Date: Mon, 7 Aug 2017 12:25:37 -0400 (EDT) From: Five Hole Punch Subject: Boyhood Sex Memories Supplement Eleven Please give to Nifty to keep this site going strong. Boyhood Sex Memories Supplement Eleven 145. Morton "I was fourteen, in high school, and had been jerking for a few years but had no same sex experiences ever. Old friends of my parents came to stay for a weekend and they brought their kid Benny. He was twelve, naïve and not too smart. Benny was round and a little on the heavy side. He had a buzz cut and brown eyes. He started asking me questions about sex when we were alone in my room. He knew nothing about girls so I showed him a magazine I had. I said he could take off his pants and jerk off if he wanted. He knew how to masturbate but hadn't come yet. He was cut and had no hair. I watched him jerk with his fat fingers as he enjoyed the magazine. He had a good long dick for his age. I saw his balls wrinkle up and he got some twitches but that was it. I watched him for like five minutes. Before he put his pants on I looked at his plump cheeks. I didn't jerk with him but beat off that night thinking of his ass." 146. Doug "Here are my early experiences. I consider myself more gay than bi but given my early experiences with girls it is weird that I didn't end up a raging hetero. I don't remember any real sexual experiences before age nine except for showing each other our privates at around age five; this was with both boys and girls. In fourth grade, age nine, I was one of the youngest as my birthday fell in the middle of June, a girl in my math class took a liking to me. Her name was Elly and she was beginning to mature as she had turned ten. Elly was tall, good looking, and had a nice personality. I liked her because of her personality but she liked me for more than that. She, for whatever reason (even though I was a cute kid), developed a crush on me. It was sexual on her part as I soon found out. The first thing I noticed is the extra attention but then I noticed what was closer, more intimate contact. I wasn't sexually attuned but even I noticed eventually. The first sexual thing Elly did that even I noticed as sexual was, when I was talking to her, she would have her legs spread. A lot. If she had her feet up on her chair I was getting a definite wide open crotch shot of her white cotton panties. I definitely noticed the mound of her vulva and the line down the center. That I was getting these favors made some of the other boys excited for me and if I didn't know to be interested on my own, they certainly told me. Elly lived down the street from me and, although it wasn't surprising that she came over to my house, we were friends, but I didn't invite girls over to play. She came over and asked if she could come in and I said okay. We sat in my family room and talked a little and then she sort of just came over to where I was sitting and asked if I liked her. I didn't freak out or anything but I wasn't expecting that. Elly said she liked me and said she wanted to try kissing. I didn't really want to do that. She then said she had heard about some other boys doing stuff with other girls. I said "What?" She asked if anyone else was home, I said no. Then Elly said that they "took their clothes off to see each other naked." I was speechless. She asked if I wanted to do that with her. Stunned, I said yes. She made me promise that I would do it if she did. I promised and she took her dress off! She stood there in just her panties and sandals. Elly had just started to get breast buds and I stared. She told me to touch them!!! I did gladly! I liked seeing Elly nearly naked and feeling her small bumps filled me with delight and wonder. She definitely enjoyed my feeling her tits and they did get firm. That went for me too. Elly wasn't through with my seduction. BTW, when I think back on this now I can't believe my good luck and I have jerked off thinking of this many times. I didn't notice that I had a boner until Elly said she wanted to see my privates. I was taken by surprise and wondered about showing her when I had an erection. Elly said for me to take off my clothes, I had promised. I took off my shirt and slid my pants down and off over my shoes. She sat on the couch and felt my boner which was great and she felt my balls which she did too hard and was not so great. Elly took her panties down. She told me to touch her mound, which was plump and full. I was a thin boy and there was no extra fat on me. I touched her outside and then did finger in her slit which was somewhat wet. Elly tilted her head back and gave a moan and moved in a way that I knew was from pleasure even though I had no idea what I was doing. After that Elly said, "Let's get dressed" and, after we put our clothes on, she said not to tell anybody. I didn't think of telling. It took me a while to process what had occurred. I liked feeling Elly's tits the most and I liked that she was naked. I liked her touching my cock but wasn't particularly interested in being naked at age nine. We didn't get naked again but there was more in school with Elly showing her crotch in a suggestive manner which did interest me but also created