Date: Sun, 23 Oct 2005 21:03:34 +0000 (UTC) From: denzil.lust@virgin.net Subject: Andy and I grow up together The following is a story of awakening boy-teen relations and the intimacy that follows. If you find this kind of material offensive or you are under 16?, 18?, 21? please don't read it, read something more erudite. This story belongs to and is copyrighted to me but please feel free distribute to others and keep a copy on your computer. This is the true story, of the start of my sexual life, a sexual life that is still evolving. I doubt that Andy will ever read this but if so, I hope your memories about our experiences are as precious as mine. Everything you will read did happen and has not been exaggerated, the only differences to reality are the result of writing this with a 45 year old's emotions and insights. This is the first piece of creative writing I have done since leaving school some 30 years ago, so please forgive any awful bits. Around the time I was 14 or so my mother was a keen tennis player. Along with some of her friends she used to spend pretty much all weekend at the club. Come the summer time she agreed that it would be OK for me to stay at home, as there was not much to do at the club if tennis was not your thing. Of courseI had my own agenda, I had recently "joined" a magazine syndicate at my school (boys only) and as my hormones started to kick in, I was becoming an expert on the 1970's Mayfair version of nudity - naked, soft focussed women air brushed pubes and all. Rejoicing in my securing a summer of uniterrupted Sunday solo sex, I was appalled when she added that I'd be expected to look after her best friend's son Andy. Andy was about 2 years younger than me, blonde haired slight build and as I was to discover, a sexual volcano waiting to blow. I was kind of pissed off at having to nursemaid him, as I was hoping to spend the afternoon with my magazines and my increasingly strong right arm but accepted with all the grace a 14 year old teenager can muster. Andy was dropped off by his mother with strict instruction to behave and do as I said, as I was older. We occupied ourselves playing in the garden, watched some tedious Sunday afternoon TV and generally did what two 14 and 12 year old lads do together (no, not that!, well not yet anyway). Our garden had an old den that my brother and I had built the pervious summer and I still played in occasionally, it was from here that Andy and my sexual explorations began. We were engrossed in some game or other when I noticed that Andy was frequently grabbing his crotch, he subsequently announced he needed to pee and that he was going back to the house. I told him not to bother and that he should pee behind the back of the den, a little further in to the undergrowth and anyway I needed to go too. At this stage I genuinely can't recall any sexual aspect to the conversation or actions. We went round the back of the den and I unzipped my fly took out my dick and started to pee. Andy (for some reason I will never know, but will always be grateful) dropped his trousers and his underwear and holding his young dick in his hand proceeded to spray the bushes, challenging me to pee as far as he could. I had a good look as his cock and I guess my 14 year old weapon started to swell a little; Andy caught sight of it and was most intrigued. Large (relatively), bigger balls and with a sparse covering of pubic hairs, I guess it made an interesting object for him to study. We finished up peeing and returned to the den. After a while and a few stalled attempts, Andy made a comment about how mine was bigger than his. I assured him that soon his too would be much bigger, and then with a flash of genius, said that I had some magazines that might get his cock to grow like mine. Of course, he was instantly keen to go inside and check them out. Up in my bedroom, I got out the mags and started to leaf through a personal favourite (a girl called "Cupcakes", who's enormous puffy nipples I have never seen equalled), Andy took another magazine and was transfixed. We studied in silence with an occasional furtive "re- adjustment" of our cocks as they became harder. I recognised a turning point; I could sneak off to the bathroom and wank myself or stay put and see how things might progress. At this exact moment Andy pushed down his trousers and pants and taking his cock in hand showed it to me saying that it really was working and that his prick was growing already. As he spoke he held down his prick and then let it spring up to hit his belly, I can only guess, but he was maybe a slim 3 1/2 inches or so, I had more like 5 inches to boast of and it had definitely thickened out in the last few months. Andy asked if my mine was hard like his and could he see it. I was keen for some relief as we had been looking at the mags long enough for my balls to start aching. I took off my trousers and underwear and proudly showed him my cock. He leant forward to see better, saying how big it was and asking was his going to be that big? He took hold of my cock and it jerked in his hand; he grabbed on tighter, this made me groan, Andy asked me if I was OK. I replied I was fine and that he could carry on touching me if he wanted. He pulled my foreskin back and a strand of pre- come started to make its' way down to the floor. He pulled away, exclaiming that I was peeing again. I told him it wasn't pee and that this was come and that my cock made loads of it if I rubbed it the right way. Of course he was now well on the hook and insisted that I prove this to him. I was very proud (as any 14 year old is) of my cock and how far I could shoot, so I lay down on the bed and pulled over a magazine and started to wank myself. Andy