Date: Sun, 26 Mar 2006 22:39:44 -0500 From: Dwedno Smith Subject: Finding Jake chapter 3 Hope everyone enjoy the next chapter of Jake, I have been working hard this weekend for all of you to get a chapter of each story out and I am finally caught up for now. I'll have more as soon as possible. Thanks to everyone who has written to tell me how much they are enjoying it so far. Dwedno. Chapter 3. Getting to know Brad. My thirteen year old stud was the best thing that has happened to me so far in my life outside of Phillip finding me. I'll explain the story of how I found him about six months ago shortly but right now Phillip just yelled up to us that dinner is ready and I am starving. I rolled off of Brad as I was using his back as my pillow and he got up. He stood about two inches taller than I did even though I was older he was a little taller but just in height. I had him beat in the pants so far. He was just five inches when I measure him about four weeks ago and when he checked me I was a little over six. Six and a quarter I think he said. Fine by me! I know he is still growing and I just hope I am too. I sat up and looked at him as he sat up. He has awesome brown eyes to match his brown shaggy hair, it's not long but there is plenty of it. He is about 5'9 and I am 5'7 last time I checked. We are both on the skinny side although a few more of these meals here and I think I am going to start getting a belly. Brad is skinny and apparently no matter what he eats he hardly gains an ounce. He has a button hook nose that fits perfectly on his face and sweet cheeks with dimples that go inwards when he smiles really good. I don't know why anyone would throw him away like they did but I am glad I found him. We got off the bed and I smacked his cute tight ass cheeks as he walked past me. He didn't mind a bit. He stopped at the top of the steps and I got up behind him and put my arms around him and gave him a hug from behind. He loved that as far as I knew. He just seemed to love any attention he got from me. After all where he was before the only attention he got was in a beating of sorts. He still has the scars to show some of it. We headed downstairs together. The smell coming from the kitchen was almost impossible to explain as we approached it. I entered with Brad and Phillip was standing at the table with Max and they both started to clap. "What's going on?" I asked as Brad joined in the clapping. Phillip spoke up as the clapping stopped. "We are here today to celebrate your one year anniversary with us. Congratulations Dylan. after dinner you will get your present and since you already picked out your cake I had chef make your favorite dinner." "So I am smelling Steak and French fries?" "That's right my boy now come have a seat. Bradley join us you know where you sit." We sat at the table and chef started to bring out the food. First we had a salad and after the salad chef brought out six huge steaks. One of each of us and two more incase we were possibly still hungry after the first one. We all pigged out and ate what we were served and after we were done we cleared the table helping chef and Eliza and we sat down as chef Nikki brought out dessert. The cake was awesome. Two layers high with Cannoli crème white and grey mixed all over the top. The writing said `One year anniversary Dylan' on it and I felt like crying. Brad patted my back as I blew out the one candle on it. As I sat and chef cut the cake I got the first piece and then the others got a nice chunk of it too. As I was finishing up my cake Phillip handed me a decent sized box and told me to open it. I ripped off the paper and immediately smiled and looked at Phillip. It was an I pod. I didn't own one and I had hinted that I wanted one. I opened the box after looking at Brad who was smiling at me. I was surprised to see two inside. I looked at Phil. "Yes I know there are two. I took the liberty to buy two and I hope you don't mind I got one for Brad too." I smiled as I handed the other one to Brad who's eyes lit up as he got up and went over to Phillip and gave him a hug and thanked him. "This is Dylan's day Phillip why did you get me one too?" Phillip looked at me. "You want to tell him or should I tell him?" "That's up to you since I am not sure what you mean. I think I know but why don't you say why." "Okay. I got you an I pod too because when Dylan asked or shall I say hinted that he wanted one he didn't just say I want an I pod, he said we would love an I pod to me. So since he said it that way and since this was his special day I did as he asked and got one for both of you." "Thanks again Phillip." Said Brad. Then Brad looked at me. "I'll thank you personally when we meet later." Both Phil and Max started laughing when he said that and I blushed. "I bet you will." I replied causing my laughter from all of us. We finished our cake and I had another small piece which is why I am getting a little belly now. Brad didn't and neither did anyone else just piggy me. When we were done I thanked Phil again and waved to Max as we headed off upstairs. I heard Max say something to Phil about us having a good time upstairs and they laughed. When I got to the top of the steps I turned to Brad and looked at him. "Ya know how lucky we are?" "I know how lucky I am having you as my best friend." I hugged him and then we kissed at the top of the steps. Our lips met and we held the lip lock for a few seconds. As we broke it Brad had something to say. "Come on its time for your present from me now. And since you shared yours with me I am gonna make it extra special for you." I smiled and followed him. He went to my room and we entered and he shut the door and locked it. "Okay are you gonna strip or should I take your clothes off for you?" "Together." I said. We both started stripping and since we didn't have much on it only took a few seconds for us to get naked. I looked at the awesome cute boy in front of me with half a hard on from thinking about what he wanted to do to me all the way up here from the kitchen. I was mostly soft still. Brad came over took me by the hand and let me to my bed. I hopped on and he got up next to me. We made out for a little bit and his hand found its way to my cock. He began stroking me slowly and it felt great. "Lay back." He said. I did as he asked and he got down between my leg as I spread them and started to wet my cock with his lips. With his free hand he fondled my balls gently but good enough to know he had control of them. Slowly he took more and more of my hardening cock into his