Date: Mon, 8 Feb 2016 13:42:17 +0000 (UTC)
From: fiveholepunch@comcast.net
Subject: Boyhood Sex Memories  Part Three

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Memories Part Three

These are memories of being young.  They are about sex in some way.  What
do you remember?

28.  Denny

"Here's my story.  I had two older brothers and two sisters so I had little
privacy at home.  I was painfully shy then and now; making friends was hard
for me.  I was embarrassed by nudity.  For example, I didn't want to go
swimming as a kid and be unclothed in front of others.  I preferred to be
by myself and had no problem being alone.

I was the definition of a "furtive" masturbator.  I think I figured out
that I liked touching my penis in the bathtub when I was about eight or so.
I knew this was forbidden so I did this when I could get away with it.  I
did this more and more away from home.  I didn't masturbate at all, with
very few exceptions, in my room from fear of being found out by my brother
and my family.

I did risk playing pocket pool on the bus and in class at school but I was
very, very careful to escape the notice of others.  I did pull my penis out
in the stalls in the boys room but an early thrill was opening my fly in
the cloak room when I could be alone for a few minutes, I'd rub myself and
then put my penis on coats and scarves.  It was like I was somehow doing it
with some of my classmates.  I thought about boys and girls at this point.
By far my best place was in the woods alone, next to a tree; I could always
claim to be relieving myself if someone saw me.  I also found every nook
and cranny in the neighborhood where I could hide and get my few minutes of
bliss.  I masturbated at least three or four times a day and weekends would
see me do it a half a dozen times or more each day.

I am uncircumcised and, before orgasms, my penis felt "itchy" when I moved
my foreskin back and forth.  It was just like satisfying an itch and sent
satisfied feelings up my spine.  I didn't have to do it very long before I
felt satisfied, maybe a minute to two minutes. When I got to be about
twelve this changed slowly over about six months.  The sensation became
deeper and the tension greater and I wanted it to last longer even though I
wanted to get to the end with more urgency.

The explosion finally happened one day when I had the opportunity to be
alone in my shared room, this was a rare occurrence but my younger brother
was somewhere else, and I was changing out of my school clothes and reached
for my penis in my underpants.  The feeling was getting very intense and I
decided to risk dropping my briefs and getting near totally naked.  I was
breathless and felt I had to lie down and rub myself.  I was face down at
first and rubbing my penis faster and faster.  My hips took over and I got
a set of waves that came upon me.  I raised my head and gasped.  I fell
back to the covers for a blissful few moments before, fearful of discovery,
jumping up to pull my underpants up and get dressed.  I had had an orgasm
but I didn't ejaculate, that came later.

I had few friends and I never remember anything said about sex other than
kissing until I was around eleven or twelve.  One day a boy in my class
made a joke about "stroking off" in the boys room and at first I thought he
knew something about me!  I knew that this wasn't possible.  This is when I
had my first realization that other boys might do this too.  I even had an
older brother and had no clue.  I started thinking about other boys and
observing what they did and a few times I saw them doing what could have
been a session of pocket pool.

There were several boys I found attractive and I started thinking about
them.  I thought about them masturbating and I was embarrassed by those
thoughts and quickly put them from my mind, but if I had the opportunity to
quickly masturbate I would think of them doing it or, even more dangerous a
thought, seeing me doing it.  I would be ashamed and guilty about such
thoughts immediately afterwards.

I had my first ejaculation just after beginning seventh grade.  I was in
class and one popular boy, who was a very cute blond, was sitting next to
me during a video about ancient Egypt.  There was a picture in the video
that showed a topless woman that was painted in a tomb.  Alan, the cute
boy, leaned over to me and made a sexual comment about it.  I was
embarrassed by the picture anyway and to have him say something made me go
bright red with shame.  This was commented on by Alan afterwards and it
shamed me more.

