises from him he laughed. I said I didn't want to cause any problems, get me a sleeping bag and I'll sleep on the floor. He said "no way"; his mother would throw a fit once she found out. Besides it would be nice to have his brother out of the room for a night. We went out to find his dad and explain what we needed to do. He was out in the milking parlor cleaning up things and preparing to bring the cows in. He said he had just the thing and once the cows were milked he would help set things up. In the meantime we needed to head over to their neighbor's farm and get ourselves several eggs. Tell Mr. Todd what we were doing and he probably had a manual that would describe and help us with incubating an egg. (The Todd's owned a chicken farm where they raised chicken's for a local supermarket. They also had a few egg laying chickens for themselves and others around the area.) Soon nighttime came and after setting up the project and laying out our progress sheets we headed to bed. We were just crawling into bed when Paul's older brother walked into the room. John was 10 years older than Paul and I had never paid much attention to him because of that, but this time I couldn't help but take notice. He was only wearing a pair of light blue mini-briefs that hardly contained his cock. The material was so thin I could see his cock and balls through it. When he turned to close the door quietly those mini briefs barely held in his butt cheeks. I noticed a patch of dark blonde hair on his lower back and when he turned again I saw his chest and stomach were covered in the same medium dark blonde hair. He was tanned everywhere, I couldn't detect any pale skin on him. I felt my cock hardening and got under the covers to hide it. He sat down at the desk by the window and said his dad had told him to see if there was anything he could do to help us. He had done the same project in school when he was our age. I couldn't help but check out John. I had seen him working around the farm shirtless many times but was more into having fun at that time. Now I noticed how muscular John was and how tall he was, almost 6' 4". His muscles weren't unnatural, but were naturally built from the hard work around the farm. Unlike Paul, John had curly blonde hair and a great smile. His skin was smooth and it hardly looked like he shaved. He exuded a natural sexuality about him and was very comfortable sitting there in just these little mini briefs. I couldn't help but get a hard-on! I came out of my "fog" as Paul immediately replied, "Yes!" Give us your notes and anything you still have. He replied he would try to find them, but wasn't sure if he still had them. What he did have was a book that explained the process. We said that didn't matter Mr. Todd had given us a book about incubating eggs. Just the same John said we should check it out. I saw John reach down and scratch at his balls and immediately brought his fingers to his nose and smelled at them. I chuckled inside noticing again how guys always seem to scratch their balls or ass and smell their fingers. As John sat there he began asking us how school was and what was going on now. He talked about when he was our age and what he did. He asked about our teachers and which ones we liked better and soon Paul told him we were tired and needed to get to sleep. He said no problem and stood to leave the room. He was a handsome man I thought to myself and noticed that it appeared his cock had gotten bigger since he came in the room. I wasn't really sure of that, it was probably just wishful thinking. Before he left he asked if we wanted to be woken up by him in the morning. Paul said that would be fine. After he left Paul laughed and said something about John trying to avoid the abuse he was about to receive in trying to sleep. We talked about the project a bit more and we trailed off to sleep. At least I thought so. After a few minutes I heard Paul breathing more loudly than I had ever noticed. I peered over to his bed and could see that he was beating his cock. In the darkened room I could see his covers pushed down to his knees or so and his right hand moving up and down his hard cock. I couldn't see a lot of detail, but could distinctly make out his cock stroking. I watched intently trying to make out details as I could. As I heard his breathing become more labored I knew he was gonna shoot his load. In a few moments I heard him moan and saw he stopped stroking as he shot his load. I could smell the odor of cum in the air and watched as he pulled the covers up and went to sleep. I remained awake and was determined to go to the bathroom and beat off. After about ten minutes and listening to Paul breathing in a measured rhythm I headed to the bathroom. Once inside I closed the door but forgot to lock it. I dropped my shorts and started stroking my cock. I hadn't been at it for only a minute or so when the door came open and in walked John stark naked and sporting a hard on sticking up against his stomach. He was scratching his ass with his right hand and covering his mouth as he yawned. He looked at me a bit startled saying he didn't know I was in the bathroom. Then he noticed my hard cock, I had stopped stroking and tried to cover myself. He laughed and said he could see I was having the same problem he was having. I blushed in embarrassment and could feel my cock softening. He asked who was causing my blue balls and I didn't really understand. He leaned against a small chest facing me and said it was okay, a guy has to relieve himself from time to time. I first said it wasn't anyone in particular and he chuckled saying something about when you first get interested in girls you pop boners all the time. He said since we were both in need why didn't we just beat off together. There was no real intention on his part to make it a buddy session; at least it came across that way. I also knew John was engaged to a girl at church and everyone said once they completed college they were going to get married. John reached down and stroked his cock a couple of times to get it hard again as it had softened some and was hanging heavy between his legs. I guess I was staring a bit too much when he walked over to me and said it was okay to help out a friend. I tentatively reached for his cock feeling the heat and inhaling the odor of his crotch. I felt my cock getting hard again as I assessed John's cock. It was probably about 7" long and just thick enough for my hand to wrap around it. His pubic hair was the same golden color as his chest and got thicker as it grew between and down his legs. He kneeled down next to the toilet and tickled my balls causing me to open my legs. Next thing I knew he leaned into my crotch and engulfed my cock in his mouth laying a heavy coating of saliva on my cock. He pulled off and began stroking my cock with his left hand. I was in ecstasy and moaning when he whispered I needed to be quiet or Paul and Andy would wake up. I reached down into his crotch to find his cock as he lay on his back and lightly pulled me down on his chest with my legs straddling his chest. He leaned up and engulfed my cock sucking up and down on it several times. I felt a rush to my crotch and realized I was near cumming. I pulled back and grabbed his cock pushing it into my mouth. I went wild for a moment pushing it into my throat and pulling back licking at the head like an ice cream cone. He was leaking a bunch of pre-cum and it tasted delicious. He had his forearm covering his mouth to muffle his moans when I felt his legs tense. He didn't say anything