anxiety about being seen by the teacher although we were never caught. This happened for a few weeks total before Elly's interest waned. It might have ended sooner but for competition from another girl! Laney was another girl in class who obviously was starting to like boys and she took a liking to me, Laney was not as tall as Elly, round and barely plump, blond and blue eyed. She had started getting small breast buds as well. I noticed this in a different way after Elly! Laney competed with Elly for my attention and other boys truth be told. Laney had a noticeable tendency to touch her privates at times. I now knew that this was something that a girl might like for pleasure and Laney did touch herself, unnoticed or uncommented on by the teacher and most students. Laney showed me in a coquettish manner. She would reach down and touch her shorts or slide a finger in the side. These incidents took place near the end of the year when we all wore shorts and cool clothing. BTW, our school wasn't air conditioned (in the 1990s!) and we were hot and sweaty as a rule. Laney had some sort of small (3 inch) squeezable stuffed animal and she would sometimes put it in her seat and rock against it. Also, Laney did rub herself on the edge of a desk in a way that was directed at me. She was competing with Elly but in a half conscious way. This ended my early opposite sex experiences except for trying to kiss a girl named Linda in the fifth grade mainly because the other boys had a contest to try to get a girl to kiss them. I wasn't the best at this, maybe fourth in our class. Other boys had matured faster than me and were taller, not cuter though. I had darker hair and light gray blue eyes which made me attractive and I had a cute face so girls (and guys) liked me. Ten years old and fifth grade brought same sex experiences and a whole new aspect to friendship. As I said, half of the boys were reaching an active interest in sex and it was a topic of conversation. A classmate, Daniel, who was one of the "wild ones" talked of "white stuff" and used the word sperm, the first I heard that term. He said his older brother had told him and shown him. I did do some sexual activities with Daniel, not from that conversation but for other reasons. I liked the way Daniel looked; he had long, straight, dull brown hair that made him look sort of like a girl and he had a boyish fitness, Daniel was hyperactive and very physical, running around, etc. Daniel was born in Estonia and he was uncircumcised which I found out when we were near a creek near our school next to a golf course and this was different from the other boys in the class. Daniel decided he wanted to take a leak and I decided to do the same. I looked and saw Daniel was uncut. He saw me looking and wanted a good look at mine. We both showed each other for the fun of doing it and Daniel said follow him and we went to a more secluded spot on the creek. Daniel dropped his pants and showed me his cock and balls. He told me I could touch it and I did. He told me to skin him back and I did, his cock looked like mine and that's when I figured out that all of those old paintings of uncircumcised kids had the same dick as me. I always thought they were different, dumb, I know. He also said that Scotty had fooled around with him and wanted to try out retracting his foreskin, giving me the impression that he had done it with several boys. I practically masturbated Daniel and he got half a boner before he asked to feel mine. He was getting to working my cock when some golfers came to a tee box near where we were fooling around and we split out of fear of being seen. This wasn't the only time I fooled around with Daniel in the woods. We went way out several times and stripped totally naked just to do that and also to have some cock play. We both had no hair yet and Daniel was longer than me when limp, I was mildly envious that he was "hung," hung for eleven anyway. I also liked his butt. It was smooth and nicely shaped, I remember it today. I didn't have an orgasm with Daniel and he didn't with me but I was sexually excited. I know he did masturbate with other boys who had orgasms so maybe he didn't know about how to get off when we did this stuff, but he did know about his brother so I don't know why he didn't get off with me. I learned about orgasms when I fooled around with Scott and Marty. We were hanging around after school doing nothing, just shooting the breeze, before heading home and I noticed that Marty was fingering his penis absentmindedly in his track pants. He had a quite prominent boner and Scott teased him about it. Found out they had masturbated together before this and they did it with Daniel later. Anyway, Scott said to Marty and me that we should go to the boy's room at the far end of the building near the door that led out to the path into the neighborhood. We all went there and Scott and Marty motioned me to the back of the boy's room behind a metal divider where they took out their cocks and I followed their lead. Scott and Marty started jerking their cocks; I hadn't seen this constant repetition before, Daniel and I never did it continuously and as vigorously like they