Date: Thu, 1 Apr 1999 01:56:31 -0500 From: Jamie Anderson Subject: Getting a Life Part 7 This is the usual nerdy disclaimer that is never read by most people who are in too much of a hurry to get to the juicy bits. OK so here we go. Welcome to fantasy island. From here on in everyone and everything is fiction. None of the characters are based on anyone living or dead. So don't bother Emailing me asking for their addresses. This story contains explicitly detailed sexual act between males, all of which, I can assure you, are physically possible. If it is illegal for you to read this sort of stuff in your community then I suggest that you move. If you are under 18, please do your homework, assignments and other chores before continuing further. If reading this type of story makes you physically sick, please ensure that you have a suitable, large, empty container to hand before reading on. Author's Note. This story has two main characters, Tim and Mark. Each, in turn, gets to tell his side of the story. You, the reader, may choose to read either or both parts, or press your browser's back button and read neither. Getting a Life Part 7 - Tim's tale. The next few weeks were a jumble of sex, cleaning up the house, buying things for the house and more sex. My job was beginning to bore me as my home life was now far more exciting. I kept trying to turn Mark over, but all I could get through his ring was my tongue or, on rare occasions, my finger. The sneaky sex also continued. I would wake halfway through being fucked. Mark was getting quite good at it but was rather frustrated that he could never quite manage it. His little domination tricks were used from time to time. I knew that if I got a bit uppity, I would get an enema and if I looked at him the right way, I'd get thrown into the shower and pissed on. Another favourite was to sit on my chest and jack off in my face; that gave him great satisfaction. But the one that was completely random was letting go in my mouth when I was cleaning his cock. However, as I now enjoyed all of this, it just made my life that much more thrilling. Finally I decided that Mark would never come round to the idea of me fucking him, so I gave in a week's notice at work and a month's notice on my flat. But I couldn't bring myself to tell Mark. So I had just finished my last shift and I would have to confess to Mark before Sunday evening, when, out of the blue, Ed phoned. Mark arranged for Ed to come round about 7pm on Saturday evening. Then he phoned Kevin and made a similar arrangement. Kevin was the first to arrive. He let out an appreciative whistle. "My my, Tim, you have certainly made some vast improvements around here," he said as he entered the lounge. "When did you get the carpet, Mark." "It was always here, you just couldn't see it for the rubbish," I said, dodging a playful swipe from Mark. I managed to ask Kevin what had happened after we left the orgy. It seems that the guy had been screwed by about twenty guys before Kevin, and here I use his own words, emptied him then refilled him. We had just got a beer in our hands when the doorbell rang and Mark let a rather sheepish-looking Ed in. I went to get Ed a beer while he proved to Mark and me that he is a very slow learner, by once more whispering a question in Mark's ear. Again Mark caused him acute embarrassment by answering out loud. "Kevin is here because he is a good friend of mine and he is gay," he said and once again the albino's face lit up like a stop light. "But he's black!" Ed was letting his mouth run loose again. "Yes, we had kinda noticed that," said Mark, in a dry voice. "But he can't be gay if he is black!" This Ed said with such utter conviction that it stunned us for a moment. "Why not?" I asked, as I was the first to get my voice back. Kevin was having the greatest job not laughing and Mark seemed to have got some beer down the wrong hole as he was gasping and coughing. "Well, blacks are so..." Ed dribbled off. "Butch?" Kevin offered. "I think the word he uses is, manly," I said, and Ed nodded. "Well I'm black and gay," said Kevin grinning. "Both of this pair have fucked me," he added and watched the reaction. "You - let - HIM - fuck - YOU?" The words came out of Ed's mouth as individuals and he stared in disbelief first at me, then at Kevin. "Yeah," Kevin said, "He might not be as big as Mark in that department, but he is a right little goer, once he gets it in." That made me blush. This exchange was followed by a long silence as Ed digested the seemingly impossible facts. "I can't believe it," was Ed's final, if illogical, conclusion. "That is easily proved," Mark said, leading the way to the bedroom. "Right, we all strip," and we