Date: Mon, 18 Feb 2002 11:42:2 -0500
From: cthotguy77@yahoo.com
Subject: How I Became A Fag

"Hey Steve, you asleep?" Brad asked.  I had been lying there zoning out in
the bed next to Brad's in his cramped bedroom.

"Nope, what's up, dude?"

"You won't believe what happened at school today," he said.

"What?" I said, as I turned on my side towards his bed. It was too dark to
make out much other than a dark lump on the bed indicating where he was
lying.

"We had our spring fling. Classes were canceled & they had free food, music
& shit like that."

"Yah, they have that every year," I said, stifling a yawn.

"Well, they had this old chick dressed up like a gypsy reading fortunes.
So, Tania & I thought it would be fun. We'd smoked in my car & were fucked
up & having fun. Well, when she was doing Tania's fortune it was stupid as
all shit. She was going to go to college, struggle, but when she got out
working she'd really hit it big. I mean, like that's some kind of fortune.
Well, this bitch gives me a dirty look for interrupting her, laughing at
her & shit. She turned to me & said, 'You're quite the ladies man, aren't
you, Brad?' Tania giggled. I said, Sure am & puffed up my chest.  'Well
Brad, enjoy it while it lasts. You're an asshole. I'm putting a curse on
you, on your ass more specifically, Brad.  The next guy to see your bare
ass will fuck you.  And your ass has a magical quality now Brad.  Whenever
a dick goes in it, that guy will turn gay.  And you won't be able to orgasm
till you have a dick up your ass.'  Tania was laughing so hard she almost
pissed herself.  I grabbed her hand & we got out of there. What do you
think of that, Steve?'

"That's some pretty strange, shit, Brad.  Did you tell anyone else?"

"No. Tania & I split after that.  She wanted to go back to her house &
screw, but I was so fucked up I just fell asleep."

He paused. I wasn't sure what to say. It was so strange I didn't know if he
was making it up.

"Do you believe in that gypsy stuff?" I asked eventually.

"What, that I'm gay?! Do I look gay? I fuck Tania every day & I've been
fucking her friend Denise on the sly too."

I knew there was no way Brad was gay. Neither was I.

"But I am a little nervous, dude."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, I have soccer practice tomorrow & I have to take a shower
afterwards."

"So?"

"Well, what if there is something to what the gypsy said & some fag I don't
know about on the team tries to grab my ass or something?"

"You're a big dude, Brad. You can take care of yourself. You really think
that's going to happen?"

"Hey, Steve, I'm not gay. You know that. But Tania does have a big mouth &
I'm sure she'll blab about what happened & the guys'll rib me tomorrow. I
don't care about that. But I don't want some homo eyeing my ass in the
shower thinking I'll drop the soap for him."

"So what about it?"

"Well, I know you're my cousin & all. And I know you're sure as shit not
gay, Steve."

I snorted. "Yah, Brad, me a homo. Just picture that.  My girlfriend
wouldn't be too happy to hear I was taking it up the ass."

We both laughed at that one.

"Well, it's like this," Brad said, "She said the first guy to see my ass
would fuck me. I don't want to go to the showers tomorrow & who knows who
will see my ass. But I know you're straight. So if you just look at my ass,
then I'll know it's ok for tomorrow."

I groaned.

"Brad, is this some kind of sick joke? You want me to look at your ass?"

"Yes."

"Oh sure & you'll let one rip, right?"

"Well, that would be pretty funny. But no. C'mon Steve. I trust you. I know
you're straight & I wouldn't worry about the showers tomorrow."

"Are you really worried about it?"

"Yah. C'mon. No one's gonna know. You think I want people to know I ASKED
my cousin to look at my ass!?"

We laughed at that.

"I don't know man. It's pretty strange."

"Oh, come on."

He switched on the lamp on the nightstand between our beds.  His tousled
black hair hung in a tangled mess over his forehead.

"I can't believe you want me to do this," I said as I sat up in bed.

"C'mon & get it over with. Then we can go back to sleep."

"Oh Brad, I don't know. I didn't jerk off today. What if I get so turned on
by your hot little soccer player ass I can't stop myself?"

He rolled his eyes.

"OK, stud," he teased back. He threw back the covers.  He had on white
boxers.  We both usually slept in our boxers.

