Date: Mon, 18 Jul 2022 15:13:56 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Babysitting Gavin (gay - young friends) So I know I said I was taking a break from writing for a while - that is still the case, however I've been clearing some emails out and found a one chapter story from last year that I never posted. Also found a longer form story that was pretty much finished so I'll read through that to see if it's worth posting. That and this short one chapter one probably isn't my best work but hopefully someone enjoys it! Please do donate to Nifty you have any spare change https://donate.nifty.org/donate.html -------- "So...if I do this then we're straight?" I asked nervously. After what had happened and I'd discovered about him over the past few minutes I didn't trust Gavin one bit and I wanted a cast iron guarantee. He laughed, "I don't think YOU will be straight once you've done it. But yes, I will consider the matter closed." "So to confirm 100%, if I do this you'll delete the video?" "Of course. Now get on your knees." How did I get into this situation where my manipulative little thirteen year old neighbour has a boy three years older doing his bidding? Well it's my own fucking fault. I didn't realise what a cunning little shit he was. I thought he was a nice innocent boy, I thought we got on well. His parents are barely ever home so I babysit and keep an eye on him. I thought we were friends but apparently not. Turns out he's some sort of crazy fucking psycho. Turns out he's got a hidden camera rigged up in his room. What sort of weirdo does that?! What sort of THIRTEEN year old boy does that?! How had I read him so wrong all these years thinking he was just a sweet natured fun boy to be around. Was his cousin Alice in on all of this? I don't think so, she's got her own shit going on. It was just my bad luck that he'd recorded me getting my dick sucked by Alice when she came to stay last week. I didn't even really want her too, she just got me in his bedroom and had my shorts and pants down and my dick in her mouth before I realised what was happening. I'd never even kissed a girl before so it all just felt like some weird dream I was involved in. I felt terrible afterwards as well, she was only fourteen and I was sixteen. I'd taken advantage of a minor. She swore she wouldn't say anything and I thought I was off the hook. Until the next time I babysat him. I should have realised something was up when he said he had a film for us to watch on his computer. When he clicked play my eyes almost popped out of my head and my stomach dropped down to my feet. It was a video of me being sucked off by Alice.. It was good quality. There was no way I could deny it was me or that it was his cousin, and she definitely didn't look sixteen. "What the fuck Gavin?!" I shouted at him. He smirked at me. "You naughty naughty boy. I don't mind what you get up to in your own room Matt, or even mine. I probably think my parents don't really either. But Uncle Brian, he's a policeman. He's very very protective of Alice and her "innocence". Something he'll realise you've now taken although I think we both know Alice isn't the innocent little girl he thinks she is! When he gets this video he'll be far from happy. In fact he'll be absolutely fucking furious! A storm is coming for you Matt and you're about to be blown away by it!" Fucking melodramatic little shit. Sounds like he'd written that last line in advance. What to do though? I listened in stunned silence as he told me how he'd filmed us on his hidden camera, (what sort of freak has a hidden camera in their bedroom?), how he had a copy on his laptop and elsewhere. So I couldn't beat it out of him, that wasn't my style anyway. I was a gentle nice boy who wouldn't throw a punch at anyone. I guess I needed to apply to Gavin's better nature, something I'd always assumed he had but now I was seriously doubting. Failing that I had to try and work out a deal with my savings account no doubt taking a hammering. "I fucked up Gav," I said using his nickname hoping to get him onside. "You did Matt. She's fourteen. FOURTEEN! I bet you'll pay for that when you get sent to prison with a bunch of horny angry teenage criminals who have younger sisters!" Prison? PRISON?! Fucking hell this was getting serious. "Um...please don't....look yeah I fucked up, just please don't tell anyone," I begged. "Was it worth it?" He asked me with a smirk. "Was what worth it?" "Getting your dick sucked?" "Um, not really," I said, being completely truthful. Yeah I suppose it was nice up to a point but it felt wrong and I knew it was wrong. My hormones just wouldn't let me stop until it was too late. It certainly wasn't how I envisaged my first sexual experience with somebody else. No kissing or anything nice like that, just a girl shoving my dick in her mouth. I wouldn't say I was all about the romance, I was a teenage boy after all. But I sort of wanted to have some feelings for the person who I did stuff with. I barely knew Alice and I have no idea if she liked me, maybe she