Date: Sat, 18 May 2013 18:57:37 -0700 (PDT) From: Tague Micheals Subject: Getting A Foster Kid IV The crowd roared again as the umpire made a dramatic fling of his arm and cried "ste-rike two". Most of them hadn't seen anything quite like this except maybe on TV or in the movies or something. The catcher tossed the ball back to the mound where the pitcher snagged it and ground it into his mitt as he turned away from the plate. He took the time to glance and nod at each of his basemen as he turned a full circle then stopped and faced the batter. He glanced at where I was standing on the sideline and gave me a slight nod which caused my heart to swell with pride. With the ball in his mitt, his left hand went to the brim of his ball cap and adjusted it slightly. He got into his stance, wound up and his left arm let fly, low and to the inside, right at the edge of the strike zone. The umpire threw his mask off, wind milled his arms as he took 2 sliding steps to his left then jammed his arm across the front of his belly and turning into a front stance in that direction, arm fully extended with a finger pointing and screamed, "Stee-rike 3." The crowd went completely nuts. Gillette had just thrown an almost perfect game, allowing only a single hit. I raced onto the field along with a million other people but I got there first. I slammed into him, wrapping my arms around him and sweeping him off his feet. I wanted to kiss him but that wasn't going to happen and then we were mobbed by his teammates, the players from the opposite team, parents and onlookers. It was fucking crazy. A couple of days after dad left I had gone out behind the house to toss a ball with Gillette, to follow through on my promise to my dad. The young cutie had some trouble learning to catch but he had no problem at all throwing. I was amazed at Gillette's power and his accuracy. I tried a few things to test him, holding my mitt far out to one side or up and other things. He hit it every time. I set some bottles up on a stump and had him throw at them from a variety of distances and he scored every time up to 40 feet out then it became more difficult, but still he hit most of the time. "Where did you learn to throw like that Gillette?" He shrugged his shoulders. He hadn't learned he just knew. He knew where the ball, or a rock, or whatever he was tossing had to go and he put it there. He couldn't explain it, he could just do it. I drew a square on the back side of our barn then stood in front of it like a guy at bat to make sure I had it about right, then had Gillette throw at it. He hit it every time. He was amazing. "My arm's getting sore Tanner, can we stop for a while," he asked, rotating his shoulder and then his entire arm. "Sure; ya wanna down in the cave?" He got a big grin and nodded his head. We went into the barn and down into the hidden tunnel. What Gillette had told me the night that we shared with each other about how we felt was that he had found a cave down under the property. "You know that section of the tunnel going out to the barn that's really dark and you can't see too good?" I nodded my head. "I was walking slowly, feeling my way along the wall and my fingers slipped into a hole, except it didn't feel like a hole. When I curled them I felt a little lever or something and pressed and the wall opened a little bit but it wasn't really the wall it was a thick heavy door that had rocks and dirt and stuff glued on it or something to make it look and feel like the wall." I sat up in bed and stared at him in the dim light. "No fucking shit?" He grinned and in his high pitched voice said no fucking shit then asked if I wanted to see it. Well fuck yes I wanted to see it and we both hopped out of bed. "You need shoes Tanner," he told me. I hadn't considered that really and was ready to storm on down the hidden passages. I tossed on shoes with cutoffs and t-shirt then down we went. "The hole is kinda low," Gillette whispered, "so it would be hard to run into or even find. I only did it on accident." As we made our way along the darkened tunnel I wondered how he knew where it was since it wasn't very light at all and he must have been reading my mind. "It's 16 steps past the last lit bulb no matter which way you're going," he said. Gillette stopped and stooped just a bit and I could tell he was feeling around then I heard a soft click. In the dim light I saw him pulling so stepped behind him and helped pull the door open. He had been correct; it was thick and it was heavy. "Thanks," he said then took my hand and pulled me into the darkness, tugging the door behind him. "There's lights but they won't work when the door is open which means this place was spose to be a secret," Gillette informed me. Of course I'd already figured that out. I mean, fuck. When the door clicked shut lights came on but it wasn't like a flood or anything. It was a string of lights hanging from spikes that had been driven into the walls about 8 feet up from the floor. The tunnel we were in didn't seem to me to be man-made, but natural, 10-12 feet high in places and wide enough for 4 people to walk