Date: Sun, 30 Oct 2011 21:51:25 -0400
From: amatrix@hushmail.com
Subject: Jordan And Nathan, GM, Young Friends

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*                           Title : Jordan & Nathan                                 *
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	Nathan and I had been best friends since first grade. We made many
discoveries together over the years. We compared our penis's to each others
when we were 8, and had our first view of a girls private parts the next
year, and we both lost our virginity a day or so later. As you can tell
back then we used to play truth or dare quite a bit. Over the next year or
so Nathan and I were pretty inseparable. That changed the summer Nathan
turned ten, only a few months before me.

	Nathan was always the more athletic one, always wanting to race on
foot, or on our bikes to the corner store. He was always the first one up
the jungle gym, and first one down the slide. It was only natural when the
sign up sheets for football were posted for the 10-12 age group that Nathan
was the first to sign up. I wasn't much into sports, and because I wouldn't
be ten til the end of that summer, I didn't want to play. Nathan was
disappointed I could tell, but his excitement to be a football star
overpowered the disappointment a tad.

	When school let out for the year that spring, Nathan and I started
to build a fort in the woods about a mile up the path behind our house. We
worked on it from morning til dusk most evenings right up until football
practice started two weeks later. It was pretty awesome. We built it pretty
sturdily out of logs and branches, it was big enough for a small fire pit
in the center and we still had room to kick back and sleep out if we wanted
to. My parents wouldn't let me sleep out in the woods tho, but Nathan spent
a night there... or so he said.

	We spent our days at the fort, most times just the two of us. We
started to build a dam in the creek a short walk from the fort and
occasionally we'd invite a friend along when we needed help with big
rocks. We didn't want too many people to know about the fort so we kept it
pretty quiet. By the time we had the dam built so that we had a swimming
hole big enough to swim in, that's when Nathan started spending all his
time at the football field.

	My parents must have noticed a difference in me. One afternoon I
was at the fort by myself reading a book when I heard footsteps and
rustling outside. When I looked out my dad was standing by the
entrance. "heya" he said when he noticed me peeking out. I went out to
greet him, not real excited that my dad had discovered our fort, but still
I showed him around a bit. He was pretty impressed at how well built the
fort was, and amazingly he said that it would be awesome to camp out
here. Excitedly I asked if I could sometime, and hoping to pull Nathan away
from football for a day or so to camp out would definitely lift my spirits,
so you can imagine how happy I was when he told me we could.

	Nathan however, had practice every weeknight, and games were
starting the very next Saturday. Since Nathan and his parents always went
out to eat on Sunday evenings, he wasn't allowed. We'd still spend our days
at the fort, either relaxing and talking or swimming at the dam. One
afternoon Nathan came up out of the water towards me, and stopped a few
feet away and turned to the side. He pushed the front of his shorts down
and started to pee. This was nothing new, but today was a little
different. It was the first time I'd seen his penis in about 6 months. I
was kind of shocked to see it looked a little bigger then I remembered. He
caught my look of surprise, grinned and pulled up his shorts.

	"What's wrong, didn't you ever see anyone takin a piss before?", he
said jokingly.

	"ya...", I stuttered

	Nathan came over in front of me and with a grin pushed the front of
his shorts down again. His penis was just inches from my face. I could see
the starts of little patches of fuzz just above his penis. It had grown a
little since the last time I saw it. Nathan was uncircumcised and the last
time I had seen his penis it was the same size as mine, even with his
foreskin. It was at least 4 inches long now.

	"See what football does for you, it makes ya get muscles and your
dink isn't so dinky anymore", he said.

	I stared at it, oddly excited. I could feel my penis start to
stiffen up a little bit.

	"Let's see yours!", he said motioning for me to stand up.

	Somewhat in fear of letting him see my penis in it's stiff state,
and even more in fear of him making fun of my erect 2 1/2 inches, I stood
up and turned around and walked into the water shaking my head.

	"chicken!", he said as he followed me into the water.

