Date: Fri, 15 Jun 2001 17:44:59 -0700
From: Island Guy <islandguy1985@yahoo.com>
Subject: growing up sexually ch.6

As usual, disclaimers, bla bla bla, if your under 18, and I know a bunch of
you are, just don't get caught.  I have really enjoyed getting feedback
from some of you.  It is truly the only positive thing that an author can
get from writing these stories, so sent a quick blip to
islandguy1985@yahoo.com if you want to comment about anything.

One of the guys that wrote to me suggested that I put more detail into the
chase of the boy.  I will add a bit more, but for instance with some of
these boys it took 3-4 months and that's a lot of chase to have to type.
Anyway, as I said before, this story is as true as my memory is.  Some
names/locations have been changed to protect the privacy of some of the
boys.

Hope you enjoy the chapter.. I will try to have at least two chapters out
per week.  Once I hit 15 years old in the story, a lot more starts to
happen.but I am not a slut or anything.. okay!

Oh right, before I begin, I was confused in the previous chapter about how
old I was when all my stuff with Travis happened..I wrote that I was 14, I
was actually 13.  Sorry about that..

Ch. 6

The morning after my sexual odyssey with Travis, I had to wake up early and
go home.  I don't remember why exactly, but I know that I left at like 7am
or so.  That whole day was a blur to me.  All I could think about was what
had happened the night before.  My mind felt a little washed, as it seemed
more like a dream than reality.  I was constantly getting erections,
sometimes at bad times, the entire day.  I finally got to go home and
relive my experience with my hand.  I was very nervous though about seeing
him on Monday.  How would he act in front of me, would he be closer to me,
alienate me??  All of those questions were popping up in my head.  I did
not love Travis, but I was sexually attracted to him, so I did want our
friendship to continue.

Monday came all too soon.  I went to school as usual.  I saw Travis, and we
both said "Hey, whats up, etc.."  It was as if nothing had happened the
weekend before.  I was partly relieved and partly let down.  I was glad
that he didn't ignore me, but I was hoping that we would have a closer
connection.  He did not seem spoofed by what we had done, but he just
treated it like boy play and nothing more.  I was the one that felt
strange.  It was weird looking at this boy across the room flirting with a
girl, when I knew that he had had my cock in his ass a few nights ago.  It
was all very new to me.  I just assumed that I should forget about Travis
and not concern myself with trying to do anything else with him.  I was
right, a week passed, then a month.  We were exactly the same with
eachother as we were before our little party.  Only once did it come up.
We were outside at the lunch tables and he said something, and I called
him, "Pidly Dick" or something.  Obviously, I knew his dick was quite
large, so I was just saying that in front of other people.  And so Travis
said back, "Oh really, how do you know?"  and so I winked, and just said,
"I can tell."  He then said pretty loud with a few people able to hear,
"Well isn't yours this big.." showing almost exactly with his fingers.  So
I just took it and said, "Wow, Travis, you are pretty good at figuring us
guys out.you must have experience." and that was it.  I just walked down
the steps and went home.  Again, everything carried on as it had for
another month.  I now regret it so much.  There was this guy who was hot,
nice, and had a big dick, and was willing to play around!  And I did not
pursue it!  I was an idiot!!!

As with many people on the island, his time ran out on the island, and his
parents decided to move away.  You know in wizard of oz, "my my, people
come and go so quickly around here?"  Well, that's exactly how it is here.
People come in thinking it will be so cool to live on a tropical island,
and then they realize how tough it is.  I know all of you were probably
hoping that Travis and I became sex buddies, but it did not work out that
way and I am the one that is most sorry about it.

Travis moved in January of my 9th grade year (I am a year ahead, so I was
13, turned 14 a little later in the year).  Anyway, back to the story..

I pretty much just finished off the year at school un-eventfully.  I was
trying to date girls a bit to try and cover myself up a bit, and it seemed
to work fine.  Summer arrived and I decided it was time for a major change
again.  Throughout the school year I had put on a little weight and decided
I needed to get rid of it and do some other things.

