Date: Thu, 23 Jun 2022 11:00:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Coming Out Part Twenty Two (Young Friends) There's nothing like the sleep you get in your boyfriend's arms after having had your dick sucked the night before! I woke late and I felt so refreshed. I'd have been happy to just lay in bed with Jamie all day long. However I knew I had to go home to do homework and Jamie and his family were off out in the afternoon. Still it was nice just lying there listening to the gentle breathing of Jamie. I wondered if he was dreaming of me? Even though we were now boyfriends it didn't mean I didn't dream of him. I felt like he was my soulmate, the person who understood me most in the world. I know everyone probably says that about their first love but I'm sure we were different. We really were perfect for each other! Jamie stirred and I smiled at him, "Morning beautiful!" I said and he gave me a sleepy smile. "Morning lover boy! I dreamt that last night we kissed and then I sucked your dick!" "That actually happened!" "Mmm, you see Sam, dreams can come true!" Jamie said with a big grin. "Well I dreamt that I woke up to the sexiest cutest boy in the world with dark hair and beautiful eyes and the most amazing dick there is. And then we kissed before I sucked every last drop of cum out of his balls!" "Mmm kiss me and let's see if dreams can come true for you as well!" I needed no second invite and quickly took his dick in my mouth. I was already hooked on sucking it and I was so pleased Jamie was now on board with the whole blow job thing. Mind you, why wouldn't he be? Who wouldn't want to get their dick sucked as soon as they woke up! His gentle moans filled the room as I sucked him enthusiastically and I was soon rewarded with a tasty protein snack! After we kissed he returned the favour and we both lay there afterwards sated and feeling pretty fucking good! I decided to broach a sensitive topic. "Sandwich...Do you ever think about telling your parents about us?" Sandwich was my new pet name for him, as of last night! It was stupid I know. Basically he pointed out that as he sucked me off I said his name so quickly it sounded like "jammy". So I called him Jammy sandwich and then just sandwich. I wasn't quite sure how he felt about that and maybe it wasn't the best name to use when broaching this topic! "Sandwich?! Oh god, you're still going to call me that this morning?! "Don't you like it? I like eating my Sandwich!" "I like you eating me if that's code for sucking my dick! But it's not my favourite name you've come up with. Although I guess it's better than when you call me stinky boy!" "Fine, I'll come up with another one! I just think if I call you something like "big tasty dick" in public people might guess!" "You really are fucking weird sometimes! You could just use my actual name!!" Jamie said tickling me under my armpit until I started wriggling telling him to "stop!" between the giggles. "You didn't answer my question," I said softly once he'd stopped. He sighed, "Of course I do. All the time. I think about telling Mum and Dad, my friends, it's always at the back and often front of my mind. I'm not embarrassed about being bi, I'm not embarrassed about you being my boyfriend. I love you. I want people to know how amazing you are and how much I love you. But coming out complicates things. What happens if my parents suddenly say we can't see each other? Anyway you might be out everywhere but you haven't told your Mum or Tom about us have you?" "No...I didn't think you wanted me to....but also you're right, I'm so happy how things are between us I don't want that to change. But I know we'll have to tell them, eventually." "Maybe once we get engaged," Jamie said looking at me thoughtfully before giggling at my shocked expression. "Well we will get married one day won't we?!" I smiled at him and kissed him softly on the cheek, "I'm happy to have your ring on my finger anytime you want!" "Hmm you might want to wait until I've had a shower!" Jamie winked at me and I realised what he thought I was insinuating. "I didn't mean THAT ring, I meant an engagement or wedding one!" "Yeah you tell yourself that you perve!" He said and we both collapsed on fits of giggles before we kissed. Maybe we would have stayed like that all day but Jacob then knocked on the door saying he'd been sent to get us up for breakfast. That Saturday where Jamie had sucked me off for the first time was a bit of a key change in our relationship. Two weekends later we `d already moved on and discovered the joys of a 69! To my surprise it was Jamie that suggested it. We were lying on my bed on a Saturday afternoon kissing when Jamie looked at me with what I knew now was a horny smile. "Shall we try and suck each other at the same time?" "You mean a 69?" Nice!" We both said at the same time and giggled at the meme. We got into position with my mouth by his dick and his by mine. Then for the first time but definitely not the last we took each other in our mouths at the same time. As we sucked each other I could tell we both loved every minute of it! Having an orgasm at the same time as your boyfriend with your mouth