was quiet and as I became more and more involved in stroking myself he knelt down and watched from the side of the bed. He didn't touch me but the sight of him absent mindedly trying to copy my actions on his little prick ignited little explosions in my head and, rolling on to my back I spunked more than I ever had before over my stomach and chest. Andy was fascinated and as I lay panting he reached out and touched the cooling spunk on my stomach, initially tracing a pattern and then, scooping up some spunk he rubbed it over the end of his cock, expalining he wanted to feel what it felt like when come came out of his cock. With the sexual enthusiasm of youth, I suffered no recovery period come down and asked him what he thought of wanking? He grabbed his cock and said did I think he'd be able to do it too, I replied maybe not but would he like me to teach him (since when does a boy need teaching to wank!). He accepted enthusiastically and removing the rest of his clothes he lay back on my single bed, feet on the floor, head resting against the wall. I got between his legs pushing them apart a little and examined his hard little prick, hairless marble sized balls and the very tiniest glimpse of his pink bottom hole. I shuffled forward on my knees, took hold of his prick with my thumb and two fingers and started to rub up and down. Andy had a quite long foreskin for his age and as it moved it back and forth I caught glimpses of his shiny purple head. After only a minute or so of this Andy started to try to get up saying he needed to pee. With my superior knowledge I told him it was meant to feel like that and that he should stay still and let me finish him off (I knew nothing of puberty, and when boys started to spunk, I just knew the first time I wanked myself that I came). Andy was really getting in to it now and all of a sudden he gasped and then much to my horror, his little cock started to spray pee all over himself, me and worst of all on to my bed clothes. I can't recall exact details but I suspect we cleaned up as best we could and that we went back to playing outside, with a lot to think about. Later on I left him outside saying I needed to use the toilet inside the house and after about 10 strokes I came all over the toilet seat as in my minds eye I replayed the sight of Andy's cock, balls and hole. Two months or so went by and we had not repeated or even spoken about the fun we'd had. One Sunday though, when I had been left at home and was at a loose end and totally horny, I had the idea to call up Andy's house and see if he was there. His step-father answered the phone and I asked if Andy could come around to play, I heard his step- dad shout to Andy and ask him if he wanted to come around to my house, he probably guessed the subtext and I heard an enthusiastic yes. I was told he'd be round once he had finished some chores. How I filled the time waiting for what I hoped would be an afternoon of wanking and porn, I don't know. Whether I wanked and came several times or not at all I can't recall, but I do remember the feeling of excitement when I heard the front door bell ring, and I ran down stairs to see his small figure through the frosted glass. I opened the door, let him in and immediately asked what he wanted to play? By way of a reply he asked if I had any new magazines and could we look at them together? I guess that answered my question and resulted in more than a hint of trouser tent. We raced upstairs and I recovered the porn from the unique and brilliantly thought of hiding place - under my mattress. I did have some new magazines, Whitehouse and Playgirls (the first UK mags that showed a lot of pink - lips clits and even assholes!) as well as one that did have some men simulating sex with women, not hardcore but certainly a step up from Mayfair airbrushing. As before we studied alone, in near silence with occasional glances across to see what the other was doing. We were both still fully clothed when suddenly Andy scooted across the floor and reached across and started rub his hand up and down my thigh. I have no idea why but I recall I was wearing some sandy coloured corduroy trousers. I held my breath as he rubbed his hand over the ridged cloth. He asked me if he could touch me and I nodded expectantly. As he rubbed my cock through the cloth, I started to feel decidedly cramped for space, my cock was pushing down the leg of my trousers, and it needed releasing. Andy unzipped my trousers and grabbed a hold of me thru my pants. I reached down to pull my cock upright and as I did the head popped out above the waistband of my y-fronts. To my amazement, Andy leant forward and licked the wet head of my cock, by way of explanation (not that any was required) he told me he had read about blow jobs in a magazine and he wondered what a cock would feel like. At this point he had never even wanked me off and yet here we were heading for advanced oral sex! I suggested that we should remove our clothes and in an instant there we stood, naked, hard and the object of each other's desire. We arranged ourselves sitting on the bed next to each other and took the other's dripping hard prick in hand. We started to wank each other and after about 10 stokes Andy stared to gasp and moan, suddenly his prick shot a thin stream of come in to the air, to land back over my hand and his stomach. We looked at each other amazed, and I congratulated him on his new found ability to spunk, Andy had a smile on his face a mile wide. He waddled off to the toilet, at my instruction making sure no spunk dripped on the carpet, to get some paper to clean himself up. On returning he asked if he could "do me now"?, who was I to refuse, so I lay back on the bed and he