Date: Wed, 03 Jan 2001 19:40:47 -0500 From: Charlie Subject: Andy-Revised Chapter 29 The following story is total fiction. Any relationship to persons living or dead is purely accidental. This story depicts sexual acts between people of the same sex (male), some of whom are under age. If you find this concept distasteful, or if it is illegal where you live, or if you are underage, please stop reading now. The following two chapters contains some pretty detailed information about two prisons that actually exist. I have spent considerable time in both of them (no, not as an inmate, as an employee). Some of the details I will give are true, others false. Please don't ask which is which because it is really irrelevant, and I don't know how much detail I dare go into without violating some sort of trust. I think I'm a long way from the line, but one is never sure. If anyone wants to see a picture of these facilities, or investigate them further, check out the following URL's: www.doc.state.nc.us/dop/prisons/western.htm and www.doc.state.nc.us/dop/prisons/foothill.htm Unfortunately since I originally wrote this chapter, the picture of Foothills has been removed, but the description and other information are still there. As you can see on these web sites and the ones linked to them, there are a lot of programs in place for the inmates; things to make their lives more full, more enjoyable. But even with all these programs, they are still kids locked up, and that in my opinion is very sad. The answer? I have no idea! But the many people across the country involved in our many prisons should be commended; their jobs are NOT easy. You will also see in these two URL's reference to the Cashless Canteen system. I have no idea how generally they are used across the country, but they are becoming very popular in North Carolina. They are LAN based, which is how I got involved in the prison system. I do LAN's. I hope you enjoy the rest of the story. (Didn't someone else say that once?) XXIX Prison Life "You've been doing a lot better than I expected you to, Charlie," Dr. Ramsey said to Charlie. "I'm going to have you moved to your permanent cell today. What do you think of that?" "Does it matter?" Charlie answered sullenly. "Yes, it matters. I didn't ask your permission, only what you think about it. I'm interested in what you think, Charlie. That's my job." "I'm sorry, doctor, I guess I'm just looking for a fight today." "Wrong day to be looking for a fight, Charlie. You're being integrated into the population. The last thing you want to do is get into a fight down there. You'll be back on 16 and probably stay here for three months, not to mention the beating you could get. I strongly advise you to get to know the boys first, then pick your opponent carefully before you start any fights." Charlie had been working very hard to learn the routine of this foreign place and fit into it. He had been here almost a month, and it was getting pretty boring. He still wasn't allowed visitors, wasn't back in school, had no work assignments. His only task right now was to keep his nose clean, visit Dr. Ramsey, the shrink, for two hours every day, then go up to the roof on nice days for his hour of fresh air. That left a lot of time to himself, nothing to do, and Charlie was not used to having time on his hands. He had not been allowed off the floor unless escorted, which was getting old very quickly. Sargent Brady had come and taken him to the exercise room at least three times a week, but Charlie wanted more. Working out, lifting weights, even shooting a few baskets, were not the sort of thing he enjoyed doing, but it sure beat lying on his back staring at the ceiling. Charlie also realized that he would have to work out pretty intensely to keep his muscle tone, and that was important to Charlie. As soon as his counseling appointment was over, Charlie went back to his cell. Sargent Brady would be up to get him, he was told. There was nothing to pack, he still hadn't been given his CD player back and the two books he'd brought with him had been read at least three times. This was a part of his life that Charlie would have some problems getting used to: being able to move with a moment's notice, with no thought to what he was leaving behind because he'd be leaving nothing behind! Everything he owned now he could carry in his hands. The only clothes he owned were those on his person, and he'd be giving them up in the morning for another set which was exactly the same. Lunch time came, and still no Sargent Brady. Charlie knew that if he didn't eat at his appointed time, he didn't eat at all. This had happened twice already, and was perhaps the only reason Charlie was anxious to get out of segregation. He sighed, wishing the man would hurry up. He was hungry! He contemplated going on his own. He knew the way, but he'd probably be stopped at the elevator, wouldn't he? And even if he did get to the cafeteria alone, he'd end up in segregation for the rest of his life for breaking one of their stupid rules! Couldn't they see he had no intention