Date: Thu, 16 Aug 2001 04:46:35 -0700 (PDT)
From: JonH <jhimus@yahoo.com.au>
Subject: Confessions at 16 - urination / high school / masturbation

CONFESSION AT 16.  -  urination / high school / masturbation

By JonH
jhimus@yahoo.com.au


One Sunday morning when I was still in my early teens I woke up and was
lying on my stomach deciding if I should get up, for no particular reason
while I was doing this I started to grind my morning erection into the
mattress and then suddenly I felt my dick start to 'piss' but it was like
nothing I'd ever felt before.  This short burst of piss that I couldn't
stop soaked the sheets, it wasn't yellow either, it was kind of clear and
when I touched it and then raised up my finger off the sheet a clear
stringy bit of snot like liquid extended from the sheet to my finger.  I
wasn't sure what it was, in fact from memory I didn't give it too much
thought at all but I sure as hell soon found a way to make this 'piss' come
out of my dick.  Night after night I gripped my dick and ran my fist up and
down the shaft until it began to 'piss' all over my chest, I was doing this
so often that my dick started to bleed in places along the shaft from all
the friction but that didn't stop me, I'd hid some talcum powder under the
bed and before I started my nightly ritual I coated my dick in powder to
try and smooth things over.

For the next couple of years I was obsessed with my body and what I could
do when I had some privacy.  What I did in my bedroom or in the bathroom
was something I kept to myself, I never could figure out if always thinking
about your body was a normal thing to do and I wasn't gonna ask even close
friends in case word got out that I was some kind of pervert sex maniac.

It wasn't until I was 16 and on the first hot day of the summer that I
found some answers.

At the time my family lived in one of those suburbs on the very fringe of
the city, our house was built on the side of a steep hill, we had next door
neighbors on one side and a vacant block on the other but if you went out
our back gate you were still in the middle of untouched forest.  Their were
some very rough, thin tracks that wound through the tree's and up and over
to the other side of the hill and it was there that I'd found the perfect
hidden clearing where I could kick back and jerk off.

I'd been going through a phase in which I was turned on by being outside in
the dry, dense eucyplitus tree's wearing nothing but my favourite pair of
briefs that I'd owned since I was 14.  These undies got my dick heavy every
time I put them on, the black elastic waistband was still firm, as was the
thin elastic on the legs holes but the cotton fabric with it's box pattern,
although tight was no longer thick enough to hide the shape of my cock
head, even when flaccid you could still see the shape of my dick as it hung
between my legs.

As I said, it was the first hot day of summer and wearing only sandals,
shorts and my favourite briefs I still got a sweat up fairly soon after
leaving the house.  I'd stop for the occasional drink from the water bottle
I had in my pocket but despite the heat I was determined and horny enough
to wanna just keep going until I got to the clearing.

After almost an hour I reached the top of the hill, I'd trekked up so fast
that my shorts were starting to chafe and my briefs were soaked in sweat,
with one hand in my pocket I was slowly caressing my semi-hard cock through
the lining.  I knew how fuckin' hot my stiff would look as it pushed out
the wet brief fabric, so checking that I was alone I pulled my shorts down
to the ground and stood up, watching enthralled as the head of my dick
strained and grew inside by underwear.  For a second I wished I had a
mirror so I could check out the sight of my 16 year old dick tenting my
underwear way out here amongst the parched tree's and undergrowth, at home
in my bedroom I sometimes stand sideways in front of the wardrobe mirror
wearing these briefs and slowly hump my hips to emphasise the size of yet
another boner.

When I squat down to get the water bottle out of my shorts the sweaty
cotton fabric rides up my arse crack abit, for the moment I forget about my
dick and leaning forward I reach back, hook my finger under the elastic at
the base of my arse and with a tug wrench them up so the fabric bunches up
between my white arse cheeks.  The fabric sinks into my arse crack so all I
can now feel is the cooling breeze against the sweaty mounds of butt.
Again I take a look around me, I've never met another person out here
before so I figure it's probably not going to happen today so instead of
putting my shorts back on I take the water bottle from pocket and sling
them over my shoulder.  With the crack of undergrowth under my sandals I
start walking the two hundred yards or so to my clearing.  I figure to
myself that I must be one dirty bastard but today I don't give a fuck.

