Date: Sat, 23 Apr 2016 01:12:27 -0400 From: Animatrix Subject: AdamBenAndJason - Part 4 Adam, Ben, & Jason... Part 4 ---- I write stories, not simply a story about a single encounter, but a story of ongoing events. I agree it gets boring at times to read about the non-good stuff, but this is how I write. If you read my story in entirety and would like more chapters, or different stories, contact me via email animatrix@protonmail.com This is a work of fiction, none of the people really exist except in my imagination. This story involves sex, diapers, and boys being boys. Please consider donating to Nifty.Org for making all these stories possible! ---- Cliffhangers from Part 3 Now that Ben and Jonathan are enjoying the pampered life, What adventures await them at the park? Now that Adam and Cody finally had their talk, and relieved some pent up emotions, Will Evan from Insiderz become Adam's love? How does Jimmy who remembered Ben at Insiderz fit into the equation, and will we ever hear from Jason again? ----- Morning came, I almost went back to sleep thinking it was still dark out. I had forgotten I was now in the den and the blinds were closed. Sleep would have eluded me tho, the pitter patter of little feet above would have kept me awake. I threw on my jogging shorts, and shirt and went upstairs to the bathroom. I could see Jonathan and Ben were awake and were throwing something back and forth. I imagined Adam was awake by now also, but he had gotten into the habit of keeping his door closed. "No running Jonathan", I said, reminding him of doctors orders. He gave me a hug and Ben joined in for a group hug. "I love the hugs boys, but I gotta pee, and I'm probably the only one here not diapered!", I said and wrangled threw them to the bathroom. "I don't have one on yet!", Ben giggled, and wriggled out of the sleeves of his pajamas and left them drop. "I'll fix that!", Jonathan said and the two disappeared into Ben's room as I shut the bathroom door. These moments of chaos, I thought to myself, were what made every day worth living. I finished in the bathroom, decided against a shower. I was almost starting to regret giving up my room to Adam. Climbing the stairs another time for clothes made showering one of those 'things I'll do later', this morning at least. I knocked on Adams door and opened it. He was sitting on the bed with his music down low, sending someone a text message or something. I sat down beside him. "So you and Cody had a chance to talk last night, how did it go?", I asked him "It went okay, He knows I'm gay now, and we're still friends. He wants to go to the park today, so that's good I guess.', Adam said. "You still love him though?", I asked him. "I did, but now I don't. I don't know Dad, it was like something Jason would do I think. Cody and I had sex, and now I'm kind of not interested in him anymore, at least in that way. Kind of like all the people Jason liked. He had sex with them and then a lot he wouldn't bother with again. I don't want to be like that.", Adam told me. "Good, because those kind of people just never seem to find love, people like Jason. You make it sound like Jason had sex with a lot of people", I said. "Well he did, at least five people at the park, and me, and probably Mark. Maybe more", he said. "Well then we need to have you taken in for a blood test, and I need a promise that you will always use a condom when having sex with anyone, and that includes anyone who has sex with you.", I told him. "I thought you'd say that, but it's ok. They offer the tests at Insiderz for $10. I'll get one on Saturday if I go, they even give us free condoms if we want them, I got six last time I was there.", Adam said. Ben stuck his head in, interupting our conversation to find out if we were going to the park. I told him yes, but it was only 10am. I told him to go make him and Jonathan some cereal and I'd be down. "Evan texted me, his mom is going to bring him to the park at 2. Will you hang out a bit and meet his mom, and see if he can sleep over tomorrow night?", Adam asked. "Well, answer me this first, do you really want to get to know Evan, or is it a sex thing?", I asked "I want to get to know him of course, we talk a lot at Insiderz, he came out to all of his friends in school, and it didn't go well, and people pick on me cuz they think I'm gay, so we have a lot in common. It's awesome to have a friend who knows and accepts me.", Adam said. "Okay then, I shall stay for a while, and meet his folks. But, come down, and get something in your belly. We'll make a picnic lunch for the park then, so we won't eat again until about 3 or so.", I told him He started shuffling threw drawers for clothes, and I went down stairs. Ben and Jonathan were just finishing up their cereal, so I told them to go up and get all the dirty laundry and diapers and bring them down to the laundry room. They pouted a little bit, but then went about their task. I fired up the washer, dumping in some borax and laundry detergent. I sorted threw the piles the boys brought down, and threw in all five wet and soiled diapers and closed the door. As it filled and started to wash, Ben looked in and said "Wow... look what those two poo didees did to the water!", and laughed. The two stood and washed the diapers wash, pointing as they hit against the glass front window. "Well Well... if you two like doing laundry so much, that can be your chores from now on!", I told them. Both giggled, and agreed. Little did they know it wasn't as much fun as it looked. It had been four days since his surgery, and his stitches came out tomorrow. I motioned for Jonathan to come over, and lifted his shirt. I pulled gently on the tapes and pulled the gauze off his wound. It had almost healed, it was a little pink, but only the stitches were visible. I told him he didn't need the gauze unless he wanted it on. He shook his head no, so I pulled his shirt down. "How many times a day do you poop?", I asked him "One time a day usually, but when I don't poop for a while, it comes out on it's own. I can feel it happen, and can stop it, and make it to the toilet usually, but I just don't know when I have to go.", Jonathan said. "Well you can make a practice of just going to the bathroom sometimes and try to poop, that way you won't have so many messies, although I know you and Ben like the messies sometimes", I said to him, He blushed and looked downward. "Don't be embarassed, it's ok to make messies when you and Ben play. It's okay with me. I'm just saying like, we are going to the park around 1, maybe you might want to try to poop around 12:30, that way you won't have to rush to the bathroom, or have a messie one at the park, know what I mean?", I asked "Ya that would be awesome, Like when they were putting the bed together, I couldn't stop the poop when I tried to get down from the bed quick", he told me. "yep! maybe we can avoid unwanted messie didees that way", I told him. He liked the idea. When the washer stopped, Ben came out for instructions on what to do next. I told him to take everything from the washer, put it in the dryer on delicate, then load all the blankets in. I showed him how much powder and detergent to use, and he went about his chore. I went out to the pool, and am glad I did. Floating in the jacuzzi end was the gel dildo Adam forgot. I had bought one for Ben also, but didn't give it to him yet, so I didn't want this one discovered, so I hid it. I couldn't walk it back threw the kitchen, so I put it in the grillside fridge. I know, it wasn't the best hiding spot, but the boys rarely went into there, so it was safe til later, or so I thought. I sat on the lounger for a bit. I seen that Adam had finally made his way down for breakfast. Ben and Jonathan were at the table talking with him, and when Adam finished his cereal they all came out on the deck. I motioned for them to come over, and told them of my plans to seal in the pool in the glass room. It would have shutters like all the windows in the house, and lighting so we could use it even with it got too cold. I told them I was done buying presents for a little, we'd need to save a little bit to have the enclosure built. They seemed pretty happy about the idea. Especially maybe the shutters, but maybe about being able to use the pool when it was cold out. Ben asked if they could get in for a bit before going to the park, and I told him that he could, But until Jonathan gets the okay from his doctor, he was limited to sticking his feet in. Before I could say another word, Ben had dropped his shorts, undid his velcro's and strings, and was yelling 'yeehah!' as he ran towards the pool naked and jumped in. Adam and Jonathan laughed and joined him poolside. Adam went in in his shorts, and Jonathan sat down by the jacuzzi and put his feet in. I sat down by Jonathan and asked him if he was afraid or shy to go the park. It would be his first time there since his surgery, and first time in diapers he had to wear. He shrugged his shoulders, as if it didn't really bother him. I asked him about how he felt about Ben being in baby mode so often. he thought on that for a minute or two. "I like being in baby mode too, just relaxing with me holding Ben or Ben holding me", he said, "I like it inside, or in your yard. I don't know if I'd like it out in public", he told me. "Well Ben is supposed to be very discreet about baby stuff outside of the house, you know that", I told him. 'Ben wants to wear a onesie to the park, I don't know if I want to", Jonathan told me. "Well the onesie wouldn't be too visible, and will help mask the sound of your diaper, You will have shorts on over the bottoms so no one will see them. it'll just look like an ordinary shirt", I said, "But if you want me to talk Ben out of it, I will. "you're right, no one will know it's a onesie, as long as Ben leaves the pacifier and stuff at home, and acts like a boy, not a baby", Jonathan said. "Well let's go talk to him", I said. We yelled for Ben, and he swam into the jacuzzi, I could see his bare bum floating in the pool and laughed. He saw what I was laughing at and shook it a few times, then got on his knees to see what we wanted. "We're a little concerned about your baby side, and the rule of the house is that baby stuff stays in your bedroom or living room when blinds are closed right?", I asked. "Yes I know that", Ben said. "Jonathan tells me that you want to wear baby stuff to the park, and even I don't think that's a good idea. Jonathan is going to have a hard time adjusting to wearing diapers, he would rather you act like a boy, not a baby when you guys are out in public. I agree with that. Sex play and baby play at home only okay?", I asked him. He looked a little sad, and jumped up nude next to Jonathan, but he looked at me and agreed. "You don't like baby play?", Ben asked Jonathan. Jonathan hugged him, "I love my baby Ben, and baby play lots and lots, But lots of people call me 'piss pants' and other names now, if they ever find out I have to wear diapers, they will make fun of me all the time. I know you love to be a baby and don't care too much what others think, lots of people think you are cute when you're being babyish, but I know if they find out everything, it won't be cute anymore and people will