I 'm Duane, a fourteen-year-old closeted gay guy – that is until summer camp. That changed everything. I'd fantasized about sucking cock long before I was able to cum, and once I could cum it became my favorite jack-off fantasy. But I didn't dare act on it. I just couldn't let my secret get out and ruin my life. Society as a whole may have become more accepting, but the kids at my school sure don't seem to be, and I have to contend with them nearly every day.

Like many schools, they tried to implement and anti-bullying policy, which was well-intentioned, but not very effective. It spread awareness but didn't do anything to deal with the bullies.

After the end of the school year, my parents would send me to summer camp. This year it was a different one, and I went to their website to check them out. They made a big deal about being a safe place where anyone could simply be themselves.

They had a special mention about being gay – emphasizing that we are not alone. They said they took 300 boys, and statistically there would likely be between 20 and 40 gay boys. They said it was a safe place to come out and meet others with similar interests.

I thought about that – I wasn't really all that interested in meeting other gay guys, so much as finding guys to suck. I would be a complete stranger there, so maybe I could risk coming out and see what happened. I looked forward to giving it a try.

Before we arrived at camp we were assigned cabins that housed ten boys and a counselor. I supposed the counselor was there to enforce the safety issues, but he might also be there to make sure that nothing happens – I might be open about being gay but might have to find a private place to suck.

I got a chance to briefly meet the other guys in my cabin before we had to go to a lunch meeting in the dining hall. It was huge, seating the 300 boys and staff easily. The camp director welcomed us and stressed that we were all in a safe place and encouraged us to be open with each other and just be who we actually were – that we would be accepted as such. I sure hoped that was true. After lunch we went back to our cabins and our counselor led us in a session where we introduced ourselves and were encouraged to tell something that most people didn't know about us. After each introduction there were some questions allowed, and then the next person introduced themselves.

I wasn't sure what to say and was really nervous about it. I wasn't listening much to what others were saying – I was trying to figure out what to say. Finally, it was my turn and I introduced myself, and said I was gay. So far I was the only one – at least for my cabin. Josh asked, "You mean you like guys and not girls?"

"I like girls just fine," I said, "I don't really like guys so much, but I like cocks."

"That sounds pretty gay alright," said Lee. Jerry, our cabin counselor, warned everyone to be nice about this.

"How can you like cocks but not the guys with the cocks?" asked Tim.

"I'm not romantically attracted to guys," I explained, "But I really want to give blowjobs."

"Blowjobs are the very best way to cum!" announced Dave, "Better than jacking-off any time!"

None of the other guys admitted to ever having a blowjob before, but many were interested.

"So, are you hoping to meet other gay guys?" asked counsellor Jerry.

"Not so much," I replied, "I really want to give blowjobs – to any of you guys who want it."

"Do you swallow?" asked Mike.

"I've never given a blowjob yet," I admitted, "But when I do, I intend to swallow."

"What if you don't like the taste?" Jim asked.

"I'll try to learn to like it," I replied.

"My girlfriend puked when I came in her mouth," said Dave, "It was a real mess – I can still smell it in my car!"

Everyone had a good laugh over that, and I assured them I would do my best not to puke.

Jerry thanked me for sharing and affirmed that there was to be no sexual harrassment of any kind, which included derogatory statements or unwelcomed sexual advances.

"Let me just be clear about something," I said, "If you want a blowjob, come see me, I welcome sexual advances."

Some of the guys looked interested, while Ben said, "I don't know, it seems that getting a blowjob from a guy is kind of gay."

"Perhaps," I said, "But you gotta cum anyway, why jack-off when there is a willing mouth."

That provoked a lot of chatter, including comments like, "When can we start?" from multiple guys.

"Okay guys," said counselor Jerry, "Let's get back to introductions. We aren't going to have an orgy here – let's keep things private and respectable."

I didn't know how to make a blowjob respectable, but at least I knew there were a few guys I'd probably be sucking. We continued the introductions and then went on to our afternoon activities. With 300 boys we couldn't all be doing the same thing, so they scheduled the 30 cabins to a variety of activities at different times. Our first activity was a scavenger hunt, which was intended to build friendships and familiarize us with the camp. Each of us were paired with a buddy and given a set of instructions. Each pair started at five minute intervals, and I was paired with Dave (the guy who came in his girlfriends mouth).

We started out and followed the instructions into the woods, where Dave said, "How 'bout a blowjob?" I quickly agreed and we looked for some cover. We found a grove of short scrub trees that provided good cover and went to the other side, out of sight of others who might come by.

