Date: Fri, 31 Jul 2009 13:01:26 -0400
From: p3skyadam@aol.com
Subject: Of Dark and Light

Okay, this is slightly dark BUT! it does get better. More hot and heavy
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I shouldn't have left the house. I thought again and again. The downpour
had made the roads trecharous, and even on full the wind screen wipers
barely helped visability. I had got a call from my mother, she had been and
tears and begged me to come, and so i was coming, no questions asked. I'd
been driving a good ten minutes now, and was driving along the coastline.
It would take another ten minutes until i reached her house. I lived with
my dad ever since the split, and only recently passed my driving test. The
car i had was off Ebay. It was cheap and had alot of quirks, but still i
loved it, as i do all my things. When you have not very much, you treasure
more the things you have. I was given the car on the condition that i would
be a on-call anytime taxi service for my parents.
	It struck me as strange when i saw a man walking on the side of the
road, wearing only a t-shirt and some jeans. He was soaked through, and he
had his back to me as i drove along. I knew the area reasonably, enough to
know he would have to walk a canny ways before he came to any buildings,
and by then he could get hypothermia. I put on my hazards and pulled over,
hailing him by pipping my horn. He'd barely began to turn when a,
something, bowled into him. I saw a glimpse of fur, but everything else was
lost to the sudden darkness that blanketed everything. What was going on? I
switched on the main beams, which only penertrated the darkness a little,
enough to see the man struggling with whatever it was that was that was
attacking him. Another shape jumped in front of my car, and i could see
what it was.
	It wasn't, no matter how much it looked line one, a Imp. this was
covered in red fur, unlike the other which had grey. Male and female?  A
tail waved at me, and i could see a grin stretch acroos the imps face. A
tongue rolled out and i could see the foan building up around it's
mouth. Rabies? I remebered a man was being attack by one of these things
and he needed my help. I put the car in gear; and gunned it. The imp's grin
turned to shock, just before i heard the satisfying sound of metal
obliterating flesh and bone. Spinning the car in an arc i drove towards the
pair on the ground, the grey imp looked up, squinting at the bright
light. the man took the oppurtunity and threw it over the cliff edge. I sat
there stunned, i hadn't thought, only reacted. The guy lay there in front
of the car, and it occured to me that he might be hurt. I climbed out and
into the rain.
	I'd only taken a few steps when i felt something grab my arm, in
the next second, there was a blinding pain and a sickening sound of
something snapping. I yelled out aloud. A hand went to my throat, cutting
the scream out, by slowly crushing my windpipe. The darkness was fading,
allowing a greyish landscape to be seen, due to the clouds blocking the
sun. I tried to kick out, but the man holding me simply threw me like a
doll. I landed on the car bonnet, and i heard the glass break. My brain
wasn't working, and i realised i was in shock. I couldn't feel, couldn't
think.  In the midst of this chaos i heard voices, just as i realised the
car under me was moving. In all the confusion, i hadn't put on the hand
brake. The car rolled backwards slowly, and i couldn't do anything, i
couldn't even move.
	"He saved me!" i heard someone, a man, shout.
	"He could be a spy" another man answered.
	"Then he would've killed me".
	"Either way, if he's a spy or not, it's not going to matter in a
moment." A woman's voice spoke out at a normal level, but was clear, even
to me. But what she said wasn't comforting. Before i had time to put two
and two together the world seemed to move under me. I rose, then began to
fall. I had a moment of clarity. The car had just rolled off of the cliff
edge, and i was going to die. It was too much for me to take, for my brain
to process. It crashed, and everything went black.

I was lying on something that was rather uncomfortable. I opened my eyes
and sat up... with ease. Frowning, i looked at my arm, flexing it. It
wasn't broken, not even in pain. Was it all a dream? I stood up, and saw
instantly i wasn't anywhere i knew. The room was bare, save for the wooden
cot, a toilet, a door, and a ventilation grate. My breath caught in my
throat; where was i?
	"Hello!?" I called out, banging on the door. the metal echoed, but
the door didn't even shake. i was in a cell... like a prison!. I began to
yell, over and over again. No-one answered. Then the light went out. I
screamed. I don't know how long, i was left like this. I didn't know who
was doing this, but i began to think maybe i hadn't dreamt everything after
all. Eventually i just hurled up in a corner, and tried to sing to myself,
tried to bring some measure of comfort in familiarity. But eventually my
voice went hoarse, and i ran out of songs to sing. I fell silent, and
that's when i began to hear the whispers. At first i couldn't understand
them, and i listened, heart pounding. But eventually they became clearer
and clearer, and i began to recognise them. They were the whispers of
people i knew. My mother, my father, brother, friends. They all were
whispering the same thing.
