Date: Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:03:37 EST
From: Moonweezle9@aol.com
Subject: erics misery     part 3 realizing billy's love        chapter 1

This is a work of fiction. Parts of  it are based on actual events but most
of it is made up. I will leave it up to  you to decide which parts are which.
It involves sexual situations and acts  between  underage boys. If this  isn't
your kind of thing or you aren't old enough to even read this then leave  now.
Let me know if you like this story. E mail me at  MOONWEEZLE9@AOL.COM

ERIC'S   MISERY
Part 3  Realizing Billy's  Love
chapter  1

Hours turned into days, days turned into weeks after that Christmas Eve,  the
best one of my life so far. Eric and I kept in contact as always with the
occasional seeing each other at smaller family events, but we never got the
chance to let our lust for each other out. Finally it was March and the time of
the big night was upon us, the Pantera  concert. It seemed that most everyone
I knew was going to the show  including Eric and little Billy. "RING RING"
the phone called out. As I answered  it I was greeted with the soothing sound of
Eric's angelic 12 ear old voice on  the other end of the line. "Hi! It's me."
 Eric said. I decided to play a little  joke with him. "Who the hell is me? I
don't know any me's. You must have the  wrong number." I said jokingly. "Ok
very funny you got me. Are you still going  to the concert?" he asked me. "
You bet your cute little ass I am. Are you still  going?" I asked him. "My mom
is being a bitch about it. She says she's not gonna  drive an hour to drop me
off and then drive another hour right back to pick me  up. So it sounds like
no." he said sounding disappointed and having his feeling  crushed. As I heard
this I knew what I had to do. I couldn't let him sit at home  after waiting
for months to go to his first concert then have that hope snatched  away by his
lazy ass mother. I quickly came up with a scheme to fill his desires  to got
to the concert and to fill mine of wanting him in my bed once more. "Let  me
talk to your mom a second." I told him. "Hello." His mom answered. "Hey are
you gonna drop him off at the show tonight or not?" I asked. "I'm not gonna
drive for 4 hours just to drop his ass off then pick him back up again, I don'
t  have the gas for it right now." "Well how about you drop him off at the
arena  and I will bring him home tomorrow sometime? That way you don't have to
drive  half the night and he can still go to the show." I said. After a brief
silence  on the phone I could tell she was thinking. "Ok I guess I can do that,
but who  all is going to this show with you?" she asked me. "Well there's
me, Eric,  Billy, Kyle, and a bunch of guys we go to school with. Don't worry
about his  safety if that is your concern he will be fine." I told her. After a
few minutes  of talking back and forth she finally caved and let him go to the
show. The  plans were set so he would be staying with me tonight after the
concert was over  and I was to bring him home the next afternoon since his mom
had to work. (the  concert being on a Friday night for those wondering.)
The day at school went rather quickly with everyone psyched to go to the
show tonight. At lunch I met up with Kyle just to make sure he was still on for
the night as well. As always he was, being the die hard Pantera fan he was.
Finally it was time to leave the hell hole we called high school for the
weekend. The parking lot was a buzz with the hightened levels of adrenaline
running through every ones systems. I got home and walked in the door to the  phone
ringing once more. "Hello, road kill café, you kill em we grill em." I  said
being a smart ass. "Hey dude what's up?" Kyle said on the other end. "Not
much, what do ya need?" I asked. "Dude I hate to ask you this, but can you
pick  up little Bill (Billy) at 5? I have to work for a little while this
afternoon. I  won't get off till like 6 so I won't be able to pick him up." Kyle
asked hoping  I would be able to help with his little cousin. "Yeah I guess so. I
don't have  anything to do till we go to the concert. I guess we'll see you
later then."  Kyle agreed and we hung up. 5 Pm came up rather quickly and I
was on my way to  pick up Billy at his house.  "Hey  squirt wacha doin?" I said
as Billy greeted me at the door. "Nothin. Where's  Kyle? He's supposed to
take me to the concert tonight. He's not backing out on e  is he?" Billy asked
starting to look worried he wouldn't get to go. "No squirt  he didn't back
out he just got detained. He had to work till 6 so I'm here to  get you instead,
hope that's kewl with you." I said. That little boy cuteness  returned to
his face then when he started to smile in relief. "It sure is. I  thought I wasn'
t gonna get to go." He said. "Guess what, Eric is stayin at my  house
tonight. I'm taking him home tomorrow." I told Billy. "Can I stay at your  house
to? Please? I never get to stay over at any ones house, and you guys are
family. Please?" he begged me. "I guess buddy as long as your mom says its  kewl."