all did. I was surprised that there was no resistance from Ed. "Doggy style?" asked Mark. Kevin and I nodded. Kevin got onto the bed and I looked at Mark questioningly. "Yeah, you can rim him first," Mark said graciously. "Rim?" Queried Ed. "Just watch," Mark replied. Once more I parted those big brown buns and pushed my face between them. "Oh God, what is he doing?" Ed cried. "He is seeing how far he can get his tongue up inside Kevin's ass for lubrication. Although Kev is quite slack, he needs a bit of spit to get him going," Mark explained. "But his tongue," Ed managed to make this sound like a cry of anguish. "You can't knock it if you haven't tried it," said Mark. While this discourse was going on I was having great fun poking my tongue through Kevin's ring whilst using my hands to play with his cock and balls. With a bit of luck, Mark would let everyone fuck me then I wanted to see Ed's face when Kevin did his party trick on me. "He's enjoying that too much, Tim. It's time you fucked him," Mark ordered. I hastened to obey and Ed closed in to watch me lose my white cock up Kevin's dark hole. This time I was not so excited and I savoured the experience of slipping very slowly into the warm, musky darkness that was Kevin. The feel of his ring slowly moving further and further up the shaft of my cock until that lovely soft bum began to press into my groin, was beyond words. Experimentally I parted the buns and got my cock all the way in. I held it there and enjoyed the feeling of being inside another man. Yes, I did like it and my determination to have Mark was reignited. I began with long slow strokes. My enjoyment was now being disturbed by Ed who was having trouble believing his eyes again. He kept repeating the word "No" and saying things like "This isn't really happening." Mark took Ed's right hand and placed it on my slowly moving buns. "Finger him," he told Ed. "Huh?" was all Ed could manage. Mark then talked Ed into putting his right index finger into me, I gave it a squeeze and Ed nearly died. Then that bastard of a lover of mine taught Ed where my hotspot was and how to massage it! This was a novel experience and I'm afraid I didn't last very long. Soon, through the waves of pleasure, I could hear Ed telling anyone who would listen that I was cuming and he could feel it with his finger. Alas, he was the only one who was impressed by this phenomenon. "OK, change ends," said Mark, as Ed withdrew his finger. As quick as a flash I was out of Kevin, and into the doggy position, then Kevin, slicked up with spit, began to enter me. Ed kept up a steady stream of "NO!", "Ohmigawd" and "I don't believe it", all through Kevin's fast and furious assault on my ass. Now given the point that neither Kevin nor I could ignore the fact that he was cuming inside me and Mark would have to be deaf not to hear Kevin's triumphant grunts that marked the occasion, I really don't know why Ed had to shout out to the world, that Kevin was cuming. "OK Ed, you are getting sloppy seconds," said Mark as Kevin and I fought for breath. "What?" said a bewildered Ed. As Kevin dismounted me, I turned to see Mark lead Ed into position behind me. Mark spat on his hand and applied it to Ed's rigid pink cock, then guided him into position. "In you go, Ed," Mark said. Ed pushed very gingerly forwards and I felt the head of his cock touch my ring, there he stopped. I pushed back sharply and slid most of his length into my now soppy ass. He let out a moan and pushed it all the way home. Gosh, it was the first bent prick I had ever taken. Odd really as your guts seem to try to straighten it out while it wants to remain bent. An abnormal conflict to have in your guts. "OK! I want you both to lie flat on the bed," ordered Mark so I sunk out of the doggy position and into a prone one, Ed stayed with me all the way down. "Now Ed, I want you to slip your hands under his chest and loop them back over his shoulders," directed Mark, which Ed did. "Right, hold on tight because you are in for a bumpy ride," said Mark. Mark and Kevin then got on the bed on either side of us. Four hands firmly grasped my head, a tongue was stuck in each of my ears and all Hell broke loose. Fortunately Ed had heeded Mark's advice to get a good grip on me, because the way I was thrashing about on the bed was liable to dislodge him. There was no way I could escape those squirming tongues inside my ears. So I bucked and thrashed, while effectively fucking myself silly on that bent pink cock that was still being held inside me. Despite my ears being blocked by moving tongues, I could still hear Ed telling God that he was cuming. He seemed to have a pathological urge to yell out on the subject of orgasms. Shortly