Baby Boy Ballerina and the Hockey Hunk

***Be warned, if you do not condone sexual experiences between boys and boys, or even boys and men, or if you do not care for diaper love and urinary use, then this story may not be for you. It is a tale of love, never abuse, and while there are sex scenes, they are amazingly light in this story. It is a love story through and through. As with all my stories, I hope that you enjoy, and I hope that you email me with your comments. Please email me at ***erich5748@ymail.com*** If I had a story site left, I would gladly invite you to join me there, but sadly it was once again killed, so as of yet, I have not figured out what to do, but if you email me, when I do figure it out, I will email you to inform you of this. Also, if anyone has contact with Deeker of Deeker's Diaper Pages, would you please give me his email address, so that I can email him, I have lost it, and I wish to find out why he killed his site. If anyone knows why, I would also appreciate hearing it, in case I can not reach him any longer. Thanks.***

Chapter 8

“Hi guys, glad you could all make it again.” Kai said happily once all the boys from the hockey team were there and all were seated once again. The only difference was, they appeared to have a girl amongst them.

“Oh sorry, I should have said guys and lady.” Kai giggled.

“That's right, I'm all girl.”

“Yeah right, pull down your pants, or should I say diaper and prove it.” Kai laughed.

“I would, but it might make you jealous.” Sam giggled.

“I've seen you plenty enough already, and trust me, you don't make me jealous. Horny, okay maybe, but certainly not jealous.” Kai laughed.

“That's not entirely bad either.” Sam giggled, and a few of the others did as well.

“Good. So, we left off the other day with Daniel, Ben, John, Josh and Sam having told us their stories, exposing to us their dirty laundry, their skeletons in the closets as it were, so we have a few more to get to today, and hopefully we'll get through most of the rest of you today, and then on Friday I'll tell you all about me, and Owen and Kenny will share the rest that you don't know about them as well. So, the question is, who wants to go first, or should I point someone out?”

“I'll go.” Pete said, another thirteen year old on their team.

“Good. Go ahead then and air your dirty laundry for all of us.

“Okay, well here goes. I guess I have it kinda easy in comparison to some of you guys, but I still have my problems as well. My parents fight all the time, and I'm just waiting for the day that they say they're getting a divorce. My mom's a pretty heavy drinker, she tries to hide it, but I know, and so does dad. When they do divorce, I'm telling my mom I'm living with dad, if he'll take me of course. Anyway, that's really neither here nor there. I really suck at school, I hate it more than anything else. It's so boring, I have way better things to do with my time, and I couldn't be bothered to do homework, who cares. But still, that's not what everyone here really wants to know.” Pete sighed.

“No, what you really want to know is what I think about, what I dream about. Well, it's not boys, I hate to break that to you boys, but I like the girls. No, I want sex so bad it hurts, quite literally, I get what the older boys call blue balls all the time, because doing it myself does nothing for me. No girls are willing though, they want love first, they want to take time, well, I just want sex. I want it any way I can get it, as dirty and kinky as possible. I read so many sex stories online it's not even funny. I look at so much porn it's almost sick, but I just can't stop. About the only time I'm not really thinking about sex is when I'm at hockey.” Pete admitted, every mouth in the place was hanging open.

“What, you said you wanted to know, so I told you.” He giggled.

“Well, now that I never suspected. And here I thought I was bad. At least I don't look at porn, well at least a lot.” Kai giggled, the first to say anything.

“Yeah, the only reason I'd accept that you don't look at porn is that you have zero access to a computer, everyone else does, I know it.” Pete giggled.

“While that may in fact be true, you really do need to cut back at least a little. It sounds as if you'd rather be at home surfing porn, or having sex with girls who don't want to do it yet. Tell me, do you want to be a porn star when you grow up?”

“As fun as that sounds, especially if I get to have sex all the time, I don't really think so.”

“Do you want to flip burgers or work in some factory and kill yourself there for low wages then?”

“Definitely not.”

“Okay, how the hell do you plan to go do something more then if you don't do good in school?”

“I'll go to college and go from there.” Pete said dumbfounded at the question.

“Okay, maybe you didn't understand the question, but do you actually expect that if you crap out in high school that any college is ever gonna let you through their doors?”

“Yeah, they let my brother in and he barely passed high school.”

“What did he go for?”

“An electrician.”

“Ah, so trades school. I should have realized. Trades schools are pretty lax in what they'll accept. So, what do you want to do after school?”

“Haven't quite figured that out yet.”

“Well, before you kill your chances at going to anything more than a trades school, I suggest that you try harder at school and stop thinking about sex quite so much.”

“How the hell can you stop thinking about something so good? Could you?”

“No, not entirely, but I know that there's a time and a place for everything. When it's time to have fun, Kenny and I have lots of fun, but when we need to work, we concentrate on that. It doesn't hurt that no matter how much we might like to, we can't possibly have sex all day every day. Granted, one full day might be fun.” Kai giggled.

“You guys have really had sex? But how, I mean one of you isn't a girl?” Pete sort of blushed a little.

“Oh, so you have no idea about gay sex do you?”

“No, that sorta thing grosses me out, sorry. It's not that I dislike gays or anything like that, just don't expect me to join you.”

