Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, nothing or nobody in this story is related to real life. This story includes sexual discussions between consenting minors. If that troubles you, then leave. Now. Seriously. SHOO!! If not, then enjoy!
This chapter will be slightly different from the rest. For the most part, it is a chat session between Adrian and Dan. One note before you come to any conclusions after reading this. I hope you realize that most things said in chats online are only half serious, and in the end, it's just boys being boys.
My deepest gratitude to Tommy Evans, for helping me out. Thanks, pal!
School is really dragging on today. Time seems to have stopped. I couldn't care less, though; I can't pay any attention at all. I only can think about Tyler. It seems surreal that just yesterday, he admitted he likes me, and we kissed. I like him too, but I'm not sure how exactly I feel. This is all too new for me. I know I want to kiss him again as soon as possible, but... I can't describe it. It's just that I am not sure if I like him the same way he likes me. As a matter of fact I don't know in which way he likes me exactly. Well, I can guess, but I need to clarify things.
Tyler seems lost in his thoughts too. He sits across the room, quite far away, sadly. We didn't talk about what happened though. However, we said that we'll try to have him stay over at my place tonight. Hopefully we'll get to talk about things. I think we need to.
As I am checking my watch to see the time, the bell rings. Well, that was it for today. I collect my stuff from the desk, and head towards Dan. We don't say anything, just start walking out. As we arrive on the street, I say:
"So, don't forget to ask your mom if you can stay at my house tonight."
"Sure will."
"Hope this works out."
"Yeah, me too. We need to talk about ...things." he sais hesitantly
"I think so too. Well, call me when you find out."
"Will do."
After a short while, we said goodbye, and went to our homes. As I enter mine, I am greeted by my mom.
"Hello, Adrian. How was school today?" she asks
"It was fine. Nothing exciting though."
"Not surprising! You find nothing exciting lately!" she tells me jokingly
"Mom, can Tyler stay over tonight?"
"Oh dear... Am I going to regret this?"
"No of course not! We'll behave."
"Well, then I suppose he may come. Does his mother know?"
"No, not yet. He'll ask, and call me to tell me."
"Very well. Let me know when he does."
"Will do, thanks!"
Having arranged permission for Tyler to stay over, I head to my room, and turn on my PC. I have nothing particular to do on it, but I guess I'm just used to doing so when I come in my room. I am signed in automatically on my messenger, and I see that Dan is online. I'll say hi...
Adrian says:
hey Dan
Dan says:
how you been Adrian?
haven't seen you in a while
Adrian says:
everything's fine
you weren't at my uncle's last Saturday...
Dan says:
I'm sorry... guess we weren't invited
Adrian says:
never mind
Dan says:
you sure you're fine?
Adrian says:
well... I've been having some issues lately
Dan says:
what kind dude? what's wrong?
hey, you still feel weird about what you told me?
Adrian says:
That's what it is about
well...umm
Dan says:
well spill it out. I've got time
hope my mom don't' come and kick me off the pc though
but tell me
Adrian says:
I think I have come to a conclusion
I am gay
Dan says:
like positive?
not even bi? just gay?
Adrian says:
I think so
well, everything that is happening to me lately makes me feel that way...
Dan says:
so like boys turn you on? give you hard-ons?
Adrian says:
they do
more than ever
Dan says:
it's our age
our hormones go crazy
Adrian says:
might be
but...
I think it's beyond just hormones
Dan says:
done anything to fuel these feelings?
Adrian says:
...
well yes
Dan says:
what did you do?
when?
with who?
Adrian says:
well if you really want to know...
know Tyler?
Dan says:
umm no?
Adrian says:
I think I've told you about him
he's like my best friend
Dan says:
might have
anyway, how old is Tyler?
Adrian says:
13, same as me
Dan says:
o yeah you've mentioned him
what happened
Adrian says:
I think I love him
Dan says:
love?
That's a strong word Adrian
VERY STRONG word
Adrian says:
I am having very strong feelings...
Dan says:
yeah but love is a concept us 13 year olds can barely describe
Adrian says:
and why's that?
Dan says:
because we're just too small
but I mean, you can say you love him I guess.
Adrian says:
I don't know
that's how I'm feeling anyway
Dan says:
okay so did you guys...do it?
Adrian says:
do what?
Dan says:
it...
did you do anything sexual
Adrian says:
well.... we kissed
twice
Dan says:
like...real kiss
or just touched lips?
Adrian says:
one of each
Dan says:
did you feel tingly all over?
butterflies in your stomach?
your heart racing?