	After a few splashes it seemed as tho all had been forgotten. I was
glad in a way but couldn't stop thinking about his penis. After splashing
around for a bit and fixing a few leaks in the dam, Nathan hurriedly got
out of the water and looked at his watch he had left on his towel.

	"oh shit, I gotta go or I'm gonna be late for practice", he
exclaimed as he gathered the rest of his belongings. We almost jogged back
to our houses and Nathan waved as he headed up his driveway.

	That evening I examined myself with a mirror. I guess my penis
wasn't so bad. Even with the mirror I couldn't see any signs of fuzz tho,
but I did notice my balls seemed to have gotten bigger and were hanging a
little lower. My penis sadly hadn't grown, at least that I could tell. I
see it everyday especially when I jerked off in the shower. Yes, both
Nathan and I started jerking off way back when we still played truth or
dare. The examination I gave my penis and the thoughts of jerking off,
combined with my memory of seeing Nathan earlier and before I knew it I
found myself stroking my 2 1/2 inches slowly. I had an awesome method, I'd
wrap my hand around it and just barely touching it with my grip I would
stroke 10 or 15 times then with just my thumb and two fingers I would
massage just the tip, slowly wrapping my fingers around the shaft to stoke
it. With the memory of Nathan's penis just behind my eye lids, and my
concentration on what I was doing I could feel the orgasm coming...

	"JORDAN, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?", my dad said in a startled shocked
voice.

	I quick jumped up and pulled up my underwear. Blushing and not
knowing what to say I just stood there. Luckily from the shock my erection
quickly faded but I kept my hands covering my groin anyway. Dad, recovered
from his shock a bit, and when Mom yelled up the steps to see what was
wrong, dad yelled back down to her that everything was fine.

	Dad came over then, and sat on my bed. He patted the mattress
beside him and motioned for me to sit down.

	"Well son, I guess it's time we had that talk that every parent
dreads", he said.

	It was hard to tell, but dad seemed like this wasn't a conversation
he wanted to have. I wasn't about to tell him that I had already had sex
almost a year earlier, although at the time I really didn't know what I was
doing. I simply followed Nathan's lead and pretended it felt as good as
Nathan made it seem. I didn't have my first orgasm until we figured out how
to jerk off.

	I was listening to dad talk about love, and listened to him talk
about the act of sex, but I really paid attention when he started talking
about puberty. As dad explained about how girls go threw puberty, and
periods and all that, I have to admit I was almost nauseous. When dad
started explaining about how boys first start to grow hair around their
penis and armpits, and how their testicles slowly hang lower as they begin
to produce semen, and how the penis begins to grow longer and thicker, I
could feel my penis becoming longer. My erection had returned and I found
myself wondering if Nathan was producing semen and cum yet. After our talk
I realized that even with all of the sexploration Nathan and I had done
together there was still a lot to be learned.

	"Any questions?", dad asked.

	"Well", I stuttered, "When will I start puberty?", I asked.

	"Don't rush it son, it will happen when it happens. You can't make
it happen when you want it to, and once it starts to happen you'll wish it
would go away.", he answered.

	We talked a little more, and the topic of masturbation came up. Dad
could tell it once again embarassed me that I had been caught by my fire
red blushing cheeks. He explained that everyone does it, but next time I
decide to do so, I should make sure my bedroom door is shut. He kind of
grinned and told me not to spend all my time playing with it, and after he
and I were sure I had no more questions, he gave me a hug and headed for
the door.

	"We'll have to see about getting you a lock for your door, to give
you a little more privacy', he said as he pulled it shut behind him.

	The next morning, I rushed to the fort in hopes that Nathan was
there. Sadly the fort was deserted so I laid back against a tree and read a
few pages of my book. Every couple minutes I'd peek over the top in hopes
of seeing Nathan coming up the trail, but after an hour or two passed, I
decided to head back to town to see if I could find him. I ran into a
friend while looking for Nathan who told me he had seen Nathan over at the
football field playing a game with a few older kids. Depressed I walked
back to the fort by myself.

