Date: Mon, 14 Oct 2002 21:15:57 -0700
From: mjac4@sunset.net
Subject: Arren, Tony and Isaac     Chapter 18 (Young Friends)

Arren, Tony and Isaac

Part 2

Chapter 18 -- Confessions of Love

I was wakened by something moving.  It was Isaac, he was starting to wake,
and I think he wanted to get up.  I woke and asked him if everything was
okay.  He signed that his leg was numb, and he needed to turn over.  Once he
was more comfortable, he cuddled close to me again.  I looked at the clock
radio, and it was almost six in the morning.  I hugged him while he fell
asleep again.  I also drifted off to sleep again.  I was so comfortable,
that I wanted to stay like this for the rest of my life, but my bladder had
other plans.  About an hour and a half later, it said, "get up, and relieve
me".  I guess it was time to do that.  Isaac must have thought the same
thing.  He was waking too.

We made our way to the bathroom, did what we needed to do.  Isaac wanted to
stay naked, just like yesterday, so we didn't bother with clothes.  We made
our way down stairs, where mom and dad were having coffee and toast.  Isaac
signed that he would like to have some hot chocolate with whipped cream.  I
told mom what he signed, and she just gave Isaac a big smile.

Mom made breakfast, and we ate another great meal that my beautiful mother
made for us.  Isaac and I made our way to the living room, and cuddled in
the blanket again.  Today the fog wasn't to bad, but it was starting to rain
a little.  It was still to cold out to be doing anything outside.  I
couldn't wait for the weather to start warming up.  I really don't like this
cold.  If it were warmer, I would get Isaac naked, and walk him into the
pool.  I really want it to warm up now.  I think we had enough winter.

For the rest of the week, Isaac and I did as much as we could.  But all to
soon we had to take him home again.  This particular day, it was raining
fairly hard.  Isaac wanted to just stay with us, but he knew that he had to
go home.  I never had so much fun, just hanging around the house, with the
boy that I love VERY much.  I knew that I would be seeing him the next day
at school, but I was really very used to him being here with me.  When we
got to Isaac's house, it was a lot lighter, and I was able to see it better.
They had a very nice home and a very nice yard too.  They lived on about 25
acres of land, and this is why theirs hardly anybody else around them.
Their piece of land, was the smallest lot around.  Everyone else had at
least 75 acres or more.  A lot of the people around here, raised horses, or
cows.  There are a lot of trees in this area, but they are the native oak
trees, and not the kind of trees that we grow in the orchard.

Isaac lives in a three-bedroom house, and it also has two bathrooms.  They
had it very nicely furnished, and it was very cozy and warm.  Gordon helped
dad unload Isaac's things, including his shower chair, which we never used.
I held Isaac every time we were in the shower.  To be honest, I held him
every chance I got.  We stayed, and talked for as long as we could.  Just
before we left, Isaac gave all of us a big hug.  He gave me the biggest hug
of them all.  I hugged him too, and I could see that Gordon was giving us
some looks that were not on the friendly side, but he said nothing.  I let
go of Isaac, and told him that I would see him the next day at school.  Then
we said our good-byes, and then we headed for home, but this time, we were
going home without MY Isaac.

As dad drove home, we talked about Isaac and me.  Mom and dad wanted to make
sure that I was going to be okay, with him not being around all the time.  I
told them that he and I would try to see each other on the weekends, and
things like that.  They knew that I loved him, but I don't think they knew
how much I loved him.  Mom and dad said that they would do what they could
to help me out with Isaac.  Did I tell you how much I love my mom and dad?
Well, just in case I didn't, I love them very, very much.

The next day at school, the bus dropped me off first.  The weather was
miserable.  The wind was blowing about twenty to twenty-five miles pre hour.
It was still raining too, and I hated it.  I waited for Isaac's bus to come,
and when I saw it, I also saw MY Isaac's face smashed against the fogged up
window, looking for me.  He is so cute that I wished that the world didn't
care about people who are homosexual.  This way, I could kiss him anytime I
wanted without making others aggravated.  But the world was full of hate,
and I knew that I was going to have to be very careful, with MY Isaac.

