Date: Thu, 9 Mar 2006 00:45:59 -0800 (PST) From: Christopher Shadows Subject: My Brother Matthew part 3 You all know the deal, if your underage don't read this. This is a brother/brother incest fantasy story, none of this is true, I don't have a younger brother, or a brother at all for the fact of it. If you don't like this type of story, then you should hit the back button on your browser. So now that is aside, enjoy the story. This story is copyrighted, 2006. Therefore only Nifty and related sites may copy or use any part of this story without my written permission. Hey guys, Uhmm well I'm Matthew, but you can call me Matt. I'm sure some of you know me, or think you might, since my brother has written about our first time. To those that haven't read them, go back, and read them first, my big brother is a good writer. I hope I'm half as good as he is on these things, but I'll let you all decide. First off, let me give you a little background on me. I'm a gay 15 year old kid, light blonde hair, that is sort of short, it drapes down in my baby blue eyes. I love my eyes, probably my best feature, I've had comments on them from tons of girls. I can't say I don't enjoy getting complimented, but sometimes I feel like saying "Yes I know I'm sexy, but I'm gay" too bad I live in an opressed area. Where was I, oh yes, I'm 5 foot, 6 inches tall, I weigh around 130 pounds, I'm think, but not bony. Some people have told me I look like a cuter version of a young Jesse McCartney. I'm like whatever, I mean, I guess he's cute, but his music sucks hahaha...well I'm just not into it. I'm a rocker at heart, I guess I'm a little goth, very little, but like my brother, I'm a bit of a raver. I love Glowsticks, neon stuff, black lights, glow in the dark things, candy, what kid doesn't? Anyways now, back to how I feel in love with my older brother, and how we became lovers. I was around 7 or 8, I liked this cute boy in my class, well being young, I really didn't know better. I thought he was cute, and cool, so one day we were in the restroom, I leaned over to him, and kissed him. Of course, my luck, he was strait, he called me sick, and punched me in the stomach. I just kept it inside that rest of the day, straying away from everyone, I guess that's where I started outcasting myself from others. I came home that day and usually I'll lay my book bag down on the couch, fix a bowl of cereal, sit on the couch, and eat and watch cartoons, then do my homework when I finish eating. Well, that day, I came in like usual, tossed my bag on the couch, and ran upstairs. My brother knew something was up, so he chased right behind me. I fell onto the bed crying, drowning my pillow in tears. Chris, being the protector he was of me, asked what was wrong. I told him that some kid called me sick and hit me. "Why did he do something like that?" Chris asked me. "Well, cause I kissed him" I replied. "Ohh" Chris said, like he understood it. "Matt" he said "it's not normal for boys to kiss other boys, it's ok, but you're young and so was he, he just didn't know any better, it was how he grew up." "Matthew" he said...I loved when he called me that "It's ok for boys to kiss other boys, but when they're older. They know what they want, sometimes it's confusing, but there's nothing wrong with you liking boys, if that's what you want, then it's ok, but you're still young, wait a few years, then you can decide if you like boys, girls, or both." Man I loved Chris, he was so smart, me being 8, him being 17, I thought he knew everything. I really looked up to my big brother, I wanted to be just like him, I even wore his clothes sometimes, even though they were totally huge on me. "Remember Matthew, no matter how bad School is, or how bad it gets, I am your brother, I will always love you" he said, and kissed me right on the lips. I'm not sure if it was a kiss from brother to brother, but at that moment, I feel weird. I felt warm inside, I cared from my brother, I felt something for him I haven't before. I didn't Understand it, it was all knew, but I loved it, the warmth inside, my heartbeat speeding up, butterflies in my stomach, It was wonderful. I didn't know it then, but at that moment, I think is when I truly began falling in love with my older brother. Things went great for the next few years, me and my brother really got along great. We didn't fight or anything, we'd play together, and joke around. However I wouldn't Kiss my brother like that for a few more years. All through Middle School, I still had feelings for guys, and everytime a hot one would walk by, I'd have to get a second look. I was always staring at the guys