My grade had lunch after this class period and, after going to my locker to
leave my books, I went into the boys room quite late.  I went to the back
stall and, with the boys room empty, decided to masturbate.  That Alan had
made those comments embarrassed me terribly.  Even though I was mortified
and ashamed in class, his teasing made me sexually excited.  I was blushing
at the recollection and flushed with heat.  I took my penis from my fly and
masturbated with a furious determination.  The intensity of this session
was greater than anytime I had done it before.  I felt a fire and looked
down at my erection just as I peaked.  I felt a pulsing begin in my anus, I
was afraid I might be having an "accident," but didn't care at the moment
as I saw a long watery spurt of fluid fly from the tip of my penis!  The
pulses continued and my testicles throbbed in the same rhythm.  Whoa!  What
had happened?

I mulled this over for the rest of the school day.  I must've looked punch
drunk because I wasn't anywhere near being focused on school tasks.  I went
right to the woods after school and, after going way back where I couldn't
be discovered, masturbated behind a tree.  I had a repeat of the earlier
feelings in the boys room but I didn't shoot this time.  I did start
getting watery orgasms from this point forward and it made masturbating
more difficult trying to hide the ejaculation, let alone the knee-buckling
intensity.

The next week set my sexual fantasies in place and was the most spectacular
time in my life.  Alan now would tease me. He had me blushing every time he
mentioned sexual things.  He was getting perverse enjoyment at seeing me so
uncomfortable.  I went to the boys room every day after this class to
masturbate. Some other students also teased me for being so embarrassed.
This went on for a period of time until the teacher told Alan and others to
stop teasing me in class. Alan continued for awhile outside of class until
the novelty wore off.

The thought of Alan teasing me excites me to this day.  My fantasies have
taken off from this.  I thought of Alan teasing me and my coming
uncontrollably in my pants.  I went on to the idea of him seeing me
masturbate, embarrassed, as I stand before him.  I often thought of what
would have happened if Alan knew how sexually turned on I was by his
teasing and did something about it.  Thinking of him teasing me in the
bathroom stall in seventh grade has me hard now.

I went on masturbating outside my home for quite awhile.  I think I coated
the neighborhood and woods in my sperm over the next two years!"


29.  Navy Brat

"I had been jerking off for some time, and had gotten in the habit of
coming onto the palm my hand and smelling my cum. From there I proceeded to
lick the cum off of my hand as both a way to clean my hand without wiping
it on my pants and to see how it tasted.  Not sure how he knew but he
did. I mean I never told him, but he smiled at me like he knew.

When I started working with him I was captivated. He was one of the
butchers; tall, sleek but muscular, and very handsome. The women would line
up to buy meat and really it was just to talk to him. When he smiled at me
I wanted to please him. He was funny and wonderful to be around. He was
showing me, helping me, making sure I was useful, and one day he asked me
to help him in the back.

He stood close and asked me if I knew how good looking I was. He got so
close I was breathing hard trying to remain calm. When the touching started
he would stand with his erection presses against my ass, rub my stomach
under my shirt and speak into my ear. His breath was warm and his caresses
soft. My dick would ache for release. He said you like this don't you. We
stayed in the back longer and longer.

One day he kissed me. On the mouth. With his tongue. I was 15 and had never
even kissed a girl and here I was kissing some 35 year old guy with our
tongues. His hands were groping me and I came. He pulled out his cock and
told me to suck it. I hesitated. Not because it was so big, but because I
did not know how. He told me to just lick and kiss it and then he had me
take it in my mouth. Using my middle finger in his mouth he showed me how I
was just moving up and down on his cock and how the suction should feel. It
was a quick, half ass blowjob, but I had no trouble swallowing.

That night I took a cucumber to bed with me and practiced deep throating
it, and then shoving it up my ass.  I worked there for the next four years,
but after the first five months he never came near me again, despite the
fact I hinted lots. He must have gotten himself 20-30 blowjobs and I guess
he just tired of me."


