A Day Without Rain
Forever is Ours
Another story by Miro Miro
Please Do NOT read this story if it offends you, I based this story on experiences that I personally had but have not yet shared, I have also shared certain things that a friend of mine experienced during his coming out, I hope you all enjoy it BTW, don't forget to donate to Nifty, they do an amazing job and should be supported!
After School
So now you've been caught up, the trip to Frisco was last weekend which gave me a headache, quite literally because of Orlando's fat friend. Throughout the week things between me and Raven had been going pretty damn good, his parents were very friendly to me and gave us privacy, Orlando knew that we were going out and didn't mind it at all, in fact he looked as if he was happy for the both of us. Edgar was oblivious to the whole thing, he either didn't care or didn't know that we were together. School was extra hard for me because I wanted to kiss Raven so bad. Ever since I came back from Frisco I couldn't get enough of his lips, he tasted so good, he was so soft, it was something that I enjoyed doing with him.
Yesterday (Thursday) I was hanging out with Raven and a bunch of our friends, we were having a good time until my idiotic buddy Brad (not my most awesome buddy Brad, another Brad) decided to start talking shit about this guy we saw walk by. At first I didn't know what the hell he was blabbing on about but what got my attention was when he started saying shit like fag this and fag that, so yeah I was a little overly sensitive I guess. I started to get mad because ever since I kinda accepted myself I have found it difficult to be around conversations like the one Brad was starting. So yeah I tried to get him to stop talking about it but he said something that pissed me off. He was all like "So what if I call him a fag are you his daddy?" or some shit like that.
I immediately got up and walked towards him and got all in his face, I started yelling at him not even making sense. I was just spewing out nonsensical shit but at that moment I didn't care if it didn't make sense I was just pissed he was dogging that guy out for nothing. I guess what really pissed me off was when Brad said "Dude I know you and this ain't you" trying to get me to calm down.
"You may know my name but you don't know my pain!" I yelled at him freaking him out.
"What are you talking about?" he asked.
Everyone was now looking at the both of us, I started to feel myself blush but I couldn't stop myself, I was really pissed he had been talking all that shit.
"I'm sick of all the shit that I'm taking!" I yelled.
"What shit? What the hell are you talking about?" Brad asked looking at Raven for help.
Raven literally dragged me away to a more secluded area, "Dude what's wrong?" he asked sounding concerned.
"Ugh! He pissed me off talking all that shit about that guy, calling him a fag and shit!" I said still feeling angry about the whole situation.
"Yeah it's lame but you can't just flip out like that, people will always talk shit, just let it go, please" He told me as he reached for my shoulder giving it a squeeze.
I sulked back to where Brad was and apologized, I told him that I was out of line for talking crap and lied, I told him that I had been stressing over stuff and just took it out on him, he smiled and told me it was no big deal but I knew better, I knew that I had stung his feelings which was not my intention. I didn't want to hurt his feelings or make him feel bad, I just didn't like him talking all that crap.
So today at school Brad was acting all weird around me, he was avoiding me and whenever he was around me he was kinda distant and whenever I tried to speak to him he just gave me short answers, I asked what was wrong but he didn't say anything, I guess he was still hurt over the whole thing which was understandable. After school I went to baseball practice which was better than the other ones I've been having, I had been extremely distracted by a lot of things. See, before even meeting Raven I had been really struggling with a lot of things.
I don't mean to brag but since I'm pretty good at sports people, especially my friends, expect me to always be good, that is like humanly impossible so yeah whenever I don't make a good play or I don't play my best they seem like they get all pissed at me and I don't like that. Before I met Raven I felt all pressured because I wanted to always make the best plays or shit like that you know? Raven has been talking to me about that, yeah I like having friends and stuff, I like being "popular" but it's hard.
Just recently we had a conversation where he made really good points about the whole friend issue, there are a lot of people that I KNOW for sure are not my friends, they are just interested in me because I have a lot of friends and they want to be in the "cool" crowd. I never saw ourselves as being the "cool" crowd, hell no, it was the complete opposite for me, we were just friends that had known each other for a long time and little by little more people wanted to join us.