mouth. I gasped and closed my eyes as the pleasure he was giving took over my mind and thoughts. He was now bobbing up and down my cock and massaging my balls one at a time. Occasionally his hand would roam up and rub my lower belly and send goose bumps all over me adding to the pleasure he was giving. He wasn't going too fast just making an attempt to make this last. He stopped and told me to roll over. I did as he said. He spread my ass cheeks and thankfully I was clean as he stuck his tongue in and started rimming my ass hole. It was something he never did before and although he was hesitant he dove right in like any trooper would do in a similar situation I guess. The feeling this brought me almost made me shiver with pleasure. I don't know where he got the idea but we never talked about it. He did this for several minutes as he massaged my balls from in between my legs at the same time. I was almost ready to cum now. Finally he stopped licking and ran is fingers between my balls and ass hole for a bit and it was really starting to tickle. I began squirming and he stopped just as I was about to ask him to stop. "Roll back over its time for you to cum my love." He said to me. I rolled over and my cock stood straight up trying to reach the ceiling as I watched him put his lips over it and begin sucking again. My eyes closed as he went down on me. The feeling was so awesome. We didn't do much of this at all. I mean we played around and we jerked each other off a lot but blow jobs and especially rimming was something we hardly did. I was getting close now and I warned him I was ready to cum. "I'm gonna take all you have to give this time." He said as he stopped sucking me. "Wow Brad are you sure? You never took my cum before you always let it fly all over." "I know but I want to see what it's like do you care?" "Shit no. I feel honored you want to taste me." I have tasted him every time I have sucked him which is twice. I don't have a problem with that. He has sucked me three times this being the third and every time before he got off me and let my cum fly all over my chest so this was really something special this time for me. I don't know what to expect. Maybe gagging I thought to myself. He isn't a cum sucker I could tell the first time he tasted my stuff. The first time I came in front of him he was scared but he took his finger and touched my goo and brought it to his nose to smell it. He made a funny face and shocked me when it brought it to his lips. I could tell he didn't like it even if he didn't admit to it either way so this should be really interesting this time. I was ready!! "I'm gonna cum Brad." I got those words out as my back arched off the bed and the feeling shot through my brain and he continued to keep his mouth on my cock as I fired the first load in between his lips. He took all of it and one more before he started to cough and backed off me. The third stream flew all over his face and neck as he tried to catch his breath and the last shot I fired hit him in his naked chest since he continued to hold my cock. After that he let go. I shut my eyes and lay back as the pleasure took over and I was in full orgasmic bliss for the moment. I didn't know what was going on around me now all I felt was my heart beating in my chest and my brain turning to some kind of mush as I drifted off into who knows where to enjoy my ecstasy. A minute later I opened my eyes and looked at my cutie and he was sitting there with a face full of me and another shot on his upper chest. I smiled and started to laugh and he looked a bit confused until I pointed at his chest and he saw the rest. I guess things got so crazy he didn't know what happened after he started coughing. "So how was it?" he asked. "Awesome lover totally awesome! You did great!!! Thanks so much." He smiled practically beaming at me from my praise. "Did you swallow?" I asked. "Yup. He said proudly. I took everything you shot at me the first two times and swallowed it then you know what happened after that." "Yeah, I laughed. I sure do. I see it all over your face and chest. You need a shower." "Yeah I know. You gonna come in with me?" "Only if I can suck you off in there." I said. He just smiled and grinned evilly. I will take that as a yes. "Did you enjoy my special present I gave you?" "You mean the rimming? It was totally awesome and... you shocked me so much!" "Yeah I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it and then I got so into what I was doing it just happened." "It was great I almost didn't let you Brad I mean it would have been totally embarrassing even for me if I wasn't clean back there. At least I hope I was." "Let's just say it was okay but if I do it again it will be right after or during a shower." "Awww man I'm sorry." I said feeling totally embarrassed. "No Dyl please man don't feel bad it's okay honest. If it wasn't good back there I wouldn't have done it. Honest! It's just that I think it's an awesome thing to do but better right after a shower. You weren't bad at all Dyl so don't worry." "Okay I just know how special some things are and the last thing I wanted was for you to have to deal with... well you know I don't even want to say it." "Yeah...I know. Now come on man I smell like cum let's go wash." We went to the door and I cracked it open. The coast was clear and we both ran down the hall totally naked and into the bathroom. I shut the bathroom door as he started the shower water. This will be just as much fun! We got in and he got under the water first. After he rinsed he grabbed the soap and washed the cum off himself and then I took the soap and washed his back and slid a soapy hand in between his ass cheeks and cleaned it well. After all I am gonna pay him back the same way and I don't need any more embarrassment today either way. He took the soap and did the same for me. His soapy hand between my ass cheeks felt awesome and started to make me hard again. I turned and he ran his soapy hand over my cock and balls and washed me. It felt really weird as he washed my balls that way but a good weird. I did the same to him and he almost jumped from my touch. I guess it tickled or something. His nads really feel awesome in my hands too. I love how he feels when I get to touch all of him. I rinsed him off with the shower massager head and then got on my knees. I took his wet cock into my mouth and began to suck on it for all it was worth. Almost immediately he let out a gasp and then a soft moan as I started sucking with as much force as I could. My hands found his ass and