were doing. Marty's cock was long; probably four plus inches, and he had an orgasm first, in a minute or so. He showed Marty and me some clear fluid, almost nothing to be honest, and Scott said "cool" and went for his own orgasm. I was jerking along, modeling myself after Scott, and I felt excited but I didn't have an orgasm then, I was still too young. Scott came harder than Marty did, he really got off. I did it some more but Scott said we should go before we got caught. He sort of knew that I wasn't going to get off. I did some naked stuff at the pool with other guys in the showers during the summer and that included Scott once or twice. I tried jerking off to little effect until the winter when I started getting horny enough to pursue the activity on my own. It was when I reached almost twelve that I had my first orgasm when jerking in bed in the spring. At this point I got together with Scott by letting on that I had "come." Wrong choice of words because Scott said he was coming too. He meant ejaculation and I meant orgasm. We got together to jerk in his room and when he took down his pants his cock was different, very different. It was bigger, darker and he had some hairs. We jerked and Scott had enough come to notice. We went into summer as jerk off buddies and I did do it with a couple other boys who were as advanced as Scott was. We had duos, trios and quads jerking that summer. Scott asked me to suck him when it was just us two and I did which gave me a taste of come for the first time. Scott sucked me too and I lost it quick, it was too intense almost. You would think that seventh grade would be a sex fest but the opposite was true. The jerk off group of summer cooled off and even Scott didn't want to do it after about two months. This was peer pressure and girls. This was unfortunate for me because I started shooting come just about the same time. I went totally horny and jerked twice a day and tried to get other guys to do it with me but they were a year older and concerned about being called queer. I did have one more experience with a guy who was in the computer club with me where we jerked in my room and I sucked him. He didn't come because he was only twelve. Like my peers, I started dating girls which meant going to a dance or two and the movies with fumbling tit feels and some attempts at fingering pussy. Girls liked me because I was still cute but the whole thing was a social scene and I wasn't getting anything. I had sex with a girl at sixteen a couple of times and more when I was seventeen. It wasn't until college that I thought about other guys again and it took me until I graduated to go after that kind of relationship. I haven't had much of a steady relationship but I have dated several men while in my late twenties. That's basically my early memories which are still exciting to me. I wished I had matured earlier, I would have had more time for sex in sixth grade with my male classmates." 147. Paul "I became a chronic masturbator at age 10. I don't know why, but I took some suntan oil and put it on my penis. I guess I had liked the feel on my body and thought I'd try it on my penis. I was in my swimsuit in the basement, where we changed for the pool to keep from trailing water through the house, and I pulled it down and put some of the oil on my penis and rubbed it. I erected in about two seconds and a charge shot up my spine right to my brain. I couldn't believe the intensity of the feeling! I was going to rub more on when I heard my mom call from upstairs asking if I was "ready to go yet." I yanked my suit up and yelled upstairs, "one minute" and guiltily threw the oil back on the shelf. I waited for my boner to go down, it didn't, and I tried to hide it until I could get in the car. Having an oily dick didn't help it go down! I must have been acting strange because my mom and sister noticed I was acting weird. The next day, I went to the basement and snuck the oil up to my room. I oiled my circumcised penis and up it shot! I jerked on instinct which gave me repeated chills all over. I rubbed my cockhead with my palm and it just about blew my head off! I got in my bed and masturbated kneeling to several immature orgasms. I reached in between my legs and rubbed oil there. I fingered my asshole and this was another unbelievable experience! I ended up masturbating and finger fucking myself for a good twenty minutes. My orgasms rubbing my cockhead with my palm were so extreme they were painful. I was exhausted and out of breath when I finished. I had two problems. One, I had suntan oil all over my bedspread and sheets (I didn't make my bed much in the summer) which was hard to explain. Two, I couldn't use all the suntan oil so I had to find something else. I used baby oil that my mother and sister had in the bathroom, less odor but still detectable. My sister complained about not having enough baby oil one day and it must've gotten from my mom to my dad. I got the talk from dad and, discreetly, there were always several bottles of baby oil under the sink. I didn't start wet orgasms until I was 12, almost 13, and I was later than other boys at getting pubic hair, just getting dark