I 'm Jim, a fourteen-year-old computer jock. My best friend Fred often asks me for help with his computer. He recently got a new laptop computer and managed to lose a bunch of important files. I've been telling him all along that he needs to backup his files and that his computer is already equipped to do it automatically.

He complained that he didn't know how to do that, so I agreed to set it up for him. We sat down and got started, but when we got to the part where it would take a couple of hours to back up the many gigabytes, he asked me to just take his laptop home with me and finish when I had time.

That evening, as I was finishing, I wondered what Fred had that took up so much space, and found that he had a lot of porn pictures and videos. As I browsed through Fred's personal items, I found a file called "Journal" and opened it just to see what was there.

It turned out to be a diary of Fred's very personal secrets, including his jack-off fantasies. That's about the most private things a guy can have, and I knew I had no business reading it, but I couldn't resist.

As I read, I discovered that Fred's most common fantasy involved me sucking him off! I was insulted at the very idea of it at first, but gradually warmed up to the idea that thinking about me made him cum. Of course, I would never really suck him, but I couldn't help but wonder how his fantasy came about.

The next day I returned Fred's computer and told him that I accidentally stumbled upon some of his personal files.

"Like what?" he asked, not seeming at all alarmed.

"Lot's of porn," I replied.

"Oh that," he said, "If there is any you like, feel free to take a copy."

"I found something else too," I confessed, "Your journal."

Fred turned suddenly silent, and after a pause, he said, "That's very private – I never intended anyone to see that. How much did you read?"

"About your favorite jack-off fantasy," I said. Fred looked away, unable to meet my eyes.

"It's just a harmless fantasy," responded Fred, "Just something to help me cum."

"But you'd kind of like it to really happen, wouldn't you?" I asked.

"Are you offering?" he asked.

"No," I said, "But how would you like to suck me?"

"Sorry, I don't really have any interest in that," he replied.

"Then why would you think I would?" I asked.

"I don't know," he returned, "It was just a fantasy – I didn't really think this through – some guys love to suck – I don't know why – maybe you would – I don't know."

"Don't get upset," I said, "Let's just drop it – I think you'll like the way your laptop automatically backs up whenever you are online."

"Thanks," Fred said, "And I didn't mean to insult you in any way with my fantasy."

"Forget about it," I said, "We're best friends – in a way it's kind of amusing!"

That evening I got online and searched for gay porn. I watched videos of guys sucking cock, and, sure enough, they clearly loved doing it. I understood why the guys getting sucked liked it – a blowjob was perhaps the world's best way to cum, but what was in it for sucker? Nothing that I could see. Still, I was curious.

That night at bed time I jacked-off and began to think about cocksucking. I found it strangely arousing as I imagined myself sucking the various guys in the videos I'd watched. Then I imagined sucking Fred, and when I thought of him cumming in my mouth, that sent me over the edge and I came. Wow! That was a really strong climax – a lot stronger than any time I thought about girls!

I drifted off to sleep. The next day at school I couldn't help but think about cocksucking. I found myself wanting to try it but knowing I shouldn't. I was straight and that just wasn't something straight guys did. After school I went to Fred's house and confessed that he had been in my jack-off fantasy last night.

"I suppose it's only fair that you imagine me sucking you," he said.

"But I was sucking you," I said, "And came very stronger than I ever had before."

"Maybe you'd like to try it and see," Fred offered.

"I'm not ready for that," I said.

"Then how about a hand job?" Fred asked with a smile.

"Why not?" I answered, "That's pretty harmless."

Fred pulled down his trousers and shorts and sat on his bed. I knelt on the floor next to his bed and took his cock in my hand. I had never touched another guy's cock before, but it was a lot like mine, but I was seeing it from a different perspective now. I liked the way it felt, especially the way it hardened in my hand. I stroked him and drew close for a better look. Now stroking Fred just inches from my face he encouraged me.

"I'm gonna cum!" he said, and without even thinking I leaned toward his cock and opened my mouth, taking him in. He shot his hot load into my mouth. It was pretty strong tasting – unlike anything else I'd ever had. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to let him cum in my mouth, but it was too late for that.

"Damn that was great!" Fred exclaimed, "Thanks so much! It's okay to swallow – in fact it's better that way."

I swallowed and found that a strong after-taste remained in my mouth. I was fully aroused now, though it wasn't obvious because I still had my pants on. "How about sucking me?" I asked, in much need of relief.

"I really can't," Fred declined, "Not now at least – maybe another time."

