Date: Sat, 17 Aug 2002 21:48:28 +0000 From: N D Subject: Finding Support in Each Other chapter 1 FIRST THINGS FIRST: Hey everyone...my name is ND. I have a few stories over in the boy-bands directory of nifty ("Nick and Ashley" and "Josh's Heart") but I had some good motivation for a story that didn't involved celebrities so I decided to put it down. This is all based on a true story actually but the names have been changed to protect people. If you like it please email me and tell me at pytn18@hotmail.com "Finding Support In Each Other"-Chapter 1 I stood in the same driveway that I had spent so much time of my childhood in. The deja vu feelings flooded my head but something was different this time. Ryan was gone. My name is Josh. I grew up with three of the best friends anyway could ask for. I met Ryan in sixth grade. We hit it off right away and were best friends almost instantaneously. I eventually came over to his house and met his little brother Nick, who in turn introduced me to his best friend Jake. From that day on the four of us were inseparable. Nick and Jake may have been four years younger than us but age was just a number to us. It just wasn't an issue. As we grew up we never strayed from each other and always leaned on each other when needed. They were there for me when my parents got divorced, they were there for me when I broke up with my girlfriend and they were there when Ryan and myself went away to different colleges. Ryan was gone now though, he had gotten married earlier then expected, still yet to finish his senior year of college and moved in with his wife in upstate NY. I knew he didn't want to but he was the first one of us to realize that he couldn't stay a kid forever and he had to grow up and start his life. Someone came up behind me and put his arm on my shoulder. I looked up into Nick's hazel eyes and saw the same tears that were in mine. When I first met this kid he was a pudgy punk who never got along with anyone, except us of course. To watch him grow up was a truly amazing site. He definitely was one of those kids that found himself in high school. Six feet tall, short light brown hair and a tight athletic body that just wouldn't quit. He never had a problem having a girl interested in him but it was the self-confidence that was a problem to Nick. He never had any once he was outside our group. "C'mon let's go throw the lacrosse ball around." Nick said "He's gone man, he's really gone." I replied. "I know man let's try to get our minds off of it." Nick said dragging me into the backyard. The game of catch was actually working, even though it brought back memories of when me and Ryan started the lacrosse team at our high school, a team that Nick is now the captain of. As if it was almost instinct Nick passed it to me and I cradled it and fired it to my left to where Ryan would usually be waiting for it. This time it bounced right off the wall of the garage and onto the ground. Nick just looked at me with a depressed look that was mirrored right off of mine. "Hey, what's all the sad looks about?" Jake said as he walked into the backyard to see us just staring out into space. Jake was truly a beautiful specimen. He was a little shorter than Nick, who was the tallest, but had a little more build to him. He had black hair that was short but came up like a spike in the front. The best thing about Jake was the smile that could win over anyone's heart. "Hey Jake, Ry's gone." Nick said. "Yeah I know, I said goodbye to him yesterday cuz I had to work today." Jake said "Aren't you pissed? It just sucks man. I feel like a piece of me is gone." I said. "Yeah I agree man but you know Ryan would be pissed at us for acting like this. He would even laugh at us for just sitting around here. Honestly, what do you think that Ryan would wanna do tonight?" Jake asked. "He would wanna go camping." Nick said after the silence. "Hell yeah he would." Jake said. "Let's do it for him." I said as we all headed for my truck to get the supplies. We pulled up to the place that me and Ryan had found so long ago and spent at least once a week here in the summertime. The four of us could always come here to get away from it all. I stepped out of the truck, looked out over the river and ran my hands through my crew cut dark brown hair. Something about this place just brought comfort back to me. It was as if Ryan was here with us in spirit. I grabbed the tent and started to put it up as Jake and Nick played with the firewood. "Alright Nicky it's time." I said as the three of us sat around the fire roasting marshmallows. Every week the four of us always went to play golf on the same course and on the 18th hole we always make a bet. The loser of the hole has to of course do something embarrassing. This time was no exception. Ryan usually won the hole with me getting a few wins in here now and then but it always seemed that Nick, even though he was the best golfer seemed to always lose that hole. "Ok what's the bet?" Nick asked Jake came over and whispered something in my ear and a smile came to my face. "Ok buddy you gotta get completely naked and eat an entire smore in front of us." I said Now usually this would be embarrassing to most people but Nick always prided himself on having no shame at all. He quickly stripped down to nothing and reached for the graham crackers. The fact that he was so cool about everything gave me a chance to admire his beautiful body. I always knew that I had some gay tendencies in me. In fact, I was almost sure that I was gay and Nick had always been someone that I was attracted to but of course the fact