Isaac got off the bus first, and I could see that he had his leg braces on.
The only time he had them on at my house, was when he first arrived there.
That night, I helped him to take them off, and he didn't put them back on
once, while he was there.  I know that he hates them, but I also know that
he won't be able to walk for very long without them.  Once he was off the
bus, he was in my arms, and he hugged me, while we walked to our first
period class.  As we were walking to class.  A lot of the kids smiled at
him, and said hello to him.  I guess the word got around about him not
missing those baskets, that last day of school.  Things were going to be
okay, and I really hoped that Isaac was going to make some more friends.

First and second period class just flew by.  My third period class seemed to
drag on, because I wanted to be with Isaac.  Some of the boys asked me if
Isaac was going to come back and shoot some more baskets, but I didn't know
if the school would let him.  He's not that strong, and he needs help to
stand, if he does.  They said that they would love to find out how many
baskets he can shoot before he misses.  I just told them, that I would ask
him.  We'll just have to wait and see.

After forth period, lunch was pretty good.  After we ate, we went to the
library to get out of the weather.  There were a few others here too.  They
must have thought the same thing that we did.  Isaac and I sat in the back,
so that no one could see us.  I told him about what the other boys asked me.
He said that he wasn't going to do it without me there.  I told him that I
would love to just hold him, while he shot baskets.  He just smiled, and
then, we held hands under the table, just smiling at each other until the
bell rang.  The rest of the day went by to fast, and before I wanted it to,
the last bell of the day rang.  I stayed with Isaac for as long as I could,
before I had to get on the bus.  Isaac's bus was just turning into the
parking lot, and I knew that he would be heading for home too.  I just
wished that I were going home with him.

As the days past, dad was still teaching me how to drive, and I was getting
very good at it too.  Dad even told me that I was a natural at it.  I did
all of the driving classes and tests.  Around the end of January, dad took
me down to the DMV (Department of Motor Vehicle), and I got my learners
permit.  I was now able to drive, as long as a licensed driver was with me.
Dad would let me drive all the way out to Isaac's house, so that we could
get him, and he could come over to our place, and stay the weekend.  I was
also allowed to drive him home, as long as either mom or dad was with me.
Mom would also let me drive, when I had to go to my karate lessons.  I
wanted Isaac to come with me, but I don't think that he would be able to.

The more time that I was spending with Isaac, the more I was falling in love
with him.  Every time I wasn't with him, I was either thinking about him, or
I was talking about him.  I really do love him, and I really think that he
loves me too, but it was time to find out, once and for all.  This was
killing me inside, and I just had to tell him how I really feel about him.
If I don't tell him soon, I'm going to explode.

It was now March, and the weather was warming up a little.  I made a plan,
that I was going to tell Isaac that I'm head over heels in love with him.
Friday, March 23rd was the third day of spring, and I was going to tell him
then.  I planed a picnic lunch for us, and I wanted us to be alone, when I
told him.  But I needed a little help with the cookies again, so I asked mom
if she would help me out.  She was more then happy to help me.

"Why are you making these now?"  Mom asked.

"I just want some, so I can take them to Isaac tomorrow," I said.  "Since it
so nice out, I wanted to have a picnic with him."

"Isaac really means a lot to you, doesn't he?"  She asked, with a smile.

"Yes," I said.  "More then you know."

"Don't be so surprised about how much we know Arren," mom said.  "We know
that you love Isaac, very much."

"You know that I'm in love with him?"  I asked, with surprise.

"Arren," mom started to say, and then she wrapped her arms around me, and
hugged me tight.  "I can see it in your face.  You smile, every time you
hear his name.  You talk about him all the time.  You beg us to let you
drive over to his house, so you can either pick him up, and bring him here.
Either that, so you can stay at his place.  Arren, I know what you are going
through.  I was the same way with your father.  I loved him so much, that it
just hurt not to be around him."

"It does hurt not being around him, mom," I said.  "I do love him, and I
want him in my life forever."

"Arren, does he know that you are in love with him?"  Mom asked.