of trying to escape? Couldn't he make them understand he meant to get along the best he could? No, of course he couldn't! He was a FELON! And Felons were not to be trusted, nor given any credit for intelligence or common sense. So he stayed put. "Come on, Conner," a voice he didn't know called. "I haven't got all day. Time to meet your new roomie." "Roomie?" Charlie questioned. "Yeah, roomie! You didn't think you'd get your own private room for the next four years, did you?" "I dunno, sir. I guess I never thought about it at all." "Well, come on. You're moving to my kingdom." Charlie was getting rather tired of correction officers who didn't bother to tell inmates their names. Of course his name was obvious, it was printed on his picture id in large letters, just above the word "FELON" which was in even larger letters. That word bothered Charlie; to him it was telling the entire world to watch out for this guy, he has already proven himself to be a piece of garbage. Charlie squinted to see the officer's small brass name tag as they walked to the elevator. "Name's Sargent Ackerman," the officer said gruffly when he realized what Charlie was up to. "I'm in charge of your floor. You can call me sir." "Yes, sir," Charlie replied. The remainder of the elevator ride was in silence. Charlie knew he wasn't going to like this dude. "About time you got here," the boy scolded as Charlie was ushered into his new cell. "I been waitin' to take you to lunch." "Sorry," Charlie said. Then he wondered why he'd apologized. Obviously there was nothing he could do about it, but he did have to live with this guy, so perhaps it was best not to get off on the wrong foot. "My name's Mullin," the boy said as he offered his hand, "Larry Mullin." "Hey, Larry!" Charlie answered as he shook the hand. "I'm Charlie Conner." "You're also a freakin' white midget!" Larry said with what Charlie thought was disdain. "How old are you?" "Fourteen," Charlie answered. "Don't look more'n twelve to me," Larry observed. "Anyway, c'mon, let's do lunch. We can talk as we eat. If we don't get there pretty soon we won't get any." Larry was grinning widely, evidently very proud of his 'do lunch' attempt at humor. At least that's the only thing Charlie could see that was even remotely approaching humor in this whole situation. "I'm seventeen," Larry said as they rode down the elevator. "I been here three years, an' I don't plan on leavin' any time soon. How 'bout you?" "Well," Charlie said, "like I said, I'm fourteen. I've been here just a couple days under four weeks." "And you're out of segregation already! I'm impressed. What'd ya do, give Ramsey a blow job?" "No!" Charlie snapped back. He was offended at the suggestion and wanted his new roommate to know it. Might as well get those ground rules established from the start. "Sorry," Larry said. "I was just kiddin'." Charlie was beginning to see that Larry fancied himself quite the kidder. So far Charlie did not share that opinion. As the elevator descended, Charlie took a good look at his new cellmate. Larry was taller than Charlie, but then so was everyone! Charlie judged him to be perhaps average in height for a seventeen year old. He was black and, Charlie thought, rather handsome. He wore his hair cropped close to his skull, perhaps a half inch in length or less, which was about the way Charlie's was now. He looked to Charlie to be quite muscular, so Charlie assumed he'd spent a lot of time in the weight room. Good, he thought, they could spot each other, encourage each other. Charlie was beginning to hope they'd become good friends. "So," Charlie said when they were seated with their trays, "what're you in for?" "Rule number one, Conner baby," Larry replied. "Ya don't ask folks why they're here. Most of the guys in here are innocent and don't wanna talk about it. If you don't believe they're innocent, just ask 'em. If they wanna tell ya why they're here, they'll tell ya without being asked." "Sorry," Charlie said. "I didn't know." "It's ok. I got life for killin' a store clerk in a holdup. How 'bout you?" "But I thought..." Charlie started to protest, thinking he'd just been told it was bad protocol to ask why someone was here, but he thought better of it. "Second degree murder. I had my brother killed." "Oh yeah, I heard about that! Cops killed him, didn't they?" "Uh-huh." "But I thought you kept sayin' you were innocent." "I am, but you're not gonna believe me, are you? Besides, you didn't ask me what I did, you asked me why I'm here. That's why I'm here." After he'd given Larry his smart answer, Charlie regretted it. He really was anxious to make their relationship as pleasant as possible, given the circumstances. To his great relief, Larry laughed. "You're a little smart-ass, ain't ya?" he said through his mouthful of food. "I think I'm gonna like you!" "I hope so," Charlie heard himself saying. "I could use a friend. I kinda left all the ones I had on the outside, an' I don't think they're gonna be joining me any time soon." Larry roared with laughter. "Man," he exclaimed, "you're