Date: Tue, 12 Jan 2016 09:51:00 -0500 From: Dave Subject: Cliff and the Secret Passage Cliff and the Secret Passage While I didn't find love at first, I did find kindness. There was my neighbor, a teenage guy about 3-4 years older than me. I was in 8th grade. He could drive, but he was still in high school. He and his dad lived on the other side of a huge double house from us. My first non-jackoff experience was with Cliff, the neighbor guy. The big double house had three floors on each side, and the top floor on our side was "mine." I had a bedroom in the front, then there was an unfinished middle room that opened up to the rafters, and then the back room was where I had my permanent model train layout and some other stuff like that. I was a little bit of a handyman, so I was always building little houses for the train layout, and finding ways to expand it. My dad would keep buying me plywood and braces and so on so I could expand the layout, and pretty soon, the room was almost full. Except for a little space near the door, you had to crawl under the train layout and pop up in holes I made here and there to be able to fix derailments, or add new things to the layout. I could already cum, though I didn't know what else there was. I had sex ed. in 5th grade, but I already knew boys and girls had different bodies, and I already knew about hair and shit like that. But I felt pretty dumb about a lot of it, too. I thought jacking off was amazing, and almost anything could make me hard. My record jack-offs in one day was 7!!! I knew I looked at guys a lot and wondered about their cocks, and wished I could see them naked, but at the time, I didn't know that was "weird." Anyway, one Friday after school, Cliff and I were talking in the back yard. Really the first time we actually "talked." We'd say hi, and stuff, but hardly ever actually talk. He was handsome, and I probably gawked a lot at him, but he was nice to me. I told him about my trains and bedroom and the unfinished room, and he said their side was exactly the same and his bedroom was up there, too. So we went into our respective sides, and went to the unfinished rooms, and discovered we could talk to each other over the top. That's when the fun stuff started. He climbed up through the open space from his side to mine, and came down on my side. He had cobwebs on him, and I kinda helped him brush them off -- first time I ever got to touch him. We laughed about our "secret passage" and then he wanted me to show him my trains and all. I did and we were just talking and laughing. I was pretty proud that an older kid paid that much attention to me. And I was half-hard or hard most of the time, because he was so good looking, and I could tell through his shorts that he was either hard or had a big dick. After we checked out the trains, we walked to the front room, where my bed and desk and stuff were. He pushed me onto the bed, and started tickling me. I tickled him back, but he was bigger and also had the element of surprise. Being a sort of shy kid, I loved the attention -- and when he grabbed my cock and balls -- still in "tickling" mode -- I laughed and did the same with him. But I didn't get as good a grip as he had, so I moved my hand and tried to grab him better, but my hand kind of slid off his dick. It was still inside his shorts, of course, but we were both hard, and I couldn't get a good hold through the slippery fabric. I tried a second time, and also slid off his dick. This was so weird, because I never touched another guy "down there" before, even though I was curious and all. Cliff laughed and said it seemed like I wanted to jack him off. I said no and tried to wriggle away. He let go of my stuff but was still kind of leaning over me on the bed. Then he got a very thoughtful look on his face for a while. I kind of wondered what was going on. I was starting to think I did something stupid to ruin this cool time with Cliff. Then suddenly, it seemed like he decided something, and snapped out of it. "Dave, do you realize that you have the most amazing eyes?" Then he leaned down and kissed me on the mouth. I didn't know how to kiss anybody except for my mother and my grandmothers, so THIS was amazing!! He laid down, mostly on the bed, but partly over me. Our hard dicks were rubbing each other while our hands roamed all over each others' bodies and our tongues began to wrestle. I finally had to come up for air, and maybe so did he, but then he said, "Did you ever do any shit like this with other guys?" "No, but I want to." He kind of reached down and put his hand around my hard dick. "Since you obviously liked the kissing, do you want me to show you some other stuff?" I nodded. And then nodded again -- and again. I felt a little silly and stupid, but if I lost any hardness while we'd talked, it was back, full strength. Iron Man Dick. He stood and pulled me up also. He pulled down my shorts and underwear, and told me to lose my t-shirt. My dick popped straight out, of course, and then I pulled off my t, and was totally naked except for socks. He looked me up and down and