I worked my ass off that summer. I shed a good 20 pounds and bleached my
hair blond.  I knew I looked better, and that gave me a new aura of
confidence.  When I got back to the island in late august, I went out and
saw two girlfriends.  It took them a few glances to realize it was me and
they seemed to love it.  That boosted my self confidence once again.  It
truly is amazing how much confidence can help you in life.  For any of you
needing tips of weight loss, confidence, etc.. I have been through all of
that stuff.

With my new shield of confidence, I strolled into school with a lot more
popularity than I had the previous year.  I also noticed two new boys in
the 9th grade that were kind of cute.  Being a sophomore, we never were
supposed to hang out with the freshman, but I was always talking to
everyone, so I broke the rule.  Within a day or two, I was friends with the
two guys.  The first one's name was Trent.  He was 14, like me.  He was a
little shorter than I, about the same build.  He had brown hair and eyes,
and was kinda cute.  The other guy's name was Don.  He had this weird hair
color, that I could bet was dyed, but he swore it was his real color.  It
was a big mix of blond and brown.. It was all different colors.. Very
weird.  He had a very clear complexion and a nice body.  His face was okay,
teeth were a little bad though.  When he kept his mouth shut he was a nice
looking boy.

I became good friends with both boys and the three of us became like
buddies.  This was all in the first week of school.

At lunch time, we would all be talking about girls, sex, and basically just
guy talk.  Both Trent and I admitted we jerked off a little too much, but
Don claimed to only do it once or twice a week.  Both Trent and I were like
"yeah right dude."

I could tell from just a few days of talking to the two boys that Trent
would be more open to suggestion.  I arranged a sleep over at Trent's house
that weekend.  He told me that he had stolen a porno from his Dad, and I
was excited about that.  Mind you, I was not excited about seeing women
fucking eachother, but rather that I knew I would at least get to see
Trent's bulge, at least in his pants, and if I was lucky, out of it as
well.

Saturday came and I was set to meet up with Trenton at the beach.  I got
dropped off and started to walk down to the location we had specified in
our earlier talks.  As I walked down I saw him standing there.  He was in
his board shorts and a t-shirt as was I.  We walked down the beach to this
pool.  We both just layed out like girls in the sun for a little while.  We
then swam a bit.  His body was OK.. It was little soft looking, but not fat
or anything.  Whenever he got out of the water, he was very quick at
pulling the suction off of his boardshorts, so I did not get a chance to
see anything down there.  We both got a nice bit of sun, and we just hung
out like any other guys would.  The day came towards and end and we got
picked up and went back to his house.

We watched a little tv and then I finally brought up the porno.  I was
like, "Hey dude, what about that porno you told me about..??"

He then looked back and said, "We can watch it later when my parents go to
bed, I like sound on them and we can't turn it up unless they are in their
room."

I was satisfied by the fact that he had thought it through somewhat.  We
continued to watch tv and it got later and later.  Apparently his dad liked
staying up late watching Tv in the living room.  Finally, we heard a "good
night guys."  It was already like 1am and I was fading quickly.  Trent then
said, "Ok, give it a few minutes and then we can watch the video.."

I was half asleep when I finally heard his rustling through his drawer and
he pulled out a cassette.  He slipped it into the VCR and pressed play, and
then returned to his bed.  I was on a cot, right up against his bed.. so we
were pretty close to eachother.

The video opened with the usual disclaimers about safe sex and the under 18
shit, you know, the usual.  The video was the theme of a pirate's ship and
a few women that served the pirates.  The star of the movie is Jenna
Jameson..she's pretty famous in the porno world.

I don't remember the order of how the scenes went, but I got hard almost
instantly seeing Jenna sucking on the guys big dick..  I was under the
cover and it was visible that I was hard under there..I made no effort to
hide myself.  I glanced over and didn't see too much going on in Trent's
pants and so I joked, "Hey Trenty, you impotent or something?"

"Haha, really funny", he said, "I have just seen this so many times that it
isn't that special"

"Well, it sure works for me" I said, while grabbing the tent in the sheets.