in the shower after P.E. class, thank god it was my last class of the day and I only had a 10 minute ride from the School to home. I'd run home, and zoom up to my room, and shut the door, I'd lay back on my back, and just think about the hot asses and nice cocks I seen in P.E. and jerk off till I creamed all over myself. One day I did this, I was so horny, I forgot to take my shirt off, I hadn't felt good for a few days before, so I hadn't jacked off. Well that day I came home, laid on my bed, and was so worked up, I didn't take off my shirt. I grabbed my stiff 4 1/2" cut meat, and started working up and down on it. Although I'm cut, like my brother well, I guess I learned alot from my brother, I learned to jerk from him. I came home one day and caught him going at it. He just smiled at me and continued, I left and gave him privacy, but he told me about it that night before bed. Well like my brother, although being cut, I didn't like to use lotion or lube to jerk with, I just grabbed at my shaft and worked the loose skin up and down. I was really going at it that day, when I moaned loudly, and arched my back, as I shot a massive load, it must have been about 8 or 9 shots, cause the first 2 hit my face, one on my cheek, the other right across the front of my face. Me moaning, I had my mouth open, and a third shot found it's way to the back of my throat. That was my first taste of real cum, I was hooked. I savored the sweet saltiness of my load as I pulsated out a few more shots across my shirt. I loved the feeling of my hot sticky load plastering my shirt to my chest, so from then on out, when I came home, I'd just unzip, take out my raging hardon from the pisshole in my boxers and go at it. Man, I didn't think of it then but now that I think, I'm so glad I gathered my own laundry, I'd hate to have my mom find my shirts. Though I loved guys, and I loved jerking to them, and fantasizing about the hotties in my class, what it would be like to suck, fuck, and be sucked and fucked by them, girls didn't do anything for me. I knew I was gay, but noone else in middle school talked about it, when they did it was always "sick" "disgusting" and "perverted". So since all my friends had girlfriends, I wanted to fit in. There was this cute girl, I mean, girls don't get me off, but I know a cute girl when I see one. Well, actually I think it was cause she looked a bit like me, but with long hair, and boobs. She has always liked me since the 4th grade, and has flirted with me alot since. I got tired of my friends asking "Hey Matt, why don't you ask her out, she's totally into you." "She's hot, any guy would love to go out with her, any guy would tap that ass, except you." "She's so into you, but you just ignore, ask her out man, unless your a cock sucking queer." So to go along, I mean, yeah I was a cock sucking queer..well, Sorta, I just never had a cock in my mouth well besides my own, but I'll get into that later. I finally asked her out, and she said yes, she had been waiting forever. Her name was Samantha, she was blonde, blue eyes, about 5 foot even, and barely if even 100 pounds. She was cute, but damn, her younger brother, Jake, he was 12, and a total knock out. Man I wanted him in any and everyway I could get him. He looked just like his sister, you'd swear they were twins, if you didn't know he was younger. Ohhh the many nights I thought of what me and him would do if he were gay. He was the star in alot of my jerk off fantasies. That all ended when I found out he asked some ugly skank out, man, she was butt ugly, buck teeth, messed up hair, a freshmen, She was 3 years older than him, what was he thinking? Well ok, she didn't actually look half bad, but I wanted him, she didn't deserve his body. I wanted it, I wanted to lick his smooth chest, and sexy 6 pac, and suck him dry. Well, I dated Sam for a while, till the middle of 8th grade, and I dumped her when I found her in the gym bathroom, giving some 6th grader a blowjob, while getting fucked by the quarter back of the JV football team. I walked in to take a piss, we were all suposed to be outside playing soccer, or some shit, I just walked around talking to my best friend Justin. I had to piss really bad, so I asked the coach, he let me. I walked in to piss in the urinal and heard a moaning in the stall next to me. I looked down and recognized the shoes, cause of the heart I drew on them. I opened the door, god she was too stupid to even lock it. There was some 6th grader sitting in the toilet seat, his cock out, my girlfriend going down on it like crazy, and an 8th grader, the quarter back of the JV team sticking it to