Date: Fri, 23 Jun 2006 13:35:58 -0700 (PDT) From: Gyula Purcher Subject: first steady cock I was twelve when we moved from one part of n.y.c. to another..trees,houses and new friends. I had already experimented with my little buddies in coal bins along the way,but had learned to NOT want to be a 'faggot'..a 'cocksucker'...social conditioning had kicked in,no matter how much I enjoyed it. But my roaring hormones had already had a jump start on my cock ...and here I was talking about it with my new buddy,John.I was too young for pussy and quite awkward around girls. He was two and a half years older than I ,and had some rather effette ways about him so I took a shot. We were at his house one afternoon and I was rubbing my cock through my jeans asking him how often he jerked off.Very,very nervously he told me 3-4 times a day.I smiled..and told him that was how often I did too.I whipped it out and waved it with a leer.He was still very nervous,so I leaned over and felt his cock and stroked it through his jeans.With all this encouragement,finally,it popped out.We jerked each other off for a bit and I leaned over to give him a lick,and got some precum. I was small...all of 5'4" and at most 110 pounds.But I had a six inch cock by then,always bulging,ready for a cum.I was circumsised only a year before and really started to enjoy my 'buddy'.His wasn't much bigger than mine,but wow...was it thick. He was uncut,but the foreskin could slip all the way back...where mine couldn't.And it had a beautiful downward curve.He was part Indian and part latino and his cock helmet always had a purple kind of sheen to it,somehow matching his baritone voice. Well,We sixty-nined on his basement floor...and I quickly realized I was in conflict over not wanting to be a faggot cocksucker.He loved what we were doing before,after and always.Knowing I would lose interest after cumming,I had him cum first and swallowed all he had.It was fabulous.So thick,so tasty,so unlike anything else to the mouth,and soooo much.I quivered and came instantly as he finished with a final squirt on my face. Neither of us were ever the same again. We sucked each other off at LEAST 4-5 times a week. Still,I always had to get him off first,and with that,whenever I got a hardon needing a suck,I would instantly think of sucking John off.I did not realize that I was conditioning myself. Sex for me was sucking a cock before anything else.And man,I was ALWAYS horny. Still am.And I still do.I guess I am one of those 'cocksucker faggots'.And I love it. Thank you childhood friend John...I'll always love you too.