Date: Fri, 15 Jun 2001 12:32:52 EDT
From: Lbhman1@aol.com
Subject: Cumslut

I'm enclosing two stories, that need to be told together, as they happened,
that way.  They are completely true, as I remember them.  They involve
adult/youth gay sex, so if that is offensive, leave now.  You may use this
story, anyway you wish, as long as it is kept in it's original form.


			       Danny's Story

      Well, here goes.  I was about 11 and my best friend, Danny, 13, and he
lived across the street.  We had moved in, about 5 yrs before.  It turned out
that my father and his father were childhood friends, and moved so close, by
sheer coincidence.
       Anyway, we were in my basement, when something sparked the idea of us
jerking off, together, but with a twist.  We had to wrestle the other's
clothes off, first......silly I know, but we had to do something to make it
less obvious.  Well, we wrestled around a bit, seriously, and then made it
easy for the other to undo the pants and underwear, and get them down.
 Seriously, we were the same size, and could no way over power the other, to
that extent, so we just "played" at this part of the ritual.
       Finally we were naked from the waste down, and were playing with our
own cocks.  He suggested we try to help each other, and grabbed my little
dick, and started jerking/stroking.  Not to be outdone, I did the same to
him.  He did cum, with quite a force, that surprised me, as I had never
ejaculated yet. I was awed by this liquid, and wished I would do the same.
It was fun, and new, so it worked.
       Well, about 5 times later, (I'm guessing, but am close to the timing),
during the rough-housing part of this ritual, my face ended up, right in his
crotch, as he had me in a head lock with his legs.  And, he was naked.  He
kept pushing his cock towards my face.  I smelled, and was ok with the scent,
sort of a "days worth" of aroma, but, not bad, just different.  He said,
"Taste it, and I'll taste yours".  Ok, I thought, we had reciprocated the
hand job, so why not this?  I licked it, like a lollipop, at first, again
sniffing the odor.  Then I put the head in my mouth, and sucked.  He told me
to go further down, so I did, feeling the head, (he was only about 4") hit
the back of my throat.  I just held it there, until he intstructed me to go
up and down, like jerking off, only, with my mouth, not my hands.  So, I did
just that.  I was rock hard, and very excited, sexually.  I must say, I
didn't know that, at the time, but, looking back, especially later on, in our
relationship, that it really turned me on to have him in my mouth.
        He then said, "ok, my turn."  I got up, laid back, and he did just
about the same thing to me.  It felt wonderful, for sure, much better than my
hand....or his hand.  He also kept his tongue busy, on the underside of my
little cock, which felt very good.  I thought I needed to try that, on him,
when it was my turn, again.  He sucked me, for what seemed like hours,
(probably minutes, though), and then sat back up, and said, "Your turn,
again".
        I was more than willing to get back down there.  This was new and
exciting to me, so, I was all for it.  He again, had me go up and down, using
suction, and my tongue.  He was moaning, and telling me how good it felt,
when he tensed up, and said "I'm gonna shoot".  I wanted to pull back.
 Putting that in my mouth was one thing, but his sperm?.....totally different
situation.  His hands were at my neck and head, however, and he did cum in my
mouth.  I let it slide out, afterwards, telling him it wasn't right for him
to do that.  But, a funny feeling came over me....I could still taste his
juice in my mouth, and I liked it.  It was a diff taste, but, not a bad one.
  I didn't want him to know, though, cause then I'd be "queer", right?  BUT,
I did like it.  Afterwards, I jerked myself off, and he left.
        The next time, I pretended not to hear him when he said he was going
to shoot, and kept his sperm in my mouth for a bit, then swallowed.  I loved
it.  There was something so unique about having this effect on someone
else. We both knew it was just a "trick" but, never talked about it.   He
would come over 1-2 times a week, and exactly the same would happen.  I was
totally in lust with this new happening.  I wanted more and more, anytime.  I
thought about it, all the time.   He would end up shooting in my mouth, and I
would jerk off, afterwards.  I only mention this, to show a pattern, as will
be more evident, after reading Billy's story .


