Date: Tue, 03 Apr 2001 12:35:19 -0500 From: fsw99 Subject: Chapter 14 of Dear Diary Legal Notice: The following story contains descriptions of graphic sexual acts. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. Don't read this story if: **You're not 18 or over, **If it is illegal to read this type of material where you live, **Or if you don't want to read about gay/bi people in love or having sex. The author retains copyright to this story. Placing this story on a website or reproducing this story for distribution without the author's permission is a violation of that copyright. Legal action will be taken against violators. E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions or other 'constructive' comments or advice may be sent to: fsw99@mindspring.com. All e-mails will be answered. DEAR DIARY By Stan Chapter Fourteen We woke up early the next morning. I have no idea why. Maybe, it was the fact that neither of us could get very comfortable with our arms and legs intertwined like they were. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Also, as tired as were after making love the second time, we hadn't bothered to clean up. We just fell asleep in each other's arms. I can tell you one thing that I am sure of. It doesn't feel good to have some of what little pubic hair you have yanked out whenever you try to move around to get comfortable. I woke up several times during the night to very brief but very sharp pains. When both Matt and I were fully awake, we kissed quietly so we wouldn't wake the others. It wasn't long before both of us were hard again. "You want to go down to the lake and wash all of this stuff off?" I asked quietly. "What I would rather do is make love once more, and then wash off once, not twice," Matt giggled. I just smiled, and started to get him ready once more. He was still pretty loose from the previous night, and it didn't take long. Once again, we went slow and easy, trying not to make very much noise. When I felt myself start to come, I just let it happen. No slowing down this time with two others still asleep around us. When we had fully recovered, we snuck out of the tent with a couple of fresh towels and went down to the lake for a quick bath. And it was quick, because the water had gotten cold overnight. Brian and Bruce were beginning to stir when we returned. We handed them our towels, which were still mostly dry, and they also went down to the lake to clean up. We were already dressed when they returned. "Hey, I didn't think Matt was going to let either of you wear anything this whole trip," Bruce kidded. "After splashing around in the cold water, both Matt and I were feeling really cold, so we decided to put on as many clothes as we had with us," I answered. "Yeah. Once it warms up, we can always take them back off. Taking off each other's clothes is lots of fun. It's kind of like unwrapping a Christmas gift, you know?" Matt asked, giggling the whole time. We all laughed with him, and then Brian and Bruce also started getting dressed. All four of us chose blue jeans instead of shorts. Like Matt had said, we could always change into our shorts once it warmed up. "What time do you expect Nate and Dave?" I asked. "Well, Dave gets up really early most of the time, but Nate can sleep all day if you let him. I'm sure that Dave will try to get him up early, but you just never know with Nate," Brian answered. "Yeah, but we haven't been together in a long time. You know what I mean?" Bruce asked with a smile on his face. "Yeah, that's true. If anything can get Nate out of the bed early, it is the fact we haven't made love in about a week. We just couldn't take the chance when Dave and I were able to go over to their house after school. Their Mom comes home really early sometimes," Brian added. "I think if Nate won't get out of bed, Dave will just leave him and come by himself. A whole week without us making love is driving both of us crazy," Bruce said with a solemn look on his face. Brian just laughed and went over and gently pushed his shoulder. You are too young to be this horny. You are still just a little boy. When you are a man like me, then you might have something to complain about." "A man like me? Give me a break! If you can be horny for Nate, I have just as much right to be horny for Dave," Bruce said, as he pushed Brian back. I remembered all of them ganging up on me last night, so I also helped Bruce with Brian, and we all dragged him down on his back. Matt was eager to join in. "Just remember, you can't make fun of one of our group in front of all the others, even if he is your little brother. We all take care of our own, you know," I said sternly. Brian just laughed. "OK, I'm sorry, Bruce. You can stay hard all afternoon, for all I care. You aren't going to be able to do anything about it until later tonight, anyway." "Why? I plan to attack Dave as soon as he gets here. And I'm sure that is what he has in mind for me, too." "Have you forgotten about Bobby, Steve, and Mark? They said they would be over at noon, but they could be early, you know. They could be here as soon as it starts to warm up," Brian explained. "I don't think it would be easy to explain why you were both dressing as fast as you could in the tent if they walked