Date: Mon, 16 Feb 2009 05:02:58 EST
From: HJ
Subject: Early Beginings Part 4

My first two years of Junior high basically sucked. I knew I was totally
different from the rest of the kids and I kept my sexual preferences to myself.
Each day, I would just try not to be noticed or get in trouble and then go home.
Most of my school friendships were fairly superficial.
As I was becoming worldlier, I understood that being openly gay could be
dangerous. Because I was fairly masculine looking and acting, I could hide it and
did. I tried to just blend in and not be noticed, not an easy thing for the
tallest kid in school to do.
I only got into one fight while in school and it came as a complete surprise
when this kid just walked up to me and hit me for no apparent reason. At first
I just stood there like a zombie in shock, but when he tried to hit me again,
I grabbed him by the shirt and rammed his head into some lockers. He was out
cold and I was just standing and looking in disbelief at the kid lying on the
floor.
A teacher walked up to me and gave me the "Young man, I'm taking you to see
the principle" speech and led me to his office. The worst part of all, were
all these kids staring at me like I was some kind of a badass freak.
A couple of girls followed and made statements that I did not start the fight
and was only defending myself. I never even thought to thank them as I was
still kind of numb inside my head. The principle let me off with a warning and
no one in school ever tried to fight me again, even in high school. I now had a
`Rep.' I found out later from the kid who hit me that he did it on a dare.
He thought if he could knock down the tallest kid in the school he would have
the 'Rep.' To this day, I can't remember how I managed to throw the kid into
the lockers. All I saw was red.
The next day, my PE teacher told me to come in his office. He closed the door
behind us and told me to have a seat. He then asked me if I would consider
joining the wrestling team, which I declined. He kept badgering me and I let it
slip out. "When I wrestle with guys, I get boners. It's embarrassing" He just
nodded, smiled, told me to go dress down, and never asked me again.
Afterwards, all I could think of was `how fucking stupid of me, now he knows I'm gay,'
but he never said a thing, it was like our secret. I liked him a lot better
after that. I both loved and hated PE, as I enjoyed exercise and seeing boys
naked, however I was always afraid of being caught staring at a naked boy and,
or getting a boner while staring at naked boys. `Think of dog barf, think of
dog barf.'  LOL
The positive things I had going for me in school were, that I could
concentrate and had a good memory; therefore I got good grades, and I knew how to be
respectful. The teachers either liked or ignored me, I really didn't care. Girls
also seemed to like me and I was nice to them, but always found an excuse not
to go out with them.
In my final year of Junior high I had a fortunate accident. It was during my
PE class. We were playing volleyball outside on blacktop after a rainstorm. I
was at the net, leaped at the ball and slipped on the pavement, fell and
seriously broke my left wrist in two places. It did not seem so lucky at the time,
but after I returned to school, they just let me stay in the library and read
during PE. This opened up a whole new world for me. I developed a great love
for books and became an avid reader and still am. Before that, I only read if I
had to.
One day in the library, a real obvious gay kid; Ron asked if he could sit at
my table and I said ok. He told me he had known Gene and Gene had told him
about our sex. I was stunned! He just said it was cool, He wasn't going to tell
anyone, but he thought I might like to know where gay guys could go to meet
other guys and have sex and he told me. He said to tell anyone there who asked
how old I was, that I was 18. He also let it slip that he was the one who had
introduced Gene to anal sex. Now I finally knew. I thanked him and asked why he
was being so helpful. He just said that we guys needed to stick together and
help each other, he winked and got up and left.
I talked to Ron a few more times. He told me he was quite popular with older
men and he had a 30 year old lover.One day while taking a piss in the boy's
room, Ron came up and stood next to me. He pulled out his dick and OMG, it was
huge. I now knew he wasn't lying about his popularity. If he wasn't so girly
acting, I would have wanted to date him.
The Park
As my arm was in a cast and sling, I was not allowed to even attempt to ride
my bike. My mom had to drive me to and from school until I got my cast off.
You better believe, that the first place I rode my bike to after school was the
place Ron told me about in the park.
Our town has a huge park and a lot of it is overgrown with nature trails
winding through dense wooded area with lots of berry and grape vines. The place
where I was told to go, had a small meadow with a drinking fountain, picnic
tables, parking lot, restroom, and was surrounded by trees undergrowth and narrow
trails.
The first day I went there, I was an observer. I sat at a picnic table and
pretended to read a book. I saw a lot of grownup men follow each other into the
restroom or the bushes, and then they would come out by themselves; go to