				   Billy

I had written earlier about my first bj, when I was 11 and my friend 13.   I
ended up sucking him whenever I could, as I was hooked.   Anyway, another guy
in the neighborhood called me one day, shortly after my first bj (about a
month or so after first sucking Danny) and asked me to come over and listen
to records (back in the 60's, lol). Now, keep in mind he is 17, a senior, and
the tough guy on the block, and he wanted ME to come over to his house. Well,
I had no idea what was up, but, he also had a gorgeous sister, so I thought I
might get to see her, while I was there.
     When I got there, we just chatted in the kitchen, with his sis and mom,
and drank cokes. No big deal. He, then asked if I wanted to hear his new
stereo system, set up in his bedroom, and I of course said yes. We listened
for a while, and we just layed down on the bed, taking in the sounds.
       My eyes were closed, enjoying the music, when he said "Hey, Ross, take
a look at what the music did to my prick".  I looked up, and there was his
hard cock, sticking out of his jeans, with a big purple head.
       I said, "Wow, the music never did that to me". I couldn't take my eyes
off it, as it was the cock of a MAN, not the boy I had been sucking for a
month.  I was completely mesmerized, and he saw it.  He knew I was in awe of
his huge piece of meat.
      Then he said "Touch it, you want to.  Danny, (the boy I have been
sucking) told me that you like to suck, too, right?" Well, now I'm scared to
death, and shaking, from fear and desire, at the same time. Again, he tells
me to touch it. I'm sort of in a no win situation, I feel, but lean over and
lightly feel this hard cock, swaying in front of me.   It is the most
beautiful thing I have ever seen, to date (to current time).  I studdied it's
size, color, huge, hefty balls, and knew I was going to do anything he said,
to get to play/taste that male member.
       He says, "Stroke it softly and it will get bigger", so I start running
my hand up and down, and sure enough, it grows even larger.  There is this
huge vein running up that has me taken aback, as it was so big.  I could feel
the blood surging thru it.   The head was  a deep dark purple, nothing like
Danny's.   It tapered, some, from the shaft, almost to a point.
     Some liquid forms a bubble on the pisshole, and he tells me to lick it
off. I sit up, and lean over towards him and he puts his hand on the back of
my neck and pushes me in to the head. "Lick it", he commands, and my tongue
darts out to taste the fluid. Wow, it was like Danny's cum, only a little
saltier.  I certainly had eaten enough of Danny's  to know how much I loved
it, and wanted more, so, this would be even better.
       I had reached the point of no return, as I look back now, and realize
that he had me where he wanted, was much larger and tougher than me, so was
at his mercy. I must have known that, so I opened my mouth and sucked the
head in.  Soft, silky and yet hard.  And, so big, it almost filled my mouth.
       He moaned telling me how good it felt, and that I would get a reward
soon. Reward? I didn't know what he meant, but, kept it in my mouth.  Then he
wanted more....."Start sucking up and down", he said. I did what he wanted,
(secretly I wanted it too, I know now), and he started to thrust his cock in
and out of my mouth. He was so much bigger than Danny, that I could only get
the top half in my mouth.  And, no way would it slide down my throat.  It was
just too thick to fit in my tiny throat.
            He kept up that pace, holding my face as he shoved his rigid pole
in and out.  "I'm cumming", he said and held my head on him while I felt the
spasm, sending a large jet into my mouth. I swallowed in self defense as his
volume was so large, some spilling out the corners of my mouth.  I moaned,
feeling that hot juice covering the inside of me, knowing there would be more
and more to come.
       He didn't have to hold my head, as I wasn't going anywhere.  I was
hoping my face would stay permantly attached to him, so I could get his seed
anytime he/I wanted.   He kept my mouth on him until he was completely spent,
softening, and pulled it out, with a plop. I wanted it to stay there, in my
mouth. I was in heaven, feeling on top of the world, being able to make this
guy happy, by sucking him.
       After he had pulled out he told me to clean up what I had missed. My
tongue shot out for the spilled drops, and he said "Good boy, you will get a
lot more in the future, you understand?"  All I could say was....."yes".

     This was the start of a one year relationship, me sucking him in his
bedroom, 2-3 times a week. Sometimes he just let me do my thing, worshipping
his sweet cock, and sometimes he took over forcing me.  He introduced me to
my now, favorite cocksucking position, too.  He put me on my back, with my
head over the edge of the bed, and made me beg him to fuck my mouth and
throat.  Either way, was great for me, as he did in fact, give me my
reward.....a mouthfull of cum.
    I never realized until now how much of a role he played in my current
needs to be a cumslut. My only desire now is to orally please the man I'm
with. I love verbal abuse, humiliation, and being on my knees, satisfying a
man with just my mouth. He taught me that.  Thanks, Billy.
     As with him and Danny, I never had an orgasm while sucking them.  Their
orgasm always came first, then, later I would jerk off, either by myself
after blowing Billy, or after Danny had cum in my mouth, and then jerking
off, right there.   This is the prelude to my cocksucking life, today.
Please my partner, drink his precious juice, then get myself off, sometimes
afterward.

Please respond with any/all comments.  Lbhman1@aol.com