said, "Wow, your eyes aren't the only amazing things about you! That's the most beautiful dick I've ever seen -- and oh yeah, what a great ass, too!" He playfully slapped me on the ass, and then he gently pushed me back onto the bed. He said he was going to make me "so fucking horny." (As if I wasn't already.) I thought we were going to kiss again, but suddenly Cliff took my dick in his mouth. He was still in his shorts, but I could see he was really hard, too. And I thought jacking off felt great, but everything we've done is so fucking amazing!! I was pumping into his mouth and he was holding my bare ass and I felt like I was going to explode any second now. He lifted up my legs and sucked my balls and then he lifted my legs even more, and some of his spit was dripping off my dick onto my face. Then he spit on my asshole and licked it around. I never knew about THAT. I guess he could tell I was close, and suddenly he stopped, stood up and pulled my face into his crotch and said, "Now you can try -- IF you want..." And then he laughed. I slid off the bed onto my knees, pulled his shorts down and his dick hit me in the face.I grabbed it so it would stop moving around. I was the first to speak after that. "It's big. Thinking back on that, I have to laugh, but I kind of like the naïveté. He said, "Yours is big for your age, too." I mean, at the pool, there were showers, and at Scout Camp, so I saw naked guys before, but I never saw anybody naked and hard like that -- especially in this situation, when I was so horny from the kissing and the sucking and everything. Awkward pause. Cliff: "I knew you were looking at my stuff. Did you know I was checking out yours, too? Especially that beautiful ass." My head jerked up from focusing on his dick, and shook my head no. He's fondling his dick and I'm staring at it, and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing except that I'm naked and hard with this teenage god named Cliff, and he wants me to actually THINK? He's smiling. "Like I said, I showed you some stuff, so if you want to try it on me --." and I opened my mouth, leaned forward and was sucking my first dick. He was definitely bigger than me, but not huge and pretty soon we were in a rhythm, with me holding onto HIS bare ass this time. Then I remembered it felt good when he sucked my balls, so I took my mouth off of his cock, leaned my head sideways a little bit, and used my lips and tongue to suck his balls into my mouth, one at a time. His cock was almost like fucking up and down on my face when I did that. But when I started back for his dick, he said, "Dave, let's try something else." Again, he gently pushed me back onto the bed. He maneuvered so his dick was in front of my face and mine was in front of his I thought this was the greatest thing ever known!! Within seconds, we were sucking each other. I came in his mouth probably 37 seconds later, and he told me that my cum tasted wonderful, and did I want to try take his cum in mine? I definitely did, and so I had my mouth back on his cock as soon as I could. I got maybe half of it in when he started sort of pumping it in and out. That kind of surprised me, so I held onto his ass again. (His dick was in my mouth, but holding his bare ass felt even more intimate somehow. I can't explain.) He kind of turned us over, so I was on top of him, but I never stopped sucking. Pretty soon, I could see his balls kind of stop jiggling, and tighten up, and then he came in my mouth. I thought I was going to drown!! I gulped a lot of it, and some of it spurted out my nose, and some of it just dribbled out of my mouth down his cock, onto his balls. When his pulsing stopped, I let his cock go, and I licked the dribbles of his cum off of his balls. Then we just kind of slumped down beside each other, each of us leaning up on one elbow so we could look at the other's face. Cliff asked me if I like it so far. I said "so far?" He laughed and said he could show me more another time, but what did I think about blow jobs? I said, "Is that what that's called?" "Yeah. Blow jobs. Lots of people do it, but it's so great when two guys get to cum in each other's mouths like we just did." "I wasn't very good. I didn't get it all. I had to lick the dribbles off your balls." "Hey, Dave, you did GREAT. I came a lot because being with you is so sexy. But we can practice more -- as often as you want." And he grinned. "Oh, yeah!" "And there's other stuff I can show you, too. I definitely love our secret passage." "Me, too." ========= My cousin Tom was going to stay at our house that weekend, and I wanted to show him about blowjobs and stuff, but at first he acted like that was dirty and he wasn't interested. I was kind of disappointed, because I was excited about this new discovery, but I liked Tom and we had fun anyway. I woke up in the middle of the night because Tom was jacking off in bed beside me. I was confused at first, but then realized what was going on, and I leaned over and put my hand over his on his cock. He didn't even seem surprised, and he let me take over. Pretty soon, he said he was going to cum, so