but I soon felt his cock spasm and tasted his cum in my mouth. When he stopped shooting he lifted me up and pulled my cock to his mouth giving me a blowjob I have never forgotten. He sucked, he slathered, he licked at my balls and all the while he was fingering my ass. Just as I felt the first wave of my orgasm hit he pushed his finger into my ass deeply and rubbed inside causing the most intense cum I had ever had. I was covered on my pubes and waist with my cum so I stood to clean myself up. When I looked back at him he was sniffing at that finger he had shoved up my ass. I went over to get my shorts and before I got them pulled on he grabbed my left leg and pulled me down on top of him. He said that was a lot of fun and he hadn't done anything like that since he was Paul's and my age. Carol (his girlfriend) was saving herself for marriage so the most she would do was jack him off. Maybe we could do this again next time I was at the house. Also, don't talk about it with other people we needed to keep this a secret. He kissed me on the forehead and stood up, pulling me up and we went back to bed. John was up at 6am and poked his head in to wake us up. Paul jumped out of bed and I could see he had a hard-on tenting his briefs. He didn't really hide it and when I got out of bed I too had a hard-on pushing at my shorts. He laughed and told me that for the past two months he always woke up with a hard-on pointing at mine and saying it appeared I had the same problem. I remarked I did but it usually went down after I took a piss. His brother was coming out of the bathroom as we were heading in. He was totally naked and I admired his body. I also noticed how he was tanned everywhere. As Paul walked through the door of the bathroom he pulled off his briefs giving me a good look at his pale white ass. I had seen Paul's cock before as we swam at the lake a lot. His cock was about the same size as mine, maybe a bit thinner and surrounded with white blonde pubic hair. When I closed the bathroom door Paul was stepping into the shower. He had the water running but I could see by his silhouette on the shower curtain that he was jacking off. As I went to piss I mentioned I could see him jerking off. It didn't stop him; as a matter of fact he pulled the curtain back part-way and jerked on his cock for anyone to see. My cock which had softened was now back at attention and he asked why I didn't join him. I leaned against the wall across from him and began jerking on my cock and within a couple of minutes we both shot our loads. He finished his shower and left the water on for me. We finished up in the bathroom and headed down for breakfast. We'd help in the barn for a bit before the bus arrived and took us to school. I was in the milk collection room wiping down things when John came in. He was dressed in bib overalls with no shirt as it was warm in the barn. I asked him if Andy beat him up much and he smiled remarking things were fine until he kicked him in the balls. All guys know how much that hurts and I couldn't help but laugh, glad it wasn't me. He walked by me and tapped me on the back of my head and said, "it wasn't that funny!" When he did this I caught a whiff of his sweat when he lifted his arm. Boy was I glad we heard the bus honk to pick us up because I could feel my cock hardening. Paul and I got on the bus and sat in back. Once we were underway Paul grabbed at my crotch and asked what had given me a hard-on. I grabbed at his and asked what was making him hard. He got quiet for a second before saying he heard John and I in the bathroom last night. I didn't say a thing and felt myself blush. He asked what we had been doing. I told Paul that John had walked in on me when I was going to the bathroom and we just got to talking about nothing in particular. He seemed to believe me and left it at that. At school Peter was waiting for me at my locker. He was excited about his earlier pop quiz he had in math and scoring an 89 on it. I was excited for him also and told him he was making some good progress. He wanted to get together after school today and do some more work. I told him we were already scheduled for a study room in the library at 2:30. He asked about lunch and I said fine, John and a couple of other guys were joining me today just find us and I'll introduce you to them. He quickly leaned into my locker and gave me a quick kiss. I told him to be careful, someone would see us. He said he didn't care and I replied yes he did. We didn't need to broadcast ourselves across the junior high. Peter went to his locker and as I pulled back out of my locker to close the door I found Rob leaning against the locker next to mine. He whispered to me that he needed some help and I was just the guy to help him. It had an ominous sound to it and I asked what he was talking about. He smirked and reached down to grab at his crotch and said, "you know what I mean. Now let's go find a private place!" I asked him again what he meant and he said he needed some help relieving a load. I told him in a term of that time to, "sit on it and rotate!" He asked if I wanted the whole school to know I was a cocksucker! I told him he wouldn't dare and he replied yes he would. I said what about what people would think of him letting a guy suck his cock. He said he'd risk it since it wasn't him doing the sucking and besides he'd explain he took me up on a bet! I couldn't risk him telling everyone and said fine let's go into the gym bathroom. There were no gym classes the first two periods and no one would be in there. Once we were in the bathroom area he pushed me into the end stall and pushed me down on the toilet. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his half-hard cock. He slapped it against my face a couple times and told me to open up. He shoved his cock into my mouth and told me to suck on it! His crotch smelled clean like soap with only a hint of sweat. After a couple of minutes of moving his cock in and out of my mouth while I sucked on his cock he pulled out and pushed my face into his balls telling me to lick his balls. They tasted a bit of sweat and smelled clean like his pubic hair. He must have just taken a shower before coming to school. He pulled back and pushed his cock back into my mouth just leaving it in my mouth while I slithered my tongue around the head and tasted his pre-cum. I reached out to grab onto his waist while I continued giving him a blowjob and noticed he had pushed his pants to the floor. When I pulled off his cock for a moment I noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear and was using his left foot to remove his loafer and slip his foot out of his pants. He reached down and pushed my head back to his balls and told me to suck on his balls. I sucked on each one, one at a time when he pulled away and grabbed my forehead tilting my head back. He looked down and said, "now you little faggot it's time to lick some ass! I cleaned it up nice for you, so enjoy!" He turned around and bent over slightly grabbing hold of the top of the stall door presenting me his ass. I had to admit he had a sweet looking ass with short red curly hair covering his ass cheeks and leading to an ass crack filled with long soft red hair ringlets that were thick around his pink asshole. His ass smelled clean as he had said but it also had built up a bit of sweat from riding the bus to school. I leaned down and took a sniff of his ass before licking out at his ass cheeks. Rob was impatient and reached back grabbing the back of my head and forcing my face into his ass