I come to the large eucalyptus that marks the entrance to my secret track,
pushing aside some bushes to avoid getting too scratched I make my way
along the sloping ground.  After a few minutes I spot the fallen tree that
gives my clearing that extra privacy, the dry ground is steep so despite
taking careful steps I slip and fall on my exposed arse cheeks, dirt and
twigs stick to my sweaty skin, the rawness of being out here gives an extra
shot to my semi-stiff dick.  Lifting my leg onto the trunk of the fallen
tree I reach for a branch and then pull myself up until I'm standing on top
of it.  That's when I see the two of them.

From the looks on all our faces it's damn clear we'd given each other a
fright, ordinarily I would've jumped back down off the tree and bolted,
having been caught out here in nothing but my briefs, but in the case we
all just started at each other.  Below me in 'my' clearing was a guy around
my age drinking a can of beer and standing there in nothing but a pair of
white y-fronts, lying on his side on the ground in front of him a guy maybe
a little older was completely nude with a beer can in one hand and his dick
in the other.  For a few seconds nobody moved - all three of us had been
caught out and we didn't know how to react - finally the naked guy on the
ground slowly spread his legs and leaned back, giving me a full few of his
dick as it rolled to life and began to rise up.  Both of them looked up and
watched the bulge in my briefs to see how I'd react, the growing length
inside the fabric was all they needed to know.  Making sure to give them
both a quick view of my arse with the fabric bunched up in the crack I
eased myself off the tree trunk and stood next to them.

We mumbled 'hi' to each other and then in a voice croaking with lust and
shyness I told them my name was Caleb.

"I'm Michael" said the guy on the ground, the guy in the y-fronts said
under his breath that his name was Noah.  Struck dumb by shyness and shock
we didn't know what to say but from the way our eye's took in the nakedness
around us it was obvious what we were thinking.

Up close I could see that Noah wouldn't of been older than 16 and no taller
than 5'8, his small narrow eye's furtively but eagerly darted around the
scene in front of him, his short black hair contrasted with the pinkish,
paleness of his skin, aside from the hairs growing on his nipples and the
dark hair that coated his legs his whole body looked like a mixture of a
young guy and a man.  The white y-fronts he wore looked new, the cotton of
the fabric clung tightly to his body and revealed a small but firm arse,
with one hand he slowly kneaded and covered his underwear encased cock and
with the other he slowly stroked the fabric covering his arse crack.

Michael seemed more at ease than the two of us.  He would've been 16, maybe
17 years old, from the growth on his face I could tell he'd shave daily,
from the slow, relaxed way he lay naked on the ground and occasionally
brushed at his circumcised cock I could tell that his body wasn't the big
mystery mine was to me.  Propped up on one elbow, the sun shone onto his
sandy coloured cropped hair, he was what I know girl's call handsome, he
must've had some acne as a few years back as small scars marked his cheeks,
his chest and legs were lightly covered in a coarse reddish, blond hair.
His long, slim legs tapered out near the top so his arse and thighs had a
certain solid, heaviness to them, with his legs held kind of lewdly apart I
couldn't help but notice the thick hair that ran from his pubes down to his
arse area.

It was Michael that looked in my direction and broke the silence.

"We're trying out shit...you know...stuff ya' do at home.  Ya' wanna beer?"

"Yeah, thanks" Michael reached behind him into a back pack and pulled out a
cold beer for himself, Noah and me.

The three of us sat in a loose circle on the ground with knee's raised.
Michael started talking about what track's he and Noah had used to get
here, they'd only just stumbled on the clearing half an hour ago, turned
out they'd come from further down the hill.  None of us offered any detail
about where we lived, what schools we went to etc., it was enough to know
we were moreorless locals.

I did ask them how they knew each other and they said they met up two weeks
ago after Noah responded to a post on some masturbation billboard Michael
had placed on the net, they didn't say it right out but I got a feeling
that Michael had placed a photo of himself.

"D'ya always walk around here in just ya' undies?"  "Yeah, I know this
place..."

