Date: Thu, 28 Nov 2019 12:35:00 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Being a Dick Part 2 (Young Friends) I've got a few friends at school aside from Chris and Jenny, it's sad though how it's gone between us. Chris, Jenny and I were best friends at 8 years old and but this last year or so, I've lost my way. As my dick has grown and my body has grown my brain seems to have regressed. So I managed to get myself dumped, again. I can tell I've made Chris uncomfortable and upset at times, but I can't see to stop it. So I guess my attitude is making us all drift apart. I don't think I want that, but I don't know WHAT I want. I'm so confused all the time, full of anger as well, I know it's not healthy for me.e It did make me start to think about why I behave this way, and what I can do to stop myself. If I'm really thinking hard about it, I can probably trace this swaggering bad attitude it to a couple of incidents, one that I do quite like to think of, one that makes me shake and come out in cold sweats if I get reminded of it. The first one was at a sleepover at Chris's just before we started secondary school. We'd been swimming that day and he must have checked me out because that night in his room after we'd gone to bed he asked if he could ask me something. I said of course. "I saw your dick today and it's grown, and you look like you've got some hair, what's it feel like?" he asked. He was right, my dick had grown a bit and I hd some hair. I was hard all the time as well. Unfortunately as I didn't have anyone to talk to about it and I was pretty naive so I didn't know I needed to do something with it. Chris asked if he could see it again. It was a bit weird but he was my best friend so I said yes and pulled my pyjamas down. "Cool!" he said as he looked at it and ran his fingers over my pubic hair. I hardened up and he got even more excited. "Wow, it's so thick and long, and your head looks huge compared to mine" he said. He pulled his pyjamas down and showed me his small hard dick. He wrapped his hand around both of our dicks and was obviously amazed how mine felt. He started to obsess over my foreskin, the way it couldn't quite cover my dick head. He pulled it up and down, and it felt really good. He was obviously intrigued by it, the way it would reveal my head and the disappear as the foreskin was pulled up. Suddenly my body shuddered and wracked and something shot out over Chris's hand. "Did you....did you piss over me?" He said confused. I told him "No!" And I didn't know what had happened. He googled on his phone and found out I'd had an orgasm so at least we knew he hadn't broken my dick! I was embarrassed though afterwards, even a bit humiliated, I don't know why but I went to wipe my dick clean and then said I didn't want to talk about what we'd done. Chris shrugged and seemed fine about it. We didn't talk about it again and things continued as normal, apart from me wanking myself off as often as possible! What Chris had done to me felt great but I was conflicted, another boy making me cum? Did that make me gay? My Dad would kill me if so but fuck him, I really hate him and with good reason after what happened last time I saw him