up, do you?" "No, I guess you are right. Now I wish we had just beaten them up yesterday, so they wouldn't be coming over here at all." "No you don't. I think we made three new friends yesterday, and you and Dave can have lots of time to yourselves when it starts to get dark. We don't even know if they are spending tonight here or not. They might have to leave early this afternoon," I said. "Well, I hope they have to leave at noon," Bruce fumed. We all just laughed at him, which made him get mad and start to push all of us around. We just laughed with him until we finally got tired of it, and got him in the middle of the three of us. We then started a game of three way push Bruce from person to person, which we all enjoyed immensely. Well, all of us but maybe Bruce. He was laughing the whole time, though. We got up and ate some cold hot dogs that were left over from the night before and got out the rest of my Mom's cookies. We made sure to leave some for Nate and Dave, because they were really good, but we were all hungry. If they couldn't get here early, we couldn't be blamed for eating all the cookies, could we? It turned out that Nate and Dave's parents had insisted that they talk to them before they could leave, so they were lots later than we had thought. We had given up on them and had gone fishing, after digging up some worms to use for bait. I had been really surprised when Brian had gotten out four fishing poles from one of the back backs and had begun to put them together. I had never even seen a two piece fishing pole before. Shows you how much fishing I do. I had even caught a pretty big fish, and one smaller one. I was pumped. I wanted nothing more than to live out here with all of them for the rest of my life. Well, maybe until it started to get really cold. Hehehe Anyway, by the time we saw them run up, we had caught nine fish and Brian had them on a stringer in the water. Dave and Bruce hugged and kissed like they hadn't seen each other for years. Brian and Nate also kissed hard once, but were more content to just have their arms around each other and talk. "Guys, we are expecting three other boys soon, so break it up, OK?" Brian finally said. "What? Who are they? And why the Hell are they coming over here?" Dave asked angrily. Bruce had been right, I think Dave had the same idea that Bruce had had. Attack as soon as possible!!!! Damn horny kids!!!! hehehe Brian had just finished explaining, when we heard a car door slam. "That must be them," Matt said. We looked up and sure enough, here came Bobby, Steve and Mark, dressed in swimming trunks, sleeveless shirts, and sandals. They were even carrying their cooler like before. "Shit, they aren't going to stay long, are they? Make sure and tell them they can't spend the night here," Dave said. "They know that. They didn't stay last night," Brian answered. When they finally walked up, Bobby said, "Hi guys. We have to leave by three, and we thought we would leave you the rest of our drinks when we do. Our Dad works for coca-cola, and we get all the drinks we want for free. We just thought that would help make up for yesterday." "Look, that's old news. We are all friends now, right?" Brian asked. "This is Nate and Dave. This is Bobby, Steve and Mark." Everyone shook hands and we all started to get to know each other. "Hey guys, we don't have very long. Let's go swimming. Have you found that rope some crazy person climbed up in the tree over to the right and hung on the branch of that huge tree?" Bobby asked. "It must be five or ten years old, but it still works great. That's why we really wanted this campsite. It's so much fun to be able to swing out and drop down into the water." Everyone burst out laughing except the three brothers and me. They all laughed until tears were streaming down their faces. "What did I say? Do you even know what I am talking about?" Bobby asked, confused. Brian finally quit laughing and fought to get his breath. "Yeah, we know. See, that crazy person is our Dad. We also thought he had lost his mind when he climbed up there three years ago this last summer. It was his idea to tie the rope to the middle, so we could easily bring the main rope back. He told us his Dad had fixed a rope just like that for him and his brothers on their farm, except the drop wasn't nearly as far to the water." "Yeah. As soon as it was finished and he had climbed back down, we all took a turn on the rope. He had to go first to show us how and make us see we wouldn't get killed doing it. Brian was 12, I guess, and he went first. When he came back to the surface, he yelled up that it was great. Matt didn't want to go next, so I did. It was lots of fun. Matt couldn't let all of us try it and him not do it too, so he finally swung out. His hands slipped off the rope before he should have let go, and he flipped several times on the way down. He swallowed a mouthful of water and thought he was going to drown. Dad had to bring him back to the surface, drag him over to the bank, and pound him on the back until he coughed up all the water. It really scared all of us. He looked like he was going to die," Bruce said. The atmosphere had changed from everyone laughing to everyone being very quiet and solemn, after Bruce finished