after that, Mark and Kevin stopped driving me insane and I came to rest on the bed under a sobbing Ed. He was not being very coherent. But putting it all together from the scraps it seemed that; he found the experience pleasurable in the extreme, he should never have done it, it was wrong, it was dirty and, last but not least, he was not gay. I had a suspicion that bit would lead to him getting fucked. When Ed rolled off, I was pulled back on to my knees to be fucked by my lover. This was actually a mini, and very controlled gang bang. To tell the truth I was revelling in it as the third successive cock entered me. It was also nice to have Mark back inside me. I love him and his cock is, sort of, well, different. "You are all sloppy back there," he whispered in my ear as he fucked me. This made me wriggle about under him, which in turn made him fuck me faster. Soon the fascinated Ed was once more given the chance to announce to the world that another male had reached his climax. He was really weird about it. We all ended up lying on the bed cuddling. I was with Mark while Kevin was having fun with Ed. It took him ages to get Ed to kiss him. Then, when Kevin got a firm grip on Ed and stuck his tongue in, it started all over again. Eventually Ed began to accept it and even enjoy it. But you could almost hear his conscience screaming its protests. After about half an hour I came up for air and had a look at the other pair. Oh dear, poor old Ed had got himself into the very vulnerable position that I had found myself in at the orgy. That is, he was lying face down on Kevin's belly, necking furiously and completely unaware that Kevin could lock him in that position at any second. "Who goes first?" I whispered in Mark's ear. "Traditionally the guy with the smallest prick gets the first go. Are you up to it?" Mark whispered back. I nodded and climbed off Mark. I got into position behind Ed then parted his buns and buried my face in the pinkness that this revealed. Instantly Ed tried to move but Kevin, who had seen me getting into position, was much faster and Ed was clamped firmly to Kevin's cuddly body. Ed protested long and loud until Kevin told him to shut up and enjoy what I was doing to him. Then Ed kept saying "Oh my God No!" over and over again. Of course by this time my tongue was well inside him. Getting the first finger into him was not quite as difficult a job. Since I knew where his hotspot was, getting the second one in was a lot easier. At this point I must admit I was using a lubricant and Mark had instructed me to get as much of it in his ass as possible. I don't think Ed ever realised that I had three fingers inside him, but I did. He was away in some other world and hardly noticed that I was slipping my cock into him until I was about half way there. "I'm being fucked?" Ed asked. I bit back a sarcastic answer but Mark just gently asked him how it felt. "It's nice, is he going to cum inside me?" Ed asked in a sort of dreamy way. "We are all going to cum inside you, Ed," said Mark. "Ah," Ed said as I began to move my hips and run my cock the length of his ass, "Don't be silly, you two are far too big." "Oh, brother," I thought, "Have you got a surprise coming to you." I had only ever fucked Kevin and he was quite different from Ed. For a start Kevin had those buns and he could move them. While Ed had a slim line butt and lay still. However he was a lot tighter than Kevin. I now saw the wisdom of sending in the smallest guy first. The concept of being the first there is a heady one and soon I began to concentrate on my own pleasure. "I'm gonna dump my load in you any second," I whispered in his ear, just as I started pumping. "Oh God, he is cuming inside me. I can feel it," Ed cried out, true to form. It was a most satisfying fuck. I got to do it at my speed with nobody egging me on or driving me mad. After I came, I just lay there on top of him, winded. Mark gently lifted me off. By the look of his cock, he had been lubricating it while I had been busy. I had a perfect view of Mark getting into Ed. He was doing the "half-hard" trick, sliding an almost soft cock into Ed's tight ass. I must admit that Mark is very skilled at getting his cock into tight places and soon Ed was skewered but he didn't exactly realise the full consequences of it, yet "Ah, I feel awfully full back there," he said in that dreamy voice. "Rim me" Mark ordered. So I got off the bed and knelt behind Mark. Once there I parted his buns and began to rim him. I could track my progress by the outbursts from Ed. "It's getting bigger!" Ed said. "It sure is," said Mark. "It is getting thicker, too." "Yeah and it has a long way to go yet," said Mark. A comment