full of cum was really fucking amazing! The next few weeks were full of as much kissing and sucking as we could fit in. This wasn't always that easy because we had school and Jamie was still cautious about us spending too much time together. I did think he was overreacting but I knew he was anxious about people finding out about us. Still we managed to find time when we could. We were now over two months into the new school year and I was the happiest I'd ever been in life. I was in love with the most amazing boy in the world who loved me like I loved him. To my amazement I actually had a sex life, one that was probably much better than the majority of almost fifteen year olds, if you counted hand and mouth stuff anyway! Things were good at school. The bullying over my sexuality had pretty much stopped. I felt like I'd been at the bottom of the wheel and gradually the spokes had ridden me up to the top. Of course once you're at the top of the wheel there's only one way you can go and unbeknownst to me I was soon to have one of the worst days of my life. It was a cold misty November day. My day at school had been fine. I'd been delayed after class by ten minutes so I hadn't been able to walk out with Jamie although that was often the case being in different years and with various out of school commitments. I was walking home alone lost in my thoughts, thinking of how happy I was. I walked up the road to my house, I'd literally just put the key in the front door, opened it and put my bag down when my phone dinged. It was a message from Simon. "Hey Sam. Not sure if you know but I've just heard Jamie has been in an accident and has been taken to hospital. Apparently it's very serious." "Ha ha, very funny." I sent back to Simon. It wasn't like him to wind me up and he, like the rest of the football team, had no idea me and Jamie were in a relationship. Or was this all part of his attempt to let me know he knew about us? If he did, would he tell everyone. Funny really, my first thought in this scenario was that it was a joke or Simon had found out about me and Jamie. For some reason the thought it might be true didn't cross my mind. I'd seen Jamie only a couple of hours ago and he was fine, nothing bad could have happened! "It's not a joke mate, Danny just messaged me and said to spread the word around the team. I don't know much apart from apparently an ambulance has taken him to King's." I had to steady myself, the news almost caused my legs to give way. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. It wasn't a joke, this was suddenly fucking deadly serious. Hopefully it wasn't anything serious but I had to do something. I messaged Simon back to say ,"Thx for letting me know, keep me in the loop." Then I frantically phoned Jamie's mobile but it didn't ring and went straight to answerphone. I left him a voicemail and then sent him a WhatsApp "what's going on? Message me right now!" and then one to his Insta as well just in case. I took a deep breath and tried to stay calm but my mind was in overdrive. Tom was out. Mum was at work. I was going to drive myself mad waiting here. So I got my shit together, ran to the train station and jumped on the next train for the one stop to Denmark Hill. I sprinted to A&E and was out of breath when I got there. In my mind I would run up to the desk and ask for Jamie and they'd escort me to see him. The reality though was that it was busy with people waiting for updates like me so I got in the queue and I waited my turn. Eventually I got to the front and I told the nurse I was here to see Jamie and she looked at me in surprise. "You family? "Um...no..he's my boyf...my friend." "Sorry, family only and I can't tell you more for patient confidentiality reasons. " "Can you at least tell me he's still alive?!" I asked, almost breaking down in tears. I literally had no idea of his condition. Had he just got a broken limb? A bruise? Or was he on a life support machine? The ignorance was killing me. She looked at me sympathetically, "I'm sorry, as I said I can't tell you anything. However, tell me your name and when anyone from the family turns up I'll let them know you're waiting for news." "Okay thanks, I'll just wait around for news then." "Honestly, I'd go home and wait if I were you. Otherwise you could be here for hours." "I'll stay as long as it takes," I said defiantly. She nodded as if she understood and I headed off and took a seat by the vending machines. It was out of sight of reception but I wasn't naive enough to think that she'd be looking out to give me news. Hospitals are very busy places and while I hoped it wouldn't be the case I suspected I'd be forgotten once I was out of sight. I kept checking my phone in case somebody, anybody gave me news but it stayed silent. I drifted into a sort of daze where my mind tortured me with visions of what might be going on. Jamie flatlining. Doctors shouting "clear" as they tried to jumpstart his heart. I was in a dark place at that moment, the darkest I'd been in since I'd met Jamie. I tried to picture the good times we'd had together but that only made it worse. I put my head in my hands and I started to cry.