make our life bad", Jonathan told him. Ben hugged him back, and said "Ok, baby me at home only, big boy Ben outside". He stood up and pointed at his bum marks on the cement and went running into the kitchen yelling "I gotta go to the bathroom!" Jonathan looked at me and said "thanks Bill, I was kinda nervous about going to the park, but it's ok now". I told him I was sorry that he couldn't get in the pool, but told him he was getting his stitches out tomorrow. He seemed ok with it. I asked him if Ben was behaving with the sexplay. Jonathan told me it's only been cuddling and diaper changes since the operation. I told him that was good, because he could mess up the mesh they put inside him. We'd find out his limitations tomorrow when he gets back from the doctors. "I have balls now", Jonathan said. I ruffled his hair and told him I knew. "Ben loves them, he likes to make sure they are still there, but it doesn't hurt any", Jonathan said. "Well be careful, you're only a day away from being able to skateboard, swim, and let Ben make sure your balls are still there", I said, causing a burst of laughter from Jonathan. Adam suddenly started splashing and flipped himself off the raft. He came swimming in to us, then he started looking around the jacuzzi. I realized what he was looking for, and stayed quiet for a few moments. "What ya lookin for Adam?", I asked with a smile. "um.. nothing", he said. "Go look in the grill fridge", I said to him. He got up out of the jacuzzi and went over to the fridge. I heard his laughter echo, seen him hide it in his pants and run into the kitchen probably to take it up to his room. Ben came back outside a few minutes later in black shorts and a long red shirt. He sat with his feet in the pool beside Jonathan, then leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Jonathan turned his head and kissed Ben back on the lips. Then Ben asked if his clothes were ok. "yep, awesome", Jonathan said. "are you wet? can I check?", Ben asked. "anytime", Jonathan said, "when we're in private of course" Ben reached over and pulled Jonathan's shorts out away from the diaper, and put his hand along the front of the diaper. "nope I think you are dry", Ben said. "I thought so", Jonathan said, "it didn't feel wet" It was almost 12, so I said to Jonathan that he should go try to do what we talked about while he still has a dry diaper on. Ben looked a little confused, but Jonathan stood up and took Ben's hand and lead him into the house. I checked the salt levels, and reset the pump, then went into the house to see what they were all up to. When I went back inside, I didn't see anyone, so I went up to see if everyone was getting ready. Adam was in his room putting on new sox, shorts and shirt, I guess he wanted to look good for his 'date'. Ben was putting a clean sheet on the bunk bed, and the bathroom door was closed. I knocked on the bathroom door, to see if Jonathan was ok. He reached and opened the door. I asked him if everything was ok, and he told me that mission accomplished, and stood up to wipe his bum. He turned around and said he was going to try to pee, so I left him alone and told the other two to get ready if they were going. Jonathan would be going to the doctor tomorrow to hopefully have his stitches out. I know he was anxious to swim. Him and Ben would probably spend the night there, and Friday afternoon Adam's friend Evan was supposed to be spending the night, so I'd probably have a house full Friday evening. We left for the park about 1pm, and on the way stopped for stuff to make sandwiches for our little picnic. Adam insisted on a special roast beef and swiss cheese because that's what Evan liked. I had no problem with that. The other two picked out their favorites, and we departed for the park. I barely had the car parked before all Ben and Adam grabbed skateboards and disappeared. Jonathan helped me with the cooler, and we sat a table in the shade. No one was near us, so when Jonathan looked at me and asked if I could tell he had a full diaper on, I told him no. Honestly you couldn't tell with the shorts he had chosen to wear. He hugged me and told me thanks, and ventured down to the benches by the ramps. A little after 2, Adam, Evan and a woman came walking towards me. Adam introduced her as Evan's mom, and we shook hands. She said that Evan mentioned spending the night, and was glad I insisted on meeting the parents first. She said she has no problem with Evan spending nights with school mates, but strangers make her a little paranoid. I assured her I was the same way with Adam. She went on to tell me Evan is looking forward to swimming, as they don't allow him to go to the public pool. Too many bully's and lifeguards who don't care. I told her it was no problem, we had an extra bed as Ben would probably be staying at a friends, and Adam has a huge collection of movies and video games. I told her I was glad that Adam was meeting friends he had something in common with, as most of his friends were the bully/anti-gay type. I opened the cooler and offered everyone a drink, and told Evan and his mom to join us for lunch. I sent Adam down to get the other two. Adam and Evan came back up with Ben and Jonathan, and we all ate some sandwiches and Evan and Adam talked about a field trip Insiderz was planning for the end of the month. Jonathan and Ben seemed interested in going also, but they weren't old enough to join or go. The picnic ended kind of abruptly as Evan's mom got a phone call. We talked kind of rapidly about the next evening, and that she would drop Evan off at our house around 1 or so in the afternoon. Adam looked so happy. But because of the urgency, they left to take care of business. I asked the boys if they wanted to stay til 5, that I would come back for them, and they agreed. I reminded Jonathan again of his limitations. I left then at the park and headed home to put away the leftover picnic supplies, and relax for a bit. I went up to straighten out the boys rooms. Ran the vacuum cleaner and put away some things that were out of order, when I noticed a diaper stuffed in the space behind the dresser. When I pulled it out, I noticed a little blot of blood, and the diaper had been peed in. I finished up Ben's room and went over to Adams. He was always a neat person, his room just needed a little organizing, and done. The bloody diaper had me curious. I was hoping it was Ben's, and not Jonathan with a medical issue, but hoping it was Ben's had me a little worried also. When I picked up the boys, we went straight home. I told Ben and Jonathan that I wanted to talk to them, and Adam took the hint and went upstairs and came back down in his bathing suit and headed out to the pool. I took Ben and Jonathan and sat them down in the living room, and pulled the bloody diaper from the bag I put it in. I laid it on the table and asked who was wearing it. Ben started to cry, and said, "it's mine, I'm sorry" I hugged him and told him I wasn't mad, that I was worried. I was afraid it was Jonathan's and that he had something wrong. But then I asked Ben why he had a bloody diaper. He continued to cry for a few moments, then wiped his face. "Promise you won't get mad?", Ben said. "I promise Ben, you can tell me anything", I told him. "Jonathan can't hump me, so we used a candle, and it felt good at first, but then my bum started to hurt a little so we stopped.", Ben told me. "A candle?!?", I asked "ya one of the long skinny ones, it's under my mattress", Jonathan told me. "Okay... first things first, Ben up to the bathroom, and Jonathan go get me that candle", I told them. I went to my room and got a tube of lube, and the present I bought for Ben. I didn't think he was old enough for it, but I guess I was wrong. I then went up to the bathroom. I told Ben to strip down, and I pressed around his belly and groin to see if he had any pain. He didn't appear to have any, so I laid him over my knee, and squirted a glob of lube on his anus. I very carefully ran my finger in a ring around his anus for a few seconds, and I could feel it relaxing. Jonathan came in with the candle, and I told him to throw it away. Jonathan did as he was told then watched in fascination as Ben's anus opened up under my stimulation. I slowly inserted a finger, and ran it in circles around the inside of his anus, then attempted to put it straight in. "stop", Ben said, so I slowly eased my finger out, and as I did, Ben began to have a bowel movement. I could see his poop start to poke out, and he tried to hold it, but the stimulation and the lube made it impossible. A few seconds later Ben had pooped out a turd right into my hand. "I'm sorry Dad", he said, and started to cry. I assured him it was ok, I should have made him poop first, but looking over the poop I saw no streaks of blood, and it was normal color. I plopped it into the toilet behind me. "that was kinda cool Ben", Jonathan said and laughed. "I've never seen anyone poop before". "I couldn't help it", Ben said and laughed threw his tears. I wiped off Ben's bum with some toilet paper, then told Jonathon to strip down also. Jonathan told me he didn't let Ben put the candle in him, that he was going to til Ben started to bleed. "well I have something else in mind for both of you, because you have a wet didee, and need a bath anyway... I'll let ya's have the paints", I told him. Jonathan was out of his clothes in moments. With the two of them standing there nude in front of me, I was overcome with the urge to hug them both and have my way with them, and let them have their way with me... but I fought it. I pulled from the bag I had brought up with me, the dildo I had bought for Ben. I held it up to both of their penis's, and it was longer then both of the boys, but no thicker. By the time I had done my measuring, both boys had erections. They were about equal size now, untangling Jonathan's mess had definitely given it a bit of a growth spurt. According of the measurement against the dildo, which was 4 1/2 inches long... they were both about 4 inches soft, but now with the erections they measured up almost exactly to the dildo. I told them, they must lube their bums first, and massage the bumhole so it relaxes before pushing it in. They must never insert the whole thing, which would have been hard to do considering the suction cup at the bottom, and they must be gentle with each other when using it, it's supposed to feel good. I looked at Jonathan and told him he couldn't put it in his bum til the doc gives him the all clear to resume normal activities, then handed the lube to Jonathan and the dildo to Ben. I pulled out the paints from under the sink, turned the shower on to warm, and patted both bums into the shower. Before I could close the door, Jonathan started to pee. Ben saw it right away and took hold of Jonathan's penis and aimed the stream at his belly. Both of them smiled, and when Jonathan was done, they closed the door and began to paint. I closed the bathroom door, and went down to see what Adam was up to. It was almost dark, and the pool lights were on, but I could see he wasn't alone. It looked like Cody but I wasn't sure. I figured I would give them some privacy and watch some tv. Ben and Jonathan came down about an hour later. Both of them