Date: Wed, 15 Oct 2003 02:20:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: jay <morpheus490@yahoo.com>
Subject: Searching for the way

Disclaimer, this story involves sex between men, while not in every
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			   Searching For The Way

	A scream, louder and more excruciating than any ever heard. The
world screams out her protest as she is slowly killed.

	James awoke with a start, fresh sweat and tears covered his
face. The same dream he'd been having for years now had just jolted him in
to consciousness with its intensity.He saw the mountain and the burning
valley, then he heard the scream that shook the ground. Only this time, it
swallowed him and he found himself face to face with a beautiful black
woman. She had spoken to him about the chosen way, about finding others
like himself to help repair the damage done.

	"You must Help them James. They need a leader and I am too weak to
help. Even now its straining me to contact you like this." she said falling
to her knees.

	Running to her side i helped her back to her feet and she raised
her head and smiled at me.

	"I'm sorry James but i'm going to have to SHOW you whats going on
it will only take a minute and while you are viewing whats happening i'm
going to unlock your soul and you will see what you have been through
before this lifetime." she grabbed my hand and i felt a searing pain in my
head followed by a burst of light. I saw a glimps of a town....it looked
like middle ages france, children outside playing, then all of a sudden a
view from space as the world was ripped apart then from all around me
everything started falling apart untill it seemed like reality itself had
been torn away. Then another image, a man robed in black, smiling at his
work then he disapeared, I was then shown another reality as the voice in
my head whispered. Here it was a hightech world along with space rings
around the world and a large tower leading up from the planets surface to
these rings. One by one the rings exploded and then reality was ripped
again. This time i saw the same man, he was smiling agian, the voice in my
head told me too look closer at the man.

	His right hand was extended and it looked like a dark ball of
energy was forming around his hand then he disapeared. I was brought back
to the dream and when i could see out of my eyes again I looked at the
Woman. She was no longer beautiful though. Her hair had gone white, her
teeth had turned yellow and had been stained with age. Her beatiful face
was scarred with age wrinkles and her proud stature shrunken and she was
now bent almost completely over. I felt tears fill my eyes as the
realisation hit me. When she let me see the events happening in other
realities it opened my eyes to the here and now. She showed me who she
really was.

	"GAIA!!!" I cried running over to her and hugging her to me.

	"james theres no time! You must find the others like you, I need
help. When you have found them, go to the mountain in your dream, there
will be other groups like yours there. You Must Help Me!"

	"Gaia, Who was the man? What was he doing??" James asked trying to
make heads or tails of what was going on.

	"His name is Ethose, He's from Atlantis. He was banished to other
realms for high crimes. His only way to get back to exact his revenge is to
collaps realities into one another, He's already gone through countless
realities, and every day the barrier between all realities becomes more and
more weak. He's killing me by destroying the barrier. James......find
those......who..............follow the........cho......sen way!
Please........quic.....kly!"


	James got out of bed and looked at himself in the mirror. He wiped
the sweat away and decided that a walk was needed to calm him down. Looking
at the clock he saw that it was 3:38 am so he washed his face and left out
of his apartment. A slow but steady pace took him to the park. Every thing
was pitch black inside. Those stupid gangs must have done this, he thought
as he continued further into the park. *Crack*

	"Who's there!!!" James yelled screaming into the night as he spun
around.

	There was no reply as he continued spinning. Out of the corner of
his eye to the right he thought he saw movement so he jumped forward and
tumbled into a bush.

	"Damnit!!!" he yelled out as some one grabbed him from behind. He
was dragged into a near by bush and thrown hard to the ground. He rolled to
his stumach and pushed himself up only to be pushed back down by a second
person. There was laughters and jeers from all around him and he was
suddenly struck on the side of the head with a bottle. He fell limp on the
ground as darkened figures started kicking and punching at him from all
sides. The demonic laughter ringing in his ears as he curled into a fetal
position.

	Ten minutes later he felt himself being pulled back up and his
clothes were ripped and cut from his body, blades braking his skin all
over. He summoned his strength and tried to pull away but four or five sets
of hands grabbed him and the beatings started all over again, only this
time when they ended a single blade was held to his neck as he was pulled
up onto his knees. A white hot pain shredded his entire being as his
asshole was visciously forced open by a rather thick piece of cock
meat. Normally he'd be ok with this but it would have gone much slower and
he would have had time to get aquanted with the invader, now he was forced
to endure whatever they had in store for him or face death. as the shapless
blob that was attached to the mammoth dick inside of him started to reach
orgasm the blade sunk into his skin harder and a small trickle of blood
trickled down his neck.