I was used of having friends all the time so yeah the prospect of losing them if I was to ever tell them I was gay was freaking me out, I'm a totally different person when I'm alone with Raven but when I'm in public I tend him to push him away and I know it sucks but yeah it's hard not to. So yeah lately he's been kinda talking to me about it and I'm starting to realize that worrying about what people think of me is not good, I shouldn't worry too much about what people think of me because regardless of what I do they will always have an opinion of me so yeah I can't help that except to live my life and be happy.
When I started my story I know I said that I wasn't so much worried about what people thought of me and that is very true but I am still working on it, I know that I will have to tell my parents soon about me, and here's the thing, me and Raven have it all planned out. So here is our plan, summer is coming up very shortly so a week before school is over I am planning on telling some of my closest friends, then during summer break I am planning on telling my parents. We first had that conversation a couple of days ago and to be honest it made me sick, my palms started to sweat and I felt like I was going to puke, that's how scared I am about all this shit.
So yeah, you might be asking if I have figured out the whole gay thing and I'm not sure, I guess I haven't, last week on the way back from Frisco I decided to take it a step at a time so here I am just happy to have Raven with me. He's been really patient with me and has let me take things slow in the sex department. Yeah I ate his butt out which wasn't too bad, I've sucked his dick and I've fucked him, lately though I've been wanting to try fucking him again but I'm kinda nervous, I really don't know how to bring it up, I don't want to sound lame and say `oh dude let me fuck you in your ass' yeah so not cool so yeah I don't know how to approach it. So I've been emailing this dude I met online from England, his name is Nathan he made a coming out video on YouTube, so yeah I've been talking to him and he's been giving me some advice. He's told me to take it slow but not to take it too slow, and yeah I have to agree he's got a point. I asked him how to approach the subject about butt sex again and he said that I will know when to ask for it whatever the hell that means, I'm so lost when it comes to this stuff.
I've looked up the whole tongue in butt thing on the internet too; apparently the scientific term is "analingus" and when I heard it I couldn't believe that shit, it sounds hilarious, especially cus I made my computer say it, I thought it was tossing salad but yeah, so I Googled that shit and let me tell you, watch the fuck out, the shit people post is just absolutely disgusting. So okay, let me explain, I'm curious by nature and yeah I went to Google pictures and couldn't believe what I saw, I recommend you try it for a quick laugh. So anyways, I looked it up to see how gross it was and it said that if the other person is clean the risk is minimum so yeah I'm not too worried about a poopy tongue anymore.
I also looked up anal sex because I wanted to know how clean it was, and yeah it told me that it was clean as long as the other person was clean and that the possibility of poopy dick was always there since yeah, well that kinda turned me off but it also gave some advice as to when to do it and when not to do it to minimize poop exposure. They gave me advice on how to take some meat up my back pocket also, I'm kinda afraid about letting Raven fuck me because he's not too small, he's got a nice sized pecker and my hole is nice and tight so yeah I don't know. I asked Nathan how to take a dick in my ass and he laughed at me, can you believe that? Ugh, I asked him because I wanted to really know. He did tell me to just relax and take it like a man so yeah I guess I will just have to be a man not sure when, maybe tonight.
Oh yeah, we have a date tonight hooray! He's coming over and we're going out to dinner, yep that's how I do this dating shit, I treat my bitches well, naw just kidding, we're only going out to In and Out burger and hopefully we'll have a good time. So yeah I will have to make a pit stop and pick this up later.
Saturday
OMG! So I'm a complete whore, I'm a whore and I love it! I was deflowered last night and it was AMAZING! Yep, so I am no longer a virgin, well, my ass is no longer a virgin. So okay here's what happened, after I got done updating this stuff with everything that had happened up until yesterday I went out with Raven to In and Out like I told you guys I would right? So he showed up at around 6 pm or something, not sure. Anyways my mom and dad greeted him first because I was on the phone with my grandma, she was telling me how she wanted to come over this weekend and hang out, err yeah I hang out with my grandma and I love it. Anyways, as we were talking in walks friggin Raven looking so, and I mean SO hot I literally began to stutter, grandma thought something was wrong with me so yeah I told her that a friend of mine was over and had to go. I said my goodbye's, love you's and all that and hung up. I closed the door to my room and just stood there stunned, yeah Raven was really hot and I always thought that but he was dressed up really nice today that just made me drool all over him.
