Date: Tue, 17 Apr 2001 07:45:42 -0500 From: fsw99 Subject: Chapter 20 of Dear Diary Legal Notice: The following story contains descriptions of graphic sexual acts. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. Don't read this story if: **You're not 18 or over, **If it is illegal to read this type of material where you live, **Or if you don't want to read about gay/bi people in love or having sex. The author retains copyright to this story. Placing this story on a website or reproducing this story for distribution without the author's permission is a violation of that copyright. Legal action will be taken against violators. E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions or other 'constructive' comments or advice may be sent to: fsw99@mindspring.com. All e-mails will be answered. DEAR DIARY By Stan Chapter Twenty Matt was already laying on the bed when we both followed him into Tad's bedroom. "Now we can switch if you want to, Tad," Matt said seductively. "Fine with me," Tad answered, as he laid down with his head inches from Matt's very hard dick. He didn't wait at all, he took it into his mouth immediately. This could turn out to be a very long weekend. I laid down and felt Matt lick the head of my dick, causing me to tremble a little bit. I had to push Tad's body a little bit over to my right to get him into position, and then I just stared at him. I had never had anyone in my mouth but Matt, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this or not. Plus, Tad was lots bigger than Matt. I finally gave in and licked Tad's head. I could hear him moan even though he had Matt in his mouth. What the Hell. I guess I couldn't back out now. I took as much of Tad's dick into my mouth as I felt comfortable with, and started to slowly slide my lips back and forth on the shaft. We all were going lots slower this time than the first time, and all of us were enjoying it much more. We also lasted a lot longer this way, but finally, the inevitable happened. Tad started to push in and out of my mouth very quickly. He even pushed in lots farther than I had taken him in, hitting the back of my throat and causing me to gag. Then, seconds later, he was shooting into my mouth with powerful spirts. Matt came next, and I followed shortly. This time, we were all lots more tired, and just laid where we were to recover. As I came out of my stupor, I laid there and thought about what I had just done. I was fine with this weekend, but I was pretty sure I never wanted to do anything like this again. Plus, I really didn't like how much bigger Tad was than Matt. I really preferred Matt's size, no matter what anyone else thought. Maybe having a really big dick looks cool in the shower, but it's not always an advantage, at least to me. Plus, I loved Matt and wouldn't have cared what size he was. As long as whatever he had belonged to me. When we all recovered, we decided to go downstairs and fix something to eat. It's amazing how hungry you get right after having sex. "What do you guys want?" Tad asked. "What do we have a choice of?" Matt answered. "We have a couple of frozen pizzas from Pizza Hut downstairs," Tad answered. "We buy five when they are on sale." "That's fine with me," Matt said. "That's more than fine with me," I kidded. Tad ran down to the freezer downstairs and was back with the pizzas in less than a minute. We started the oven, and when it was warm, popped both of them in. "It feels really strange walking around without any clothes on. Especially with others in the house, too," Tad said. "With my two brothers, I guess I'm used to it," Matt answered. "Well, I'm not, but I guess I am getting used to it. It was strange for me at first, too, but we didn't wear many clothes camping, and I adjusted to it quickly," I said. "I guess. If it was anybody but you guys, I think I would have a much harder time with it, though," Tad answered. We watched a little TV while we ate. The pizza was very good and all of us were hungry. Between the three of us, we ate every bit of two medium specials with everything on them. "I'm really full," Matt said. "Me too," I agreed. "Too full for some more fun?" Tad asked with a pleading look in his eyes. "I'm never that full," Matt said, as we all laughed with him. "Uh, can I ask you one more thing?" Tad asked. "Sure. Anything," Matt answered. "Uh, well, uh, can were, uh, have real sex?" Tad asked nervously. I looked quickly over at Matt and he caught my look. "Tad, we both like you a lot, but anal sex should just be between two people who really love each other. Jamie and I talked about this after Jamie got so mad when you asked for us to do what we have done so far. He doesn't want to have real sex with you and neither do I," Matt answered calmly. Tad's face took on a dejected look. "That was what I thought you were going to say. Can't I at least watch you two make love so I will know everything I need to know?" "Now that I think we can let you do. Do you agree, Jamie?" Matt asked. I looked over at Matt first and he had a slight grin on his face. I then looked at Tad, as his face had a pleading look to it. "I guess so. Brian and Nate and Bruce and Dave watched us do it. Why not you. Maybe we should just make a movie." "A movie sounds like fun. I could watch it after you have gone home for the night," Matt