He glanced over somewhat and took a peek.  The video carried on, and then
there was this good scene where there were like three guys on this one
girl.  I noticed Trent grab onto his crotch a little and moved it around a
bit.  I was rock hard at the thought of him touching himself, so I asked,

"Do you mind if I take my dick out, it really hurts being hard in my
boxers"

"Yeah sure, whatever, just don't cum on my sheets," he said back.

"Yeah don't worry, I jerk off so much that I don't really shoot," I said
back to him

"Hehe, me too." Trent then told me..

So, I slipped off my shorts and my tent was even more obvious now that it
was only the boxers showing.  Very slowly, I slid my fingers under the
waist band of my boxers and pulled them down.  As the elastic past over my
dick, it gave a little struggle to get off.  Finally with a tug, my 5.5
inches were free.  I glanced over at him and said,

"See, I'm not big at all, I wish I was though.."

"Yours is a little longer than mine, but I am much thicker," he replied.

Not knowing what to say, I just said, "Can I see?"

"Ummm. its not hard yet, so just wait a minute" he said back

"Cool" was all I said to him.  I then pretended to be totally focused on
Jenna getting her ass fucked.  Instead of picturing myself in the guys
position fucking her, I was wondering how it felt to get fucked that hard.
I knew from my time with Travis that it hurts like a bitch at first, but
back then I didn't know any of the technique to make it easier on my hole.

"Hey, I think its getting hard now.." Trent suddenly said, almost making my
14 year old self jump.

I then looked over at him, and then down to his crotch and saw a slight
bulge in his shorts.  He then did almost the same thing as me.  The major
difference is that he was wearing briefs and so I got a good view even
before they came all the way off.  He slowly revealed a thick patch of
black pubes and then the shaft came into view.  I could already tell that
his shaft was much thicker than my own.  In circumfrence, back then, mine
was only about 4 inches.  His looked to be at least 5.  Another problem
with my cock is that the shaft like points upwards a bit, so it makes it
look a lot smaller than it really is.  So, I tend to try and hold it at a
perpendicular angle whenever someone sees it.  Anyway, he pulled off his
tighty whities and I saw an average looking cock that was very thick.  It
was about the same light creme color as mine is, but his head was more
rounded.  Mine is more like pointed at the end than his.  Personally, I
found my cock lots prettier, but I guess anyone thinks theirs is the best.

I did not realize that I was staring at his cock and stroking my own.  I
still had not gotten any real gay vibes from Trent, so I decided not to
push my luck first time around.  I turned my head and tried to get off to a
lesbian scence.  Obviously, it did not help much, so I gave him his first
clue that I was not 100% straight..

"Dude, I hate lesbian shit. I need to see some real penetration!" I said to
him.

"Ok, hold up" He proceeded to fast forward to a new scene where like Jenna
was getting it from several guys at once.  It was good enough and I
basically just sat there with my eyes open, but not looking through them.
I jerked off at the though of possibly one day getting to give Trent a
blowjob.  As the thoughts in my head got even more vivid, I got harder and
harder and started to jerk off faster and faster.  I felt my cock start to
tense, and I glanced over at Trent who was going at a good pace as well,
and I saw a little glance from his eyes toward my cock, which made me pass
the point of no return.  I closed my eyes to the image of him creaming in
my mouth and I soon felt the familiar, but absolutely awesome feelings of a
powerful orgasm coming along.  I sped my hand up so fast it looked like a
blur, and ahh ughh.. I felt the warm ropes of my boy juice flying out of my
hole.  I came all over my lower abdomen, and just as I was done, I looked
over and saw Trent dribble out four or five bits of cum.  His toes were all
curled and his eyes rolled back in his socket as he slowly came off of his
first orgasm in front of another person.  Little did I know, it was the
first of many.

I hope that this chapter is going to hold you guys to my stories!  I know
there was nothing hardcore, but I am sticking to the truth and so that's
what you got.  Look for about a chapter a week. keep emailing me at:
islandguy1985@yahoo.com