I said kicking myself in the ass for agreeing. Now that I said he could  stay
to my chances of having fun with Eric again were fading away quick. "She  said
it was ok. Where are all of us going to sleep?" he asked. I now was killing
myself inside for saying yes. "Well bud me and Eric usually share my bed since
 it's so big, but I guess we will have to figure something out for you. We'
ll  figure that out later ok." I said. I told Billy to go and get what he
needed for  the night including his tooth brush and stuff. In a flash he was back
and ready  to go with a huge smile on his little face. I just messed his now
shaggy hair  and off we went to the show.
It was about a ½ hour drive there  from Billy's house so we got there just in
time for the doors to the arena to  open. Once inside we found our seats and
waited for the others to start to show  up. Within and hours time almost
everyone was there except for Eric. "Hey dude  I'm gonna go look for Eric he might
be lost or something." I told Kyle. I got up  and set out searching for my
little cum lover. I looked for almost 20 minutes  and still saw no sign of him.
I decided to walk outside to see if I might catch  him in line or something.
As I walked out the main doors I saw what looked like  Eric's form sitting on a
bench near the entrance. As I approached I heard sobs  coming from the
person. The closer I got the more eager I got. Once right next  to the person I said
Eric's name. The boy looked up at me with tears streaking  down his face. It
was indeed Eric. "Holy shit bud I've been looking for you for  almost a half
hour. Why are you sitting out here in the cold, and why are you  crying?" I
asked. "That asshole security guard wouldn't let me in with out a  parent or
guardian since I was under 13." He said through his sobs. He stood up  and I
gave him a slight hug to let him know it was alright now and that I was  there
for him. "Come on bud its too cold out here for you. Billy and the guys  are all
inside waiting for us. Lets get in there." I said cheering him up. We  got
back in line just as the opening band started to play inside. We quickly got
inside and found where we were sitting. As soon as Billy saw Eric he got really
excited and smiled. "HI ERIC!" Billy shouted so Eric could here him over the
 noise of the music. Eric smiled at Billy and gave him a quick hug, they are
cousins after all. And they hadn't seen each other since Christmas. The first
 band played their set and then the intermission was upon us. Kyle and some
of  the stoner dudes at school went to the bathroom to get high, while I sat
with  the boys. As we sat there Eric learned of Billy staying the night at my
house as  well. Once he heard that he looked at me with a mixture of
disappointment and  happiness in his face. "I thought we were gonna be together tonight?"
 Eric  whispered I my ear. "Buddy it just kinda happened I'm sorry. He
begged me, and  you know I can't say no to you little guys when you do that.
Besides you to  never get to spend time together, and buddy he really likes you for
some  reason." I whispered back to him. He still had a dejected look about
him. I  looked to Billy and he was all smiles loving this experience. "You havin
fun  squirt?" I asked. He nodded his head yes wearing a huge smile. When Kyle
and the  guys came back I could tell they were toasted pretty good. Once they
were seated  I left the little ones with them for a few minutes and snuck off
to the vendors  stand. I decided to pay the crazy inflated price and I bought
Billy and Eric  matching concert shirts of Pantera. I walked back to my seat
and said to them,  "Here try these on." as I handed each of them a shirt.
Billy stood up said "KEWL  !" and stripped his shirt off and slid the new one on.
For a brief second I got  to see a glimpse of his developing little upper
body. For only being 11 he  looked a lot like Eric did at almost 13, very yummy
looking. Eric then stood up  and repeated Billy's actions. He kept his shirt
off a bit longer though  intentionally giving me a show of his little chest. By
the time they were both  covered back up I was sporting a semi hard on.
Minutes went on and the band started  to play on time. Two and a half hours
later after seeing several fights and a  lot of rowdiness in the mosh pit the
set was finished and the show was over. As  we were leaving the boys noticed
the joys of temporary hearing loss after a  concert. They were talking twice as
loud as they usually would which made me  laugh. "Alright guys you ready to go?
" I asked them. "YEAH" Eric said in his  louder tone. I looked to Billy and
he just yawned. I could tell that he was  almost wiped out being up so late,
after all he was only 11. he probably usually  goes to bed a lot earlier than
it was right now. The three of us bid Kyle and  the rest of the guys good night
and in my car we piled, Billy in the back and  Eric in front. On the ride
home we stopped ant "taco hell" and got some food  through the drive threw. Eric
ate his food on the way home and Billy decided to  wait as did I. as we
pulled up to my house I could now see Billy was almost  ready to fall asleep. "
Billy don't fall asleep in here buddy wait till we get  inside then you can nod
off." I told him as he fought to stay awake. As we were  eating in the house I
was thinking of where exactly I was going to put Billy so  he could sleep. "He
can sleep on the couch, but he wont want to be away from  Eric since their
together." I thought to myself. "HEY BILLY WHERE ARE YOU  SLEEPING?" Eric asked
still in his deafened state. "I DON'T KNOW YET." Billy  replied also loudly.