abreast. We started in and downward, somewhat steeply downward I might add, and it wasn't a straight line by any means. About 10 minutes in we came to a place where the tunnel floor ended and dropped radically but Gillette stepped over to what appeared to be a long crack in the wall and went through it, albeit sideways and I followed right behind him. The new tunnel was narrower, about half the size of the first one and continued down at a steeper rate, at times necessitating using the rock walls for support. "We're almost there," Gillette said and I wondered just what the fuck "there" was. A couple of times we had to use steps that had been carved out of the tunnel wall and 5-6 minutes in the new tunnel the path became less steep. Gillette led me around a sharp but narrow corner and I stopped dead in my tracks. My jaw went to my chest. "Amazing isn't it," Gillette said. It was indeed. We were standing at the edge of a huge domed cavern that was easily10 times bigger than my house. It was easily as tall too, at least in the center, if there was a center. The ceiling became lower as it stretched out to the sides of the space. There were stalactites scattered around as well as mighty tights, pillars that went from floor to ceiling. The floor wasn't even by any means either but had boulders or alcoves scattered here and there around the edge. I could see what looked like other tunnels or rooms branching off as well. The place was lit up fairly well by large lights mounted high on the walls, the wires connecting them clearly visible. "Come look at this Tanner, you won't believe it." Gillette headed across the expanse of rock and up what looked like steps but was simply the natural flow of the rock a million years before. I followed behind him as he rounded another rather sharp corner and once again I was shocked. We stood at the edge of a large pool of water, light from the bulbs reflecting off of it but there seemed to be a glow under the water as well. The pool stretched out a good 100 feet and I could hear a waterfall somewhere at the far end. "It's warm too Tanner, put your hand it and feel it." I did as Gillette suggested and indeed it was tepid. "What else is down here Gillette," I asked him. Basically he didn't know, he'd only come this far and hadn't explored any of the other tunnels or anything. "I'd hate to get lost down here or something ya know?" I understood that completely. "We should get back it's getting late and we gotta take dad to the airport in the morning," I said. That being said we headed back and 10 minutes later were back in our bedroom. On the way Gillette had asked me if I was gonna say anything to my dad about the cave. I told him I didn't know; that I had to think about it. "Can we just sleep naked from now on Tanner," Gillette asked as we undressed. I hadn't given that any thought but it was a great suggestion. I preferred sleeping nude and hadn't since he'd come to live with us. "Yeah that would be great," I said as we both stripped down and climbed back into bed. This time though we snuggled right up and wrapped our arms around each other. I loved the feeling of Gillette's soft warm body against mine and mentally kicked myself for not trying to huggle up to him from the beginning now that I knew what I'd missed. "This is so great Tanner," he whispered against my chest, "having you hold me and me holding you. It's like it's something that's been missing from my life all along and now I've found it." "I like it a lot too Gillette," I whispered then kissed the side of his head. He wiggled with pleasure then just relaxed against me. It didn't take long before his body relaxed completely and he was breathing deeply. I lay there thinking about the past hour; of being sexy with Gillette, what we said to each other, and of course the cave. The cave. What the fuck was that all about I wondered. Did my dad know about it and not say anything to me. Was he as in the dark as I had been a half hour before. Had my grandpa known about it? Someone somewhere did cuz of the lights and the door and stuff. I wondered what was down there and how me and Gillette could go about exploring it. My thoughts went back to my dad and should I say anything to him. I came to the conclusion that for now I'd keep it between me and Gillette. Dad would probably be okay with us exploring but my mom would be crazy about it and not let us cuz of the danger. Besides I'd have to tell them about the secret passages too. No, some things parent's didn't need to know and these were one of them. I yawned and drifted off to sleep only to wake up some hours later with Gillette's' boner pushing against my butt. I grinned to myself then went back to sleep. We were up and out of the house by 7 in the morning, not even enough time for a shower. Dad drove and Gillette and me dozed in the far back seat while the girls were spread out across the other ones. At the airport dad reminded me to get Gillette to start tossing a ball. "That boy is a natural son, I'm telling you. You will be impressed." He told Gillette to follow my instructions and he'd learn something. Gillette said