XX6
I am escorted into a
room. My heart is racing. I'm nervous as shit. Opal is next to me.
She is a lot calmer. A part of me wish my Grandmother would have
made Opal the Ambassador. I was reckless. Opal is standing here
looking civilized. She almost looks like she is from the District.
She has on a plain, classy black dress on and heels. She looks
beautiful with her sharp features and her intense, knowledgeable
glare.
I look like an idiot.
“I was told you requested a meeting?” the voice states as we walk into the room.
The guards and assistants leave the room. It was Opal's idea to try to talk to the President Tailor of District. When we see the President he is in a wheelchair. He is physically fragile like my own grandfather but far from weak. It is a hovering wheel chair that glides across the room. He has a very serious stern looking face. The men next to him have laser guns. Diamond used to tell me stories about how the District had guns that could blow off limbs in a single shot. My heart is racing when I see the guards and I am thankful that none of the Stingers lost their limbs.
Over the
President's right shoulder is Anastasia Tailor. She has her hand on
his wheelchair and stands firmly like a supportive wife.
“Sir,”
Opal starts off, “Firstly we wanted to apologize for the
incident that happened yesterday---”
“Are you the
ambassador?” the president asks.
Opal seems stunned by his question. He cuts her off mid sentence. His eyes are glaring at her so hard that I feel like his eyes are those laser guns that Diamond used to tell me stories about. I'm just as scared of those eyes as I am of those guns.
“No
sir.”
“Don't speak again,” he warns her, “I
only listen to ambassadors. Now...carry on. And make this quick. I
have business I need to attend to.”
I hadn't prepared to
talk. Opal had assured me that she had this taken care of.
I try to wing it as
best as I can, “Sir, I am the ambassador of New Florida. My
name is Gem Zoe, grandfather to the president of New
Florida.”
“President Zoe. I knew your father,”
the old man states at that moment, “We were quite close.”
I smile, “It's
nice to know you two were close. I'm here on his behalf to hopefully
see if you can rethink this war that you declared on my country and
also release my three sisters.”
President Zoe doesn't
return my smile, “I never said I liked him. Matter of fact I
hated him. He was weak. Pathetic.”
Opal and I exchange
looks.
“Sir...”
I start off, “I'm sorry to hear that. I just came here to
apologize.”
“An apology,” President Zoe
laughs, “Weak. Just like your grandfather. I remember when I
raped his wife right in front of him. Remember that Anastasia?
Wasn't that hilarious?”
My heart drops.
I take a step
forward. I'm ready to snap this old man's neck but Opal grabs at my
hand. I'm breathing heavy. She is staring at the laser guns and
warning me. If Opal wasn't in this room I would have.
He
raped Ma Zoe.
This...fucker raped my grandmother.
Anastasia smiles,
“Yes I remember. I remember quite well. It was at the last
convention New Florida attended. You raped his wife right in front
of him and he still wanted to trade with you. He was so desperate
for help.”
Anastasia laughs. The old man laughs. I
look at them and it's taking every ounce of me not to spas out. My
grandfather never mentioned this. Ma Zoe never mentioned this. The
fact that Anastasia is standing here laughing at this is almost
making me want to tear her eyes out. She is standing there like some
trophy wife, tall, lean and delicate while she laughed at something
so disgusting.
President Zoe's wheelchair comes close to me. Dangerously close. Dangerous for him. Beryl had taught me 5 different ways to kill a man with my bare hands when I was only 5 years old. I could kill him right now. The lasers would follow up. They would kill me but maybe it would be worth it. Maybe just to get rid of this sickening man.
He stares at me,
“Your people have disrespected me. I don't forgive. You ever
wonder how the District managed to survive the Maneater Outbreak and
managed to collect more fertile men than any other nation? We became
heartless. So there will be no peace. I'll destroy New Florida.
Unless you give me something in return...”
My heart is
racing. I want to kill him.
Opal looks at me. She warned me before we came in this room to keep my cool and remember why I was here. I was an Ambassador for my country. I wasn't here for myself. I was here for the betterment of my country. There was no way in hell New Florida would survive a war against the District.
I bite my tongue, I
swallow my pride. I look at him and ask, “What can I give
you?”
The old man licks his lips, “You have a nice
figure. A nice ass. I'm an old man now. I want to experience many
different things. If you agree to be my sex slave...I may consider
not destroying all of New Florida...maybe just killing off the
leaders and turning it into a commonwealth...”
