Date: Tue, 7 Mar 2000 12:18:22 EST From: Phaedrus57@aol.com Subject: Isle of Refuge 9 (tt,bt,consensual) Young Friends Caveat: This is a story of love and adventure among a group of teenaged boys. It contains scenes of sexual activities between boys. If this offends you, do not read the story. Please go to some other site. If the laws of your country or locality say that it is illegal for you to read this type of story (i.e. that you are too young to have erotic thoughts or sexual questions and your innocent little mind shouldn't entertain such possibilities as are portrayed in this story), you should obey the law. If you read this story nevertheless, don't get caught! Hide your downloads and delete your history. For obvious reasons, the characters in this story do not practice safe sex. Remember that they are fictional products of my fevered imagination, but the dangers of unprotected sex are real. In this respect, I hope that readers will not follow their example. Enjoy the story, which will go on for many chapters. I hope that it will appeal to your minds and hearts. It isn't primarily a sex story, although it has its erotic moments. Comments are welcome and strongly requested. Flames will be ignored. E-mail me at phaedrus57@aol.com. This story is dedicated to the memory of my beloved foster son David, who died of AIDS in 1992, a week before his twenty-ninth birthday. This chapter is dedicated with love and gratitude to Eric (Lonelykid), whose e-mail a few weeks ago got me writing again after many months. Thanks, Eric! I hope you like this chapter. And please e-mail me again. I had a minor software disaster and lost your e-mail address along with many others. Finally, I apologize to all "Isle of Refuge" readers for my extremely long delay in posting this chapter. My life has taken some unexpected turns but I hope that I can now resume regular postings approximately every two weeks. I hope you didn't give up on me. I have many more chapters planned. Isle of Refuge Chapter X: The Lost Sheep Then Jesus told them this parable: "Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, `Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.' I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. Luke 15:4-7 Richard recalled these words as he led the boys up from the beach toward the northern end of the island. They had especially moved him when he had heard a sermon based on this parable in chapel at school, and this passage had become part of his personal creed. He loved the image of the compassionate shepherd carrying the frightened and bewildered lamb back to the safety of the flock, and made it a personal ideal. Richard had been deeply disturbed by the story told to him haltingly and tearfully by Joey and Angelo the previous evening when they had stumbled bruised and frightened back to the campsite. Their quest into the unknown region had ended in disaster, and they had had to abandon Terry to face his guilt and shame alone. Richard was haunted by Angelo's physical and emotional torment and by the image of Terry forsaken in the night. This morning he had consigned Joey and Angelo to Francois' gentle care and taken the others-Kevin, Mike, Miguel, and Tommy-to search for Terry. He hoped that they were not too late. Francois, who still was not fully mobile, had learned from years of experience as the oldest brother how to comfort younger siblings. Now he sat at the bottom of the tree beneath the treehouse clasping Joey loosely with his right arm while he rubbed Angelo's back with his left hand. When the search party set forth, Francois was softly singing a Creole song, stopping to translate each verse to Joey and Angelo, much to their amusement. The two younger boys surrendered themselves to Francois' warmth and strength as they struggled to come to terms with yesterday's shattering events. Supported by Joey and Angelo, Francois made his way to the pool in which the three boys spent a long time washing each other's bodies. Joey, the most reluctant of all the boys to express feelings of tenderness and affection, held Angelo very close and kissed him while Francois carefully inspected his violated anus and gently washed it clean. There was a little dried blood and the area was red and swollen, but no serious physical damage. "Does it hurt a lot?" Joey asked. "It's really sore," Angelo answered, "but I think it'll be OK. It's just like what my brothers used to do to me, but nobody knew, so I just hadda get over it by myself." "It doesn't look too bad," Francois said. "Its gonna hurt to take a shit for a few days until the swelling goes down." Joey stroked Angelo's tawny back and said, "I really love ya, bro. I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to