30.  Deke

"Here's my first wet dream.  I came from a Fundamentalist background.  I
had no information, knew nothing about reproduction as a boy.  I knew that
women had babies but I did not know about what a man did other than "lie
with a woman."  I was a big boy, taller than most all the boys in school.
I went to a Christian school.  I found out that my penis was bigger than
most boys in the lavatory.  My penis was very long as a boy, twice as long
as my peers.

I began to mature very early.  By twelve I was nearly six feet tall. My
penis was getting longer and thicker.  I would get erections and tried to
will them away out of embarrassment because they were very noticeable, but
not knowing this had to do with sex exactly.  I began to notice that I had
a wet fluid in my underpants at times.  It would leave dried spots.  I
would have erections in the morning and have to wait to use the toilet.

One morning I had a dream about Jacob wrestling the Angel.  I was Jacob and
the angel was a boy from my class, Robbie.  He was a very beautiful boy and
looked like an angel in real life.  Robbie was, of course, much smaller
than me but in the dream he had a strange power and when I tried to wrestle
him down he threw me back and climbed on top of me and held me down.  I
struggled to get up and then he would push me down.  I strained to push him
off and he would push me down again and again.  My muscles burned and I was
running out of strength. I called on God, determined to give one last
effort and I pushed with all my might.  I forced Robbie over and pinned him
under me, joyous in my victory.  That is when I started to ejaculate.

I woke and thought I had wet my bed which I hadn't done since the age of
seven.  I looked in my pajamas and saw a creamy white substance; there was
still some oozing from my foreskin.  I didn't know what this was and what
to do.  I put my pajamas in the hamper, dressed and went to school.  I
thought I might be sick, I didn't think I was sick since I felt good not
bad when it happened. I thought about going to the school nurse, a female,
to ask!  I didn't and asked my teacher in a roundabout way, an
understanding man, and I mentioned that it had to do with my privates and
when he heard the basics, I didn't tell him what I was dreaming about, he
said not to worry and it was alright and if I could wait I would get the
information.  I guess he talked to my parents and a few days later I was
given a pamphlet to read at home explaining what "wet dreams" were.  It
also had a mention of masturbation! It was a mild description of a boy's
need to "relieve" himself without guilt through self-stimulation.  I was
enough that I could understand what to do.  Other boys in my school soon
arrived at the same need and I did get to have some experiences with them
but not with Robbie.  It took me until after college to understand that I
was gay."


31.  Bruce

"My first sex memory was when I was nine and I was with my friend Mark
watching TV.  I don't remember what was on, probably the Power Rangers, and
we wrestled around on the sofa.  As this went on, Mark when he was on top,
dry humped me.  I followed his lead and did the same.  We were both
enjoying this.  I got a boner which made it even better.  I noticed Mark
had one too.  We took turns over and over, humping front to front and also
humping the other guy's butt from behind.

I was escaping from Mark and was on my knees with my hands on the arm of
the sofa when he pulled down my pants exposing my naked rear.  We both
found this funny.  Then, Mark pulled his pants down.  His boner was right
there to see.  We both enjoyed this.  It was at that point that Mark
scooted forward and humped my naked butt with his stiffy which felt great.
I was almost speechless from the thrill of it.  Of course, I did it to Mark
and having my boner on his butt was a new kind of thrill that was ten times
better than being humped.

Needless to say, we did this whenever we could be alone and who knows what
would've happened if Mark's dad didn't get transferred.  It definitely
started my humping blankets and pillows and furniture and my bed.  I
masturbated this way until I started to make a mess and leave stains on my
pillow cases.  I switched mostly to my hand at around twelve.

It was at thirteen that I had my summer of mutual masturbation.  We had
made wisecracks about jerking off in school and in the neighborhood and
that led to doing it with one another.  For me, I did it with three other
guys in the woods for my first time.  Later, I did it with friends one on
one.  But for the summer we often played in groups of guys and ended up
jerking in groups.  It could be three or four but sometimes five or six
guys.  The one incident that was the peak for our jerking together was one
afternoon after a visit to the local shopping center.