He
reaches over. He touches me. His slithery, squishy, wrinkly hands
rub against my skin. It sends a sick feeling into my gut and I think
I'm about to vomit all over this man. I attempt to stand there as he
runs his hands over my body. I can't take it anymore.
I run out of the
room at that moment.
I'm in the hallway.
When no one is around I'm dry heaving.
“You need to get back in there,” Opal states.
I look at her at
that moment. I raise an eyebrow, “Bitch are you serious?”
“This is for New Florida,” Opal explains.
“No...no he doesn't,” a voice states.
When I hear the
click of heels I know who it is already. There are tears swelling up
in my eyes and the First Lady has approached me in the hallway. She
looks nervously around to see if no one is looking. Hell the
President and his guards are probably still laughing in the room to
notice that she has followed us out into the hallway.
“You...”
I say looking at Anastasia Tailor, “You knew your husband raped
my grandmother?”
Anastasia stands there. She doesn't
have to answer the question outright. Her face says it all. She is
so classy and so demure but there is no emotion behind it. I can't
read her. Looking at her I can't see if she is sad, or upset, or
angry or confused. Most of the Amazons I knew, even Opal, had
trouble hiding their feelings and emotions. Anastasia was a
painting. It's almost like she was plastic.
“You were sent
on a mission,” Anastasia responds coldly, “That's the
reason you are here. You talking to the president was not your
mission.”
“Don't you know that he declared WAR?”
Opal asks her, “Gem go back in that room. Suck his old wrinkly
dick. Deepthroat it if you have must.”
“Fuck
you bitch.”
“You've done it before,” she
responds clearly referring to Rahmell.
I am ready to go off on Opal in this hallway but Anastasia butts in between us.
“You've
done enough. All of you have,” Anastasia explains, “We
don't need any of you making anything worse. You were sent on a
mission. Trade with the Carolinas. Do your mission. That's all.”
Opal and I are
staring at Anastasia. Something is off. This woman was an Amazon
then why was she so worried about this mission? Why the fuck didn't
she care about what was going on with the war? I look at her and I
cross my arms.
I'm really getting the feeling these
conventions aren't going as well as I thought they would. And these
people in the District are getting more and more strange.
“Why the emphasis on the mission?”
“Reach
out to your grandmother. I don't need to explain myself to you,”
Anastasia states before starting to walk off and stopping halfway
down the hallway, “Word to the wise: Don't show yourselves
around here again.”
The afternoon is weird. There are more auctions for fertile men going on but the thrill of it all is over for a lot of people. I find myself with Shaddius. He's the only one I can really stomach being around right now strangely.
I tell him as much as I feel comfortable telling him about what's going on with my sisters and I. Everything is falling apart. God knows how long my grandmother had.
“Do you think there is anything Carolina can do?” I ask Shaddius.
Shaddius is
walking me to my room. It's late at night. We spent the whole day
walking around trying to brainstorm ways out of this. Shaddius
hasn't offered much but for some reason I feel protected being around
a guy that was so big and protective looking. By the time we get to
my room he is holding my hand and for some reason it feels good.
Rahmell used to hold my hand all the time when we were younger and I loved that too, but I always knew that Rahmell wasn't holding my hand 'in that way'. With Shaddius it was different.
Shaddius was
definitely holding my hand 'in that way'.
“Carolina and
the District are allies,” Shaddius tells me, “The best I
can do is try to convince the President of Carolina to stay out of
the war. To be honest the chances of that are even relatively
low.”
“New Florida doesn't stand a chance do we?”
I ask.
“Listen.
President Tailor is...maniacal,” Shaddius explains, “You
don't become a world power by being nice. You are probably in danger
here. I know you're an ambassador...but you need to start worrying
about you.”
Shaddius looks a little worried. He's not
the type to beat around the bush. He is blunt and a little rude at
times so now that he seems to be holding back I'm a little worried.
“What are you getting at?”
We'd spent the whole day together and Shaddius hasn't even let me out of my sight. It seems like there is something he had on my mind.
“I'm saying
you can't stop him. A senator is dead. He wants blood,”
Shaddius drills in, pushing me up against the wall so I get his
point, “We should leave. You can come to Carolinas. As an
ambassador of my country, I can give you political asylum.”
“What
about my sisters?” I ask.
“We can bring
Opal. The other ones...they belong to the District,” he
explains shaking his head, “I'm sorry...”
“My
sisters are sitting in a prison. My country is about to be attacked.