crack. I licked out at his ass crack and was delighted with the clean taste of sweat. I licked up and down his crack before zeroing in on this ass hole. I tentatively licked at his hole and not tasting anything offensive pushed my lips against his hole and kissed it hard. As I pointed my tongue and speared at his ass hole I felt him tense up and then push back harder against my face. I continued licking and nipping at his ass hole when I felt it relax and allow me to stick my tongue up his ass! He moaned loudly and I heard him say, "oh yeah! Do that again! Stick that tongue up my ass!" I stuck my tongue out to lick up his ass crack when he began moving his ass up and down dragging my tongue through his ass crack as my head stayed still. I pulled back a moment when his reply was, "you're not done yet! Get back in there and lick my asshole!" Instead I used my thumbs to massage the outside rim of his asshole and to slowly pull his hole open. I had his asshole pulled open and licked at his hole again. He let go of the door and reached back to pull his ass cheeks wider apart allowing me to get in deeper. I could hear his raspy breathing and under his breath I could hear him rambling about how good it felt. He reached back and grabbed my head again and pulled harder than ever grinding my face into his ass. When I went back to tongue fucking his asshole I reached through his legs and began fondling his balls and cock. It was a steady stream of "fuck yeah!", "keep licking my hole!", "suck on my ass!", "I've never felt anything like this!" and more. Finally I pulled out of his ass and slid off the toilet so I could lick and suck on his balls. I licked and nipped on the root of his cock between his balls and asshole and I actually thought he began crying. I began fingering his asshole and turned my head to take his cock into my mouth. He began fucking his cock into my mouth and I gagged a couple of times because of its length. I pushed my finger into his ass and tried to imitate what John did to me last night. He groaned loudly and began shooting his cum into my mouth. When he finished shooting he grabbed his cock and wiped it on my face before stepping into and pulling up his pants. I hadn't realized that I had shot off already covering my left ankle with my cum. I sat up on the toilet again and was straightening my clothes when Rob said he now understood what was so great about getting your ass licked. We'd have to repeat it again sometime and then he stepped out of the stall. As I was leaving the locker room I ran into the basketball team coach. He asked what I was doing and I said I was looking for the gym teacher to discuss my offer to help ref some of the intramural games. He said the gym teacher had told him about that and he thought it was great! If I needed any help let him know. I wasn't happy about being "blackmailed" by Rob and was trying to figure out how to get out of the situation. I didn't want everyone to know I was a cocksucker but knew this had to stop. Rob really didn't have anything to lose by telling someone, while I had a lot to lose. For the rest of the day I ran the scenarios through my head and was close to what I thought would work. After my last class I headed to the library to meet Peter and was both startled and elated by the big kiss he planted on me when we got in the study room. He gave me a big hug and I felt so safe in his arms. He sensed something was wrong and asked what it was. I didn't know how much I should tell him but knew I needed to tell him something. He knew Rob and he also didn't like Rob very much. I told him about my first encounter with Rob and a partial story of the encounter today. I told him that Rob had threatened to tell everyone he could at school about me being a cocksucker. I could see and sense the anger that was building up inside Peter. He kissed me very lightly and hugged me telling me not to worry, he would take care of it. I asked him what he meant and he told me not to worry about it. I was concerned what Peter would do and told him I had worked out a solution I thought would work and to calm down. He asked what I was going to do and I told him I was going to talk to one of the teachers and let things take their course. He doubted this would work, but would give it a try and if nothing happened he would fix it. I didn't tell him that I also was going to talk to one of Rob's older brothers who was my sister's age and they knew each other. I didn't really know him but knew my sister would help. We worked for over an hour on his math projects and decided to call it quits. We had worked past the last bus run so Peter walked home with me so Dad could take him home. My sister was at the house as well and after we got back from taking Peter home I talked to her about talking to Jack, Rob's older brother about a problem I was having with Rob in school. My brother overheard me and being the protective older brother asked if he could help. I told him not right now I thought I had it worked out. Privately my sister pushed about the problem and I told her only that Rob was going to tell everyone I was queer. She mentioned she was going to see Jack the next day as he worked at the same company as her. She knew Jack quite well and he wouldn't tolerate the way Rob was being. The next day in school the first person at my locker was Rob and he was again mentioning how I was gonna help him out today. I didn't really say anything and he told me to meet him outside after lunch. A couple of my friends had noticed Rob talking to me and asked me if he was giving me a hard time. I told them yes but had found a way to deal with it. Jeff, one of my friends told me Rob had picked on him some last year and the only way he got it to stop was to tell the principal. I told them I'd be okay. I tried to keep a low profile for most of the day, avoiding Rob as much as possible. I didn't meet him after lunch and he tracked me down to my 6th period class. He came up behind me and told me I had screwed up. Then he punched me in the back hiding it from the other people around. It hurt and tears came to my eyes. He left telling me I had better meet him after school! The teacher noticed me standing by the windows and asked me what had just happened. I wasn't going to say anything at first, but she pressed and said she knew something was wrong. I wiped away the couple of tears and told her Rob had punched me and had threatened me. She went into action quickly calling down to the office and alerting the principal's office about who, what, where and the details. When the class was over she asked me to stay and told me to go down to the office to work things out. When I walked into the office one of the secretaries was there and so was Rob. He stood up and walked to me and told me I was in big trouble now! The secretary heard everything and got the school counselor who was free, who came out and asked Rob what was up. Rob got real humble and said nothing when the secretary stepped over and said that wasn't what he said to me. She told the counselor what had transpired and was just finishing her story when the principal walked in followed by Rob's father and his older brother Jack. Rob looked surprised and shocked and immediately went to his brother trying to talk to him and give his story. His brother grabbed him hard on the shoulder and told him he had better sit and just shut up! Rob's father was in the principal's office and you could tell the conversation was serious. Jack looked at Rob and told him this might be the end for all of his shenanigans. Rob