“That's okay, but here's a newsflash for you. Gay boys often enjoy anal sex, that means sticking their dicks up each others bums, the rest is pretty much the exact same as straight sex, just different holes. The good thing though is we both get to enjoy, whereas you can't with straight sex. As for have we had sex, well sure, just not anal yet. Kenny's not ready for that yet, but I've enjoyed it, but you'll hear about that later.” Kai answered honestly, and if he had thought Kenny could blush, it was nothing as to how Pete was currently blushing, he really truly had never stopped to think about how two boys got together.

“Oh, that's nasty, doesn't it hurt?”

“Sure, if you just ram it in, but otherwise it can feel real good, but really, it's the same for a girl I'm told.” Kai answered honestly.

“Oh, well don't ever expect me to do anything like that.”

“Don't worry, we don't. We'd never make anyone do anything they don't want to do. All we ask is that you accept us for who we are and what we like. Really, we're no different than anyone else when it comes down to it.”

“That's okay, I don't hate gays or anything. In fact, it's good for a guy like me. The more gay guys there are, the better chance I have at getting a cute girl.” Pete grinned.

“Right, at least it's a positive. Okay, anything further to add?”

“Um, no, not that I can think of.”

“Okay, who'd like to go next then?”

“I may as well.” Fourteen year old Chris said.

“Cool. Go ahead whenever you're ready then.” Kai smiled.

“Well, Pete wants sex non stop, I suggest you be careful what you ask for. I have girls throwing themselves at me non stop. I've had sex with four different girls already this month, but it's not what I want. I just want one of them to love me, but all they want is my body. At first it was all about the sex, get as much as I could, as often as I could, but now I just want more than sex. My first time was when I was ten, and I lost count how many girls I've had since then. The problem is, it's starting to feel like I don't want to even be with the girls. I have fun when I'm with them, but afterward I just want to go home and be alone. The other problem is, when I'm alone, I start to think of something else, something different, no, someone different. I've been dreaming a lot lately about how it would feel to be with a boy. I still like girls, so I know I'm not gay, but maybe I'm bi.”

“Wow, you're worse than I am for sure. Maybe there's someone here that can help you out with that then, and who knows, maybe the two of you can become a couple and have a girl who helps out as well from time to time.” Kai smiled.

“I don't know if I'll like it or not, I've never tried it before, but I've been dreaming about it for a while now, wondering what it'd be like, and unlike Pete, I know exactly what anal is, and how to do it, I've done it to a few girls now. Now, as for my family life, it's pretty good I guess, nothing special, but nothing bad. I have two younger sisters that are forever trying to get me into trouble, and even though I do love them, most of the time I really want to kill them. My dad was super pissed one night when I snuck a girl in and one of my sisters barged in on me and her getting it on. The only good thing he had to say was that at least I was wearing a condom. Boy did my sister ever ask a lot of questions, and my dad made me answer them too.” Chris managed to laugh, even though he had to have been very embarrassed considering his look at revealing that.

“Really, how can you know if you'll like something 'til you try it right, so congrats. Anything else you'd like to add?”

“Nah, I don't think so.”

“Okay, who'd like to go next?”

“Me.” Nolan answered, the only other fourteen year old on their team.

“Cool, go for it then.” Kai smiled.

“Chris, if you want to try out sex with another guy, I'll definitely try it with you, if you'll let me that is. I like sex with girls, but I've only had a few now, but I've also wondered what the other side felt like too, so it might be hot, and then maybe later we can get a couple girls with us for some real fun and see how that goes.” Nolan said excitedly.

“Okay, that sounds good to me, maybe your house Friday night then?”

“It's a date. My parents always go out real late on Friday nights, so we should have most of the night to ourselves, maybe we can make it a night to remember. Now, as for the rest of what you guys want to know. As you can tell, I've wanted to try sex with a guy for a while now as well, but I definitely know I'm at least bi, I wouldn't want to give up sex with girls, but maybe I can get both, now that'd be fun. My parents are partiers, they go out a lot, they're what they call free spirits. I think that means they'll do anyone at any time for any reason, and often together. I'm the same. Sex is great, it feels really good, so who wouldn't want to do it. Unlike Pete though, it's not the only thing I think about, just mostly. I do really good in school, maybe not all A's, but good. I want to go to school to become a doctor, but I don't know if I'm smart enough to do it or not. My mom says if I want to be a doctor, then I'll have to knuckle down and start getting more A's, and I know it's true, but I'm doing the best I can. It probably doesn't help though that I like to party a bit as well, and sometimes homework does get pushed aside.”

“Now, I know some of you might hate me for this, and I hate to say it, but I think I might have been a bit of a bully at school, but after hearing you guys the other day, I made myself a promise that I wouldn't do that any more, and today I even apologized to a kid at school that I had often made fun of and asked him to talk to me. He was too afraid to do so, thinking that I was just trying to get more information in order to hurt him more, and I couldn't blame him in the least. It's the type of thing I might have done before. I realized though how much it must hurt to be the one being bullied, and all because I was insecure about my own feelings. The other night was the night that I finally admitted to myself that I was bi, and what I was searching for deep inside myself.”