I never noticed guy's bodies before. I mean I'm at the gym all the time &
have a great body, lean, tone & muscled. All the girls at the community
college are always giving me the eye & I could turn on the charm & bag any
of 'em that I wanted to.

I had to admit Brad was in shape.  He was a soccer fanatic. He had a smooth
body, swimmer's build, tight muscles. You could tell he was wiry & strong.
He had a pleasure trail over his defined abs & somewhat hairy legs. I'm
sure he could get all the girls he wanted to, but he did not do anything
for me sexually that's for sure. If it helped my cousin out, I guess I
could do this. He'd owe me afterwards, that's for sure.

I swung my legs around & sat on the edge of the bed.

"OK, dude. You owe me big time. Looking at your ass. Gees! Let's get this
over with."

He turned on his stomach & threw his legs up in the air, grabbing his
boxers & lightning quick slid them up his semi-hairy legs & off. Before I
knew it he threw his drawers & they landed on my head. He'd been sweating &
I could smell his sweat.

"Fuck off, Brad," I growled as I threw his boxers to the floor.

He giggled. He was lying on his back. I'd never seen him naked before. He
had a really thick bush of pubes. His cock was lying flaccid across it. He
was uncut & the head was completely covered by foreskin.  I shuddered.
Licking another guy's dick was repulsive.  And Brad's looked big. I
couldn't imagine it would all fit in my mouth if it was hard.

Now where the hell had that thought come from?

Brad arched his back, doubling up in laughter. "Dude, you should have seen
your face when those boxers landed on your head." His body was convulsing
with laughter. As he laughed, his dick slid back & forth across his pubes.
It was pretty thick, but I was sure mine was thicker. I'm cut so I couldn't
help staring at his foreskin. I'd seen some in the showers & was always
intrigued by that since I'm cut.  It was natural to look at something
different, it didn't' mean I was gay.

Brad had stopped laughing & his dick flopped over on the side pointing
towards me.

"Well, show me your ass & let's get this over."

He got a more serious expression on his face.

"OK, Steve. I do appreciate this. I know it's a strange fucking request,
but I'll be able to go in the showers tomorrow & not be paranoid about some
fucking fag."

With that he said, "Are you ready?" He had a twinkle in his eye. I rolled
my eyes & said, "OK, dude. Show me."

He rolled over on his stomach.  I saw his ass. I half expected some bolt of
lightning to hit me. I expected I'd be swept up with desire for him or
something, but nothing.

"Well, Brad, I see it & you have an ass. I don't want to fuck it or
anything. Can you believe it?"

He turned to face me. "Really? That's so cool. We're not fags."

Then he paused with a quizzical look on his face.

"But Steve, you didn't really LOOK at my ass. You're sitting on your
bed. You can only kind of see it. Maybe she meant whoever saw it completely
or some shit like that."

"Oh brother, Brad. I'd like to get some sleep tonight. But if it'll make
you happy I'll stand up & stare at your ass."

I got up, crossed the narrow space between our beds & looked down at his
ass.  I DID have a better view of it. I saw it in all its glory.  He had a
muscular body & I could see he had really strong legs & his ass was very
defined. I could see his legs were hairier than I thought but surprisingly
his ass wasn't hairy.  It looked smooth with a little peach fuzz on it. I
could picture Tania reaching around & cupping his ass rubbing her hands up
& down on it, feeling the fuzz through her fingers while Brad fucked her
like a piston. I looked down. My dick was dead as a doornail. Even though
that was a strange thought to have I wasn't turned on at all.

Brad's head was in his pillow, like he was embarrassed. Well, he should be!

I hooked my thumbs in my boxers & pulled 'em down.

"Look Brad, no hard on."

He turned & looked. He kind of gasped, not expecting to see me standing
next to the bed, boxers around my knees, my big dick flopping down to
almost my knees.

"Shit Steve, you think I wanna see your big ole dick flopping in the breeze
like that?!" He had a disgusted look on his face, but his brown eyes were
riveted on my dick, like he couldn't believe his cousin was hung so
well. I'd had admiring looks in the locker room, so the look of surprise &
admiration on Brad's face was one I'd seen many times. I puffed out my
chest with pride & said, "Hey man, if I gotta look at your ass, you gotta
look at my dick."

I was only joking, but was surprised when I heard him say,"OK, I guess
that's fair." His eyes honed in like a laser on my dick & I could see his
eyes moving up & down the length of it appraising it.