You want me to go hide with you?” I ask at that moment, “You
don't know much about Amazons do you.”
Shaddius rolls
his eyes, “Your pride will get you KILLED!”
“So
be it,” I respond, “Let's make this clear. You don't
know me Shaddius. I'll figure something out. Running and hiding is
not how I was raised.”
Shaddius must realize that I'm getting defensive. He stops talking and lets a few seconds pass. It's almost like he's letting me calm down. It works. I stop getting worked up over his suggestion.
“Ok.
Listen. I apologize,” Shaddius tells me, “I just want to
make sure you're safe. I know I don't now you like your sisters or
hell...even Rahmell. I don't have that history with you. That
doesn't mean I don't want to have that history with you.”
“Then
give me the hacker for something else,” I say.
“What?”
“I
can't leave my country right now. They need me. Trade me something
else.”
“There's nothing else I want,”
Shaddius explains crossing his arms, “I'm sorry but New Florida
isn't brimming with resources and shit babe. There's nothing that
country can offer me.”
“We have rare stones.”
I
take my necklace that my grandmother gave me off. The Exa stone was
tucked underneath my shirt. It shines right now reflecting beautiful
light. Shaddius looks at the stone.
“What the
hell is this?”
“We have more where this came from.
This is rare.”
Shaddius is hesitating, “Stones
are worth anything nowadays. You know people only care about fertile
men.”
“We don't have those.”
Shaddius
continues to push back, “I care about you. I really want to
get to know you but as an Ambassador I can't sign off on this kind of
trade.”
“Then sign off as a friend,” I
suggest.
Shaddius looks
at me. He looks at the stone for a minute, “I have some
appraisers in Carolina traveling with me. Let me take this back to
them and see what quantity they'd be willing to trade you
for.”
“Thank you Shaddius,” I state.
I am about to open my room door but Shaddius stops me. He pulls me back into the hallway. Shaddius is glaring at me. There is a hard look on his face.
He kisses me sloppily. His tongue presses up against me. People walk by at that moment but Shaddius could care less. I can feel him breathing. It's so deep and sexy. At that moment I feel like this is the perfect ending to the perfect day. Shaddius spent time with me and actually is helping me out. He wants to be with me. He was going against his own nature to try to help me.
When he pulls back he whispers in my ear, “Just so you know Gem. The shit I'm doing for you---I'm doing it as more than just a friend.”
I don't know what he means by that but I feel wanted when he says it.
I walk into my
suite with a smile.
“What are you smiling about?” Opal asks me as soon as I walk into the suite, “We are in turmoil right now.”
She is in the common area. She's not alone. Rahmell is with her. He has a worried look on his face. Opal looks like she has been pacing around the room.
Rahmell walks over
to me and grabs me, “Where you have been boy all day boy? You
scared the fuck out of me.”
I had been MIA all day.
Seeing Rahmell react like this almost brings a smile to my face.
Almost. Being around someone from the District however just reminds
me of what kind of person their president was.
“With Shaddius,” I respond.
“Shaddius?”
Rahmell states, “What's going on between you two? Opal filled
me in with the fact that your Grandmother wanted you to trade with
him. But what's all this extra shit?”
“Of course
Opal filled you in.”
I look over at Opal. I can't stand
her right now.
“Don't get an attitude with me. You don't listen to me. You only listen to Rahmell,” Opal explains.
“Did you tell him about the fact that you wanted me to sleep with President Tailor after he admitted to raping our grandmother?” I ask Opal.
By Rahmell's reaction I can tell that she didn't give him that little piece of information. Rahmell sits on the couch at that moment.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa...run that back,” Rahmell states squinting at me with those beautiful eyes of his and they damn near change color right there in front of me.
Opal shakes her
head, “We are at war. Our entire country is going to get
destroyed. Grandmother would want you to do what you had to
do.”
“Grandmother wants me to trade with Carolina.
That's what I'm going to do. So how about you fuck off. You
heartless bitch!”
“I'm calling
Grandmother.”
“Do what the fuck you want,” I
respond.
Opal is pissed off.
I expect her to run back and tell our Grandmother what happened with
the Stingers. She always runs back. I'm used to her putting her
emotions aside for her intellectual arguments but she was just going
too far by thinking I would be OK doing this.
I head to my own
room.