My voice trailed off as I noticed the rock hard boner jutting up between
Michael's legs, without a word he got onto his knee's and started to slowly
pull at it, a small drop of clear stuff shone on his piss slit.  Following
his lead me and Noah got onto our knee's and pulling the front of our
underpants down let our erections spring out into the warm air.  In total
silence we each slowly pumped our shafts, all three circumcised cock heads
reared up from our fists, bulbous shining heads oozed out small drops of
clear fluid.  To be out here jerking off in front of other guys was fuckin'
great, we all had the chance to show just how we did it when we were alone,
Michael pumped at the base of his shaft and tended to open his fist to
encase and caress his balls, Noah on the other hand pumped at his shaft
before gripping his cock head and twisting it in his fist, I myself had
always stuck to the shaft and the clammy sweatiness was allowing my fist to
move in a smooth sliding action.

"Do mine", Michael shuffled closer, his cock swayed stiffly as he moved.
Gripping at his shaft I began to slowly squeeze and feel the strength of
his young cock, with my other hand I placed my palm onto Noah's piss slit,
the wet pre-cum felt sticky as I slowly massaged his cock head the way I'd
seen him do to himself.  I released Michael's so Noah could have a go at
it, then Michael's slightly calloused hand started to rub and grip lightly
onto my balls, with a gradual hard grip he worked his hand up to my cock
head then slowly massaged the oozing wet tip with his thumb.  My mind raced
with thoughts about how fuckin' gay this all was, but right then, on that
day I didn't wanna think about that shit, all I wanted was to keep feeling
the pleasure of a new hand on my cock.  Besides I knew none of us was close
to blowing, the easy going pace we worked each other with was more just a
kind of exploration, like another way of checking out what other guys had
in the shower.

Michael eventually let go of my cock and with his arm slowly pushed Noah's
hand of his, again we followed his lead and lowered ourselves back onto the
ground, leaning on our sides facing each other Noah and me hoisted our
cocks back into our briefs, both our boners tented the fabric something
fierce but we waited for Michael to speak.

"OK, Noah you know this but I'll say it again...we came out here because
we're the kinda guys who like to beat off, right.  Now, jackin' off teenage
guys out in the bush is not somethin' I plan on doing all my life but for
now it's gotta do.  We gotta face facts...whatever happens in the future I
dunno, but the fact is that today we've all got dick sweat on our hands and
it ain't ours".

I couldn't figure out what he was getting at but I was struck dumb by the
whole setup so I kept my mouth shut, besides Michael sounded like an
interesting guy...

"I'll show ya' what I'm getting at" With that he swiped his tongue across
the palm of the hand that only moments ago had held my cock, he then sucked
the now dry pre-cum that he'd got from the tip of my cock.  I wasn't gonna
argue, although I did think that this was kinda weird.  Licking my palm I
tasted the salty mix of sweat and Noah's pre-cum.

"Right.  Caleb, me n' Noah came here to show each other how we get off.
The way we figure it if we both confess to somethin' then we've both got
each other covered.  I don't plan on tellin' another soul that I've just
wanked off another guy so now's the time ta' get it off ya' chest.  We're
dirty little fuckers sometimes so tell us what ya' do?"

I stared blankly at them both, I still wasn't sure where this was leading
to, jerking off another guy was one thing but telling another guy...

"I wasn't gonna bring up why me n' Noah are out here when I first saw you,
but I dunno, when I saw those undies a' yours pulled up ya' crack I had a
feelin'..."

Then I knew what he was getting at, my cock moved slightly when he said it
but I couldn't get out the words.

"Right, well Noah what get's ya' going when ya' jack off?"

For about the first time since we met, Noah looked straight at me.

"I stick pencils and my finger up my arse when I'm doing it"

"An' me.  I've pissed on me body and face n' I've tasted me own piss"

I had to join this.  "After I've worn for a day I sniff n' suck em" To hear
these words spoken out aloud scared the hell outta me but at the same time
I was kinda exhilarated.

"You ever pissed on yourself?"  "Yeah, in the shower sometimes I do" I'd
never thought of doing anymore than that but today I was open to new
techniques.

