Date: Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:24:22 -0700 From: ECMUNSE.FALLS@netscape.com Subject: Finding Love Chapter 2 All disclaimers apply Chapter 2 - Finding a Name -From Chapter 1- "You ok kid?" I ask with compassion in my voice "Y-yes, thank you." he says not looking me in the eyes "I'm Leon, what's your name?" "I already said thanks, what more do you want?!" He tears up some and runs out of the bathroom. I chase after him but, he evades me. Damn it, I think to myself, I let him slip through my fingers. -Chapter 2- Well I didn't see my golden boy any after that. I told him I was helping him and he snapped at me..... Sigh After that little episode, school just bored me. When the bell rang I ran for the bus, no reason to stick around here. It was a quiet bus ride, not to many kids in my area.The kid kept coming back to my mind. I wanted to know everything I could about him, not sure that I believe in "Love at First Sight" but, in this case I'll make an exception. He just..I don't know...made me feel good and that was just from look at him. But when I was so close to him in the bathroom, I felt whole. I've been looking for love a long time, I hope with him I can find it. I walked in the door and Mom bombarded me with questions about the day. I answered them as fast as I could and went upstairs to my room. I put in a Coldplay CD and drifted off to sleep. I dreamed: He was in my arms. We were slowly swaying back and forth; our foreheads touching. I lean forward and lightly kiss him. He kisses me in return, his tongue slipping into my mouth. I close my eyes and kiss him deeper. My hands wandering up his shirt and rubbing his chest. His had wandered downwards and into the front of my jeans, into my boxers, and onto my dick. He slowly rubs my head. He stops kissing me for a second and whispers in my ear, "Open your eyes, Open them". I open my eyes to a dark room and sticky underwear. God, don't you hate wet dreams! I mean they're good until they end and you got a mess to clean up. It's five a.m. so I get up and head to the shower (God knows I needed to get clean). I throw my underwear into the hamper and jump in the shower. I turn the water on and get blasted with ice cold water "Ah! Shit, that is cold!" I wash around my dick getting all the cum washed away. I don't usually have wet dreams, I mean, I jack off to much to have them. I fell asleep around four p.m. and slept till five a.m. I got out of the shower and get ready for school, I don't usually eat breakfast since, most of the time, I only have a few minutes till the bus. This morning I had time to make myself a few pancakes (My parents don't usually get up till later). I got on the bus and slept (not sure how) the route to school. I walk into school and sit down against a wall and just watch people walk by. We have everyone in this school. Goths, Punks, Rednecks, Jocks, Preps, etc. (LGBT even but, they aren't as noticeable and fall into the other groups) I don't really have a group, over the years I got to know a lot of these people. A girl sits down beside me; Nina Francis. "Leon, how are you? I wasn't here yesterday but, I guess I didn't miss much right?" She wasn't really looking at me but, off into the distance somewhere. "Nah nothing much, had an interesting run in with an eighth grader and some rednecks but, other than that no, nothing much. "What happened?" She says "Shane and his little gang were calling this kid a fag, well I tricked Shane into letting the kid go with me." "You like him don't you?" She says "Yea...I do." "Is he gay?" She says, looking at me now "I don't know but, from the way he acted, I think so" "Find out then, maybe you'll finally find what you want" She says smiling at me With that the bell rings and we go off to first period, Mr. Morrison had us doing a pretest to see what we knew, Wasn't difficult but, I knew I had gotten a few wrong. Next period, Mrs. Pipe "Well as I started yesterday we will be starting this year off with atoms. Who can tell me the three basic particles of an atom?" She looked right at me "Electron, Neutron, and Proton, Ma'am" "How do you know how many Electrons are in an atom then?" She says asking me again "The number of electrons are equal to the number of protons" "Very good, Leon" , She smiles at me and starts writing notes on the board.I'm not sure what he smile was for. The rest of class was slow and tedious, a complete and utter bore. Don't get me wrong, I personally like school but, it can be very boring. The bell rang for lunch. I wasn't all that hungry so I just hung out upstairs. I was hearing some crying from the bathroom, I walk in to find a very disturbing site. The boy I saved...with a gun to his head. His eyes are closed and he's pulling back the hammer. "What do you think you're doing..." I say softly "Huh..", He opens his eyes, "Oh, you..thank you for helping me yesterday but, I have to go.." he has tears steaming down his face "No, no you don't, just put the gun down" I take a step closer to him "Yes, I do, you saw yesterday, that will just keep happening! I am a fag, damn it! Damn it...." His finger goes to the trigger "I will help you, ok? You aren't alone here, just drop it" I get even closer, the tone of my voice changed ever so slightly from compassion to something of longing "You...I..." He drops the gun and hits his knees, crying I walk over and wrap my arms around him, just rocking him slowly. I grab the gun and stuff it into my pocket. As soon as he was able to stand, we walked down stairs him hugging me all the way. We walk into the office going towards Mrs. Gears room, she's the guidance counselor. We walk in and she looks a little shocked "Noah!?...and you are?" She looks at me "I'm Leon, Ma'am" I pull the gun out of my pocket and put it on the table, "He was going to use this on himself...I couldn't have him do that" "Noah..Why?" She looks at him He just looks down at his feet "Oh, I see. Leon, you know the reason?" "Yes Ma'am, I know that feeling.." Noah looks at me with a bit of surprise. I guess he didn't understand when I said,"You aren't alone here". I smile at him, still clinging to me. "Oh..you're...gay to then?" She says looking at me, with some like...planning in her eyes. "Yes" "Well, if you helped Noah, I'm thinking you have a crush on him?" She says with a smile "Er...yes" I kinda fidget, Noah is just looking up at me "Well then, maybe you should watch after him then, you seem to be doing well.", I smile at her and agree. I go out and she talks to Noah in private. He comes out and we walk out of the office. As we walk down the hallway he grabs my hand tight. I look down at him and he just smiles. This is gonna be an interesting year. ----End of Chapter 2----- Thank all of you that commented on chapter 1. I would have liked to have e-mailed you back but, I seem to be having a computer problem, I think I have it fixed and will respond this time around, thank you Send comments to ecmunse.falls@netscape.com