yes sir. That said he gave me a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek and did the same for all the rest of the kids, Gillette included. The drive back to the ranch was uneventful except that Gillette's hand crept over and held mine for a short while. We stopped for lunch along the way then back at the house I told my mother that I was gonna take a shower and a nap. Gillette stretched, yawned, and said that sounded like a good idea; that was if I didn't mind. Well of course I didn't mind and said so. "Do you wanna take a shower with me Gillette," I asked him as I started stripping my clothes off. He shot me smile that said he wouldn't have it any other way and quickly undressed along with me. We admired each other's body as we undressed and as we got into the shower. "Want me to wash your back Tanner," Gillette asked once we were in under the spray. I gave him the go ahead. Gillette started at my shoulders and gave me a nice little massage which caused me to moan softly in pleasure and put an arm against the shower wall to brace myself. He worked his way down my back and onto my butt. "Gosh you have such a delicious butt Tanner. I just want to gobble it up." He washed both cheeks and as I started to wonder if he was going to do my hole he told me to step out sideways, which I did. A second later his fingers slid in between my butt cheeks and massaged my butt hole and two things happened. I shivered with incredible pleasure and my cock went from hanging to standing tall and proud in about 2 seconds. Gillette moved his soapy fingers back and forth across the puckered muscle, pushing into my balls on each trip and then cupping and fondling the sensitive eggs with soapy fingers. Fuck that felt good. "Should I put a finger in you Tanner," Gillette asked in a soft but noticeably deepened voice. I could only nod my head. A second later his soapy finger slid through the muscle and into my ass causing me to inhale sharply. It wasn't as fulfilling as my candle but it damn sure felt good. Gillette moved his finger in and out of me and at the same time reached around and began playing with my balls before washing them and my hair and up my belly. I felt like I could cum any moment and I didn't want to. "Stop Gillette; you're gonna make me cum and I want to wait a little bit. He gently pulled his finger out of my ass and I turned, pulled him into my arms and planted my face against his. I could feel his boner pushing against my belly as my tongue slid into his mouth and we kissed deeper than we ever had before. If Gillette was surprised and my tongue going in his mouth he didn't show it but simply started using his tongue too. My cock was pressing against him and because of the soapiness of it, when I moved it was real slippery. I didn't register than until later though. We finally broke the kiss, both of us panting. "Fuck that was intense," I said, gulping in oxygen. Gillette grinned at me, his eyes about half way closed because he was also on fire. "Let me wash you now," I told him, my own voice husky from lust. We separated, I soaped my hands and went through the same process that Gillette had. "You know what," I said as I rubbed his butt, "you have a dynamite ass Gillette. That "gobbling up" statement is the same for me as it is for you." I didn't have to ask if he wanted me to put my finger in his butt because he'd already spread his feet out. I ran my soapy fingers back and forth over the wrinkled muscle, taking in the textures and the indentation of the hole itself. It felt weird but of course, not weird enough to stop rubbing it. I moved my middle finger into place and pressed it up inside of him. "Oh my gosh Tanner that feels so darn good." I finger fucked him and stroked his cock, sliding the foreskin back and forth over the head, but only for a moment. "Can we get out and go to your bed Tanner," Gillette panted. I slowly pulled my finger out of him and stood up and Gillette melted into my arms. "It isn't my bed Gillette," I said softly to the side of his head, "It's our bed." We held each other under the spray for a second then separated, rinsed off and got out. We did a cursory drying off then hurried to the bed and climbed in. Gillette was back in my arms almost immediately with his mouth planted against mine. He kissed with ferocity and I managed to do the same. Our hands were all over the place and both of us were moaning softly. I found his cock and began stroking it, gripping the hard flesh as if trying to squeeze the life out of it. Gillette managed to do the same to me then broke the kiss and slid down the bed. He draped his upper body over mine with his back to me and the next thing I felt was the warmth of his mouth encompassing my cock head. "Oh god Gillette," I moaned quietly and let myself relax into the sheet. He moved his head up and down on my cock, his tongue working at the head whenever he could. I felt his hand leave my cock and move down to cup my balls and fondle them causing another soft moan. I put my hand out and rubbed along his rib cage and down onto his butt then back up again. Gillette stopped sucking and