I started playing with his butt hole as I continued to suck him off. "Oh man that feels so good I don't know how much longer I can last." I stopped. "Turn around." I commanded. He knew what was coming. I spread his cheeks as best as I could and he reached back to help me hold them apart. I stuck my tongue in and began licking all of his cute pink butt hole. It smelled like Dove soap and was really awesome to play with as I flicked my tongue across it over and over. Not one to hold back he began moaning quietly but still moaning at what I was doing. Then he squirmed a bit as I tried to bury my tongue as deep into him as I could. "Ahhhhhh man that is sooooo awesome!!!" he said. I reached around and started to jerk off his softening cock as my tongue continued to play with his hole. I stopped for a second and wanted to see what he would do as I stuck my finger in just a little. So far he didn't say a thing. I licked it again and then went back for another shot with my finger and pushed a little this time getting about half my index finger into his hole. I moved it around and he let out a loud moan. "Oh man I don't know what you are doing but fuck that feels so good." He was using the wall to steady himself now as I soaped my finger up and began to slide it in and out of his hole. Each time he commented some way with either a moan or some sort of noise. It was to the point were I was in all the way now and this was totally new to me. I wiggled it around inside of him and he went weak in the knees for a second. I sped it up and again he moaned. I felt around front and he was rock hard and I had an idea. "Turn to me." He turned around. I started to suck him and put my finger back in his ass. "Ahhhhhh I can't take it its too powerful! He said. Not that I let that stop me, matter of fact it just made me go harder. Almost immediately I started to taste him. I sped up my assault on his butt hole and started sucking harder and with more suction. As much as I had! He fell back against the wall of the shower and grew totally quiet, almost like he was out of it. A few seconds later he let out a pretty loud gasp and began filling my mouth with his juices. He shot like he never did before as I pulled my finger out of his ass. It was amazing. He came three times in my mouth before I pulled off him so I wouldn't choke and twice more he came with each shot just missing me as it hit the shower curtain. After that he immediately went weak in the knees and luckily I was strong enough to hold him up. His eyes were tightly shut as he must have been experiencing a very strong orgasm to go limp like that. He was breathing fast and belly was going in and out really fast. Finally he came back and opened his eyes and looked down at me as he regained his leg strength. "OH MY GOD!" was all he said three times. Finally he cleared his throat and spoke something else. "Wholly shit man that was totally amazing! It felt like an explosion in my head. When you shoved that finger in my ass and sucked on me I thought I was gonna die. I never felt anything like that before but if you can do that for me again you can stick your arm in there." "Ewwww!" I said then I laughed. So did he. "You know what I mean Dyl." "I know that if I didn't hold you up you would have fallen over." "Yeah thanks you probably helped more then you know. You held me so I could enjoy it more and probably stopped me from falling in the shower or maybe even ruining the feeling. Next time we do that I want to be laying down so I can totally relax!" "Next time?" I said. "Oh yeah! I don't care what I have to do to pay you back! Dyl you have to do that to me again and soon. Please, please and PLEASE! I will do anything for you if you give me that feeling again!" "Okay, okay I got ya. Sheesh!" That was the end of that conversation as we finished up and got out just as the water started to turn cooler. We dried off and I played with his nads as he bent over to dry his lower body. They were hanging really low and I couldn't help myself. I love to gently squeeze them. He let out a little yelp and then just let me do what I wanted. I guess I scared him at first. Finally we were done and we checked the hall again and snuck back to out rooms this time. We got dressed and met back in the hall almost at the same time. "Wow Dyl that was some fun!" "Yeah it was an awesome present that's for sure!" Max came walking down the hall and looked at us. "It sounded like you two were having a really good time in there you were both loud enough, good thing Phil was downstairs. Not saying you would get in trouble but that could have been really embarrassing to hear if he came by." We looked at each other and then at him. "Too bad you missed that. I said to him. You might be straight Max but I swear there was enough pleasure in there to turn a straight guy gay!" We all laughed. "I don't know guys; it sure sounded like someone was exploding with joy as I walked past a few times." "A few times? I said. Max are you turning to our side?" I jokingly asked as I looked at Brad. We both had grins on our faces like we knew what was coming next. "I don't think so Dyl. I will never judge either of you for what you like but I just want to know one thing." "Sure you can ask anything." I said. "I'm not even sure how to put this but...honestly guys is it that good?" We looked at each other. Then I looked at him. "The only thing I can tell you Max is you have to feel it to know. I mean I am sure Lisa does good by you but until you... well do you really want to know?" "Go on say it. I don't care Dyl." "Okay Max... until you have had your cock sucked by a guy you will never know." He just nodded and turned a little red with embarrassment I think. He shook his head and walked away. I looked at Brad; he just started laughing as soon as Max was out of ear shot. We went into a room and shut the door so he wouldn't hear us laugh. "That was priceless Dyl! I thought you had him for a second." "I wish I had him for a second!" Brad continued to laugh. "You know for a second I swear he was ready to take his cock out for us." "That would have been so sweet!" Brad said. "You have no idea!" I added. "Huh?" "Brad have you ever seen him naked?" "No why have you?" "Yeah like a few times maybe four or five?" "No! Are you serious? I feel so cheated!" "Sorry but before you got here I caught him naked a few times. He would never let me get really close but I have seen plenty!" "I feel sooooo cheated now!" I laughed. "Sorry but that is his choice bud, I don't have any say so in what he shows off or