Adrian says:
totally...
Dan says:
I believe it
you're falling in love for the first time
how did it happen? and please tell me you didn't cry when this happened
Adrian says:
....
for some part I did...
DONT JUDGE!
Dan says:
Adrian you got to stop letting your emotions get the best of you
don't want everyone to think your some fag now do you
Adrian says:
yeah that's true
but it was really hard
let me explain
Dan says:
ok go on
Adrian says:
after our talk last time we met
I was messed up
Dan says:
I noticed
Adrian says:
couldn't concentrate on anything
...well, apparently everyone could notice
including Tyler
so he asks what's wrong
eventually, I told him
that's where the crying started
Dan says:
you big baby
just kidding
continue
Adrian says:
well, I was expecting anything
but not what came next
he sais he's gay too
and that he likes me
Dan says:
just like that
you lucky bastard
is he cute?
Adrian says:
YES
Dan says:
so...just kiss that's it?
Adrian says:
yes
what else could it be?
Dan says:
umm
lots
you could have played with his tool
sucked him
or something
or him to you
Adrian says:
...
umm
haven't thought about that
How come I haven't thought of that before? I mean... That's what people do when they like each other. Or is our case different? I'm sure that I want to give it a shot one day, though.
Adrian says:
...I don't know
you think we should?
Dan says:
well...are you scared of it?
you going to cry?
Adrian says:
grrr
well...
I hope not
imagine me crying while getting a blowjob
that would be a turn-on
Dan says:
haha
only you would say that Adrian
well
do you think you'd let him do you in the arse
or do you think you'll do him?
Adrian says:
as in fucking?
is that even possible between boys?
Dan says:
OMG Adrian!
where have you been?
Adrian says:
what are you saying??
Dan says:
dude there's so much to try
Adrian says:
...
well, I don't know how to do these things
Dan says:
look it up
Adrian says:
google? :P
Dan says:
Yeah... but careful do your parents check your computer?
Adrian says:
they do, but I'm the master of disguise
Dan says:
I've done a few things...with a friend....I could help you if you ask
Adrian says:
well...
I think I could use some help
Dan says:
well first you want to try hand jobs
playing with each others' tools
Adrian says:
do you think Tyler will want this?
Dan says:
any guy wants this
I don't think any guy doesn't like hand jobs or blow jobs.
rimming and anal sex...those might be questionable
Adrian says:
umm...
I guess I just have to try
Dan says:
umm...is he like a baby or something damn
Adrian says:
no...
if that's really what's supposed to happen
then I guess it should
Dan says:
it's not supposed to
but...I mean.....it feels really good
and it shows love
have you ever wanted to put his dick in your mouth?
Adrian says:
I don't know
I'd like to give it a shot
if it makes him feel nice
Dan says:
it will make him feel like he's dreaming awake
trust me
Adrian says:
how do you know?
Dan says:
I've had a blow job before
its 20 times better than jerkin it
Adrian says:
wow
really?
Dan says:
yeah man
trust me
Adrian says:
I have to do it then
Dan says:
when are you going to try?
Adrian says:
well...
he might come over later on today
he didn't call yet
Dan says:
wish I could see this...
Adrian says:
could arrange that
Dan says:
really?
Adrian says:
I could do a webcast! :P
Dan says:
you think he'll be ok with that?
Adrian says:
I don't know if he will
this would be too strange...
Dan says:
no it's best you do this
on your own
so you both can get comfortable with it
maybe...in the future we can try it all three of us?
Adrian says:
Umm...yeah, I guess
sounds good
maybe you could sleep over on the weekend
Dan says:
I could I'd have to ask for permission and my mom would have to probably call your mom
it's not like we live across the street
Adrian says:
that's true
but hey
they always keep on telling us that we make great friends
it will work out
Dan says:
that's true. yeah it will
if only they knew what we're planning
haha
Adrian says:
...I don't want to think about that
My parents finding out would be at least weird. I can't assume how they will react. It won't be good, that's for sure. I hope I'll be able to keep it a secret. For my own sake... And Tyler's.
Adrian says:
no, that would be just bad
Dan says:
yeah...it would
now you got me thinking bad though
I'm horned up
damn my raging hormones
Adrian says:
OMG, Dan
keep the snake in the cage
Dan says:
hahaha
python
in a few months I hope it's an anaconda
Adrian says:
nah, more like worm I'd say
Dan says:
that's you
hahaha
Adrian says:
no, I'm the nuclear missile
Dan says:
psh Adrian. you're shorter than me
Adrian says:
well, short people are supposed to be... you know
Dan says:
no I don't know....haha.