just wanted to suck a dick and I was the best option? Gavin shrugged at my fairly non committal answer. "Hmm well you better hope I decide it is. Otherwise I will send the video to my Uncle." "Decide what is?!" I asked, feeling utterly confused. "Getting my dick sucked is worth it." "I don't follow," I said. I didn't know what the hell he was talking about. Gavin then giggled, "For a nerd you're pretty thick at times. I mean the blow job you're about to give me better be worth it otherwise I'm sending the video to my uncle." "What the actual fuck!? No fucking way!" I said angrily. "Fine, I'll send it to him now," Gavin then opened up his gmail and started to type a message. I saw my life flash before my eyes. What would my parents say? Oh god, the police would be involved. Maybe I would go to prison? Would I be labelled a sex offender for the rest of my life?! "No, stop. Wait! Why are you doing this? I've been nothing but nice to you over the years. I thought we were friends!" Tears started to roll down my cheeks as I realised the gravity of my situation. To my surprise Gavin stood up and gave me a hug. "Shhh....don't cry. We are friends. You've been very nice to me, I know, I'm doing it for you!" "How on earth is making me suck your dick "doing it for me"?" I replied angrily. He shrugged, "You'll understand one day. Now, let's get this over with." As he said this he pulled his t shirt off and then started to slowly unbutton his trousers and I knew where this was going. So that's how I ended up in the situation I'm in now. Where I'm on my knees, having to do this one terrible thing in order to get the video deleted. I don't want to do this but I know I have no choice. I watch as Gavin pulls his trousers down to stand there in his pants. He lifts each foot through his trousers as if he's trying to draw the whole process out for as long as possible. He's now standing in front of me in just a t- shirt and his boxers. There is a bit of a bulge in his boxers which I put down to him being hard in anticipation of what's coming. So it's with some surprise he pulls them down to reveal his dick is still soft. It's not quite as big as mine but it's bigger than I assumed it would be given he's only thirteen. It must be getting on for three inches with a decent dusting of hair above it. Clearly he was an earlier developer which I wouldn't have guessed as he hasn't exactly shot up height wise. "What do you think? Bigger than you expected?" he asked looking down at me with a slight smile on his face. "Yeah, pretty big for a thirteen year old," I said, being honest. He smiled at that, "Pretty and big! Biggest in my class! Now before we start I want you to strip off too." "Er, why?!" I said reluctantly. After all he got me down on my knees and I'd got myself ready to do it so to speak. "I want to see how you compare to me and also.............I want to see if you enjoy sucking my dick!" He said with a smirk and a wink. At this point I realised arguing is pointless. I just wanted to get all of this over with as soon as possible. I stripped off and stood there naked in front of him. "Nice dick! I see you're a bit bigger than me but I'll catch you up soon. Ooh you're making me hard just looking at you! Now back on your knees and let's get this started." This confused me. Was this Gavin telling me he was gay? Probably not, after all I was the one about to do the dick sucking. Reluctantly I got back down on my knees and Gavin shuffled forward until his now hard five inches was right at my face. I opened my mouth and let him push it in. It tasted....of not much really. In fact it wasn't anywhere near as bad as I thought it would be. Gavin had clearly washed it so it was clean. I let him push it in and out of my mouth while I did a bit of gentle sucking. After maybe thirty seconds or so he stopped and pulled out. I looked up at him in surprise. "Matt," he said, looking slightly stern. "Remember this has to be a fucking amazing blowjob to make me delete the video. Put some energy and enthusiasm into it. Worship my dick! Suck it like your life depended on it, because you know what? It might do!" He giggled as he said that but I also knew he meant it. So I did as I was ordered. Rather than take his hard dick back in my mouth straight away, I peeled back the foreskin and licked around the tip causing him to giggle. "It tickles!" he said before moaning as I took him back in my mouth. I didn't really know what I was doing but I used my tongue as sucked him with as much effort as I could. It was clearly working as his breathing was pretty ragged. He started to run his hands through my hair and that sensation, rather than the hard dick in my mouth made my dick respond and get rock hard. Yep. Definitely the hair stroking rather than the hard dick. No doubt about it at all. Gavin then starting groaning really loudly before he clasped my head tightly and with a load grunt my mouth was flooded with his cum. Well I say flooded, it was hard to tell how much cum he shot but all I knew was my mouth tasted of it. I swallowed it