when he does it." "I feel so cheated!" he said again. I just laughed as we left the room we went into. We continued to talk about it in a quiet tone. "Do you think he will ever show off again?" "Don't know Brad," "Do you think he could be gay?" "Not gay but I definitely think he is curious and that can make things interesting." "How so?" "Think about it. If you were curious about something would you stop before you got your answer?" "I guess not. Brad said. What do you mean stop?" I stopped walking and looked at Brad. "Well look, he has always been with Lisa as long as I have been here. He showed off to me a few times but never let me get close enough to see him well but I saw enough to know what he has and since you got here he hasn't said anything to me about gay stuff until now. Then he hears us in there and asked that kind of question. Come on Brad, he has to be curious on some level. If he wasn't he wouldn't ask a gay question like that or at least something that personal. Do you think he would?" "I don't know what to think. I'm still stuck on you seeing him naked." I pushed him and he laughed. Brad isn't stupid but sometimes he is a little slow to react to things. Matter of fact he is pretty freaking smart and sometimes he makes me feel stupid. "I still love you though Bradley even if you don't really get this." He stopped and looked at me. I was waiting to get hit or something. He moved in closer to me. He got right in my face and pressed his lips to mine. We kissed for a second and then he pulled away. "I love you too Jacob Dylan and I don't know what I would do without you. I will never forget that you saved my life, never!" I smiled at him he just made my day. "I was just there Brad, I didn't do much you know that." "I know what I know JD and what I want you to know is just what I said! If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here!" I gave him a huge hug. We broke it after a few seconds... "And besides no one makes me feel like you do!" he added. I felt pretty proud at the moment thanks to him. "Thanks lover. You rock my world too sometimes." He smiled at me. "Okay enough of this mushy stuff before we get stupid here!" I said. We headed back to my room and both jumped on my bed. We lay next to each other on my pillows and I put the TV on. We talked for a while about how things were in the house and how he was feeling over all about living here. Of course my celebrating one year brought most of this up from him. We talked about a lot of stuff and he asked me how I felt now that he has been a year and if I was comfortable yet. I'll explain as we go along. Anyway... eventually he got quiet right next to me on the bed only inches away from me and drifted off to sleep. I think this is a good time to tell you his story... well as much as I know... It was the middle of April about six months ago and I was finally feeling pretty good after finally starting to feel like my room was really mine and no one was coming to take me away any longer. I had nightmares about that a lot and woke up having worked up a big sweat often and a few times even in tears scared to death that this was only a dream and it was going to end and I would be back home in the run down hole again. So as I said it was morning and I was on the way to the diner like I did most mornings before I took my tutoring class. I looked down towards my old hiding spot and I thought I saw something. It was about 7:30am as I remember it. Sometimes when I got the need to I would walk down and look back up where I first hid. The box is still there all though its pretty beat up now. I could have gotten rid of it a few times but I always want something to remind me of what used to be. Now that I have everything I ever wanted I never want to forget where I came from. So anyway I took a stroll down to the box and I looked closely and something caught my eye. I snaked my way up to it not sure what I was looking at and knowing not too many people if anyone at all knew about the hiding spot I made. I got to the box and saw two legs and feet sticking out of it. At first I was scared. I thought someone killed someone and shoved them in there. Then I thought about it and calmed down enough to realize that someone was sleeping in there. I didn't want to scare the shit out of them but I didn't know of any other way to check on them. Ever so gently I grabbed a leg and shook it. The person inside jumped and yelled out please don't hurt me. He scrambled for some kind of leverage so he could see who touched him. I stood back just in case something happened since I didn't know what to expect. Finally after a few seconds out pops this dirty and very scared looking boy. His clothes are a little torn, extremely dirty and on the tattered side. He looked at me and my heart just melted. Even through the dirt I could see the cuteness of his face. His brown eyes and hair stood out through his dirt streaked face and my heart sank as he pleaded with me not to hurt him. Relax, relax I said to him several times before he calmed enough to realize he wasn't going to get hurt. "Hi." I said to him. He looked at me. "Hi." He said back. "I'm JD." I said as I stuck out my hand to greet him. He looked at me and did nothing for a few seconds. Slowly he reached out his hand... hesitantly if anything he took mine and shook it. "My name is Bradley." "Nice to meet you Bradley. I put this box here quiet a while ago when I was looking for a place to stay. It's pretty shot now but I guess it still works I see." "Yeah... he said. It worked okay last night for me. Sorry if I stole your box JD I can leave now if you want just don't get me in trouble please I beg you." As I looked closer I saw bruises on him and my heart once again sank. It was easy to tell why he was a runaway now. "Look Brad I am not going to do anything to hurt you. I want to help you if you let me." "I...I...I really don't know... this is all I have right now and I am hungry and scared." I moved a few steps closer to him. "You can trust me Brad. I promise no one will ever hurt you again." "You really mean it?" "I swear it!" I stuck out my hand for him to take it and as we shook I helped him up and I saw the bruises on his arm. "You look pretty beat up. Can I help you with that at all?" He immediately pulled back his arm in shame. "No, no, NO! I don't need help with that!" "Easy, take it easy I promised you that you are safe now and I mean it but you have to let me help you. You have to trust me just a little, please!!" "How are you gonna help me?" "How about we start with