ya!" Both boys' penises were now erect and pressing against each other's bellies. A bit surprised by Joey's overt show of affection, Angelo said softly, "I love ya, too, Joey! Thanks for being my friend." He rested his head on Joey's shoulder and they held each other in a firm embrace. A few minutes later, Francois said, "We'd better get out of the water before we all wrinkle up like prunes. Do you guys think you could find us some lunch?" Joey and Angelo reluctantly pulled themselves apart and helped Francois back to the foot of the big tree. Laughing exuberantly, the two younger boys ran off to gather some fruit. Francois smiled to himself as he saw their usual playfulness return. Joey and Angelo soon came back with their arms full of fruit, and the three boys ate hungrily. Joey and Angelo's attempts to smear Francois' body with juice necessitated another excursion to the pool. When they returned to the foot of the tree, all three boys found that the midday heat, the food, and their relief at the return of security and normality had made them irresistibly sleepy. Francois pulled Angelo onto his lap, and Angelo curled up with his head on Francois' muscular chest. Joey snuggled up to Francois' side, held securely by the black boy's strong arm. He laid his head next to Angelo's and took his hand. Feeling safe and loved, the three were soon asleep. The search party made its way along the beach and plunged into the rough wooded terrain of the island's northern half. Following Joey and Angelo's directions, they headed for the abandoned village. Tommy and Miguel led the way, followed by Kevin, Richard, and Mike. A few minutes after they left the beach, Mike shouted gleefully, "Hey! Look what I found!" Everyone stopped and gathered around him. Mike pointed out a low growing plant with trifoliate, serrated leaves. "It's pot!" he said, grinning. The boys could see similar plants all around them. Miguel, Tommy, and Mike exchanged high-fives, laughing delightedly. Richard and Kevin looked at each other apprehensively. "We can pick some of the leaves and take them back and dry them in the sun," Mike said excitedly. "My cousin Donna used to grow it in her closet under a special light and then dry it on her windowsill. That was some slammin' herb!" Richard said quietly but emphatically, "Terry's somewhere out here, maybe hurt or worse. Is this the time to be thinking about pot?" Mike, Miguel, and Tommy looked at the ground, embarrassed. "Sorry, Richard," they all mumbled. They resumed their quest. In the still, hot air they could hear only the singing of birds and the buzzing of insects. Despite the rampant vegetation and bright sunlight, the place felt lonely and desolate. The boys stayed close together and said little. Even Tommy seemed solemn and subdued. They could see where Terry, Joey, and Angelo had cut their way through the thickest underbrush. Before long they all saw a clearing in the trees ahead. "There's Terry!" Tommy shouted, pointing at the bronze back of a human figure lying motionless in fetal position on the ground. Richard could see the machete lying just beyond Terry. Tommy took just a step to run ahead when Miguel and Kevin each firmly grabbed one of his arms to hold him back. "Tommy, you stay here with Kevin and Miguel while Mike and I go to see how Terry is," Richard said firmly. Sick with apprehension, Richard and Mike walked quickly toward Terry, who still showed no sign of life or consciousness. The clean metal surface of the machete flashed with the reflection of a beam of sunlight filtered through the leafy canopy overhead. As they drew closer they could see that Terry was breathing. His eyes, bloodshot and red-rimmed, were open. He had scratches and bits of dried mud on his legs and torso. As he became aware of Richard and Mike's approach, he put his hands over his face. "Why did you come here?" Terry asked in a low, hoarse voice. "Why didn't you just leave me out here to die? I don't deserve to live..." He began to sob. Richard knelt and put one hand on Terry's shoulder. "Look at me, Terry!" he said gently. Terry uncovered his eyes and looked up hesitantly, his face a mask of shame and remorse. "You're our brother, Terry," Richard continued, "and no matter what you've done, we love you and we need you." "I-I-s Angelo...okay?" Terry asked, hardly able to get the words out. "Physically he is, but you really hurt his feelings a lot," Richard said. "He sure doesn't need your death on his conscience." "I love him. How can I ever face him again? Now he'll hate me forever!" Terry said despairingly. "If you love him, you have to face him. Your have to convince him that what happened wasn't his fault. He needs for you to make this up to him. You owe