heavily padded in diapers, in thier numbered pajama's, with pacifiers hanging from their shoulders. Ben had this look on his face like he was completely worn out tired. Ben crawled up on my lap on one side, Jonathan on the other, and the three of us just cuddled for a while in baby style. Jonathan suddenly got kinda fidgety, and I soon knew why. I could hear a little fart noise from his rear, I patted his bum, and rubbed his belly, and he looked content, but after a few moments he spit out his pacifier and told us it was a smelly one and he needed to go change. Ben offered to change him, but he told Ben he was okay. While Jonathan was up, Ben asked where Adam was, so I told him he was out at the pool. Ben got up and headed into the kitchen, I heard the door open and the screen close as Ben went outside. I ventured into the kitchen while I could get up to grab a drink. I was right, it was Cody. They were sitting talking on the side of the pool as Ben went out. "Hello Ben!", Cody said when he noticed him. Ben kinda turned around quick to come back into the house and Cody said "wait!". Ben stopped, turned around, and Cody asked him to come over to the pool. This was the first time Cody saw Ben in baby mode, and probably never knew he wore the diapers and pullups. Ben knew he was caught, and also knew he broke a rule about no baby play outside the house, but he turned around and walked back to Cody. "what's that? a binky?!?", Cody asked. "yes", Adam said, "and don't make fun, Ben likes to be babied, that's his pacifier" "Babied?", Cody asked. That's when Ben spoke up. I almost applauded when he was done his little speech, but sat and watched for a response from Cody. "Yes, I was in lots of foster homes, from a baby til Bill adopted me, but in lots of them, no one hugged me, no one held me, and my diapers and my pajamas comfort me, my pacifiers and bottles put me to sleep, and I feel loved. I cuddle with Adam and Bill and my friend Jonathan, and know here I am loved and can be me. I'm no longer someone to be yelled at, or spanked and punished, or have people do things to me in a mean way, so don't make fun of me. I am a baby when I am home.", Ben said. Cody just sat there in silence for the longest time. "is that what you meant by there are other sides to you Adam?", Cody asked. "I wear diapers sometimes when I cuddle with Ben, it is comforting, that's why I said that to you earlier. I realized that to be happy, I have to just be me, do the things that make me happy, to be happy. I wish you would understand what I mean Cody', Adam said. 'I am being me Adam, that's why I told you after I thought about the other night, I am gay. I do think I love you", Cody said. "If a friend from the park, or school, or your parents asked you if you were gay, what would you tell them? I think you would have a hard time introducing me as 'this is my boyfriend Adam' to be honest. If you can't be yourself, and be happy with who you are, you are just being what everyone wants you to be. I told my dad I'm gay, I told four people at the park that I am. I wear my rainbow id bracelet to the park, I haven't taken it off since they gave it to me at Insiderz. If you are gay Cody, that's awesome, if you're not, that's awesome too, but until you can hold my hand at the park and not be ashamed, we're just friends ok?", Adam said. Ben by this time had sat down beside both of them. Jonathan had come down from his second shower, and asked me what was going on. I told them they're all just talking, you can join them if you want. Jonathan went out by Ben, and sat down beside him and took his hand. Adam jumped into the pool, and came up in front of Cody. "I do love you Cody, just like Jonathan and Ben love each other. They aren't afraid to be themselves when they are together wherever they are. They hold hands at the park all the time, they are holding hands right now. I'm not saying I want you to show me nonstop affection, but if you want a relationship like that with me, You have to be able to be yourself. If you just want casual sex, that could happen sometimes I'd imagine, but I want to find what Ben has. I want someone who isn't afraid to hold my hand, hug me in public when I'm having a bad day, and if I find that. That love I want, I will commit myself to them and only them, because thats what love is.", Adam said. Cody sat in silence once again, then started to cry. Adam hugged him, and Ben put his arm around him. "I can't just tell the world I'm gay Adam, My dad would hate me. My dad is always talking about how he hates faggots, and stuff like that. My mom would probably feel the same way. I don't have the support to be who I think I am, in the way you do. I love you Adam, I think about you a lot more then I admit, but I don't want to lose you", Cody said. "We will always be friends, but the world will see us as Adam, Cody's gay friend, and Cody, Adam's straight friend. and that's good too. You will always havd my friendship and companionship whenever you want it, we are friends Cody, now and always far as I'm concerned. We just can never be lovers", Adam said. They held their hug, and floated out into the pool. I could see Cody crying as his shoulders hitched occasionally. I turned on the deck light for a minute, and motioned to Ben and Jonathan to get in, and up to bed. Jonathan's mom was coming to take him to the doctor tomorrow, Adam's friend would be coming a little after that, and the weekend was going to be interesting. I tucked Ben and Jonathan in, Ben was spooned up with his friend, with his hand rubbing his belly. Jonathan told me he was nervous about tomorrow, so I took another look at the stitches on his belly. Everything looked perfect, and I told him he had nothing to worry about and reminded him that Ben would be there with him. I hugged them both again and went to leave. "Dad", Ben said. "yes?", I replied. "that new bird is awesome.", Ben said, and smiled. "please no more candles ok?, nothing hard", I told him. "ok", they both replied. "and remember to behave over at Jonathan's, I will see you at the park or on Saturday, depends what happens", I told them. They both cuddled up, and I turned off the overhead light, and left the door open a crack. Til I got downstairs I could see Cody and Adam sitting at the picnic table talking. I went out to talk to them, and remind Adam he had to be in bed early, he had some work to do before his friend came over. Cody said he had to go anyway, and got up from the table. "so that is that?", Cody said to Adam. "that's up to you Cody", Adam said. Cody turned and walked towards the gate. I sat down with Adam and asked him what was going on. "dad, I realized the only thing we had in common, was skateboarding, and at the park today, it seemed like he didn't even want to be bothered to come talk to me, or even skate loops with me. He tells me he loves me, but out on the street or public, I'm not cool enough for his friends. So I told him we were only friends, nothing more. Like I said the other day, it just sex he wants.", Adam said "well son it seems you are growing up faster then I thought, but that was a good decision. I heard a bit of your conversation when Ben and Jonathan came outside. If you ever want to talk, you know where to find me.", I told him then motioned for him to head up to bed. I went up about half hour later, to tuck him in, I told him I wanted the deck cleaned off tomorrow, and the bathhouse also. His friend was coming to stay for two days, so I wanted everything cleaned up. He agreed, we hugged, and I went down to tuck myself in. I thought over my crazy schedule, Tomorrow was Thursday, Ben and Jonathan would be going to the doctor around 9:30 tomorrow morning, then to Jonathan's to stay until Saturday afternoon, when I'd more then likely be bringing both of them home for the night. Evan would be coming tomorrow around 1, and I'm sure Adam and him will want to go to the park, or swim. Evan would be staying with us until Saturday afternoon, when his mom would pick him up in the park. So I needed to pick up some movies and stuff for Adam to entertain his guest, I'm sure a cookout on the grill for one evening, and pizza the next would suffice. I fell asleep about an hour later, Adam woke me up around 7am by talking to me. "You better go see what Ben and Jonathan are doing, or were doing...", Adam said. "What are they doing?", I asked. "it's kinda gross...", Adam said. I put some shorts on, and went upstairs, I found them on the floor of the shower. Ben had Jonathan laying bum on a diaper, with Jonathan holding his hands behind his knees. On the diaper was a small turd. Ben heard me coming and pushed Jonathan's feet down. "What are you two doing?", I asked. "Ben wanted to see my poop coming out, like I saw his, so I'm trying to poop.", Jonathan said. "well boys, that position is really rough on Jonathan, If you insist on seeing Jonathan poop, at least let him stoop over the toilet so it's not such a strain on his inner parts", I told them. "but..", Ben said and stopped. "Okay", Jonathan said and went to get up. Ben backed up to give him room, and Jonathan went over to the toilet and left his diaper drop the floor. Ben stooped behind him, and Jonathan tried a few pushes, Ben put his hands up, and I was about to say something when Ben caught the turd in his hand. He looked at me shyly, squeezed the turd, and then dropped it into the toilet. I took Ben and with a pat on the head, reminded him that cleaning up poop messies in diapers is ok, but no playing with poop, it's nasty and can make you sick. I pushed him into the shower, then pointed for Jonathan to follow. I noticed as they stood there diaperless that they were both hard as a rock. Ben was almost throbbing. I turned the water on for them, and Jonathan looked at Ben and pointed down. A few seconds later, Jonathan started to pee. Ben bent down and aimed Jonathan's penis at his mouth and sucked the head into his mouth. I could see Ben swallowing as Jonathan peed. "Is this ok?", Jonathan said. "here it is, you can't do stuff like this at your house, and I don't want Ben drinking pee all the time. It's sterile, but not good. I know Ben is fascinated with pee and poop, and to forbid it would just force him to hide it, but I mean it... not all the time", I said. "Okay dad", Ben said after Jonathan had finished. "He can pee on me?", Ben asked then. "I see it as a little disrespectful, it's like soiling something you love, but, you both see it differently, so that is up to you guys", I told him. Jonathan started washing Ben off all over, starting with his hands, and Ben grabbed a rag and did the same for Jonathan. I closed the enclosure and went to the bathroom before I left the bathroom. I could see threw the frosted glass that Jonathan was really washing Ben's penis well. I reminded them both that they had to be ready for Jonathan's mom in an hour, so not to screw around too long. "okay dad", Ben said sounding a bit out of breath. I went down to see what Adam was up to, and get dressed myself. Adam was still in my room, sitting on the bed. I grabbed a shirt from the closet, and asked Adam what was on his mind. "I just wondered what you thought about what Jonathan and Ben were doing", he said. "Well I wasn't happy about the poop thing, but