ones at 13. My only teen, same sex experience was at summer camp when I was 13 and I fantasize about it to this day, 15 years later. I was friends with two boys, Peter and Phillip. Peter had just turned 14, was good looking and had plenty of dark pubes and a big, big cock; man size, uncut, big head and very stout. It became my dream cock. Peter was short and Phillip was tall; Phil had dark pubes and a nice cock, bigger than mine. Phil wasn't that good looking. I was a surf dude handsome, a dirty blonde. We did everything together for four weeks, slept in the same cabin and showered with each other. I was always one second from getting a boner when I was near Peter naked. Everyone in the cabin, 12 to 14 year olds, was jerking off in bed morning and night or in the woods, latrine, or showers. I got in the showers with Peter and Phil and we of course made jerk off gestures and handled our cocks. I got half hard too fast and Peter and Phil had more self control. Here is where it gets mind blowing. I was definitely the junior member of the three of us, maturity-wise, muscle-wise and cock-wise. We were in the showers to ourselves and playing around and Peter says he has to pee, Phil agrees and Peter gets in front of me and hold his dick out like he was going to pee on me! Phil follows Peter's lead and I go along with it without saying a word. They aim for my cock and balls. Peter pisses on me but Phil, who is taller, hits me square on my cock and balls and I am dripping with his piss. This is exciting for all of us. We start grabbing cock and I get hard and they make fun of me saying I like getting peed on, which I did. We are wrestling around giving each other some quick cock grabs and then a moment I'll never forget - Peter grabs me from behind and puts his big cock and balls, not erect, in my ass crack and humps! Wow! I feel that big fat cock and his wet pubes to this day. Phil switches and does the same, he's not hard either; me, I'm hard. We go to our separate shower heads, face the wall, and jerk off. I come in about 10 seconds and Peter and Phil take about 3 minutes. We did this a few more times and no I didn't even think about doing anything other than jerking Peter and Phil off. I didn't even get to do that, jerk them OFF, but I did get to jerk each of them and they did me a little. That was it for any boyhood action. I was too shy and suburban middle class to risk being openly gay through high school. I took until my twenties to try anything else. I've seen bigger cocks than Peter's but never better, it was perfect! I wish I had a chance to go back in time and do more." 148. Bruce "I was a "humper." Just like other guys in this series I would hump my bed regularly. I humped all sorts of things like pillows and stuffed animals. I think I started with stuffed animals but what led to my first orgasm was humping a banister. I liked sliding down banisters and, when I was around eight, I noticed a hot pleasure in my crotch and penis. I ended up at the top of our house where the banister was flat and I could be alone and experiment. I pushed myself back and forth with my feet and I definitely got stiff. I had to watch how I humped in order not to rack my nuts. It was when doing this in only underwear and shorts that I kept going and going until I felt a wave of pleasure shoot from my hard penis up my butt. I regularly did this, secretly of course, when I could be alone in the house, from age nine. I got caught at eleven by my dad who told me that I shouldn't do this where other people might see and that I should do this in private. By eleven I had also started using my hand, mostly outdoors. I masturbated outside in the woods near our neighborhood creek like many other guys have reported. I was able to have several orgasms over a short period of time. My walks in the woods were about masturbating for a year or more. I started to get totally clear fluid oozing at eleven and it gradually increased as I noticed when I had orgasms in my underwear humping the bed that I was emitting more fluid and leaving pecker tracks in my undershorts. It was right around my twelfth birthday when I had a big orgasm and truly came in my pants. I started using a "Fifi," what we called our come rag, after that. I use to stick it in my pants to come in but then I started using it naked when I started ass play. I put things up my butt before but when I started coming I wanted to get more of the feeling of my prostate which I found with my thumb first, which barely "scratched my itch." I went to a pen and other objects to really get at it. I started thinking about getting fucked by other guys. This was when I was thirteen. About this time my parents and my dad's brother's family stayed at the beach and we had two rooms but we went freely between them. I went up one afternoon to take a bathroom break and my cousin was lying across on one of the double beds in his trunks and a t-shirt looking pretty relaxed. What I noticed was a round wet stain the size of a nickel halfway up his suit. It looked to me like he had jerked off and was lying there and his cock leaked a little as it deflated and left the wet spot. I don't think he realized it was there. I said I had to use the bathroom and didn't linger to long so maybe he would think I didn't see. I know I tried to sneak upstairs to get some jerk off time to myself and I suspect he had the same idea. I didn't make it with him or any other guys until I was nineteen when I was seduced by a friend of a family friend who was in his forties and divorced." 