The show-off had some tan, almost greenish cargo shorts on, he had some hemp bracelets on both wrists, really cute looking, he also had a white v-neck shirt that said "life is shit, you're my life", he also had on some gray stunnaz (aviator shades), he had slicked his hair all the way back, it was long and just gorgeous looking on him. I just stood there not saying a word, I just couldn't believe how hot he looked, my heart fluttered and he noticed that I was freaking out.
"What?" He asked eyeing me suspiciously.
"Nothing...you're hot!" I replied making him giggle.
"Oh shut up, let's go" He said as he led me out of my room.
We said good-bye to my parents and walked out, I reached for his hand but quickly remembered that it was probably a bad idea to hold hands like this, especially because my parents didn't know that we were going out. We walked slowly to In and Out enjoying the afternoon breeze that was now beginning to blow. Kids were out enjoying the coolness of the day, we waved to some of my neighbors and stopped a few times to make small talk. I saw a couple of girls walk by as we were talking to Mr. Anderson (Doc) an old Vietnam War veteran that lives down the block from where I live, they turned around to check us out making me feel really good.
After talking to Doc we continued our way towards In and Out. When we finally reached it it was packed like usual, I knew a couple of the guys in there so I said `sup to them and stood in the long line to place our order. Raven and I were talking about random things when a chick I had never seen before came up to the both of us and began to talk. She looked like she was in high school, maybe in the 10th grade, but yeah she asked us for our numbers so we gave them to her. When we finally reached the counter, after a long wait, I ordered some double doubles, and cokes, with fries of course.
There was no room inside so we walked out and was lucky enough to find a spot that was just being cleaned so we immediately claimed it. As we sat down I saw 2 other guys close to our age rush over to the table and asked if they could sit with us.
"Sure" I said as I smiled at them.
"Thanks man, this is nuts!" The blond boy said as he sat down.
"Yeah it is, you gotta be on point around here" Raven replied.
"So...what's your name?" The blond kid asked us as he took a big bite out of his burger.
"I'm Raven and that's Dylan".
"Cool, I'm Brian and that's Ryan...yeah I know it rhymes". He replied making us chuckle.
"Guess it does" I shrugged.
"You guys live around here?" Ryan asked.
"Yeah...few blocks that way" I said pointing towards the direction of my house. "How about you guys?"
"Kinda...I guess...further than you though" Ryan replied.
"What school you go to?" Raven asked.
"St. Anthony's" Brian replied looking a bit put out.
"Ugh, fuck that!" I said confusing Raven.
"Huh? What's wrong with that?" Raven asked me.
"Hmm I think he should tell you" I said nodding towards Brian.
"A bunch of snobby fuckers go to that school, they think they're better than everyone" Ryan said beating Brian to the punch.
"What school you go to?" I asked Ryan.
"Same" he shrugged making me laugh.
"Oh fuck I know it sucks but we gotta go!" Brian whined taking a swig from his soda.
"Yah, and it sucks but oh well, I least I have someone to keep me from killing everyone Ryan said as he gently pushed Brian.
"Amen to that!" Brian replied.
"So you guys friends, cousins, what?" I asked them.
They both looked at each other then at us, then they looked at each other again and shrugged their shoulders confusing the hell outta me.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"It's complicated" They both said in unison.
"Not more than me and Dylan" Raven said bumping his shoulder into mine.
"Yeah no kidding, see the abuse I put up with?" I said as I rubbed my shoulder in jest.
"I see that, but yeah you want the truth or you want the lie?" Ryan said now intriguing the hell outta me.
I looked at Raven and he looked at me, we both had a very confused look on our faces that made the other boys giggle.
"Don't worry, you will either like us or hate us, it's that simple." Brian said.
"We're gay and he's my boyfriend" Ryan blurted out making me spit out my coke.
"You're what?" I choked out as Raven began to pat me on the back.
"We're boyfriends" Brian said as he calmly chewed on some fries.
Me and Raven both looked at each other, he saw that I was a bit shocked and didn't know what to say so he spoke up first.
"Cool, I'm gay too" Raven said making Ryan and Brian smile really big.
I was beginning to panic because they were talking loud, well not yelling it out just normal but I was afraid that other people was hearing our conversation. They noticed this so they just started to laugh.
"Relax dude, you'll be surprised not a lot of people care about it, we only get some idiots that call us names but fuck `em" Ryan said as he reached for one of my fries.
"So are you guys together?" Brian asked Raven seeing I still hadn't regained my composure.