funny! I can't believe you're jokin' like that, an' you only been in here a month. Usually little kids like you cry for their mommy for months!" "What good would that do?" Charlie commented. "The Superintendent told me I should make the best of things the way they are and I'd be happier, and that seemed like good advice to me." "The what? Oh, you mean the warden!" "He called himself superintendent." "Yeah, they don't call themselves wardens any more, as if it makes any difference to us. We call him the warden. But I can't believe your attitude! You must think you're gettin' outa here in a few weeks." "Not really. I was kinda hoping at first, but now I'm thinking this could be a long haul. I still haven't heard from my lawyer since I came in." "They're all jerks. You won't hear from 'em unless someone finds some extra money for 'em. An' all the way from Wilmington, hell, you'll never see him again!" Charlie thought about what Larry had said. He'd been told that they would be contacting a local attorney who would act as liaison between Charlie and Mark, but evidently they'd had some trouble setting that up. Or perhaps they'd forgotten? "Don't matter anyway," Charlie said. "Soon as I get back in school, this place won't be half bad." "School? You LIKE school?" "Uh-huh. At least I did. I haven't been to school for quite a while." "What grade are you in?" "I just finished ten. What grade are you in?" "Well, I'm in ten, but I ain't finished yet." "That's so cool!" Charlie exclaimed. "We can study together." "I said I'm not finished. I gotta repeat ten. This'll make the fourth time." "I can help you get through it." "Why?" "So you can go on to eleven, or course! Then we'll be in the same class." "What's so important about school? Hello! You in there, Charlie? You're in jail! For life! What're you gonna need an education for?" "Don't make any difference where I am, I've still gotta live. I still need to know things." The two boys went round and round as they ate. Neither could even begin to understand the viewpoint of the other, but Charlie refused to be discouraged. He was anxious to get registered and begin classes, and he made a mental note to ask about it in the morning. Finally when they were done eating, Larry suggested they spend some time hanging out. "You wanna go up to four?" he asked. "We can shoot a few hoops, lift some weights, maybe get us a couple bags of chips for later, whatever." "Sure," Charlie answered. "I'd love to. But don't we have to ask first?" "Nope. You're out of seg now. We got free time till 8 PM. Then we have to go back to our floor and be good little inmates until lights out. They lock us down at 10:00." "And we can go wherever we like till eight?" "Not exactly, but we can go to the fourth floor, or hang around the day room on thirteen." Charlie was thoroughly enjoying roaming around the prison with his new friend. Although he wasn't quite ready to admit it yet, Larry was equally thrilled with having this kid hanging on his arm, his every word, really. Larry had never allowed himself to get close to anyone. To him, to show love or concern was to show weakness, and weakness or vulnerability had no place in his world. It had been that way on the outside, and it was certainly the way it was in here. He had never had a cell mate for more than three months, and he liked it fine that way. "What... Uhhhh... happened to your last cell mate?" Charlie grunted as he lifted 130 pounds over his head. "Hey!" Larry exclaimed. "You're pretty good, for a little guy. Where'd you get strength like that?" "I lived on a farm all my life. So what happened to him?" "Who?" "Your last cell mate. What happened to him?" "He's gone. He turned 18 so they moved him to Foothills." "Does Everybody go to Foothills when they leave here?" "No, just the lucky ones." "Why? What's so great about Foothills?" "Hell, man, you drove past it coming here. You blind? That place rocks! It's the newest prison in the system that takes kids from Western. You'll get to go there sometimes, to see a doctor, or maybe take a class there or something." "You've been there?" "Yeah. Last year I had my tonsils out. They didn't have room for me here in the hospital on fifteen, so they took me over there." "They took your tonsils out at foothills? In the prison?" "No, stupid! There's no operating room there! They took me to Central Prison for that." "Central? In Raleigh?" "Uh-huh. Now that place REALLY rocks!" "But that's maximum security! There's only lifer's and death row guys and stuff in there." "That's also the only place in the prison system where they do surgery. The open and minimum custody guys get to go to local hospitals with a twenty- four hour guard, but we bad-asses have to go to Central." It was a sobering thought to Charlie, that if he needed surgery he'd have to first endure that four or five hour drive, more than likely in a van; then he'd be in with the worst of the worst. He still wasn't up on every aspect of what happens in prisons, but he wasn't totally ignorant either. In fact he was a little surprised that he'd already