that did not reassure Ed who resumed his useless struggle to escape. "That feels nice Ed, the way you wriggle about on my cock, it is helping me to get a hard on," said Mark, perverse as usual. Ed moaned and, conveniently, struggled until, with a sigh, Mark announced that he was now ready to start the fuck. So, just to be a complete bastard, I slid a finger in where my tongue should have been and began massaging Mark's hotspot. "Ah!" said Mark and his ring squeezed gently on my finger. I soon got the rhythm and I just kept in time with it. Ed was jabbering his rubbish again and I got a bit lower so I could see Mark's cock in the act of rogering Ed. It was quite exciting when Mark came. First his hotspot got very hard. Next it began to pulse and his ring squeezed quite hard on my finger. Then I could see his cock begin to buck. Now Mark was groaning and Ed was talking to God, then everyone was slumped into a heap. Gently I recovered my finger and stood well clear. For about 30 seconds nothing happened then Mark asked Kev if he was ready, Kev nodded and they both moved quite smartly to change places. "Did you pair rehearse that?" I asked. "Let's say we have done it more than once. Now be a good boy and pass me that tube?" Kevin said. I passed it to him and watched as he lubed up his cock. I hadn't really got a good look at it before because of the bad light. The head was rather bulbous and the shaft was really fat. It was several shades darker than the rest of his body and I laid my head on the base of Ed's spine so I could appreciate the colour contrast as the dark cock entered the pink ass. It as worth the effort so I kept my head there through the short, frenzied copulation. All Ed came out with was "Not another one," at the beginning and never mentioned the orgasm at the end. The gilt must have been knocked off the gingerbread by then. I sat up to watch the next bit as Kevin pulled Ed out of Mark's clutches and off the bed until Ed was sitting on Kev's face as he lay on the floor. Mark sat up wrapped his arms round me and we both watched Ed's face as he realised what was happening to him. "Relax and enjoy it," I advised him. "He won't stop until he has it all, so don't fight him." You're next," Mark reminded me. I nodded and shivered in his arms. Ed took my advice and slowly the look of horror was replaced by one of contentment. Ed sighed gently and stopped fighting. By the time Kevin was finished with Ed, the poor lad was as horny as hell. Ed watched with great interest as Kevin repeated his party piece on me. I really could get to like this. There was another break and during this one we actually managed to finish our beers. Then Mark announced that we would have a foursome. He and Kevin seemed to know what they were doing, Ed and I just did as we were told. I ended up on the bottom of the heap, (where else?), lying on my back at the edge of the bed with my legs in the air. Mark knelt down on the floor facing me and placed my ankles on his shoulders. This nicely aligned his cock with my ass and he wasted no time in entering me. Kevin now got into a 69 above me and we both got each other's cocks in our mouths. Then Ed was ordered to get on the bed and slide into Kevin. Again I had an excellent view of the colour contrast as the bent, pink prick of the albino slid into the darkness that was Kevin's ass. Now I must admit it was all very complicated as I was being fucked, watching two people fuck from a very close range, sucking a cock and having my cock sucked, all at the same time. This made concentration on each task a tad difficult. Ed, lacking any experience, came first. This time he muttered to God to inform Him of this happy event. Mark grunted a few times and began to fill my guts. Kevin in turn shot his lot into my mouth and I never got to shoot at all! As we broke apart Kevin made a lunge for Mark. Obviously Mark was not expecting it and ended up being firmly held in the bum up position. "Now is your chance!" cried Kevin. I rimmed the struggling Mark, then I fingered him but I didn't fuck him. Instead I had Kevin release him. Both of them gave me a funny look as they parted and I realised that it had been a set up. I was then sat on Kevin's face again as he lapped up Mark's donation. With no warning Ed went down on me and began sucking my cock. Just to show him how silent you can be, I never uttered a word as I shot my lot in his mouth. He gagged a bit and after a few seconds I felt him gulp it down. He was very red in the face when he got off me. We went through the shower in pairs, first Mark and I, then Ed and Kevin. Then after another couple of drinks Kevin took Ed home for the night and Mark and I went to bed. Again I