down and he held my head in place as more cum dribbled out. Once he softened he pulled out then looked down at me with a smile. "Wow, that was fucking amazing. Looks like you enjoyed it too!" He said pointing at my hard dick. I blushed in embarrassment and stuttered a fairly unconvincing reply, "no..it's just..My body responded, it doesn't mean I wanted to do it." He smirked, "Yeah you tell yourself that Matt!" I wanted to change the subject from how much he thought I enjoyed sucking his dick and I also wanted closure. "So I did what you asked. Now please delete the video." "I will do, after I've sent it to my uncle." "What the fuck?!You promised ! You said we'd be straight after this and you'd delete the video!" I was furious and almost hyperventilating. I'd gone through all the sucking of his dick and swallowing his cum for nothing?! "I said I'd delete the video, I didn't say when and what after. You need to be better at negotiation. Be clear exactly what you want and what you'll do for it. There's a free lesson for you right there!" "I didn't expect you to be a complete fucking arsehole about it! You said if I did this you'd delete it!" "And I will! But after I send it to my uncle, unless......" "Unless what?" I asked angrily. "Well there's a deal to be made. But you need to be crystal clear this time what you want." I sighed loudly, Gavin was really getting on my nerves now. It was like he was a fucking lawyer or something. "Fine. What do I need to do in order for you to delete the video as soon as I do it and you don't send it to anyone ever and it's the end of the matter." I realised the ridiculousness of my situation. Sixteen year old me naked in the bedroom of a thirteen year old boy whose dick I'd just sucked begging him to tell me what I need to do to get him to delete the fucking video. I started stretching my legs thinking I'd be on my knees again. Gavin though had other ideas. "That's better, that's pretty cast iron. So fine, I promise I will delete the video and won't send it to anyone. You're in the clear. As for my price....well.....I want to fuck you." "WHAT?!?!NO FUCKING WAY!" I shouted. What the fuck was this little fucking shit talking about. Fucking me? No fucking way was that happening. I ignored the little voice in my head whispering "maybe you'll enjoy it?". Where had that come from?! "Come on Matt. Think logically. One little fuck now by my not massive dick is surely better than ending up being fucked repeatedly by bigger boys in prison who know you abused a younger girl. They've probably got sisters that they want to avenge." I hated hearing him say those words. Hated knowing he was probably telling the truth. Hated the fact I knew what I was going to have to say and then do. But that was the reality of the situation, there was no choice for me. I needed that video deleted. "Fine. Well not fine at all. Far from fucking fine. But if you promise to delete the video as soon as you're finished..fucking me then I'll do it." I could barely say the word. Barely accept what was about to happen. Gavin though beamed at me, "Great!" He went to his the bottom drawer of his cupboard and pulled out a bottle of something and some condoms. "So condom or no condom?" He asked me as his dick started to noticeable harden in anticipation of what was about to happen. "I honestly don't care," I replied in a defeated tone. Why would I? I was getting fucked one way or another. I guess if he wore a condom then there would be less mess. I was about to suggest this when he put the condoms back in the drawer. "I think no condom this time. I want you to feel every bit of my dick. We'll need lots of this lube though, I don't want to hurt you," he said as he then gently stroked my cheek. This time?! Whatever he thought this might be it was definitely a one time only. He was giving me a whole load of mixed signals. Was this more than just sex for him? Did he want it to be? I just wanted it over and done with as soon as possible with hopefully as little pain as possible. Gavin then leaned forward, kissed me on the lips before squeezing my bum. "Right, let's get this started!" He said and then asked me to get on the floor on all fours. He then got behind me and rubbed loads of cold lube into and around my hole. "I really hope you enjoy this," he said before he parted my bum cheeks with his hands and I felt his hard dick slip between them. He then pushed his dick inside me and I gasped in pain. Thank god he wasn't bigger. As it was it felt like he'd tripled in size! I guess my hole expanded and sort of got used to it as the pain started to ease slightly as he started thrusting in and out. I was expecting it would be over quickly but then I remembered I'd sucked him off less than five minutes before. Even though teenagers bounce back quickly second time around usually takes longer. So I guessed I was in for a bit of a long haul. The thing is though, as I started to try to relax and get used to it it started to feel good. Like really fucking good. Like I might actually cum from being fucked good. Suddenly