	The asailent bellowed out his orgasm, James felt the knife stabbing
into him and screamed out his mind shattering and he felt himself slip into
unconciousness. All around him the bodies of those looking on were shredded
by a bright light, some screaming out thier last moments, others sighing as
the light grew in intensity and envelopped them and they were no
more. Jamed was unaware of the pain the others felt as he slipped further
and further away into unconciousness. As he fell the light grew in
intensity and volume, the very earth all around was scorched and when he
finally found the bottom of the darkness, the light faded and all was
quiet. All that remained was burnt remains of eleven men and the once Park
Of Roses.

	~Two Weeks Later~

	~* No one has a clue yet to what the white light in the Park of
Roses was two weeks ago, and the authorities have yet to release the names
of the twelve men found at the scene. Back to you John.  In other news the
New york.....*~

	The television droned on as James lay uncontious in the ICU at OSU
Hospital. Around him were cards and get well baskets from all of his
friends. To his left his mother was sitting in a chair asleep, to his
right, his fasther was standing looking out of a window. Every few minutes
a nurse would come in and check James's vitals and see how his parents were
doing. It was durring one of these nurse visits that James awoke. Sitting
straight up,James screamed and knocked the male nurse away, jumped up and
pulled the wires and tubes out of his arms. Two other nurses and a doctor
rushed in as James's mother was trying to calm him down. The two nurses
tackled him to the ground while the doctor pulled a suringe out of one of
the cabinets and injected a clear solution into James, who instantly fell
back asleep.

	"Doctor what wrong with him?"his mom asked crying as they were
ushered out of the room.

	"The trama that he went through two weeks ago are causing bad
dreams. Its pretty common, but after a while and some counciling, he should
be back to normal." the doctor said calmly.

	"What was that solution you put in him?" James father said hugging
his wife to him.

	"It was a mild sedative, he should come out of it in a few hours,
it put him into a dreamless sleep."

	Three hours later, his parents were sitting around him along with a
few of his friends when James's eyes fluttered open. His mom yelled for a
doctor and his dad hugged James to him tightly crying on him. His friends
smiled with tears in thier eyes.

	"Uh...Dad...Dad, I can't breath!" James whined as his face started
turning pale.

	A Doctor came rushing in and took James's vitals, shooed everyone
out of the room and a police officer entered.

	"Well, you look pretty good for what happened." he said as the
doctor left.
	"Care to tell me what happened?" he said grabbing a seat.

	"Well Sir, I don't really know what happened, I woke up from a bad
dream, decided to take a walk in the park, and was ambushed. Some guys
started raping me holding a knife to my neck, i felt blood trickle down my
neck and fiented." James said siting up in the bed.

	"So you don't know how the crator was created or how everything in
the park of roses was burnt to a crisp?" the officer said glaring at James.

	"Crator??.............Burnt? I don't understand. I was raped and
blacked out, I don't know anything about a crator or burnt property." he
said shaking his head and trying to remember the night.

	"Well.....IF you remember anything let me know heres my card. Call
me if anything comes to mind" he said as he walked out of the room.

	A few minutes later a doctor came back in and checked on James
again.

	"Well Mr. Decille, it looks like all your wounds are comepltely
healed, we've been doing tests on you while you were sleeping trying to
figure out why your body has regenerated as quickly as it has, but nothing
is different. We'd like for you to stay a few more days as we complete our
testing and then you're free to go." he said with a smile taking James's
vitals again then letting his family back in.

	A few weeks later everything was back to normal. James was working
again, out and about, doing the everyday life thing agian. He even had a
date that night. After work James went home to sleep before the big
date. His best friend Dee had set him up with her cousins ex boyfriend. He
had been hesitant at first.

	"Look, Bryce is a nice guy, so what if he's bisexual, its not a
crime." she said over her morning coffee.

	"I never said it was, but I don't do bi's and you know why. After
that disaster with Clay, you better be happy I'm still even talking to
you!" He said smiling before sipping his expresso.

	"Look give him a chance, he's loyal, he's funny, he's a BLONDE!!!"
she yelled out making James laugh.

	"Fine thats a plus, he's not fat right? Or overly hairy, no extra
toe?" James asked remembering past blind dates Dee had set him up on.

	"No, he's 5'9, 168 lbs blonde hair green eyes, and the cutest
little treasure trail i ever did see!" she said giggling.

	"Oh Fuck No!! You are NOT giving me your sloppy seconds, I don't do
that not even for my best Friends!" he practically yelled as the idea of
Dee on her back with her legs spread while some guy plowed into her then
pulled out then plowed into him in the same position.

	"What The FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????" she yelled back.
	"I didn't fuck him, I walked in on him and Tereasa going at it and
he had just cum and was pulling out, i mean God. If he was my man i
wouldn't have to worry about him, he wouln't want cock after licking around
this sugar bowl!" she said and the two of them broke down into giggles.

