Date: Sun, 3 Oct 2021 18:01:32 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Andromeda Three Part Three (Young Friends) (Science Fiction) Unsurprisingly I remember the first time I'd been fucked. I guess everyone who had been unfortunate to experience it the way I did would remember. It wasn't something you could forget even if you wanted to. It was a couple of months after I'd moved to the home. Puberty still hadn't hit me. I'd had to suck Jacob off a couple of times as well as another boy who wanted it as "payment" for returning my clothes that he'd stolen when I was in the shower. I knew by then that some boys got fucked by others. Deals were done and payments made. The way I heard it was that most of the time the sex was fairly consensual but sometimes it wasn't. No one liked to talk about it if wasn't though. It was important to portray an illusion of strength as weakness was a green light for further trouble. So if the word went out someone had been raped then the predators would start to circle wanting to get a piece of action themselves. I'd made a friend in my two months at the home, well as much as a friend that you can make in a situation where all of you are just struggling to survive. His name was Jed and he was thirteen years old although he looked much younger. He was a fairly sickly boy and was prone to asthma attacks. There was limited medicine in the home and the adults never seemed to care if we lived or died. I don't think many boys did die here but I know a couple did soon before I arrived. There was never any comeback though for those in charge. After all, we were just forgotten by society and didn't we all know it. I'd gone to see Jed in his room who was very upset for a reason he wouldn't tell me. He was struggling to walk without wincing and I'd sort of guessed what had happened but didn't want to let him know I knew. He was clearly panicking and struggling for breath. I'd seen him have an asthma attack before and it had been scary, if it wasn't for his inhaler I really think he would have died. On this occasion he was a mess and I looked for his inhaler to give him as his breathing got more ragged. I found it but I could tell it was empty. "Why didn't you get a refill?" I asked in surprise as I knew that if I had something I needed to keep me alive I'd definitely make sure I had it to hand. He composed himself for long enough to explain that Jimmy was supposed to get it from the medical centre but he'd wanted payment in advance. "He was really rough with me and it really hurt. Then after he'd finished he laughed and said he'd changed his mind. I feel such a fucking idiot. I really need it. I get stressed without it and the more stressed I get the more likely an attack is." He was clearly struggling and I was worried for him. I cursed his naivety at paying Jimmy in advance and cursed Jimmy for being a fucking bastard. So I decided to go to the medical centre myself to get him the capsule for his inhaler he needed. I picked up the inhaler, told him to stay calm and I'd be back soon. I'd never been there before and it was at the far end of the building in a quiet place away from all of the rough and tumble of the main common areas. The medical centre was a small room with a bed for patients that didn't look like it was used all that much. There was a boy sitting behind a desk looking bored. I recognised him as one of the older boys but didn't know his name. He brightened as I approached and he smiled at me. "Hi, I'm David. What can I do for you?" "Um my friend Jed is having an asthma attack that I'm worried might get worse. Someone else was supposed to get a refill for him but after he took payment in advance they broke their word. I'm worried he won't make it. He needs medicine and I was told you'd have refill capsules here?" David smiled at me warmly, "No problem. Let me check for you. Can you show me the inhaler?" I did as I was asked and he noted down the model number before rummaging in the fairly bare cupboards. It wasn't exactly a fully stocked hospital set up here. I'd heard that medical supplies were donated by a medical company but that the adults would often sell them on the black market. However this time I was in luck, or so I thought. David came back with a box of capsules and smiled at me again. With his goofy grin and jet black hair he looked quite attractive and I was relieved that he was helping me out. "We only have the one asthmatic here and I'm feeling generous so you might as well take the whole box. Saves you having to pay more than once." "Um, I have to pay for it?" I asked in surprise. While I sort of knew that nothing came for free here this was potentially life saving medicine. "Sorry, you're a really nice boy and you're doing a good thing for your friend. But I've had no customers all week and I'm backed up if you get my drift." He said standing up and going to lock the door to the centre so we wouldn't be disturbed. I sighed, "Fine, get your dick out and I'll suck you off." "I'm afraid this medicine is more expensive than that, I want to fuck that cute looking arse of yours." He said with a slightly more predatory smile. "Um. I've um...never been fucked before." I stammered hoping that might make him take pity. Of course that was incredibly naive of me, taking my cherry no doubt made it even more appealing for him, "Tell you what. You're a nice kid. And I'll be the first one inside you which I'm very excited about. So I'll make it worth your while. Here's some multivitamins that you'll find helpful as fuck knows there's no bloody nutrients in that shite they call food here. I'll throw in this tube of lube as well. It's like gold dust around here. Word of advice, don't ever get dry fucked however much you need what is on offer. It's not worth the pain I can tell you. Also, this cream will soothe your arsehole after you've been fucked. I'll be as gentle as I can but as you'll probably find out, not all boys around here are as nice as me. Now strip and show me what you've got." If this had been my first day at the home I'd have told him to fuck off and run out of there. But while I hadn't been fucked yet I knew how things worked around here. It was always only a question of time before it happened to me and David was probably one of the nicer boys. It was an incredibly low bar though. I slowly stripped off until I stood there naked in front of David who was already naked himself. His dick was much bigger than mine, probably the same size as Jacob's was. I asked what he needed me to do. "First of all smear some of