“Thanks Nolan, that was very good. As for the boy that you bullied and tried to talk to, don't push him too much. With a little patience and work, he could become a very good friend if you wanted, but to push him too hard will cause him to snap at you, and that wouldn't be good. We go to the same school, so if you tell me who he is, I might be able to offer some help.”

“No thanks, I'm gonna try this on my own. You know, I think I've only seen you at school maybe three times all this year, and no one there teases you that I've ever seen.”

“Okay, that's good too, just remember the offer's always open. I've been teased, I've been bullied, and I've even fought about it and been suspended for it, but once again, my story comes later, so you'll hear the rest then.”

“Wow, I never knew that. Okay, well, I don't think there's all that much more to really tell about myself, so I'll let the next person take it from there.” Nolan smiled.

“Thanks. So, who wants to go next, I think we have more than enough time for a couple more?”

“I will.” Thirteen year old Ian said.

“Cool. Go for it then.” Kai said.

“Well, I'm poor, my parents can barely afford to feed me, and from the sounds of it, it just might be Kenny and his dad that I have to thank for the fact that I get to come to hockey. I've loved hockey since I was too young to remember, and my dad had me on skates from the time I was three. That's the only thing we really get to do together, watch hockey, and we do a lot of it. Once a year he tries to treat me to an NHL game, but I know it costs a lot and he can't afford it, but he says for me he'd do anything. At least I know my parents love me, that makes living with next to nothing a lot easier. I've never had sex, not really all that interested in it to tell you the truth, I just want to play hockey and do as good in school as I can. My dad always told me, don't make the same mistakes they did, and that was to do poor in school and get dead end jobs. They also said they had me far too soon, they weren't mature enough to have kids when they found out they were pregnant, but they've never complained that they did, or that I came along. I know they love me, and even though I was a surprise, they do their best for me.”

“I try really hard in school not to be a bully, but in the beginning it was either bully or be bullied, so I bullied, sorry. I never wanted to hurt anyone, and I really tried not to, but I had an image that I had to maintain. I never did anything really mean though, I promise, but I'm gonna stop too. I never realized how bad it made the other kids feel, but I guess I should have, considering how many of them I made cry. I would have cried too, so that really should have been a clue that I was really hurting them. I wish you went to the same school as me Kai so that I could get your help, because I don't know how to fix what I've done.” Ian said sadly.

“That's easy Ian. The first step is to apologize. As you found with Nolan though, at first your bullied students might not accept, thinking that it's only a ploy to gain their trust in order to gain more information to further taunt and or humiliate them. Can you really blame them though for thinking such a thing? I bet not, and you shouldn't either. Just be nice to them, don't push them, don't get in their faces, just stay back a bit and run guard for them, let them know you're actively making sure they don't get bullied by anyone else either, and eventually they'll come to you.” Kai said softly.

“Thanks. Well, other than that, there's not much else to tell about me. I don't really have any fantasies or demons as you put it, and for now that's all. Maybe once I'm older and figure more stuff about myself, then maybe I'll have more to say.”

“Is there anything that you're trying to figure out about yourself that you might want help with?” Kai asked.

“No, I don't think so, and don't worry, if I start having troubles with anything, I'll come see you, you seem to be really good at this therapy crap.” Ian smiled.

“Good, I'm glad. Same goes for all of you, if you ever have any troubles coping with anything, come see me and I'll help you out, free of charge.” Kai smiled to everyone. “Now, who'd like to go next?”

“There's only two of us left, so I guess I may as well go for it then.” Zane said next, he too was thirteen.

“Okay, thanks Zane. Go ahead when you're ready.”

“I have only a mom, my dad took off before I was born, classic case of fuck and then fuck off. He wasn't interested in having a kid, and he sure doesn't seem interested in paying support either, because my mom's forever complaining about the no good for nothing bastard having skipped out on paying again. She's taken him to court three times that I can remember because of it, and he even once demanded I be tested to make sure I was his, because my mom was a slut and I could be anyone's. My mom was furious, she yelled at him in court saying that he was the first she had ever had, and not 'til I was five had she been with anyone else. I gladly opened my mouth though to let them swab me right then and there, because my mom brought me with her, I was eight. Anyway, I too now know where my ability to go to hockey comes from, so thanks Kenny, I really appreciate it. Hockey has been the only thing that's really made me happy all these years. My mom tries to be there for me, but she works two jobs and when she's home she's so tired. I try and do as much as I can at home so that she doesn't have to worry about it too, but I just want to be a normal kid too and go out and do things. Even if I wanted to go out and do things though, I have no money to do so, so hockey is about all I really have.”

“I really wish that my mom could have just one good job that paid well and I could see her more often. I wouldn't even care if she gave me money or not, just to spend more time with her is all I ask for. She really tries to at least make it to as many of my games as she can, but half the time she has to work, and I don't complain, because I know how much it hurts her to miss them. She says I'm a really good hockey player, and that I should be proud of that. Maybe one day I'll join the NHL and make it big and then she won't have to worry anymore.”