We used to walk or ride our bikes to this shopping center to hang out, to
get food and just to have something to do.  We weren't allowed to bring
skateboards or we would be kicked out.  This shopping center had a grocery
market, a Blockbuster, a Dunkin Donuts, a McDonalds and a bunch of other
small stores.  There was one store that caused a ruckus and was talked
about; it was an adult store.  This wasn't a porn store, it was mostly for
married couples; sexy lingerie mostly and in the back were a few sex toys
and dirty novelties for bachelorette parties.  I did go inside years later
and it was nothing much, but to us thirteen year old boys it was a
forbidden sexual utopia.

In the small window of this store was a warning sign about having to be 18
to enter, that took up half of the display, and one lonely female mannequin
wearing usually a few frilly items like a bra and panties covered by a
shortie, semi-sheer, fur trimmed negligee. Anytime I went to this shopping
center I remember trying not to look like I was too interested in looking
at this store.  Of course, I had to look.

About eight of us had gone to hang out there one perfect summer day and we
challenged each other to go in the store.  We chickened out, but walking by
and looking in the window was exciting.  We stuck our hands in our pockets
and pretended to jerk for a few seconds then ran off across the parking
lot.  I was near getting a boner and some of the other guys were too.  One
guy, Brian, suggested we go behind the railroad trestle and jerk off
together.  This was quickly agreed to and off we went.

There was a railroad bridge between our neighborhood and the shopping
center and it had large brick foundations for the trestles.  With the
bushes and weeds growing behind the trestles we could hide from the street
traffic and pull our cocks out without being seen; we peed there all the
time.  We joked excitedly on our way to this hideaway. Back we went and all
eight of us pulled out our cocks and jerked.  The excitement of seeing
eight guys jerking at once made me super horny and I came quickly.  I think
it had the same effect on all of us.  We shot our sperm against the bricks.
It was the best experience of my youth, a perfect sunny day and an epic
jerk off."


32.  Gerhard

"I came home and saw my older lying in bed with his friend.  My brother
winked at me.  They were both in their underwear.  It was clear to me that
they had sexual relations immediately before.  My brother was fifteen, his
friend fourteen and I was twelve."


33.  Todd

"I am cock obsessed.  I have been since I was at least seven.  What I have
as my earliest memory is going to a lake, which had a sand beach, and
seeing an older boy, around thirteen, in his bathing suit.  I could see his
penis so clearly that, as he moved about, the ring of his prepuce was
outlined in his suit, first one way then another.  His penis was bulky and
broad.  I could make out each of his testicles individually.  He didn't
notice me but I must've been obvious as my mother told me to be polite and
not stare at others.

I've never stopped looking in all the years since, despite my mother's
reproach. LOL"


34.  Ian

"Here is what first started me thinking about sex.  I was in fifth grade
and I heard about two boys in my school that had gotten in trouble.  Big
trouble.  One of the boys was Robert; he was sullen, didn't do what he was
told to by our teachers and could be mean to you.  It didn't surprise me
that he had gotten in trouble because he had been to the principal's office
many times.  The other boy was Ollie who had been a very obedient boy; he
was never in trouble.

So what happened?  I found out piecemeal.  Robert and Ollie had been caught
in the boys room doing something very bad is what I heard at first.
Vandalism, I thought.  Then, more information - it had to do with sex!  I
was still innocent and knew very little about sex other than a man and a
woman made a baby and somehow your penis was involved.  I did like touching
my penis and knew it felt good to do this when I was hard but I wasn't
masturbating to orgasm ... yet.  What sex could Robert and Ollie do?  They
were both boys, I thought.

Then, I found out through the grapevine from some other boys – Ollie had
been caught sucking Robert's penis!  This was something I never heard of.
I asked why Ollie got in trouble if Robert made him do that.  I could see
Robert being a bully but Ollie and Robert had been thick as thieves lately,
which was strange knowing Ollie before this year, but I couldn't see Robert
being mean to his friend and Ollie was so nice.  The other guys, older in
the knowledge of the world, told me about blow jobs and then about jerking
since the other boys told me Robert had jerked off in the boys room with
several boys on a dare.  This was an area of knowledge that changed my
life.