him big time! You have a responsibility to him, and you can't just leave him hanging," Richard said with quiet passion. When they had seen Terry talking with Richard, Miguel and Kevin had released Tommy from their restraining grasp. The little boy bounded to Terry's side and threw his arms around him. "Are ya okay, Terry? We were so worried about ya!" Tommy said, and planted a kiss on Terry's tearstained cheek. At last, Terry smiled. He returned Tommy's hug and kiss and said, "Yeah, I guess I'm okay. And thanks for worrying about me, li'l bro!" Kevin held out his hand to help Terry up. "C'mon! Let's go home and get you cleaned up!" As soon as Terry was on his feet, he was enfolded in a group hug. "Ewww! You smell nasty! No more hugs until you've had a bath!" Mike said, wrinkling his nose. Everyone laughed. They began their homeward journey. At first they all felt euphoric with relief. They laughed and chattered and walked rapidly. Mike pointed out the marijuana patch he had discovered, but they did not linger there or take any of the leaves with them. As they drew closer to the campsite, Terry grew quiet and subdued. He dreaded facing Joey and Angelo, but he could hardly wait to see them. The other boys sensed his mood. None of them was sure how to deal with what Terry had done and they could not foresee how Angelo would react to his return. It was mid-afternoon by the time they reached the beach. The hot sand underfoot and the rhythmic sound of waves washing up on the beach made them feel that they were close to home. Terry had to force himself to walk up the steep bank along the well-worn path leading from the beach to the campsite. Although the other boys were eager to show Francois, Joey, and Angelo that they had gained the prize they sought, they did not look forward to the confrontation that was sure to follow. Francois, Joey, and Angelo were just awakening from their nap when they heard the voices approaching from the beach. Suddenly they saw Tommy burst into the clearing and heard him announce breathlessly, "We found 'im! We found 'im, and he's okay." "Great!" Francois said, grinning happily. But Angelo pressed his face onto Francois' shoulder and Joey stood up defiantly, his face set in anger. "Stay cool, Joey," Francois said quietly. "I just wanna hurt him so much," Joey replied, "but I won't." Miguel appeared, followed by Richard leading Terry firmly by the arm, and then by Kevin and Mike. Terry saw Angelo clinging to Francois and Joey glaring at him with his fists clenched. He had no idea what to do or say. He wished the earth would open and swallow him up. "Terry, stay right here," Richard said. He turned and walked across the campsite toward Joey, Angelo, and Francois. He gave Joey a quick hug and knelt down beside Angelo. Rubbing Angelo's shoulders, Richard said, "Angelo, can you look at me?" Angelo lifted his face from Francois' shoulder and looked at Richard with red-rimmed, tearful eyes. Richard stroked his cheek. "Terry has to talk to you sometime, but only when you're ready. Do you want to hear him now, or do you want to wait?" Richard said. "Can I wait 'til tomorrow, Richard, please? I don't think I can handle it yet," Angelo pleaded. "Of course you can wait. Terry can't really be a part of us again until you feel comfortable with it. He has to convince you that you're safe with him and that he takes responsibility for what he did." "Is Terry okay? What's gonna happen to him?" Angelo asked. "Terry is okay. He had a bad night, but no worse than he deserved. And we won't let him come to any harm," Richard reassured him. "I-I-I-s he gonna sleep in the treehouse tonight?" Angelo asked, his voice trembling. Richard thought for a moment. "I don't think Terry should sleep in the treehouse until we all feel that he has made up for what he did to you. Until then he can sleep on the ground," he said. "I don't want anything bad to happen to him," Angelo said. "We all slept on the ground until we built the treehouse, and it didn't hurt us a bit. Terry can use one of the hammocks," Richard replied. Richard stroked Angelo's back, kissed him on the cheek, and then stood and walked back across the campsite to Terry and the others. He said, "Terry, Angelo isn't ready to talk to you now, but he might be ready tomorrow. Until then, I don't think you should sleep in the treehouse. It wouldn't be fair to Angelo..." "It's kewl, Richard, you don't have to explain," Terry said, looking at the ground. "I've gotta earn my way back, right?" Everyone felt dirty and sweaty, and soon all of the boys were in the pool scrubbing and splashing each other with their usual exuberance. Joey and Angelo went beneath the waterfall as they usually did, but Terry made no attempt