"Yep, he's just shy about it, hasn't told anyone just my mom and dad" Raven replied.
"Ohhh!" Both boys said in unison.
"Well no worries, we'll keep quiet, anyways, we gotta get going we told my mom we'll be meeting her soon so here give me your phone" Brian said as he reached for Raven's phone. "Make sure you text me soon okay?"
"Yeah no doubt, I'll text you tonight?" Raven asked.
"The sooner the better...see you guys" Brian said as they both got up from the table and walked away.
I was still a bit shocked by what they had said, it was neat that they were so open about it and not afraid like I was but damn I was NOT used of all that just yet, Raven tried to sooth me as we walked back home but yeah I was just surprised. As we made it back we spoke to my mom and dad for a short while and headed up stairs to my room. They were already used of seeing Raven around and having him sleep over, we didn't even ask for permission anymore, we just assumed it was okay.
When we were in my room Raven texted Ryan and Brian, they responded back really quick and sent us pictures. They honestly were good looking boys, Ryan was around 5' 2" or so, if I was to guess I would say that he weighed about 90 or so pounds, long blond hair that reached his shoulders, cute hazel eyes, a beautiful smile, dimples on both of his cheeks and a really nice tan. Brian was just a tad shorter than Ryan so if I was to guess I would say he's around 5' even or maybe even 5' 1", he looked to be about the same weight as Ryan, not too skinny though. He also has blond hair but his is cut short, his eyes are blue like Raven's which was nice, he also has a beautiful smile but no dimples. One thing that I did notice was that they both had nice asses, Brian's was a little bit bigger than Ryan's but they were both nice and perky. Raven showed me the pictures and noticed that Raven was a bit excited over them.
"You like them?" I asked.
"Yeah, you?"
"Yeah they're pretty cool".
"And hot!"
We both giggled and took a selfie and sent it to them, immediately we got a reaction from them that prompted a very interesting conversation that led to my devirginization. So we had moved on from texting to some Facetime, I was flipping through the channels lying down on my bed while Raven was lying next to me Facetiming with the boys. I suddenly felt Raven furiously pat me on the leg trying to get my attention, I looked to see what he wanted and was pleasantly surprised to see Ryan in the background wearing nothing but speedos.
"Whoa fuck he's hot!" I said, unfortunately I said it louder than I had intended it to because Raven elbowed me on my ribs causing me to yelp. Brian heard it and called Ryan over as they both laughed pretty hard by our antics.
"You really think so?" Ryan asked us as Brian started to show more of his boyfriend off.
"Hell yeah!" I said as I gawked at the nice bulge that was in his speedos. "How about you guys?" Ryan asked us.
"Fuck yeah!" I said as I ripped my shirt off and took my pants off leaving me in nothing but boxer briefs.
"Nice!" I heard both boys say as Raven giggled.
"How about you Raven?" Brian asked.
Raven shrugged and took his clothes off also, I unfortunately couldn't help myself and popped a boner eliciting a few sniggers from everyone. I began to blush but then got defensive.
"Hey don't judge me! It's natural to get boners!" I complained.
"Yeah why don't you have him do something about it?" Ryan suggested.
"Good idea!" I replied grinning.
"Make sure you return the favor though" Raven said.
"Like I never do" I said rolling my eyes.
"So what have you guys done?" Brian asked us.
Before I could answer Raven jumped on the opportunity and began counting everything that we had done using his fingers. "Okay I've sucked him, he's sucked me, I've eaten him out, he's eaten me out, he stuck his thingy in my butt but I haven't stuck my thingy up his butt". Raven finished saying.
"What!?" Both boys said in tandem.
"Yeah what's wrong with all that?" I asked defensively.
"Nothing's wrong, `cept you haven't given your butt up" Ryan giggled.
"So un-fair" Brian said.
"Yeah! It is!" Raven chimed in.
I punched him on the shoulder "Hey don't pressure me!" I complained.
"Ow! I'm not! I'm just saying!" Raven whined.
Both boys were now cracking up, I felt kind of odd telling strangers about our sexual life but at the same time I felt it was safe to be talking about this sort of stuff with boys that were our age and were exactly like us, if anyone was to understand us it was going to be these two.