I am about to slam the door but I'm not surprised when Rahmell comes in after me. He sits on my bed, lays back and stares out onto the roof as though he's thinking. I go run water for a bath that's attached to my bedroom. District technology is amazing and the water is instantly there. Jacuzzi bubbles are swirling around the water. The water even reflects sound waves letting out a slow, easy symphony of music. When I come back into my bedroom and looks at me even as I start taking off my clothes.
“I'm going to
take a bath,” I tell him, “I need to relax.”
“I
don't give a shit. I'm not ready to leave. Nothing I haven't seen
before,” Rahmell explains to me crossing his arms, “Or
are you being brand new because you have a boyfriend.”
“He's
not my boyfriend,” I respond, “We're just friends. And I
just need to be alone right now.”
“No you don't.
You need me.”
I roll my eyes at him but that doesn't stop me from getting butt ass naked. Rahmell's right. He's seen me naked before. I walk into the bathroom and get in the tub.
I lean into the water. I'm so stressed out. My sisters are in jail. They are bitches and a little crazy but I feel like they are in there because they were protecting me. It is my responsibility to get them out of jail. I have to get them out of jail no matter what.
“Gimme the
rag,” I hear Rahmell's voice say, “I'll wash your
back.”
I look up at him to see him over me. He's
followed me into the bathroom. I swear I had a wet dream about this
at some point in my life. Of course I know that Rahmell isn't even
thinking anywhere near that. I get him a rag and hand it to him. He
starts to clean my back slowly, making sure to apply some pressure.
It's clear that he's trying to relax me.
Rahmell shakes his
head, “I didn't know about the President. I'm sorry about
that.”
“The District is horrible.”
“You
can't just put all of us in that box,” Rahmell states, “I
live in the District now. Do you think I'm evil?”
Rahmell
makes sense. That's why I hated being around him when I wanted to be
mad. Right now I wanted to be angry. I wanted to hate the
President. I wanted to hate the District. It would be easier to
deal with the fact that we were at war with the District right now.
“Sometimes you go all Darth Vadar on me but today you're aight,” I smile.
Rahmell splashes
the water on me, “You want to drown in this tub? You remember
you've never been the best swimmer right?”
I laugh.
“I learned when you left. I learned a lot of things when you left New Florida,” I tell him.
Rahmell gets quiet. It's not an awkward quiet but I just think he has a lot on his mind. He's reminiscing a lot.
“I
resented your grandfather so much for taking me away from my mother
and my best friend,” Rahmell explains shaking his head, “I
thought he was so...”
“Weak?”
“Yeah.”
“That
idea is floating around a lot lately,” I state, leaning back in
the tub, “I can't say I honestly disagree.”
I sit
there thinking about all the ways my grandfather was just a pushover
throughout the years. My grandmother followed his steps. I guess
this was progress for her having me at this place to begin with.
Soon I realize that Rahmell has the rag back in his hands. As I lay
back he starts massaging my chest with the rag. He rubs my chest, he
rubs my stomach...and he gets lower getting dangerously close into my
lower abdomen.
All of me just wishes he'd go lower. I don't complain about the fact that I can wash my front. I like being catered to. Still a part of me feels this pain because I know that Rahmell won't go lower. He won't put the rag down and use his hands. He won't jump in this tub and make sweet love to me. It's all in my mind.
It always is...
He doesn't go to my privates. He hands me the rag and lets me do it myself.
“I used to be so jealous of you when we were younger,” Rahmell states.
It's random.
“Where did that come from?” I ask.
“I guess
I'm just thinking about your family,” Rahmell states, “You
had it all. Your family seemed so big and supportive. My
mother...she was crazy.”
I laugh, “Hey, I didn't
want to say it but your mother is a lunatic...”
Rahmell's
mother was super feminist. She was scary. She was the kind of woman
who never did her hair and thought all men were “Out to get
her”. After hearing what President Tailor did to my
grandmother I guess I didn't blame her.
“I think
that's why I got so close to you,” Rahmell explained, “I
wanted to be part of your world so bad. You know. No matter what. I
wanted to be in your loving family. I wanted to walk like you. I
wanted to look like you.”
“Look like me?”
Rahmell
nods, “You know you were always the more attractive one when we
were young. Sometimes I still feel like I'm that kid with the acne
following you around.”
“Funny how things
change.”
“Hey I'm ok now...but you're still that
precious Gem who shines everywhere he goes,” Rahmell states.
I take a moment. I don't get why he says things like that to me. He looks at me and I feel like I'm the only man in the world. My heart stops every single time he does that. I hate it. I hate the fact that Rahmell has this impact on me.