they're curious about things, And just like you, if I tell you that you can't do something, you'll just hide it from me, and I don't ever want that. I did tell them tho that poop play is not good, and not acceptable.", I told him. "I just don't know, I wonder about them. It's all about going to the bathroom and cuddling. I don't see the fun in all that, but ok", Adam said. He then told me he was going to go start on the deck, and I grabbed some sox and told him I'd meet him outside. Til I got to the deck, Ben and Jonathan were coming down. Ben had just regular clothes, his pajamas and blanket, and 4 or 5 pullups packed for his trip. He was also consertively dressed for Ben in shorts and t-shirt, but I'm sure there was a pullup under the shorts. He saw me eyeing his duffel bag contents, and told me Jonathan and him agreed to no baby play at his house, just diaper changes if Jonathan wanted him to do them, and just lots of video gaming. I told him that was a good idea, then told him to come out and help clean up the deck and pool until Jonathan's mom arrived. The boys were making quick work of the deck, so I took care of the salt, and hooked up the sweeper for Adam. As Adam started cleaning the pool, we heard a car horn out front. Jonathan and Ben went running into the house to gather their things, and I went to the door to greet Dan and Mary. It was the first time they were at the house, so I gave them the quick tour. Jonathan and Ben had to show off their bunk bed, and then lead them to the pool. Dan told me if Jonathan was cleared by the doc, that they might be taking the boys to a waterpark tomorrow. I asked if they needed money to cover Ben's costs but they refused. This was good, because then I knew that Adam and his guest would have the house to themselves, and no arguing with the younger boys over video games and movies. They boys already went threw the questions about Saturday night, and were planning on coming here. I told Dan and Mary I'd pick them up at their house on Saturday afternoon sometime, and that we'd all have to get together on Sunday for a cookout on the grill and enjoy the pool if all was well with Jonathan. They agreed, and lead the boys to the car. "Good luck at the doctor Jonathan", I told him "He'll be fine dad!", Ben told me, and we all laughed. They pulled out, with two smiling faces waving out the back window. Adam came outside to me, and told me the deck area was clean, he was going to run the vacuum cleaner, and make everything in the house looked good. I was kind of glad for that also, would keep him busy, and give me some time to relax. I was sitting on the couch a little while later, when Adam came down from upstairs. "Dad aren't you going to help me clean?", he asked, sounding kind of nervous. "Adam, I ran the vacuum down here two days ago, and the house is great, what are you worried about?", I said "well I want Evan to like me, so I want everything to be perfect.", he said. I patted the seat beside me and motioned to him to sit down. I gave him a cuddle hug and growled at him. "The last three days, you talked with Cody about being yourself, and a big part of that is, being imperfect. You're all wanting to put on a show about how neat the house is and stuff, in hopes of impressing Evan. Adam my son... you are impressive, you have matured so much in the last month that it actually scares me a little. You are also Awesome, when you are being you, If Evan doesn't like the real 'you', then Evan isn't the one for you. Plus you have only hung out with him a few times, I'm sure he has some imperfections you won't like... so relax.", I told him I didn't release my bear hug grip, then said, "RELAX", and giggled releasing the grip. "Sorry dad, you are right, I don't know Evan too well, and maybe I'm just so excited about meeting someone I have things in common with, and don't have to be afraid to talk to him about things, that I just want this to be perfect.", Adam said. "It will be. Do you have enough movies and music to watch and listen to in your room? Do you still have condoms just in case? Do you need or want anything from the mall, we could run there before Evan gets here", I asked him. "yes on movies, I have lots of condoms, and no, there isn't time for the mall. But can we go get fun munchies?", he asked. After a quick and I mean quick ride to the grocery store, with Adam hurrying me and the checkout lady, we got Doritoes and dips, and three kind of chips, and salsa, and oh he went nuts. But we arrived home with lots of time left before Evan finally arrived about 1:30. Adam heard the car pull in, but waited at the door until the doorbell rang. He opened it and Evan and his mom were standing there, Evan with a duffel bag and his mom carrying her purse. I greeted his mom, as Adam lead him off to the living room. We talked for a few minutes and she told me she was a little concerned about leaving him with people she didn't know for two days, and I assured her he would be fine. I gave her my cell phone number, and house number and told her if we weren't here we were probably either at the mall or the park on fifth. She then told me and giggled a bit as she said it, that she wasn't worried about all of that, she was worried because of both of them being from Insiderz. "I found condoms in his dresser, and I think he brought them along. I don't know if he is still sexually active or hoping to be because we don't discuss those things, and well his dad hasn't come home now in almost 4 years... so... just be aware of that", she whispered. "I don't think you have anything to worry about, we have a no-locked doors policy here, and I'll keep an eye on them.", I told her. "Oh, I'm sure he's lost his virginity, I've caught him a few times with neighbor boys, he is 12 so... I just wanted to warn you in case your son was innocent.", she said. I stood there for a minute trying to figure out what she was trying to tell me, and it dawned on me, that she was warning me that Evan might try something with Adam, and I was worried Adam would try something with Evan. "well either way, I'll keep an eye on them. Adam's only 10 and I don't believe he's innocent either", I told her. "Well I will be gone most of the day tomorrow on business, Evan has money if you go anywhere, and I believe we arranged to have me pick him up at the fifth street park Saturday afternoon correct?", she asked. "Yes that will be fine, don't worry about Evan, he'll be safe here", I told her. She yelled goodbye to Evan in the distance, and strolled down to her Mercedes in the driveway. Backed out and was gone. Evan and Adam were up in his room, I could hear the music playing, and realized how hot it was outside and turned up the AC. The boys came down a few minutes later, and Adam took Evan out to see the pool. Adam had turned the waves on when he cleaned the deck. I heard Evan asking if they were allowed to get in, and Adam told him they could do whatever they wanted to do, telling Evan that I was pretty easy going. "well then go get your suit on! I wanna check out that slide!", Evan said. "It's out in the bathhouse, go get yours!", Adam said. Adam headed for the bathhouse, and Evan said something to him I didn't hear, but both boys went into the bathhouse. I went out to sit on the lounger by the pool. I heard one of the boys doing a catcall whistle and laughed. Adam came out first wearing his loose shorts type swimsuit, and a moment later Evan came walking out wearing a light blue speedo. He had a very nicely defined 6 pack of abs, awesome outtie belly button that looked like a little tongue sticking out, and from the bulge in the speedo, he looked like he was nicely endowed for a 12 year old. His penis was pushed straight down, and because of his scrotum maybe it wasn't as long as it looked, but it was definitely thicker then Adam's. I forced myself to look away, realizing that Evan was arousing me extremely. I spoke loud enough for Adam to hear and told him I'd be in the house, that it was too hot out here for me. I stood up and headed for the kitchen door, when I heard a splash behind me, then a little scream and a second splash. "WOW that sliding board is HOT!", Evan said. Adam laughed and I heard him saying "so are you that suit!' and as I was closing the sliding door, I saw Adam get out to turn the valve on for the sliding board water. Evan climbed out of the pool, and amazingly as aroused as I was by seeing the front of Evan's suit, seeing his almost perfect bum climbing out I almost creamed in my shorts. I turned around, grabbed a soda, and went in to hopefully nap on the chair. I wondered if Adam had ever seen Evan in that state of dress, and if that was part of the attraction. But they had met at Insiderz and unless they shared a urinal it was doubtful. Evan both times I remember seeing him, and even when he arrived today, was wearing loose fitting clothing, and I would never have expected that physique. Thinking about it, I realized I was rubbing my erection threw my shorts, and one more thought of that belly and navel, I found myself with a large wet spot in the front of my shorts. I got up to go change quick, put on a new set of shorts and underwear, and was carrying the dirty wash to the washing machine as the boys came in the door. They were laughin as they walked threw, and I heard Adam giving him directions to the bathroom. Adam came out to me in the kitchen and just gave me a look. "oh man Dad, he's got the body of an athlete!", Adam whispered. "I noticed, but I hope you can see past his looks and like Evan for who he is", I said. "of course dad, he does workouts with his neighbor, I look like a slob", Adam said. "No you don't. You look like a normal 10 year old, He's got two years and a muscle growth spurt from puberty ahead of you, and hey, he whistled at you", I told him. "yes he did but that's because I took off my underwear ", Adam said and smiled. Evan came down the steps and into the kitchen. I reminded them that there are sodas and stuff in the fridge outside, Evan looked at Adam and said 'we going back out?" "last one in is a straight arrow", Adam said, and both sprinted for the pool. I watched them for a little while, Adam seemed to almost freeze in place to watch Evan every time he went off the diving board. I realized that I was doing the same thing. I definitely had to find something to entertain myself when they come inside for the evening. I watched Adam come out of the pool and get up on the diving board. Evan was a few feet out in the pool and was trying to talk Adam into doing a backflip. Adam told him he wasn't good at it, and Evan did a flip in the pool, then stood up again and waved a piece of blue cloth in the air. "If ya do one I'll leave these off!", Evan teased. "Whats that?!?", Adam yelled. "Guess!", Evan laughed and did another flip in the pool mooning Adam for a moment. I could see the tent in Adam's shorts forming. Adam turned around and did an almost perfect backflip. Evan quickly shuffled himself in the water and til Adam got to him he had already put his suit back on. "That's not fair!", Adam said. "I didn't want your dad or neighbors to see and yell", Evan said. "I told ya my dad is super cool, and the neighbors can't see us anyway. Ben and me skinny dip all the time", Adam