Date: Mon, 26 Mar 2001 15:39:05 -0500 From: fsw99 Subject: Chapter 10 of Dear Diary Legal Notice: The following story contains descriptions of graphic sexual acts. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. Don't read this story if: **You're not 18 or over, **If it is illegal to read this type of material where you live, **Or if you don't want to read about gay/bi people in love or having sex. The author retains copyright to this story. Placing this story on a website or reproducing this story for distribution without the author's permission is a violation of that copyright. Legal action will be taken against violators. E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions or other 'constructive' comments or advice may be sent to: fsw99@mindspring.com. All e-mails will be answered. DEAR DIARY By Stan Chapter Ten Sunday, August 20, 2000 Dear Diary: OK, I know, I have missed two days without updating you. But, I was CAMPING!!! I couldn't exactly take my diary with me on a camping trip, could I? That would make me the king of the geeks in my new family!!! Couldn't have that! And I am really tired!!! I will try and tell you everything that happened this weekend, but I am not promising!!! Man, where do I start? So much has happened. So much!!! On Friday, I ate really quickly and almost ran over to Matt's house. He was eating breakfast, but stopped and said he needed to show me something in his room. We both ran up, and he shut the door and shoved me against it. Then, he almost glued his body to mine and kissed me hard on the mouth. Now, that was a good welcome!!! We both knew that this was not the time or the place, so we reluctantly separated. "Is that what you wanted to show me?" I asked playfully. "Yeah. You like it?" Matt teased back. "Yeah, but you might have to show me that every day, when I get over here in the mornings. I kind of forget, you know?" I teased back. "I don't think that will be a problem at all," Matt said, as we kissed once more. We felt the door try to open behind us, and we separated as Brian came in. "Time to go to school. I just wanted to make sure both of you still had all your clothes on." "Sure, be an ass hole first thing in the morning. The attitude lasts though the whole day," I replied. Did I say that? Brian just laughed and closed the door. We shared one more quick kiss, and followed him down stairs. It wasn't long, and we were at Nate and Dave's. They both ran out just as we walked up, just like usual. I think they must just stand inside and look out the window constantly. I guess love can do that to you. I know the feeling now. ("It's More Than A Feeling"!!!! I know, quit the Boston stuff!!!! I did that in my last story!!! hehehehe) The school day went really quickly. Tad did get us together after we had eaten lunch to grill us on what had happened. He knew that we were getting along lots better than the day before, so he knew something had happened. He got us both out at the same spot where we had talked before. "Come on, guys. I want all of us to be friends. I know something happened. You can trust me. Matt did, several years ago, and I didn't let him down. Tell me. Please??" Matt just grinned. "You swear you won't tell anyone else?" "Yeah. Tell me!!" "Jamie and I are officially boyfriends!!! Isn't that great?" Matt asked. I wasn't sure. I was sure about being Matt's boyfriend. That was no problem. I was sure that I didn't have a problem with any of the four other brothers knowing. That was sure no problem. I kind of got a smile on my face, thinking about that. But Tad was an outsider from our little family. Sure, Matt had come out to him two years ago, and totally trusted him. But, should I? I was still remembering what Brian had told me about the other kid who had come out to the whole school. I sure didn't want anything like that happening to me, or any of us. Tad noticed the look on my face. "That is great. I'm happy for both of you. Jamie, you don't look nearly as happy as Matt does. Is something bothering you?" "No, not really." "He's just shy about anyone knowing. He still doesn't know you the way I do. He will come around. Just give him time," Matt gushed. I could tell he was happy as Hell about finally being able to tell someone else he had a boyfriend. I couldn't help it, I had to smile with him. He was soooo happy!!! And if me being his boyfriend made him this happy, who was I to say he couldn't tell his old best friend? I just laughed along with them, and tried to ignore the feeling I had in the back of my mind. For some reason, I just thought something about Tad's attitude and what he was telling me wasn't quite right. Or, he wasn't telling us the whole truth. The rest of school passed in a blur. I wish all days could go this fast. Even our hour on "America's Most Wanted" went by fast. Thankfully, we didn't have much homework over the weekend, and we did it really quick. Matt and I spent most of the hour staring at each other and holding hands under the table, so no one else could tell. Both of us had big smiles on our faces, though. We had two days and nights together without any adults around coming up very shortly. VERY SHORTLY!!!! We were both counting down the minutes. Maybe that had something to do with our smiles. Nah, I don't think so. Just kidding!!! It had everything to do with our smiles. We both almost ran to Matt's house after detention. We kicked off our shoes at the door and sprinted for his room. Mom wouldn't be home until 5:30, so we had some time to kill before we could leave for camping, and both of us knew exactly how we wanted to spend it. This time we closed and locked the door. We had both enjoyed