They began to harass me but I knew that Raven was not really pressuring me into anything I wasn't ready for, we were just joking around and to be honest it put me at ease with the whole thing. While we were joking around I thought about it for a minute or two and decided that I would let Raven stick his dick in me tonight, it was a good night to do it since we had a nice date, met two really hot and awesome gay guys and now here I was hanging out with my really hot boyfriend and two really hot guys.
After a few minutes I told the guys that I was going to take a shower, I had already made my mind up that tonight would be night that I was going to lose my butt virginity so I had to shower before any assplay, remember I'm a clean freak so I had to check and double check that I was extra clean back there.
As I made it out of my room I walked outside to a quiet and calm house, my parents were home but they were on the other side of the house, probably in their room doing their thing. I decided it would be best to check up on them and wish them a good night. As I quietly made my way downstairs and into the hallway that led to their room I heard them laughing which made me smile.
I gently knocked on the door and waited until I heard mom tell me it was okay to enter. I quietly opened the door and found my parents laying on their bed watching some comedy show.
"Hey guys" I said as I crawled into bed with them reminding me of all those times I had crawled in bed with them after a nightmare.
"Are you okay? You feeling alright?" My dad asked sounding a bit worried about me.
"Huh? Oh yeah dad just wanted to wish you guys a good night". I replied as I hugged him.
I love hugging dad because he gives me these bear hugs that take all my air out, I can even feel all my bones pop at once, oh yeah it feels great. He reached over and wrapped an arm around me.
"Where's your boyfriend?" He suddenly asked.
"What the?" I asked now beginning to panic.
"I'm just kidding!" He said as he began to chuckle.
"Don't dad...please..." I begged him knowing that if he began to bug me it would be on.
"Well so what if he was?" Mom asked making me eye her suspiciously.
"You guys wouldn't care?" I nervously asked.
"No why would we? If he is, well he is" Dad replied.
"I for one would be glad to have a gay son, so if you are, then we will love you the same and support you no matter what" Mom said.
"Cool, well, he is" I said as I kissed them both and crawled back out of their bed.
I left their room feeling light headed, I didn't understand or know what the hell had just happened, had I really just come out to my parents? And it was that easy? Hell I had heard horrible stories online about kids coming out and being disowned. Like, I knew my parents loved me not matter what but I didn't think it would be THIS easy. I felt like a complete jackass for having felt bad about doing stuff with Raven, I had been scared for nothing. I had been terrified that my parents were going to reject me but here they were totally accepting of me and my boyfriend.
As I walked back in my room I saw that Raven had already stopped talking to the guys and was laughing his ass off to Tosh.O, he noticed that I had a weird look on my face and immediately sat up and muted the T.V.
"Sup?" He asked me.
"Dude...I told my mom and dad..." I breathed.
"Huh? Told them what?" He asked.
"Us, they know, I told them, gay, that we're together" I said not believing my own words.
"Whoa no shit?" He asked now in shock himself.
"No shit babe, told them that we were together, and they said they were cool with it and that they loved me" I replied now beginning to truly appreciate what I had just said. I began to tear up and Raven saw this, he got up and hugged me tightly. Tears began to stream down my face, they weren't sad or angry tears, they were happy tears, they were tears of relief.
"Yeah I can't believe it!" I sniffled.
"I'm so proud of you...but what made you do it?" Raven asked incredulously.
"Just dunno, I guess I was so caught up with the whole Ryan and Brian thing, their moms and dads knew so yeah I just felt like telling mine, I dunno..." I replied still feeling light headed about the whole thing.
"Dude I so gotta tell the guys!" Raven said as he picked up his phone and began to furiously text Brian and Ryan.
I took this opportunity to take the shower I had been intending on taking. I walked into the bathroom, took all of my clothes off leaving them on the floor. I adjusted the water until I felt it was comfortable enough and walked in the tub. I stood under the shower head that I had set to the strongest setting, I needed a bit of a massage after all of that. The water jets were relaxing me, they felt great on the back of my head and neck. I felt the tension and worry immediately leave me so I began to wash my entire body. I used my Axe body wash and began to carefully and meticulously wash every inch of my body. I gently stuck a finger in my butthole feeling the puckered ring first, it sent shivers all over my body and my dick began to spring to life.
I began to put more pressure with my finger as I relaxed my hole allowing the first knuckle to enter me, it felt nice, especially when I wiggled it around trying to clean the insides out, it felt weird and it sorta hurt, not a whole lot but I knew that Raven's dick would hurt much, much more. I finished my shower soon after feeling that I had cleaned myself off enough.