been here a month, and hadn't had to fend off sexual advances even once. He wondered if he should ask Larry about that, then decided he'd better just let sleeping dogs lie. He was learning very quickly that the less he did or said to put himself in a compromising situation, the better off he'd be. But that wasn't the only sobering thought Charlie had. "So," Larry said as he took Charlie's place on the bench press, "you want me to be your protector or not?" "Protector?" Charlie questioned, "Protector against what?" "You can't be that dumb, Conner! Just look around you at all those horny studs that don't get no sex. You can't tell me you haven't noticed 'em checking you out." "Yeah, I've noticed. I'm tryin' to ignore them." "Ignore 'em all you like, but they're not gonna ignore you. It's only a matter of time till two or three of 'em get you alone somewhere and rape your ass off. Unless..." "Unless you protect me? Is that where this conversation is going?" "You got it." "But there's lots of guys bigger than you. What makes you think..." "Call it prison protocol, honor among thieves, whatever you want. Bottom line is, if I'm doin' you regular no one else will bother you. That's just how it is." "Ok," Charlie said, "I understand. Either I get raped by you or I get raped by someone else. I don't see the difference." "The difference is that you said you liked me, at least a little. You know me. I'll be more careful an' try not to hurt you. An' the biggest difference of all, I don't have AIDS. At least I don't think I do." "But you're not sure." "No one can be sure, Conner." "I'm sure I don't. And I don't plan to get it either. I appreciate it, Larry, but I'll take my chances." "Suit yourself." "Uhh Larry?" Charlie said tentatively as they munched on an ice cream bar. Charlie had bought them each one, together with a bag of chips each and a soda. It was only the third time he'd used his card at the cashless canteen, and he was thrilled at how well it seemed to work. He was also a little surprised that the canteen was run by an inmate, and had vowed that he would work himself into a job there. "Yeah, Conner?" Larry answered. "Is there a library in the prison?" "Sure! But what the hell do you want a library for?" "I want to get a book! What else would I want a library for?" "I have no idea. You wanna read? Without being told?" "Yeah, I like reading. What hours is the library open?" "I have no idea, Conner! Dammit, man, you wanna ruin my reputation? Ask the sarge!" By the time the new friends got back to the thirteenth floor, it was 8 PM. Sargent Ackerman had gone home, but the night Sargent, a man whose name Larry told Charlie was Kincaid, was there. He seemed to Charlie a lot more pleasant that his daytime counterpart, but Larry assured him that none of the "cops," as he called them, were to be trusted. "The library is usually open all day during the week," Kincaid told Charlie, "and sort of sporadically on the weekends. Is there something in particular you need?" "A couple things, sir," Charlie answered. "I was wondering if they had books I could check out to read in my cell. You know, a novel of some sort. And I forgot my Bible at home. I was hoping there'd be one in the library I could use until I can get my own from home." "The library is mostly for reference," Sargent Kincaid explained. "There are a few novel type books I'm sure you can borrow, but we're mostly dependent on what people donate. We don't have many guys in here who like to read. Actually a lot of 'em can't read. As for a Bible, you should ask the chaplain, Captain Eggerton. He can also tell you about the church group that meets downstairs every Tuesday night. I'm sure they can help you out if the captain can't. I doubt there's one in the library. It's not exactly on the best seller list in here." "Tuesday night? A church group? Am I allowed to go?" "Long as you're not on disciplinary action or in segregation. Everyone's allowed to go. Just go down to the ground floor on Tuesday night. They meet in the visitor's room at 7." "Cool!" Charlie said. "Thank you, sir." "Would you like me to get word to the chaplain that you want to see him? Actually I'm a little surprised he hasn't been up to meet you anyway. He usually visits new inmates during their orientation." "That would be great, sir! Thank you!" For the first time since his arrival, Charlie got a good look at his new surroundings. The floor was essentially divided into two halves, presumably each half being a mirror image of the other. They were separated by the elevator banks, a small control center, two sergeants' offices and other service functions. Each half had a large day room which was ringed on two sides with 25 cells. About half the cells were double, the rest single. The day room faced the front of the building, with a large TV in one corner, barred windows along the front wall. It had been through these windows that Charlie had heard the voices when he'd first arrived. They were arranged in such a way that one could not see the ground, only straight outward and upward. Their function