to join them. Joey washed Angelo with uncharacteristic tenderness and Angelo reciprocated. They didn't talk much, but smiled at each other continually. Angelo at last felt relaxed and comfortable, and he and Joey seemed to have reached a new level of intimacy and mutual care. It was now late afternoon, and after their bath the boys began gathering food for supper. Mike led a fishing party, which Terry eagerly joined, to the lagoon, while others gathered fruit and firewood. The fishing party returned with several large, succulent fish that were cleaned and roasted over the open fire. As darkness fell, everyone felt contented and secure as they sat around the dying flame. Tommy was as usual snuggled in Miguel's lap. Mike and Francois sat close together, their arms over each other's shoulders. Angelo's head rested on Joey's chest as Joey stroked his arm. Terry sat next to Kevin and Richard. Richard said, loudly enough so that everyone could hear, "Terry, we're all grateful that you're back with us. We need you and we aren't complete without you." "Not nearly as grateful as I am that you still want me," Terry replied, his voice husky with emotion. "I know I really fucked up! I'd never do anything on purpose to hurt any of you guys. You're my family, the best friends I've ever had, my true brothers. Thanks for giving me another chance! I won't fuck up again!" "Why not? How do you know?" Mike asked. Terry looked at the ground and then back up at Mike. "'Cause I know that if I don't control myself I can hurt someone I really care about. If I care about someone, I've gotta respect him, not just use him. Just because I'm, like, totally attracted to someone doesn't give me the right not to pay attention when he says 'No'." Everyone was quiet for a few minutes. Richard said, "I'm glad we've come to take sex with each other for granted. Mostly it has brought us closer together and made our lives here happier. But it's a very powerful drive, and it can do harm as well as good. Especially for guys our age, it can bring out dangerous and destructive feelings. We have to tame its power. Without love and respect, it's just exploitation." "What's exploit...exploit...ation?" Tommy asked. "It's when someone doesn't think about another person's feelings or needs, but only what he can get out of the other person," Kevin explained. "It's like what my brothers used to do to me," Angelo said quietly. The boys had had an active and emotional day, and everyone was getting sleepy. Richard and Kevin helped Terry rig one of the hammocks. Joey and Angelo avoided Terry, although they felt very strange and awkward as they did so. Everyone went to the pool to wash before going to bed. After Terry had climbed into his hammock, Richard and Kevin walked over to speak to him. "Are you going to be okay?" Richard asked. "Yeah, I guess so," Terry said, blinking back tears. "If you need us, you know where to find us," Kevin said, taking Terry by the hand. "Try to get some sleep," Richard added. "Thanks, guys. Don't worry about me," Terry said. "G'night, Ter," Kevin and Richard both said, and climbed up to join the others in the treehouse. All day Joey had been trying to think of some way to make Angelo feel better. Joey had never before worried so much about someone else's feelings. The emotional coldness he had experienced throughout his childhood made it difficult for him to recognize and express his own feelings, let alone empathize with those of another. He had tended to take for granted his friendship with Terry and Angelo. It had not occurred to him that their intimate, playful relationship would ever end. The events of the past two days had frightened him, but he hadn't known how to express his concern. He had found himself on the verge of tears again and again. He had stayed very close to Angelo, touching him whenever he could. Angelo had noticed Joey's attentions and found them comforting, although he hadn't thought much about them. Next to Tommy, Joey was the least physically mature of the boys. Since arriving on the island, he had grown very conscious of changes in his body. His 13-year-old hormones were doing their work. His penis and testicles had grown larger, and he had noticed a few strands of hair appear at the base of his penis. Only recently he had begun producing a small amount of semen in the course of his, Angelo's, and Terry's frequent sexual play. He had begun to worry about his height and lack of muscular definition, and about the strange and unpleasant new smells his body seemed to produce. Puberty had hit him like a series of hammer blows, leaving him moody and confused. As Joey and Angelo crawled into their sleeping area in the treehouse, usually occupied by Terry as well, Joey