I quickly moved over and got his cock in my mouth and he shot. He cum wasn't as good as Cliff's, but I liked it anyway. I fell asleep again and in the morning, Tom was kind of mean to me, but I knew what he let me do. ========= On Sunday morning, Tom went with us to church, and afterwards, the family he was living with took him home. My parents were going to some kind of pot luck luncheon, and dropped me off at home. When I got up to my room, Cliff was waiting for me. I was kind of shocked to see him, but instantly boned up, and my shocked face went to a smile immediately. He said he was glad to see me, too, and grabbed his groin. I said, "can I blowjob you again?" He corrected me on how I worded it, but said "oh, yeah, and I want to blow you, too." He showed me the 69 position, which I still thought was the most amazing thing ever known to man. I mean, I was in it when he came in my mouth the first time, but I guess I thought that was sort of an accident. Anyway, we both take the other's cock into our mouths, and I think it'll be like the other night, but he says, "remember how I licked your asshole?" "Yeah, that was weird." "But you liked it, right?" "Yeah, I did, but I never knew about that." "Can you try it on me?" He kind of opened his legs. I didn't answer, but I skootched down a little between his legs, and he rolled up a little bit, and then I saw his pucker. It was the first time I ever actually saw a person's asshole. I licked it a little bit and he sort of moaned, and his dick twitched. I knew I liked it when he did it to me, and I decided that if he liked it so much, I'd lick more. It wasn't gross, like I thought it would be. There was hair around it, but the middle was okay. "Spit on it a couple of times, Dave and then try sticking your finger in." "What???" "Yeah, I told you I'd show you more stuff. I know it sounds gross, but I love stuff up my ass, and you could do that for me, man." So I spit on his hole three or four times, and then started sticking my finger in. Cliff says, "oh yeah, keep going, Dave. And keep spitting so it slides easier." It seemed strange that his dick was so close to my face, but I wasn't blowing him. I was fingering his asshole -- but then I decided to take one of his balls into my mouth again. I rolled it around a little with my tongue before spitting. My finger was part way in, so I pulled it out almost the whole way, spit on it and his hole and pushed back in again. It went further this time. "Oh, yeah, Dave. Keep doing that. It's wonderful." And then I felt his finger rubbing my asshole. It was sliding around at first, but pretty soon it was in a little bit. Then he would take it out, spit on it and stick it back in -- and every time it went deeper, and now I sort of knew what I was doing for him, and suddenly understood. But then his finger was the whole way in and he was like rubbing it around, exploring inside me. I was imitating everything he did. Then he hit something, and it was almost like I was electrocuted or something. I'm glad I didn't have one of his balls in my mouth right then, because I probably would have bitten it off. (He was glad too, when I told him later.) "Cliff, I'm gonna cum on your face or neck or wherever my dick is right now," but in the process of spasming, I shoved my finger into his ass harder. He stopped massaging my prostate, and told me to feel around 'til I found a hard bulge inside his ass, and finally I did. He spasmed a little bit too, but I didn't really know what to do then. "Okay, Dave. Let it there, but let's catch our breaths. I said, "I didn't know we had a sex button up our assholes." Cliff laughed again. I was starting to love it when he laughed. "I told you I'd show you more stuff." (And I wondered what else they don't tell you in sex ed.) Finally, he says, "let's blow each other while we do that again. You might dribble my cum again and have to lick my balls, because I'll probably shoot a gallon." I just went down on his dick, and he went down on mine, and we finger fucked each other's prostates 'til we both shot, and shot and shot and shot and shot. I loved his cum. But he was right, we both got most of it, but also sort of made a mess. Cum everywhere. I was worried at first about the "evidence" on my bed, but since both of my parents worked, I could do my laundry and they'd never know. (Parents of teenage boys NEVER know this stuff, right?) When Cliff and I were getting dressed, he told me, "next time, I want you to stick your dick up my ass instead of a finger or two." I think I probably reacted with surprise, and he said "Think about it. Our dicks are longer than our fingers, so it's easier to hit that 'button' and when you cum inside me, you won't make a mess." "Okay. But that's probably the weirdest of all -- so far." He laughed when I said "so far." The next time we met, I climbed up over the secret passage, and for the first time, I was in HIS bed. Cliff told me about "lube" and said you can buy expensive stuff, but the main point is to make it easier to slide your dick into the other guy's asshole. Everybody has Vaseline or something