this on my cock and then loads of it over your hole and inside it," he said, handing me another tube of lube. This one was open and clearly been used before. I guess I wasn't the only boy to have been fucked in here. I did as I instructed and stood there nervously as David looked me up and down. "Fuck. You are a sight for sore eyes. I think the best way is for you to bend over that bed in front of you. Yes, like that. Spread your legs a bit more. Perfect." So there I was bent over the bed nervously waiting for what happened next. I felt the warm breath of David behind me and then his hands on my bum cheeks as he gently parted them. He pushed his hard dick in between them and I felt the tip of it up against my hole. There was no going back now. We both knew what was about to happen. With a push forward from him and a shout of pain from me his dick went inside me. There was no denying it. It hurt. It really fucking hurt. I know he was trying as hard as he could to be gentle but that thick five inches was clearly bigger than my hole expected. He didn't start fucking me straight away, he just held it once he had gone all the way on. To my surprise he kissed my neck and stroked my hair , "Shhh, don't worry. The pain will fade a bit. One day when you've started puberty you'll enjoy it more but I can't tell how good this feels for me." I liked him stroking my hair and kissing my neck. It was the most affection anyone had shown me in my life, well that I could remember anyway. David decided it was time to start so he gently started thrusting in and out. It hurt a bit less than before but it still hurt an awful lot. I whimpered in pain as each thrust went five inches inside me. I tried to just switch off and think about something else. I could hear that David was enjoying it from the noises he was making but from my perspective it was just someone painfully ramming an object into me again and again, there was no enjoyment of pleasure for me. Then with a loud grunt I felt David's dick spasm in me as he shot cum inside me. He thrust a few more times before he pulled out then gently cleaned me up. "Sorry, it looks a bit red and inflamed. Use that cream tonight and hopefully that will clear it up. Thank you, you were a great fuck," David said kissing me on the forehead and stroking my hair again. I felt conflicted but relieved it was over. I hobbled back to Jed and gave him his medicine. "Wow, this is so much! Did you um...have to pay for it?" He asked before fitting a capsule into his inhaler and greedily taking a few breaths which seemed to calm him down. I shrugged, "Yeah but I guess I would have had to do it sooner or later. Just helping a friend out!" I said with a smile "I owe you," Jed said before he started undoing his trousers. "What are you doing?!" I asked in surprise. "Letting you fuck me as thanks!" "No! I did as you were my friend and I wanted to help you. Also, I've not started puberty yet so there's no point really. I do have some soothing cream I can rub in to make the pain from earlier better though so you might as well pull them all down!" I said. Jed did as I suggested and I rubbed the cream in. Once he'd pulled his trousers up he smiled at me. "Once you've started puberty I demand you fuck me. Just because you're my best friend!" I told him it was a deal to keep him happy. Whether or not I would have fucked him when I started puberty or not I'll never know because Jed died a few weeks later. Something to do with a congenital heart condition or something. I was devastated and swore never to get close to anyone again. Emotions were dangerous and made you weak and easily manipulated in there. In the weeks following that I ended up being fucked by quite a few boys at various times. Not exactly rape but in one respect not a million miles away. I had no choice so consented but is it consent if there is no choice?. Eventually I had enough so I used my brain and decided there was one boy who I should make a deal with. One boy who had more power then he realised. So I went and made a deal with Jacob. "So you're offering me a weekly fuck? Nobody does that! Why?!" He asked in surprise. I could see him tenting his trousers at the thought of it so he'd be onboard. I just needed him to realise how much power he had to protect me. "You're pretty much the most powerful person here! You control the food. So you control everything. So I'll let you fuck me if you make sure no one else does. So put the word out that if anyone tries anything on with me they'll be eating dust for weeks." I could see Jacob considering my words before he grinned broadly at me. "You have a deal!. I'll make sure no one attacks you in the shower or forces you in your bedroom or steals anything and wants you to pay them for it. But if you want something important from someone else, well you know there's a price to pay. I can't stop that." I knew he was right so I just sighed and said "Deal." "Great! Well let's get started!" As he said this Jacob started to pull his trousers and pants down and I did the same. I'd brought the lube with me so I made sure I was all prepared but it still didn't mean it didn't hurt as he pushed inside me. So then began my weekly fuck from Jacob. He couldn't believe I was so keen to give my arse up to him but it made sense to me. It gave me protection and control over my body. While it didn't prevent me from being fucked by other boys, that was only when they were offering something I really needed. At least I was protected from being raped or forced into being fucked by older boys. Jacob was as good as his word and it was mainly only him that fucked me. I can't say I enjoyed it but I just had to put up with it. As the months passed my body started to change. If being fucked as a prepubescent was uncomfortable, well being fucked once I'd started puberty brought a whole load of other difficulties. My body would respond positively to being penetrated even if I didn't want it to. My dick would go hard and strain for release much to my embarrassment. However it was a bit of a no no to wank yourself off at the same time as being fucked even though that's what my body wanted. I guess it would suggest I really wanted this which wasn't true. I would lie awake in bed at night after my weekly fuck trying to process what happened. Then I'd just slip my hand down to my still hard dick and wank myself off furiously. I was then always left with a thought. Would sex with someone I really liked be fun? Or would it just be the same as it was now? Something I just had to put up with to survive...