drifted back to wakefulness in the middle of an erotic dream. Mark was fucking me again, while I slept. This time he was actually shooting as I woke. I decided to let him have this one as he was close enough anyway. So I kept up the pretence of sleep and he gently withdrew. Later when we "woke" he was obviously really chuffed with himself. We began discussing the evening before in some detail. "Why didn't you fuck me while Kevin was holding me down?" he finally asked. "I don't want to take you. I want you to give yourself to me. And I don't want it to happen when there are others there, I want us to be alone. It will be our secret," I explained. There was a long pause. He reached over and got the lube and handed it to me, then he rolled over on his face and spread his legs. "I love you," he said. He had finally said the three words that I was dying to hear. "I love you too," I managed to say through the fast forming tears. So he would not see how it was affecting me I pushed my face between his muscular buns and rimmed him. Then, when the tears had passed, I withdrew my face and fingered some lube into him. "Three fingers?" I asked, and he nodded. Actually getting inside him was not nearly as traumatic as I had feared. Again the bum was different. Kevin has that wonderful soft bum, Ed has almost no bum but Mark had a muscular one and it felt very solid beneath me. However, he lay still and said nothing as I began my fuck. Gradually he came round and began making some movements. Then he began to moan slightly. So I started to play with his tits and things got more interesting. This was my second virgin ass in less than 12 hours, I was also full of his cum. All of this does not make for a long, slow fuck on my part. But I held back as long as I could before filling my lover with my seed for the very first time. I don't know why, but by getting him to submit to me somehow made it all perfect and I lay in a happy haze on his massive back. "So you are now going to give up your job and flat to move in and keep house for me?" he wasted no time in asking. "I finished my job yesterday and the flat goes at the end of the month, so we'll have to move my stuff over here soon," I replied. "What!" he roared. "You were going to do it all along even if I didn't let you have me?" he sounded really pissed. "Yup, that is about the size of it. I would have told you tonight when I didn't have to go into work," I said cheerfully. "You bastard! You complete and utter bastard!" he said with some feeling. "Yes, you have been such a perfect example for me to follow," I said, grinning at the back of his head. "OK so what is your second demand?" he asked. I told him, and they must have been able to hear him screaming "NO!" right down the end of our street. To be continued. ******** Getting a Life Part 7 - Mark's tale. Time passed and I was getting used to the good things that Tim brought into my life. For example, every week the bed sheets and towels were changed and laundered, whether they needed it or not. The house was always clean, my laundry and ironing were done for me, his cooking was wonderful, he was compliant to my wishes in bed. All I wanted was him to be totally mine, not some live-in lover. Then Ed rang, he was confused and needed to talk. Now I am a man of my word so I told him to come round on Saturday evening. Then I had an idea of killing two birds with one stone and called Kevin to invite him round too. I got Kevin alone while Tim was pouring the beer, and told him my plan, he agreed to do it. Tim returned and was more interested in what happened to the guy who was gang banged at the orgy. He obviously has a fantasy about that. Well, his ass might be in for a good bit of serial fucking tonight. Ed arrived and instantly began to make a complete prat of himself. It appears that in his book a black guy cannot be gay because he is too manly, his word for butch. I choked on my beer, Kevin tried fighting off a giggle fit, but lost and Tim was the only one to keep his cool. Kevin stopped laughing long enough to point out that both Tim and I had fucked him. This took poor Ed out completely and he point blank refused to believe it. So I ordered everyone into the bedroom and told them to strip. Now when everyone else in the room is naked it is very difficult to stay dressed so Ed stripped. I asked Kev and Tim if they fancied doing it doggy style, well it does give any spectators a better view, and they agreed. With Kevin on his hands and knees all ready Tim began giving me pleading looks, so I told him he could rim Kevin. Ed didn't understand the word and his mind blew when it was demonstrated. He also didn't want to believe what he was seeing when Tim mounted