tried to defend himself and Jack just looked at him and told him it was probably best if he just said nothing. Jack asked the counselor if he could speak to me privately and he saw no problem with that. We went into another office and Jack said he had spoken with my sister and wanted to know what was going on, everything. I told him about being assigned to tutor Rob and he asked me how that was going. I told him I didn't think he needed tutoring, he knew the work he just didn't apply himself or take the time to do it. He asked me what else had happened. I didn't want to talk about sucking Rob's cock, but after a couple minutes of me trying to invent a story Jack looked at me and told me "I won't tell anyone, I know something else happened. I'm here to fix it. I could tell by the conversation I had with your sister it's more than the story you're telling me. No matter what it is, tell me." I started telling Jack about going outside with Rob when he went to smoke a cigarette. Jack's eyes lit up and he asked me how long Rob had smoked. I told him I didn't know. Then I told him about how Rob suggested I help him out and that led to my sucking his cock. I didn't tell him anything else except Rob coming to my locker telling me I would helping him out or he would tell everyone. I had tears in my eyes and Jack told me not to worry, everything would be fine. There was a very trusting tone to his words. When we stood up he hugged me and told me I was a good kid and didn't deserve the grief his brother gave out. When we came out of the office the principal, counselor, Rob and his dad were in the principal's office having a very serious conversation. Nobody was smiling and Rob's father raised his voice to his son a couple of times. I looked at Jack and he smiled at me, again saying everything will be fine. We sat down to wait and Jack talked about my sister and how he wished he had known sooner what was going on. I mentioned to him about what Rob had said about their family and Jack was shocked! He told me his father didn't drink at all and the "problems" most people referred to had to do with the fact that his older sister had gotten pregnant when she was still in school and most of the teachers made it an issue that the rest of the family defended. The principal at the time (retired now) actually suggested that she have an abortion if she was going to continue going to school! Well the meeting in the principal's office was finished and when they came out the principal asked to speak with Rob and me in his office alone first. Once we were in the office the principal told us he knew most of the story and didn't really care about the rest. Rob was made to apologize and right then was put on notice that anything that happened between us or otherwise that connected to Rob would be dealt with harshly. I would no longer be Rob's tutor and that at the end of the semester Rob would be leaving our school to attend a military school for the rest of his schooling. Rob's father had assured the principal that any contact outside of the school between us would be dealt with by him or his eldest son and if need be with the police. Next in came Rob's father and his brother whereupon his father let him know that his days of lying, conniving and manipulating everyone were over! His father looked at me and apologized for his son telling me he was sorry for anything done that hurt me. He turned back to Rob and asked what he had to say and Rob responded nothing. Whereupon his father remarked about how tough he was when nobody knew his game but suddenly now he was quiet. His father told him his brother was here because he didn't know how long he would be around. His father told us all that he was recently diagnosed with cancer and only had a year or two to live. It was untreatable. Upon his death, Jack would be his guardian. Rob looked at Jack and started to cry saying he was sorry and Jack replied back it was too late. His brothers and sisters were fed up with his shenanigans. The meeting ended and Jack told me to let him know if anything happened before the end of the semester. His father shook my hand and said he was sorry again as he left. Before I left the offices the principal called me back into his office. I knew him quite well, my mom was on the state board of PTA and he looked at me seriously and asked "Are you really homosexual?" I wasn't going to say anything when he said, "this conversation is just between you and me." I told him yes I liked other guys to which he replied "you're only 12 and you know this?" I told him I was quite certain. He said he really didn't understand anything about it, but I needed to be careful. Many people dislike, even hate homosexuals. I told him I knew that but it was who I was. Then he quietly asked me if there were other people in school who were. I said it wasn't for me to say that and I left. When I got home my mom told me the principal had called and said Rob and I had a problem but it was all worked out now. She asked if everything was okay and I said it was fine. The phone rang just then and it was Barry's mom calling to talk to my mom about Thanksgiving. I asked her about Barry and she said I could talk to him when she was done talking with mom. In about twenty minutes mom called me to pick up the phone Barry wanted to talk to me. It was great hearing Barry's voice, it sounded deeper than when he was here in the summer. We talked about school and what we were doing. He made the JV Football team as a running back and was even bigger than when I saw him in the summer. He was close to 6' and weighed about 165lbs. and was working out a lot. We finished up said our goodbyes and hung up. I couldn't wait until Thanksgiving, I really wanted to see Barry again. Back in school the next week life returned to normal without the intrusion of Rob. He really became a wall flower and the rumor around school was he had to attend military school or go to a state delinquency center. I must have gotten 20 notes stuffed into my locker congratulating me on "taking care of Rob!" I never discussed the issue with anyone except Peter who wanted to know how it was settled. During lunch Peter and I sat in the back corner of the cafeteria where Paul and Rick joined us. Paul and I talked about the science project and made arrangements for me to stay over the weekend. Peter and Rick were talking about football and seemed like they had been friends for years. That's a real tribute to Rick he was so easy-going you were instantly comfortable talking with Rick about anything. Peter looked at me with a longing look in his eyes and then whispered in my ear about going to Paul's farm. I asked Paul directly and he said if his mom agreed it would be fine. Rick laughed and said "yeah, like Mrs. A would turn you down! She thinks of you as an extension of the family same hair, same eyes, you look like Paul's brother and have you two ever had a fight?" Rick was right; I almost got my way more with Mrs. A than Paul or his brothers or sister. Before we left Peter asked if we could do some work after school today and I said sure - in school or at my house. He said at my house was fine. We all said our goodbyes and headed to class. Rick and I walked together and he remarked how nice a guy Peter was. I agreed with him. Rick said he thought Peter had a crush on me. Rick and I had been friends since kindergarten and fooled around together since first grade, nothing serious, just rubbing against each other, massaging each other and actually learning how/figuring out how to masturbate. In