Date: Sun, 24 Jun 2001 12:38:26 -0700 (PDT) From: IslandBoy 85 Subject: growing up sexually ch.7 Usual disclaimers, you all know what bullshit I think they are but anyway: if you are under 18, like I am, congratulations on finding this great site that will broaden your sexual horizons. But, since it is illegal, try not to get caught! For all you old guys reading this...hope you like the memories of your younger days! My little jerk off session with Trent did not change the friendship between us. We probably became slightly closer to one another actually. We started to talk more often about masturbation and sex and usually in the wide open. Our other friend, Don, picked himself up a girl friend, so we did not see very much of him. Trent and became best friends really quickly. However, I noticed that my attraction to him was slightly stronger than friendship. I did not love the guy at all, but I was sexually attracted to him. Up until now, the only guy I had ever felt any love towards was Matt, from a few chapters ago. But, as you may remember, he turned into an asshole and dated as many girls as he could. So, the week at school went by rather fast. On Thursday Trent and I planned to go to the movies...I think it was The Waterboy or something.. I can't remember exactly. We also planned that I would stay over at his house again. I preferred to stay over there because since he was an only child and his Dad made pretty good money, he was spoiled rotten. His room was slightly small, but it he had a guitar and monitor for it, a large t.v., VCR, dual DVD player, stereo equipment, and a few gaming consoles. Needless to say I enjoyed it at his house. The only problem with him was that he was kind of lazy and never wanted to go to the beach or anything. However, this was good in a way in such that I got to spend more time with him in his room. Thursday night, before my little sleep over with him, I began to get excited. Even though I had already gone almost all the way with guys before, just the idea of masturbating with him excited me. In my bed at home, I closed my eyes and pictured ourselves jerking off next to eachother. Then, in my little fantasy, I just reached over and touched his smooth thick cock and started to jerk it off. Then, after groping his cock for a few minutes, I leaned over and took it into my warm mouth and began to suck on his head as well as I could. I had my hand on my cock thinking of all this and started to play with myself at the idea. I knew it was too risky though so early in the friendship. I had not gotten any signals yet that he would be willing to fool around, so I was not too determined to press on. I did, however, continue to press on my cock and soon found myself under my sheets cumming like crazy and getting my boxers wet and some of my blanket. I was far too spent to get up and clean, so I just fell asleep with a wet dick and pubic hair. The next day at school was a mixture of impatience, cautiousness, and excite. I was impatient for the day to go on so we could go to the movies and more importantly play with ourselves. I was cautious not to show my longing to masturbate together and also cautious about not pushing it further than just mutual masturbation. I think that on that day, I walked around school with a boner behind my books for most of the time. I got home, relaxed a bit, and then got ready for my sleepover with Trent. I packed my backpack with the usual things, and then got dropped off at the movies. I was just wearing jeans and a t-shirt, so I don't think that I looked that great or anything. When I saw Trent, I liked what he was wearing, which was just jeans and a football jersey. I then, for the first time, got a little of a `queer' idea from him. I noticed that when he talked he batted his eyelashes quite a bit. I didn't dwell on this much and instead focused on the movies and constantly telling myself not to push myself onto Trent later that evening. The movie ended, and we got picked up by his parents. We arrived at his house and just marched to his room and plopped our asses onto the bed and just started to chat idly and watch tv. We talked about music, and we both admitted we like Britney Spears. I even admitted to liking N' Sync a bit, but he did not go that far. I also didn't tell him how I wanted to fuck Justin `dirty pop' style! After a bit of television, I made a hint about the porno video. He took the hint the right way, but he said that we should wait for his parents to hit the hay. I respected that response, but I started to prod deeper into him a little.. "Hey Trenty, have you ever wondered what a blowjob feels like?" I asked him. "Well, yeah, I guess it must be pretty good for all the porno's to have them" He responded. "I think they must be good too, my brother told me that they are better than sex if they are done properly" I said, mixing truth about the comment my brother told me, but a lie, since I knew for damn sure that they felt awesome. "Really, wow..it must be good," He said back. "Yeah, but I wonder what it is like for the girl, you know, to have a guys dick in her mouth. And what about the cum?" I replied. "Well, it must be okay if girls do it, but I know for sure I would never suck cock, I hate the taste of cum too" He said back. I was almost devastated by his comments. I tried not to look taken aback, so I just continued talking. I thought, well, he didn't say that he wouldn't like one from a guy or anything. "I doubt it would be that bad to suck a dick, I think my own cum tastes bad, but I bet that not all guys cum tastes the same," I said to him. "So are you saying you would suck cock?" He asked me. "Well, I don't know. I am not going to just say no to something I have no idea about. But it would also depend on the situation. Like for one, the guy would have to wash it, he would never be able to tell anyone, and, and, Oh I don't know.. Maybe I would" I stumbled to him. I was trying to pick my words carefully. I did not want to reveal that I was already familiar with the art of cock sucking, but I wanted to hint at an interest in it. I continued, "Well, I'm not sure about blowjobs, but I would probably jerk another guy off or something...how bad could that be?" "Yeah, that can't be too bad.." He said back. "Hey, all of this talk is getting me kind of hard, can we watch the video on mute?" I asked. "Yeah, sure" He said. He then got the video out of its hiding spot and put it in. It was the same video we had watched the weekend before, but I was already hard. I automatically pulled down my boxers and let my dick free into the air. He was not at that stage yet, but I could identify a little bulge in his shorts. I forgot to mention that this time I was on his bed. Last time, I was on a cot next to