It's a good thing my room was upstairs in the house and my  dads was
downstairs. He would have been pretty pissed at us if we had woken him  up coming in so
late, almost midnight by now. I shushed the boys to be quiet  while they
talked while I sat and thought about how everyone could get what they  wanted
tonight. Eric and I of course wanted each other to have some fun in the  bed and
Billy just wanted to be with us, the typical little tag along type. As I  sat
and thought I noticed they grew silent. I glanced over to them and Billy was
asleep resting his head on Eric's shoulder. Eric was wide awake and just let
his  little cousin rest like that. He noticed me looking and smiled at me when
he  did. "You tired?" I asked him. He nodded yes and said, "Yeah a little.
Where is  he gonna sleep tonight?"  "Well bud  I know how much you wanted to be
together tonight, but he's here and I really  don't have any where else for
him to sleep. So I guess the three of us will have  to share the bed. Is that
ok if we do that? I mean I really, really want to be  with you but, well I
think someone else kinda wants to be with you in a way  tonight to." I said
pointing to Billy. "What do you mean exactly?" Eric asked.  "Well bud he just wants
to be around you so bad. Why do you think he's sitting  like he is now?" I
stated. Eric sat and thought for a second then tilted his  head to the side and
rested it against Billy's. "I guess it's ok for tonight.  You think we can
find time tomorrow sometime?" he said. "I hope so!" I said  eagerly.
Eric and I always slept naked  together and since Billy told me at Christmas
that he also usually slept that  way we decided that's the way we would sleep.
Eric slid out from under Billy on  the chair letting him slump over causing
him to stir some, "Huh ? What?"  "Billy buddy its time for bed come on  lets
get you ready to sleep, you gonna sleep like me and Eric?" I asked him.  "How
are you guys sleeping?"  "Well  I guess the three of us are gonna share the
bed, there's plenty of room, and  we're sleeping naked. Are you gonna or not?"
I asked. "Ok sure why not." Billy  said half asleep. As Eric walked out of
the bathroom he was only wearing his  boxers. I went next and pissed and
stripped down to my boxers. When I came back  into my room Eric was sitting on the
bed, but Billy was still in the chair where  he had dozed off once more. I
looked to Eric and said, "You wanna help me get  him undressed or do you wanna do
it?"  "I'll do it! But you might have to help me get him into the bed." He
said  happily. He seemed almost like he was ready to see his younger cousin
naked.  Eric walked over to Billy and proceeded to take his shoes and socks off.
Still  in his boxers his self Eric unbuttoned Billy's pants and started to
slip them  down. Once he got them down to just above his crotch Billy woke up. "
What are  you doing Eric?" he asked. "I'm getting you undressed so we can go
to sleep. Now  come on Billy I'm tired." Eric said. Billy being to tired to
argue lifted his  but off the chair and let Eric proceed with sliding his pants
off. Next Billy  lifted his arms and off came the new concert shirt over his
head. Billy now in  his briefs stood up stretched and headed for the bed. "Wait
a sec, we gotta take  these off to." Eric said tugging at Billy's briefs. "
But, you're not naked."  Billy said pointing out Eric still wasn't nude. Eric
then hooked his thumbs in  his boxers and looked at me. I winked at him and he
dropped them to the floor  now exposing his dangling limp 3inches. Billy's
eyes grew large when he saw Eric  naked like that not 2 feet in front of him. "
Ok I'm naked now so come on lets  get em off now dude I wanna go to bed I'm
fuckin tired." He said reaching for  his briefs again. Billy looked to me as I
was dropping my boxers to. He now saw  the 2 of us but naked. Eric with a
slowly hard growing cock and me with a half  way erect cock. Billy's own cock
started to come to life now and he didn't know  why. "Well?" Eric asked him once
more. Billy withdrew his hands from his waist  giving Eric access to his undies
which were soon around his little ankles. Now  that the three of us were
completely nude my cock came to full life standing  straight up. "Wow your thing
is huge!" Billy said seeing my cock completely hard  for the first time. He
then looked to Eric who was almost sticking out now and  said, "You guys are the
first guys older than me I have ever seen naked before.  Man Eric yours is
bigger to." Billy not actually knowing, but his cock wasn't  that much smaller
than Eric's was its self. Eric sticking out at 4 inches hard  wasn't but maybe
a ¼ inch longer than Billy was. As Billy looked at his new  fascinations he
didn't notice his own cock grow hard. He looked down and his  usual limp 2 and
a half inch pecker was now a nice 3 and ¾ inches long with a  beautiful cut
mushroom head on the tip. He looked to me and tried to hide it in
embarrassment. "Billy its ok buddy remember what I told you before. See it  happens to me
to. It even happens to Eric." I said pointing at our cocks. He  seemed to feel
a bit more at ease now and moved his hands away showing his  little hard on
again. "Ok guys enough pecker sight seeing come on get in the bed  I'm tired."