"No, but this is why I'm doing this," I said.  "I going to tell him, that I
love him, mom.  I just got to know if he feels the same way."

"Just go slow with him Arren," mom said, letting go of me.  "If he doesn't
feel the same, it may hurt more then you think."

"I just have to know mom," I said.  "I know that he likes me, but I don't
know if he likes me the way that I love him."

"I know that Isaac loves you Arren," mom said.  "I can see it in him too."
Then she hugged me again.  I hugged her too, and then we started to make the
cookies.

I just hoped that mom was right about all of this, but I wanted to see him
sign the words, "I Love You Arren".  I know that he's going to hear them
from me tomorrow.  I just wish that he felt the same.  I just hope that he
doesn't get mad that I said it, and stop being my friend.  I don't think I
could stand him not being at least my friend.  I guess I should have asked
him, if he likes me because, I'm his friend or his lover.  Isaac never had
sex before he met me.  And now I was wondering if he just liked me, because
of the sex?

Mom and I finished up, and I started to pack up the lunch for tomorrow.  I
got dad's old thermos and filled it with ice cold milk, and put it back in
the refrigerator.  Tomorrow morning I'll get up a little earlier and make
the sandwiches, and pack the fruit cups.  I went out to the laundry room,
and got dad's big lunchbox, and cleaned it up, really well.  I wanted this
to be perfect, and I wanted nothing to bother us either.  So tomorrow, I
take Isaac out to the football field, and we can sit by the big oak tree
near the field.  I have noticed that a lot of the kids don't even go near
it.  It too far to walk, and I have noticed that a lot of the kids, are too
busy to just enjoy something like that big old oak.  It is a beautiful tree,
and I think that Isaac and I will have plenty of privacy.

The next morning, I got up, did what I needed to do in the bathroom, then
headed down the stairs.  Mom and dad were both there, and mom told dad about
what we talked about yesterday.  Dad said that he would let me drive Ronald'
s truck to school today, so that I didn't have to carry everything that I
was going to take with me on the bus.  He said that he would bring the truck
home, and besides, he needed to get some plywood at the lumberyard.  He also
said that he would be at the school to pick me up, and if I wanted to call
Isaac's mom, I could invite him over for the weekend.  I was on the phone in
a heartbeat.  Isaac's mom said that he could come over, and then he could
stay until Monday.  This way, we could go to school together, and then he
could take the bus home, or I could talk dad into letting me driving him
home.  Ellen (Isaac's mom) said that Isaac was VERY happy about this, and
then she told me that he went to his room to get a few things together.
Things looked pretty good for today.

I got everything ready, and then put it in the truck.  Dad got a list of
things that he and grandpa would need for today.  We were heading out the
driveway, and to the main road.  There was hardly anyone of the road, but I
did see my bus coming to get me.  I guess the driver wont need to make that
stop today.  Dad and I talked while we were going to school.  He wanted to
make sure that I would be okay, if Isaac didn't love me too.  I told dad,
that I needed to know for sure, and if he didn't love me.  Then at least I
would know, and I could start getting over it if he didn't.  Dad just told
me, to be very careful with Isaac.  He a very impressionable kid and dad
didn't want me to hurt his feelings.  I told dad, that I would be very
gentle with him, because I love him too much, to do anything to hurt him.

When we got to school, I gave dad a hug good bye, and told him that we would
be right here, when school was over.  Dad smiled, and told me to be careful,
and then he got into the driver's seat, and headed out.  I took the
lunchbox, and headed for my first period class.  Mr. Bennett was in his
classroom, and I asked him if it would be okay to put my lunchbox in here,
until lunch.  He told me no, then he told me to follow him.  We went in the
back room, and in the back room, was a little refrigerator.  He said that I
could use the refrigerator, if I wanted.  Mr. Bennett is such a nice man,
that I just wanted to hug him, but all I did, was say, Thank You, and put
the lunchbox in it.

After I did that, I ran to see if Isaac's bus was here yet.  I had to wait a
few minutes, before I saw it.  Isaac was the first one off the bus, with a
small suitcase.  I took his suitcase, so that he didn't have to carry it.
He then gave me a BIG smile, and signed, "I can't wait for school to be
over".  I smiled too, and I signed back, "Me too".  I didn't want anyone to
know what I was saying to the boy that I love.