Kevin. I always think that sex in not really a spectator sport and everyone should have a small part in the action. So the small part of Ed was his index finger and it got into action up Tim's ring. It took him no time at all to locate Tim's prostate and Ed was soon doing an admirable job of massaging it. Ed got very excited when Tim came. Still I suppose that it is the first time he has ever been in intimate contact with another male having an orgasm. That said, he got even more as excited when they changed ends and Kevin shot his lot into Tim. I told Ed that it was now his turn. But I literally had to slick it up and guide it to the spot for him. Tim completed the trick and backed onto it. Not as easy as it might seem with a cock as bent as the albino's was. I told Tim to get flat on the bed, which they both did. Then I taught Ed how to get a proper grip on a guy. When everything was ready Kevin and I held Tim's head and took an ear each. Our tongues had barely touched him when he exploded into a flurry of movement. Ed managed to hold on, but not hold out. He now told God that he was cuming. Still to be fair to the lad, it was all novel to him. When he was coming down from his high he was not making an awful lot of sense, most of what he was saying one minute he was contradicting the next. But one thing of which he was sure was, he was not gay. Oh yeah? He would contradict that statement before the night was over, believe you me. We released Tim and got Ed rolled off him. I pulled Tim back into the doggy position and he wiggled those adorable, if well used, buns at me. Yup he wanted to be gangbanged. This was OK only as long as it was controlled by me; I ran that ass of his. But soon he was getting the pleasure he so craved, yet another cock up his ass. I told him he was nice and sloppy which made him wriggle about and that gave me much more pleasure. Soon I was making my contribution, adding to the donations of Ed and Kevin. A point that Ed seemed to have to report directly to God. Honestly, I thought that if I heard him say "Oh God he's coming" just one more time I was going to murder someone. We now broke into pairs and Kevin introduced a new, unmanly, concept to Ed. Two males hugging and kissing. Ed protested for quite some time, considering how cuddly and kissable Kev is. But having Kevin's tongue in your mouth soon shuts you up and Kevin is a lot stronger than he looks so he can get his way in the end. Of course Kevin was doing the old classic of lulling his partner in to a false sense of security while he was manoeuvring him into a position to be raped. Tim noticed and asked who got to go first. I told him the guy with the smallest cock got that privilege. He got into position and Kevin was on the ball when Ed tried to struggle. I got up and fetched the lube and indicated to Tim he would need to use a lot. Ed made a bit of noise but didn't put up much of a fight. Tim began to finger the lube into Ed and got three fingers in with no serious protests from Ed, then he just slid it in. Ed inquired if he was being fucked and I asked him to describe how it felt. He then asked Tim if he was going to shoot his load in him. I told him we all had that in mind. Ed thought Kevin and I were too big to get in there. You should have seen the grin that brought to Tim's face. Tim got to take his time and enjoy himself. I heard him whisper to Ed that he was about to shoot, which set Ed off keeping God up to date with the proceedings. I lifted my lover off the albino and took his place. I had greased myself up and concentrated on getting it limp. I would get hard inside him and stretch him nice and wide that way. It was a mercy really as Kevin would be next up there and he has a really fat cock. I got it in Ed without him actually realising that I was all the way in. Tim was enjoying the spectacle of me pronging Ed. I now let it get a bit stiffer and Ed began to say he felt very full. I told Tim to rim me and that got me hard very quickly. This made Ed wriggle about as he tried to get me out of him. God it felt good and I told Ed how much better he was making it for me. When I was fully erect and Ed's ass had been widened enough I announced that I was going to fuck him. That little devil of a lover of mine took his tongue out of my ass and replaced it with his finger and began making me go wild. I couldn't hold back for long and I came, Tim said "Cor!" as he had a close up view of me giving it to Ed, while dear old Ed had a quick chat with the Almighty about it. Tim slipped his finger out and got off the bed for a moment. I asked Kev if he was ready and we changed ends in an easy movement. Tim passed the lube to Kevin and watched as Kevin greased