“As for skeletons in my closet, I wish, I have nothing in there at all, nothing special, nothing weird, just plain old boring me. That's not to say I'm in the closet though, I'm not gay, not even bi. Never had sex before though, not for lack of wanting, but I suppose the last thing I should do at my age is go and get some girl pregnant. My mom begged me to not do what my father went and did, but I'm not like that. Even if I did manage to get a girl pregnant, I'd stick around, I'd get the best job I could and be the best dad I could be. Not like my sperm donor who's never once been there for me. There you go, probably the most boring story of all. At least I wasn't last or you might have all fallen asleep.” Zane said sadly.

“You're depressed Zane, I want to talk to you more about it, but later, there's nothing more that can be said here that'll help, but you're depressed.”

“Thanks Kai, but really. I'm not depressed for me, I'm depressed for my mom. She dreams of so much more, but she just can't do it, nothing she does works out in her favor.”

“And that tells me that you have a great deal of love in you, and it hurts so much to see your mom struggle. You should be proud of yourself for showing so much loyalty to your mom.”

“She's all I have, of course I would, and I love her. Even though I know it hasn't been easy on her, she's done everything in her power to make sure I was happy and healthy. So, with that being said, I'll do everything in my power to make sure she knows I love her too and that I'm doing all I can to help out.”

“That's really good. Well Tim, I guess that mean's you're next, and last I might add, so whenever you're ready, go for it.” Kai said to the last thirteen year old on the team.

“Um, well I don't know about this. I've never breathed a word of any of this to anyone before.”

“You can here though. No matter how embarrassing you think it is, no one here will ever make fun of you.” Kai said softly.

“Yeah, I know that, but I've been hiding it for so long now, it just feels bad to say anything.”

“And that's a very bad thing. Do you hide who you are from everyone, or just outside your family?”

“Oh no, no one knows at all. Well, my parents do know a bit, but only a bit.”

“That's at least good.”

“No, not really. Okay, well here goes, but this never better leave this room.”

“No one will ever breath a word outside this room, have no fears there, the consequences for doing so would be far too great to comprehend if they did. So, go for it, what have you got to lose.”

“Okay, but remember, this is against my better judgment. I'm a diaper lover as well.” He said in a rush.

“Like that's even a bad thing here.” Kenny laughed.

“Kenny, no laughing at all, even if there's more than a few of us here already.” Kai said softly.

“Sorry, but I wasn't laughing at him.” Kenny said softly, head down.

“That's okay Kenny, I understand. I've been a bed wetter since as long as I can remember, and my parents tried everything they could to stop it, even giving me pills, I just pretended to take them. I officially stopped wetting almost three years ago now, but I've never told my parents, I just keep wetting my bed. Whenever I get the chance to do so, I'll wear a diaper during the day, but I have to be careful so that my mom doesn't notice the extra diapers going missing. A couple here and there can be explained away by my waking in the night to change, but too many and they'll become suspicious. I'm also what's known as a teen baby. I like to dress up as a baby, act like a baby, suck a bottle and a soother, things like that. I'm also bi, and I've dreamed about dressing up as a baby and have a boy change me and feed me and fuck me through my soggy diapers.” Tim said with as much blush as any of them had ever seen.

“Great, that was really good Tim, and I bet you're not the only one that likes that as well. At least some of it. I've been dressed up as a baby and fucked through my diapers more than a few times, it's just good clean fun, or dirty fun, not sure which.” Kai giggled.

“Oh, that's cool then.”

“Me too.” Sam said happily.

“I'd like to as well.” Kenny and Owen both admitted at the same time.

“See, you're not alone here. So, have you ever had sex before, boy or girl?”

“Me and a friend once jacked each other off, just stuck our hands in each others pants, we were ten at the time, and it felt good, but there hasn't been a repeat ever since. Not for lack of wanting though, like someone else said here.” He smiled.

“I'm sure the opportunity will once again arise one of these days, you never know. How's your family life though?”

“Iffy at best. Not quite as poor as Ian, but we sure don't have a lot of extra money. My parents are still living together, but I don't think they've been together for a lot of years. In fact, I think my mom has a boyfriend and that my dad knows about him. Granted, I think my dad also has a boyfriend and mom knows about him as well, and no, I don't think it's the same guy. They haven't slept in the same bedroom since I was seven or eight, I can't quite remember, but at least they don't fight. It's like they're better friends than husband and wife, and maybe that's the best way. This way they still live together, and they're both still there for me, but they both have their separate lives.”

“Have you ever asked about it?” Kai asked softly.

“No, I've been too embarrassed to do so. I mean what if I insult my dad or something?”

“Just tell him it's a feeling you've had, and that you're not accusing him of anything.” Kai pointed out.

“Yeah, I suppose so. I've wondered if he was gay for a long time now, and the funny thing is, I swear I've seen him wearing a diaper a few times too, so I think he's perfectly okay with my still wearing diapers. I've sorta been thinking that they got together because my dad tried to be straight, but he couldn't do it, and admitted it to my mom.”