As we were slowly walking to first period.  I told him in signs, that I had
lunch already for us today.  I wanted to talk to him at lunch.  He wanted to
know if something was wrong.  I didn't want him to worry, and told him that
I just wanted us to be alone, so that we could talk without anyone bothering
us.  He then gave me another big smile, and signed, "Okay".

When we got to our first period class.  I asked Mr. Bennett if it would be
okay, if we could leave Isaac's little suitcase in the back too.  I told him
that we would pick it up after school.  He said it would be okay with him.
I thanked him, and so did Isaac.  First and second periods went by pretty
fast, but third period PE took forever.  We were doing some dumb track
thing, and I really didn't want to be here, because Isaac wasn't here with
me.  In the showers today, David and I were talking.

"Arren, can I ask you something?"  He asked.

"Sure," I said not knowing what he wanted to know.

"Why do you look like that?"  He asked.

"What are you talking about?"  I asked.

David looked around, to make sure no one was listening to us.  "Your dick,"
he said.  "Why does it look like that?"

I just smiled, and said.  "Because, I'm not circumcised."

"Do you have a dick head?"  He asked, and I could see that he really wanted
to know.

"Yes," I said.  "Here, let me show you."  I looked around too, to make sure
that no one was paying any attention to us.  When I was sure no one was, I
slowly skinned myself back, and showed him that I do have a penis head.  His
eyes were glued to my penis, when I did this.  He looked like he wanted to
touch me, but he held back.

"Wow Arren," he said.  "That's so neat.  Does it hurt when you do that?"

"No," I said.  "It feels good when I exposes the head, and clean it."  I
looked at his penis, and I saw that he was just starting to get a little
hard.  I didn't want trouble in here, and I told him that we should get out,
before some one saw him getting hard.

"Your right Arren, thanks," he said.

"Maybe I can show you more some other time," I said.

"That's okay Arren," he said.  "You don't have to do that."

"I don't mind," I said.  "But if you want to see more, I'll be happy to let
you see me."

"Thanks Arren," he said with a smile.

I got another look at his penis, before he put his underwear on.  He had a
really hard penis by this time.  He must have been at least six inches long.
It was very nice, and he might have like it if I had an erection too.  He
saw me looking, and then he smiled.  I smiled too, and got dressed, before
my penis got hard also, which it was, a little.  If it did get all the way
hard, I might want it sucked off, and I may have asked David to suck me.
But I really had other things on my mind.  Like the boy that I love, and he
will be waiting for me in a few minutes.  I hurried out of the shower room,
to meet up with Isaac.

I got to forth period earlier then Isaac.  Since he wasn't here yet, I went
to meet him on the way.  I saw him coming, and ran over to him.  I told him,
as we were walking back to our forth-period class, that I had a nice place
to eat lunch today.  He just smiled, and then he hugged me.  He hugged me,
like he was just trying to hold onto me, but I knew better.  I helped him to
his desk, and then we started our math assignments.  Isaac and I finished a
little early, and then we just signed to each other.  Mr. Bonomini couldn't
say that we were talking to loud, because we didn't say a word out loud.
Isaac and I thought this was very funny, and continued, until the bell rang.

Isaac thought we were going to have our special lunch by the library today,
but I told him that I wanted to be alone with him.  I told him about the big
old oak tree, by the football field.  He thought this was a great idea, and
we started walking.  On the way, I made a quick stop in Mr. Bennett's
classroom, to get the lunchbox.  He was in his classroom, with about seven
other teachers.  They were all having lunch in here, and I was guessing it
was because of the tables in this room.  No one said anything to me, and I
just made a quick trip to the refrigerator.  I smiled as I was leaving.  Mr.
Bennett smiled too, and so did a few others.