said. "during the day?!?", Evan asked. "sure, no one can see in, and the gates have keypads. Plus my dad is probably in asleep on the chair.", Adam said. To prove his point, he pushed his swimsuit down, and with a flick threw it up on the deck around the pool. "wow!", Evan said, and whistled again. Evan ducked under the water and swam around Adam then stood in front of him. "Your turn", Adam said. That's when the gate alarm beeped. Adam turned quick and grabbed his suit. "whats that?", Evan asked. "someone is at the gate, dad must be asleep he didn't come out, I have to go see who it is", Adam told him. Both boys got out of the pool and walked around the side of the house to the gate. Evan had grabbed a towel to cover himself as Adam punched in the code and the gate opened. There at the gate was Cody. "You guys swimmin?", Cody asked. "Yep you want to join us?", Adam asked. "Sure", Cody answered. "Do you mind Evan? This is my friend from up the street, his name is Cody", Adam asked. "it's your house, and I don't mind", Evan said. They shook hands and all walked back around to the pool. Cody was already in his suit, Adam and Evan were in the lead, Evan closest to the pool, and Adam pointed into the pool and said 'what's that?!?', and pushed Evan in towel and all. Everyone laughed, and before long all three were in the pool swimming playing monkey in the middle. They played for a little bit and started to look tired. Adam said about chilling in the jacuzzi. Cody and Evan swam that way as Adam turned on the controls. They were sitting relaxing and talking when I decided I better go see who's hungry. I walked out on the deck, and over to the jacuzzi. The boys greeted me, so I sat down on the edge and put my feet in. "Are we making something on the grill, some steaks and potatoes with veggies, or, am I ordering a few pizza's?", I asked. All three insisted on pizza of course, so I told them I'd call for delivery, and we'd out on the deck. I told Adam to go get plates and glasses and get the table ready, and went into the house to the kitchen phone. "why'd he come?", Adam said as he grabbed plates from the cupboard. "He wanted to meet your new friend, and see the competition", I said "ya, and now I have competition", Adam said. "no, I don't think you have anything to worry about, Evan is paying more attention to you.", I told him Adam took the plates out, and setup four places at the table, then rejoined the boys in the jacuzzi. I made busy work by stocking the fridge, and sat down back by the tables. "So you are gay?", Cody asked Evan. "nope, I am just me", Evan said, and winked at Adam. "But don't you go to Insiderz with Adam?", Cody asked. "ya, and it's a lesbian bisexual gay transgender club, but everyone who goes there is who they are. We don't use the labels there, everyone is a person like the person you are.", Evan said. "Are you gay?" Evan asked Cody. "no", Cody said, "I can't be gay my parents would hate me" "if you are gay, you're gay. If you're straight you're straight, if your parents don't like you for who you are, well then they aren't very accepting parents", Evan said. "they're not, and I'm straight", Cody said. "Okay then", Evan said, and got out of the jacuzzi right beside Cody, and walked over to me. "I have to use your bathroom again sir", Evan said to me. I laughed, "Evan you made me sound like a drill sargent!", I couldn't stop laughing for a moment, "Evan you don't have to ask to use the bathroom, or get a drink or anything here. You help yourself to what you want, you are home when you are here", I told him. He laughed at that, "my mom would have a cow if she knew I wasn't being polite while a guest in someone's home", Evan said. "Well then we don't have to tell her anything that goes on here, I'll always just tell her you were super polite, and a pleasure to be around", I told him. He saluted me and headed into the kitchen to head to the bathroom. "do you like him?", Cody asked Adam "yes, he's awesome to talk to", Adam said. "I have to go home to eat, can I come back later and watch a movie with you guys or play games?", Cody asked. "ya, that will be ok, message me first and we'll walk and meet ya halfway.", Adam said. "ok, see you then", Cody said, and headed out of the jacuzzi towards the gate. When Evan came back down, he came out onto the deck with a soda for himself, and two others. Adam told him Cody left to eat, so they put the extra soda in the fridge. I heard the doorbell, and went to pay for the pizza's. I brought them out to the deck, and the boys opened up a pie and each reached for the same piece. "fight ya for it!", Evan said. "you can have it if you take your suit off again and eat it nude!", Adam said. Evan looked at me and blushed, and released his grip on the pizza. Adam laughed, "I win!", then put the slice on Evan's plate. Evan looked really uncomforable, so I felt the need to talk. "Evan, Adam and his adopted brother, are both gay. Adam I think was born that way, Ben was probably molested in his younger years. Ben likes to be babied, and he has a friend that enjoys the same thing. His friend has some medical problems and needs to wear the diapers tho, but his parents are aware that him and Ben change each other and 'sexperiment' and we are all okay with that. We're very accepting of their needs and desires. We also have several of Adam's friends who visit, and some of Ben's, and like I said before, when you are here, you are home. My house is like Las Vegas, what happens here stays here, we don't talk about it outside of the house, so that everyone who comes here, can feel free to be themselves. I have a no-locked door policy, and an open ear. If a door is shut, I knock first, and come in when invited in, same with everyone else. If you want to talk to me about something, I'm here. I saw you teasing Adam with your swimsuit earlier, and what Adam said is true, a lot of times Adam and Ben are nude in the pool. I'm not going to yell at you, I thought it was awesome how you talked Adam into that perfect backflip.", I told him. "wow, you are the parent every kid at Insiderz wishes they had", Evan said, "I'll keep what happens here a secret for sure, and yes, that was as an awesome backflip!" Evan bit into his pizza and both boys ate an entire pie themselves. After they ate, it was starting to get dark. Adam asked if they could get back in the pool for a while, and I told him it was cool but he had to turn the lights on low so I could see if someone drowned to death or does another backflip. Both boys laughed. I told them to go, I'd clean up. I warned them I was going to sit outside for a while since it was starting to cool off a little. Neither had a problem with that. They were in the pool, laying on rafts and talking about people from Insiderz I assumed. Adam said something about thinking another boy there was cute, but that he thought he was a bit of an asshole. Evan agreed and said 'He thinks everyone wants to date him, but most want to hate him', and both boys laughed. The conversation turned to Cody. Evan said he seemed a bit anti-gay, but was probably one of those people who will be a closet gay all his life. Adam thought about it for a few minutes and told Evan that they were talking about dating, but Cody wanted it to be all secret, and Adam didn't want to have to be someones secret. Adam said that him and Cody would never work anyway, because the only thing they have in common is skateboarding, and Cody ignores him when they skate anyway. Evan flipped himself off the raft, and swam over to Adam and started tickling him. 'well what do we have in common?!? huh?!? huh?!?' and kept tickling him til Adam rolled off the raft and joined in the tickle fight. They romped a little bit until Adam was pinned against the side of the pool. "So Mr Adam", Evan said, "Before I let you go, what do we have in common?!?", and gave him just one more tickle. "I think we have a lot in common, we like the same games, we both like school, and we can say anything to each other and we don't get mad", Adam said. Evan tickled him again, and said "nope, that's all good, but what else?" Adam stopped wriggling and looked so serious when he said, "I like you, and I hope you like me, and our parents accept us, and we can be who we are" Evan thought for a second, and said "what makes you think I like you?" Adam said, "because you're about to kiss me I think" Evan wrapped his arms around Adam and pulled him close, and for a second I thought they would kiss, but Evan laughed instead, and swam away. "I wouldn't kiss anyone in a shorts style bathing suit to begin with, so you'll have to lose that suit and catch me if you want that kiss", Evan said as he swam. Adam quick slipped his suit off, threw it up on the pad around the pool and chased Evan into the jacuzzi end. they tickled each other for a few seconds then hugged each other. "I guess you think I owe you a kiss now?", Evan said. "If you don't kiss me I'm going to cry", Adam said. Evan leaned in and they kissed, massaging each others backs as they kissed. When they broke apart they both took side by side seats in the jacuzzi. "So, when am I going to see you without that speedo on?", Adam asked. Evan giggled, "well I'm kinda shy about being nude, I just wanted to see you nude for how" "well that's not fair", Adam said, but before he could protest for long, Evan kissed him again while moving over him straddle style. I saw Evan look up to see where I was sitting on my lounger with my head back, and candle burning. I guess he thought it was dark enough or maybe he was getting over his shyness. Or maybe the raging hormones were taking control. He sat back on Adams knees, kissed Adam one more time then started running his hands down Adam's belly. Adam laid back, and Evan said "it looks like something has come up during this interaction", and giggled. I could see from Evan's arm motions that he was masturbating Adam slowly. Adam put his hands on Evan's shoulders and pulled him close so they could kiss as Evan continued to stroke Adam's penis. They maintained that activity for quite longer then I expected, but realized occasionally Evan's hands were exploring his legs, and chest. Adam took his hands from Evans back and started exploring also, but after a minute or two Evan backed off a bit. "Don't Adam, you will make me cum', Evan said. "But I want you to!", Adam said sounding short of breath "you first but not yet", Evan said. Evan sat back on Adam's knees, and I could see him focus on Adams chest again, and slowly he moved in to resume their make out session, and his hands went lower. Their kisses were interupted occasionally by Adams moans and heavy breathing. I could see him tensing up and Evan took a deep breath and went under the water. Adam straighten himself up and by his breathing I could see he was at climax, Evan was still underwater and as Adam relaxed Evan came up for air. "Was that good?", Evan said with a smile. Adam just nodded his head and wrapped his arms around Evan. They stayed that way for a few, then Evan whispered something to Adam and got out of the pool. Evan came walking my direction, I pretended to snore, Threw the slit in my eyes I could tell he was going to say something but saw I was asleep and he went into the house. Adam