“Maybe you should talk to your parents, either as a family, together, or do it separately, one at a time. It'll probably help you out a lot in the end, especially if you find out your dad likes to wear diapers as well, because then it won't be hard to admit to him that you do too, and that you want to wear more often as well maybe. If your mom's okay with your dad, then she'll more than likely be okay with you as well. Even admit to them that you're bi if you care to, especially your dad, but I'll bet that he already knows, or at the very least suspects it. I admit I've suspected it since we met, but I wasn't sure. Your dad will know you well enough though to know if he's gay. Tell me though, you never said, do you really have any real desire to be with a girl, or are you more gay than straight?”

“Haven't figured that much out yet. I figured that I'd just let things go how they went and not really worry about it too much.” Tim shrugged.

“That sounds about as good as anything. And really, if you're bi, why worry about it right.” Kai smiled.

“Exactly.”

“Hey Tim, before Kai closes this off, why don't you spend the night with Chris and I Friday, I have no problems with playing around with a second?” Nolan said.

“I wouldn't complain, but will you two have problems with my wearing diapers with you two?”

“No, bring enough for us to try and we just might see what it is you diaper lovers love so much about them?” Nolan grinned.

“Wicked, thanks.” Tim grinned brightly.

“I'll give you boys a few when you leave here Friday afternoon, Tim won't have the extra diapers to spare, unless he admits to his parents first.” Kai offered.

“Okay, thanks Kai, I won't 'til this weekend at least when I can have the time to do it properly, and so that I have the time to think about it, but I think I will, at least my dad for sure.”

“No worries. Now, I know you guys all have to be heading out, and we have to get dinner ready, so same time Friday afternoon and you'll get to hear my full story as well as Owen and Kenny's.”

“Thanks.” Everyone said.

Everyone had to admit that it was really nice to have been able to get all of their feelings out in the open with their team, and it sure worked out well for a couple of them, since they could now share a little extra fun too. Kai was very happy that it had worked out perfectly, and everyone seemed far more relaxed and happy as well. He liked helping people like this, it did make him feel good.

Within only a few minutes everyone had said goodbye and were heading towards home for the night. Owen, Kenny and Kai went and got started on dinner preparations, and a little while later Denise was there and they sat down to eat. The evening went well, and before too long it was time for bed, so they all headed upstairs to do so. Owen was passed another diaper, so that he could get changed and then go to sleep when he was ready to, while Kenny and Kai changed each other first, and then just laid in bed kissing and petting each other softly on the outsides of their diapers for the longest time. Eventually they stuck their hands inside though to finish up and to collect their treats, which they happily slurped up and then continued to kiss, sharing the wealth. Soon after exploding though, they were fast asleep, happy in love.

Thursday went by pretty quickly all things considering. The boys did their exercises in the morning as they usually did, and then for the rest of the day until their ballet practice they spent playing games and watching TV once again. They did go outside for a while, but it was pretty cold and miserable out, so that did not last all that long. Finally they headed to ballet and learned even more. This time the girls did act as more a part of the class, and did somewhat talk to the boys. It wasn't freely yet, but it was friendly enough, it would come with time, Kai knew it could not be worked out overnight, so he was okay with it.

That night was pretty much an exact repeat of the night before, and before too much longer, the boys were all fast asleep, and then it was Friday morning. They went to hockey practice, and worked on team building exercises, and Mitch was happy to see that in many ways the team was starting to act as such. Kai even congratulated them all in the change room, saying that being friends was working to make them work as a team. Mitch had made each and every one of them tell their strengths and their weaknesses, so they were told to play to their strengths and work hard on their weaknesses to make them into a new strength, but to utilize their friends strengths as well. He even warned the boys that from then on, puck hogs would be punished with loss of ice time, and if he saw a time when someone should pass but doesn't because they want to take a poor shot, they would end up in the penalty box for five minutes. The boys all agreed with him, saying it was the right choice.

After hockey, the boys who did not have the week off headed towards school, and Owen, Kenny and Kai headed back to the house and spent the day having fun and relaxing. They were waiting for the time when the boys from hockey arrived, and finally the last of them were there and ready and waiting.

“Guess what guys, I'm wearing a diaper.” Tim told the guys excitedly.

“Great, how does it feel to wear one outside the house?” Kenny asked.

“Awesome. My dad looked at me curiously as I said goodbye to him, he was home when I got there, and I told him I was just coming to get my things for the sleepover. He asked me last night if I was okay with going on a sleepover, even though I wore diapers. I told him I'd be fine and that no one would even notice. He was happy, because this is actually gonna be my first sleepover. I was surprised my dad didn't ask if I was wearing a diaper, but I think he noticed, but in all fairness, I'm positive now that he was too.”

“That's really good. Feel free to strip down as well then.” Kenny said.

“No, not yet at least, thanks.” Time blushed a little. Admitting he was and showing it off were different, and he was not quite ready for that yet.

“Well, I have a few diapers ready and in a bag for you guys when you leave, so you don't have to worry about having to ask for them, I knew it would be a little embarrassing.” Kai smiled to Nolan and Chris.

“Thanks. We don't know if we'll like them or not, but you never know right.” Nolan grinned.

“And just trying them is good enough, no one would ever make fun of anyone here for trying something or someone new. At least they'd better not, at least not meanly.”

“We won't.” Everyone said.