Isaac and I made our way to the big beautiful oak tree.  Now that the
weather was warming up, it was starting to get some new leafs on it.  I
helped Isaac to sit on the grass, and then I sat down close to him.  I gave
him a napkin, and a peanut butter and jam sandwich.  I used his favorite
jam, plum.  I like it too, and then we ate.  I was getting a little nervous
about what I was going to say to him.  But I just continued to serve lunch.
I poured Isaac some milk, so he could have his cookies with it.  Isaac was
all smiles, and when we were almost finished eating, I told him that I
wanted to tell him something.  He just looked at me, and gave me a really
big and cute smile.  That was it.  I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that
I love him more then life itself.

"Isaac," I said.  He just smiled at me, and then took a little bit of his
cookie.  Man, he even eats cookies cute.  "I just wanted to say something to
you."

"What's that?"  He signed.

"Well, its kind of big," I said.

"Really?"  He signed, then he looked at my crotch, and smiled even bigger.

I started to laugh a little.  "No, not that, you horny little devil," I
said.  "It's something else, and I wanted us to be alone, when I told you
what I need to tell you.  No wait.  I have to tell you this, or it's going
to kill me."

Right then and there, Isaac's smile left his face, and he had a look of
panic.  "Is something wrong?"  He signed.  "Are you sick or something?"

"Oh no," I said, in a reassuring tone.  Then I gave him a little hug.
"Everything is okay, I just need to say something to you, and here it goes.
Isaac, you are one of the best friends that I have ever had, and I really
love the time that we spend together.  But I have feelings for you that go
way beyond friendship."  I looked at him, and he had a very blank look on
his face.  He was listening to every single word that I was saying.  I
thought I'd better continued, before I chickened out.  "Isaac," I started
again.  "I`m... I'm in love with you."  I looked at him again, and still he
had a blank look on his face.  "Isaac, are you okay?  Did you hear what I
said?"  I asked him, after a few seconds had past.

It was a few more seconds, before he moved.  Then he got an angry look on
his face.  Even when he looked like that, he was still cute.  But that was
it, he hates me now.  "Yes, I'm fine, I heard you," he signed.  He then
turned and looked away from me.  It was a few more seconds before he looked
at me again.  He had tears running down his beautiful face.

"What's wrong baby?"  I asked him, and gave him a little hug.  "Are you mad
at me?"

"I'm mad, but I'm not mad at you," he signed.

"I don't understand," I said, and hugged him a little tighter.

"I'm mad at myself," He signed.

"Mad at yourself, why?"  I asked.

"Because I wanted to tell you, that I love you too, but I was afraid that
you wouldn't like me anymore," he signed.

My heart just got a jump-start.  "You love me too?"  I said, just a little
louder.

He just nodded his head, yes.  "I fell in love with you, after the second
day of school," he signed.  "You were the only one who would talk to me, and
when you found out that I couldn't talk.  You still wanted to be my friend."
He had more tears running down his face.  I took a napkin, and dried them.
"I wanted to tell you that I love you first, but I was scared.  You have a
much stronger will then me, and said it first."

"I'm so sorry baby," I said, and then I hugged him a little tighter.  I took
a quick look around, and saw no one around, and then I moved closer to him
and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips.  "Isaac, this has been eating at me
for months, and I just had to know if you loved me too."

"I do love you Arren," he signed.  "I love you with ALL of my heart."  More
tears were streaming down his cute little face.  Then he leaned into my
shoulder, and cried.

I hugged him close.  "It's okay baby," I said to him.  "You just let it all
out.  I'll be here for you."

Isaac sobbed for a few more minutes.  I held him while he did.  I was also
crying a little, but I was more happy then sad.  I knew now, that he loved
me, and with a feeling like that, all I wanted to do was hold him.  We
talked for the rest of lunch.  I told him all the feelings that I was
having, and he told me all of his.  We continued to talk until the second
bell rang.  I wanted MY LOVE, to look okay, before we went to our class, so
I helped him to clean up a little.  Miss. Williams didn't even asked us, why
we were a few minutes late.  I guess she thought that I was helping Isaac,
and just let it go.  During class, Isaac would look at me and smile, but it
was different.  I knew that the smile that he was giving me now, was a smile
full of love.  I had such a warm feeling inside, and I loved it.