I dried myself off and didn't bother to get dressed, I just wrapped the towel around me and walked back out to my room. When I walked back in Raven was cheesing, he had a huge shit eating grin on his face so I asked the hell he was smiling at so he showed me his phone.
My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw the pictures the guys had sent over to him. The first picture that Raven showed me was of two erect, beautifully cut penises. I didn't know which was which because their faces weren't showing but needless to say it got me horny and then some. Their dicks looked to be around the same size, maybe just over 5 inches. The second picture was of Brian sucking on Ryan's dick giving a thumbs up. I really couldn't believe my luck or eyes! It was such a sexy picture that had me ready to blow my load. He then handed me the phone and I was able to read the message they attached to the pictures it read:
"We just heard that you came out, noice! We're proud of you, here are pics to get your pickle wet" and they both signed it "With love", it was a cute little gesture that I totally appreciated.
"You like?" Raven asked me still grinning from ear to ear.
"Yeah but not more than I like you" I replied. I immediately let my towel drop and stood in front of where he was sitting at naked with a huge boner. He reached out and gave me a hug, he felt so nice, so soft. I kissed the top of his head making him giggle. We then broke our embrace and I reached out to grab his hand so that he could stand up. After he stood up I began to passionately kiss him, I gently parted his lips with my tongue and probed his mouth until I reached his tongue. I loved the way he tasted, he always had a great taste all over his body and I wondered if I tasted just as nice to him. He bit the bottom of my lip making me moan softly, I then waited until he stuck his tongue in my mouth so I could begin sucking it. I loved sucking on his tongue because it felt really nice and made him moan. As I continued to suck on his tongue I reached inside of his undies. I broke our kiss and slowly pulled them down, I had him lift each foot up so I could take them completely off.
I didn't waste any time after that, I went straight for his cock and began to suck it. I first stuck his head in my mouth, I always like doing that because it makes him squirm, he's very sensitive there. I stuck the tip of my tongue in his pee slit, well as much as I could, it felt weird the first few times I did that but I was used of it now. Plus, I was able to taste the saltiness of the precum that was now leaking. I then went back to sucking on his head, I had a tight grip with my lips on the head as I began to suck a bit harder, I slowly slid down his shaft and felt the vein that he has running on the top side of shaft. I went down all the way to the base feeling how the head made its way down my throat, I was fighting really hard not to gag but it was inevitable. The first few times I gagged I had to stop to regain my composure but I had now developed the skills to know when to pull some of the dick out to prevent me from gagging too much.
I deep throated him for a few more seconds before I took his entire dick out and began to suck on his balls, they smelled and tasted great. I was being very careful not to hurt him because in the past I had been really eager to get them in my mouth and I'd caused some pain ruining the mood. This time I didn't want to ruin the mood since I had a surprise for him so I was being extra careful. I took the right ball into my mouth making him sigh in pleasure. After a few minutes of sucking on his balls I had him lay on my bed as I straddled him, I stuck my hips out at him and he began to suck on my dick. I liked doing this because it gives me more leverage to fuck his beautiful mouth, I am really careful when I do this because one time I shoved my dick down his throat really hard bruising the back of the throat lol.
After a few minutes I got up and walked over to my dresser so I could dig out the lube, this was something he was used of me doing since I fucked him so he didn't think anything of it. I squirted some on my hand to warm it up and laid next to him.
"Get on top of me" I breathed, my voice sounded hoarse now that I was beginning to get nervous about the whole thing.
He obliged and got on top of me, I asked him to grind his cock on top of mine so that he wouldn't suspect something was amiss. He began to gently grind his cock on top of mine and it felt great! After a few minutes I spread my legs giving him easier access to me, I then reached down in between and reached for his cock to put the lube on. Again, he didn't suspect anything because we had lubed each other up before grinding to make it easier on our dicks. After I lubed him up I immediately grabbed his cock, brought my legs up to my chest and lined it up against my hole. I looked him in his beautiful eyes that were sparkling like the stars and smiled.
"You sure?" He asked completely surprised by what I was doing.
"Of course, I want to be yours" I replied.
"Okay, I'll go slow...tell me if it hurts so I can stop okay" He said as he began to put pressure on my hole.