"Glad I'm not gay," he said after a while, "That thing would probably
hurt!"

"Awww, dude you know just the right thing to say," I joked.

He turned & put his face down in the bed, adjusting his body so his upper
body was down in the bed while his legs pushed his ass up. He had turned so
his ass was aimed directly at me.

"OK, now one last time. My hairy ass doesn't turn you on in the least now,
right Steve?"

The way he was positioned now I could see his dick hanging down between his
legs.  I had to admit I thought I would be grossed out looking at another
guy's ass, but now it wasn't so bad.  It was pretty muscular.

"Hairy ass?" I said, "Bro, you ain't seen nothing."

With that I stripped my boxers off & turned around for him to see my
ass. With my father's Italian background I had inherited his hairiness, a
nice coating across my abs spreading across my chest & I did have a hairy
ass. Some girls didn't like that, but fuck 'em!  And my ass was way hairier
than Brad's.

He lifted his head off the bed & twisted around to look, but kept his ass
facing me.

"Damn, dude. You win. You do have one hairy motherfuckin' ass."

I smiled & turned around. He shocked me when he took his hands & spread his
asscheeks. "The only place I have a lot of hair is on my pink asshole."

I watched in amazement as he spread his cheeks for me & they parted to
reveal a smooth crack. Right in the center of it was this pink hole
surrounded by a mass of black curls.  He was right, it was extremely
hairy. I had never seen anything like it. He was quiet for a minute as I
stared at his asshole.

"Watch this," he said.  I watched as he puckered his asshole in & out, like
a tiny mouth, the hairs around it dancing as it twitched. I'd never thought
of guys in a sexual way before in the least. And here I was entranced by my
cousin's hairy asshole winking at me. I felt my balls twitch & immediately
pulled my eyes away. No way was I getting turned on by a guy & no way by my
cousin on top of that! I was straight.

"OK, man, let's hit the hay. Your ass is safe. No one turned gay."

Brad turned around on the bed on his hands & knees. He leaned over & in one
fell swoop before I knew what he was doing took my dick completely in his
mouth & started running his tongue all around it while looking up at me.

It was like an electric current went through my body. My balls churned & I
could feel the blood surging into my cock as it started to lengthen almost
instantly under his tongue's coaxing. He was slurping & putting so much
saliva on it it was dripping from his mouth.

I pulled back in shock. "What the fuck are you doing, man?"

He just laughed. "If I was gay, that's how I'd suck a cock. It was just a
joke, dude. I couldn't stand the taste of your dick anyway. Wicked gross.
Man, you should have seen the look on your face!"

The spit was all over his mouth. It was gross. I was pissed. I didn't want
another dude taking my dick in his mouth. My dick was slimy from his spit
dripping onto the carpet. I was pissed. My dick had grown a little bit. I
mean I couldn't help it. A wet mouth on it that was to be expected.

I jumped on the bed & pushed him down. He was on his stomach. I was on top
of him. I was surprised at how wiry he felt & how strong. It felt weird on
top of him, him beneath me. He gasped & kind of just lay there for a second
not even fighting back. My dick was resting on his ass crack.

I pulled myself up, my hands holding his shoulders down. "I bet a fag boy
like you loves the feel of a real man's dick on his ass," I growled.

His face was in the pillows, but he turned his head & said with a sneer,
"Oh yeah, big tough football dude tackles the soccer player naked & holds
him down. Oh, please fuck me, man. I need a real man's dick inside me so
bad." He started squirming underneath me, his ass sliding up & down on my
dick.  Man, I knew I should have jerked off. I couldn't help it. My dick
was halfway hard.  There's nothing to it. It sometimes happens when guys
wrestle.

I thought the little fucker deserved to be taught a lesson. I pulled back,
grabbed his hips & pulled him up on his hands & knees. I then took one hand
& grabbed my dick & slapped his ass with it. It was reaching full erection
now.  I pulled his asscheeks apart & put my dick right up against his
hole. I felt all the little hairs tickling the head.

I had no intention of really fucking him. I just wanted to show him up. But
I did have to admit it was pretty hot looking at the head of my dick,
engorged with blood, rock hard, dripping with saliva, pressed up against
that tight hole just busting to push inside it. I wanted to reach down,
grab his balls till he called time, and then hit the hay.

When I reached under Brad, my hand accidentally landed on his dick. He
wasn't hard. After all, he wasn't gay. Another guy wouldn't turn him on.