Dave unzipped and took out his cock, which was really huge compared to my fourteen-year-old boy cock. I dropped to my knees and took him into my mouth. It was more wonderful than I'd imagined in any of my fantasies! It just felt like it belonged in my mouth, and that was my mission in life. I was so glad to be here sucking. I ran my tongue around Dave's cock and was glad to hear him say, "You're pretty good for your first time – definitely much better than my girlfriend."

I continued to suck and soon Dave said, "I'm getting close, you sure you want it?"

I grunted and affirmative and soon he began shooting his hot load into my mouth. It was really strong tasting, as expected, and completely different from anything else, but I'd waited so long and really wanted this. I held Dave's cock in my mouth as he finished draining, and looked up, making eye contact. That was a special moment for me. Making eye contact was kind of like affirming that, "Yes, I am your cocksucker."

Dave pulled out and I swallowed. He thanked me and said he'd be doing this often, which sure was fine with me!

We were now a little behind on our scavenger hunt route, so we hurried to catch up. We passed the team that went after us. They were surprised to see us coming from behind and asked, "What happened to you guys?"

Dave just said, "We got off track." We passed them up and I told Dave I'd be glad to get off track like that any time.

When we finished the scavenger hunt, we went to the lake, where our next activity was swimming. There were changing rooms available, but nobody used them. We just stripped down and put on our swimming trunks out in the open. A few guys just stripped down and went skinny-dipping.

We swam for a while and then some of the guys lay in the sun on the beach. I looked at the cocks of the six naked boys. They were shrunken from the cold water, but I thought how nicely they would grow in my mouth. Mike noticed me looking and asked if I liked what I saw. I quickly agreed and asked if I could suck him.

He suggested that we go into one of the changing rooms. Once inside I dropped to my knees and warmed Mike's cock in my mouth. As expected, he grew very nicely and moaned as I sucked his fully erect cock. In just a few minutes he rewarded my efforts with his seed.

It was strong tasting, like Dave's, but a little different. He thanked me as he pulled out and left. Before I got up Fred walked in and offered me his cock. I was glad to have yet another cock to suck. He must have been stroking because he wasn't shriveled up. It only took a few minutes to unload in my mouth. I swallowed and followed him out. I saw Jerry watching as we came out, and he motioned for me to come over.

As I approached, he said, "Technically there isn't supposed to be any sexual activity in camp."

"That can be pretty hard to enforce," I said, "Boys will be boys," I replied.

"I know," he replied, "Just keep it under cover, and if things get out of hand just let me know."

"Would you like a blowjob?" I asked.

"That would be great," Jerry answered, "But I could get fired for that."

"Then we'll have to be careful," I said, "Just let me know when."

Jerry smiled and said, there's a campfire gathering tonight after dark. We can slip away then – nobody will notice two of us missing."

Jerry called out that swim time was over, and we should get dressed. We went back to the cabin and just had free time until dinner. I brought a book to read, so I laid on my bed with it.

Ben came by and said he had a question. He had previously suggested that getting a blowjob from a guy was kind of gay, and now he said he was reconsidering. I think he was looking for an excuse.

"You need to cum anyway, don't you?" I asked. He nodded.

"Just think of me as a service provider," I continued, "I completely respect your straightness and am not looking for a boyfriend – just someone to cum in my mouth."

That was enough to convince him and he asked if I would suck him at bedtime. I agreed.

After he left, Vince asked me if I could join him in the bathroom. Each cabin had a bathroom with two urinals and a stall. Vince took out his cock and took a leak. When he was done he turned to me and I took his cock in my hand. I squeezed it and stroked him to erection.

I dropped to my knees and took Vince into my mouth. He put his hands on my head and ran his fingers through my hair. His cock was longer than any of the other guys and didn't fit entirely into my mouth. From time to time he would thrust in, hitting the back of my mouth and making me gag.

"Sorry," he said, backing off. He did it a few times – I think he liked demonstrating how big he was. The gagging brought tears to my eyes, but I didn't mind – it was all part of being a cocksucker.

When Vince came, he pulled my head tightly to him, forcing his cock to hit the back of my mouth once again. As I gagged, he shot his load down my throat.

That was kind of hot, but I regretted not tasting his load. As he pulled out, I saw that Lee was standing behind Vince with his cock out. I liked the idea of guys lining up for my blowjobs, and quickly went to work on Lee's cock. He was more normal in size and was easier to suck. After he came, we left the bathroom and I returned to my bed.

I'd given quite a few blowjobs this afternoon and I'd lost track of who I sucked. I hoped they would all come to me for draining. Sam approached me and asked when I could suck him. I was ready to do it right away, but Jerry announced that it was time to go to the dining hall for dinner. We agreed to hurry back after dinner, and I'd blow him then.