I felt the first twinge of pain making me wince, he stopped immediately and waited for me to get used of the pressure that he was now putting on my hole with his cock. After some seconds he began again by pushing forward, this time he pushed forward and then pulled back, pushed forward, then pulled back, this was making me get used of his cock.
"I'm gonna go deeper okay?" He asked me, I nodded yes to let him know I was ready.
He began to push harder and I felt my ass open up more than it had before, it stung but not too bad, when he saw that things were okay he pushed in further and the pain became a little more intense, I gritted my teeth and told him I was okay. He pulled back and then tried pushing forward again, I felt as his head began to stretch out my ring, I felt sharp pains the deeper he went. By this time a good 5 minutes had gone by and he still had not stuck his head all the way in but I was determined to keep trying until I was no longer a virgin, well an ass virgin I mean.
After a few more attempts he pushed harder and in went his head, it felt really weird the moment that his entire head made it in, it hurt but not so bad that I didn't want him to continue, I yelped but immediately told him I was okay to reassure him since he looked really concerned. He kept still until I was able to continue, the moment I gave him the green light he began to push forward, I felt as his head probed deeper and deeper into my ass, then, I felt him hit the back of my butt, or at least it felt that way. He had about another inch of cock out of my ass so he pushed it in with all of his might, out of the whole experience that hurt the most. I jumped and yelped louder this time but he didn't stop, instead he pulled out and pushed back into me hitting that same spot, I moaned loud and clawed his arms since they were right beside me.
He pulled back out relieving some of the pain and then pushed back in, he repeated this a few times until the pain started to subside, he then bottomed out, "there, all the way in" he said.
I lifted my head up to see his hips hitting my buttcheeks. "Really?" I asked surprised that my ass was able to take his cock.
"Yep, ready?" He asked.
"Ya" I said sounding extremely nervous knowing that he was about to give my poor ass some hell.
Sure enough, the moment that I said "yeah" he began to pull his cock out and slammed into me, I made a weird guttural sound that I had never, and I mean never made before, well let me correct that, I have while playing football and being tackled. He then did it again, and again, speeding up every thrust. Before I knew it all that was heard in my room was my ass getting smacked by his thighs and our grunting. Man was it was feeling great, I couldn't believe how good his cock felt inside of me even though it sure as hell hurt.
"Fuckkk...wh..whaat are you..fuccking me with? "I grunted between thrusts "feels, feels like...a horse's cock".
"Shhhh" was all that he replied. I guess my sense of humor isn't all that effective in the middle of some good sex.
He kept thrusting himself into me sending waves of pleasure throughout my body, I responded by pushing my butt into him causing his dick to plunge itself deeper in me, it felt intense and to be honest a bit painful, you know the kind of pain that hurts so good? Yeah that kind of pain! It was awesome. In a way I felt weird knowing that I had a dick in my butt, if only my coaches could see me now! Bet they would be proud of me eh? Anyhoo, as I laid there getting my butt plunged I began to feel a twinge of remorse, I guess it was because I knew that I couldn't take it back, I couldn't grow my ass hymen back, I felt sad that I was no longer an "innocent" boy and that I was now different somehow.
My thoughts quickly changed when Raven stuck himself out of me and moved my legs so that I was now laying on my left side, before I was ready he plunged himself back into me making me cry out in pain, I was still not used of having stuff shoved up my turd pocket.
"You fucking heathen!" I yelled out making him chuckle.
"Shhhhh" he said again.
"Argh! Easy...it hurts!" I whined.
"Shhhh" he repeated as he vigorously humped my butt. The pain began to subside and the pleasure began to take over. I looked at his crotch and saw how his cock disappeared deep into my ass sending shivers all over my body. I was really enjoying this position because it allowed me to lay back and enjoy the intensity of it all. Raven picked up the pace making my entire ass tingle, I felt the impending orgasm build from deep within myself, whatever it was that Raven was doing it was surprisingly causing me to reach an orgasm. Raven reached for one of my knees and once again spread my legs so that I was now laying on my back with my knees on my chest. He continued to rapidly thrust his cock in and out of me.
