Date: Wed, 8 Jun 2022 17:28:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Coming Out Part Seventeen (Young Friends) The next few months were amazing. We'd now added hand jobs to our relationship and things just couldn't be better. It just feels amazing for your boyfriend to wank you off and you to wank him off particularly when you're snogging each other crazy at the same time! We still have to be careful though. Jacob was prone to bursting into Jamie's room at times so we'd usually save all that for sleepovers. Jamie had been over to mine for sleepovers a few times now as well and Mum really liked him. I'm not sure if she knew what was going on between us but if she had any suspicions she kept it to herself. I still had sleepovers with Jorge a fair bit and occasionally Olly. Not just to keep them happy or to keep people from being too suspicious about Jamie but also because they were still my best mates. I loved spending time with them and weirdly it gave me a warm glow everytime they took the piss out of me for being gay. Homophobic abuse was something I was used to but I suppose in one respect it's only abuse if it's intended to hurt. Jorge and Olly's jokes came from a place of affection, love even, and so I laughed along with them. I guess if I was a bit more comfortable with everything I might have challenged the appropriateness of it. Then again this was MY journey. If I was happy with them taking the piss out of me maybe that was just fine. It wasn't like I didn't give as good as I got either! Olly in particular would drop heavy hints that he'd be more than happy for me to practice my "cocksucking skills" on him which I always laughed off and told him no chance. It didn't stop him trying to persuade me though! "But you're gay! You literally love dicks! Me and Jorge have got two here ready for you to suck!" "Stop Olly! Sam doesn't want to do it to us and I don't think I want him to either. He's a boy for starters!" Jorge said, looking uncomfortable. "Olly mate, just use your hand like everyone else!I am never going to suck your dick so focus your energies elsewhere!" I made the wanking sign at him as I said this. It didn't stop him asking again though but the conversation always ended the same! I didn't mind him asking really, actually if I wasn't going out with Jamie maybe I would have done it. Maybe I'd like to make my friends feel good and it was certainly true I loved dicks! But the only one for me was Jamie, not that we'd progressed onto dick sucking yet. Jamie was still wanting to take things slowly. My self confidence had definitely improved over the months since Jamie and I had become boyfriends. There's nothing like knowing the person you love loves you back. There was a dark cloud on the horizon of the summer holidays though. It seemed Jamie wasn't going to be around at all and I really didn't know how I'd manage not seeing him for six weeks. Luckily one or both of Jorge and Olly would mostly be around apart from a week or two at the end of the holidays. At least I'd be able to hang out with them. In fact they were about to play a key role in trying to right a wrong from when this all started. It was the last day of the school year and I was having a piss in the urinal at school. "Ah it's the gay boy! You sure you don't want to suck my cock?". My heart fell as I heard Oscar come and unzip by me. Why was he such an arsehole when his brother was the opposite? While school was better than it had been it was still shit at times and that was all due to Oscar. "Maybe after I've had my lunch then I can use it as a toothpick," I said back at him. I zipped up and went to leave before he grabbed my arm tightly. "You fucking cheeky shit, you know I could force you. I could literally drag you into a cubicle right now, make you lick my piss off my cock and then face fuck you till I filled your stomach with my cum." "Yeah try that, see how that goes at home when I tell your parents!" Oscar let go of my arm, "One day, sooner or later, my cock is going to be in your mouth and you'll beg me for more." I began to wonder if some of Oscar's bravado was that he was confused about his sexuality, after all he was always aggressively asking for blowjobs from me. Maybe it was to convince himself of his straightness? Actually it was much more likely he was just a total arsehole. '"Oscar the arsehole" was Jorge's nickname for him and to be fair to Oscar he more than played up to that! I told Jamie, Jorge and Olly about what had happened when we ate lunch. I could see Jamie was fuming but as always when we were at school he tried to keep his emotions in check. He was still worried about our relationship being exposed. "I better go and get my shit together, " Jamie said standing up, he then looked at me and smiled, "I'll see you after school Sam, see you others in September I guess!" I smiled and said goodbye and then had to deal with Jorge giving me a suspicious look, "What are the two of you doing after school together? It's the last day of term, it's summer holidays time!" I shrugged nonchalantly, "Jamie's little brother Jacob is starting here in September and he wants me to give him the lowdown." "Why you? Jamie literally goes here too!"Jorge asked. "Yeah but he knows I get bullied so he wants to hear the bad side as well as the good side.' This was all a lie. It was mine and Jamie's last night together before he went on holiday to Mexico for three weeks and I probably wouldn't see him until the start of term. So I was going to take full advantage of it and. I was planning a long night of kissing, wanking, more kissing, more wanking! Olly changed the subject away from Jamie, "So, are you guys still on for a sleepover next Saturday....I am formulating a cunning plan!" What sort of plan?" Jorge asked suspiciously. Much as I loved him sometimes he did act like everything was some sort of trap to be avoided with everyone having nefarious motives! Olly looked around conspiratorially , "Oscar has gone too far this time. Threatening Sam, it's his fault Sam has been outed. I think it's an opportunity to kill two birds with one stone! Get revenge on Oscar