like that in the house. You can use that or almost anything slippery. Once you're in, then it's just amazing for both guys." We "messed around" as usual, but before we came, he said "I want you in me, Dave." I nodded, but this was totally new for me. I told him I was was nervous about not doing it right or something. Cliff said, "what part of sticking your dick in my ass don't you understand?" I had to laugh. He got out a tube of something, not Vaseline, but I don't know what, really, and he spread it on my dick, and then he said "lick my hole one more time, before I put this shit on it" I did. I realized how much I liked doing that for him." He rolled up and held his legs so his hole was right there. He said, "So put your dick right where your fingers were the other night. Go a little slow. You ain't the first, but I definitely don't do this for everybody, Dave. You don't have the biggest dick in the world, but nobody's ever gonna call you pencil dick." Everything seemed slippery. My dick, his ass. I wondered how my dick could fit in that tiny hole. I felt his asshole resisting me for a second or two, but then suddenly, the head of my dick popped in. He said "oh, yeah!!" and then something in me took over. Is there a "fucking" instinct in our brains? Anyway, I soon came inside Cliff. After I stopped hyperventilating, he said, "I loved you in me, little buddy." I hugged him and we kissed and I blew him, even though he came when I was fucking him. I think it was only a day later, when I asked him to fuck me. Totally fucking amazing! Cliff made me feel like there was nothing in the world I wanted except his dick in my ass. "Now we have three secret passages, Dave." And I had to think for a minute, but then realized what he meant, and laughed. And after a few more times together, I realized that my dick could get off no matter what we did, and that was wonderful -- but the pleasure center in my brain REALLY set off fireworks when he was inside me. I told him that. We were just sitting around when I brought it up, not "doing" anything. He just said "everybody's different, Dave. I like both almost equally." When I realized that when he fucked me, I couldn't taste his cum, I asked him about that. I said I loved him fucking me, but I missed him cumming in my mouth. He said he couldn't do both at the same time, and I laughed. Then he asked me if I'd be interested in letting someone else in on what we were doing. I wasn't sure. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that if we did, I could suck and get fucked at the same time, or maybe fuck and suck, or whatever. After a day or two, I finally said okay. He said he knew a guy he thought I'd like. I didn't know the guy he brought along the next time, but he looked kind of familiar. He was a little older than me, and went to a different school. I suspected that Cliff was bringing together two guys who'd never done anything with anybody else but him, and he was gonna get the same thing I wanted. I like it when things work out like that. We were at a picnic pavilion at the playground up the street from our house. I was hard. So was the kid. So was Cliff. Cliff introduced us. His name was Nate. I said, "hey, Nate, do you realize that you have the most amazing eyes?" He smiled and blushed. "So do you." Then Nate cracks us all up: "Oh, yeah, Dave. I heard you have an amazing secret passage, too." ======= Fact is, Cliff showed me almost in "follow-the-leader" fashion what gay sex could be. He never did anything to me that he didn't demonstrate first. He blew me before I blew him. He rimmed me first, but let me finger fuck him and see how he loved it, before he did it to me. I fucked him before he fucked me. I could not have asked for a gentler intro to gay sex than I had from Cliff. And yes, I turned out to be mostly a bottom guy, but Cliff made sure I topped too. And he never "used" me even though he knew I was a younger guy who adored him and his body and would do anything for him. He made me respect myself, especially later on, when I was on the verge of accepting some other people's views of a "fag." I sometimes look at young teens who remind me of me at that age, and get hard, and wonder if I could be Cliff for them. Cliff and I are still occasionally in each other's lives. He still fucks me, and actually tells me how hot it was for him to break me in. He invites me to fuck him, and sometimes I do, but I do it to please him more than me. Yes, I get hard and cum in him, but I do it from love, not from lust. Not long ago, he told me, "you are such a gentle guy. You probably don't know it, but when we first started, that day when I asked you to show me your trains, I mostly just wanted to fuck your sweet ass. But somehow you rubbed off on me, and I had to be gentle, go little by little. And oh yeah, you make me happy -- and not just the sex." I tell him, "You taught me that being me was okay." I sometimes tell him that I see myself in various boys. He says he sees himself sometimes, too. Folks, Nifty provides a great service, and we can help out by clicking on that "Donate" button.