was obviously to provide light and fresh air, not to give the occupants a view. It was certainly not the most luxurious accommodations Charlie had ever seen, but in all it was much better than he had dared hope. The cells were large enough for a two level bunk, two desks and chairs, two small shelf units, a toilet and a sink. Certainly not the spacious bedroom he'd shared with Andy, but they looked comfortable enough to Charlie. The doors were solid steel, remotely controlled sliders like all the others Charlie had seen, with a small window near the top. They were all open, a normal state until lights out. They could be operated individually, making it possible to isolate an inmate in his own cell if necessary. "Hey, Mullin," someone called, "that your new squeeze? Man, you're kinda robbin' the cradle this time ain't ya?" "Mess off, Johnson," Larry answered. "Guys, this here's Conner. He's gonna be in our block for a while, unless you guys make him so sick with your ugly faces he decides to leave." The twenty or so teenagers in the day room wandered by and introduced themselves. Charlie forgot almost every name as soon as he heard the next one, but he knew he'd have lots of time to get to know everyone, so he wasn't worried about it. Some shook his hand, some punched him lightly on the shoulder, others showed outright disgust, probably at his small size. Pretty typical guy stuff, he thought. Then after the introductions they all settled down to watch the TV show that was on. "You take the top bunk, Conner," Larry instructed when Charlie started for their cell. Charlie didn't answer. He climbed up on his bunk, stripped to his boxers and crawled under the blanket. He lay there listening to the chatter, the noise from the TV. I'll never get to sleep, he said to himself; but Charlie was tired. It had been a long, emotionally taxing day. In minutes, he was sound asleep. "Conner!" Sargent Ackerman yelled as Charlie got off the elevator, "where the hell have you been? The chaplain's been here twice to see you." "I just came from my appointment with Dr. Ramsey, sir," Charlie answered. "I got to see him every morning. Sorry if I did anything wrong, but I went right to sixteen from breakfast." "After this, you check with me before you go wandering off. I'm supposed to know where you are at all times." "Sorry, sir, I thought..." "You're not supposed to think. You're supposed to do as you're told. You do that again and I'm gonna write you up." "Yes, sir. I'll remember. May I go now?" "Go where?" "I thought I'd go see the chaplain. He's on the third floor isn't he?" "You stay the hell off the third floor unless you're invited, you got that?" "Yes, sir. But the chaplain..." "He'll be back. So I suggest you go back to your cell and wait till he comes." "Yes, sir." Charlie wanted to tell the ignorant SOB that he hadn't done anything wrong, that he'd been told he had the run of the place and in fact had an obligation to be where he had to be at the appointed times; but he already knew it wasn't going to do any good, so he said nothing. "We got a letter from Charlie today," Dennis announced at the dinner table. "Yeah?" all the boys chorused, "what'd he say? How is he? Is he comin' home soon? Can we go see him? Is he in school? When does his appeal to go court?" "Hold on!" Dennis exclaimed as he shielded himself from the barrage. "One at a time! He says that he's going to school in the prison and tutoring his cell mate. He finished his time of isolation and orientation, and he's now in the general population. He is hoping to be able to call next week, and by then he should know when we can go visit him." "Can we all go?" Paul demanded. "Not for now. Charlie said he'd be limited to two or three. He wasn't sure if that's a permanent limitation or just until they get to know him better. He said that everything they do is a privilege based on a point system. If you lose points by not doing right or getting into trouble, you don't get to do all the things you'd like to do." "Does he ever get out?" Andy asked, "I mean, like, for field trips or anything like that?" "I don't think so, Andy. He said there was a computer course he wanted to take, but it was being held at a computer lab in the Foothills prison. He wasn't allowed to go because he hasn't accumulated enough merit points yet." "What's Foothills prison?" Christopher asked. "That's another prison real close to where Charlie is," Dennis explained. "He said it's a new prison and they have all sorts of things there that Western doesn't have, but the kids at Western don't get to go there very often. He said it's one of the things the Western kids strive for." "Wow!" Billy exclaimed. "Imagine, having as one of your main ambitions going to a prison! Even a new one! I don't know how he can stand it in there!" "He seems happy enough," Dennis said. "You guys can read the letter after supper if you like." "Maybe it means he's given up," Paul suggested. "Maybe he's getting to where he's planning on staying there the rest of his life, so he's making the best of it." "He's definitely