“Good.” Kai smiled. “So, we're all gathered here this afternoon, because you all want the juicy details of my life, as well as Kenny and Owen. Well, guess what, we have no demons or skeletons in our closets, so I guess we're good to go then. Thanks for coming, have a good day.” Kai giggled.

“Oh no you don't. You dragged out of me every horrible thing I could possibly hide, there ain't no way you're getting off that easily.” Daniel growled.

“Oh I know, I was just teasing you.” Kai grinned.

“I know, but that was fun. So, do tell us what makes you tick?” Daniel asked curiously.

“Sure, I'll go first.” Kai smiled. “Well, I'm a gay diaper wearing, but diaper loving baby boy who sometimes likes to dress as a girl, but not too often, and mostly just in a tutu when I do feel like it. I like sex, and I've been fucked a number of times. Last year I spent the whole year at one of the worlds best ballet schools in Russia, it was an all boys school, and I tell you, the rumor that all ballet boys are gay, it isn't true, just mostly so. The ones who weren't, well they were bi, but only too happy to enjoy all the boys there. I sure enjoyed all the boys there, repeatedly I might add, but you don't really want to hear the nasty details.”

“Who says?” Sam giggled.

“Well, you can make your own nasty details, you don't need to hear mine. Anyway, I've pretty much always known exactly who and what I was, and furthermore, so did my mom. I've lived a great life, nothing really bad happened, except my dad was murdered when I was a child. My mom and my dad were both gay, gay beyond ever being able to have sex with the opposite sex, but they both wanted a baby. They were best friends, so they decided to have a baby together and live as a family, but they would not be married and they would still have their separate lives. They went in and my mom was artificially inseminated with my dads seed, and I was born nine months later.”

“Then, one night on his way out of the gay bar my dad often frequented, he was shot dead instantly by some gay basher freak who thought he was better off dead. He was going to go in and kill as many as he could, but thankfully he only got my dad. The guy was sent to prison, and that's where he'll stay, and I'm happy to say I helped in that endeavor. Also, my mom sued him for wrongful death and then promptly put all the money in my account. Now, I know you've all noticed this already as well, but I'm a fair bit smarter than the average kid, and I'd really rather no one makes too big a fuss over this, I'm just a kid like everyone else, but I'm even smarter than most of you realize. I'm not bragging, and I don't even like admitting this at all, but you've all told all your secrets, so it's only fair that I do too. The fact of the matter is, they don't know how smart I really am, I tested off the scales. My mom doesn't know I know, but I know, I saw the peoples faces as they were looking over the results of the tests they gave to me, and they were amazed.”

“Now, I've been bullied almost non stop for the past many years because I'm smart, because I'm girly, because I like ballet, because they think I'm gay, so on and so forth, there's never been any lack of things to tease me about. What they don't realize though is that I don't really care what they think, or even what they know. I'm not afraid of bullies, but they're afraid of me, at least they should be. I told you guys before that I've been suspended for hitting before, and I didn't lie. There's one thing though that I promise you, they swung first, I only hit. There's very few people as fast and flexible as I am, so when they swung, I easily dodged, usually by doing the drop splits, and then got up just quickly, and one punched them, usually right to the nose. Most people aren't too interested in fighting after that. I usually tried to make sure that there were enough witnesses around so that I couldn't get in further trouble by the bully claiming I swung first, I'm too smart for that. It also helps so that others know they won't get an easy fight with me, and that I've never been beaten, not to mention I only ever hit once, and it was hard. Of the three boys so far that I hit, I broke two of their noses, one so bad he had to have it operated on, and his dad made him apologize to me, with him standing there. I apologized to him for hitting him so hard as well, but I told him flat out that I was not apologizing for doing so, because he deserved that, just not for having to have surgery to fix it. I actually did feel bad too, I didn't mean to hit him that hard. I guess I don't know my own strength sometimes.”

“And that's about it, or at least me in a nut shell. Obviously there's more to it, but only really the fine details, but we don't have time for all that.”

“How did you help in making sure that your dads killer stays in jail?” Ben asked curiously.

“I went to his parole hearing, and I asked one simple question, how he felt about gays, he said they were mortal sinners, so that's where he'll stay, for the full original term of his sentence, unless we get lucky and some gay in there decides the world's better off without him in it.”

“No kidding.”

“Yeah. So, now I'll hand the floor over to Kenny or Owen, whoever would rather go first.”

“I'll go.” Owen offered.

“Okay.” Kai and Kenny both said.

“Well, as you guys already heard, I tried to off myself because I was gay and a diaper lover. I'd known for a while I guess, not really sure when, not really sure it matters. In this case, my past means very little anymore, because I was reborn the day I was brought to see Kai, and his mom brought me here especially to be seen by Kai too. She knew I was nearly past hope, that without special care, that only one person could possibly provide, that I would not survive, and that's Kai. He and Kenny too helped to make me see what I had to live for, why I should live, and now I really do want to live. I've been taken off of suicide watch, and I found out that I get to move in permanently with Kenny and Kai and their parents. And believe it or not, that's really about it, there's not more that I can say now, because most of it was already said.” Owen smiled.

“That's cool, but Kenny and Kai don't live together.” Tim said in confusion.