I told them. Eric crawled in bed then Billy, causing Eric to be in  the middle
between us. Eric didn't want to snuggle up to me just yet to keep up
appearances for Billy so he just laid on his back. Much to his surprise Billy
snuggled up to him! Eric looked at me in shock like he didn't know what to do. I
leaned down and quietly whispered in his ear, "It's ok you sexy little thing.
Just let the little guy get some sleep. Enjoy the feeling. You're the bigger
guy  tonight."  Hearing that made him  smile and he turned his head to face
Billy and kissed him lightly on the  forehead. "Goodnight Eric" Billy said
almost asleep now. " Night Bill" Eric  replied. I leaned over and gave Billy a
quick kiss on the cheek and then turned  my attention to Eric. For him I kissed
him ever so lightly on the lips.  "Goodnight you sexy big boy." I whispered
again in his ear. He smiled and then  closed his eyes. I fell asleep soon after
myself.
The next morning I awoke to find  only myself and Billy in the bed Eric was
no where in sight. As I lay there so  close to the sleeping 11 year old the
realization of my position being so close  to him naked finally hit my cock
making it erect. I gently brushed the tips of  my fingers across Bill's bare ass
cheek causing him to stutter slightly. He  didn't wake up, but he sure felt it
on some level. I withdrew my hand and got up  and slid my boxers on. I then
went in search of my 12 year old love toy. I found  him sitting in the bathroom
on the toilet. He wasn't using the bathroom he was  just sitting there naked on
top of the lid. "Hey bud wacha doin in here?" I  asked him. He looked up at
me and I thought he was about to cry. "What's wrong  bud?"  "He loves me."
Was all he  said. "I know he loves you bub, but why the tears?" I asked. "No
you don't get  it he said he loves me, I mean LOVES ME kind of loves me and
then he kissed me  this morning. On the lips!" he stated as the tears started to
flow. "OH. Well I  guess that's ok, but why are you crying for?"  "Because I
don't know how to feel about  it. I do love him, but I don't know how to
handle it. I mean he's my little  cousin, and I think I'm falling in love with
him to" He said trying not to be  too loud. "Wow he thinks he's falling for
his little cousin, hmmmm think of the  possibilities." I was thinking to myself.
"are you sure you feel that way Eric,  because I mean he is family and all.
Technically I'm not, but I know u think of  me as though. How do you think you'
re falling for him?" I asked. "Because when I  see him any more I get a
weird tingly feeling in my peter and I feel like I got  butterflies in my stomach.
Doesn't that mean you are in love or something?" he  asked me with teary
eyes. "Well bud it could mean a bunch of things, but for you  I think you may be
right, but with a bit of the feeling being nervouseness to.  How did you feel
when he kissed you?" Eric looked at me for a second seeming to  search for the
right words then he said, "Like I was on a roller coaster. It  kinda scared
me at first but I liked it to. I actually liked it a lot."  "Was it as good as
this?" I asked him as  I leaned down and planted a huge open mouthed kiss on
his tender lips. After we  parted he said "It's never as good as when you do
that."I wiped the wetness away  from his eyes and cheeks and I kissed him
again then pulled back and asked him  if he wanted me to take care of the slight
problem he had in his groin. From the  time I came in till just now he had
gotten completely hard. He looked down and  smiled evilly. I kissed him once more
and this time instead of breaking the kiss  I slid down his body with my
tongue licking between his little nipples, past his  belly button and to his erect
4 inches. As it slid between my lips he inhaled  sharply. "Oh yeah that's
what I've been waiting for. Ugh that feels sooo good."  He moaned as I bobbed up
and down on his shaft slurping and slobbing heavily on  the head as I went
down on him. As I sucked  could taste the early sign of an eminent  orgasm
coming on, he was leaking precum from his piss slit. It tasted sweeter  than it had
ever had before. A few minutes later of my steady sucking, "Oh  YES!  UGHH
GOD! " he moaned loudly  as he shot his load of three small gobs of clear cum in
my mouth. I swallowed  every drop hoping to milk his balls dry. I stopped
sucking and pulled off his  cock to look up at his face. He was sitting leaning
back against the toilet tank  with his eyes closed and smiling in orgasmic
heaven. "How was that?" I asked  him. "Fucking great! I've been waiting for that
for a long time." He replied. He  then opened his eyes and said, "Holy shit!"
 looking up and behind me. I spun  around to see Billy standing in the door
way.

To be  continued...

Well how's that for a cliff hanger?  Are you intrigued now? I hope so read
the next chapter to see what happens. Let  me know if you liked this chapter.
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