I took his dick in my hand & squeezed it.  I was shocked at how thick &
long it was even when soft. It must be enormous when it's hard, I thought.
My fingers slid the length of it till it came to the foreskin I'd almost
forgotten about. I was so curious about it I started to pull it back from
the head, rub my finger over the tip of it, then let the foreskin slid up
covering it completely again. As I was doing this I felt a change in his
dick. It was starting to grow. This WAS turning him on.

All this time he'd been quiet on his hands & knees while I manipulated
him. He suddenly turned his head & said, "Hey bro, I'm glad you like
playing with my dick & all, but I'm straight so get off me."

Was he saying that I was gay? Man, did that piss me off. Here I was trying
to sleep when he kept asking me to look at his fuckin' ass of all things. I
felt him tense like he was going to try to throw me off of him. I leaned
forward to whisper in his ear when he moved his legs & I don't know how it
happened but the head of my dick started to enter his hole.

We were both surprised by it & stopped everything for a moment.
Anticipating that he was going to throw me off, I put my other arm around
his chest & pushed. I had just intended to stop him from throwing me off
the bed, but what ended up happening was my dick pushed hard against his
hole & the head & part of the shaft entered his hole.

Meanwhile my other hand had been milking his cock nonstop & I suddenly was
very aware of how enormous his dick had grown & how hard it was in my
hand. No matter how I tried the foreskin would not go over the head of his
dick anymore. It was just too hard.

I heard Brad say, "Jesus, Steve, your dick is starting to go inside me. I
don't want to get fucked. Take it out!"

My mind cleared for a moment & I thought, he's right. What the hell am I
doing like this? I started to pull back & the sensation as his ass, hot &
moist, wrapped around the head of my cock was unbelievable. He'd already
taken a little bit of my dick, so I thought, what's a few more strokes
before I pull out?

"Sure, Brad, " whispered, "I'll take it right out."

With that I pulled it back till just the tip of the head was inside him.
Then I slid it back in again watching the head disappear inside my cousin's
tight hole. I felt it tighten around the head.

Brad said, "What are you doing, Steve?" He twisted his head as he said this
& moved his body. Somehow the movement caused another inch of shaft to go
deeper inside him.

"Your ass is begging for it," I said as I pushed forward & two more inches
disappeared inside him. So much of my dick had already gone inside him I
thought I might as well just push it all the way in till my pubes hit his
ass, show him who's boss. I'd pull out, turn the lights out & jerk off
thinking of fucking one of my ladies.

With one final thrust my dick went all the way in. My pubes brushed up
against his ass. "You're my little bottom boy now, Brad."  I was only
kidding around, but I did have to admit his tight ass felt great on my
dick.

"If I were a real fag," Brad said, "I'd do this." With that he started
moving his ass back & forth so it grabbed my hard dick & caressed it
erotically. All this time my hand had been jerking him off & as he started
moving back & forth on me I felt this rush of precum flow out of the head
of his dick & start making it all juicy.

Instinct took over & I started to slide in & out, really fucking him. His
ass was so tight, so hot I couldn't help myself. Brad too seemed to be
getting into it. I could hear my balls slapping against his ass.  We were
grunting in unison. I was sweating & it was dripping all over his back. His
dick was rock hard in my hand, precum oozing out of it.

I knew I couldn't last much longer. I picked up the pace, feeling his ass
tighten.  Brad suddenly gasped, "I'm going to cum!"

I felt his ass tighten & his dick swelled even more in my hand. Suddenly I
felt it let loose like a geyser. Cum was going everywhere, all over the
bed, on his stomach, on my hand. That was all it took. I bellowed, rammed
my cock in all the way & let loose, my load spurting deep inside him. It
seemed like minutes for my load to finish.  I fell on top of him & we
collapsed on the bed.

My mind was dizzy. I could hear him trying to catch his breath beneath me.
I realized my dick was still in his ass & I started to come back to my
senses. I pushed myself off of him & my dick came out coated with cum.  I
grabbed a towel from the dresser & wiped myself off.

I had just fucked my cousin. What the hell was going on? It was a freak
occurrence, best not to think about it. Just act like nothing happened.
Brad was just lying there, not moving. Maybe he'd fallen asleep. More
likely, he was too embarrassed.

Neither one of us said anything. I turned out the light, climbed into bed &
fell right to sleep.

To be continued....