began licking, all over the head and the rim and down the shaft then back up. He took me back into his mouth and sucked a little then went back to licking. Fuck I was gonna cum real fast if he didn't stop and while I wanted to cum really bad I wanted to do some stuff with him too. I was afraid that once I shot my sperm out I'd fall right to sleep so I stopped him. "I could suck on your cock all day Tanner," he said as he crawled back up alongside me. He kissed me again and we did it I rolled him onto his back which got me another giggle. I loved it when Gillette giggled. I left his face and did what he had done to me the night before. My body was above his, completely covering it although I was braced on my hands and knees. I started to work my way down, stopping to suck on each of his nipples and getting a loud inhalation of breath when I did. I lowered my body enough so that I could feel his hard cock brushing against me as I moved. I kissed my way down his chest and belly, licked at his belly button then moved farther south. Before I got to his cock I kissed my way to the side and worked down along the crease of his hip until I could feel his hard cock alongside my face. Only then did I move my head over and took a moment to stare down at his boy stuff. Gillette's cock was quivering in the air above his flat belly. I could see it jerk with each beat of his little heart. His foreskin was retracted back slightly, enough so that the tip of his cock head was poking through, the top inch or so of the whole works tinged red from trapped blood. I lowered my head and began kissing the underside of his shaft then using my mouth, I pulled his foreskin all the way down so that I could kiss and lick the underside of his swollen cock head. Gillette moaned softly. I kissed and licked my way down his shaft to the beginning of his sac where it fell away from the base of his cock. I admired the symmetry and beauty of his smooth hairless balls deciding right then and there that I really loved balls, mine included. I nuzzled the soft folds with my lips, gently tugging on it before I kissed and licked all over it, including the eggs that it held. Taking a little chance, I sucked one of his balls into my mouth and explored it with my tongue causing the young beauty to moan again. I changed direction and went back up, kissing and licking my way to the top as it were then captured Gillette's cock in my mouth and began sucking him off. "Oh gosh Tanner," Gillette moaned yet again and put his hands in my hair and gently held it. I bobbed my head, taking most of his raging hard boner into my mouth and throat. It only took about a minute and a half before the boy said that he was ready to cum too so I stopped and went back to licking and kissing. I slid my body down further so that I was mostly between Gillette's pale thighs which of course forced the boy to spread his legs even further. Once again I admired his plumbing, this time from a bit of a different angle. From there I could the very beginning of his butt crack, an interesting view that I had never seen before in my life. I really liked how Gillette's balls hung down and rested against his body. I really did love balls. I put my face down there and pressed my nose and mouth against his sac and once again nuzzled the soft folds with my lips. I licked his balls then nuzzled my way in between them and his inner thigh and licked inside the crease causing him to jerk and moan out again. "Gosh that's sensitive in there Tanner," he said breathily. I moved to the other side and got the same response only without the dialog. I put my hand in there and lifted his balls, playing with them a little as I did so then licked the underside which got more moans and wiggles. I was a little fascinated by the seam of flesh that ran down balls to the butthole, almost like it was a stitching of skin that kept everything inside the body. "Pull your legs back Gillette," I said and the boy did as I asked. I could see his open butt hole then, a wrinkled circle of flesh with the indent in the center where everything came out. I started licking the very underside of Gillette's nuts, exploring that seam of flesh all the way down to rim of his hole. To this day I don't know what possessed me to do it but I didn't stop at the edge, I licked right onto the puckered muscle. It only took an instant before I was hooked. I don't think I can explain it well but suffice to say it was incredible. I knew my own hole was sensitive to some degree. I mean, the feeling of having a good dump was pretty awesome and I sure loved fingering my hole and putting my candle cock in there and fucking myself. But man oh man licking Gillette's hole was amazing. I found myself going after it like a dog to meat. I licked and slobbered over the whole area and was so intense on what I was doing I didn't hear Gillette talking to me. When it finally did register I stopped and raised my head as he let his legs down. I looked up over his body and he had raised his head to have contact with me. I think eye contact was a bit of a misnomer considering his eyes were barely open. I