her, gripping her hips and pounding it into her, she was loving it. The all stopped and stared at me, and I told her "you fucking slut, it's over bitch" and walked out. I have no clue if the finished or left, I didn't care, guess since I wasn't putting out, she had to get some somewhere. Well over the rest of 8th grade and the beginning of 9th, I started liking Justin as more than a friend. He wasn't really good looking, but he wasn't ugly, but he was always there for me when I needed him, and always would be, or so I thought. Little things began to happen at home, with me and Chris, we'd always steal glances of each other. We'd always pick, and when we wrestled, we'd both cop a quick feel of each other, but I think neither one of us knew the other did it on purpose. One day I was home from School, and so was Chris, teacher workday or some shit, I didn't care I was out of school for a day. I walked to Chris' room to borrow some vid games to play, and he was butt naked on the bed Jerking his hard cock off. Damn that got me so horny, I wanted to suck him off, and ride him like a horse right there. I walked over to him, and he scooted over, so I just pulled off my clothes and laid down beside him, and started jerking off myself. We both were going at it pretty fast, and I could tell by his breathing that my brother was about to shoot, I felt my own balls tense up, and the cum begin to boil inside. Chris moaned out loud as he turned toward me and shot about 5 shots all over my cock and hand. He got up to go clean off, and I couldn't resist my brother's cum on my hard meat. I bent over and grabbed under my leg, and slid my lips down my own cock, and started slurping up my big bros cum, the feelings of my mouth around my cock, and the taste of his sweet cum sent me over the edge. I exploded in a fury down my throat, man thank god I was limber and could take my full cock down my throat, or it would have pooled in my mouth and seeped out all over my chin and neck. My cum slid down my throat as I swallowed the last bit of mine and my brother's cum. At that moment, knowing I had just took his load down my throat, the taste, the feeling of it being my own brother, I knew I wanted him, I wanted his cum, I wanted his body, I wanted him to take my virgin twink cherry, I wanted him as my lover. Well nothing really happened after that, we didn't talk about it, but we still caught glances at each other. I went to School one tuesday, we were off the next day for a snowday. I figured I'd tell Justin I was gay, have him spend the night, and let him do whatever he wanted to me. I mean it would just be me, him, and chris there anyways. I got to school and met up with Justin, we only seen each other 3 times a day now that we were in high school. Once before the first bell, at lunch, then 6th period, and on the bus. We talked like usual, and I told him, "Hey J" I always called him that. "Hey, when you get off the bus see if you can spend the night, I have to tell you something and I want you to spend the night so I can show you. "Cool" Justin replied "I'll see if I can" "So what do you need to tell me?" "Not now" I said "I'll tell you on the bus" "Ok" Justin said to me. Well the rest of the day was boring, even 6th period, cause the teacher split me and Justin up for talking to loudly. Well I got on the bus, and there in my seat was Justin already. "Ok, now, what is it, what do you have to tell me, did you get some playboy, or some porno movies?" he asked. "Not now, I'll tell you before I get off the bus" I said. Well the bus ride was short and boring as always, and we got almost to my stop. "Hey Justin, you know that I said I had to tell you something?" "Yeah?" he questioned. I stood up to get off the bus, and I whispered in his ear "Justin, I'm gay, you're my best friend, and I would to be more than just friend." "WHAT?" he said a little loud. "Oh My God, dude, you are a sicko, you're a fucking faggot man, don't ever talk to me again" he said as he shoved me down into the seat. "Get the fuck off the bus now, before I throw your gay ass off" I ran off the bus and ran to my room, slamming the door. I had just lost my best friend, and it also brought back all the memories of that day in 4th grade. Being my big brother, he came in to see what was wrong. "Hey Matt, what happened, what's wrong?" he said "Everything, everyone hates me" I cried "I love you Matthew" he said, as he went to rub my shoulder. "No you don't" I screamed back at him "you don't even fucking know what love is" God I felt like shit, I just hurt my brother's feelings bad, I knew he loved me, and I loved him more than anyone, I