the 6-some we had with our four brothers, but we didn't know how much we would alone for the rest of the weekend, and we wanted our privacy now. Matt backed me up against the door and we kissed for a long time. Hands were roaming all over each other's bodies, and already we had each other's shirts up under our arm pits. We separated long enough to pull them over our heads, then continued our kissing. Matt's blue jeans that he had worn today were new and were a little big on him. I didn't even unbuckle his belt or undo the front of them. I just grabbed both sides and pushed them down his hips. In doing so, his briefs also came with them. All the better!! He tore at the front of my blue jeans, and soon, them and my underwear were bunched at my ankles like Matt's were. "Let's go lie down on the bed and get comfortable," Matt panted. I just nodded my head, and we tried to walk/hop over to the bed together. It didn't work. I stepped on Matt's blue jeans, causing him to fall and I came down with him. Even that didn't stop us. We each had a hunger for the other. I landed on top of Matt with him on his stomach. Instead of helping him up, I just got off of him and helped him to turn over on his back, then flipped around the other way on my hands and knees and took him into my mouth. He moved a little bit to get into position and did the same for me. I wish I could tell you that we made long, slow, passionate love, but it just wasn't to be. We bucked up against each other's mouths like we hadn't made love in years. It didn't take long at this pace before we were shooting into each other's mouths. I had just enough strength left to swing around and lie down next to Matt on the floor, pulling him to me. We cuddled together until we were both over our love making to finally get up and start to re-dress. We had barely got to our feet when someone tried to open the door. "Hey, can I come in?" Bruce asked. Matt pulled up his underwear and held his jeans in place as he unlocked the door and let his younger brother come in. "I thought so. Neither of you can keep your hands off each other, can you?" he giggled. "Oh, like you are lots different when Dave's around. You are just jealous because I get to sleep with my boyfriend tonight and you don't," Matt teased back. Bruce thought for a second or two, and then grinned. "You know, you might be right about that. Come on, you both have to help Brian and I get everything organized. It will be just the four of us taking all the equipment with us. At least we will have six to help on the way back. The quicker we get there, the more time you two can have in the tent." Matt and I looked at each, both thinking the same thing. Tent. By ourselves. Great idea. So, we quickly finished dressing and followed Bruce down the steps. We all put on our shoes and went to find Brian in the garage. The boys had been camping for a long time. There was a public lake about a half hours walk away, and they even had a favorite camping site well away from anyone else. You had to buy a yearly permit to camp there, but all five had pooled their money for several years to pay for it. Each camping site even had a bar-b-q grill at the site already set up, but we did have to bring our own charcoal and lighter fluid. At least Nate and Bruce were bringing the charcoal we would need for every meal except tonight when they came tomorrow morning, but we had to bring everything else. Brian was busy loading everything into four big back packs. They looked like they were going to be heavy. And they didn't look like they would be much fun to carry. Turns out I was right about both. All three of them had already brought their clothes down, so their back packs were able to be completely filled. We had to leave some room in mine for the rest of my clothes. "Well, I think that is the best I can do. We have everything, and I tried to equal out the weight. The food takes up lots of room and with the drinks, makes it pretty heavy, but at least we won't have to bring that back with us. I divided up the charcoal into gallon sized baggies, so we each have some to carry. I'll take the heaviest back pack. Jamie, you are second biggest so you get this one," he said, handing me a heavy back pack. I didn't know if I was going to like camping after all. I put it on, and the straps took most of the weight off of me, but I could still tell I would be tired after walking for thirty or forty five minutes with it on my back. But, I looked over at Matt, who had his on and was beaming at me, and decided it was going to be worth it. We closed the garage door, and started walking the three blocks to my house. In spite of the extra weight of the backpacks, everyone was in a great mood. It was going to be a great weekend. When we got to my house, we all got to take off the damn back packs for a little while. Even after three blocks, I was getting uncomfortable wearing it. Oh well, it will be worth it when we get there. At least the weather was supposed to be great this weekend. I made sure and got out the hot dogs first. It would have been easy to forget them. Matt and his brothers had brought everything else, but Mom had also insisted on baking some of her special chocolate chip and pecan cookies. I showed them to each of them, but made sure they didn't get any now. I went upstairs to get the rest of my clothes, and the three brothers trailed behind me. We even had our timing down. By the time I finished adding all my stuff to my back pack, Mom should be home. I pilled all my clothes into one pile, and picked them up. "I don't think you will need all those clothes, Jamie. I think Matt plans on keeping you naked