I went home and thought about this.  Robert was tall and was good looking
with dirty blond hair and hazel eyes.  He was athletic and physically fit
given our ages of eleven or twelve in Robert's case.  If I didn't think of
him as being so mean, he was physically attractive.  Ollie was small and
cute with a messy curly hair.  I took a good look at them in class and
began thinking of them in different terms - sexual terms!

I thought of them in the boys room.  I imagined what happened.  I started
to think of this at home.  I thought of Robert showing his erection to the
other boys and jerking it.  This excited me and I played with my own
erection in my bathroom after school.  I masturbated and reached a
pre-orgasmic height of pleasure.  I did this for several days.  I looked
more closely at my two classmates.  I imagined Ollie down on his knees and
sucking Robert.  I looked at Robert's pants and saw his underwear peeking
out, this entered my fantasies.  I got down on my knees in my bathroom and
pretended that Robert was there and I was sucking him.

I now began a regular practice of masturbation.  I even risked it in the
school bathroom once imagining I was doing what Robert had done in front of
the other boys.  But, at this point, my fantasies became centered on giving
a blow job.  I reached the ability to orgasm within about six months and
then, when I went to middle school, I made friends and engaged in several
sessions of mutual masturbation.  I wanted desperately to give a blow job
but I didn't have the courage.

I finally gave head for the first time at nineteen and I have enjoyed going
down on guys in public restrooms fulfilling my boyhood fantasy."


35.  Peter

"My first sex: It was at a local water park and an older teen, very fit and
muscular was under the shower.  He caught me looking.  He used his finger
to call me over from the bench and he pulled the curtain.  He made me kneel
without saying a word.  He took his Speedo down and his hairy penis was
there.  I was thirteen and had no hair.  He offered me his penis with his
hand and I knew I was supposed to suck him.  I did and he got hard.  I was
scared to get caught and went fast.  The water was falling off of him and I
couldn't hear until he moaned and spent his seed.  He held my head by my
long hair until he was done.  I spit out his load to wash away.  He pulled
his Speedo up and I got off my knees, sore from the tile.  He opened the
curtain and I left.  I wasn't hard during but did get hard thinking of it
later.

I was uncomfortable to see him out at the pool.  I did this with him one
time more weeks later.  I did this with other boys in public places and I
sucked my first man at fifteen."


36.  Eric

"My pal A.J. and me would play a game when we were around eight and nine.
We called it "The Tingler."  One of us would take our finger and wiggle it
under the other guy making a buzzing sound.  The best part of "The Tingler"
was putting a finger under our butts.  We would wiggle around and giggle
like crazy.  We did put fingers under our underpants and tickle naked butt
and we went up the crack but no finger up the ass.  We did our hard cocks
and balls too.  When we got older it was wrestling and we rubbed against
each other in our underpants and then naked getting dry cums.  It was like
we were fucking.  A.J. and me jerked together and we rubbed cocks to cum on
each other until we were thirteen."


37.  Bobby

"When I was 13 I was headed to a near-by pond for a swim.  Soon I saw a boy
my age who I did not know well.  We laid on the beach talking.  He stared
rubbing the front of his swimsuit, saying how horny he was.  I saw a great
opportunity, and started rubbing myself and saying I was horny from not
jerking off yet that day.  Without a word being said we got up and went
behind some big boulders and laid on the grass.  Nothing said as our
swimsuits came down and we reached for each other's hard-ons.  We jerked
each other until we shot onto our tummies.  I'm amazed that we did mutual
masturbation right from the start, but that is what happened.

How about sometime in the future "My First Cum?"  I love hearing about
those.  A little background: At age 8 I started masturbating full
time.....and with a friend.  I had my first cum at 12 when coming home from
school super horny.  Got on my bed naked, jerked off, and shot a full load.
Not a few drops like some of my friends.