some food? This place right over here, they serve good food and I want you to come in with me." "No, no I can't do that. I don't want anyone seeing me like this." "Stand up straight for me." I said since he was hunched over some. He stood up. I was gaining in the trust department or he was just super hungry. He wasn't all that bad and I am sure Eileen can find us a private spot in a corner. "Tell you what Brad. Give me a minute and I will be right back I promise! I am just going inside to get us a private spot okay?" "Honest? You aren't going to call the cops are you?" "No I swear I am not going to let anyone or even them hurt you okay?" "Well okay I am gonna hold you to that." "Great, stay here I am gonna be right back." I ran down to the diner and inside I found Eileen. I explained what I knew to her and she told me she had an idea. "Bring him in the back honey, she said. You can eat with him in the office. Phil won't care besides you are family no one is gonna tell you different." I smiled at her and gave her our order to start to make for us. "Thanks Eileen you're the best!" I ran back out and over to him. "I have a plan but you have to trust me okay?" "I guess so." "We are gonna go in the back and eat in private." "Really you can do that?" "Yes, now please come with me Brad." We walked down the side and to the back of the diner. Eileen already had the door open for me and I walked in practically pulling Brad with me. He went along just hesitantly and that is an understatement! We went straight into the office and Eileen popped her head in a few minutes later. She said hi to Brad. He looked at her and said hi back. Then she left to get the food. "Who was that?" "Eileen, she is gonna feed us." "Good I am so hungry; I haven't eaten in three days." "I know the feeling Brad and I promise as long as you trust me it won't ever happen again." We ate and boy did he eat and when we were done we went and thanked Eileen and headed back to the box after I told Eileen to keep this quiet for now. She agreed. He got what he wanted from the box and now it was time to tell Phillip what was going on. He was gonna be so happy I saved another boy I just know it! I explained everything to Brad and went inside while he waited for me outside. I found Phillip and told him everything I knew and I thought he was gonna cry after I finished. "Where is he love? Take me too him right away." He followed me outside and he stopped cold when he saw the boy and how badly he looked. Slowly he approached Brad and Brad backed up a step before I went over to him and told him it was okay. "Well at least you got him fed," he said to me. They shook hands and Phillip began to talk to Brad and explain things to him cautiously and with great care in his voice. Brad looked at me several times for reassurance and finally he agreed to come inside. "Dylan take Brad up and help him with a shower. I am gonna go get some clothes for him and I'll be back in about a half hour." "Okay Phil. I looked at Brad. Follow me." I headed to the steps and he followed. I took him to my room. "Is this really happening JD? Am I really gonna get a hot shower and clean clothes from him?" "Yes and more if you stay. I promise that!" He finally smiled at me. "I'm gonna give you some privacy. Take off your clothes and put them in this corner and put this on. I handed him shorts. When you are ready come out and I will bring you down to the bathroom." I turned to go. "Wait please don't leave me." Brad begged. "But don't you want privacy to change?" "No its okay I want you to stay." Well I wasn't expecting a show but I agreed to stay. Brad took off his shirt and when he turned around I couldn't tell if it was dirt or bruises. As I took a closer look I saw it was bruises and a nasty cut on the upper part of his middle back. Thankfully I didn't see blood so far. I cringed when I saw the cut though. He lowered his pants and his filthy stained underwear showed me how long he has probably been in them. Below that were more bruises on his lower legs and a big one on his right calf. This kid was beaten horribly one time. He lowered his underwear and I saw his ass. At least there wasn't any blood so far! It was very cute but this was no time to enjoy anything sexual. He took his time putting on the shorts. He never turned to me so all I saw was ass. After he pulled them up he turned and looked at me. "How bad did it look?" he asked. "It wasn't pretty." "Yeah I didn't think it would be." "When you are ready I will be here for you if you ever want to tell me what happened." "Thanks, when I am ready I will I promise. You're really nice JD thanks. I owe you so much already." "Don't worry about it you don't owe me anything. Let's get you a nice warm shower." I took him down the hall and led him to the bathroom. "You don't need me in there so when you are done give me a yell. I'll be down the hall." "Thanks JD but you can come in if you want I trust you." "Thanks but I am gonna wait out here it's probably a good idea." "Okay, thanks I just wanted to offer." I smiled at him and then he went into the bathroom. A few minutes later the water started and I turned to walk away. I got a few feet away and I heard him yell out so I ran and opened the door and poked my head in. "Is everything okay?" "Yeah sorry the water hit a cut on my back and it stung." "Okay. I'll be out here when you are ready." I went to shut the door. "JD?" "Yeah?" "I know I might be asking a lot but would you wash my back for me?" "Sure but I really don't want to get wet or get any soap in that cut but if you really need me to I guess I could." "Thanks. Let me get wet for a little bit and I'll call you back in." "Sure." I went back outside and he did his thing. Guess I am gonna see more cute ass again shortly. At least it will be cleaner this time I thought to myself. He yelled for me a few minutes later and I went back in. the room smelled of soap now as I pulled back the shower curtain. He still had his back to me for whatever reason. He turned slightly and handed me the bar of soap. "Sorry but I hope you don't mind my back to you but I am kinda shy around others." "It's cool; at least you have the nerve to say it. Some guys are so bad they can't even let anyone see them." "Really, that sucks! I don't have that problem thankfully but I have to get more... I guess more comfortable before I can..." "Its okay Brad, please you don't have to explain, I'm a little embarrassed too." He smiled trying to cover his shame. "Move closer so I can wash your back." He got closer to me and I got a good