I was lost in being fucked. The sensations, the warmth of Gavin's body, his arms holding onto me as he pushed in and out. He started kissing my neck as he thrust in and out and I couldn't keep the appreciative moans I needed to make quiet. As he continued to fuck me I felt my orgasm approaching, I didn't even realise you could cum just from being fucked! But that's what happened as with a particularly deep thrust Gavin hit something that caused me to have the most intense orgasm of my life with what felt like gallons of cum shooting out of my dick as I almost screamed in pleasure.. This clearly set Gavin off as he then gave almost a roar of release as he came inside me. He thrust in a few more times, slowing the place down until I felt him soften and slip out. "Wow, that was amazing, you're amazing!" He said as he came round the front of me to kiss me on the lips again. I felt embarrassed and ashamed about what had just happened. I'd been fucked by a boy three years younger than me and I'd actually really enjoyed it. He'd made me CUM! How would I ever live this down? Gavin excitedly babbled on about how he'd made me cum and how proud of that he was. Yes Gavin. I fucking know you did. How do you think that makes me feel? How confused do you think I'm feeling now? Gavin then deleted the video in front of me, he then told me to go and shower clean while he cleaned up. As the hot water washed over me I realised how conflicted I felt. I'd enjoyed it. I couldn't admit that to anyone else, I could barely admit that to myself. Where did that leave me? Was I gay? I'd always like girls but who was I kidding, I'd also wanked off thinking about the odd boy as well. I just through that was natural teenage hormonal confusion. After I'd finished Gavin showered as well and we watched a film downstairs before his parents came home. I went home and just lay on my bed for what felt likes trying to process what I'd done. What had been done to me. I might have enjoyed it to a point but I'd been manipulated into it. I'd always like Gavin and now I felt I didn't know him anymore. But he'd also kissed me and told me I was amazing. No one had ever told me I was amazing before. No one had ever kissed me before even if it was just on the lips. Sleep was a long time coming that night, It didn't get any easier the next morning. I was so fucking confused for the next two weeks. Every time my dick got hard and I wanked off I couldn't help but think of how it felt to have Gavin's hard dick in my mouth. How it felt to have it inside me. Any spare moment I had I just thought about it. Why had I enjoyed it? Why did I sort of want to do it again? What was going on with me? Then it was time to go back to the scene of the crime. It was time for my next babysit. Gavin's parents were going away for the night and I was staying over. A thought that excited and scared me in equal measure. Would Gavin try and blackmail me into doing more stuff with him. Did I actually want to do it anyway? Could I resist the urge to have him inside me again? I was still a maelstrom of confusion as I knocked on his door. His Dad answered and I followed him through the kitchen. Gavin's Mum saw me and smiled. "Hi Matt, thanks as always for looking after Gavin. I'm sure you had better things you could be doing so we're really grateful for you fitting him in!" "He fit me in very well last week Mum.," Gavin said walking into the kitchen with a smirk and a wink at me which caused my face to go bright red. Luckily his mum didn't notice but even if she did I doubt she'd have guessed. After all who would believe her innocent little boy had been balls deep in the babysitter? "I've left you money for a pizza if you boys want that and there's plenty of food in the fridge. I don't want you boys starving!" "We'll be fine Mum. Matt was all full up last weekend!" Gavin was clearly enjoying this. His parents started talking about last minute things and he walked over to me. "I want you so bad," he whispered as he grabbed my dick through my trousers which made me instantly hard. A problem I didn't want to deal with in front of his parents. I sat down to hide it as his Mum gave me last minute instructions about sleeping arrangements and a couple of other things. I was to be in the spare room although Gavin shook his head at me slightly with a smile when he heard his Mum say that. I tried not to blush. What was happening to me? Then after a brief kiss of Gavin that he complained about, she and his Dad had gone and we were left alone. "Thank fuck for that, I thought they'd never leave! A whole night together, we're going to have so much fun!" He said excitedly leaving me in no doubt what his plan were. "You going to blackmail me again into getting you off?" I said slightly tersely. Might as well find out if he was planning to trick me again first up. He smiled at me and to my surprise climbed onto my lap so he was sitting facing me, his legs straight out behind me. "Do I need to?" He asked with a shy smile that somehow melted my heart. He then put his arms around