grabbed his suit and put it back on, and sat up on the edge of the pool. Evan came back outside a few minutes later, and told Adam it was almost 9pm, he was tired of swimming and asked Adam if he wanted to go inside. Adam jumped up and both of them came over to me. Adam shook me and told me they were going inside, so I told them I'd be in when I shut down the pool. When I got inside, Adam was sitting on a towel on the couch, he looked kind of depressed. I asked where Evan was and he told me he was up in the shower, that he was going to get in when he was done. "Why do you look so sad?", I asked. "I know it's not an important thing, but he told me he doesn't want me to see him nude. I don't know why", Adam said. "Did you ask him? And you are right, seeing him nude isn't important", I told him. "He just said he is embarassed", Adam said. "then don't push the issue, if it's meant to be it will happen", I told him. Evan came down about five minutes later wearing shorts and shirt, and said he'd play video games until Adam was done. Adam ran up the steps to the shower, and Evan relaxed back on the couch playing a game. When Adam came back down, he had on shorts and a shirt, and looked to see what Evan was playing. Evan told Adam he'd watch a movie or something if Adam wanted to, so Adam opened the cabinet where we keep movies. Evan said 'wow you guys have more movies then netflix!', and both boys starting looking threw the titles for something they'd both like. When they'd selected 3 movies, they jumped back together on the couch, once the first movie started, I brought in some of the snack foods we bought, and told Adam I'd be in my room if they needed me, I was going to turn in early possibly. Adam said ok, and Evan wished me sweet dreams, and I went to turn on the computer for a bit. I could hear them out there talking, I don't think either of them was watching the movie. They talked about a variety of subjects, and then it got kinda quiet out there. I peeked out and they were watching the movie with Evan laying on Adam's lap. When the movie ended I could hear them going up the steps. I heard Ben's door close, and then Adam's door close. I wasn't sure what to think on the subject. I could tell how much Adam liked Evan, and I got the strong feeling that Evan felt the same. Adam I believe was feeling dejected, and I was hoping it was only because Evan wanted to take it slow. Only time would tell I thought. I made a trip upstairs to the bathroom before I fell asleep, and inside on the wall of the shower was a heart painted red, with the words 'I Love You Adam' above it, and the words 'I love you too" underneath. I smiled, went to the bathroom, and as I passed Adam's room, I realized they were both inside talking. I smiled again, this was a good sign, I was so hoping Adam would find a friend to love and confide in. Maybe he has. I woke up before the boys, which was surprising. Ben called about a half hour later, Jonthan was cleared by the doctor to resume normal activities, and they were all going to WaterWorks for the day. I told him that was fine, and that I'd see them at the park tomorrow. He was all happy. I asked if Dan or Mary wanted to talk to me, but Ben said they were packing up food to take along, so I told him to have them call me if they wanted to talk. I hung up the phone and went to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee. As I was sitting there, Evan came in and he asked if we had any good cereals. I showed him where they were and gave him a bowl and got the milk out for him. He sat across from me, poured himself a bowl of cereal and looked at me as he started to eat. "You look like you have something on your mind", I said to Evan. He looked in towards the living room before he spoke, I guess to make sure Adam wasn't coming. "I don't want you to be mad at me, and I really like spending time with Adam, he's been a great person to talk with at insiderz and in group. I like him a lot, I really do. Adam and me fooled around a little in the pool last night when you were sleeping on the chair, and he wanted to fool around on the couch during the movie. He tells me you are okay with it, and you told me too, at least I think that's what you tried to tell me. I got caught with a few people and am not allowed at their house anymore, and well got in trouble with mom once or twice. I don't know why I am telling you, but I want you to know that nothing happened last night. I don't want you to forbid me from hanging with Adam", Evan said. "Evan, I'm not telling you to have sex with Adam, or anyone. I know what it was like to be at your age, I almost expect you, Adam, Ben, Jonathan, Cody, and any other boy between the ages of 10 and 10000 to want to sexperiment. What I am telling you is, my house is a secret vault. I would rather that you and Adam have sex, or experiment in the house or pool with my blessing, then to force you guys to hide what you are doing. Not sure if you understand, but if I forbid Adam to have sex, he would do it somewhere else, maybe with someone I or he wouldn't trust, and put himself in a dangerous situation. So I allow him to do what he feels is right, and if I can advise him or you along the way... great. I'd rather you do things in private like in the pool under water, or up in Adam's room, not right where others could come in and see, but that's my view', I told him. "so if we were to have sex you would be okay with it? most parents would freak out", Evan said. "I would rather Adam have sex with you, here, a house where he and you feel safe, then to find out you decided to have sex in a mall bathroom or in strangers house...", I said. He smiled, and ate a couple spoon fulls of cereal. "You are old enough to know the difference I think between having sex and making love.", I said. "yes", he said, and blushed. "Do you want to have sex or make love to my son?", I said. "I think I love Adam, I've only known him for two weeks, but he's the best friend I've ever had", Evan said. "then you have more then my blessing Evan, just remember what happens here, stays here", I said. "I just hope when it happens he don't laugh', Evan said. "about what?", I asked He turned bright red and just answered, "nothing", so I left the topic drop. With a roar from upstairs, Adam came down the steps and into the kitchen. He said he was hungry enough to eat 3 bowls of cereal, and Evan laughed and said 'are ya pregnant?' making both of them laugh. I got Adam a bowl and the three of us enjoyed our breakfast. I asked the boys what they wanted to do today, the park, Insiderz, mall or swim? They talked for a few minutes and decided on Insiderz. They finished their cereal, and put the bowls in the dishwasher. Evan said about going in time for the group session, and suggested they take a shower and dress alike to go to the club today. Adam looked at Evan and said "You can get in the shower first", and Evan shook his head no. He took Adam by the hand and said, "lets get in together, you first tho.", and both of them walked up the steps holding hands. They went into the bathroom, and I could hear Evan telling Adam to get undressed and get in, I could hear Adam disrobing and then I heard Adam saying it was Evan's turn. "please Adam, I don't think you will, but please don't laugh", Evan said. "what would I laugh at Evan?", he asked. "My penis is wierd", Evan said, and I could hear the concern in his voice. "How?!? Just show me", Adam said "well it's fat and small, and uncut, and I have more balls then bird", Evan said. Evan lowered his shorts, and slowly with his back to Adam pushed down his underwear. When he turned around Adam smiled at him. "Evan it's awesome", Adam said. Evan's penis was maybe 3 inches long soft, but it was almost 2 inches thick. He had a foreskin that extended the look of his penis by another inch and a half, but he was right, his testicles had definitely dropped and hung quite lower then expected. "I hate it, it gets bigger when I have a hard on, which is why I wouldn't let you touch it in the pool til I was hard", Evan said. "you have an awesome penis Evan don't be shy of that, it makes mine look small", Adam said "yours is small Adam but you're only 10, but that's why I like it", Evan said. "well I'll wash yours if you wash mine", Evan said, and I heard the water turn on. I could hear them moving around in the shower overhead. so I snuck upstairs to listen to the conversation. "See", Evan said a few minutes later, "It grows and that skin pulls back, ugly isn't it?", he said sounding kind of sad. "Jason a friend of mine was uncut also, I think it's awesome how it gets all smooth at the top", Adam said. "well you are the first person in a long time to see it, the last times I've had sex I never let anyone see it, and I just did things to them. "sounds wierd, but I love it, I wish mine was that big when it was hard, you are almost 6 inches!", Adam said. "it will grow Adam, and I think your five inches is beautiful", Evan said. I heard them shuffling around talking about washing each others back, so I scurried back downstairs to my room to get dressed. They came down about a half hour later, both of them wearing black shorts and t-shirts. Both were proudly wearing their rainbow pride bracelets, and were anxious to go. On the way to the car Evan said they have group sessions at 11am, and then Jerry one of the guys at Insiderz does a quick workout routine. He was telling Adam last night that was where he exercised, and does the routine at home when he has time. The ride into the city wasn't too bad, and we got there at 10:45, Adam gave me a hug and both boys ran into the club so they could get a seat for group. I took the free afternoon opportunity to do some planning for Adam's 10th birthday, which I was beginning to believe he had forgotten about. He hadn't mentioned it once in the last week or so. I made it back to the house around 3pm, and suddenly my phone starting going insane. I looked at the screen and Ben was sending me pictures from the water park. The rides, slides, pics of him and Jonathan on the mascots lap, all kinda pictures. I sat and laughed at some of them, and ended up relaxing a bit too much. I woke up and it was almost 6pm. I hadn't heard from Adam, so I called, Adam and Evan were still at the club, but were outside playing basketball. I told them I was on my way and headed back into the city. By the time I got there the sun was starting to set. The boys piled in the back leaving me sitting all alone up front. "Home Driver!", Adam said with a laugh. "Yes Sir!", I told him, saluted and pulled away from the curb. as we turned onto the street where we lived, Cody was standing on the sidewalk in front of his house and waved as we went by. Adam groaned, and told Evan he'd prolly come visit shortly. Evan just laughed and said it was all good. We turned into the driveway and as we were coming from the garage to the house, Cody came down the block on his skateboard. "Adam! Everyone was lookin for you today down at the park, where did ya's go?", Cody said. "Into the city to hang for the day, started some exercise classes, was kinda cool", Adam told him. Evan patted Adam on the bum, and said "I'm going in to get my suit on, see you in the pool", and followed me into the house. Adam