their cars and leave. A lot of the men would walk by and stare at me and some even
said hello.
Once I had to piss and went into the bathroom. It had pictures of dicks and
lots of writing on the walls with dates and times to meet people. There was
only one urinal and a toilet with a half wall and the door missing. It also stunk
something awful. A big fat older man came in and stood beside me and stared
at my dick. I got nervous and left.
Later I thought that that was a stupid place to have sex, as there was only
one small door to get in and out and someone could trap you and hurt you and
maybe someone would walk in who was not gay and only wanted to piss and not like
what he saw. I decided to never mess around in there and if I was going to do
it, it would be in the bushes, where I could run if I had to. I then rode my
bike home. I knew I would come back tomorrow and I was going to get some sex.
The next day, I rode as fast as I could to the meeting place. I chained the
bike to a fence and sat down on a table part of the bench nearest the parking
lot, facing the lot, so people could see my whole body. A few older men walked
up to me and said hello and looked at the bushed and back to me. I acted dumb,
like I hadn't a clue, but I was not impolite. I didn't want to piss any of
these guys off. They eventually walked off. Finally, a guy around 20 rode up on
a racing bike. OMG, he was hawt! He made a B line to me, smiled introduced
himself and said "you're new here aren't you?" I nodded yes and he asked if I
would like a `tour.' To which I answered "sure.'
He walked down one of the trails with me behind, occasionally looking back to
make sure I was following (the trails were very narrow and we walked single
file.) He looked around to see if anyone else had followed and led me by the
hand into a cave-like area hollowed out of berry vines. I never would have found
it by myself. He looked at me and asked "Is this ok?" I nodded yes and the
next thing I knew he had wrapped his arms around me so tight I had trouble
breathing. He then stuck his tongue in my mouth and pushed it in as far as it
would go. He was pushing it against my tongue and exploring my mouth.  I tried to
return his invasion with my own tongue as best I could. It was the sexiest
kiss I has ever had. I threw wood immediately. Our erections were stabbing
against each other, aching to be unleashed. Before I knew it, the guy had full
control over me. He had my shirt off and was kissing me all over my chest and
stomach. I took one of his hands and placed his three middle fingers in my mouth
and I sucked on them. I tried to pull him up again to kiss me, however he had
other ideas. He peeled down my 501's and soon my aching cock was surrounded by
the wettest hottest hole I had ever known. This guy was a pro and he wasted no
time bringing me to orgasm. I still remember standing in front of him, weak in
the knees and shaking like a leaf, while he held my hips to keep me from
falling. As; he lapped up the last drop of my cum. I kept whispering "Thank you,
thank you, thank you." He slowly stood up and asked "this is your first time
isn't it?' I nodded yes. He smiled and said "cool" and asked if it was ok to
kiss me?" I pulled him to me and shoved my tongue back into his mouth and
savored the taste of my sweet load.
Now it was my turn, what I really wanted was to suck his dick right away,
however, I repeated what he had done to me an sucked on his nipples and licked my
way down to  my awaiting treasure. Like Tommy, he had hair from the bottom of
his belly button to his cock and oh what a nice cock it was. Now it was my
turn to take control. I was tired of foreplay and just shoved his tool into my
mouth as far as it would go, took his hands and placed them on the sides of my
head and let him face fuck me. All too soon his cum erupted down my throat
spurt after spurt, until it was spent. When he attempted to remove his cock, I
grabbed his ass cheeks and pushed it further in. I held him there for several
minutes, until he was soft before letting him up. He appeared disheveled and
shocked but kissed me again before pulling away.
"I thought you said this was your first time?"
"It is. It's the first time I've been sucked to orgasm, not the first time I'
ve sucked dick."
"Was I ok?" I asked.
"You surprised me. You suck like a pro" he said smiling.
He helped me with my shirt and gave me a big old hug and a kiss. He took me
by the hand and led me out of the bushes and back to our bikes. I think there
were some other men staring at me; however I could only see my new friend.
"I've got to go now he told me."
"What's your name and can I see you again? Can I have your phone number?
"My name is Jim, I am sure you will see me again and I'm sorry, but I don't
give out my number."
At that, he gave me a hug (I wanted a kiss) jumped on his bike and rode away.
As I was spent, I unlocked my bike and rode home, almost running off the
narrow park road a few times, as my mind was elsewhere.

To be continued

Authors note
OK, you guys, you've been patient, so there was you're sexy, horny part.
Authors note......This is a story based on things that really happened to me.
Like real life, some are good and some are bad.

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