During our Art class, Isaac was feeling a lot better, and he was starting to
play a little.  Every time I try to draw something, he would bump my arm,
and then smile.  I wanted to kiss him so bad, but just smiled back at him,
and then I signed for him to be quiet.  He would just smile even bigger.  It
was a lot of fun having him in this class with me.  Every class that he was
in with me was fun.

When the bell rang, we were able to leave for the weekend.  I helped him to
his feet, and then we went to meet dad.  On our way, we stopped by Mr.
Bennett's room, to get his little suitcase.  I carried it and the lunchbox
out to the front part of the school.  Dad was waiting for us, and I helped
MY Isaac in the truck.  He sat in the middle, and I sat in the passenger's
side.  Dad asked me if I wanted to drive.  I just asked him if he would,
because, I wanted to hold MY Isaac.  Dad just smiled, and got in the truck
and then headed out of town.

Once we were on the highway, dad asked if everything was okay.  I told him
what happened at lunch today, and then he took his right hand, and gave
Isaac a friendly little rub on the back of his neck.  Isaac was very happy,
and then leaned into me, then hugged my arm.  I was very happy too, and just
hugged him back.  When we got home, I helped Isaac out of the truck, and dad
brought in the lunchbox and his suitcase.

Isaac wanted out of his leg braces, so I carried him up the stairs.  I sat
him on the bed, and stripped him naked.  I tossed his clothes and his leg
braces off to the side, and picked him up, and carried him to the bathroom.
I knew that he needed to use the toilet, so I left him there, while he did
what he needed to do.  I went back to the bedroom and stripped too.  I
wanted a shower, and I knew if I was going to shower.  Isaac was going to
want to shower with me as well.  When I got back to the bathroom, he was all
done, and then I started the shower.  I looked at him, and he was all
smiles.  We showered and kissed together, and then we dried off.  Then we
went back to the bedroom, to get dressed.

Isaac wanted to stay naked, and I just didn't bother to try to help him
dress.  If he wants to stay naked, then I'll just let him.  I carried him
down the stairs, and we sat on the sofa together, naked.  Dad came in, and
told us that he turned up the heater on the Jacuzzi, and asked if we wanted
to use it before dinner.  Isaac had a look that was very cute, so I asked
him if he wanted to use it.  He just smiled at me, and nodded his head, yes.
I told dad that we would love to use it, and thanked him.  Dad carried Isaac
out to the back, so that he could ease him in the swirling waters on the
Jacuzzi.  I got in first, and then dad lowered Isaac in.  The water was very
warm, and the jets were just right.  After dad put Isaac in, he said that he
would get us some towels, and tell us when dinner would be ready.  We
thanked him again, and told him that we love him.  Dad was smiling as he
went back into the house.

Isaac was sitting very close to me, as the warm swirling waters did it's
magic.  Isaac was so happy, that he just kissed me, and laid his head on my
shoulder.  We sat there for about ten minutes, before Isaac wanted to sit in
front of me, so he could lean back into me.  I told him that this was just
fine, and helped him to get comfortable.  Isaac was very happy, that he was
so close to me.  He would just take my arms, which I had wrapped around him,
and kiss them.  I asked Isaac, if he wanted me to rub his back and massage
his neck.  This is something that I learned from the book that Tony gave me.
He seemed very happy about this, and nodded his head, yes.

I had Isaac lean forward just a little.  When he did, I started to gently
massage his neck.  I was working his neck for awhile, trying to loosen him
up a little.  He seemed to like what I was doing, so I applied a little more
pressure.  Then I worked my way down to his shoulders.  I was using my
thumbs, and working them gently into his spine, working my way down his
back.  Isaac was just loving it, and let his head drop forward, so that I
could get his neck a little better.  I saw that he had his eyes closed, and
wanted me to keep going.  I was more then happy to make him feel as good as
I possibly could.  I continued to work my way down his back, and I could see
the he was about to fall asleep.  It's so easy to put him to sleep, with any
kind of pleasure, but I didn't want him to fall asleep in here.  He could
snort up some water, and I didn't want him to do that.  In order to keep him
from falling asleep, I eased him back into my chest.  He seemed to wake up a
little, and then I continued to massage his chest.  I was able to hold him,
and do this at the same time.