"Good one!  So now we know...dirty, horny fuckers like I said.  Anyhow, I'm
gonna give you two a demo n' like I said we're in this together so what I
do, we do n' vice versa"

Michael produced a large clear glass half litre tankard out from under his
pile of clothes, then pulled an ice-pack out of his bag, he lay on his back
and rubbed the ice-pack into his dick "I gotta get this down first".  He
then chucked it to Noah who did the same before handing it to me, the sharp
coldness through the brief fabric shook my body but it had the effect of
getting my cock down to a 'pissable' level.

We sculled our beers and looked over to the thick surrounding bushes and
tree's so as to get our cocks as flaccid as possible.  Sure enough in only
took a couple of minutes before we ready to go.  Standing in a circle we
waited for Michael to show us what he did with the tankard.

He held his meaty, soft cock between his fingers and bowed his head down so
he looked square into the slit at it's tip, suddenly a stream shot up and
hit his chin, pointing his cock upto his chest his body was soon as cascade
of pale yellow piss, it ran down his legs, through his pubic hair and onto
his feet.  For a second the flow stopped, then aiming at the tankard the
flow started again, standing back he managed to send an arch of piss
bubbling and gargling into the tankard, as the foaming piss reached the top
rim he let go of his cock, picked up the tankard started to scull down the
contents.  Small rivers of piss flowed from the edge of his mouth and ran
down his neck over his gulping throat muscles.

Noah and I stared at what was one of the dirtiest, horny fuckin' acts we'd
ever seen.  I grabbed the tankard from Michael, pulled down the front of my
briefs and held it under my dick, my stream roared out of my cock and
swirled and churned until splashes of piss landed on my foot, when it was
half full I couldn't hold off any longer, stopping my flow I held the piss
dripping glass to me mouth and without a pause tipped the contents into my
mouth.  The explosive rank salty taste hit my senses like a bomb, my mouth
almost stung from the acidic piss, swallowing as quick as I could the
thought of my own urine flowing down my throat got my head swimming in
pleasure and disgust.

When it came to Noah he eased his cock out of his y-front dick hole and
cupped the tankard over the top of his cock so that when he pissed the ol'
pub trick with the beer worked, the pale yellow pissed swirled and gushed
into the glass but the foaming piss head was kept right down, so as he
gradually angled the tankard away from his cock he held in front of him a
tankard full to the brim with piss.  Sloshing it onto his hands he held it
above his head and poured the contents onto his hair, sticking out his
tongue he managed to catch rivers of the stuff as it cascaded down his
face.

By this time Michael was fuckin' ecstatic with lust, pumping his rock hard
cock he lay in the dirt at our feet "piss on me....go on, do it!"  Me and
Noah aimed our cocks at his crotch and let our remaining flows go, the two
streams of piss splattered onto his chest with a hot wet thud sound,
Michael humped his hips and cock into the air, his whole body glistened
with piss, the heady warm smell of beer piss wafted up to our noses.
Slowly the streams eased off, a mixture of empty bladders and growing cocks
stopped any more piss for the moment.

"Whoaah...so whattya think?....fuckin' hot isn't it.  OK Noah, your turn.
Here's mine"

Michael rolled onto his back, raised his hips and spread his legs to reveal
a twitching pink arse hole, surrounded by blond reddish hairs it glistened
from the mixture of piss and sweat.  Me and Noah then got down on our backs
and did the same.  Noah's damp white briefs clung to that small tight arse
of his, he grabbed at his waistband and in one deft movement peeled them
off his arse and down his raised up legs.  "Smell em", he flung them at me,
as soon as I felt the damp crumpled cotton and felt the warmth of his body
still in the fabric I pressed them to my face and inhaled deeply, the musty
arse crack smell was still strong on them despite the piss, I found the
moist crotch area and ground it into my nose.

The smell was made all the more potent by the sight of watching Noah's
hairless arse raised up into the air.  He clawed at his arse cheeks and
wrenched them apart until his puckering arse lips became visible through
the thick mat of dark arse crack hairs, sweat glistened down the horny
young crevice.

"C'mon Caleb, show us ya' hairy hole, lets see ya' get those undies outta
ya' crack"

Like Noah, I hooked my fingers under the back waistband and with a few
quick jerks managed to dislodge the thin cotton fabric that had bunched and
plastered itself deep up my crack..  The fabric was almost pressed into a
thick cotton 'rope', knowing this favourite pair so well it didn't take
long to locate the area that covered my private, hairy hole, it was
thoroughly damp and pungent from having spent so much time lodged between
my arse cheeks, pushing the fabric over my lips I drew it my mouth and
sucked greedily on the clean arse flavour.