kidded. "If the four of them watched you, that means you first did it on the camping trip, right?" Tad asked excitedly. "Hehehehe You never give up, do you Tad? Yeah, we first did it on the damn camping trip. Are you happy now?" Matt replied, kidding him. "Well, as happy as I am going to get this weekend, it looks like. At least I get to watch. Maybe some day I can make love to another boy," Tad answered. "Well, maybe we can figure out a way for you to participate with us while we make love," Matt said quickly. "Matt," I warned sternly. I wasn't giving in on this one. "Take it easy. I have it covered. Trust me," Matt answered, and smiled seductively at me. We all went back upstairs. I wasn't sure if I was going to like this next part or not. I had no idea what Matt had in mind. Matt got out a tube of KY Jelly out of his bag and kneeled on the bed. I guess it was up to me to teach Tad how to get his partner ready, so I explained everything as I went through all the steps. All three of us were hard as a rock when Matt was finally ready. Matt got off the bed and stood up. "Well Tad, you want to have a three way, or would you rather watch?" "A three way, but how can we do that?" Tad asked. Matt pulled the pillows off the head of the bed. "Lay down facing this way on your back. Get as far towards the front of the bed as you can." Tad did as he was told, and then Matt crawled over him on his hands and knees until they were lined up. "Is this, ohhh, uh, is this a good position for you, Jamie," Matt asked, as he looked back at me and moaned when Tad had sucked him into his mouth. It hadn't taken Tad very long to understand what we were going to do. I knelt behind Matt and entered him slowly. From there, it was just slow love making, until all of us had a very hard orgasm. I ended up collapsing on Matt's back, and the three of us fell in a heap of body parts all going in different directions. The rest of the night is a blur to me now. Tad just couldn't get enough. He wanted more and more, until both Matt and I were exhausted. We finally convinced him that we all needed to go to sleep, which we all three did in Tad's bed. Matt slept in the middle, with both of us wrapped around him from both sides. Matt said that he wanted to sleep like this every night. I hit him softly and said "No way." We all just giggled and fell asleep. I have no idea what time we went to bed, but we didn't get up until 10:30 the next morning. We all woke up one huge mass of tangled arms and legs. "Morning," Matt said, as he kissed me lightly on the mouth. He turned over to Tad, and said, "Morning to you, too," and kissed him lightly also. "I had the most incredible dream last night. I dreamed we all made love until early in the morning last night," Tad kidded. "Are you sorry we did it?" I asked. "No way. I just wish I had someone to make love to, like both of you do. You both are really lucky, you know that?" Tad asked. "I do," Matt said, and this time, he kissed me passionately. When we finished, I said, "Matt, I love you, but I have to get up and go to the bathroom or Tad's going to have one very wet bed." "Me too. Get off of me, both of you," Matt demanded. All three of us raced for Tad's bathroom. We all crowded around the bowl and all peed together. Before today, this would have been VERY strange, but after what we had all shared yesterday, it almost felt normal. Not quite, but almost. We all went down to the kitchen and fixed breakfast. Tad fixed us scrambled eggs and bacon. I fixed toast for all of us. That I can do. Eggs and bacon I wasn't so sure about. We ate and cleaned up, and had just enough time to go up and take a shower and get dressed before Mark was due to come over. No, we didn't all take a shower together. Three single showers. Nobody was very interested in sex right then, plus we didn't really have the time. All we had was thirty minutes before we all needed to be downstairs and dressed. We made with loads of time to spare. Ok, I'm lying. We beat Mark by two or three minutes. We saw him ride up on his bike from out the windows. He had on an old basketball jersey and matching shorts. He looked ready to play. He ran up and rang the doorbell. "Hi guys. Did you all have fun last night?" "Oh yeah, we had a blast. What did you do?" Matt asked. "My brothers and went to see a movie, `Almost Famous`. It was really good. There was a fifteen year old who gets to tour with a band that was supposed to be the next super rock group. He was supposed to write an article for Rolling Stone magazine on them. Three groupies that he was sharing his room with ended up stripping him and making him lose his virginity to all three of them. I couldn't believe that they let all three of us in to see it," Mark giggled. "Wow, I want to see that, too," Tad said. "Yeah, it was great. You guys ready to go play some hoops?" Mark asked. "Sure, let's go," Matt answered. Tad had two good basketballs, so we all shared them and warmed up. Matt was pretty good and I was decent, but neither of us were either as good as Tad, and not nearly as good as Mark. "You guys ready to play?" Mark asked, after we had all warmed up. "Sure," Tad answered. "Why don't Jamie and I take on you and Matt?" "No way. I want to be on the same team as my boyfriend." Matt answered. Both Tad and Mark froze with their mouths