our own way we loved each other and could talk to each about anything. We just had that connection. We talked often about each other's sexual adventures. I again asked Rick why he thought that about Peter and he said he could see it in his eyes. I hadn't really thought about it and now it had my curiosity peeked. As we sat down for class Rick said he didn't think it was a bad thing, Peter was a real sweet guy. The rest of the school day seemed to drag on forever. Finally we were headed home and on the way Peter looked down at the ground as we walked and asked what I was thinking. I told him nothing in particular, which was a lie. I was thinking about how to ask him how he felt about me. I turned the tables and asked what he was thinking about and he blurted out he was thinking about how to ask me to be his boyfriend. I looked at him and smiled telling him all he had to do was ask! A big smile came across his face and he blushed a deep red before saying "will you please be my boyfriend? I think I'm in love with you!" He stopped walking, staring at the ground again waiting for my reply. I looked around cautiously to see if anyone could see us and kissed him on his cheek saying I think that would be nice. He asked me then if I loved him. I told him I didn't really know as I wasn't sure just how that felt. He said I can accept that. I'm not sure how it feels either, I just know I like you and being around you. You make me smile inside. His words brought a tear to my eyes and I said "come on let's get to the house where we don't have to worry about someone seeing us." He looked at me funny and I said "you know what I mean, the Rob situation." He nodded his head and replied I was right, we needed to be careful. Once we got to the house we fixed a snack and headed out to the barn. Once we were truly alone he wrapped me in his arms and planted to biggest kiss on my lips lifting me off the floor. He reached down and grabbed onto my ass giving it a squeeze. I was enjoying being in his arms told him to never let me go. Next he moved his hands up and slipped them down into my pants and briefs and massaged my ass cheeks before running a couple of fingers through the crack of my ass. I was moaning and rubbing my crotch against his feeling our cocks get hard when he released me and kneeled down in front of me pressing his face into my crotch inhaling my scent. He reached up and opened my belt and zipper and pulled my pants and briefs to my knees. My cock was hard and sticking up against my stomach and he began licking at my balls. It felt so good I shuddered and moaned. He took a hold of my cock and pulled it down to his mouth and began sucking on it. When he began moving my cock in and out of his mouth I could feel my orgasm building and told him I wanted to suck his cock! He let go of my cock and stood up to remove his pants and briefs. I had kneeled down beside him and pulled gently on his right arm telling him to lie down. I kneeled on all fours to his side looking down at his hard cock and began licking at the head. As I continued to lick at his cock and fondle his balls he shifted a bit to his right and moved us into a "69" position with me kneeling over him. Just as I engulfed his cock in my mouth all the way down he began sucking on the head of my cock. With his right hand he stroked my cock and just continued sucking on the head. I pulled his cock from my mouth and moved down to lick and suck his balls. He moaning and squirming below me and when I sucked his left ball into my mouth he cried out asking me to stop! He gotten hit in the balls today playing dodge ball and they were still sore. I said I was sorry and went back to sucking his cock. I shifted around pulling my cock from his mouth and getting in between his legs. I grasped the back of his knees and gently pushed for him to lift them and then I pushed his thighs back until they rested on his chest. I told him to hold them there and immediately went down and inhaled the rich smell rising from his ass. It was that heady mixture of musk, sweat and maleness that made my head spin. The hair in his ass crack was damp with sweat and when I licked out into his ass crack in search of his hole he giggled some and I could feel him relax. I used long broad strokes at first, tasting his sweat and maleness. On the last couple of swipes I really released the saliva and matted his ass down along the sides of that valley. I could easily see his ass hole now and it almost appeared to be winking at me! I told him this and he laughed, telling me I was crazy. I moved in closer and planted a big sloppy kiss on his hole. As I pulled back I could see it spasm slightly, pulling in and then releasing and relaxing. I went right back in and probed his hole with my tongue. It opened up and I pushed as much of my tongue up into his ass as possible. He groaned and shifted, then I felt his left head grasp the back of my head and try and push me into his ass deeper. He cried out with a loud "Oh God! I can feel your tongue inside me. Don't stop!" I pulled away to catch my breath and then went back at his hole and pushed my tongue back inside and began a rapid tongue fuck that had him wriggling his ass and telling me to never stop. I was into the sex so much I began to shoot my load and I wasn't even touching my cock. Just as I was finishing cumming he yelled out he was cumming and I pulled my face out of his ass and shoved my middle finger into his ass and massaged that little button John had offhandedly taught me about. Peter shot his load and it was flying everywhere. The first spurt hit me in the face and the second shot over his head. Then he shot twice more on his chest and stomach before settling down. Every time he shot I felt his ass hole clamp down on my finger. He asked me what I had done and I told him it was a trick I had learned recently. He replied "some trick, I came so hard it almost hurt!" We lay down next to each other and talked about nothing in particular when I heard my dad pull into the driveway. We cleaned up and headed into the house. My mom called his mom and said we were headed out for pizza and if it was okay Peter could join us and just stay overnight. He could borrow some clothes from my brother for school the next day. She agreed and off to get pizza we went. After we got back we did some math work and I helped Peter finish up some homework. Then off to bed we went. My brother was staying at a friend's house so we had the whole back of the house to ourselves. We spent half the night in one bed exploring each other both intellectually and body wise. We talked about what turned us on and what didn't. We talked about who we thought was cute and who was handsome. Then we began exploring each other's body and telling each other what we found. We fell asleep in each other's arms. When I woke up it was to the feeling of Peter sucking on my cock. I cried foul, I didn't have anything to play with! He spun around and crouched above my face, his cock hard and up against his stomach, while his balls hung down from his crotch looking like a piece of fruit hanging on a tree. I lightly fondled his balls and asked if they were still sore and he said yes, please be gentle. I could easily slip them both into my mouth and just let them "soak" in my saliva. We hadn't showered before bed and I loved the smell of his crotch. I began to lightly suck on his balls and he said it hurt too much. I understood how tough it was to get hit in the balls and sympathized so I let them out of my mouth and lightly pulled on his butt getting him to