“That's true, at least for the next couple days.” Kai pointed out.

“Care to elaborate on that one?”

“Sure, we're moving in together.” Kai grinned.

“That's all good, but who's house are you staying in?”

“Neither.”

“Okay, then where are you moving?” Tim asked, he was starting to get irritated, and Kai was grinning.

“Actually, I can't really tell you that, and before you ask me why I wouldn't tell my friends where I'm moving, I'll answer that for you as well. The simple fact of the matter is, I have no idea where we're moving, only that we are. I know it's about a half hour bus ride from here, I know exactly what the house looks like, because I helped to design it, it's being built for us, but I never saw where it was going, and I don't want to know either. I want to see the finished product only when it's complete, and that should be today or tomorrow, so we'll get to go see it this weekend hopefully. Monday I'm told we all start in our new school, well assuming Owen can also get in, it's apparently a really good all boys private school, but they have really high standards. Kenny and I've already been accepted, and hopefully Owen will as well.”

“Oh, how can you stand not knowing like that though?”

“Easy, I'm a very patient person by nature, and if I have to, I can wait months or more for something and never worry about it. Why worry really, there's always so much more going on. Sure, there's been times when I really wanted to go see the new house and all, but it goes away pretty quickly, all I have to do is concentrate on something else and I'm good.” Kai smiled.

“No way could I do it, and I thought I was pretty patient.” Tim laughed.

“Yeah, well I'm just more so I guess. Kenny, you may as well go, and then I think there's a few boys who really want to go have an awesome sleepover.” Kai grinned, and all three boys nodded their heads yes. Ben and John also nodded their heads as well, so they clearly had the same idea.

“Okay.” Kenny said, and then pretty much skimmed over his story as well, since most of the others really already knew most of it, he just went into a little more detail and added a few things that they had not previously known.

“Well everyone, I'm glad that you all came today, and I hope that this exercise will have helped everyone to realize that no matter how different we are, we all seem to have a lot of similarities as well. With that being said though, it's our differences that make us stronger as a group, because in so many ways we can all work together to be better, we all play to our strengths, but help everyone else to improve their weaknesses, and we can only do better. We'll do this more often, just sit around and talk, and get to know each other more and better, and maybe even once the new house is ready for it, we'll have everyone over for the weekend or something and we can all get to know each other real well, and don't worry you poor straight boys, we won't rape you, even though a couple of you are certainly cute enough that the thought does sound appealing.” Kai grinned evilly, the few straight boys gulped.

“Thanks for having us, and I for one really do thank you for helping me to pull my head from my ass and teach me that just because I was hurting, it didn't mean I had the right to take others with me. That and the fact that even with as little as I have, that I have so much good in my life. Thanks for everything, and I hope we can do a group sleepover soon, it sounds kinda cool.” Daniel said in a very deeply moving manner, he almost had tears coming down even.

“You're very welcome.” Kai said warmly, and got up and hugged Daniel.

“What was that for?” Daniel asked.

“You needed another hug, plain and simple. You have a lot of emotion welled up inside you, you really need to find yourself someone who can help you with that, maybe a father figure that will just listen to you and hug you as you cry on his shoulders. In fact, I know just the person to do it too. Steven, Kenny's dad would be perfect. You can tell him your entire story while sitting on his lap and hugging him. And yes, he is gay, but no, he'd never hurt you or touch you in any way that would be wrong. He's a very caring man, and I'm gonna set it up for you sometime soon, you won't even know it's gonna happen 'til it does, don't worry.” Kai said softly.

“No Kai, I can't do that.”

“Sure you can, but I said, don't worry about it. It won't be the next time you come to our house, it probably won't even be the time after that, but one day it'll happen, and maybe you can finally be happy. And don't tell me that you're really truly happy, because I can tell you're not. You still have no one in your life that genuinely cares about and for you, nor you them, and it hurts you. I can tell.” Kai said warmly.

“I really wish you'd stop reading me so well. It's like you know me better than I do myself.” Daniel chuckled sadly.

“Right now I probably do. I know a great deal about what you're going through, maybe not by personal experience, but I've talked to more than enough kids going through your situation to know what I'm talking about. Just forget it, pretend I never said anything at all, and when I feel the time's right, because it isn't yet, it'll happen, and then you can finally be free.”

“You know Kai, there's sometimes when I just want to kick your ass for being so damned right all the time, but I know you'd probably kill me.” Daniel laughed.

“It's a curse, I know, but what do I do. Now, go, go try and have a good weekend, try not to dwell on things too much, just try to be free, and for crying out loud, relax.” Kai commanded.

“Yes Sir.” Daniel saluted sloppily.

The others all laughed, but in a few minutes, they were all heading out for their homes. The boys went and got started on some much needed dinner, and then before too long, Denise was home and they were eating.

“Okay boys, some news. Good or bad depends on your take on it. Kai and Kenny, you both start at your new school Monday as previously planned. Owen, they've reluctantly agreed to test you to see if you'll fit in, but they maintain that they're at capacity already, and that I can't keep pushing more kids on them. But like I said, at the prices I pay for you boys to go there, they'll take who I tell them to take, and they'll like it.” Denise laughed.

