Date: Fri, 6 Sep 2002 00:22:08 -0400 From: mr. axl Subject: for t.j part 3 t.j random thoughts after hearing about t.j i decided to write about our experiences, as this is my only way of expressing myself these days. i no-longer play music and rarely draw. i sat down to re-read this story after submitting, and i had a few random thoughts come to me. i remember one night we went ridin with an older friend in his four wheel drive truck. (the kind where you have to lock in the hubs). there were four of us in the cab of the truck, so t.j got moved to the back while we found someone to buy us some beer. we were on a back road and mark decided to go up this huge hill just off the road. poor t.j fell right out of the back but the beer stayed in. needless to say t.j. insisted on sitting up front so he sat in my lap kinda between my legs,man was i in heaven ,i bet my dick was hard for like 3 hours.bet his back was sore too ;) i remember we were goin down this road and hit this huge hill and t.j busted his head on the roof of the truck. then we came to a dead end and he hit the windshield. i just hit his back,man he smelled nice,irish spring. it's amazing how these things come back to you... it's kinda funny now. there is a sense of lost that i dont understand here though. see i haven't seen t.j. in years, but i always thought i might run into him someday. now i know that won't happen. it's so final. i remember a time myself ,Bill,T.J and my girlfriend were all hangin at at her brother's house. we all got trashed but not as trashed as T.J. her brother had to carry him to the car,so we could take him to Bill's house to sleep it off. i remember being jealous because i wanted to be the one carrying him but hell i wasn't much bigger than he. we had to sneak him in the house and he got sick as hell. i still remember his soft body. hairless except for his cock. the look of intensity as i worked on him bringing him to climax. the tremble in his legs and the sweet taste of him. yes i think this is the way i choose to remember my friend T.J a care-free boy who was scared of being hurt by this cruel world. i wish i could have protected him from everything. hell i just wish we could have kept in touch. bye T.J