recognized that look cuz I'd seen it plenty of time in a mirror. The boy was way far up into a fog of hotness. "Oh fuck Tanner," he started off, shocking me with his language. "I don't know what you did but I want your big fat cock in my ass right this minute. I need to get fucked really bad!" I was a little taken aback by that. I mean, Gillette had said that he wanted me to fuck him sometime; I just hadn't thought it would be so soon. I got off the bed and went into my bathroom and grabbed a bottle of lotion from the small cabinet and went back to the room, my stone hard boner wagging around like a blind man's cane. Gillette was lying and waiting, both hands busy stroking his cock and playing his balls. I went over and stood next to the bed and he immediately took hold of my cock and started sucking it again, moaning very quietly as he did it. But it was only a minute before he stopped and turned around on his hands and knees with his little ass in the air. I quickly slathered my cock with lotion then smeared some all around his hole and even inside it a little bit then rubbed the excess off on his butt cheek. He was right at the edge of the bed with his knees spread but was still a little too high. "Lower your body a little Gillette," I said, my voice husky with lust. As I aimed my cock head to the target I wondered very briefly if I was going to share this with Joey and decided right off that I wasn't. When my cock head touched Gillette's flesh I swear a jolt of electricity shot through my body. My heart was going a million miles an hour. I was gonna fuck. I was gonna fuck a boy and a beautiful young thing at that and I was grateful that I hadn't taken Joey up on his offer to fuck his cousin. This way I was giving my virginity to Gillette just as he was honoring me in the same fashion. I felt the warmth of his body at the tip of my cock as I pushed against the tight hole. I pushed a little harder, then harder still and when I finally slipped in past the muscle I was a little surprised because it happened so quickly. "Ouch," Gillette said, not all that quietly either. "Stop Tanner." I planned on it. "Goddamn that hurts," he said, more quietly. I asked if he wanted me to take it out and he shook his head. "I'll be okay. Just give a sec to get used to it." I waited, my eyes glued to where my cock disappeared inside Gillette's butt hole. I was kind of amazed at how his hole stretched out to accommodate my cock. I knew my dick was big, longer than the average kid I knew by at least 2 inches probably more. And I could damn sure tell it was thick too. I could imagine what it felt like for Gillette getting pushed in his ass. After about a minute he told me to go ahead but to go slow. I slipped my cock into Gillette, slowly as he requested. I watched with rapt attention as his asshole gobbled my cock up, with seemingly little effort, until my hairs were touching his butt. I was all the way in and the feelings of tightness and warmth were incredible. I wondered what Gillette was feeling, if it felt as good to him as it did to me. "You're all the way in me aren't you Tanner," he asked, sort of looking over his shoulder at me. "Yeah," I replied. "How does it feel Gillette?" He said it felt full and that like he had to take a shit or something. "Go ahead and fuck me now Tanner," said So, I went ahead and fucked him. I put my hands on the sides of his butt to hold him in place and started to pull my cock out of him. I only came about half way before pushing back in side. I repeated that motion over and over again in a slow steady motion until Gillette told me that it was starting to feel pretty good and I could go a little faster if I wanted to. Not surprisingly, I wanted to and I did. I pressed his cheeks to the side seeming to open him a little more. I started drilling Gillette a little faster and in the process was pulling out of him a little farther. Apparently his hole had loosened up some or the lotion had gotten smeared all over the muscle but either way the gliding in and out was much smoother but still as tight. Then Gillette said, "Stop Tanner!" I wondered if I'd hurt him or something but before I could ask he said, "Take it out." Now I was really worried but I did as he asked and as soon as I was clear of his hole he rolled onto his back. "I want to watch your face while you love me Tanner. I want it to be a proper loving." He moved back up onto the bed and pulled his legs back giving me a clear view of his hole which wasn't exactly a tightly puckered muscle. "Gosh Tanner," he said as I climbed on the bed, "Your cock looks so strong and so powerful, like it really means business. Your balls seem bigger somehow too. It's like they're filling up with sperm to put in me and I really want your sperm in me Tanner. I can't explain that but I do. It seems really important to me." On my knees, I got in close and put my cock head to his hole and this time it slipped right on in without a fare thee well. I held his legs back out of the way and buried myself as deep into Gillette's tender young body as I could go, at least from that position. "God that