"Gimme a go?"  Noah huskily asked, I picked up his y-fronts and chucked
them back to him, catching them he found the crotch area and sucked the
fabric into his mouth.  Shaking with lust at the taste of his own body he
swayed his upturned arse in the air and once again clawed and inched his
way towards his own hole.

"This is what I do"

With his hand down between his legs and lay his palm on his balls them
rammed his middle finger deep into his arse, with barely a pause it sunk
deep into up to the second joint, bucking his hips wildly it sunk even
further inside.

Me and Michael then sucked and slobbered onto our own middle fingers before
inserting them home into our own holes, my arse is something I've never
really played with so the ring was tight and so after I pummeled at it and
watched the other two guys finger themselves I was horny enough to push out
on my arse muscles which seemed to open up the lips enough to give access.

Looking over at Michael and Noah's faces as they writhed on the ground and
tried awkwardly to jerk off and finger fuck their holes at the same time it
struck me how fuckin' lucky I was to stumble across these two.  I was gonna
show em' how grateful!

Pulling my finger from my arse I wiped it on my briefs, scooting across the
dirt I knelt down between their two upturned arses, "I'll do ya' both", to
show what I meant I began to lick at my middle fingers, my right hand
finger had a slight arse smell about it but it looked clean enough so I
stuck it in my mouth and rolled my tongue around it.

With my arms stretched out on either side of me, my steel hard cock stiffly
waving in the air I waited for them to get their arses ready, as they used
both hands to spread their cheeks I got a clear few of two twitching arse
holes, the deep lustful breathing that filled the clearing turned into load
moans and groans as I inserted my fingers deep into each arse hole.  I was
struck by how similar each guys arse hole really was, both had the same
tightness in the ring, both arse lips seemed to open then close around my
finger as it rammed and pummelled them deep into theirs bowels.  It was
kind of fuckin' gross and definitely a gay thing to do but I didn't give a
fuck.  The soft inside walls of the arses felt so damn warm and inviting
against my fingers, the each loosened and clenched their bowel muscles at
different times, Michael's had a more relaxed caress but Noah's seemed to
pound down as they my finger wasn't mean to go anywhere.  This was fuckin'
hot...I knew what I'd be doing every time from now on!

Suddenly the clenching of the muscles grew faster and the grunts and groans
more desperate...one look at their faces and the speed and intensity of the
cock jerking going on told me what was gonna' happen.  Noah let out a low
moan that filled the air...he was close..."we gotta blow together...we
gotta blow..."  Michael pulled back his hips so my finger slid out of his
arse..."c'mon, lie down"...with dust spraying up into the air me and
Michael got ourselves on either side of Noah, Noah had slowed his pace but
still clutched firmly at his hardon....

When we all lay on the ground shoulder to shoulder the jerk off session
really got down to basics, I gripped my and started to play with my balls,
the smell of teenage arse hang in the air, the greasy fingers I'd had up
em' now slid hotly up and down my stiff dick.  We all jerked wildly on our
own shafts so that our cocks heads swayed and vibrated in the hot air.
Again, the clearing filled with the hoarse voices of youth and lust..."ooah
yeah....I'm close....I'm close....save it.....huh...huh....me...huh...me
to....gonna..." sweat poured off our brows...."hold it.....hold
it......heh...heh...heh...."  I was close, real close....
"ah...ah...ah...can't....huh...huh...huh..huh..now" The gutteral grunts
grew in volume, all hips started to buck into the air...cocks grew to rock
hard stiffness...."whoa....yeah...yeah..." at just about the same time all
three cock heads erupted white hot cum, thick ribbons splattered on chests,
on faces and on necks...jizz oozed from piss slits and ran across
knuckles....we slowly got back our breath...my arched back slowly lay back
into the dirt....with a finger I scooped up some cum from my chest and
lazily sucked it clean....Noah's tongue extended and caught of stringy
ribbon of cum as it slowly ran down under his nose....and Michael held his
come covered knuckle to his mouth and licked it slowly
clean................

So now I knew....


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