wanted to be with him, but as far as I knew he was just a horny strait guy. "Fine, Matt, be an asshole, and cry all you want for all I care" he yelled back. I know he didn't mean it, the person he loved with all his heart has just stabbed him in it. I killed him when i told him he didn't know what love was, cause he truly did love me. I cried all that day, it seems, I didn't even come out to eat. My mom called to me, to come eat supper, and I heard my brother say, just leave him be, he's had a rough day. He must have wore himself out at school today, he came in and went to sleep. Even after I yelled at him, he still stuck up for me, he still took care of me, he Knew that if mom seen I'd been crying she'd just keep bugging me till i told her why. Chris knew it would just upset me even more, so he took up, for me. I felt bad for what I said to Chris, I really did love him, and it was time I really told him. I snook out of bed and creepped down the hall to his room. "Hey Chris, are you awake?" I asked. "I am now" he said "what do you want?" "Can I sleep with you?" "No, grow up, don't be a baby" he said. "But my room is cold, and since you have the electric blanket,can I please sleep with you? "No, get some clothes on, and you won't be cold" I replied. I like my older brother slept naked, it was easier, no clothes to get tangled up in, and mainly, it was easier to jerk off, clean up, roll over, and go to sleep. "I'll still be cold" I whined. "No" he shouted again, "Just put more blankets on your bed." "Please" I said, tearing up. I guess he could hear my tears in my voice, or sense I was really hurting. "Hop in" he said as he turned the covers down and scooted back against the wall. I jumped in, and pulled the covers up, as i curled up against my brother, wrapping my arms around his waist, trying not to cry on his chest. "Thanks for letting me sleep with you, I'm sorry if I'm an ass hole sometimes, I don't mean to be." I said, still whimpering. "It's ok Matt" Chris said, hugging back "you're not an ass hole, you're my brother, I love you." "No Matter what?" I said, as I looked into my brother's eyes. "Of course, why wouldn't I" he replied. "Cause my best friend hates me now, he called me a faggot and said he hates my guts." "Oh my god, why would he do that ?" Chris said, I could sense a little anger in his voice. "I can't say" I told him, I didn't want my brother to know I was gay, and end up hating me too. "Matt, I'm your brother, I'm supposed to protect you, you know you can tell me anything." "If I tell you, you might hate me too, like he does." "Matt, I could never hate you, if you've done something bad, then we'll work it out." "No, it's nothing like that, I just told him something, and he hates me now, I should have never told him" I said as the tear began to fall again. "I Promise Matthew, I love you, and nothing you can say will make me hate you" he said as he wiped my tears away with his hand. This made me see that he really does love me, and I decided to tell him. "I told my friend that I was gay, and now he hates me" "Awww, I'm sorry, if he hates you know, because of that, then he was never a real friend" he told me. "Yeah, I guess you're right" I said. "wait" I said, a little stunned "you mean, you don't hate me cause I'm gay ?" "Not unless you hate me, cause I'm gay too" he said. "Wow, really, you're gay too, that's so awesome" I exclaimed. "I guess" he said, as he turned a little red and got the cutest smile on his face. I looked up at my brother, smiling widely. Chris smiled back, and looked deep into my eyes as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into my first real kiss. He pulled me into another kiss, at that moment I knew we we're in love. I slid my tongue past his soft lips and wrapped my arms around him, never wanting this to end. Chris pulled back from me, at first I thought he changed his mind when he said "are you sure this is what you want ?" I pulled my brother back into a kiss, then I told him "I love you, this is what I've always wanted" "I've always loved you big brother, I know you're my brother, and I'm supposed to love you, but I've always felt a different love for you." "I've always wanted to be with you" He pulled me onto of him, as our boners rubbed together, he grabbed and spanked my ass. I started kissing my brother all over, as I slowly inched down to his throbbing cock. God I've wanted it for so long. I took his hard cock in hand, and slowly slid down it, loving the way it tasted and felt in my mouth, between my lips. I wanted him to take me now, I wanted my brother to be the one who took my cherry, and I wanted it now. I