	After much pleading and threatening, James accepted the offer and
left for work. He dreamt all day of the horrors that would be awaiting him
tonight after work. He imagined a fat red man with a blond ring of hair
around his head slobbering all over him, then he imagined a sixtie year old
biker tying him up and whipping him.(hey that one wasn't so bad) , but at
the end of the day he had reserved himself that he should atleast try,
besides they would be meeting somewhere so if things didn't go well he
would skip out on dessert and blame it on an early morning the next day. So
he left work and arrived home to take a nap before heading out.

	"James, you have wasted valuable time! You Must Search For Those
Looking For The Way!!! I Need You To Help Me!!!!!  An Agent Is Going To
Come After You Tonight Beware!"

	James awoke almost screaming as the phone rang.

	"Hello?" he answered

	"Uh...Hi, is this James?" a mans voice said.

	"Yeah this is James, how can i help ya?" James answered

	"Well um...I got your number from Dee, I'm Bryce. I was calling to
confirm our get together tonight." he said quietly into the phone as if he
were afraid of his own shadow.

	"Yeah Bryce, Hi, yep i was just lying down before i got ready. Yeah
things are still on, meet you at 8?" James asked into the phone.

	"ok....uh, yeah....good, well I look forward to seeing you." he
said then hung up the phone.

	"Well... i gotta admit, he's got a great voice"james said to
himself getting up off the couch and getting ready.

	At 8 p.m. James arrived at Union Station looking for Bryce. Dee had
said that Bryce would be wearing a scarlet red silk shirt with black
slacks. James looked all around the bar before finally setling himself down
in the back corner of the dinning area and looking around. The bar was
against the right wall and went almost the entire length of the building
except for an area set asside for pool tables and a stage opposite the
door. There were dance lights and speakers everywhere and the music
pulsed. The bar itself had small video screans everyfew feet showing music
videos and that trivia game now so popular at bars and steak houses. The
lights danced all around as a particularly good song came on and a small
projection screan came sliding down from the cieling about ten feet in
front of James, and Cher came on singing Do You Believe. Being the Cher fan
that he is, James got up and started dancing. Then someone came slidding up
behind him and started to grind with him, he flowed with the motion until
the end of the song, when he looked back he was stunned to see Bryce, in
his scarlet silk shirt and dark slacks.

	"Bryce?" James said staring into the eyes of a young God.
	
	"Hi James. Um...whats wrong, where you expecting something else? Oh
god why did i let Dee talk me into this?" he started mumbling and James
saved him before he back handed him.

	"You are a GOD!" James practically yelled getting a few nasty
glares from some of the me myself and I bitches standing arounf them.

	Bryce kinda smiled then blushed and they got a table. a few moments
later a cute black haired guy (obviously new, James had never seen him)
came and took thier drink orders and the night was underway. They both
chatted and got to know one another over dinner, dessert came and went and
James didn't even think of running off. The bill came and James offered to
pay it but Bryce being a gentleman payed it in full plus the tip. By the
time they had finished chatting the bar was closing up and all but one
staff member had left.

	"Ok Boys, its well past the time for hooking up, go home and enjoy
yourselves, I need to get home to my man!" the manager said as he shooed
them out the door. Noticing that they had parked at different lots James
was walking Bryce back to his car when something tackled them both to the
ground. James quickly got up and helped Bryce up when he was forced back
down onto the hard pavement. He looked back and saw the waiter that had
taken thier drink orders pick Bryce up by the neck and shake him all the
while Bryce screaming out. Then the waiters skin started bubbling and
sizzling, his clothes caught flame and everything changed before James's
eyes. The Waiter had turned green and scaley with black eyes that seemed to
pull everything in. It brought Bryce who by now had quit screaming and was
just staring into the monsters void like eyes. James ran forward and tried
to pull Bryce out of the monsters hands but the thing smacked him halfway
across the lot.

	Getting back up james gazed in horror as Bryce was brought closer
to the monsters eyes and then screamed out as his very soul was ripped from
his body, it looked like a blue glowingvapor being pulled out of him and
into those dark eyes. The monster snapped Bryce's neck and threw the
lifeless shell away where it hit the ground with a sickening Thud. Then the
demon turned to James...

	"See what you want to protect? A shell, nothing but energy. Come
here Human and let me use you too, Give me your soul, so i can' use it to
destroy the Human race!"  **authors note** sorry people that was really
corny LOL**End Note**

	All James could do was stand there as the demon stepped towards him
and picked him up as well. He immediately felt the sucking of those
bottomless eyes and for a moment caught a glimps of the tortured souls
already caught. He screamed as he felt himself being drawn in.

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