“Now you are
the heartthrob on a stage with hundreds of people bidding for your
precious man mayo.”
“Man mayo? Really?” he
asks splashing me, “Corny ass.”
“You not
going to keep splashing me,” I warn him.
“Or what? You still can't beat me,” Rahmell has teasing smile that spreads across his face flashing pearly white teeth and a menacing eyebrow tension.
“Oh huh?” I ask.
I reach over and
grab Rahmell at that moment. I don't know what gets over me. I pull
Rahmell into the water with me. Rahmell is fully dressed and on top
of me drenched in the bathwater. There is so match water when he
hops in there that the tub overflows slightly.
“REALLY!”
Rahmell screams at me.
He faces me,
tightening up those lips of his. He's laughing like crazy but I'm
not laughing. There's something about Rahmell on top of my naked
body in this tub that is turning me all the way on. His wet shirt
clings to his body. It clings to his thorough shoulder blades and
his beaming frame. He is laughing in my face and I take in as much
of his sweet breath as I can.
I'm breathing heavy.
So heavy.
“Remember...the
tent,” I state at that moment, “When I kidnapped
you.”
Rahmell might not realize how intense this is.
It's not awkward to him at all. He doesn't seem to mind being over
my naked body in this tub. He seems amused by it all. It doesn't
cross his mind at all.
“Boy I said
I'm over it. We're good.”
“That's not what I
mean,” I state.
Rahmell gets quiet
at that moment.
“What's wrong? Gem. Talk to
me...”
“Rahmell that moment in that tent was the
best moment of my life.”
Silence.
The awkwardness
is finally here. Rahmell's goofy smile is wiped away followed by a
straight face. His serious face is just as beautiful. It turns me
on just as much.
“Gem...”
That's
when I do it. I kiss Rahmell. I kiss him as hard as I can in the
mouth. I try to push my tongue in his mouth but he doesn't let me.
Rahmell pulls back at that moment. He jumps out of the tub...wet and
all. He stands there on the side of the bathroom dripping and just
awkwardly staring at the ground.
“Dammit...I'm sorry,” I state realizing I fucked shit up.
I lay in my bed and hear Rahmell taking a shower. I'm in my bed facing the wall feeling like shit about everything. I can't believe I just fucked up everything with him in a matter of seconds.
“Can I
borrow some clothes?” Rahmell states, “All mine are
soaked still...”
“Of course.”
There is silence. I don't expect Rahmell to come in the bed at that moment. I turn around to realize he hasn't borrowed a ton of clothes. He just took a wifebeater from me and a pair of my underwear. My underwear fit a little tight on him, showing damn near everything. I am using all of my fucking will not to just grab the bulge that has formed in his crotch.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
“Sleeping
with you.”
“Rahmell. You don't have to do that,”
I state.
“I want to,”
he responds, “You're going through a lot. I want to be there
for you. Besides. This isn't the first time we've slept in the same
bed. Remember you used to get beat up by the Stingers and be so mad
that the only way you'd go to sleep was to crawl in my bed.”
I
laugh at that moment, “They used to drag me for sport. No kid
should have to go through that. All my sisters were bitches. I had
to go to my only male friend for affection.”
Affection.
There is an awkward glance between us.
“Nothing's
changed between us,” Rahmell responds, “Nothing ever
will.”
“Ok bro...”
“You don't
have to keep calling me that,” Rahmell states.
“Why
not?”
Rahmell shrugs, “I
dunno. You ask too many questions. Lay down and come close it's
cold.”
Rahmell grabs me...pulling me close and wraps me
in his arms. It's not the first time we've slept like this. We'd
spent countless nights sleeping like this. A lot of the times I was
covered with bruises from the Stingers. It's hilarious they'd kill
someone for touching me but these were the same girls who used to
beat the living fuck out of me for years growing up. Only Rahmell
was around to make me feel better afterwards. He'd hold me and he'd
tell me that next time Beryl fucked with me he'd kick her in her
puss. I knew he wouldn't but it made me feel better that he said it.
“I don't know
if I can sleep like this.”
“Why not?” he
asks me.
“You know
why. Rahmell. We aren't kids anymore. Things have changed...about
me. About how I feel with you. You can't keep sweeping it under the
rug.”
I pull away from Rahmell. I go to the edge of bed
and try to fall asleep again. Rahmell clearly isn't used to us
sleeping like this. I don't know how the cuddling started but it was
INTENSE cuddling. I'm talking about some bonus level type of
cuddling. Extreme cuddling. When Rahmell and I used to sleep
together, which was pretty often because my sisters beat me up pretty
often, we'd sleep under each other all night.