me, leaned forward and somehow we were kissing. Properly kissing. Tongues and everything, I hadn't seen this coming but I guess I probably should have. This was my first real kiss and I loved it. I loved kissing Gavin, I was still fucking confused about everything. We kissed for ages as he ground into my hard dick. We eventually broke apart for some much needed air. "Let's go to my bedroom," Gavin said with a smile taking my hand and leading me upstairs. It's clear he's in charge, i'm just not totally sure why I'm going on with it? He pulls me into his room and then onto his bed where we lie next to each other and he kissed me again. Once we come up for air he looked deep into my eyes, "I'm sorry about last week Matt , the way I manipulated you. I got carried away and I feel terrible about it but I thought it was the only way. I've made it clear for months that I like you but you just didn't seem to see that. I absolutely fancy the pants off you. You're all I can think off. Everytime i wank off it's you I think of. I like you so fucking much!" "You like me?" I asked in surprise. Maybe this wasn't just a sex thing for him then. "Well yeah, what do you think this thing is we've got going on? Did you really think it was just about the sex? That's an amazing side effect of it but as I said I absolutely fancy the pants off you. And I want you to take those pants off so we can have some fun! After all you might have got to suck a dick but I never have and I'm desperate to suck yours right now!" "But why not tell me all of this? Why trick me? Why blackmail me?!" My resolve had long gone. I was putty in Gavin's hands. I'd let him do whatever he wanted to, I just wanted some answers first. "Because I know you're shy and quiet. I know you didn't want to admit you like boys. So I had to give you a push. And I'm only thirteen, I don't know how these things work. I just thought once you'd done those things with me it would give you an answer one way or another about whether you wanted to do them. I'm guessing by the way you kissed me back that you're happy to?" "Uh....yeah," I said blushing.. "You're gay then Gav?" "Clearly! I'm Gay Gav with a hot single boy in my room who I'm going to ravish all night long. Aren't you gay as well?" "No!" I said despite let's be fair a fair bit of evidence to the contrary. Gavin was right, I couldn't admit it. "You sure, you looked like you enjoyed what we did last week. Okay I'll rephrase that. Do you want me to fuck you again, like make love to all night long? Make you cum over and over again. Kiss you over and over again. Suck your dick. Let you fuck me. Be my boyfriend. Have sex like rabbits every single moment we're alone. Kiss like there's no tomorrow. Spend every spare minute we can together!" "You're getting a bit carried away!" I said giggling but then I smiled at him. "Yeah I guess maybe I do want all that. I'm not going to pretend I might not find it hard at times but yes let's see where it's road takes us." "I think you'll find we're both going to hard all the fucking time!" Gavin said and we both giggled. We stripped off and this time it felt different standing naked in front of each other. There was no power dynamic where he was ordering me around. Now it was two boys overcome with lust who for some crazy reason seem to like each other. We'd have to be careful. I was sixteen, he was thirteen. If anyone found out about us then I'd be in shit loads of trouble. But do you know what? It felt like a risk worth taking. Maybe I just needed Gav to tell me he fancied "the pants off" me in order for me to have all those feelings unlocked. I did fancy him. He was cute, he was funny, and apart from last weekend he was really nice. And his dick was amazing and the sex already seemed great., "So what now?" I asked as I noticed we were both now hard. "So first we kiss..then we have a 69, then I fuck you but this time on your back so I stare at your handsome face while I'm balls deep in you. Then more kissing. Then I fuck you again. Then I might even be ready to be fucked. Either way don't expect much sleep tonight! Sounds good?" "Yeah," I replied with a smile. "One thing though, can you turn the camera off this time?" He gave me a cheeky grin, "Maybe, maybe not. But don't worry, any recording is strictly for our own personal entertainment!" And with that he threw his arms around me and we kissed. My life had changed so quickly it all didn't seem real. I guess life is a journey and you don't know where it will take you. Two weeks ago I hated Gavin for blackmailing me, now I was so pleased he had. I guess Gavin was right, I just needed a push for me to find my true self. All those feelings I had for Gavin before, where I loved spending time with him, I guess I just didn't realise that it was actually love and lust. Now I knew I was fully onboard where this crazy thing we had between us was going to go. We broke our kiss, got naked and then I knew the fun would really start. I knew this night was going to be one we'd remember for the rest of our lives... Thanks for reading!