	"Please, stop hurting me. Please i just want to die. Please stop"
Then they'd break into soft sobs. then finally i heard my own voice,
whispering in my ear.
	"You're hurting them, you're hurting them all. You're evil. Die and
save them, die and you won't hurt them anymore." I was shaking. I tried to
scream and drown out the voices. But i could still hear them. They kept
saying the same thing over and over again. I eventually fell asleep, silent
tears rolling down my face. Was this hell? Even dreams brought me no
refuge, as i could only see them now, all crying all whispering the same
thing. After endless hours of their tears, their whispers. I began to
murmur.
	"tell me how to. I'll die, Please, i don't want to hurt anyone. Im
sorry. JUST TELL ME HOW TO DIE!!!" The last art i screamed out aloud,
jerking awake. I used the toilet for water, cringing, not at the thought of
what i was doing, but by the fact i was too cowardly to die of
dehydration. I'm meant to die, and here i was, selfishly choosing to save
myself. I spent the next hour apologising for my weakness. After that, time
became rather meaningless, there was nothing in the world really. I tried
banging my head off the wall, but lost conciousness before i could smash my
skull open. When i woke, i was lying in a pool of my own blood. I gave up,
took back to my corner, and just waited. Listening to the whispers, having
no excuse for living, and not being able to answer. There i rotted until
only the whispers were there, not songs, not memories, nothing.
	There was the sound of scratching metal. It rang in my ears,
painfully. I put my hands over them. I heard an intake of breath.
	"oh my god... how long has he been here?" I recognised the
voice. I'd heard it, just before the whispers.
	"p-please... kil.kill...me..." i said in a weak voice. i couldn't
see who it was, everything was still dark. I heard a footfall, and the
rustling of clothes as someone crouched beside me.
	"Don't be afraid." the voice said kindly. kindness? did they not
understand what a monster i was? I needed to be killed. Monster and demons
were meant to be slain.
	"Pl-ea-se. Kill me. I am evil.". I needed them to understand. i
needed them to suceed where i had failed.
	"no.You're not." the man's voice had a sad quality to it. Pity? A
hand cupped my cheek. It felt hot and i clung to the wall, trying to get
out of his grasp. When he touched me the whispers had stopped. He held on
however, and after a moment i stopped. The silence was awful, but something
crept up inside me. It swelled up like a balloon. And burst. I threw myself
into the man, sobbing, screaming. he held me, and let me cry it out.
	"how long?" he asked someone i could not see. there was no answer
for a moment. "Almost two weeks now." a gruff voice said. the man i was
leaning on shuddered and his voice became suddenly hoarse.
	"Two weeks!?" He began to rock me. "You left him to the mercy of a
Whisperer? for two weeks? you, you've broken him. Why didnt you free him?"
	"because you are more important. If you hadn't ran off again, and
accepted your destiny then this wouldn't have happened."
	"Don't you dare try to blame this on me." The man's arms tightened
around me as my wracking cries ended, and i was left in his arms,
shivering. "come on" he addressed me. "lets get you fixed up, i've got to
figure out what we're going to do with you."
	"Wha-What's your name?" I asked. I remembered that it was vaguely
important to get to know the name of your saviour. I wondered where the
whispers had gone. But already with their absence i was beginning to think,
even if my thoughts were asunder.
	"Aron... Aron Polos."
	"Please, don't leave me." If he did the whispers might come back.
	"I swear." He said. I fell asleep there and then, unburdened by the
hell i'd just been through.

