Date: Sat, 16 Nov 2002 22:12:20 -0500 From: mr. axl Subject: eddie and the axeman 10 disclaimer if your not supposed to read it then don't this means if your too young go out and live it instead of reading about it' if your old enough but live in a place where the power's that be believe your incapable of makimg such decisions then leave before you get in trouble. and if you insane then read no further as i would hate for a young person to be hurt because of my imagination. and oh yeah this is my shit so don't steal it. axl EDDIE AND THE AXEMAN 10 KEVIN'S PERSPECTIVE There he is again I thought to myself. He looks at me everytime he walks past, maybe it's just me. He's so cute. I hope he likes me.I bet he just wants to kick my ass. He has beautiful brown eyes,brown hair, he's tall for his age (13 like me I bet). Everybody likes him, maybe they are scared of him. I heard he was crazy. I overheard some kids sayin he killed a kid. That's heavy. Oh shit he just caught me lookin' at him. what if he just wants to fuck me and make me his bitch. I really don't want to have to move again. I really like it here. Maybe I can just avoid him. I managed to get out of class again without him getting too close to me, but I stil have to see him in gym class... Made it through another day, ofcourse mom's not home.She'll be working all night. I hate being here alone.I 'm so fuckin scared all I hear are sirens and the drunks outside yelling at eachother. How am I supposed to get my homework done with all this damned noise? I think I'll lay down a minute and rest. I can see him walkin toward me.What if he does wanna be my friend? What if he thinks i'm cool? Oh please... what are the chances? Why does everyone pick on me? I don't bother anyone,I just want to be left alone.We can't afford to move again,mom already told me so.this last time was my fault,when everyone found out I was suckin'dick they nearly killed me. Damn that mother fucker Brad,what choice did I have? he was gonna beet the shit out of me,then when he got tired of me he told everyone I was gay. I didn't ask to be gay. I can't help how I feel. I really thought that Brad was gonna take care of me and be my friend. Will I be a victim all my life? That boy is cute though. They call him Axeman, his real name is Alex. Maybe he wants to be my friend. Well another shitty day at school I guess. Made it through four classes, atleast I get to see Alex. I'm just gonna have to play it cool,if he thinks I'm tough maybe he'll leave me alone, if he thinks I'm cool then it will make him like me more. I have to relax. Oh shit there he is, look down, don't make eye contact. whew, now all I have to do is get out as fast as I can when the bell rings. Gym class,man soo many cute boys. If they see me lookin' I'm as good as dead. Was Alex checking me out? I hate weight training, always have to weight for the reject to pair up with,usually the smelliest guy in class. Oh shit is he coming this way? "Hey "he said "hey yourself"that sounded pretty cool "wanna pair up?" "I guess or I can wait to see who's left" didn't want to sound to eager He seems to be pretty cool,asking alot of questions about me. I just hope he's for real. Class is over, I made it now I can get home. He asked if I wanna pair up tomorrow. Should I? Oh man I need a drink. I have no homework and mom won't be home til late. Yep I'm gettin' drunk,I need to relax .It's been a stressful day. Oh shit my head hurts I shouldn't have drank so much. I hate the sound of the bell ringing There he is again. "hey Alex" He wants me to sit in back but I need to concentrate.I think it's safer up here. Now he wants to pair up in gym again. He's really cool , I think he really likes me. As long as I don't get too close or give him too much information I should be fine. As I lie here on my couch-bed all I can think about is Alex. He talks about his friend Eddie alot, I 've heard some things about him.Some of the kids say he sucks dick in the bathroom,I wonder if he's really alex's friend or if he just gives him head? I don't want to go back to that again.I mean I like sucking dick,hell I even like getting fucked but not when they force me. I wish I could get with someone who cares about me,I would love to feel someone inside me and know they care about me. It hurts when they force me,I mean,sometimes I like it but I still feel like a bitch. What am I talkin about? Alex probably ain't even gay. maybe his best friend is, but that's his best friend, I bet he doesn't hang around with every fag he meets. I can't believe I agreed to be his partner on that damned project, and now he wants me to stay at his house this weekend. I mean anything is better than that fuckin couch-bed and the sirens. unless he's just gonna treat me like everyone else. Eddie is in shitty mood. Some kid bumped into him and he went off. I met this kid before. I was walkin' in the park near my home and some kids were trying to take his bike,when they saw me walkin' towards them they left him alone. His name was Jamie, I remember because it sounded so cool when he said it with his accent and all. Can you believe he's callin me a hero? if he only knew? If those kids hadn't have run,I probably would have. I can't believe how nice Alex is bein' to him. I mean he even pushed Eddie in the snow to get him off of Jamie and then chased after him. Eddie is madder now than ever. Oh man I knew I should never agreed to stay the weekend. I think I just heard Eddie call me a fucktoy. Damn I knew it all he wants to do is make me his bitch. Well I guess it's too late to back out now. After all who knows how it might turn out. I can't be unlucky forever...... continued.... sorry about the short chapter. just thought I would try something new and i wanted to aknowledge someone that I feel I never got the chance to know due to a misunderstanding. hope you enjoy the story AXL