"Ummphh yeahhhhh" I heard him groan as he bucked his hips erratically until he stuck himself deep inside of me one last time, I felt an explosion of warmth inside my hole as his cock twitched like crazy, he looked me deep in my eyes and tried to say "I love you". He finally collapsed on top of me completely drained and out of breath, I felt his cock twitch a few more times, my ass was still tingling and gripping his cock tightly, it was as if it didn't want to let it go. After a few minutes of him laying on top of me he reluctantly began to get up, I reached up and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. "I love you" I said as he just simply smiled and said "I love you" back.
I felt his deflated cock began to slowly slip out until it made a slurping sound as it slipped completely out of me. I felt something drain out of my ass making me blush, I thought I had made a mess of things and I guess Raven saw this because he quickly spoke up.
"No worries, my cum is draining out of you" He said making me feel tons better.
"Oh...well that sucks...I wanted to keep it in" I said as I sat up to take a look. I lifted my nutsack up and saw a clear, whitish substance running out of me and into the white sheets staining them, I also noticed that it was tinged with some sort of red coloring and quickly realized that it was blood.
"Cool...you popped my cherry!" I cheerfully said pointing to the small puddle that had accumulated right under me.Raven looked up close, poked it and looked at his finger. "Yeah guess I did" he said as he wiped his finger on the sheets.
"Ugh I need a shower!" I complained as I got up and looked for a clean pair of boxers.
"Okay...I need to rest a bit..." Raven said as he laid naked on my bed and closed his eyes.
As I walked into the bathroom I felt my ass tingle, as if it was asleep, I noticed that my cock was still hard and was now beginning to scream at me. I thought I heard it actually speak "Hey you inconsiderate fuck face, aren't you going to abuse me?" I heard the poor thing say.
Who was I to disobey my most awesome toy? I turned the water on, adjusted it and began to vigorously stroke my cock, it didn't take long before I reached my orgasm. I shot cum the furthest I've ever shot before, that sucker landed at least 6 feet away from me making me giggle like a little school girl. I instantly felt better allowing me to shower in peace. I paid extra attention to my butt and cleaned my hole out until I felt it was nice and clean.
I walked outside with a pair of clean boxers on, I was disappointed when I saw that Raven was curled up into a little ball fast asleep. I crawled in bed and laid next to him, I quickly fell asleep with my hole still tingling from it being deflowered.
The next morning I woke up feeling invigorated and extremely happy, I turned to look at Raven but he was missing, I figured that he was out and about but when I left my room I couldn't find him anywhere, I was a bit disappointed but decided it was best if I got ready for the day. I went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face, combed my hair and got dressed. I checked my phone for messages but saw none so I called mom. I asked her permission to go out which she allowed me to do so I decided to go find someone to hang out with. Yeah, I was sorta annoyed that Raven left without saying bye to me, especially after having sex, it made me feel cheap I guess.
I walked to my friend Alexis' house but when I got there the hooker was gone, so I decided to just walk aimlessly. I saw some kids that I sorta knew but didn't feel like speaking to them so I just kept walking. I started to get a bit hungry so I stopped by Taco Bell and got me 3 soft taco supremes with a coke. As I was sitting by my lonesome looking like some sort of loser this random kid started talking to me. I had NO idea who the bastard was but I gave it a chance.
It turned out he was pretty cool actually, he was some skater kid named Luis from somewhere in San Diego, I forget where but yeah we just kinda hung out. After eating we just walked around, well I walked, he skated around. We stopped by this ledge that was good enough for him to grind so I just spent the afternoon with him. At around 2 pm I got a call from Raven, I first I wanted to ignore him since he had just ditched me but I decided to be a mature and decent little boy so I answered his call. The first thing he did was to apologize for leaving early but he told me that he had gotten a call and HAD to leave, I forgave him on the spot and all was good. He told me to hurry back home because he had something he needed to show me. I said good bye to Luis, exchanged numbers and rushed back home. I made it back to my block in no time, out in the distance standing in front of my house I saw 3 boys kinda standing around talking. I recognized Raven but the other two I didn't. As I got closer my heart leapt, I ran towards them.
"Hey!" I yelled the moment they saw me.
Ryan and Brian both lunged at me and hugged me. They began to tell me how brave I was for coming out and how proud they were of me. Raven saw all the attention I was getting by these hotties so he joined in by giving me a hug. I kinda chuckled because he just looked I dunno, jealous?
We all walked into my house, I showed the guys around and gave them some sodas to drink. We all went up to my room where I would experience something that never in a million years thought about doing.
Chapter 6 Coming Soon!