After about an hour, dad came out, and saw me massaging Isaac, and quietly
told us that dinner was close to being ready.  I thanked dad, and this woke
Isaac up all the way.  He just looked at dad, and smiled.  I got out of the
Jacuzzi, and dad lifted Isaac out, and I wrapped a towel around him.  It
wasn't super warm out, and I didn't want him to get cold.  Dad held him,
while I dried him off.  As I was drying off Isaac around his penis, he was
starting to get hard.  I just continued to dry him off, and try not to think
about sucking him off.  Dad just smiled, when he saw Isaac's erection, and
he was fully erect when I finished drying him off.  He was so cute, and the
look I saw on dad's face said, "That's my boy".  I was getting a little hard
too, but I was able to control it a little better.  Dad started to talk
about something else that got Isaac's mind off of his penis.  It took him
about five minutes to get his penis to calm down.  Dad didn't want us to go
into the house, with hard penises, and mom just might say something about
that.  I know that we're not going to put any clothes on, and I didn't want
to sit at the table, with an erection.

Dad was all smiles when we sat at the table to eat, and mom wanted to know
why.  The only thing dad could do, was to smile at her, then he looked at
Isaac and me.  Mom knew that we were holding something back, and she wanted
to know what it was.  Mom knows how to get me to talk, and started to ask me
what was so funny.  I just tried to tell her that it was nothing, but she
knew better then that.  I thought I'd just better tell her and get it over
with.  I just looked at Isaac.  He was smiling so big, that I just had to
hug him, so I did.  Then I told mom about Isaac's erection that he got,
while we were drying him off.  This was all dad needed to hear, and he
started to laugh.  Isaac was laughing too, and this got me going.

"You guys," she said.  "That's all you boys ever think about."

She tried to sound serious, but she couldn't hold off any longer, and
started to laugh as well.  It was so much fun, and Isaac didn't care that we
were laughing about his erection.  I looked at dad, and he had tears running
down his face.  Isaac was laughing so hard, that he was just shaking all
over.  I thought my side was going to split open, from laughing so hard.
Mom just tried so hard to control herself, but she just couldn't do it.  She
also had tears running down her face.  It was the greatest thing that has
happened in a long time.

It took us about ten minutes to calm ourselves down.  By this time, dinner
was cooling off.  It just didn't matter to us, and we ate anyway.  Mom was
very happy that we loved everything that she made for dinner.  We even
helped her to wash the dishes.  Isaac and I dried them, and put them away,
while mom and dad washed.  We sat in the living room, and talked for about
three hours, before we called it a night.

Isaac was getting the yawns, and I knew that he wanted to go to bed.  I was
pretty tired too, so I asked dad to help me with him.  Dad just picked up MY
naked Isaac, and carried him up the stairs.  We gave dad a very big hug, and
he just hugged and kissed us too.  Mom came up, to see if we needed
anything.  We did need something.  We needed to hug her too, so we both did
that.  She just hugged and kissed us too, before mom and dad, went down the
stairs together.  I helped Isaac to the bathroom, and we did what we needed
to do.  Then we went back to the bedroom.  I turned off the overhead light,
and turn in the night-light, and then we crawled into bed together.  I told
Isaac that I loved him VERY much, then I kissed him for a long time.  He
signed, "I love you to Arren", and then he kissed me as well.  It was a long
day, and we were tired, and I could see that Isaac wanted to close his
beautiful dark eyes.  When I rolled on to my back, he rolled onto me.  I
pulled the blanket on us, and he fell asleep with in minutes, while I was
gently caressing his smooth back and butt.

It was a very full day, and I was very happy about the way it turned out.  I
have the boy that I love more then anything sleeping in my arms, and I know
for a fact, that he loves me too.  With me knowing that, it didn't take me
long to fall asleep myself.  How can life get any better then this?  God
only knows.

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This is the conclusion of Chapter 18 - Confessions of Love


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