Date: Mon, 2 Dec 2019 10:43:32 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Being a Dick Part 4 (Young Friends) The next day I was having lunch on my own when I stiffened slightly, Jenny was walking over. She was probably going to kick my arse over yesterday's incident with Chris. She came up to me and surprised me, she put her arm around me. "I don't think we should be girlfriend and boyfriend again but I do want us to be best friends. I want to help you be more like the old Lester. Chris misses his best friend too, come over on Saturday and let's all hang out" I agreed and resolved to try and be better, I cycled over on Saturday, it was freezing and clouds were heavy with rain or snow, I couldn't tell which. I got to their house and his Dad let me in, "lovely to see you Lester, it's been a while, they're in the games room" he said. I walked to the garage and to the attached little games room, where they had a PS4 and various other goodies. "What's he doing here?" Chris asked Jenny when he saw me. A bad start. "I invited him. I'm sick of you two. You used to be best friends now one of you mopes around the whole time, while the other one acts like he's from some London street gang. You used to be best friends. You both still want that, so we're going to hang out for the day and start to try and rebuild that." Jenny could be formidable at the best of times and we both knew better than to argue. So we hung out, trying to have fun together. And we started to recapture some of that old energy, giggling and messing around. I was intending to head home for dinner before cycling home but it soon started to snow heavily. Their Dad came in to the games room and said "It's snowing much too heavily to cycle or even for me to drive you home safely. I've phoned your Mum and told her you're staying here John". That was ok with me and I think even Chris was happy with that even if it did mean me sleeping in his room. We started to play wrestle a bit. I was much stronger so always won but let him win one time. He sat on my chest and grinned , "suck it bitch, you know you want to" he said wiggling his crotch in my face and mirroring what I'd said to him before. But while he was doing it because I'd done it to him, I suddenly had a panic attack, that night with Dwayne came back to me. Something broke inside of me and the next thing I know I'm in a heap on the floor, in floods of tears with Chris's arms around me saying he was sorry and it was just a joke. Jenny had gone to get us a drink, she almost dropped them in shock when she saw what was going on. "What the fuck did you do Chris?!", "I was only messing around, just doing what he does to me, I sat on his chest and said "suck it bitch you know you want to" or something silly like that and he had a breakdown". In between sobs I started to take deep breaths and calm down a bit, "it's not your fault Chris, it's mine, I let him do it to me". I said, still crying. Jenny zeroed in on that, her voice full of cold fury "Who? You let who do what to you?" She asked. Well demanded really. In between my tears I spilled my guts, told them all about what happened, every last detail. It was humiliating but cathartic. I even said I'd blamed Chris for it because of that time he'd wanked me off. Chris blushed bright red, "oh er yeah that. Sorry, forgot about that, neither of knew what the fuck was going on" . He still had his arms around me and so did Jenny. "Right. It's not your fault. It's not Chris's fault. It's Dwayne's fault. He raped you. He took advantage of you. You didn't ask for it or deserve it or whatever. I suspect there's no point reporting it to the police but you can make sure you never see him again. Now that you've talked about we can help you, we're here for you". I dried my tears and thanked them both and apologised for being such a dick. Jenny looked at me thoughtfully, "I think there's more to your behaviour than you realise but hopefully you'll figure it out. Now let's try and get you presentable for dinner. I doubt you want my parents getting involved?" she asked. I said "No" and to keep it between us. Dinner was a relaxed affair and it helped me forget what had transpired earlier. I caught Chris staring at me at one point, he glanced away when I caught his eye, blushing slightly. Was he still embarrassed about what we'd done? I guess we'd both moved on. We played some PS4 after dinner before beng sent up to bed for showers and bed. I went first, washing the stress of the day out, in one respect I felt the cleanest I'd been since that night with Dwayne, obviously getting it off my chest helped. I came back from the shower and Jenny walked out of Chris's bedroom, he was still blushing when I went in and I wondered what had been going on. "You're bright red Chris! What were you doing with Jenny?!" I asked with a wink. "Oh god don't, bleugh, she's my sister. So fucking wrong. No we were just having chat that's all" He said, then headed off for his own shower. Jenny came in to see me, I asked what made Chris blush so much. "He's a boy, I don't understand you weirdos! I told him what I'm going to say to you now, don't run from your feelings, embrace them, and both of you stop lying to yourselves". Girls were always confusing to me and Jenny was no exception but but this was next fucking level. I literally had no fucking idea what she was talking about! She left to me my own thoughts, I sat on Chris's chair in T shirt and shorts reading one of his graphic novels as he came back in from his shower, towel wrapped around him, showing off his not particularly well built chest. Out of the corner of my eye I could see him drop his towel and rummage around for some boxer shorts to put on for bed. I caught a flash of his dick, it had been ages since I'd seen it. He'd obviously started puberty, it was certainly at least an inch smaller than mine but he had some hairs and it looked really cute. Cute? Why did I use that word? It was his dick, it wasn't something I should be interested in. As I tried to look away he dropped his pants accidently and bent down to pick them up, I could see his bum in all it's glory, his hole winking at me. I started to feel a bit flustered, what the fuck was happening to me? I felt an urge to be in there, an urge to feel his dick up as I did. My dick reacted and I started to harden. I decided to hide it with the graphic novel and tried to calm myself down. He got his pants on and his Mum knocked and came in, "Sorry John, the spare bedding is still wet, I can get you a sleeping bag though, might be a bit uncomfortable but you'll be warm". I was about to thank her when Chris said it was fine and I could sleep in his double bed, "we used to it when we were younger, admittedly John is probably twice as large now but there will be plenty of room" I said that was fine and we did our good nights and were soon in bed together with the light off..........