Rahmell sits up. I can feel the bed springs. He is thinking for a few seconds and for a minute I'm kind of terrified that he is going to decide to just leave.
Rahmell stops
me, “Ok let's try something.”
“Huh?”
“Let's
just try what you wanted to try in the tub. And then we can sleep
together. Compromise. Remember? We always used to
compromise.”
I'm confused, “Rahmell. You want to
kiss me?”
Rahmell shrugs,
“Damn. I dunno. I don't not
want to kiss you. All these damn questions...”
I
can't help but to snicker at his awkwardness, “Melly that's not
exactly what someone wants to hear before a kiss.”
“Well
that's what happens when you want to kiss your bestfriend,”
Rahmell states, “So are we this gay ass shit or naw?”
I
get up on the bed. We are both on our knees. We are facing each
other. There is an awkwardness to it. I'm not sure if I want to go
first and Rahmell isn't sure if he wants to go first.
Rahmell
puts his hand on the side of my face. I put my hands on the side of
his waist.
He breaks into
laughter.
“Be serious,” I tell him.
“This shit is
just...weird.”
“The tent was weird.”
Rahmell
shakes his head, “This is different. And you know it
is...”
He's right. We did the tent because I needed his
semen. Sure I sucked dick. It wasn't intimate...at least not to
him. This was us...kissing. For no other reason then we wanted to.
I decide to make the
first move before Rahmell changes his mind. I lean forward and kiss
him. As soon as our lips touch he decides to be more of the
aggressor. He parts my lips open when they smack together. He leans
pulls me even in closer. Our tongues rub against each other. He
cocks his head slightly to the left to have deeper access to my
mouth.
As we kiss Rahmell starts rubbing my back. I'm
rubbing the sides of his face. We kiss and stop. We look at each
other for a minute because we both have lost our breaths. We kiss
again. This time we kiss longer and deeper until we lose our
breaths. This time we don't pull apart our lips. We just press our
foreheads together.
We kiss one last
time. This is the longest time.
I'm actually surprised that
it's my thirsty ass that pulls back first. When I pull back he is
sucking up my bottom lip.
I exhale deeply, “Shit.”
It
was fireworks. It's exactly what I thought it would be. Fireworks.
There's no other way to describe it. Rahmell touches his bottom lip.
He sits there and thinks for a while.
I'm praying for
him to say something.
Anything.
Rahmell just shrugs,
“Ok...now can we go the fuck to sleep the way we REGULARLY
sleep?”
I laugh jumping in his arms.
We lay
together. We wrap each in each other's arms. I know that this
doesn't mean that Rahmell is all of a sudden into me. I know this
doesn't mean that him and I have crossed this huge threshold. This
is a tiny step. It may be the smallest of steps. He probably just
did it to make me happy. Still...it was a step.
And this was the best step in the world.
And for the first time really ever I think there may be a slight...glimmer of hope somewhere, anywhere that Rahmell and I may have a future as more than friends.
And I go to sleep with a smile.
There was
something beautiful about hope.
“Guys...guys you got to wake up,” Opal states.
I'm not excited to wake up with her. Even waking up from some good sleep I'm still mad at her. I would say this is the best sleep I'd had in years. It's the best sleep I've had since the last time I slept with Rahmell.
“Your fat
ass must have been dreaming about chicken again,” Rahmell
states.
I don't know
what he is talking about until I realize that I've been drooling on
his goddam shirt. I have to admit I can't help but laughing.
“You going to
stop talking about my ass.”
“Well stop making it
so big,” Rahmell laughs.
“GUYS!”
Opal interrupts us.
It's hard to acknowledge anyone's existence when Rahmell and I are together. It's always been like that. Now that Opal is screaming though it's clear that she has something important to tell us. We both look over at her.
“Good news
or bad news?” Rahmell asks her, “I can't take anymore
good news.
Opal is
struggling with this.
“I'm not
sure.”
“Spit it out,” I tell Opal.
Opal ignores me.
“Come
in...”
My heart is racing when the door to my
bedroom opens. I am panicking. Just when I thought there was hope.
Just when I thought that something could possibly go on between
Rahmell and I...things changed.
She was here.
She had a suitcase,
a smile and a stomach that I didn't notice before.
Rahmell
jumps up at that moment smiling from ear to ear, “Amethyst!”
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