open. Both had thought the same thing. Matt had inadvertently let our secret out of the bag. Neither knew that the other one knew. "Hehehe You should see your faces. Look, both of you know that Jamie and I are boyfriends, it's just that neither of you know that the other one knows. You two are the only one's that know, other than my brothers and Nate and Dave. Are you ready to play? I know you are going to beat us, I just want to see how close we can make it. We're shirts, you guys are skins," Matt said, as he took the basketball out front. Tad and Mark stared at each other for a moment, both wondering why the other person knew our secret, then quickly looked away and pulled off their shirts. We started playing, and we never had a chance. They were both better than either of us. We did have fun, though. One thing was pretty interesting. Both Tad and Mark had on loose shorts, and both had an inch or two of their underwear showing in back. Tad had on medium blue boxers and the band and stripes on it of Mark's briefs were clearly visible, and neither boy tried to pull up their shorts to hide it. And both were clearly paying as much attention to their teammate as they were in trying to guard us. We scored a few times just because they weren't paying much attention to us. We played two games to twenty points, and they beat us badly both times. "Let's take a break, guys. I'm thirsty. Let's go inside for a few minutes," Matt finally said. "Fine with me. Come on, Mark," Tad said, as he lead the way. Both picked up their shirts as we all went inside. Matt and I were both sweating pretty heavily. When we got inside and walked into the kitchen, Matt said, "Let's take our shirts off too, OK Jamie?" "Sure," I agreed, as I started to remove mine. "No, let me. You know how much I like to undress you," Matt said, as he walked over and kissed me. "Come on, Matt," I said, as I playfully pushed him away. "What? I can't kiss you if I want to? Mark and Tad both know we love each other, and both of you are fine with that, right?" Matt asked, as he looked over at them. They both looked uncomfortable, but both quickly looked at each other, and then nodded. "See. Now, lift your arms," Matt commanded. I did as he said, and he quickly pulled my shirt up over my head, but didn't pull it over my arms. He left me tangled and then reached down and pulled my shorts down to my ankles. I angrily yanked my shirt off and hastily pulled my shorts back up. "What the Hell are you doing, Matt?" I yelled. "Hehehe You sure haven't ever complained when I took off your pants before. Why are you complaining now? Both Tad and Mark know we're gay and both have seen us naked, so what's the big deal? I was just kidding you. I used to get mad all the time, and now you do. Maybe you caught the mad disease from me. Whatever. You want to help me out of my shirt now? Shorts too, if you want to," Matt kidded. I went over, still mad, and almost tore Matt's shirt off of him. I looked at him like I wanted to strangle him, but all he did was kiss me and hug me to him. I reluctantly returned his hug. Matt looked over at Tad and Mark, who were staring at us. "Jamie is still kind of shy when I show my affections in front of others. It doesn't bother either of you, does it?" "No, not me," Tad answered, looking at Mark. "Me either," Mark said. "Great. Can you pass us two cans of coke? I am going to take my hot headed boyfriend into the den and see if a few kisses can make him forgive me for embarrassing him," Matt said. Tad gave him two cans, and he grabbed me by the hand and drug me into the den. He forced me to sit on the couch, and started to kiss me passionately. I pushed back and whispered, "What the fuck are you doing?" "Hehehehe It's all part of my plan. You still don't understand?" "No. All I know is you've gone crazy all of a sudden." Matt reached over and kissed me once more. "You trust me, don't you?" "Sure. When you're sane." "Hehehehe I'm still sane. What did I just do?" "You just made a fool out of both of us." "No, silly. Tad knows we are gay. After last night, really knows we are. We both told Mark we were already. Tad's gay. Mark's gay. Neither know the other one is. And I just gave them something they have to talk about when we left, don't you agree?" Matt giggled. A light bulb finally went off in my head. "So, this is your big plan?" "Yeah. And you just wait. If you will help me, they will be boyfriends by morning." "By morning? You mean you want Mark to spend the night over here with us?" "Well, with Tad. Don't you think it's time we had a night by ourselves in a big bed? Tad does have a really nice guest bedroom." Matt said, as he smiled at me. "And have you ever slept in it?" I asked, also smiling. "No, I always slept with Tad, even though we never did anything, damn it!" "Oh, you are being very naughty. Maybe I need to give you that spanking we have been talking about," I kidded. "I think I can find better things for you to do to my butt than spank it tonight. Now listen to the rest of my plan." To be continued. We have our own web site now. Come visit our group at www.gayfreezone.homestead.com. Comments are appreciated and always answered. Comments can be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com and are forwarded to a group e-mail account so all the guys can read them too.