sit his ass on my face. As he continued sucking my cock I reveled in licking and chewing on his ass and ass hole. His scent was stronger than ever and an even bigger turn-on! He surprised me by grabbing onto my legs and pulling them up and basically over his shoulders before diving into my ass and drilling at my ass hole. I could feel him drooling saliva into my ass crack and then I felt a finger massaging my hole. I heard him quietly say, "Let me in! I want you to feel what I felt yesterday!" Then I felt him go back to licking at my hole while working his left index finger into my hole. I continued my ministrations to his ass, licking up through his hairy crack and then zeroing in on hole and shoving my tongue deep into him. One time as I pushed my tongue into him he ground his ass down hard on my face almost smothering me! Without moving his ass he let my legs and butt back down to the bed and began sucking my cock again. At the same time he continued fingering my ass. Boy did that feel good and I was getting ready to shoot my load. I didn't have to tell him, he seemed to sense it and I suddenly felt him shove his finger into my ass as he went all the way down on my cock and I could feel my cum shooting into his mouth. It was an intense orgasm and it turned him on as well for when I grasped his cock he shot his load all over my chest and stomach. He turned around, pulling his ass off of my face and leaned down to kiss me. I couldn't help myself, there was a couple blobs of my cum around his mouth and I licked at them to clean them off of him. He kissed me and I caught another taste of my cum and when he pulled up slightly he said "I love you!" I looked at him and said "I love you!" Just then I heard mom yelling up that breakfast was almost ready, we better get a move on. The next few weeks flew by and Peter and I had some great sex together as well as other fun going to the movies, going to the mall and even going to a few games my brother was playing in. One night we even went to Paul's farm and stayed overnight. He had a lot of fun on the farm. John and I couldn't really get together that time and the only thing Paul was really interested in was having circle jerks. As Thanksgiving week neared Peter told me they were going to relatives for the holiday and he was going to miss me. I told him I would miss him but it was only a few days. The Monday before Thanksgiving Barry and his family arrived in town and he was at our door first thing. He was right on the phone; he had grown quite a bit. He looked even better in my eyes. We went to watch some TV and catch up. We were alone as my brother was at practice. We talked about a lot of stuff when Barry turned the topic to sex. He asked what I had been up to and I told him I had a boyfriend. He wanted to know everything and I filled him in on most of it. He looked at me and seriously asked me if I was really homosexual and I told him yes. Then I asked him if he had a problem with it. He looked sheepishly and told me he thought he was to. I asked if it bothered him and he said he wasn't sure. He was confused and didn't know how to feel about it. I asked if he talked to someone about and he said he was scared to talk to his older brother. I asked him if he had a best friend or someone and he said he was afraid to ask him too! They were teammates on the football team and Curt was real macho about everything. He referred to different people as fairies or fags or homos and was always bragging about getting to first or second base with some chick. Curt hadn't had actual sex with any girl but he was chased by a lot of girls. I asked Barry what he had been doing and he said nothing. He was afraid of what might happen if any of the football players even suspected he was homosexual. He beat off a lot and that was it. I told him that if Curt was a real friend he would stand by him in confidence. He said he wasn't so sure. He pushed about how I really knew I was homosexual and I related to him about the magazines I had stashed away and how the women didn't make me hard but the men did. I liked the smell of men, the hair, the look just everything about a man. He asked if I had done anything with a girl and I said no and I didn't want to. I don't even get a hard-on when I see a naked woman! I asked him how he felt and he said some guys turn me on and some girls turn me on. I said to him that he was probably bisexual. He said that was even more confusing to him. I said then you need to try both and see what turns you on the most. He looked at me very seriously again and asked if he could have sex with me to try the male side. I was both turned-on and a bit taken aback. I have a strong loyalty streak in me and had never fooled around on Peter without him knowing. Then again I had wanted to fool around with Barry since I don't remember when. He practically begged me before heading home for dinner and I told him I would give him an answer the next day. I didn't sleep real well that night trying to come up with scenarios that would happen both ways and how to answer him. Around 11am he showed up and I was in the barn doing chores when he walked in and asked me what my answer was. I told him I would do it but there were a few conditions. I told him I had always had a crush on him. Then I said there couldn't be anything off limits except if it hurt he really didn't think he could do it. We were men and so he couldn't be a baby about things. He said that was fine and asked how this would work. I told him to be back after dinner and we would come out to the barn to play basketball. My brother was going to the movies with friends and we would have the barn to ourselves. He said fine he'd be back later. I sat on pins and needles for the rest of the day. After dinner I headed out to the barn and told my parents Barry was probably coming up. Dad said he had stocked the refrigerator in the barn with soda and there were some apples also. About fifteen minutes after I was out in the barn Barry came upstairs and I have to say he was the most handsome man. He was wearing a dark blue sweatshirt with a flannel shirt underneath and khakis with a pair of loafers. I said the loafers are a nice touch, how did you plan to play basketball in them? He laughed and said it didn't even occur to him. He then looked up at me and asked how we were to get started. I walked over to him and put my arms around his neck pulling his mouth to mine and giving him a big kiss. I was about 5' 7" and he was near 6' at this time so he was a bit towering. He looked at me with wide eyes and then returned the kiss. When we broke the second kiss he said that felt good. I then pulled his sweatshirt off before practically ripping his flannel shirt off and then just stared at his chest! He had really begun to fill out as they say and there was hair on his chest and trailing down the center of his stomach to his belly button and then to his waist and into his pants. I reached up and tweaked his nipples, something that drove Peter wild and he shuddered lightly at this touch. I walked around him and admired his ass, a prominent yet athletic shape protruding out from his waist and legs. At the small of his back there was a light growth of hair. I got back in front of him and began to strip off my clothes. He looked at me a bit strangely and then slipped off his pants, but leaving on his briefs. I smiled and reminded him we had seen each other naked many times. He remarked you're right and pulled his briefs off. His body had filled out in other areas I noticed. His cock wasn't much