149. Ronnie "I got sent away to live with relatives when I was 12. They had a son, Victor. He was a year and a half older than me. I was a little scared of him but he treated me OK. He didn't let any other kids mess with me. I was not very tough and Victor was. I looked up to him. We had separate rooms. I had touched myself and did some games with other boys before but never came yet. I had no hairs. I saw Victor naked. He had a big cock and his balls hung low and he had some dark hairs. Victor taught me how to be more tough. He taught me to smoke and gave me my first drink of alcohol. One day when our mom and dad were out he said let's do some stuff. We drank some of our dad's Southern Comfort. I had enough to get drunk. We went to the basement and took off our clothes. Victor said he would teach me how to kiss a girl. He kissed me and he tasted like the liquor. He then told me that girls would suck a boy. He was hard and I admired his cock. He had me suck it and I did. I was hard from this and then Victor sucked me some too. Victor got some KY lube. He had it hid there in the basement. I guess he used it down there. He layed on a table and told me to lube his butthole and finger it. Then he said to suck him and keep doing it. I did and he told me to suck his balls. I really liked this and it made me real hard. Victor slid up the table and had me just suck him. He was real hard and big now. He leaned back and I sucked him until he said he was going to come. I didn't know about that. Victor yelled out he was coming and the first shot went in my mouth. I jumped back and spit. I watched him come on his stomach. Victor told me it wasn't bad and had me lick it up off him. I liked the taste and ate his come every time after. That wasn't all. Victor had me slide to the end of the table and put my legs up. He put KY lube on my butthole and smeared it around. He said he was going to put his cock in. He was half hard but got it in. It didn't hurt until he pushed it. I held on to the table. Victor said to hold my legs. He fucked me and it hurt but it wasn't too bad after a minute. Victor got harder and took my legs and pushed them back and fucked hard. He came in my ass and I felt it but I think it was I got a dry come too. He pulled out and his sperm came out on the floor. Victor turned me over and fucked me again from behind leaning over the table. We did this lots of times whenever our parents were out. I started dry coming when I was sucked or fucked, sometimes 6 or more times coming. I stayed with Victor's family 7 or 8 months and we had sex every day almost. It got so I could take his cock with just spit and his cock was 6 inches." 150. Pierre "I masturbated in my pants since I was a little boy. I definitely was playing with it often. I was scolded at home and in school but I did not stop, I became better at hiding it. I would get bored in school and do it under my desk. I know I did this at eight and nine years. I would feel a fire in my penis and get an orgasm but not like later, my body would stiffen and it hurt and felt good in my penis. When I was thirteen I still had almost no pubic hair but I started getting a pulsing orgasm and I noticed wetness. I knew about this from school mates. I would hold my skin over the tip of my penis when I came and hold the small ejaculation in. It would give me more pleasure feeling my glans slide in the wetness. My penis got long and my erections I couldn't hide. I started getting much sperm and it was too messy to do it in my pants any more. I fingered my bottom when I masturbated in bed. I used two fingers and later a candle. I got caught masturbating by my step father in my room after finishing. I was totally naked. He slapped me and called me a "dirty pig." He had me suck his penis which was short and thick and he wasn't clean. When he could get me alone he slapped me and forcing me to suck him. I didn't want to but later I masturbated thinking about it. He did rape me camping in the woods. It was rough and it gave me pain but I could take it. I ran away when I was fifteen, got caught and sent to a foster home. I like to be slapped and forced to suck and get fucked. This is strange to me because I didn't like being raped by my step father but I do like doing it like that now." 151. Ethan "When I was thirteen/fourteen years old I had exactly fifteen minutes after school before my little brother and sister got home from elementary school with my mom. I ran upstairs, stripped naked, lay in bed, and jerked off in four minutes; from starting jerking off to coming took me four minutes. I'd wipe up and get dressed and went back downstairs so my mom was none the wiser. It was my most intense sex. On the days when I got home too late I was horned up until bedtime!" (conversation) Copyright 2017. All Rights Reserved.