“So, that means you have to be real sure to try your hardest on the tests they're going to give you, I want for you to get the best damn schooling possible, and they can give it. If you don't, then so be it, we'll get you the finest tutors money can buy, and then next year we'll get you in, come hell or high water, don't you worry. Now, today I went and saw social services and you were placed in my permanent care, as we already talked about, but they're trying to give me grief, stating that I'm only an emergency worker, so on and so forth, blah blah blah, the same shit those pencil pushing morons with less than half a brain always try and pull. If it wasn't suggested by them, they always think it's the wrong idea. Problem is, most of them have no idea what an idea is, and a good idea is totally foreign to them. I finally made them see that given your history, your current status, your wishes, and my demands that they stood little to no chance. It doesn't hurt that I know their real boss, real well, and I have at least three judges that I can call on at any time to have things done my way. I really like having the power I can sometimes wield, it brings out the bitch in me.” Denise laughed again.

“Um, okay. Do I have much of a say in what happens? It doesn't really sound like it.” Owen asked softly.

“Of course you do you silly twit, it's your life. I'm doing this all for you, because it's what you wanted. It is what you want right? If not, tell me now so that I can get things changed.” Denise asked.

“He's fearful of your queen bitch performance, and pushing the school on him probably wasn't the best move mom. Remember, he's still pretty raw, and his dad was a lot like that, do as I say, when I say, no arguments, or else, and it scared him.” Kai said softly.

“Oh shit Owen, I'm so sorry, I never even thought of that. You'll have to forgive me, sometimes when I get into fights like that with people that should know better, I can get pretty carried away. I was also really excited, because I know you can get into the school, that is if you want to go, because I know you're smart enough to do it.”

“That's okay, it's just, well you did scare me a bit, but not how Kai thinks. I've never had anyone that would fight for me like that.” Owen said, slightly in awe.

“Sure you did, Kai and Kenny fought for you very hard, on more than one count too I might add.”

“Yeah, but not like you did, taking on social services and all like that.”

“Ah, they're easy, all I have to do is toss about a few names, call a couple people, and threaten to fire a person or two, and they cave in real quick.” Denise giggled.

“And as for the school, I will try really hard, because I'd like to go there with Kai and Kenny, if I can get in that is, but like I said, I'll really try. What time do I have to go?”

“You'll be there all day. You'll go in the morning with the boys and report to the office, same as they have to, and then you'll be taken and given all your tests. I'm told it's quite grueling, one test per hour 'til the end of the day. I hope you're up for it, but they say they can usually tell by how a student does with the tests just by how they do during the tests, and then the test results themselves will give them the answer for sure. If you can handle the tests themselves, and then do good on them, you'll get in. They're a tough school, of that there's little doubt, but they're also one of the very best in the world, certainly the country.”

“Wow. If that's the case, how come you never sent Kai to them before?”

“Believe it or not, I only found out about them a few months ago. Someone told me that Kai should be there if he wasn't gonna go to university.”

“Was it those university dorks that gave me their entrance exam and the IQ tests that told you about it?” Kai asked curiously.

“Yes, as a matter of fact it was. I wondered if you knew all along who they were and what they were giving you?”

“I did, but I knew you weren't mentioning it for a reason, so I never said anything. So, off the current scales, huh?”

“They have no idea where to place you. I told them it'd be the case, but they didn't believe me. The Dean of the one university begged me to allow you to come to his school, and I told him that it was your decision, and yours alone, and that you did not wish to go to university at this time, and when you were ready for it, that he would find out then. But, you're not going away, are you?”

“Nope, we have a perfectly good university here, and though it may not have the highest of ratings, they have the courses I need, so they'll do just fine. Besides, what more can the higher rated school teach me than any other can?”

“Not much, that's for bloody sure. I should've known though that we couldn't hide it from you, you read people too well, and even without any identification marks anywhere, I knew you'd figure out at least a certain amount.”

“No, about the only thing I don't know, nor do I really care, was which of maybe three schools they could have been from.”

“Actually, narrow it down to the top two universities in the world, and you'd have your answer, because they were both there.”

“Oh, that I never thought of.” Kai laughed.

“Yeah, well you don't know everything, now do you mister smarty pants.”

“Never claimed to, never want to either. No one likes a know it all after all.” Kai giggled.

“No shit. So, what should we do for the rest of the evening boys?” Denise laughed and then asked the boys.

“Doesn't matter to me, but I'm gonna go call my dad and talk to him for a bit.” Kenny said, and then headed off to call his dad. He tried to call every day, but he had not had a chance the night before, so he was going to now. They talked for a good half an hour, while the others just sat back and watched TV. Once Kenny joined them, he cuddled up as well, and they all watched TV for the rest of the time before the boys decided to go to bed.

All the boys played around a little before going to bed. They got diapered up, and then they all played. Owen was of course by himself, rubbing his nice hard dick through his slightly wet fresh diaper, he had waited to pee until he had his new diaper on, because he preferred it that way. While Kai and Kenny had diapered each other and then laid down and kissed and stroked each other, their hands just inside their nice fresh diapers. Once they were all satisfied, after two orgasms a piece, they went to sleep, and slept through the night.