and Cody talked for a few minutes before Adam came in, which gave me a minute or two to talk to Evan. "So you and Adam are like... boyfriends now?", I asked Evan. Evan kinda blushed, but said 'Yes, I think so, I really like Adam a lot, we talked some in group today about friendships and relationships, and how we shouldn't be so quick to want to find a relationship, but I think I have found one. Adam and I talked all day about quality not quantity friends, and we both agree that we seem to be a match made in heaven" "And you guys are basing this on the fact that you guys get along so well, and have things in common, and not basing it on the shower you took together this morning correct?", I asked. "I admit, I want to make love to Adam, when he is ready and I am ready, our friendship isn't just about sex", Evan said. "good. great!", I told him Adam came in the door, looking kinda frustrated. "Cody is going to come swim with us for an hour or so. I was hoping he'd have gone back to his dads, but no, he's staying til Tuesday now.", he said. "I thought you guys were still friends", I asked. "We are Dad, It's just that I have a guest, and he just invites himself.", Adam said. "well Cody is a guest also, so remember that, if he causes problems let me know, and I'll send him home", I told Adam. "I'm goin to get my suit on, c'mon Adam!", Evan said, and they both ran upstairs. They both came down wearing short style swimsuits. I was hoping for another peek or three at Evan in that speedo. Adam had a serious look on his face. He told me to come sit in the kitchen, they wanted to talk to me. They were both holding an envelope. Adam had a piece of paper with his. "I forgot we had these, I seen mine in the backpack and it reminded me. We're both kind of nervous about it and they are supposed to be opened and signed by our parents. This one is easy, this is my permission slip to go on the field trip with Insiderz", he said pushing a piece of paper at me. I read over it quick, and signed it, They were going to an amusement park for Pride Day about 40 miles away, and needed permission to go. "These", Evan said, "are our reports from the STD tests we had done today. My mom will sign mine, and she won't mind that I opened it. But, Adam and I want you to open them both and give us the news", Evan said. "I will open Adams, but are you sure you want me to open yours?", I asked Evan. "Yes, we really want to know, just afraid to open them on our own", Evan said. I opened both envelopes, put both papers flat on the table, and then looked over both carefully. "did they ask you these questions at the top?", I asked. "Yes", Adam said, "and we both told the truth, so don't be mad at me dad". "never mad Adam, I would never be mad at any truth". I told him. "Well Adam, it says you have had sexual intercourse, including Anal, Oral, and Mutual Masturbation with 8 different people. On Evan's it says you have have had sexual intercourse, including Anal, Oral and Mutual Masturbation with 4 different people. I'm kinda shocked, but not mad.", I told them. "It also tells me that they administered an STD test that tests for 11 different STD's including HIV/Aids. And Evan, you are STD Free.", I said. Evan looked happy, but Adam looked as if he was about to cry. "Adam, They also administered the same test on you, But Adam, unfortunately I have some bad news", I said. Adam went from looking about to cry, to full out tears... so I couldn't hold back anymore. "Adam... Calm down, You too are STD Free, but it seems like you may be pregnant... any idea who the father is?", I said Evan burst out laughing and said 'it ain't mine yet!' Adam burst out laughing also, but he looked a little upset at the joke. But just then a knock at the door. Adam went and opened the door, and left Cody come in, I told the boys I had steaks that needed to be grilled and was going to put potatoes and a veggie on the grill for dinner. I left them pick asparagus, and told all three to get plates and utensils and set the table out on the deck before they got in the pool. I told them I'd yell when dinner was done. I told Cody to call his mom and let her know he was going to eat here. I went about preparing the food, and soon heard the splashing of 3 boys in the pool. I fired up the grill, and within an hour we were all eating at the table, and shortly after that, three boys were relaxing in the jacuzzi. I cleaned up the plates and filled the dishwasher, and looked at the clock, and lef them all know it was almost 10pm. If they wanted to make group tomorrow they'd gotta be hitting the bed soon. Evan laughed and told me no groups til Monday. Cody asked if they were going to Insiderz tomorrow again, and Adam told him that they were planning on going to the park. We were meeting up with Jonathan and Ben and skating. Cody was glad to hear that, and soon the conversation turned to skating. A little while later, Cody's phone went off, apparently is was his mom, and he had to go. Evan and Adam walked him to the gate, and told them we'd be leavin for the park about 1, Adam said he'd send him a text, and they locked the gate as he went out. Both boys came back to sit with me on the loungers. A topic came up, that I thought was forgotten. Adam said to me about his birthday party. Adam told me he wanted an exercise machine like Evan had, he said they weren't expensive and they used bands, and before I knew it we were in my den on the computer looking at the machines. They were right, they weren't super complex, and were very affordable. I told him tho that it would have to go out on the deck, because I didn't want a bunch of sweaty hairy boys all up in my crib. They laughed so hard Evan had to excuse himself to run up to the bathroom. I told Adam that if that is what he wanted for his birthday we'd get it. But I made a deal with him, If I got him what he wanted for his birthday, there would be no 'party'. I told him I'd like to take him, Jonathan, Ben, and Evan to dinner at a very special place on that evening as my gift to him. He looked a little sad, but when I explained that I thought he was outgrowing birthday parties, and how I'd like to finish the enclosure over the pool, I was giving them a lot more then a party. He agreed, and hugged me, and Evan came back into the room. Adam quickly broke his hug with me, which made me kinda laugh, but I understood. Evan said that it was kinda late, but asked if maybe they could watch a movie. I told them it was up to them, that I wasn't the one who needed sleep and energy to sit on a bench and watch people skateboard, and give him a little nudge. He looked at Adam and asked him what he wanted to do. They agreed on a movie, and Evan went upstairs and came down with a dvd case. I don't know what I expected, but when he showed me the case, it was "Lord of The Flies', and told me it was a good movie. I agreed and told him I'd seen it before. Both boys ran upstairs to get sleeping clothes on, and when they came down it definitely wasn't what I expected. Both boys were in just underwear, but I left them be boys. They cuddled up on the couch after grabbing some snacks and sodas and started their movie. When I ventured out about a half hour later, they were kissing all cuddled on the couch. I don't think they heard me pass so I stayed quiet. I grabbed a glass of water, and as I was going threw the living room, I noticed two naked bums going up the steps, and underwear on the floor in front of the couch. Til I got to the landing Adam's bedroom door was closed. I went into my room, laid down, and once again was awakened by Adam early in the morning. "Dad it was the most wonderful thing, it wasn't like all the other times where we just did it, Evan was so awesome. He was so gentle even tho it hurt a lot at first, his penis is thick, but we used the condoms and lube, and it was so good. He did it real slow, giving me a back massage and a front massage if you know what I mean", he said then giggled, "it was just the most amazing experience.", Adam told me. "nice Adam, then you know he loves you if he was gentle and wanted to make it a good experience for you, I'm so glad for you, but where is he?", I asked. "he's still upstairs asleep, I'm going to go cuddle with him, I don't want him to know I was gone, I just had to tell someone how wonderful it was", Adam said. "good, well I'm going back to sleep too... soon as I go pee now that you woke me up", I said. I followed Adam up the steps, and when he opened the door he motioned for me to look in, Evan was laying on his back, leaning backwards a bit, with a full erection. Adam's comment yesterday in the shower was right, it was thick for his age, and with the foreskin peeled back it did look like a snake arrowhead. "hey", I whispered, "I would wake him up by sucking on his penis, then cuddle", I said. "that's what I was going to do!", Adam said, and pushed his door shut. I finished my business, and could hear Evan moaning, not sure if he was awake but he was definitely having a good time. I went back downstairs and fell back asleep for another hour or so. The water running in the shower woke me. It was almost 11am, For once I got to sleep in, mainly because the boys entertained themselves for most of the previous night. I got dressed and want out into the living room. There were still underwear on the floor, blankets on the couch, and soda cans everywhere. I could hear them in Adams room, talking and laughing about something, as they came down the steps I asked what kinda tornado took place down here last night! Evan picked up a pair of blue underwear and said "oh that's where I left them, prolly after the wild animal tore them off me", and laughed. "Oh ya... here are mine," Adam said and he growled, causing both of them to burst out laughing. "Sorry Sir, we'll clean up, it's just that we were so tired after the movie that we just decided to go to bed", Evan said. "Ah, and I bet you both went right to sleep.", I said with a grin. "oh yes of course!", Adam assured me. I just laughed. "Ok well when you two wild animals are done cleaning up in here, you guys better go get your boards and stuff ready, and get out to the kitchen for something to eat, it's almost noon, and I promised Ben and Jonathan we'd meet them at 1", I told them. I went to the kitchen, and started a pot of coffee. I asked the boys if wanted an egg sandwich. With two 'sure's' from the living room I made up a big pan of eggs with cheese on top, and started some toast. When they came into the sunlight I noticed the marks on Adams chest. I pointed at them and asked him what they were, thinking he had some kind of rash. Adam quick grabbed the shirt I had with him and put it on. "Adam?!?", I said, looking stern. "they're just suck marks dad, nothing serious", and lifted his shirt to show me. Evan was looking kind of nervous, like I was going to yell or something. I looked at the marks, and just shook my head and said "boys will be boys I guess... But promise me you will keep those covered up, it would be hard to explain why my ten year old has hickeys all over his belly" "You should see where I put two on Evan!", Adam said. Evan turned bright red and walked back into the living room. "Evan! You come in here right now and show them to me!", I said. Evan