up that fat black pole of his. Then he took a great interest in watching it slip into Ed. Kevin never takes very long to cum and soon he was shooting his lot too. Ed must have given up on help from above because Kevin's orgasm was not reported. I wrapped myself round Tim and we watched as Kevin got a bewildered Ed to sit on his face and rimmed him. Tim started giving Ed good advice and I had to remind him that he was next in line to sit on Kev's face. He gave a little shiver; I think he likes it. After an age Kev was finished with Ed and grabbed Tim. I brought the beers through and we had another break. Now there is one trick that I have never done in a long time. It requires four guys. I learned it from a pair of Australian gay guys called Jake and Stewart, the Melbourne twins they were called. Actually they were not twins, just brothers with a strong family resemblance. The weird bit was, they were lovers. Anyway they had a habit of going out and picking up a couple of guys for a crazy foursome. They picked up Kevin and me once and we had a wacky evening with them. I have never tried it again, but now I had three other guys who would do as they were told, so I could have a go. I got Tim on his back on the end of the bed with me on my knees in front of him. I put Tim's feet on my shoulders and slid it up him to the hilt. Kevin went into a 69 with Tim and finally Ed got himself up onto the bed and slipped it into Kevin. It is quite thrilling from where I was so it must be really wild to be one of the ones in the middle. Apart from watching your partner who is sucking your cock, getting fucked just inches from your face you are also being fucked yourself and, as a bonus, you even have a cock to suck on. Ed blew his load quite quickly and I heard Tim swallow Kevin's then I dumped mine inside Tim who was the only one left with his little flagpole sticking upright at the end. As we all disentangled ourselves Kevin did as we had agreed and he grabbed me holding me down for Tim. Well, I worked out that if I was being held down it was rape and I had never given myself to any man. Tim rimmed me and fingered me but balked at actually fucking me. So Kevin had to let me go. Tim ended up on Kevin's face and to all our surprise, Ed blew Tim and gulped down the evidence. We showered in pairs but Tim and I didn't speak about it. Kevin took Ed home for the night. This would remove any remnants of the idea of being straight from Ed's mind, if he still had a mind in the morning. Next morning I succeeded in fucking Tim without wakening him. Wow! I had finally left my load inside a guy without his permission or even knowledge! We both woke later in the morning and I asked Tim why he didn't fuck me when I was being held. His answer made the short hairs on the back of my neck rise. He didn't want to take me, he wanted me to give myself to him. It was to remain our secret. This was heavy stuff! Somewhere deep down inside me something snapped. I really did want to keep Tim around forever. We were, sort of, right for each other and, if this was what it was going to take to make him mine, then so be it. Slowly I rolled over and spread my legs for the very first time in my life. It took a great effort to get only three words out. Words that I had faithfully promise that I would never again utter to another human being. But they had to be said. "I love you." "I love you too," he said in a slightly strangled voice. He was very gently sobbing as rimmed me but he recovered before he worked three fingers and a lot of lube into me. Actually I really enjoyed it. Tim was no threat to my masculinity and a nice slow gentle rogering was very pleasant, you just lay there and let the other guy do all the work. Well until he started on my tits, then things livened up a bit. It was also interesting to feel him cum inside me, an action that I had done to others so often yet never experienced myself. Then I realised that Tim had removed a major inhibition of mine. He lay there on my back, panting. I asked him if he would now give up his job and flat to be mine. Good God almighty, he had already done both. I could have had him for life and stayed a virgin. Still, when I thought about it, I was glad. Then I remembered he had a second demand and I asked what it was. When he told me, my blood ran cold and I remember screaming "NO!" as loudly as I could. To be continued. Comments and criticism are welcomed. Flames will be dragged to the recycling bin, from where they will eventually come back as porn. Email jamieanderson@compuserve.com As ever I am indebted to RH for converting my chicken scratchings into something that passes for written English. The less said about commas, the better.