saying what he had. Matt finally broke the silence. "Bruce is right, I thought I was dead. I wouldn't ever go out on that rope again, until yesterday. Then, my supposedly best friend Jamie picked me up, grabbed the rope, and took both of us over the edge." "No kidding? I have never seen two people do it at one time," Booby said. "None of us have. See, Jamie is a little crazy. I think it's just that he has had too many kicks upside his head in karate practice," Bruce said, and then ran away from Jamie. I faked going after him, and then said, "Bruce, there is something I want to discuss with you. Come over here for a minute, will you?" Then I faked running at him, which made him sprint for the woods, laughing his head off. That is so funny. Come on, you guy go get changed. I can't wait to swing out over the water, even if it is going to be cold to start with," Bobby said. "Uh, guys, we have one problem. See, we are all very close friends, and we have been coming here for a long time. We didn't bring any swim trunks. We always go skinny dipping. Is that a problem for any of you?" Brian asked. It hadn't hit me before now that we were going to swim naked with three strangers. Being naked with my five new brothers certainly wasn't a problem, but I really didn't want to do it with strangers. Well, at least I was finally used to taking showers with people I didn't know, but that was very quick, and nobody seemed to stare at you. We were talking several hours here. That was a big difference. "If it is, I guess we could just swim in our underwear." "I'm on the football team. After practice and games, we all stand around naked to wait for an empty shower head, so it's not a big deal to me. And we all have showered together at scout camp since all of us joined. None of us will have a problem, right guys?" Bobby said, as he looked at his two brothers. Steve nodded his head no easily, but Mark just hung his head and didn't say anything. "Mark, are you OK with it?" Bobby asked. "I guess so," Mark answered quietly. "All right. Let's go," Bobby yelled, as he led the way. We all followed, and Bruce finally met up with Dave as they walked together, but he kept looking back at me and smiling, as if he knew I hadn't gotten him back yet. Maybe a good dunking, once we were in the water like I had done with Matt yesterday would make us even. I just smiled back at him and nodded my head to let him know to expect an attack later. He just giggled and motioned me to come get him. I just nodded once again. I would. Later! This was fun, playing with my brothers. Matt had joined me at my side, and I absent mindedly reached for his hand. He slapped at my hand and gave me a look like, "Are you crazy?" Oh yeah, we aren't exactly alone with our brothers, are we? I hoped no one had seen. But Mark had. He was bringing up the rear, not anxious to have to go swimming completely naked. He was trapped. He couldn't say that he didn't want to do it, if everyone else did. But he didn't. REALLY DIDN'T!!! And his eyes got big as he thought about what it could mean about what he had just seen. We finally got the cliff. It was a good thing that there were lots of big bushes nearby, because we all needed to hang up lots of clothes, and it wasn't like there were lots of closets and coat hangers around, you know? All of us just kind of picked a bush, and started undressing. Look, everyone admit it, OK? I don't care if you are straight, bi, gay. Have I left out any other new labels people can attach to themselves? Everyone is curious. Everyone looks sometimes. They compare. It wouldn't be a direct stare, where you draw attention to yourself, but everyone checks out everyone else when you are all getting naked. Out of the corner of your eye. Maybe a little more. I wasn't an exception. I tried not to look at the three brothers, but they didn't have on much to begin with, and I was curious. Bobby was pretty well hung, more than any of us. No wonder he didn't have a problem! Steve was about like Brian, about average. Mark was pretty small, and almost no pubic hair. And he was clearly embarrassed. The worst thing you can ever do to someone like that is tease them. They are already so paranoid that anything you say in a situation like this could really hurt them. Yet, it has always gone on forever and ever and ever. The macho thing is to belittle someone and make everyone laugh. Then, the hurt person tries to get over their anger by belittling someone else. And on and on. (Can't we all just get along? Oh, I think that line has already been used. Hehehe) I could see Bruce and Dave look at him and make some comments back and forth, under their breathe, with smiles on their faces. They were already a little bit bigger than Mark, and over a year younger. I decided to try and make Mark feel better. I knew he was already feeling lots of shame. And there was nothing he could do about it. There wasn't exactly a pill to make your dick and balls instantly bigger. If there was, I am sure the stock price from that company would shoot through the roof. "Come on, guys, form a line. Let's get into the water. Mark, come over here and get in front of me." He did, and we all started to jump off the small cliff. There were screams of excitement all around us. When