look at his cut. "Man that doesn't look that good Brad I think you might need to see someone about that cut." "NO, no doctors please JD... please I don't trust them." "Calm down Brad. Relax man you are safe remember. No one is gonna hurt you but if we don't fix your back properly it might get infected or worse and bud I just met you I don't want you getting sick on me okay?" As we were talking I was washing his back slowly, running the bar of soap up and down it but not near the cut. I got to his ass a few times and stopped short of his butt cheeks. "Thanks for trying to help me JD but let me think about the doctor okay?" "Sure just not too long please?" "Sure. How's my back?" "It's as clean as I can get without scrubbing it." "Ya know I might have said something before and it didn't come out right." "Oh, what was that Brad?" "It's not easy to talk about yet but... when I mentioned that I was shy..." "Look Brad its okay I understand where you are coming from I was too, still am a little I guess." "Really? You mean it's not just me? Wow!" Here I am standing in the bathroom at a shower that is running with a naked boy in front of me talking about being shy? How weird is that?" "Nah its not you I swear. Lots of guys have some problem with showing themselves off below the waist. Believe me!" "How do you know this JD?" "Let's just say after living on the streets for a while you get to learn what other young guys fear and sometimes you put your fears aside to make money at any cost. You might not get what I mean but I learned a while ago that showing off your dick no matter how scared you are will always make you enough money for a meal." "You lived on the streets? You showed off yourself to others? And you got paid for it??? WOW!" He turned and looked at me. Suddenly his fear of whatever was stopping him from turning around was gone. For the moment at least, I didn't get to see much just a quick glance at his cock as it dangled...JUST for a moment before he realized what he did. He quickly turned away from me even after what we just talked about. There was no doubt he was either shy or still scared to show off his manhood. He stood there silently for a good thirty seconds. Suddenly it hit me that I was standing in front of a naked boy and he was embarrassed so I let go of the shower curtain to give him total privacy. "I'm gonna go now Brad. When you are done call for me. You have everything you need out here to get dressed when you are done." I left without him saying another word. I didn't have much thought about his actions as I walked back to my room. I sat on my bed and put the TV on and started to watch a show. About ten minutes later there was a knocked on my door. Guess he remembered where I was. "Come in." It was him just as I figured. Only he was still dressed in a towel. "Hi. I said to him. How come you aren't dressed yet?" "I don't really know why I didn't get dressed before I left the bathroom. Maybe I might have been thinking about what you said to me before I... I think I chased you away." "I didn't ..." I tried to say to him... "No please let me finish JD." (Now just reminding everyone this is still how the first day went when I met Brad six months ago. We will get back to reality after this but I just wanted to remind anyone who might be confused that this is not current it's the past.) "Okay sorry Brad go on and finish." "I want to tell you about what happened to me. I want to tell you everything about me. I just don't know how much I can say or what I can get out before I lose it. I am sure Philip is a super guy and he will do anything to take care of me but you found me JD, you showed me that you cared by feeding me and taking me here so no matter what happens I will always respect you and I wanted to tell you that before I couldn't get the words out because I got scared to say them or felt uncomfortable saying this to another guy. I know you said Phillip will take care of me just like he is taking care of you but no matter what you are my hero." I didn't know what to say he made me feel proud and totally embarrassed me at the same time with his words. "Thanks Brad." He looked at me and a tear rolled down his face. "Now before Phillip comes back there is one more thing I want to do while I have the balls to do it." "Sure, go right ahead and do or say whatever you need to." I said. He turned and locked my door. I was totally confused at where he was going with this now. "I want to tell you that I thought about what you said to me in the shower and I am not sure if this is the right thing to do but I have to do this. When I get my nerve up I have to do this or I might never do it. I have to tell you first that I heard every word you said to me in the shower and as embarrassed as I was having you wash my back and stand there seeing me naked and bruised I felt about two inches tall. Somehow I got through it and you helped more then you probably know." He had my full attention now. "So after thinking about everything you told me I realized we aren't that different other then maybe age and a few things. I don't mean to embarrass you with what I am going to do and if I do I am sorry and I hope you forgive me so please don't get mad even if this is more for me then for you." "Okay I guess Brad. I am confused but I am here for you no matter what. So what is such a big deal?" "This is JD." He grabbed the towel and pulled it away from his lower body exposing himself totally to me. He stood about five feet from me. Other then the marks and bruises which were plenty he was beautiful. He immediately turned a shade of red as he dropped the towel on the floor in front of me and took three steps forward to me. I felt confused but not embarrassed as I looked him over from head to toe. Wow! I thought to myself. What a beautiful boy!! "What do you think JD?" "Wow! You are a fine looking guy and the first person to ever totally strip in front of me. Funny thing is I don't feel embarrassed one bit. You are awesome looking Brad." His red cheeks smiled at me. "There is one more thing JD." "You already have my total attention Brad what else can there be?" "Since I have gone this far I can't go back now so I have to say what is on my mind okay?" "Sure..." I didn't know what else to say... I was totally speechless. "I think I am gay JD. When I look at girls they look nice but when I see a guy I want to stare. Does that make me a freak?" "No I don't think so Brad." He continued to stand three feet from me totally naked and flaccid. I wasn't sure where to look anymore. His soft cock