Date: Thu, 14 Apr 2022 10:20:00 +0000
From: Andrew Passey <andypassey69@gmail.com>
Subject: Danny The Bully Part Eight (Young Friends)

So the weekly homework sessions now became weekly homework and cock
sucking sessions. I guess I sort of got used to it. No, that's not quite
right, I didn't just get used to it, I enjoyed it. Something about
Danny's big hard dick just turned me on. I'd pretend to be really
reluctant but once Danny pulled his trousers and pants down I'd start to
feel excited.

Sometimes he'd sit on the bed and I'd suck him on my knees. Other times
he'd lie down and I'd get between his legs and take that big thick hard
dick in my mouth. Occasionally he'd climb on top of me and almost feed it
to me. Either way it was a weekly occurrence that was now part of my
life. I wanted to hate every minute of it but I couldn't help myself.
Once that dickhead slipped between my lips I'd just relax and enjoy it.
Out of these sessions, when I was home or at school all I could think
about was wanting it to stop.  But when I was in Danny's room and his
pants were off I couldn't help myself. Sometimes it seemed that every
load of his cum I swallowed turned me more and more gay,

It was weird and fucked up. I was in love with Gaz and wanted to do stuff
with him but I also liked sucking Danny's big cock. I had dreams about
it, I wanked off thinking about sucking it. I really wanted to wank
myself while I was sucking it but that would just be a step too far.
There was no way then I could pretend to be at all reluctant with Danny.
It didn't mean I didn't wank my dick sucking my thumb pretending it was
his dick in my mouth though.  Damn I really was fucked up.

The fact that Gaz was also sucking Danny confused me as well. Was it a
reluctant thing or did he love doing it? Had Danny told him about us? I
doubted it, but then again I knew about Danny and Gaz. Maybe Danny was
using what I did as leverage against Gaz? Did Gaz think about me when
sucking Danny or when he wanked off at home did he close his eyes and
think about that hard dick slipping between his lips? Answers to
questions I could never ask my best friend about.

I don't know why I didn't tell Peter what his son was making me do. I had
plenty of opportunities in our weekly chats. He'd be able to put a stop
to it right away. Maybe I just didn't want to disappoint him both in
what I was doing and also I knew it would hurt him that Danny was making
me. Maybe I didn't want it to stop? So I kept quiet, I kept sucking
Danny's dick and I kept swallowing his cum.

Christmas came and went, I had a couple of weeks off sucking Danny as he
and Peter had gone on holiday to Sri Lanka. When he got back though it
was back to normal. Over Christmas I'd thought about telling Gaz the
truth. Peter had said that I'd know when the time was right. It just
didn't quite feel the right time yet. So by the start of the new year I
still hadn't told Gaz but 8 thought about him a lot.. I wondered a lot
about what Danny had said. That Gaz sucked him because he loved me. It
sounded too much to hope for really and I was fairly sure Danny was just
manipulating me.

I'd just got home from Danny's one afternoon in late January when there
was a knock on the door. Mum was out so I ran downstairs to open it. Gaz
was standing there with a strange expression on his face.

"We need to talk. Urgently. Can I come in?"

"Of course!" I said, uncertain about what he was going to say.

"Is your Mum in?" He asked, looking around.

"No it's just me, what's going on? You seem agitated!"

He turned to look at me and I could see he didn't look happy.

"Why are you going to Danny's?"

"What do you mean?" I was not quite sure how to answer. How did he know
I'd been going to his house?

"Don't play dumb with me Tom. I know you've been visiting there twice a
week, at least this month. I've been watching you go in and out."

"What? Why are you stalking me?!" I asked slightly annoyed.

"Well I wasn't watching you, I was watching Danny's. To see if anything
else is going on. You can imagine my shock and amazement when I saw my
best friend going in there twice a week and that he hasn't told me about
it. "

Fuck. I'd been rumbled. I couldn't tell him everything though so I
quickly better tell him a half truth.

"I didn't know how you'd react. I've been going for months. I wanted to
stop him from bullying you and me. So once a week I help him with his
homework."

"But I've seen you go twice a week," Gaz said.