commenced to rub my cock, the foreskin moving up and down noisily as the pre-come leaked out of me. Before too long my back was arched, my legs tense as he stoked me to orgasm. Just as I started to let go, Andy lowered his head and popped the head of my, now, squirting prick inside his mouth. I moaned as he sucked the spunk from my cock, running his tongue around and then inside my foreskin, eventually I had to lift his head off my sensitive cock head. As I recovered my breath I asked him why he had done that and he said he'd read about it in the magazines and had tasted some of his own spunk when he had gone to the toilet to clean himself up earlier. He decided that the taste wasn't too bad, and this way it saved making a mess on the bed. The next few occasions we met followed a similar pattern, the only change being that I did start to suck Andy but he had something of a hair trigger in those early days and I was not so keen on him shooting in my mouth so I tended to pull him out and then wank him with one hand whilst rubbing his balls with the other. His come was now not the thin stream it was, and was more easily captured in a conveniently placed washcloth on his stomach. I guess our sexual experimentation would all have carried on this way and eventually would have been replaced by girls, as I grew up in to the "normal" role of teenage boy searching for girlfriend. However as I rubbed Andy to another orgasm, the fingers that were rubbing his balls strayed a little low and I touched his pink and (even recalling this, 30 years on) beautiful anus. He moaned and asked me what I had done. I asked did you like it and of course he replied that he wanted me to do it again. For once, and somewhat surprisingly, Andy didn't come instantly (I think he must have wanked himself at home before he came around), so I wet my finger from my own pre-come and stared to rub around his anus whilst wanking his cock, which by now was leaking on to his stomach. He whispered to me, could he have more, and I expressed some confusion, and he clarified "inside". I caught on and said hold on and ran to my mums room to get some body lotion, which I proceeded to spread on to his asshole and my finger. I asked him if he was ready and he nodded, I pressed my finger against his entrance and it slowly opened up, he gasped for me to be careful and I kept still and waited. Gradually as my wanking brought him nearer to coming his hips started to buck, at first gently, and then more insistently, each time driving my finger a little deeper in to his bottom. Even now, I can recall the delicious sensation as his bottom gripped and pulsed on my finger as I wanked his cock to an astounding climax. His come shot over his body, one squirt clearing his shoulder to land on my bedspread. Andy lay back with an expression of amazement on his face; in between shuddering breaths told me I had to try it. I think I was a little worried that we were moving in to an area of which my straight contemporaries would not approve. I declined his offer saying that I had things to do and that he must go home. Andy asked me if I wanted him to wank me before he left but I said no thanks. After he had gone home, I went back in to my room, which reeked of young teen boy's bodies, and threw myself on the bed and started to rub my cock. The musky young boy smell of Andy coupled with hints of ass and hand lotion captured my senses as I brought myself to a shuddering climax. By this time I had taken to coming in to my hand, so I could lick it up - no need for Kleenex but this time I shot far over my hand and on to the bedspread. As I cleaned up I got to thinking whether I should I stop this activity, was it wrong that I was having sex (well nearly) with someone younger than me and the same sex as me? None of my 60s and 70s sex education lessons had equipped me to deal with these questions. Of course there was a next time, any sex is good sex when you are a 14 year old kid and I was in the lucky position of having it a phone call away. Probably the next Sunday, but it may have been more, Andy called me and asked me if I wanted him to come round. With my new found worries about my sexuality I grudgingly replied if you want to. He was around on his bike in about 5 minutes flat. He asked me if I had any new magazines to look at, rather dismissively I replied I had some upstairs I thought and he could look at them if he wanted. He said he had got a magazine and would I like to see it? What harm could one magazine do I thought to myself, I'd look at it and then probably let him wank himself in my room, or maybe I might just give him a simple hand job, how wrong I was. Andy settled himself down with my mags, which I recall were tending towards the girl - girl side of things. As I watched him take out his cock and start to wank, I became hard, then harder and then knew that I had to get off, so I asked Andy for his new mag. I had no great expectations for the magazine, how could a young boy like Andy get hold of anything other than newsagent softcore? but at least it would be some new faces, well - cunts, tits and asses, to be honest. He jumped upfrom the bed, his cock waving about as he bent over to get the magazine from his duffle bag. As he bent down, his buttocks gaped apart and I had the arresting sight of his balls hanging down below his slightly open and mildly swollen pink/red asshole. He tossed me the magazine and with an odd sideways glance he went back to stroking himself. I picked up the mag, flicked it open to a page and . was stunned. Somehow Andy had got hold of a proper hardcore gay men's magazine, men wanked men, men sucked men, and . men fucked men, I was in shock. He looked up and asked me whether I liked