was staring me in the face all four or so inches of it but I wanted to show him I was paying attention to him and not his hot tool two feet from my face. This was a pleasant problem to have, that's for sure. "How can you be so sure, look at me...I am standing totally naked in front of you talking about being gay! How can I not be a freak?" A few tears rolled down his face. "How do you think I got these bruises JD? I wasn't in a fight I told my father the same thing I told you and he beat me. He told me he wasn't gonna have a gay son and he would beat the gayness out of me even if it killed me!" I stood up as fast as I could to try and comfort him as the tears became free flowing now. He put his head on my shoulder and wept harder. "I am a freak aren't I JD its okay you can tell me I can take it now just tell me the truth!" he said as he pulled away from me. "Calm down Brad. Come on dude its okay. I swear you aren't a freak honest!" He hugged me again and stopped crying. He broke away from me and wiped his face. "How can you be so sure of that?" "Because I know Brad, I am gay. I know exactly what you are feeling inside. Scared, afraid to say anything to anyone about it because you think you will be alone and no one will like you ever again." I took him by the shoulders placing one hand on each. "I know what you mean! I have felt that way too! I swear Brad it will be okay!" He hugged me again. Tightly! Finally he broke our embrace and he looked at me. "You are gay JD? Wow that is neat." "Yeah I am gay now why don't you put on some clothes before I can't take looking at you anymore and grab that thing." He started laughing. He laughed loud and hard. I can imagine the pressure was off now and he finally felt like a person again. He grabbed his shorts and put them on. He was no longer naked. He looked at me. "Feel better now?" He nodded yes. "Good now put on your shirt and next time you feel like undressing let me know so I can join you and we can have fun instead of crying!" "You want to have fun with me?" "Since you were honest now I will be okay?" "Sure." "It took almost everything I had inside me not to grab you by the cock and start blowing you." He smiled at me. "Really? KEWL! You really are gay!" "Yes I know I already said that." He laughed again. "I really like you JD. More then I think I have ever liked anyone else in my life so far. You are really great to be around." "Gee thanks and it's been two hours. Just wait, I laughed it can only get better." He didn't quite get what I meant but it was just a few hours since we met and he ate and cleaned up. Quite nicely might I add! Just then the door slammed shut downstairs and Phillip yelled he was home, not that anyone couldn't tell from all the noise he made. We headed downstairs together. We got to the bottom and Brad looked at Phil. "Why you clean up nicely boy. You look good but have you been crying?" Phil looked at me. I nodded yes to him. Brad had his back to me so he couldn't see me. Phil looked at him again. "Bradley are you okay?" "Yes sir." I cringed he said sir. "I am glad to hear but I have a rule in this house..." Here we go I said to myself! "I kinda figured there were rules sir." He did it again. AHHHH! "Yes well. He looked at me and I was doing my best not to laugh. He looked back at Brad. FIRST RULE!!! NO CALLING ME SIR!" That did it I lost it and bust out laughing. Phillip leaned around Brad and gently smacked me in the head which just made me laugh harder. "Ignore him Bradley he is just being foolish." "He might be laughing Phillip but he is my best friend in this whole world!" I stopped laughing when he said that and Phillip looked at him and then at me. "Wow that is quite a lot to say of someone you have known for a few hours." "Yes I know but a lot has happened since you left and I think JD is the best." "Yes well I like him too if that helps. He looked at me and I just shrugged my shoulders. Anyway over there on the floor are things for you. Go take a look." He turned around and looked at six different bags of stuff on the floor and his face just lit up like a kid on Christmas morning. "Wholly crap!" he said. I looked at Phil and we started laughing as he went over to see what he had. He started pulling things out of bags one after another and it was a site for sore eyes to watch him look at everything he now owned from those bags. "Wow! This is amazing!" He got up and looked at Phil. "JD might be my best friend but Phil you are Santa!" He went to him and gave him a huge hug as we both laughed at his comment. "So what do you think Brad?" I asked. "I think I am in heaven. When I was out yesterday looking for something to eat as my belly made all kinds of noises the last thing I ever would have thought was that today I would be enjoying stuff like this. I was alone and out there for four days. Three of them hungry after my money ran out when I left home. I had twenty bucks and it went really fast between taking a bus to get out of there and having a good meal. I didn't think about it until it was gone." "Well none of that matters now my boy. You can stay as long as you want and you will never be hungry again." That was how the first morning went when I found Bradley six months ago. There is more to it then that but for now I think that is enough to tell. Besides when I think about what he told me about his father it almost hurts too much to share. I'll get to it eventually but for now I think that says a lot. We sure have come a long way since that day and Brad has changed some too. He has become a little more secure with himself even if he still has bad dreams about his father beating him. They have gotten less and less since that day but he took those beating for two weeks before he got the nerve to finally leave his house. Two weeks of his father trying to beat the "Gayness out of him" as he put it. We finally did get him to see that doctor and it wasn't that bad of a cut and all of his bruises are gone now but the scars are still there in many places. Especially in his heart. I have seen them up close and personal and we will talk about it again soon. For now lets just say that I have had the privilege and freedom to run my hand over every inch of those nasty scars on his body since he loves me enough to share himself with me anytime I ask or if he is just in the mood for it. Things are better but its long from over in his mind I think. He talks more about his mom then his father when he talks about them at all, but apparently she was too scared to say anything or protect him. I think he misses