making the best of it," Karen agreed. "That's just how Charlie is, and I'm very proud of him for that. He is without question the best I've ever seen at taking whatever situation he's in and making it work for him. But I seriously doubt that he's given up. That just isn't Charlie." "Conner!" Charlie's name being shouted only three feet away jolted him out of his nap. It was almost 2:30, and he was still waiting for the Chaplain. He'd missed his lunch, afraid to move lest the good chaplain should arrive again in his absence. He knew that would land him in more trouble than he wanted, so he'd just stayed in his cell. "Yes, sir?" he answered as he sat up, then jumped down off the bunk. "You wanted to see me?" "I guess so. You're Captain Eggerton?" "Last time I looked. What did you want, Conner?" "Well, sir," Charlie answered, "I was talking with Sargent Kincaid last night. He told me you might be able to help me get a Bible." "Where did he ever get that idea?" the man demanded. Charlie thought in his mind: "Well DUHHH! You ARE the chaplain! Isn't that your business? Or perhaps I should try the janitor?" Fortunately he didn't express his thoughts. Instead he just said, "I'm not sure sir. I know my folks will bring me mine when they come to visit, so I was hoping I could borrow..." "It wouldn't do for you to be without a Bible, would it Conner?" "It isn't that, sir. I just... well, sometimes I like to read it a little at night before I go to sleep." The Chaplain eyed Charlie up and down, rubbing his chin the way Charlie's father often did. Charlie was somewhat confused by his attitude, which was not even close to what he would have expected from such a man. "I know all about you, Conner!" he finally said with a venom that actually frightened Charlie. "You go parading all over the state, singing your gospel music, making everyone think what a good, pius little boy you are, singing the praises of Jesus. Then you go and pull the stunt you did. Robbing, killing, drugs, and probably more they never did catch you for. Did you think just because you sing Gospel that no one would find you out? Do you have any idea how much damage you've done? You get people all over the world admiring you, your faith, your beliefs in that TV broadcast, and then you go on a robbing, killing spree! There's some real low life in here, Conner, but you've got to look up to every one of them. Give you a Bible? Not very likely! The Bible is a sacred book, and I wouldn't defile one by giving it to you. You're not gonna impress anyone in here reading your Bible, Conner, so you can just forget it!" "What in hell was that all about?" Larry demanded as he wandered into the cell, watching the chaplain as he stormed off in the direction of the elevator. "I..." Charlie stammered, "I really don't know." Charlie was so stunned, he was completely at a loss for words. If he'd had his wits about him he probably would have been devastated, but as it was, he just stood there dumb struck. "I never saw the chaplain get pissed off before," Larry said. "Man, what did you do? What did you say to piss him off? He's really steamed!" "I wish I knew," Charlie said wistfully. "All I did was ask him for a Bible." "Well do yourself a favor and don't ask him for anything else. Man, he's pissed! An' chaplain or not, he's a captain! Ya don't wanna piss off captains, no matter who they are. You best just keep away from him, which shouldn't be much of a problem. He don't mess with this floor much, there ain't anyone here interested in the product he's selling." "Until now," Charlie said. "Anyway, d'you suppose we got time to get registered for school before supper time?" "I don't see why not. But what's the hurry? We got till next Monday." "No reason to put it off either, Larry. Now come on!" Andy and Billy were spending more and more time together. They worked together all day, each teaching the other some aspect of farming in North Carolina. Not that Andy even tried to pretend he was an expert, but he did know the Conner farm, at least as it used to be, and he'd learned a lot while Charlie was in the hospital. But now Karen was starting to get concerned. More and more often after their work was done and Andy had made a reasonable attempt at homework, the pair would hop in one of their trucks and disappear for two or three hours, sometimes much more. Karen was pretty sure they were going to Wilmington, and sometimes Raleigh, but she had no idea what they were up to. Were they chasing girls? Did they perhaps have girl friends? Were they up to some sort of mischief? Who were they meeting, if anyone? What were they doing all that time? Were they drinking? Perhaps into drugs? Neither Karen nor Dennis had ever so much as smelled alcohol on either of them, but they knew beyond any shadow of a doubt that Billy did take the odd drink. Dennis tried to convince her that she was being paranoid, to which she replied "What do you expect, after what happened to Charlie?" "You aren't beginning to think he did all those things, are you?" "Of course not, Dennis! But if we'd only