	I must have fallen asleep. I woke to the sound of laughing coming
from the creek so I peeked out threw the window to see who was out. It was
Nathan and a boy named Allen. Allen was a grade higher then us in
school. He was 12 and had hair so blonde it was almost white. I was
mad. How could Nathan bring someone out to the fort when we tried so hard
to keep it secret. I could hear another voice and peeked out a little more
to see who else was there and noticed on one of the branches was something
red. I couldn't tell who else was with from my view, but as Allen walked
out of the water I no longer cared.

	Allen walked out of the swimming hole completely naked. From the
direction he walked I could only see his ass, which almost immediately gave
me an erection. Allen was a little taller then Nathan and I, He was good
looking and had a billion light freckles on his face. Looking at his butt I
could see a few freckles there, or maybe it was just water, but either way
I found myself thinking how much I wanted him to turn around so I could see
his penis. I heard a giggle from the water and another face pop into view.

	It was Anna. The girl Nathan and I had lost our virginity to. She
was 11, and as she walked out of the water I could tell her breasts were
starting to form. Anna hurriedly walked over to Allen and they both walked
out of my view as Nathan came out of the water. Nathan was pulling his
shorts up and he too walked over to where Allen and Anna were sitting.

	I went to that side of the fort, and poked at the wall a little
bit, pushing away a little of the mud and leaves we used to pack between
the branches of our wall. There... I had made a little hole to peek out of
but by the time I was able to see out it appeared it was only Allen and
Anna sitting over by the tree were I sit to read. Anna was on her knees in
front of Allen and she appeared to be sucking on his penis! I kept my eyes
glued to the hole watching as Allen moved his hips and started to moan a
little. Anna suddenly moved her head back and Allen laughed.

	"Sorry Anna", he said, "I didn't mean to"

	Anna spit on the ground and looked up at Allen and said "sure
sure... don't do that next time or I won't do it no more"

	Allen laughed and before Anna could move from blocking my view, he
pulled his shorts up. They quickly gathered their stuff and Allen yelled
for Nathan to wait up. Nathan yelled from the path to hurry because they
were going to be late for practice, and everyone disappeared out of sight
down the path.

	I waited a few minutes before I walked over to my favorite tree. I
looked around on the ground to see where Anna had spit hoping that Allen
had cum in Anna's mouth and where she had spit it out. I had almost given
up when I seen a leaf glitter in the sun. On the leaf was a little clear
liquid with a glob of white stuff almost in the middle. Excitedly I picked
the leaf up, and looked closely at the white glob. I poked it with a finger
and felt the slimy goo between two fingers then put it to my nose to see
what it smelled like. There was a slight smell but the scent of the leaf
overpowered it. I put the leaf back down on the ground, and laid down
beside it.

	With it only inches from my face, thoughts of almost seeing Allen's
penis, thoughts of Nathan's penis, and most of all... the thoughts of Allen
moving his hips and moaning when he came, my penis was fully erect and
throbbing. There was only one thing to do. I put my hand inside my shorts
and my face close enough to smell the cum and after barely touching my
penis my entire body pulsed with an orgasm that made me curl my toes. I
quickly pushed the front of my shorts out, sat up and then rubbed the tip
of my penis and looked at my fingers. Dry... Totally dry.

	I picked up the leaf once more, and even though I was slightly
grossed out by the thought of Anna's spit on it, I put the leaf inside my
shorts and rubbed the cum off the leaf onto my penis then massaged it all
over it with my fingers. It was getting sticky feeling and I kind of
enjoyed it. I threw the leaf on the ground and went back to the fort.

	Later that night, I got a phone call from Nathan. He told me that
his game for Saturday was cancelled. The other team he was supposed to play
had to do a makeup game, and he wanted to know if I could camp out at the
fort tomorrow night. I told him I'd think about it, and he asked why I
suddenly didn't want to sleep out. I told him to meet me the next morning
at the fort and we'd talk about it. He hung up a few minutes later and I
went to get a shower.