and take him down a peg or two, and succeed in achieving mine and Jorge's goal for the summer!' "That's supposed to be a secret!" Jorge protested as I asked what their summer goal was. Olly smirked at Jorge, "Chill out mate! Sam's our best mate! So Sam our summer goal is Operation blowjob! Me and Jorge want to get our dicks sucked before September. Annoyingly it seems having a gay best mate doesn't mean he'll do it for us so we were going to spend our time trying to find girls who might!" "You could ask Bella!" I said, stirring things up slightly. "Ugh gross! She's my sister!" Olly said, looking like he might throw up. "So a blowjob from your gay best mate would be fine but not your sister? At least she's a girl!" "Honestly at this stage I don't care if it's a boy or girl which leads to my number one contender - Oscar!" Jorge and I looked at him in complete shock. "Oscar!?! So Bella isn't an option because she's your sister but your brother is!?" I asked, still not believing what I was hearing. "I'm not getting my dick sucked by Oscar!" Jorge said. Olly smiled at us both, "Look as I said kill two birds with one stone! Oscar makes Sam's life hell, my life hell. Once he's sucked our dicks I suspect he'll be much less of a fucking arsehole as we'll always have that over him! Come on Jorge, don't you want to know how it feels? Think how amazing it would be to have an older boy on his knees with your dick in his mouth!!" This clearly worked as Jorge had to rearrange himself in his trousers. "This idea is all well and good Olly but I have no fucking idea what you could do to get Oscar to do that. Have you been smoking weed or something!!?" I asked. None of us smoked weed but we lived in South east London, it was pretty ubiquitous in the area and certainly some of the older boys would smoke it. "I am working on the plan, it's almost ready! I just need to think about it a bit more and plant some seeds in Oscar's mind. We'll do it next Saturday when you're over. Mum, Dad and Bella are out so we'll have the house to ourselves for a while. Let's reconvene during the week and I'll announce how this is going to work!" I'm not going to lie, this made me anxious. First of all I had no fucking idea how Olly could ever persuade, trick or coerce Oscar into this. Secondly, I had a secret boyfriend and the only person I wanted sucking my dick was him! And finally, I was still worried that this plan would somehow backfire and I'd be the one on my knees. If that was the case I'd just refuse but I really wasn't sure any of this was a good idea. Jamie shared my views when I told him what Olly was planning that night as we were in his room getting ready for bed. We'd brushed our teeth, Jamie had locked his door and now it was just the two of us sitting on his bed. "Oscar is going to suck all your dicks?! No fucking way would that happen! What did you say?" "Well I said I didn't think it would work, I also couldn't tell them the truth," "And what is that?" Jamie asked. I smiled at him and winked as I said "That the only person I want to suck my dick is my boyfriend!" Jamie blushed bright red at that, "I...um....one day Sam, one day I'll be ready for that and for you to suck..me. But not yet, too soon, too fast.' "Calm down!" I replied putting my hand on his, "I wasn't expecting you to do it now! Just that I don't want Oscar to do it to me! When we finally do it it'll be worth it. Now shut up and kiss me!" "I like it when you order me around," Jamie said with a smile as he leaned in and we kissed. I never tired of kissing Jamie, it always felt as good as the first time we did! Our tongues danced around inside our mouths and our hands roamed around our bodies. "Let's get naked!" he said, breaking our kiss. I didn't need a second invitation! We took our clothes as fast as we could and then lay on the bed naked together kissing again. Our dicks got hard and pressed into each other as we kissed. My not quite five inches touching Jamie's almost six inches. I slipped my hand down and wrapped it around my boyfriend's hard dick as he did the same to me. The feelings were amazing as always and I knew I was really really going to miss this! We broke our kissing as we both got close, holding each other tightly as our hands finished each of us off. With almost simultaneous grunts we both shot cum out of our dicks and over our bodies. "It is amazing but it makes such a mess!" Jamie said as he cleaned us both up afterwards. "Well you know....there is a way for you to put your cum somewhere where it doesn't make as much of a mess!' He whitened slightly at that but then squeezed my bum cheek gently, "One day I definitely want to be in there but not for a while! I still want to take it slowly'" I giggled, "I meant my mouth not my bum! But whenever you're ready for either of those I am more than happy!" "When did you become the senior partner in this relationship!?" I kissed him gently on the cheek, "From the start!? I was the one who told you I fancied you, I was the one who told you to kiss me, I was the one who put my hand in your pants first." "True! So what now? Is it time for sleep?" Jamie asked with a wink. "Well I know we've only just cleaned up but I reckon my dick is ready for round two!" "Mmmm I like the way you're thinking!" He said and our hands snaked back down to our hardening dicks. Afterwards we lay in each other's arms, I never wanted this moment to end but I knew come the morning he'd be off on holiday and I'd be off home. Then it would be weeks until we saw each other. "I am going to miss you so much!" I said to him, "Me too! I'll message you every day. I'll even let you send me dick pics,maybe we could do some phone wanking together!" "Sounds good to me! One last thing before sleep...' "Oh?" Jamie asked. "I just wanted to tell you that I love you Jamie." "I love you too Sam." I lay in Jamie's arms listening to him fall asleep. I was going to miss him so much! He was my first love but he was also my soul mate. I know everyone thinks that about their first love but I was sure we were different. These six weeks without him were going to be the longest six weeks of my life.