known where he was, what he was doing those nights he disappeared, maybe we'd have had more of a defense." "If only this, if only that. If we'd done this, if we'd known that. The point is we didn't! But Andy's over eighteen now, and Billy certainly is, so there's very little we can do even if we wanted to. And they certainly don't seem anxious to tell us what they're up to." What the two friends were doing, was roaming the inner city, trying to find people who had known Garth. They were still convinced that Garth had set them up, regardless of the fact that Charlie refused to believe it. "You didn't see his face," he had stated adamantly. "He told me to go get 'em, that I was gonna be great someday. And his face... I mean, he was almost crying. It was like he knew we'd never see each other again. I guess I knew it then too, but I didn't know what he had planned. I think he was sorry for all that had happened, but he just thought it was too late. Yeah, I think someone set me up, but it wasn't Garth." Still, Billy argued, if they knew more about Garth, his friends, his habits, they might learn something that could help in an appeal. And speaking of appeals, that was another thing that wasn't going well at all. When he first took the case, Mark Stevens had been optimistic. The case was so full of holes and errors, he'd said, that no appeals court in the land would turn him down. But as time went on, he began to seem much less sure of himself. He kept delaying the final appeal process, stating each time that it was far easier to knock down an accusation before the verdict than after. Yes, he'd said, errors had been made; but he needed hard evidence; evidence that there was some sort of conspiracy, or comedy of errors, something besides a simple claim that Charlie hadn't got a fair trial. Billy was working hard, trying to use his connections in Texas to make some political contacts in Raleigh that might help. He had been in touch with faculty members at A&M, who had arranged for him to meet some of their colleagues at NC State. Some of their mysterious visits had been to meet someone who could possibly be an ally when the time came. He wanted to get the attention of someone very high up in the state government; someone who might see a political opportunity, even if he didn't care a flip about a kid in prison for a crime he didn't commit. So he and Andy were taking their time, trying not to jump to conclusions or go off half-cocked. They were being very careful who they told what. They knew there was a conspiracy, and they trusted no one. They didn't suspect Karen and Dennis of any wrongdoing, but they did know that anything they knew they would tell to Mark, and more and more the boys were doubting him. But progress was slow and information scarce. It was the morning after one of their trips to Wilmington in late October. They had not got home until after 2 AM, then they'd had to get up at five. Now they were in the machinery shed working on one of the big tractors. Again they were having hydraulic problems. This tractor had been down most of the summer with first one hydraulic breakdown, then another. Dennis was starting to threaten the John Deere company, saying that he had two identical tractors, one of which absolutely never broke down, the other was constantly breaking. To Dennis it was obvious he had a lemon and he wanted it replaced. "Please don't bang so hard," Billy pleaded. "I got the worst headache I've ever had in my freakin' life!" "I know what you mean," Andy agreed. "We just gotta get more sleep. These hours are killing me. But I really don't have a headache, I'm just tired." "You're lucky. My head is achin' so damned bad my hair hurts." "Your what?" Andy questioned emphatically as he stood up, dropping the wrench he was holding. "My hair. I said..." "I heard you! Hair! That's it! HAIR!" "Yeah, hair. That's what I said. It's just an express..." "Not yours! Charlie's! Charlie's hair! That's it! That's the freakin' clue we're missing!" Billy eyed his buddy curiously. "I'm sorry, Andy," he said, "but I don't have the slightest idea what you're talking about. I guess my brain is still not really in gear, cause I can't..." "Charlie's hair! Those store clerks identified a picture of Charlie with long hair. But when he was supposed to have pulled those robberies, he had no hair! He had just got out of the hospital and he was freakin' bald!" "Andy!" Billy said, "are you sure? I mean, could you be mistaken about dates..." "I was there, Billy! Jeez, you think I could forget a thing like that? They came so close to killin' him! Of course I'm sure!" "Well then c'mon, lets call Mark Stevens. Let's get Charlie out of jail!" "Mark? You think that's a good idea? He hasn't been much help so far." "What choice do we have? He's still Charlie's attorney whether we like it or not. We've got to trust him, Andy, it's all we've got." * * * I sincerely hope you enjoy my writing efforts. If you do, or for that matter if you don't, I would appreciate if you would write to me. My email address is charlieje@mindspring.com.