turned around and came back into the kitchen looking nervous, he went to turn around and lower his shorts when I laughed and said "I wasn't serious, I'm just teasing" He left out a sigh of relief, and asked "You're not mad?" "No, but like Adam, please keep them covered, and if they're on your private areas I'm sure you will.", I said. "ok sir", he said "Evan! Stop calling me sir, Call me Bill, we're friends not enlistees in the army", I said. The boys sat down side by side, and starting putting together their sandwiches. "So I gather from the suck marks, the smile on Adams face, and the fact that he's walking like he has a tampon in his rectum, that you can both add another person to your list of people you've had intercourse with...", I said. "Yes, and my last person forever I hope", Evan said. "Really?!?", Adam asked. "I really like you Adam, well, I love you, knowing what you know about me from my sessions in group with you, if you can still want to be my friend, and make me feel good about myself, I want to be your boyfriend from now til eternity", Evan said They kissed, and I coughed. Both boys looked at me. "I'm glad you two have found each other, I truly am, and I know you are both 'out and proud' with the bracelets on, but please practice discreetness. Meaning, handholding in public is ok, but kissing or other 'sexual' things should be private matters, like, in your home, or yard like ours with fence. Remember you are both very young, and it could cause some problems for both of you, and Evan's mom and I.", I told them. "we know dad, I only kissed him because you are ok with us, and because we are at home', Adam said. "I know, but spontaneous kisses out in public could cause chaos", I said. "I know, I got in some trouble for it once", Evan said. "Well one day we'll have to sit and have a talk about some of these things you confess to in group, I know group is sacred, but I'd like to get to know a little history on the boy my son is gonna marry one day if that's ok with you", I said "well some things are hard to talk about, but ok", Evan said. "Okay... well finish up eating, we gotta hit the store for some things, and get to the park to meet the tot duo.", I said. Evan finished up first, and went upstairs to change to other shorts, and grab his skateboard and pads. Adam sat at the table and looked at me. "Dad, He was molested by a babysitter for almost 2 years, they made him do a lot of things to people he didn't even know, and they did a lot of things to him, we talk a lot and I tell him I don't pity him or feel sorry for him, but that I like talking to him because he listened to my confessions and feels the same way. we both want someone to love us for who we are, and we do, so please don't push Evan to talk unless he wants to, it's really hard for him to talk about.", Adam said. "Okay son, no pushing or prodding from me. What you just told me, although you already had it before now, you both have my full blessing to blossom, just remember discretion.", I told him. "wait... Evan on his std test, said he only had sex with 4 people, how can that be if his story is true", I asked. "He lied, and no one except the people in our group know about Evan's past, Evan told me he lost track of how many people he was forced to do things with, and he's coming down, so shhh", Adam said. We gathered our gear, and headed out the door to the car, once again both boys piled in the back. We made our way to the pharmacy and the boys went their own direction towards the condoms, I headed the other way to pickup my medications, a big thing of bubble bath for Ben, and a few baloons to blow up to celebrate Jonathan's successful surgery. The boys found me, and had already paid for their items. They were in a paper bag, so I know they bought something intimate inspired. I paid for my stuff, and we took off again for the park. When we got there, the boys were at the gate for the entrance to the parking lot. They swarmed the car and Ben jumped up and gave me a big hug. Jonathan came over a moment later and hugged me too. They were just as excited to see Adam, and each of them gave Evan a hug too, I guess just so he wouldn't be left out. I could tell both Jonathan and Ben were diapered, just from the bulge in their shorts. "My mom and dad are here down at the tables, They packed a lunch and you are all supposed to join us", Jonathan said. They lead us down to the table, each of them telling one of us a story about the waterpark, and when we got to the table Dan and Mary greeted us all with hugs also. I told them we had just eaten breakfast before we left, and appreciated the picnic, but didn't expect it. Mary said it was all ok, the kids will get hungry after they skate a bit. Evan and Adam headed down to the ramps, Jonathan and Ben stayed to eat a sandwich and chips. Dan and Mary were telling me about the waterpark while they ate. When the boys were done, Ben gave me a hug and took off with Jonathan for the ramps. Dan looked at me and told me we have to talk about something. For a minute I was afraid Ben had done something odd, and caused some suspicious thoughts, but Dan pulled a small stack of papers from the doctor out of his wifes purse, and handed them to me. I read over the documents and then re-read them. I looked at Dan. "What does this mean?", I said. "when you examined Jonathan those two times when he was in pain, did you notice anyting odd about his gentalia region?", Dan said. "well the first time it happened, I took his pullup off, and he laid in a fetal position til the pain went away. I didn't really examine him, the second time is when I discovered that lump above his penis, but other then that no, but I did't really like... look at everything... why?". I asked. "The doctor thinks Jonathan was born premature. His sexual organs at birth may have been ambigious, but because he had testes, and a penis, they did some constructive work on him, and made him a boy. The doctor said had he gone full term, he would have been a boy, but his boy parts had only half developed. that's why he had the medical problem he had, things got re-routed wrong in the first surgery. We've looked but not super close when we changed a few of his diapers since Thursday, you can see if you look close where they stitched up and closed his scrotum. But the doctor says, with the surgery he performed that Jonathan will grow up normal, will be able to father children after puberty, and he could carry on his normal activities.", Dan said. "wow that's amazing, and awesome at the same time. No more pain for Jonathan and he can finally run and do all the stupid stuff boys do', I said. "Speaking of that", Mary said. "oh honey I'm sure he knows", Dan said. "Knows?", I asked. "Well I'm gonna bring it up anyway", Mary said. "Okay", Dan said, and smiled. "Bill, Before when we talked, Ben and Jonathan used to cuddle, and the diaper and baby play we can understand. Jonathan now has to wear them, and cuddling with Ben and just being babyish gives them both a comforting feeling I'm sure. And we've talked about how we thought they were falling in love with each other, and we can both see that they are. They are each others soulmates I would swear it.", Mary said, and took a deep breath. "We've left them do diaper changes for each other, they seem to rather be changed by the other, then by Dan or me. Ben wears just the pullups, and from what we can tell doesn't poop in them. Thursday night, Jonathan made a messy one, it was I think his third change by that time, and they were both in the bathroom, and were taking a little long, so Dan poked his head in, and saw Jonathan with a hard on, and Ben quick sat back. Ben quick grabbed powder and finished Jonathan's diaper change. A few hours later, after they had gone to bed, I peeked in on them, and it was the opposite scenario, But I saw Jonathan's mouth on Ben's penis.", Mary said. "I assured Mary it's normal for kids to sexperiment, and Mary knows, she had two brothers who sexperimented with anything that moved once they hit puberty, even each other. And we're both fine with it. Mary is a little worried tho because of Ben's past sexual abuse, that it may go beyond baby play and into the realm of mean or dirty things. I assured her that as gentle and loving as each of them are to each other, they would never hurt each other, and to just give them their privacy", Dan said. "So... what are you telling me?", I asked. "Well we're telling you that we think the boys are experimenting sexually, and wonder what your views on it are. Should we all as parents give our blessing to them by giving them privacy, or should we sit them down and tell them it's not right.", Mary said. "Well, hmm.. I'd rather hear your opinion first.", I said. "We say give them their privacy, and let them know it's ok when it's in private, as long as it's not an obsession', Dan said. "I agree with that, I will sit down with them both tonight, and I'll explain discretion to them if that's okay with you both", I said. Mary hugged me, "we were hoping you'd volunteer to talk to them, we're just not ready for that yet", she said. "All taken care of.", I told them. Dan then handed me another 3 papers. I opened them and they were their copies of the bills for the surgery Jonathan had. It totaled almost $75,000. I told Dan that they should all be paid, they were to charge my card for anything billable. Dan told me they were paid, and Mary and him wanted to pay it back. I told them there was nothing to worry about, $75,000 was not a lot of money to me, but they insisted. So I made them a deal, if they pay for the enclosure for the swimming pool, and the addition of a room between the deck and enclosure, I'd consider the bill paid. Dan asked what was the estimated price for the enclosure and room, and I told him $28,000. Dan told me that that wasn't even close to what the bills were. I said well either pay for the enclosure, or pay me back nothing, their choice. But I wouldn't take the full amount from them ever. I told them I loved Jonathan as much as they do, and my son Ben loves him more then all of us. We can't put a price on seeing Jonathan on a skateboard smiling and laughing. They agreed to pay for the enclosure, and I gave him the number of the contractor I had lined up to do the job. I told Dan he could work out the deal with him. We shook hands, and hugged. "After all, if the boys love each other this much now, and they are getting sexual with their play... they may be married one day, and we'll be family.", I said. They both laughed and we went down to watch them skate. It was awesome seeing Ben and Jonathan high fiving each other as they passed on the half-pipe, and Evan and Adam teaching each other moves down near the pipes on the ground and steps. Ahhh Boy love, is there anything better? ------ Part 5 Cliffhangers What will happen to Cody, now that he's being pushed out of the picture? What new things will Ben and Jonathan discover now that they could be more active? Now that they've been given a blessings, how will Evan and Adam further their relationship? Part 5 depends on you, if you like my story and want more, I want to hear from you! Fan mail keeps my keyboard clicking away! Write to animatrix@protonmail.com and let me know you want more!