her but that is his choice. He doesn't say much about them but when he does it's always her he mentions. That's how it began a long six months ago and right now he is sleeping next to me and I am going back to watching this baseball game on TV. Now that I have told some of what has happened to my lover and best friend in this whole world. It's about 7:30pm now and I was trying to keep it down so I don't wake sleeping beauty next to me. I get into these games really deep sometimes I just love the sport so much. He has been moving around a lot in the past few minutes and it is enough to take me away from the game and watch him some now. I think he is having a bad dream or something because he is becoming more and more uneasy as he sleeps next to me on my bed. Finally I focused back on the TV screen as there was a nice hit up the middle by one of the players. We were finally winning now 2-1 even though it was still early in the game. I hated to be behind not that I had much say in the outcome of the game. Suddenly he sat up and looked terrified. Out of no where he just started mumbling. From what looked like a solid sound sleep once again he shot up and had the fear of death in his face. I grabbed him by the shoulder as his arms were flailing around and he jumped and yelled out. Then he realized where he was and he hugged the stuffing out of me and began to cry. I just held him tightly as he wept. This was the worst one I had seen in the past six months he was here. He has had these before but he was never this loud or wild. This is mostly why he sleeps with me. When he is alone in his bed things are worse although he has gone a good week in his own bed without having any problems. I am starting to worry whether he needs to see a doctor about this. I want to talk to Phillip but he begs me not to say anything every time he has one. I don't know if I can deal with it much longer though. I held him and started to talk to him quietly. "It's okay now Brad, I am here and no one else is. Calm down guy. You are safe." Finally he gained his senses and surroundings and calmed enough to talk to me. "It was horrible Dyl, my father was beating me with his belt and he threw boiling water all over my naked body and I screamed and jumped..." That was all he said as he hugged me again. The image he set in my mind was horrible even if that was one thing that bastard never did to him. Horrible!! Finally he calmed enough to catch his breath and wipe his face. I handed him the box of tissues I kept next to the bed for these times. Sadly there were more then I wanted there to be. More lately too! I don't know what to do and I have asked Brad about telling Phillip but when I do he almost gets hysterical and begs me not to. I don't feel right holding all this in but I guess for now I will. I just don't know how much longer I can do it after all I am just a kid even if I am 15 its not easy dealing with that kind of pain from someone you love all by your self. "You okay now love?" "I think so. Sorry Dyl that was a bad one. I didn't mean to upset you so much." "I am just worried about you very, very much!!" I said as I brushed the hair back off his sweaty forehead. "I love you Bradley and you scare me every time you have a bad dream like this. We have to do something about it soon." "Please Dyl. Just a little more, a little longer maybe it will get better. Please?" "Sure. A little longer." That's only the fifth time I agreed to that request from him. He sat with me and watched the game. He was into baseball almost as much as me but I was hard core. He just liked the game. I got back against the headstand of my bed and propped up some pillows and leaned back. Brad got between my legs and leaned back on me. We do this all the time. I rub his back and shoulders and it calms him down after something like this happens. And of course sometimes it leads to other things... but usually it's just me taking care of my sweetie and nothing more happens. I pulled his shirt off and was running my hands over his chest and playing with a nipple at the moment. I could see a little stretching of his shorts now from my touch. At least he was calm now and watching the game with me like I loved to do! "That feels so awesome Dyl!" "I know I can see how awesome it is by the lump in your shorts." He giggled and grabbed it. "You know you can always have some of this anytime you want after all you made it this way by rubbing my back and playing with my nips!" I laughed. "Not now as much as I would love a piece of you I want to see the game." "Yeah I know me too." He grew quiet and we watched the game for a few more innings in almost total silence. Phil came up and knocked on my door about an hour after Brad's panic attack. "Come in." I said. "Hey boys. I just wanted to tell you that chef is gone and if you want anything the diner is closing in ten minutes." "Thanks Phil but I ate plenty of my cake and dinner was awesome. I don't think I can eat anymore till morning." "How about you Brad?" "I'm good Phil thanks for everything. That I pod is awesome!" Phil smiled and walked in a little more towards the bed. "Everything okay in here boys? I mean I see you two are comfortable and quite settled in bed and all but something is wrong I can just sense it." He was good at that. He said that to us before but Brad always shushed me quiet. "I think... Brad elbowed me as I began to speak... that everything is fine Phil. Thanks for asking though." He isn't dumb he saw what Brad did and when we are alone later or tomorrow he is gonna ask me what that was about I just know it. Maybe this time I will tell him even if I upset Brad. It's starting to get to me. I don't know how much more I can take alone! "Okay boys I am here if you need me." "Thanks." We both said. He shut the door. "Dyl you promised!" I had both hands on his chest. I grabbed both nipples but didn't squeeze. "Do I have your attention?" "Yes just don't pull or squeeze them too hard please!" "Good. Now hear me out! I don't know how much more I can handle of your bad dreams. I love you so much Brad but its starting to make me nuts in the head!" "Just a little more time please Dyl? PLEASE FOR ME?" I didn't answer him but I let go of his nips and watched the game. A commercial came on and I told him to get up I had to pee. I headed for the door. "Dyl... please?" I looked at him and didn't answer, he wasn't sure what I was gonna do but I think deep down inside he knows I can't take much more of his nightmares alone. To be continued... dwednomail@hotmail.com or www.paddedroom.us