Adrian says:
extra talented
Dan says:
well you could be talented at taking it up the butt, not so much having a big one
Adrian says:
yeah right...
Dan says:
I'm just saying...you've got a pretty nice butt
wouldn't mind ramming my python into it
Adrian says:
really?
Dan says:
yes really
hope I don't make you cry though
Adrian says:
umm
I don't know :D
Dan says:
well it's just an idea
wouldn't want Tyler to get mad
Adrian says:
yeah why would he if his boyfriend was being fucked by someone else
Dan says:
well are you guys really dating now?
is it official?
Adrian says:
I don't know
it is on my part :P
Dan says:
so then I can't fuck you....
shoot I'm out of luck
Adrian says:
can't touch this :D
Dan says:
o well
Adrian says:
don't worry, I'm sure you have plenty of holes around
...do you?"
Dan says:
not really. I'm the one who usually gets fucked by my bf
Adrian says:
so you DO have a bf!!
Dan says:
Yeah, but...it's weird between us. he has a gf
I'm sure he fucks her
Adrian says:
weird indeed
Dan says:
it's complicated
Adrian says:
do I know him?
Dan says:
I don't know if you know him
he's older...
Adrian says:
how old?
Dan says:
about to be 18
Adrian says:
...isn't that like...umm...illegal?
Dan says:
umm....so?
being gay is pretty much illegal
doing drugs is illegal
underage drinking is illegal
does it stop anyone?
Adrian says:
got a point...
well, if you like it
then no problem with me
Dan says:
he's really cool... I mean if Tyler is okay with it...maybe he can teach all of us
Adrian says:
maybe
Dan says:
Adrian, what so great about Tyler anyway?
Adrian says:
he's awesome
I really feel great around him
I don't know why
I guess we understand each other
Dan says:
its how I feel
but...I think you're really cute
Adrian says:
well, thanks!
Dan says:
just thanks?
Adrian says:
I think you are hot too
Dan says:
haha. thanks Adrian.
Adrian
anytime
Dan says:
really?
anytime?
Adrian says:
even right now if you were here!
Dan says:
hmm...yummmy
OMG I sounded like a total fruit
Adrian says:
but you are!
Dan says:
ASS
who would have thought that the little crying boy would be funny
Adrian says:
who would have thought that the manly Dan would be gay
Dan says:
that's like a compliment in an insult
Adrian says:
quoting Dan: I like SpongeBob
SpongeBob is SO gay
lol
Dan says:
SpongeBob happens to be kick ass
Adrian says:
don't you go SpongeBob on me
XD
Dan says:
you try being a sponge in the ocean and having a retard for a friend
o wait...I guess I am sponge bob...and you're my Patrick. you do live under a rock
quote Adrian: you mean fucking? like what? how?
Adrian says:
yeah
I was drooling too
Dan says:
over my python
hahaha
Adrian says:
You wish!
Dan says:
yo Adrian. my bf is picking me up.
I'll talk to you later
Adrian says:
ok
Dan says:
call my house if you want me to spend the night
Adrian says:
ill let you know
Dan says:
laters Patrick
Adrian says:
go catch a jellyfish
BB
Well, that was interesting! I'm glad I got to talk with Dan, I was hoping I'd get the chance soon. However, many weird things were said. First of all, about doing "things"... I didn't even think of that before, but now, after everything Dan said about him and his boyfriend and all, I can't wait. Will it really be as good as he sais? And, most importantly, will Tyler want to try such things?
His suggestion to join us has taken me by surprise. I don't know if I want him to. And Tyler... well, they don't even know each other. How will it work out? Nah, I think it isn't a good idea. At least not now.
I hear my phone vibrating on my desk. It's a message. It's Tyler:
"ok, arranged. B there in 1h"
"gr8, CU soon" I reply
I am starting to get anxious. What will happen this time? He said he wanted to talk about something, I wonder what it is. What should I try to do? And how will he react? I can't wait to find out...
Well, here it is, my experimental chapter, No. 4
I believe that the chat has worked out just fine. Please let me know what you think.
I owe, and dedicate this chapter to Tommy Evans. He was Dan in the chat. Some of you might know him from his story Uriel And Jon. He is a great writer, and as it turns out, a great person too. I urge you to read the story, it is fascinating!
My email still remains the same: adrian.p42@gmail.com For whomever might be interested in chatting with me, I MSN is adrian.p42@hotmail.com Please send your emails at the Gmail account, I'll read them sooner over there.