I went home, disappointed that he didn't suck me, but went right to my room and jacked-off. This time was even better because I could just recall what had just happened, and thought I could still taste Fred's cum. I quickly came, enjoying it even more than the last time.

The next day when I talked to Fred at school he thanked me, and apologized for not returning the favor. "I'm really not sure I can bring myself to suck you," he said, "But sure loved cumming in your mouth!"

"I want to cum too," I said, "But if I jack-off while sucking you, that might work for both of us."

We agreed to try it and met at his house after school.

When I got to his room I undressed completely, enjoying being naked before Fred, especially with his clothes on. I knelt on the floor and this time he just unzipped and took out his cock and approached me. He brought his cock to my mouth and I joyfully opened. I marveled at how nice his cock felt in my mouth – like it was supposed to be there! As I began to suck him I stroked my cock. I felt like I could cum immediately but held back. In may fantasy I didn't cum until Fred filled my mouth with his hot load, and that's what I wanted now.

Fred's cock felt wonderful as I moved my tongue all around it's contours. After awhile I felt his cock enlarge slightly and then it began pulse as he shot squirt after squirt of his juice into my eager mouth! I pumped my cock wildly and came as well! Without a doubt, this was the very best way I'd ever cum, and hoped to do a lot more of it!

Fred and I repeated this every day and it never got old. We both loved it and didn't want to cum any other way. After a while I began to wonder about Fred's journal, and if he wrote more about me. I asked him about it and he admitted that he had written about me and let me read it.

He was very explicit and told everything, and said it was wonderful to have such an accomplished cocksucker for a friend. I told him that I didn't think he should be writing it – what if someone else read it? He told me that I was the only one who ever read his journal, and if I wanted, he would email me an updated copy every month. I agreed – at least I'd know what he was writing.

I continued to suck Fred, and read his journal updates eagerly. I didn't dare keep them on my computer, but rather saved it to a memory stick that I carried with me. I had my name and phone number on a label on the stick.

Having it and other secret things on the memory stick was handy. I could take it anywhere and access it any time I had a computer available. Then one day I got home from the public library and reached into my pants pocket to find it was missing. Then it hit me! I used it at the library and must have left it in the computer!

I panicked, and rushed back to the library, only to find they were closed. Damn! I couldn't let it fall into the wrong hands. The next day I went to the library immediately after school and inquired at the reference desk. They said they did not find any memory sticks but asked some of the other staff. Adam, a guy in his mid-twenties said that he found a memory stick and asked if I could describe it. I did, and he asked what was on the stick. I said it was just some personal files, and he floored me by asking, "Such as a journal?"

I nodded and he explained that he was impressed by what I good friend I was to Fred and asked if I would do the same for him. "Here?" I asked in astonishment.

"We have private study rooms," he said, "I'll get the key and we can go there now."

I hadn't even agreed, yet he was sure I would. The truth is that I had every intention of sucking him if that's what was needed.

He led me to the study room, where he locked the door behind us and unzipped. I dropped to my knees and soon I was sucking a cock much bigger than Fred's. "You're a pretty good cocksucker," he said, "I'll have to share you with my friends." At first, I felt insulted by that, but soon it began to turn me on – I wondered what it would be like to suck many guys. Fred was great, but I could still suck Fred no matter how many other guys I sucked.

Soon Adam came in my mouth, giving my first taste of cum from someone else. It tasted like Fred's, yet a little different. Adam gave me my memory stick back, but said he kept a copy, and said he might publish it on Nifty, unless I sucked him and his friends whenever he wanted. I had no choice but to agree.

It turned out that Adam had a weird interest. He enjoyed making me suck many guys, and would post online, looking for guys for me to suck. Each week I would go to Adam's house and there would be new guys for me to suck. I was expected to suck and swallow for every one of them. In addition, he gave them my contact information if they wanted it, and now more than fifty guys are contacting me from time to time, knowing that I had no choice but to suck them.

In addition, Adam took closeup pictures of me sucking each guy and made a private website to show them off. I nearly freaked out when I saw it. It was titled "Jim, My Private Suck Slave." There was a place where viewers could send a request for my services. I realized that anyone could stumble upon this site – Adam assured me that only perverts went to such sites, but as long as I cooperated he wouldn't send out links to anyone I knew. "I know you wouldn't want your mom to see," he said. He was absolutely right about that!

While I resented what Adam was doing with me, I must admit that I love sucking all those cocks, and the many loads I eagerly swallowed. I don't know where this will take me, I continue to suck new guys as well as old regulars.

Thanks to Fred I'm a cocksucker, but thanks to Adam I'm a cumslut. I never told Fred about that part.

  To be continued . . .

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