his bed. I don't know why we didn't put it out, I think we were all just tired. His bed was a queen size, so, it was fine for the two of us. This was better because I could watch his crotch a lot easier now. Let me tell you that at this stage in my sexual life, I was totally not into the love side of any of this. I didn't even like boys or anything, I just liked cock. I was fascinated by what they could do. I then, and still now, do not consider myself gay. I am sorry to disappoint some of you. I merely call myself "try"sexual. I know for sure though that I am bi. Once again, my eyes drifted down to Trent's slowly expanding cock deep in his shorts. I, being my usual horny self, was hard as rock and already stroking my 14 year old dick. I was getting pretty turned on by my imagination, but also when I saw Trent undo his shorts and slip them down. I saw him in his boxers and he stuck his hand into the little split thing in them and started to touch his slightly hard lump. "Hey how you doing there buddy? Having a hard time getting it up again?" I said to him humorously. He took his hand out and just lay there watching the movie. I thought for only a split second about my next action. I quickly reached over and tapped his cock while saying "Hello Mr. Penis, you alive?" Trent looked a little surprised, but he still laughed and said back, "He will be if you continue to do that" I took that comment as sort of a comment. When I had tapped him last time, I withdrew my hand rather quickly just in case of a bad response. I waited a few minutes and noticed that his dick had gotten quite hard. So, I reached over and gave it a little yank. His cock felt like twice the thickness of mine, and it really turned me on. I looked at Trent and he looked like he did not mind. To try and break the ice, I said, "Man, dude, it feels weird touching someone else's dick!" I was hoping that he would take that comment as a hint, but I guess he was a little slow. I then said to him, "You wanna touch mine?" He thought about it for a second, and said, "Yeah sure what the hell." He slowly reached over and wrapped his fingers around my hard cock. I was so horny I like jerked up a little when he took hold of my member. He actually even rubbed it up and down a few times and said, "Man, you are right, it is weird touching another guys dick.." I said back, "Yeah, but its kinda cool in my opinion." I then took my hand and brought it back to his cock. I slowly started to rub him up and down. He, in the meantime, seemed to be enjoying himself thoroughly. He not even thinking, took his hand off of my dick, and pretty much just stuck his hands behind his head like he was some kinda fucking king. I didn't mind being a servant though. I repositioned myself so that my right hand was able to grasp his cock. I took hold of his thick shaft and started to stroke it like I would do to my own. He had a little pool of precum on the tip of it, and I wiped it up with my finger, and rubbed it on the underside of his head. He really seemed to like that. Meanwhile, I had my left hand jerking myself off pretty well. He had his eyes closed like he was enjoying this. I was literally just tongues reach away from his cock. I continued to stroke his cock for a while, and then out of the blue, I just leaned over, and slid the entire thing into my hot mouth. He jerked up in a mixture of surprise and caution. His dick actually went from being hard to soft in my mouth. I felt like absolute shit. I took my mouth off of his cock and just looked at him sheepishly. I put my hand back on his cock and tried to jerk him off a bit. He looked very confused and not sure of what had just happened. I decided it would be best to let go of his cock and focus on my own. I still hadn't said word to him about my actions just minutes before. I decided to focus on my cock, which was still hard. I jerked off as quickly as I could and spurted cum all over my hand. I looked over, and thankfully, Trent was jerking off as well. His pace was increasing, and I knew he would blow soon. His eyes closed and toes curled and I saw a few little pumps of warm semen dribble out of his cock. Because of the situation, I decided to go wash my hands and just go to sleep. While trying to fall asleep, I was very nervous. I was sure that I had gone too far and possible just ruined our friendship. I decided not to talk about it for a while. I slowly drifted off to sleep, thinking about how nice it was to have his cock in my mouth, even if it was only for 5 seconds. The next morning, we woke up, and I still wasn't in the mood to say anything about me trying to blow him. I made up some excuse about why I had to get home early. I got dropped off at home and sheepishly said, "See you tomorrow Trent, thanks for having me over." He responded amicably, "Yeah sure, no prob, see you tomorrow." When I got home, the first thing I did was boot up my computer. I checked my email and had a few messages from friends. I then decided that I could not just let this thing with Trent go by. I needed to know what he felt about what happened and whether or not our friendship was ruined or something. So, I hit compose on my email program. I addressed it to Trent and put a subject of, "Stuff." I then started to write my message. It went something like this: Trent, I don't know how to say this, or if I should. What happened last night was something out of curiosity. I am sorry if I scared you off and understand if you don't want to be friends with me. I promise that it will never happen again if you don't want it to. Please write me back and tell me how you feel. Your friend, Matt I read over the message and thought it didn't sound too threatening, and hopefully, he will notice the part about `if you don't want it to.' Giving him the hint that I would do it again if he was comfortable with it. I shut down the computer and just sat around my house watching tv all day. I got back on to the computer a few hours later and checked my mail. For sure, there was an email from Trent with subject, "Its Ok." I felt relieved immediately. Matt, About what happened, don't worry about it. I was just a little weirded out by it all. I was more surprised than anything. I don't hate you at all, and I don't mind about what happened. I actually liked it a little. So man, don't worry...we are still cool with eachother. Byebye, Trent. Wow..what a relief. And I re read over and over about the `I actually liked it a little.' Hmm.. I wonder whats going to happen with Trent?? Anything? Stay tuned for Chapter 8! Oh yeah, email me if you want islandguy1985@yahoo.com...I appreciate the comments I have received so far, notable Rover...thanks for inspiration! And also Cyril, thank you for making me want to continue the story.