that he was my best friend's brother was a huge barrier to me. In fact I was more like his big brother than Ryan was. Nick's body was absolutely hot to me. He had six-pack abs with a completely hairless chest except for right around his belly button, which led right down to a short patch of pubic hair that he always trimmed down. He had the lightest nipples that were smaller than the norm. He had very muscular legs from playing ice hockey, a sport that I taught him how to play that surrounded his wonderful package. He had to be about 7 inches cut. To himself, he just wasn't good enough. To me he was beautiful. "Alright Nick even though you have no shame at all, we still don't want you sitting here all ass naked by yourself so me and Josh decided to accompany you in this bet." Jake announced. We did this every now and then. If the bet seemed too harsh or too embarrassing all of us would do it just to make the loser feel better. It made for some interesting memories. Jake stripped out of his baggy jeans and boxer-briefs that he always wore and peeled off his t-shirt. Jake barely had any hair on his body, with just a slight, straight coating around his package, which was smaller then Nick's but just a bit thicker. Even though I was older than both of them Nick's was still bigger than mine but I made up for it in girth, being the thickest out of all of them. I had broad shoulders from being a goalie my whole life for both sports and a nice athletic build that I had spent many hours in the gym working on. As Nick finished up the smore we all put our shorts back on, exchanging boxers as we usually did when we get changed and headed in for the tent. A few hours, a thousand laughs and a bag of potato chips finished me and Nick were just laying down in the tent staring out through the zipped down window as Jake began to snore next to us. Jake worked a lot, usually outdoors, so he never lasted long on these things. Nick and myself on the other hand were night owls. We would always stay up later than the other two guys just talking about girls, sports and life in general. "It feels so weird with him gone." I said out loud knowing that Jake could sleep through a hurricane. "I know man but you know what if we just lean on each other we can do it. We just gotta find support in each other man." Nick said as he put his arms behind his head and laid on them. I noticed that he was grimacing a bit. "What's the matter buddy?" I asked him "Coach Brown was rough on us on the ice the other day." Nick said. "Remember that massage therapist I used to date?" I asked "Oh man she was hot." Nick replied. "Yeah I know until she cheated on me. One thing she used to was whenever I got home from hockey she would give me this leg massage. Oh man I was in heaven." I said. "I could use one of those right now. My legs are killing me." Nick said. "Alright here flip around." I said. Nick came over and lied parallel next to me on the floor of the tent. He had mesh shorts on so the rest of his legs were accessible. I began to take my hands and kneed into the flesh of Nick's muscular legs. I could see he was enjoying it because he put his hands over his eyes and began to squirm as I hit every muscle. I began to slide up higher near his thighs and really work into the hurting muscles. I got a little daring and grabbed his shorts and slid them down slowly until they were off. Nick never protested at all so I went back to massaging his legs. I looked at his package and saw a drop of pre-cum leaking off of Nick's cock. I had to take a double take just to make sure I saw this correctly but not only was there some pre-cum but he was rock hard. Apparently, he was really enjoying it. I decided to be a little more daring and head up north. I took hold of Nick's cock and began to spread the pre-cum over his shaft after rubbing it on my fingers. Nick never flinched a muscle so I just kept going. "Is this ok with you Nick?" I whispered. "Yeah keep going." Nick replied without ever moving the hands from his eyes. I put my hand around the skin of his cock and began to slowly stroke it. It was a weird feeling to me, much different than mine. The skin was tighter on Nick's dick, almost as if he wasn't supposed to be circumcised but was. I wasn't sure about any of what was going on but it was simply just happening and it really felt good so I just continued with what I was doing. I increased the pace and began to jerk off someone who was practically my little brother. I watched as Nick's muscles tensed every time I hit a good spot for him. His biceps flexed as I went up and down with my hand. Eventually I was moving at a great pace and he couldn't take it anymore. With a few deep breaths he unloaded a few small spurts of cum onto his chest and after a few seconds I stopped and began to massage his balls to calm Nick down. "Are you ok Nick?" I asked him "Yeah." Nick said "Are you sure? If you want we could just forget about this and never mention it again. I just wanna make sure you're ok." I said "Josh, you're my brother. It felt good. I'm glad we could be this close." Nick said as we slapped hands and hugged. We both got up and headed outside so Nick could get cleaned up, getting ready to spend the rest of the night just enjoying each other's company knowing that we were even closer than before. I knew that I enjoyed it, I knew that Nick enjoyed it and I knew that we were going to be closer then ever but what I didn't know was that Jake was watching the whole thing. TO BE CONTINUED... Based on a true story... <<< Email me at pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. >>> ---ND---