We had dinner, then Sam and I hurried back to the cabin. I'd barely had a chance to close the door and his cock was out. I dropped to my knees in front of him and began to suck. he wasn't very big but got really animated. It was a good thing we were alone because he made a lot of noise. He told me what a good cocksucking faggot I was. I knew those words, but it was the first time they were directed to me. A lot of guys would have been insulted, but I knew it described me well, and it was just part of Sam getting off. I sucked eagerly so we could finish before the other guys returned. Sam shot his load in just a few minutes and thanked me. I laid down on my bed trying to remember all the guys I'd blown today. I held Sam's load in my mouth as I lay there and recalled a total of six blowjobs including Sam – pretty good for the first day. Before today I'd have given nearly anything for the chance to do a single blowjob – now I was eager for all the cum I could get!

I went into the bathroom to take a leak and soon was joined by Jim, who asked if I had time for a quickie. I said I'd do him right here, but he said he didn't want anyone to come in and catch us, so he wanted it in the stall. I agreed, though I really enjoyed being caught with a cock in my mouth.

We went to the stall and I sat on the toilet. Jim put his cock in my mouth and I sucked him joyfully. It didn't take him long to cum, and I swallowed as he pulled out. He told me to leave the bathroom, and he would follow in a few minutes, so nobody would think we were up to anything. Hell, I wanted them to all know what I was up to, but Jerry wanted things to be low-key, so I agreed.

Soon it was dark and Jerry told us to go the campfire circle. He whispered to me to hang out with the rest of our guys for fifteen minutes, then slip away and meet him behind the dining all. When I met Jerry, he led me into the woods where nobody would see us. He unzipped and took out the biggest cock I'd ever seen. He was in his early twenties, and this was the first adult cock I'd seen in real life. His thick cock really filled my mouth, and soon he put his hands on my head and held it while he pumped his cock in and out of my mouth. He told me it was called a face fuck, and I should just wiggle my tongue and let him do the work. It was almost like I would have imagined an oral rape to be, and soon he pulled my head to him, pressing his thick cock to the back of my mouth, once again shooting cum down my throat without tasting it.

I didn't like missing out on tasting the cum, but there was something extremely masculine about swallowing cum that way. Jerry pulled out and said we will need to find some other places, but he wanted me to suck him every night.

I felt especially proud that the guys liked my work so much. I know some guys would be ashamed to be a promiscuous cocksucker, but it was perfect for me! That was eight loads I'd swallowed today. I knew cum swallowing was safe, but I hoped that swallowing so much wouldn't be a problem. I reflected on how each guy's load tasted a little different, yet they all had the distinctive manly taste unique to cum!

Jerry and I blended in back at the campfire, and nobody noticed that we had been missing. After the campfire we returned to our cabin. Jerry told us all to get ready for bed, because it was lights-out at 10pm. As I brushed my teeth, Ed and Steve asked if I could blow them once the lights were out. I told them I'd be glad to, but I had another guy coming by, so they would have to wait their turn.

"From what I've heard," said Steve, "Your mouth is well worth waiting for!" I wondered who had been talking. I got into bed, awaiting lights-out, and sucked Ben, Ed and Steve. I slept well after that.

The next morning we were awakened by the sound of reveille. Jerry told us we had an hour and a half before breakfast. I little while later Jerry said he had a counselor's meeting and we shouldn't be late for breakfast. As soon as he left, Dave unzipped and approached me. I dropped to my knees and sucked him, as the other guys all lined up behind him. This was such incredibly good fortune – to be doing a suck line on my second day as a cocksucker! The guys were all horny and none took more than a few minutes to cum I finished the last and realized I'd swallowed a huge amount of cum in a very short period, and my stomach was feeling a little uneasy.

I felt like I was going to throw up, and really didn't want to. I went to breakfast with the guys and once I had some food in my stomach I felt better. I knew I'd have to pace myself and not swallow so much at one time in the future.

I sucked Jerry and all the guys in my cabin every day for the rest of my time at camp. On the ride home afterward, it hit me that I had nobody at home to suck – that was going to be a real problem. I decided that I'd have to risk it and approach some guys at school.

I needed to suck cock even more than I needed my secret kept. Word spread and soon I had about a dozen regulars. Unlike the guys in my cabin, they didn't need it every day, but I usually had a blowjob or two every day. I realized that I'd limited myself by not acting on my desires earlier, but sure was making up for it now!

  To be continued . . .

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