jumped off the bed and started digging through his 10 gallon bucket, I knew this is where he kept his lube. One day I was messing in his room, just looking for something to play with, or something, I messed in his bucket and found his lube and 7 inch vibrator. I wanted to use it so bad, I wanted to slide my brother's toy into my ass, knowing it had been in him, but I thought he may notice it had been moved, so I left it. I squirted some lube onto my hand, and started sliding it up and down my big brother's big pole, slicking him up nicely as I spread some against my tight hole too. I've finger fucked myself, and used sharpie pens, but nothing bigger, I knew It would take a bit of lube, and alot of patience, but I didn't care, I wanted him so bad. I crawled over my brother, and started kissing him as I slid my ass up and down his hard shaft. I couldn't wait anymore. "I want you to take my virginity big brother, I've always wanted it, I've dreamed and wished that it would be you to take my cherry." I leaned up and took his cock in my hand, behind me, and aimed his head at my hole, and slowly pressed back against it. He let me do all the work, not wanting to hurt me, that or he was just lazy and wanted me to do it all. The head popped in my tight little ring, and my ass felt like it was on fire, I pulled off, and kissed him, bitting his lip, to keep from screaming out loud. "you don't have to do this, we can try another time." he said "NO!" I almost shouted, "I've waited long enough, just be patient with me." I grabbed his thick rod, and eased down on it again, once my ass quit hurting, this time it went in and I took all 7 1/2" into my ass, but I didn't want to tear anything or hurt myself again, so I just sat on his cock, letting my insides get used to the invasion. Slowly I started to bounce on my brother's cock, now that i was used to it, and loving the feeling of my big brother's man meat ' inside of my tight hole, I wanted him to take over, I wanted my brother to fuck me. I gripped against him tight, as he did me, and i rolled over onto my back, wrapping my legs around his neck. He started thrusting into me deep and hard, each time, lightly lifting my ass off the bed. Thank god he sleeps with the radio on, cause we were both moaning pretty loudly. "Oh God" I moaned loudly "fuck my little ass, fuck it hard, I want to feel my big brother shooting his hot load into my ass." "Mmmm god damn Matt, I love pounding your tight little ass" Chris moaned as he leaned down and started kissing me deep, his tongue prodding the inside of my throat, licking at my uvula, and tonsils. I'm so glad sucking myself, I had taught myself to get over the gag reflex. My big brother was pounding me hard, and with each thrust he was hitting something inside my ass that was driving my cock crazy. "OH GOD" I moaned as I gripped him close to me, and my cock shot out ropes of cum all over us both, streaming a few shots onto my face, my asshole tightening and pulsing around his cock and my cum running down my face drove my brother over the edge. He moaned loudly as he grabbed my shoulders from underneath and thrust hard and deep into me. I could feel his cock throbbing inside of me, and I swear I could actually feel his cum being pumped into me. Chris slowly came down from climax as he licked the cum off my face and neck, as i licked it off of his neck. We shared my cum in a deep long french kiss, swirling our tongues around, savoring the taste of my sweet load. Chris slowly pulled out of me, and held my legs up, he told me to keep them there, I thought he was gonna get a towel to let the cum ooze out onto, boy was I wrong, and greatly surprised. I looked puzzled as he moved down to my hole and told me to let go of my legs, as I eased them down, I felt the cum seeping out of me. Chris drove his tongue deep inside my tight cum filled hole, and began lapping the cum out. He held his mouth closed as he moved over me, I thought he was gonna kiss me, I opened my mouth as he did, and let his cum slowly slide off his tongue onto mine, before kissing me again, leaving me all of his sweet nectar to swallow. He got up and got a towel as he finished wiping the cum off of both of us, then taking it to the laundry hamper and tossing it in. He came back and laid down, I laid on his chest wrapping my arms around him, as he did me. "I love you Christopher" I said to him. "I love you too Matthew" he replied as I fell asleep in the arms of my new lover, my big brother. Well guys, I hope that this was as good as my brother's stories. If it was, then let him know. Send your comments to him at Fallen_X_Obscurity@yahoo.com