feels good Tanner," Gillette moaned and a lazy smile formed on his smooth beautiful face. I started the process again, pulling out of him and moving back in. I watched myself fucking him but I also could clearly see his smooth young balls resting on his body, his raging hard cock hanging in the air above his flat belly. I picked up speed, pulling farther out and pushing back inside of him a little harder. I could see the very rim of his asshole move with each direction that I went. Fuck it was hot; I was hot. I loved fucking, but I really loved that it was Gillette that I was fucking. "I wish I could kiss you while you love me Tanner," Gillette said, his voice fully deepened by being so up in a fog of hotness. I stopped what I was doing, thought for about a half second then put my arms under Gillette's legs and leaned forward, putting my palms on the bed about level with the upper part of his rib cage. "Oh my," Gillette said as he was rolled up onto his lower back and my cock plunged even deeper into his ass. But our faces were close and as I lowered my face, Gillette raised his and we met in the middle. Gillette plastered his mouth against mine and kissed my hard, holding my head so I couldn't get away. I began fucking him again but it was slower and not as intense. He finally let go and rested back on the bed. "Love me Tanner," he said in a voice deepened by lust. "Fuck me good and hard." And I did, to the best of my ability. I liked the position I was in because I had traction and it seemed like I could get more of my cock deep inside of him and it seemed like I could pull out of him farther. Of course it was my first fuck so what did I know, really. I began fucking Gillette pretty hard, hard enough that the sound of my balls smacking against his body was a little loud. I wondered if they were gonna hurt afterwards because of the beating they seemed to be taking while wondered why they didn't hurt then. Gillette was moaning underneath me and when I slammed my cock back into him he grunted softly and seemed to be moving on the bed. I pressed into him as tight as I could then moved my butt from side to side then went back to fucking him. I was pulling almost all the way out before I slammed my cock back inside of him. I watched the various emotions play across his cute smooth face. At times I saw what looked like pain, then pleasure, and then surprise as if the feeling were coming and going in him like they were inside me. "This is so good Tanner, so darn good," Gillette mumbled. "I know," I replied then slammed my body against his. I felt the tension beginning to build in my balls and knew that it wasn't going to be long before I filled Gillette's ass with my sperm. Turned out I wasn't alone. "God Tanner I think I'm gonna cum soon," Gillette panted. "Make me cum Tanner; fuck me into a cum, I really want to cum with you fucking me." "Me too Gillette," I said softly as I ground my ass from side to side, pulling back out angled to the left and going back in angled to the right. "Shoot your sperm in me Tanner. I want your sperm in my ass, fuck your sperm in me, please Tanner, I need it." I was a little taken aback by that but hearing Gillette say it made me hotter to do it, to plant my sperm in him, making him mine so to speak. A second later he was there. "It's tickling Tanner," he said, spitting the words out rapidly. "Oh shit, Tanner oh shit." His body went rigid for a second and he whimpered and then he shook. I felt his butthole grip my cock and I knew he was cumming. The feeling of his hole tightening on my cock and the knowledge that Gillette had cum without even touching his dick pushed me right over the edge and I fell into a spectacular cumming. "Fuck me harder Tanner," the boy managed to squeak out. Well, I was trying that's for sure but my body was shaking as much as Gillette's body was and I was seeing stars. I felt his hole contract and relax against my boner and I felt myself convulse six or seven times and I just knew that there was a ton of sperm each time it did it. "Oh fuck Tanner don't stop it feels so good," Gillette moaned. I kept on fucking him but of course once the cum itself was over I slowed down, way down and then finally stopped and rested against him. We were both panting fairly hard so didn't say anything for a solid minute then Gillette spoke. "Can you lay on me Tanner?" I said I could try and after letting his legs down and pushing my thighs tight up against his I relaxed my body down onto Gillette's but had my forearms and knees take most of the weight. Gillette told me to go ahead and put my full weight on him so I did so but gently. "Mmm," he murmured, "that's what I wanted. You aren't that heavy to me Tanner; I love how you feel on me." I rested my head against his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me and gently rubbed my back and down onto my butt, then back up again. He kissed the side of my head and wormed his mouth close to my ear. "That was the most amazing thing ever Tanner," he whispered in a voice that now sounded content, relaxed. I mumbled that it was. I lay there reveling in the after