The next day I told a friend, Bruce, about it.  He said he started cumming
about a month prior.  No dummy me, I had him sleep over the following
Friday.  At bedtime we sat on my bed Indian style facing each other and
jerked off.  The next morning we were in the bathtub together and jerked
ourselves using the soap as lube.  Fortunately, it did not get in our pee
holes!

I had Bruce sleep over another time.  When it got to be bedtime Bruce said
that he had jerked off so much that afternoon that his dick was too sore
and red to do it.  As he watched me jerk off he took hold of the base of
his boner and was able to cum.  He said that seeing me jerking made him
have to cum.

Two weeks later I had my one and only wet dream.  First Wet Dreams is a
great idea.  Here is mine. In the dream I was lying face down on one end of
a seesaw.  True!  There was a hole in the seesaw and my boner was all the
way through it.  Every time my end of the seesaw went down my boner went
into a naked young girl's vagina.  Suddenly I woke up with soaked sheets.
I've slept naked since I was 9.  I didn't mind the mess.  The experience
was worth it."


38.  Sandy

"This one time I saw my friend's older brother, he was fourteen, lying
around in his Speedos in their family room.  I noticed he had a boner
bulge.  As I was hanging around talking to my friend, he pulled the top of
his suit down just enough for me to see the tip of the head!  It blew my
young mind."


39.  Jay

"I mutually masturbated with boys between the ages of twelve and fifteen.
I recall one boy who had a very short glans.  He invited me to his house to
masturbate. We were thirteen and he was just getting pubic hair, I had
more, but we were both just developing.  When we got undressed his penis
was as thick and long as mine but when he skinned his foreskin back his
purple cock head was very short front to back.  He was very excited and
came in no time at all.  He had me lie on his bed and he stroked me to a
climax.  We never did it again."


40.  Gary

"I played with boys in my neighborhood since grade school.  I would suck
them and jerk them off.  I was having sex with a boy named Darrell most of
the time when I was thirteen.  I was "his" and most boys at school wouldn't
cross him.  Darrell was good looking.  He came to my house after school
because I was alone in the afternoon.  I would be all naked and ready most
times when he knocked.  He would have me suck him on the basement sofa.  I
loved going down on him. He would go down on me sometimes but he would give
me a hand job.

One day he showed up with an older boy, like fifteen.  I was already naked
and I was embarrassed and panicky.  Darrell said it was okay, Jake wanted
to meet me.  I listened to Darrell and he told me what to do.  He told me
to kiss Jake and he kissed me as good as Darrell.  He was in a denim jacket
and it turned me on.  Darrell told me to sit on the sofa and take Jake's
cock out and suck him.  I could feel that Jake had a big cock and when I
got it out it was huge.  I bent down and sucked it and it tasted too good.
It was the biggest I had sucked.

Darrell asked if anyone was coming home.  I said no.  We all got naked.
Jake's cock was like six inches and big.  I sucked them both on the sofa.
Jake played with my cock when I went down on Darrell.  He got up and got
Vaseline.  Darrell and Jake had it planned.  He put it on my hole and stuck
his finger up.  I was hard and horny.  Darrell sucked me some and then Jake
put his cock to my hole but the angle was no good.  I got up on my feet and
leaned over and went back down on Darrell.  He watched Jake try to get his
cock in my ass from behind.  It hurt and I lost my hard on.  My juice was
leaking out when Jake's cock went in.  It took a while to get it to slide
in.  I was moaning and Darrell got hot and shot in my mouth.

Jake fucked me from behind and then he got me lying on the sofa and went in
from the front.  I got hard and cummed.  Jake cummed in my ass while
Darrell jerked himself off.  Jake sucked me to get my juice.  Thirteen is
when I started fucking.  I did Darrell and Jake mostly until I was fifteen.
I liked it when Darrell told me to suck Jake.  Darrell liked to order me
what to do, it got him hot."


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