I woke up. This time though i woke up in comfort. The bed i was lying on
was comfortable, and i had the most comfortable blankets wrapped, draped
over me. I could see little in the moonlight the came in through a
window. I smiled. I felt, peaceful. I recalled what had happened perfectly,
that it broke my soul. I wondered why i wasn't agonising over it, why i
wasn't panicing over where i was. I felt... I felt safe. and that nothing
mattered apart from that. I sighed contentedly. A pair of arms squeezed me
gently, and i felt someone press themselves up against my back, and
something poked into the small of my back. My eyes opened wide. I was in
bed with someone? I didnt fel anything i thought i should feel, anxiety,
panic, or general distress. Only a mild fascination and curiosity to find
out who it was. I turned my head slightly, and my mouth fell open. It was
Aron. He kept his promise, but it wasn't what made my mouth fall
open. There were no blankets. Wrapped around me was some sort of etheral
wings, that glittered beautifully in the moonlight. It was so beautiful, a
tear welled up. He was so beautiful, an angel. As soon as i thought the
word i realised that this must be what he was. I would've felt slightly
annoyed with myself, for blocking the view i had of him in the mirror. But
from what i could see, he was completely naked. My eyes unbelieving i
slowly, uncertainly drew back my arm, and felt the warmth of his skin at
his hip. At the moment of contact he made a sound or pleasure. And the
thing poking at me jabbed.
	"Please..." he moaned. I think he was still asleep, but i wasn't
sure. I couldn't move though, in case he was. His wing moved though. It
lightly stroked my front from the legs up, i held my breath, the touch of
it was gently electrifiying. When it reached my waist it caught on my
shirt, and softly pulled it up, and off of me when i moved. Now i could
feel his skin against my back. I could feel his hardened chest, and
softness of his tummy. His hand traced down my shoulder, and hooked under
the belt line of my jeans. At this i put my hand on his, stopping
him. "Please..." he begged. I didn't move, unsure of what i should do. Was
he even awake? His wing pressed down, and stroked the length of my
arm. Each muscle happyily went slack, all the tension melting. Unwilling to
resist. Bringing my hand with his he pushed my jeans down, till i couldn't
reach, and then his wing came down and pushed them the rest of the way
off. Before he moved i had to say something.
	"Wait..." He merely shushed me gently, and kissed my neck. My voice
wouldn't work after that, except to give out a longful purr. I was naked
now too i realised. A hairy leg appeared inbetween my own, and began
sliding up and down between mine. I had been hard, now i was as hard as
diamond. He slowly pushed his way beside me, I could feel where his dick
was, even before it touched my butt, merely by the aura of heat that
emanated from it. It trailed up and down the crack before gently pushing
foward, making an opening for itself. I had to remember to breathe.
	"Let me bring you heaven" He said, and drove himself into me. I
expected to feel pain, this was my first time after all. From what i had
read it should've, but only pleasure blossomed as he entered me. It felt
right, blessed, like it was always meant to be. He moaned as he sanke
deeper and deeper into me. Finally i felt his crotch against my butt, but
he kept pushing, as though he wanted to be in me even more. I had to admit,
i wish he was in me more, that we were one, in the same time and place. In
physical form this was the closest we would ever get. His wing went back to
embracing me as he pulled back. His head was the only thing left in when he
stopped, and slammed back into me fully again. It took my breath away. Each
moment was delicous, each was a moment of intense gratification. I was
moaning loudly, as he grunted. He slammed into me again and again. His
panting was driving me into a frenzy, and i wanted more. He seemed to sense
this and really began to drill into me. Each thrust bottomed out, each one
shook me, each one brought out a new moan from me. I could see his wings
beginning to glow brightly, his skin began to glow to a silverly glow like
the moon, i soon saw my skin too, it was glowing just like his. I blinked
in amazement. The light got brighter and brighter. Had his wings not been
holding me, his thrust would've sent me flying. He began to moan out loud,
the light began blinding. It shone out of the room, it could've lit up the
world. He came inside me. I felt it, as it crept through my body, reaching
every cell of my being, each one orgasming at the touch of his essence. It
was heaven, i was in heaven, in ecstasy. I came onto the bed, but i
couldn't experience any pleasure greater then this.
	And then the light went out. I was gasping for breath. He sighed
happily and fell asleep, not bothering to pull out of me, for which i was
grateful. I didn't want to be more apart then we already were.  In that
light i was... i dunno... perfect? I felt his heartbeat against my back,
Heart,,, I felt mine yearn and cry for his. I'd just fallen in love, and my
heart couldn't accept not being loved in return. His wings squeezed me
gently, and an arm wrapped itself across my chest.
	"Don't worry. I love you too" He breathed into my ear. I smiled.
Still glowing dimly inside from being in heaven, i fell asleep with my
angel...