sperming clouds. I had been like that before but not like this. This was different. I had a boy under me, holding me and cherishing me. I had the warmth of his smooth body and the acute memory of what we had just done. I really liked how I felt. "You aren't softening tanner; you're still hard inside me," Gillette said softly. I hadn't thought about it noticed when Gillette brought it up. "Do you think you could get up so I could like, sit in your lap and hug you tanner?" I raised my head up and looked at him and started to pull my cock out of him. "No!" he stopped me. "Can you do it and still stay inside me?" Again, it wasn't something I'd considered. "Sure; at least I think I can," I said. I started to raise up from Gillette but kept my waist pressed in tight to him. Once I was on my knees it was simple. We grasped each other's arms and I pulled him and onto my lap. Gillette wrapped his arms around my neck and mine went around his upper body. "Wow Tanner, this is awesomeness," he said as he looked into my eyes from less than 5 inches away. "Having you love me was the best thing ever Tanner," Gillette said softly. "I don't even know how to tell you except to say that if I wasn't sure about loving you before, I know it for sure now." He tilted his head and kissed me gently on the lips. It was actually sort of a bunch of little kisses that he held for 5 seconds or so, backed off then did it again. I let my hands roam up and down his back as we kissed then let them go down to his tender little butt. God I couldn't believe how small his butt was. I could hold a whole cheek in one hand almost. I gently kneaded the flesh, my fingertips touching just at the edge of his crack. I had to feel his hole, had to feel where our bodies were joined. I moved up, felt my balls hanging between my thighs then moved to my cock and upward immediately touching Gillette's body. I let them explore around the rim of his asshole, touching it and my shaft at the same time. "That feels good tanner, you touching around down there." Then Gillette reached behind himself and his fingers were probing around. "It feels kind of weird in a way doesn't it?" I agreed with him. "God I love having you in me like this tanner. I want to stay like this forever." He finally finished and put his arms back around my next. His body was still against mine, his boner making itself very known by pressing against my belly. My arms were back around him holding him lightly. "I like holding you like this Gillette," I said and he gave me a lazy grin, nodded his head and mumbled a "yup". "You know what else," I said, gulping and he shook his head. "You know what you said, a minute ago?" A questioning expression crossed his smooth face. "About this being the best thing ever," I clarified and he nodded his head. "Mmm, and the other thing. I feel the same way Gillette. I think I might love you too." We were staring into each other's eyes and I was lost in the blue of his. "This was pretty much the most amazing thing that ever happened to me too but it's not just the sexy part. I just think you're an really cool boy. I love being around you and like, when I'm at school I miss you and want to be with you. When I'm playing ball I pretend that I'm playing for you, that you're in the stands watching and it makes me want to play the best game I ever played. I think about you all the time, what you're doing or thinking and stuff. The sexy stuff just makes it 10 times better." Gillette was watching me with rapt attention and then I saw a tear trickle out of each eye. I pretty much knew that the tears were happy ones but still I was surprised. "Please don't cry my sweet boy," I said with more tenderness that I think I've ever used in my entire life. "I can't help it tanner. I'm so, so happy right now. I miss my mom and everything but knowing that you're here with me and love me like I love you seems to make everything okay. I don't think I'll ever cry myself to sleep again." We kissed some more; tender little kisses and when we finally stopped I said, "I gotta move Gillette; my legs are starting to hurt." He started to get off my lap and I stopped him. "Don't get up Gillette. I'm not ready to have you leave me." I held on to him and managed to get one leg out from beneath me and then the other and sat firmly on the bed with my still fully hardened cock buried in his ass and his legs splayed out alongside me. "There, that's much better." Our faces were still close so I kissed him and after I broke it he lay his head on my shoulder so I started kissing his neck causing him to shiver. I nuzzled my face in his hair and when my lips touched his ear I nuzzled it with my lips then for some reason licked around the inside of it a little bit. "Oh God Tanner," Gillette moaned, "that feels incredible. I felt him shiver but didn't stop and he giggled his light melodic giggle that I loved so much. I went back to kissing his neck causing more moaning and holding me tightly. He finally pulled away and went about getting his legs bend back so he was on his knees. "I want to get fucked again tanner but this time I'm gonna fuck you."