"That's me going for a chat with Peter. He's been really good at helping
me if I'm struggling with anything."

"Why didn't you tell me?!"

I sighed, "As I said I wasn't sure how you'd react."

"Hmm that's a pretty shit excuse if you ask me but I guess you don't have
to tell me all your secrets. Just.. be careful. If it's homework, fine
but Danny...well he's cleverer than he looks."

Gaz then looked around nervously as if to check no one else was
listening. Given we were on our own in my house it seemed a bit crazy but
clearly something else was on his mind. "Tom, I have something I need to
tell you. You're not going to like it but please listen before
interrupting."

I guess Gaz was about to confess what was going on with him and Danny
which would then be the perfect time for me to do the same. That would be
a relief, to no longer have to keep it to myself.

"So I've been sucking Danny's um dick for a few months, once a week. To
stop him from bullying us. Ever since that chat we had at the sleepover.
Well I went and saw him that Monday and offered to do anything to get it
to stop. The price was sucking his dick."

"What?! Why?! Why would you do that?!" I asked, pretending to be shocked
and acting as if I didn't already know this.

"He was making my life a misery, he was making your life a misery! I'd
do anything to protect you!"

"I would for you as well but I'd never want you to have to do anything
like that to protect me!"I said. I decided it was time to tell him that I
was doing the same. I was sucking Danny off once a week to prevent him
ruining Gaz's life I'd just about worked out what to say and then the
words just melted away after his next sentence tough

"I know, I feel terrible about it. I don't know why I agreed to it but I
did. Now I can't get out of it. You must hate me. I guess I'd hate you
if you'd done what I had."

Shit. I didn't want him to hate me. I couldn't live with that. I
couldn't tell him. I'd rather suck Danny every day for the rest of my
life than have Gaz hate me. So I didn't tell him what I'd been up to.

"Don't worry, I could never hate you! I ...you're my best friend," I'd
almost said the L word but pulled myself back from that."But now you know
I did a deal to help Danny with homework then you can stop..um...sucking
him weekly."

I blushed as I said that, I wished Gaz was sucking me and I was sucking
him. But I also had a vision of me watching Gaz sucking off Danny as I
furiously wanked myself. What was wrong with me! Gaz had told me he hated
doing it. I shook my head to clear those thoughts as Gaz sighed loudly.

"I'd love to stop sucking him but I made a deal. A deal is a deal. I
don't break a promise whatever the cost. I promised to suck Danny once a
week to get all this to stop and I have to stick with it. However much I
hate it."

I wanted to tell him I knew that and loved him for it. That it didn't
change anything. That I loved him and wanted to be his boyfriend even
with what we were both doing.

But I couldn't.  All I managed to say was. "I just wish it would stop
for you. Why don't you tell Peter and he'll stop it."

"I said before that no good comes of telling an adult about this sort of
thing. Nice as he is, I don't want to involve Peter. As for wanting it to
stop, I know. I hate it. I hate myself everytime I do it. I hate that I
almost like....It's....oh let's just talk about something else. Please
don't mention it again. It's humiliating. I'm just relieved you don't
hate me for it. I'm parched after all that talking, can I have some
water."

I guessed this was Gaz's way of changing the subject and I went and got
him a drink. Then that was the end of that. My chance to tell Gaz what
was going on was over. The way he talked about how much he hated sucking
Danny, how much he hated himself...well it just showed it was right I
didn't tell him how I felt.

The worst thing was that unlike Gaz I did enjoy sucking Danny, a little
bit anyway. Gaz would hate that if he found out. If he found out that I'd
known about him sucking Danny for weeks and had done nothing to try and
stop it then he'd rightly hate me for that as well. The fact that Danny
had told me he enjoyed it wouldn't make a difference or help me justify
it. It would actually make it worse. I could just imagine Gaz's face
crumpling as I told him that I thought he might enjoy it.

This was a really fucked up situation. Great. The boy I love is sucking
the bully off to get him to stop bullying us. I'm sucking the boy who
bullied us so he doesn't reveal what the boy I love is doing with him. I
can't tell the boy I love about it. Both of us sucking Danny off to
protect the other boy. What a fucking mess