most of the weekend," Bruce kidded. "Yeah, I know you won't need the underwear. Might as well put the briefs back in your underwear drawer. I'm sure Matt won't let you keep those on at all," Brian added. "Real funny, guys. You both are regular comedians," Matt answered, but giggled just the same. I looked at him and also burst out laughing. That actually sounded pretty good to me. "Well, I think I will take some clothes anyway, if you guys don't mind. My backpack is a little light, so I need something else to make it a little heavier." "Hey, we can take some stuff out of mine and add to yours. We don't want you to think you aren't carrying your weight in our group, you know," Brian kidded. "No, I know how much you love carrying two hundred pounds on your back. I wouldn't want to deprive you of that pleasure. I guess I will just add the food and my clothes to the top of my back pack. And I will take all these clothes, even my underwear, if none of you mind. If they need to be taken off, Matt has already gotten good at doing that, so it won't be a problem," I kidded back. Matt actually blushed a little at that, which his brothers noticed, and laughed at him for doing so. "You guys are such ass holes sometimes," Matt fumed. "Matt, we are just happy for you and Jamie. You know that. We are glad you both are happy together. If you can't take a little joking about it with us, after all you have seen Nate and I do, or Bruce and Dave do, something is wrong. Get over it, bro. We are all for you, not against you. We all love you, whether you want us too or not," Brian said, as he put his arm around Matt's shoulders. Matt just looked up at Brian with hate in his eyes for a second or two, then a smile started to form on his face. "I guess I get mad a little too easy, don't I?" "You? No way!!! You are the easiest going person I know!!!" Brian kidded, as he jumped out of the way of a playful punch by Matt. Everyone knew that Matt got really mad really easily, but that wasn't going to stop anyone from kidding him about it. Everyone but me was used to it, and knew he calmed down really fast. He didn't really mean what he said when he was mad. I was beginning to understand, but it still hurt me when he did it to me. I was trying to know when to push and when to lay off, but it was difficult. Hey, whoever said being in love was going to be easy? I had everything packed in my HUGE backpack when Mom finally drove up. We all ran over. "Mom, we are ready to go. This is Brian, Matt, and Bruce. They are the brothers I have been telling you about." "Hi, boys. Nice to meet you. And all of you have been going camping for a weekend for a long time, right?" "You, yes Mam. Our Dad taught us. We have been camping by ourselves for over two years. We always go to a registered campsite, sign in, and clean up after ourselves. We will take really good care of Jamie, don't worry about that," Brian said. I had to admit, that sounded good, but he was laying it on pretty thick. I just hoped my Mom would buy it. "Well, make sure you do that. Jamie has never been camping before, so make sure you look after him while he learns, all right?" "Yes Mam. We won't let him use anything really sharp, like a knife or ax, until we teach him how anything works. We will teach him everything he needs to know. We will make sure he comes back in one piece, I guarantee you," Brian answered, as he smiled at her. God!!! He was laying it on too thick now. Surely Mom is going to see through all of this!!! "Thank you, Brian. It's Brian, right?" "Yes Mam. I know it will take you a little while to get all our names straight, but we all really like Jamie, and I am sure you will see all of us over here a lot. If it is OK with you, though, we really need to be going. We need to set up camp before it gets dark. Even experienced campers like us need to get set up before it gets too dark." "Well, why don't I just drive all of you over there? It will be crowded in my car, but I can save you lots of time by taking you." "Oh, thank you, Mam. That would be a great help. Our back packs are so heavy, and it will take us a long time to walk. That would be so nice of you. Wouldn't it, everybody?" All of us just nodded our heads in agreement. Even me. Brian was good. He was very good. He had Mom eating out of his hand. We all piled into our old Maxima. It had been a really good car for us, had very few problems, but it was getting kind of old. Only three of the back packs went into the trunk. The other one had to go into the back seat with three boys. Well, it was still better than walking all that way carrying them. One thing I didn't like was the fact I had to ride in the back with Matt and Bruce. Hey, it was my car too!!! Mine and Mom's!!! I should have been in the front with Mom, not stuck in the back with two butts touching me from each side, and a backpack over the top of us. I was even in the middle, for Christ's sake!!! How did this happen? But Brian had my Mom in his spell. He wasn't good. He was great!!! After today, I think he could convince her to let me do anything, as long as I was under his influence. I made a mental note to learn more about his parent manipulation skills when we were finally in the park. They might come in handy sometime soon. He was certainly better than I was!!! Maybe I could learn a lot from these three boys. Boy, was I right!!!! hehehehe To be continued. Our group has a new web site. Come visit us: www.gayfreezone.homestead.com. Comments are appreciated and always answered. Comments can be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com and are forwarded to a group e-mail account so all the guys can read them too.