	When I went to take my underwear off, I noticed they stuck a little
to my penis. Once they were off I turned them inside out and looked at the
stain inside the front. The cum had dried to my underwear. I looked down at
my penis and noticed the same sort of shiney coating as on the
underwear. As I watched, my penis got hard. That turned me on even more
then the stain! I sniffed the front of my underwear and could really smell
the scent now. It was yeasty like bread, mixed with the scent of urine from
the drippers from my penis. I gave it a little lick and before I could stop
myself I had my undies in my mouth sucking the semen and urine out of them
while quickly stroking my penis. For the second time today I had an earth
shattering orgasm that almost made my knees fold and drop me to the
floor. Once again I looked down at my penis and fingers hoping to see some
wet cum mixed with Allen's dried cum, but I was dry once again.

	I quickly showered, put on my pajama's and went back to my room to
hide the underwear in my desk drawer. I laid up on my bed with too many
thoughts racing threw my head. I wanted to see Allen's penis so I knew how
big mine would have to be before I started to cum. I wondered if Nathan
could cum yet. I wondered what it would feel like to have someone cum in my
mouth. I fell asleep dry humping my pillow and awoke to a sunny morning.

	I was still a little mad at Nathan. How could he take two people to
the fort and betray the secret, how could he take them there and do those
things with them and not take me along? I'd get some answers today that's
for sure. Before I left for the fort I asked and got permission to sleep
out that evening. Since dad knew where the fort was, and that we'd be safe,
he said it would be okay. I gathered my blankets, clothes and bag of food
from the kitchen and headed to the fort.

	I was there about an hour when Nathan appeared out of the
woods. Right away he asked why I sounded mad on the phone. I told him about
seeing Allen, Anna and him at the fort, and how I saw Allen naked and what
I saw Anna do. Nathan gave me a hug and told me that they were looking for
me before they left town. They wanted me to come along for a game of truth
or dare. Allen and Nathan were dared to swim naked so they did, and Anna
was dared to suck Allen to orgasm. I wasn't totally convinced they wanted
me to come along, but Nathan wouldn't make up a story like that, so I
apoligized and accepted Nathan's apology as well.

	We spent the next hour or so gathering firewood, and getting ready
to camp out for the night when Nathan suddenly announced he had to go to
the bathroom. I told him to just go pee by a tree, but Nathan grinned and
told me he had to take a crap. I started looking threw my bag for some
paper towels to give him for toilet paper but by the time I found them
Nathan had already crouched down by a tree.

	"Bring them to me", Nathan said.

	I walked over to where Nathan was, and with a stretched out arm
tried to hand them to him.

	"dude you've seen me naked a million times, just bring them to me",
he laughed

	"but you're taking a shit", I said, and Nathan laughed again.

	"not yet I'm not, I haven't started", he replied.

	I turned towards him and started to walk over. I noticed his penis
bouncing as he balanced himself and handed him the paper towels.

	"thanks, imma need them in a minute", he said

	I went to turn around, and realized I was still looking at his
penis. He farted, his penis bounced a little and he giggled.

	"Why are you looking at my dick Jordan?", he asked with a smile.

	"It's gotten bigger since I last saw it", I said without thinking.

	"Well stay here a minute and help me", he said.

	"How am I supposed to help? Don't you know how to crap?", I asked

	"Hold my hands that's how! I can't balance all by myself!" he said
and held out his hands.

	I held his hands as he leaned back to poop. I kept finding myself
glancing at his penis. His penis would throb and bob a little as he was
taking a crap and by the time he had finished his foreskin had retracted
and he looked as if he had an erection. He took one hand loose of mine and
grabbed paper towels to wipe, then sniffed the paper towel and dropped it
on the pile he'd made. Using both hands again he stood up and I could see
he was totally erect. Mezmerized by the moment I couldn't take my eyes off
of it. It was at least 4 1/2 inches long and a little thicker then I
remembered it. I glanced down at his balls and noticed they hung a lot
lower then mine. When I realized I had an erection and that I was staring
at his penis I quickly went to turn around.