put his arms around Angelo and pulled him close. Angelo, much more accustomed to hugging and touching, reciprocated. The two thirteen year olds lay on their sides facing and embracing each other. Joey was acutely aware of the warmth of Angelo's body and the softness of his skin. He felt his own penis and then Angelo's begin to harden. At the same time, his eyes began to fill with tears. He felt a lump in his throat. His heart seemed about to burst from his chest. In a trembling voice, Joey whispered, "Angelo, are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm okay. You don't sound so good, though," Angelo answered. Joey took a deep breath, and said, "I've been so scared all day, thinking about what would happen if you weren't here. I just don't know what I'd do...if...if..." He began to sob. Angelo stroked his back and kissed his cheek "Thanks being so nice to me today. You're my best friend and I love ya. I'm not gonna leave ya. I know ya love me, too, even though ya don't say stuff like that." Calmer now, Joey said, "I've never felt like this about anybody before, but every time I saw ya hurting today, I felt like I was hurting, too. I just wanted to do anything to make ya happy. I guess...I think...I love ya...I wanna be near ya...I wanna take care of ya." He was sobbing again, his face buried in Angelo's shoulder. A dam had burst within him, and his years of sadness and loneliness were pouring out with his tears. The role of comforter was natural to Angelo, and his warm heart was moved by Joey's pain. He continued to embrace the smaller boy passionately and to caress his head and back. "It's okay, baby, just let it out. I wanna take care of you, too," he whispered into Joey's ear, and kissed his neck. Neither Joey nor Angelo knew how long it was before Joey's body stopped shaking with sobs. Time seemed suspended. All defenses and barriers disappeared. They were at one in mind and heart. Joey gradually relaxed and dozed off, enveloped by Angelo's warm body and wonderful smell. Angelo held Joey to him like a treasure, infinitely precious. In the next sleeping cubicle, Miguel and Tommy had gone to sleep almost instantly, wrapped in each other's arms as usual. Beside them, Richard and Kevin were preparing to make love when they had heard the beginning of Joey and Angelo's whispered conversation. They lay still and listened. When they heard Joey crying, Richard took his lips from Kevin's and whispered, "Should we help?" "No! They'll work it out," Kevin whispered back. They lost themselves in each other. When they had made love and returned to normal space and time, the next cubicle was quiet. They could hear only Joey and Angelo's slow steady breathing. "Your were right as usual, my love," Richard whispered. Kevin smiled happily, snuggled up to his boyfriend, and fell asleep. Sometime in the middle of the night, Angelo awoke feeling something soft and wet on his right nipple. After a moment, he felt Joey's head making small movements against his chest. He deduced that the warm, wet pressure came from Joey's tongue. It felt wonderful. Angelo felt his penis harden. "Watcha doin', Jo?" he murmured sleepily. Taking his mouth away from Angelo's breast, Joey whispered, "Tryin' to make you feel better than you ever have before." "You don't hafta do that, babe. You make me feel good just bein' here," Angelo said, and kissed the top of Joey's head. "I wanna do it. Just relax and leave everything to me!" Joey replied, and returned to licking Angelo's chest. Slowly Joey licked and kissed his way down Angelo's chest and belly, enjoying the feel of his smooth, warm skin. He heard Angelo sighing contentedly. He rubbed his nose in the wreath of black, curly hairs at the base of Angelo's penis, inhaling deeply. Suddenly he loved the pungent, musky scent. He knew Angelo and Terry's bodies as well as he knew his own. He knew the feel of their skins, the smell of their sweat, and the shapes of their penises, both soft and hard. But he had never really thought about them before. Why had the fragrance of Angelo's crotch not moved him deeply until now? He held the base of Angelo's penis in one hand while he kissed and licked its tip. He began to lick and suckle Angelo's testicles, taking one and then the other into his mouth. He pushed Angelo's knees up onto his chest so that his lips and tongue could reach and soothe the still red and swollen anus. Angelo moaned softly. "Did I hurt ya?" Joey whispered, his voice full of concern. "Naw! It feels great!" Angelo answered breathlessly. Joey took as much as he could of Angelo's rigid five and a half inches into his mouth and began to move his head up and down. Angelo moaned, "Oh, yeah!" Joey alternated between licking and