Date: Sat, 24 Jun 2006 21:07:02 -0700 (PDT) From: Gyula Purcher Subject: first steady cock again Well.John and I were pretty busy.Me 12.And he 14. After a few months of sucking each other off,all we could think of was cock.I managed to maintain a very 'butch' kind of posture as young as I was.And he became more "gay" when we were alone.I learned years later that it was the difference between a top and a bottom for us. He belonged to the "de Molay"...a junior entry to the "masons".He spoke occasionally of a black guy he knew who was working there and was clueing him in as to what it was about,and he was sucking him off as well.He spoke of kissing.That repulsed me.And nipple sucking which also turned me off.All I wanted to do was suck him off. I guess I was 13 when he brought me to see an adult 'friend' of his.He had a junk business,and was known as Freddie the junkman.It was behind a diner on Northern Blvd.in Bayside,and very well out of the way of prying eyes.Still,John was very cautious about being seen approaching the place.But we did.He knocked on a knocker on his shack door.A tall man,six-five or so,quite slender answered the knock completely naked.It was a visual stunner for me.He was in his 50s' or 60s'...and at 13 he was 'old'.... Thinning grey hair and very pale in complexion,his limp cock was STILL the biggest I had ever seen.John introduced us and he brought us into a very dark room with porn running.John and I settled into the furthest corner,and as my eyes adjusted to the darkness,I recognized two classmates from my parochial school....god...I thought I would die...but I didn't... Sensing my apprehension,Freddie shortly had everyone leave,there being about 8 or 9 boys from my age to 15 or 16.I was the new kid on the block and he sure wanted to play with me. Very nervous still,we moved out into a dingy kitchen area where after a few minutes of chat,Freddie,most casually lifted a leg up over the back of a chair with his foot resting on the seat.His Huge balls puffed out even more.My breath was caught up now.John,my slut buddy knew I was turned on and led me over to Freddie.His foreskin could slide all the way back like Johns' could.John unzipped and had his own cock out in a flash and started to feel mine bulge more and more as he unzipped me. Freddies cock had that smegma scent,with dried cum still under his foreskin as john slid it back,gesturing and waving Freddies cock towards me.Hungrily...John knelt before him and sucked and licked his balls.His hunger only pushed me further along as well.I had never seen a man cock before,and it seemed absolutely enormous to me.I love how it responded to Johns' licking and sucking,twitching and bulgeing with each loud slurp.It was enormous...intoxicating...intimidating...demanding...showing... inviting.......I was shivering and quivering at the sight of this mans' enormous cock and my buddys' love of it.John never sucked it then.It was dripping with precum,as I would think it would now with the excitement of having me,the new boy on the block, entranced,,jerking my own cock in time with him stroking his own. I stepped over and licked his precum...breathed deeply his smegma scent as I was licking that clean as well.It HAD to be nine inches long..tall and slender ...as he was...He moaned breathlessly as I slipped my mouth over the head,and I moaned as well with this fabulous gift my John had brought me to. It wasn't long before my mouth,my face,my body,my very being was being fucked by Him. Holding my face in his hands,brushing my hair with his fingers,his fucking motion in my mouth,oh so gently,lovingly,endearingly ...captivated me. John had moved behind me as I knelt for Freddie,and rubbed his cock on the nape of my neck,a very erotic spot for me he knew. What I loved about Freddie fucking my face was that it took such a loooong time for him to cum..and so the pleasure was mine as much as his.And as he came I realized that he was giving to me all that he had.His cum..his load... was filled with his core being..his heart and soul...and life force....He gifted me with all that and more.His love and appreciation of ME.With my youth.My innocence.My openess.My pleasure.Knowing my pleasure had shifted from my cock to any body elses...He recognized the shift and was joyous in that.MY mind had opened ...my very being ...as he filled me with his cum.Not just my mouth was flooded....my sense of self was as well. His cum flew through my body to my own cock...and I dribbled or came...but without the sense of orgasm...that finishing sense,,,,we were not done.John had moved to my side to watch and join in on the new me,and as I came into my own hand,he lifted it up to lick my fingers and palm,he dripped a bit of it onto Freddies cock...where I turn licked it clean. And it was good. John and I licked Freddie clean as we stroked each other.I still had a hardon...and so as Freddie sat and rested,I instinctively leaned over to blow my buddy. Johns' cock was somehow different to me now...and he sensed that new me.It was no longer an expedient path to my feeling good.It was the feeling good of HIS cock that sent those shivers down through me..I was LOVING his cock.I was loving SUCKING his cock..."oooh that cock loves you" he whispered."And I love this cock" I replied so gently.That downward curve he had just fit like a glove into my mouth and the back of my throat.It was home to both of us. It was the first whisper of any kind of love...it was not of each other but of how much we loved what we shared...Cock...pure and simple. I now loved Johns load filling me again as Freddies did....Freddie had slipped behind me and was caressing my chest as I was sucking my buddy off.It felt very nice..but not in an arrousal sense...just ....nice....He started to rub his cock against my butt.. I quickly stood up and stripped down.... It wasn't the first time I had that done.Jonny 'silver'..in the bronx used to do that to me all the time when I was nine or so...and I liked it then..it was like warm velvet somehow evoking a response...nowhere erotic...but very soothing... And now here was Freddie three years later,doing the same to me...very soothing AND very hot.. We moved back into the porno-pillow room.. John laid back on the pillows and let me set the pace as I slurped and sucked that gorgeous purple knob.Freddie towered over me and rubbed ...so sweetly and gently. He alternated his balls in the crack of my ass and his cock tip.And each time he changed,he spread my cheeks out to better handle the change.This was my first threesome...and I was LOVING it..! It was hypnotic...slower and slower....the balls....the cock ...the hands on my ass cheeks...the cock I loved to suck in my mouth ready to flood me with its' life force,pushing its' way through me as I swallowed the force into my own energy. Freddie was playing with Johns nipples...and as I saw him wiggle in ecstasy with it, I joined in.And as my hands moved up to Johns nipples,He in turn started to roll gently,Freddies nipples.I knew I was missing something.I could see their nipples harden with the rapture they were moaning with.."oh yes"....oh yeah baby".. "oh fuck"..."yes yes yes".... It was such a fucking turn on,I started playing with my own.It jolted me...from my nipples to my crotch...and as they saw me trying something new,,,for me....Freddie reached down and did my nips for me... I could FEEL them harden as the rush permeated my body and self. John came with my quivering mouth and being, wrapped around his cock ...sucking him into me completely..revelling in his gift to me.Freddie ,still rubbing my nips,placed himself with his cock ready for the next load....and I was starving for it.. This magnificent man cock that owned me... Or did I own it..?... Cumming of age...?... It was a very self empowering night. He poured all he had into me..gasping and breathless.... Thankyou Freddie..dear Freddie...and all the Freddies in the world..for helping to form,shape and help fill with self acceptance the ones like "me". A cock sucking faggot.. love it.... I welcome your comments...... OOOO XXXXX