longer than I remembered it, but it was thicker and his balls were bigger and the nest of hair surrounding his package was dense and almost acted as a covering. I walked around behind to admire that ass of his and just about passed out. It was covered in short light brown hairs and looked plump and meaty. I got back in front and dropped to my knees. I immediately caught a whiff of his male odor and it was intoxicating! He hadn't showered recently and I was glad. His cock had retreated a bit, a sign of his fear. I leaned in and took the 2 or 3 inches protruding into my mouth and began sucking on it. I could sense and feel his legs weaken almost causing him to collapse. I pulled off to his bewildered look and told to go sit in a chair. When he sat I pulled his butt forward and told him to place his legs over the arms. This opened him for me and the sight was almost too much. His cock was hardening now and his balls hung down in their hairy sack covering his hairy ass hole from my sight. I could smell his sweat and male musk from his crotch and I leaned in slowly and began licking at his balls. I tasted salty sweat and a bit of tang I now realized was dried drops of piss. Barry let out a sigh and reached down to stroke his cock. I pushed it away and moved up to engulf his cock in my mouth. I just let is rest in my mouth while I lightly just sucked on it. I grew harder still and I could see he was growing in other areas, his cock had to be between 7" and 8" and curved upward making it hard to suck him in this position. I let go of his cock and moved back to his balls and with my left hand lightly pulled them away from his body somewhat `pinching' them off from the rest of him and popped them into my mouth. He reached for his cock again to stroke it and when I looked up at him his eyes were closed and his head was tilted back. I pulled his balls from my mouth and kept them stretched out and up away from his asshole. I now had a clear look at his hole and the lower part of his ass as well as the root of his cock. The back of his balls and the root of his cock were damp with sweat and saliva and I couldn't resist leaning in and taking a deep whiff of his male scent. I then nipped at the skin covering the root of his cock a couple of times and giggled as he jumped in his seat when I did this. Pulling away just a bit I was looking directly at his ass hole and the snarl of hair that seemed to guard it. I licked at it but only made contact with the slightest bit of his ass cheeks. He asked what I was doing and I told him to relax and then I planted a big wet kiss directly on his hole! A raspy gurgle escaped his throat and I heard him whisper "oh do that again". I did it again except I also pushed my tongue out and tried to push it into his ass. It was like a whimper that escaped him and I went back at it, determined to get my tongue up his butt. I kissed his hole, massaged it with my tongue and then I began to play with it with my right index finger. It was beginning to open up and I had my finger in up to my second knuckle when he reached down and grabbed my hand asking what I thought I was doing. I again calmed him and told him there was nothing to worry about, I wasn't going to hurt him. I pulled my finger out and when back to tonguing at his hole when I felt it open up for one of my plunges. I immediately went back at his hole and began working my tongue inside. After a minute of so I felt his left hand at the back of my head just keeping my face planted in his ass. He was moaning and groaning mumbling how good it felt. I started a slow steady rhythm of tongue fucking his ass hole when he grabbed me by the ears and pulled my face hard against his ass announcing he was gonna shoot! I tried to push back, I wanted to taste his cum but he was determined to keep me planted on his ass hole. Next I felt his hole contract and release around my pointed tongue and knew he was shooting his load. He also began to cry out and I felt his hole relax while he let go of me. I went up and licked at his cock tasting his cum before grabbing a towel to help clean him up. I looked up at him with a smile and noticed tears in his eyes. I pulled at him to get out of the chair and lie down next to me and when he did he wrapped his arms around me and began crying. I asked him what was wrong and he wouldn't say a thing at first so I pushed it further. I pulled his face to mine and tried to kiss him but he turned away saying he couldn't! I asked him why and he said because that would be too girlie-like. I grabbed his face more forcefully and kissed him on the lips. He looked at me and then kissed me back. I felt his cock hardening again along my thigh and he began rubbing it against my leg before moving and rubbing it against my cock. He looked me in the eyes and said he was determined to suck my cock and see what it was all about. He moved down my body and just stared at my hard-on for a minute or so before tentatively licking at the shaft. I jokingly asked him if I passed the taste test and he replied sternly to let him go at his pace. He stroked my cock four or five times before moving back down and placing my cock head in his mouth. Then I felt his tongue licking at the head just before he began pushing more into his mouth. He began a slow but determined rhythm of sucking on my cock and I even felt his hand fondling my balls. He stopped a second and asked if what he was doing was okay. I told him it was fine just do what felt good to him. He continued sucking my cock in and out of him mouth when he pushed in too far and gagged a bit. I caught him by surprise and he pulled off with a cough and jerked hard on my cock. Just as he put my cock head back in his mouth I felt my orgasm coming on and told him I was gonna shoot! Just as he pulled off I shot a glob of cum on his face and he reared up quickly. He quickly grabbed a pair of underwear and wiped his face off. It was quite comical when he realized he was wiping his face with his briefs. He threw them towards my face and started laughing. He sat back against the chair just looking at me before telling me he didn't think he could do anything else, like lick my ass or anything. I told him that was okay, what else was he thinking? He said he enjoyed what we had done but that he couldn't be a homosexual. It would end his sports playing and he was sure his friends would hate him. I said to him again that he could be bisexual and might like both girls and boys even if I didn't understand that fully. I moved around and sat next to him putting my arm around him and told him he needed to speak to someone who could help him sort it out. Maybe his brother could help him out. He said he would be scared to talk to Craig. I said maybe he could talk to the counselor at school. He wasn't sure. Then he put an arm around me and pulled me into a hug and said he was my friend and always would be no matter what. I kissed him on the cheek told him would always be my friend and if he ever needed to talk he could call me. We got straightened up and went in the house to watch some TV. My dad fixed us some popcorn and we were watching some rerun when he brought up the topic of sex again. We were sitting on the couch when he moved closer to me and reached into my crotch and began fondling my cock. I was hard in an instant. I asked him what was up and he said he wanted to try things again as he wouldn't be so nervous this time. I told him my parents were just upstairs and my brother hadn't got home yet. He replied he would be extra careful and quiet. He unzipped my pants