sucking, coating the penis thickly with saliva. He pulled Angelo's knees back down so that he was lying flat. Getting onto his own knees, Joey straddled Angelo's hips. He covered his fingers with saliva and used it to coat his own anus. He held Angelo's hard, spit-coated penis straight up as he lowered his buttocks. The tip of Angelo's penis was now touching Joey's hole. Realizing suddenly what Joey planned, Angelo said anxiously, "Are you sure about this, Jo? I don't wanna hurt ya!" Joey replied, "I don't mind a little pain. Sometimes it feels good, ya know what I mean? Anyways, I really wanna know what this feels like. I like it when I stick my finger up there. Your dick should feel even better." "Please stop if it hurts too much," Angelo pleaded. "Okay," Joey said. He lowered himself further, and made a conscious effort to relax his sphincter. He gasped as the penis penetrated his outer ring, and then stopped as it went in a bit further. The pain was intense, but the pleasure was even greater, and Joey moved further down as the pain began to fade. He stopped again as Angelo's penis made contact with his prostate, and his own penis became fully erect. He felt his whole body tingling, as if small jolts of electricity were passing through it. Angelo moaned as he found himself buried more and more deeply in Joey's rectum. He was barely able to gasp, "You okay, Jo?" "More than okay...this feels great!" Joey sighed. Angelo surrendered to the sensations he was now feeling. He had often been used to bring pleasure to others, but his own penis had never been inside someone else before. He was amazed at the intense heat inside the sheath of Joey's bowel. He was transported to new heights of pleasure. He could feel the semen rising. He forgot to breathe. Suddenly Joey's sphincter constricted around his penis. Joey cried out and emitted a stream of translucent fluid from the end of his engorged four-inch penis onto Angelo's chest. Angelo thought that his penis would explode as he emptied his load into Joey. He lost all consciousness of space and time. It was as if his whole being were concentrated in his prick. Exhausted from the most intense orgasm of his young life, Joey collapsed onto Angelo's chest as Angelo's penis began to soften within him. As both boys began to return to reality, they felt suffused with warmth and closeness, enveloped in the cocoon of each other. Their lips locked together in a long kiss. Finally, Angelo said, "Ohhh, Joey, I've never felt anything as good as that before! I just wanna stay this way forever." Joey giggled softly. "I told ya I'd make you feel better than you ever have before." He hesitated, then added, "I really love ya, Ange. I love havin' ya inside me." He felt tears stinging in his eyes. He knew that his life had changed forever. He could say no more. Angelo kissed Joey again and stroked his back. "Thank you, a million times, babe! I love ya even more! Please don't ever leave me!" Still enfolded in each other, Angelo and Joey drifted off into a deep, dreamless sleep, their semen and sweat drying between them. When they awoke, it was broad daylight. All of the other boys except Terry were standing around them, grinning broadly. "Okay, lovebirds, wake up while it's still morning," Mike said, laughing. As Angelo opened his eyes, Mike began to clap his hands and everyone joined in a round of applause. Joey and Angelo grinned self-consciously and then engaged in a passionate kiss. "Don't rip off each other's skin when you try to get up," Kevin said. "Sounds like the voice of experience," Angelo responded. Kevin had had the foresight to bring a pail of water up from the pool and he and Richard used it to help Joey and Angelo separate without too much pain. They found themselves being hugged affectionately by all of the others in turn. They were then escorted down to the pool where everyone helped clean them up. Next, the other boys made them sit at the foot of the tree and served them breakfast. Joey and Angelo couldn't stop touching and smiling at each other. It was the happiest day either had ever known. Huddled in his hammock, Terry heard the noises of fun and camaraderie. He didn't know yet what had happened in the treehouse last night, but he still felt utterly desolate and alone. Would Angelo be willing to talk to him today? How could he face him or any of the others? What could he say? He had thought of a hundred speeches to make to Angelo, but none of them seemed adequate. If only they had left him to die alone in the abandoned village! Why had they made him come back? Only when he couldn't hear voices any longer did he make himself crawl out of his hammock into the bright sunlight. NEXT: Chapter 11-"New Arrivals"-Coming SOON.