it. I was almost lost for words but managed to stammer out where did he get it from? He said that a friend had given it to him, which seemed a bit weird but I was too enthralled by it to worry about that (the tale he told me of his "friend", how they met at one of the local shopping centre toilets and how Andy had been persuaded to go home with him, is his story afraid). But of course this revelation and the porn I had in front of me had moved our games on considerably. When I asked what they did together, Andy simply said everything - I think. Even back then and even at that age I knew what he was doing (apparently he had repeated the picking up men thing) was potentially dangerous, but of course hugely exciting, he was having real sex! The tide had turned, Andy was now the more experienced of the two of us and he gradually started to apply his newly found knowledge. We had 69'd before, but I never found it too great as Andy tended to spunk really quickly, but this time he suggested it and as I drew the curtains (surely the neighbours must have been suspicious on a sunny Sunday afternoon) I was more turned on than I think I had ever been, it seemed like new circuits were being created inside my brain. I lay on the bed, Andy got on top of me and we stared to licak and suck each others cocks. I had a perfect view of his anus, the swelling and slightly red colour drew my attention and for some reason the idea of licking it popped in to my head. I shifted my position and tentatively poked out my tongue to touch it; Andy stiffened, moaned and pushed back a little. So I pressed on, and in no time his cock was being totally ignored as I licked sucked and penetrated his bottom with my tongue. All of a sudden he started to come, involuntarily spunking on to my chest and stomach as his anus gripped my tongue. He collapsed on to me smearing his spunk between us and lay there, holding my cock tightly and panting for breath. I was expecting he would offer to finish me off as usual but, once again, he surprised me with an unexpected question - do you want to fuck me? What?!! I was torn, YES, YES, YES was one answer - won't that make me properly gay? was the other. Andy assumed that a yes would be forthcoming and lay on his back across my bed, lifted his legs in the air and exposed his pink anus to me. I made as if to go and et some lubricant, but he stopped me, saying that my tongue had made him wet enough. But just to make sure, he scooped up some come from his belly, squeezed some more from his cock and spread it in and around his anus. He motioned me to step forward between his legs, and I did as I was bid, sporting the hardest erection I had ever had. The conflicted feelings I had about sex with a boy were replaced by a feeling of deep affection for Andy. He looked up at me and encouraged me to get on with it and bum him, as he put it. His cock had become hard again and I remember thinking I would be able to wank it as I lost my virginity to his bottom. At the initial contact between my cock and his anus he jumped, and then looking at me with a very serious expression he pulled his buttocks apart, opening up his hole and told me to push. The tip slipped in a little way and then I felt some resistance, he was panting now and told me to wait a while until he was ready again. In the meantime I was experiencing thoughts and feelings with which I probably wasn't equipped to deal. I was gazing at a 12 year old boy, with spunk all over his upper body, a rock hard penis and with my cock forcing its way in to his bottom. Somehow he managed to relax and the whole of my cock head slid in to him. He told me to wait again, but after a short time he started to gently rock his body forward and back - I was fucking! Of course as soon as this thought impacted in to my sex fuelled brain, I started to come, thrusting just the head of my squirting cock in and out of his gripping anus. As I started to come down, he exploited his newly found position as a sex expert and whispered well done to me (the image of our cocks, mine in his bottom and his in his hand and his words have driven me to more orgasms in my 45 year old life than anything else I can dream up). I stood there bent over his body, still connected to him, breathing heavily as he started to rub his cock. Can I fuck you now? was his question, unexpected but reasonable I guess, I thought for a second but my flowering interest in girls seemed to be at odds with being fucked by a boy. He sensed my reticence and said or you could lick my bum again. I owed him one, obviously, and justified my acceptance with the logic that it was only my spunk and hey, boys and girls have assholes so it wasn't too gay. I pulled back and my shrinking cock slipped form his bottom, leaving the sight of his open, swollen red anus, with a stream of my spunk just starting to flow down between his buttocks. I recall a weird thought passed my mind that I didn't want to get spunk on the bedclothes so cleaning it up was a good idea. I knelt down, bent my head forward and sticking out my tongue stated to clean Andy's bottom as he rubbed his cock. I had licked off and sucked up all the spunk I could, leaving his bottom squeaky clean, but I carried on penetrating him as deeply as I could with my tongue. The familiar sounds of him building up to orgasm reached my ears and for some reason I slipped my tongue from his anus and popped his cock in to my mouth. This was all he needed and he squirted his second come of the afternoon in to my mouth and down my throat. As I leant back on my heels I realised that no matter what I thought about being gay or not gay, I loved sex and at that moment, I loved Andy. 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