it was my turn to jump, I looked back to see where Matt was. He was still just standing at the end with a look of fear in his eyes. I got out of line, and went back to him. "Matt, please, just try it once, by yourself. You did fine yesterday, even though you didn't know we were going to do it. You can do this. I'll be right behind you. Do it for me, OK?" "Why is this such a big deal to you?" Matt asked. "I don't know. I really don't. I guess I just want the whole Matt. I don't want anything to scare you. Nothing seems to scare you except this. I guess I just want this out of the way. It isn't anything to be scared of. You did it yesterday. I think we could have lots of fun together here. I love it. I want you to love it, too. Is that too much to ask?" Matt looked up at me and we stared at each other for a long time. Everyone else had jumped. "If I'll do it, will you kiss me first?" "Oh, yeah," I answered, as I pulled him to me and kissed him passionately. "Fine. Fuck it!" Matt answered, as he pulled the rope back, ran to the edge, and screamed the whole way until he hit the water. I pulled the rope back, as I watched. Everyone was applauding and laughing. Matt came up laughing, too. I think a major problem in his past had been erased from his memory. He had a big smile on his face, as he called to me to join him. I didn't wait, I backed up, then ran over the edge and swung out over the water below. I have always been a show off. I took to karate for the same reason. I could show I was better than anyone else with my karate skills. Doesn't everyone like to show off in front of other people? This was no exception. I was a really good swimmer. I had practiced dives off the high dive of the pool where I used to live before. I didn't just let go, I let the momentum of the swinging rope aid me, and I waited until it hit it's highest point, grabbed the rope, and swung my body straight up until my legs were straight above my head. Then, I finally let go and dove head first into the water. When I finally swam back to the surface, everyone was pounding me on the back and congratulating me on my dive. Until now, no one had tried anything difficult. It had always been just swing out and let go. Now, everyone was eager to try something to impress everyone else. The only thing that sucked about where we were diving is you had to climb back up!!!! And it was very high above the lake. Well, it was if you had to dig a toe hold to get back. It wasn't fun at all, but we all started back up to see who could do the best dive. There was no certain order. Hey, there were nine boys in the water. And it did look pretty intimidating to look up and try to climb an almost straight up cliff. But, hand and foot holds had been formed over the years, so it wasn't exactly like you had to climb over an area that hadn't been climbed before. We all just formed another line, and went up, one by one. If you weren't exactly a close friend before to who you were climbing after, you were now. Think about it. Nine boys are all trying to get to the top as quickly as they can. One after another, using the same path. You have to look up, to see what you can grab onto next. Your buddies butt is right in your face. As is his balls. Maybe this is how someone decides to become a proctologist!!! hehehehe I sure don't know, otherwise!!!! I sure didn't want to go to school for 8 years to major in butts!!! In any case, Matt was the second to the last to come up. Mark was the last. Everyone else was already in line to jump again and several already had when they finally got to the top. "Matt, can I talk to you for a few minutes? Alone?" Mark asked. "Sure, I guess. I'm not really ready to jump again, anyway. What is it?" Matt asked. "Can we walk over here? It's really important," Mark said shyly. Matt was confused, but said, "Fine." They walked over to an area where no one knew where they were, way out of hearing range. "Matt, we know each other, but not very well, right?" Mark asked. "Yeah, I guess so. But I like you. We had History together last year, remember?" Matt answered. "Right. If I tell you something, can I trust you not to tell anyone else?" Mark asked shyly. "Sure. Well, let me tell you this. I don't keep anything from my two brothers, Jamie, or Nate and Dave. We are all really close. But, none of them will tell either, I swear." "Are you sure?" "I swear. I'll give you my most scared promise." "OK. I guess. I have to trust someone. I...I'm...gay," Mark mumbled. Matt's eyes got big, and he really didn't know what to say. "Oh. Well. Uhm. That doesn't bother me, and it won't bother any of the rest. I.....well, I guess I'm glad you told me. Uhm, er, why did you want to tell me?" "I had to tell you before I asked you a question. Can I?" Mark asked, as he finally looked up at Matt with tears in his eyes. "Sure. After you have just told me that, you can ask me anything you want to." "Are you gay, too? I really think you are," Mark asked. To be continued. We have our own web site now. Come visit our group at www.gayfreezone.homestead.com. Comments are appreciated and always answered. Comments can be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com and are forwarded to a group e-mail account so all the guys can read them too.