and fished my cock out of my briefs and began to suck on it. His ministrations were much more natural than earlier and I stretched out alongside him and began playing with his hard-on through his pants. I opened his pants and pulled his cock out of his damp briefs. I could smell my cum on them where he had used them to clean up with. His crotch smelled real gamey now and I dove onto his cock like I was starved! I pushed a couple of fingers between his legs and began fondling his butt hole. I pulled my hand back and wet my fingers in my mouth smelling his ass on them before moving them back to penetrate his hole. As I continued to suck on his cock I pushed both fingers into his ass hole and began fucking them in and out rubbing the nub a guy has up his butt. I worked like clockwork and shortly I felt Barry shooting his load into my mouth. His cum tasted salty and sweet and most of all delicious. After he came he surprised me by getting off the couch and kneeling in front of me while pulling my pants off. He pushed me to roll over and as soon as I did he began licking my ass cheeks. I was taken by surprise when I felt his face in the crack of my ass and he took a deep sniff. He must have been satisfied because next I felt his tongue licking over my hole. This was more than I could believe! He sat on his butt with my butt at face level and just went to town licking and slobbering all over my ass and ass crack! I noticed him stroking his cock again and I almost jumped off the sofa when I felt him dip lower and lick the back of my ball sack. He was a whole different guy from earlier in the barn. He pushed his right middle finger into my ass and began a rapid finger fuck of my ass. I pushed back some giving my cock some breathing space from between the sofa cushion and my stomach when he stopped stroking his cock and began stroking mine. He pulled his finger from my ass and almost as quickly went down to my hole and began stuffing his tongue up my ass. He was in a frenzy tongue fucking my ass hole and jerking on my cock. It was too much and I began shooting my load. It's a good thing that couch was leather! He fell back on his back and I turned to look at him with a look of amazement. What a sight he was. He still had his flannel shirt on with only a couple of the bottom buttons undone. His pants were around his ankles so his hard cock just stuck up through the tails of his shirt. I got down on top of him and he grabbed me in a bear hug and kissed me. When the kiss broke he looked at me with puppy dog eyes and simply said "thank you". I looked at him with a question and he knew because he just said "thank you for being my friend". I heard a car outside and said my brother must be home and we got our selves spiffed up and were back watching TV when he came in. One of his friends from the team was with him and was going to stay overnight, his name was Darryl. They watched TV with us for a while before going to bed, they had an early morning practice tomorrow. After they were upstairs Barry looked at me and wanted to know who Darryl was. Darryl was a very good looking guy with an athletic build, angular face, short reddish- brown hair in a brush cut of sorts and was freckled on his face, neck and shoulders. He was a really nice guy also. Barry asked if I thought my brother and Darryl fooled around and I laughed "are you kidding? No way! From either of them!" Although I did say I enjoyed looking at Darryl and had seen him naked several times in the locker room. I just knew my brother and even Darryl better than that, they were both quite conservative especially at their age. Darryl was around the house a lot so I overheard many a conversations. I then asked Barry about what just happened between us? This was a different person sucking on my cock and eating my ass 30 minutes ago. He blushed deep red and got quiet all of a sudden. I moved closer to him and cuddled up next to him and said it was time to explain what happened between earlier and now. He said nothing really but that he hadn't quite told me the truth. In school there was a new guy who just moved into their town and they hit it off real well as friends. It turns out that this guy also plays football and made the JV team as well. About two weeks into practice they were in the showers next to each other when they both popped boners! They were able to hide them from the other guys and were able to get their towels and get back to their lockers. Since they were becoming friends they had lockers next to each other in the back of the locker room. They sat around just talking until their boners went down so they could dress. Only a couple of the other guys used lockers back in their area and once they were finished and left they somehow started quietly jacking each other off! Once they got dressed and were headed home Barry went to his house for awhile before heading home. That was their first sex together, sucking each other off. From that time on they got together at each other's house as much as possible and played with each other trying new things all the time. Barry looked at me seriously and said they had even fucked each other a couple of times as of late. It was at this point that Barry said he started to get worried. He said to me "When he fucked me the first time it hurt a bit but the second time I really enjoyed it. It felt really good and it was all I could think about for the next week, then we were headed here for Thanksgiving." I asked what this guy was like and he told me he was part Asian and part American and very cute 2 years older than Barry with black hair, deep brown eyes and the sexiest lips imaginable. He was slender in build (kicker/punter) and about 5' 8" tall. He was worried because Tim (his name) told Barry he loved him the last time they fucked. He just couldn't deal with that right now and he was worried the other guys on the football team would find out what they were doing. I asked him what he thought of Tim and he said really liked him, but love? Barry wasn't sure about that. I asked him about any girls he had feelings for and he said there were a couple he really liked but wasn't sure how to approach them about a date. I told he needed to act on some of that and get a feel if that was part of him. He also needed to talk to Tim and tell him the truth. I told him about Peter and myself and how this had come up with us recently but we both are quite sure of who and what we are. He told me he was scared if he told Tim about his feelings maybe Tim would use it against him. What if he told some of the other guys on the team, who would they believe? I told him that if he were honest with Tim that I doubted he would use it as a weapon against him. He just wasn't sure and it was why he was confused. I went back and asked him how he felt about having sex with other guys and he breathed a deep sigh saying that was the problem. He really enjoyed sucking on a guys cock and getting fucked. How was he supposed to deal with those feelings and what if he tried something with a girl and didn't like it? Worse yet, what if he couldn't get a hardon with a girl and she told a bunch of her friends! He'd be branded a limp-dick faggot! I told him my best advice is to honestly talk to Tim. After a little more TV he asked if he could sleep over as it was late. I said I didn't think my mother would mind what about his and he said he told them he might sleep over. I left a note for my mother to call his mom in the morning and also so she wouldn't be surprised in the morning. More of Thanksgiving and the Holidays...