	"Wait!", he said.

	"What!?", I asked.

	"Show me yours!", he said as he reached and wrapped a hand around
his own.

	"No...", I stuttered, "Not right now..."

	"C'mon please show me yours?!?", he asked once again.

	When I declined the second time he pulled his underwear and shorts
up. I walked back over to the fort and continued to setup camp. Nathan came
over beside me.

	"Is it because I had a boner?", he asked

	"No", I told him.

	"Is it because you had a boner?", he asked

	"No...", I said stuttering once again.

	"Then whats wrong, do I have to dare you to see it?", he asked

	"Maybe later, not now", I said.

	With that he left the subject drop. I was kind of glad, but also
kind of sad at the same time. I was still sort of afraid since he was
hanging with older people like Allen and Anna, that he'd laugh at me
because I still hadn't hit puberty. I kind of hoped that he'd forget. As
noon approached it was time for us both to head home for lunch. Nathan told
me he was going to the store with his mom after lunch and that he'd meet me
back at the fort around 4 that afternoon. We headed home after that.

	Around 4, I headed back up to the fort. I ran into Nathan on his
way there and we walked up the path. I'm not sure why he started to talk
about the topic he did but we talked the whole way. Nathan told me that
Allen and Anna were boyfriend and girlfriend, and while they were playing
truth or dare Allen got kind of upset because Anna wanted to see him
nude. Nathan then told me that even tho we had both done things with Anna,
that he didn't really like girls too much. Nathan then kinda grinned and
changed the topic as the fort came into view.

	About an hour later, we could hear rustling along the trail, a few
seconds later Allen came into view.

	"There you are!", he yelled when he saw Nathan, "What you guys up
to?"

	Nathan told him we were camping out for the night, Allen asked if
he could camp out also. Nathan looked at me, and secretly hoping that Allen
would stay I agreed but didn't show my excitement. Allen then asked Nathan
if he would go along back to his house to get permission and his stuff if
he was allowed. Nathan agreed and they took off down the trail towards
town.

	For the next half hour or so I sat anxiously hoping that both would
show up. It would definitely make for an interesting evening. Half of me
hoped I'd find out about all the things I was wondering about, and the
other half of me feared they'd ridicule me when they dared me to do
something I'd be afraid to do...

	I heard the whistling before I saw them coming up the path. Allen
had a backpack on and Nathan was carrying something that looked like a
raft. Allen walked over to the fort and dropped his backpack and quickly
opened the top. he pulled out a blanket and a square piece of canvas. I
wondered what he was up to as he unfolded it and that's when he motioned to
Nathan. The canvas was laid out and Nathan pulled a string on the side of
his contraption and all of a sudden with a whoosh... it was a bed.

	"The fort now has it's own official bed!", Allen said with a smile.

	"yay!" said Nathan, "Can't wait to try it out!"

	I walked away and headed down towards the creek, I was a little in
shock that Allen was 'moving in' so to speak. Allen must have sensed that I
was little hurt and he walked down by the creek to talk to me.

	"You ok with me being here Jordan?", he asked.

	"Yeah, I'm fine, I'm just a little upset because this is a little
place Nathan and I made where we can hide from everyone and talk and
stuff", I told him.

	"I don't mean to intrude, I'll leave if you want, and only come if
invited if that's what you want. I just thought you'd like to have my old
air mattress for the fort", Allen replied.

	"it's awesome, and no I don't want you to leave, and I'm sorry if I
sounded mean, I just like to come back here alone sometimes.", I told him.

	"Look, I know Nathan likes you, so I'll only come back if invited
or if I'm with one of you. I'll make sure Anna doesn't tell anyone about it
either.", Allen said.

	"Nathan likes me?", I asked, "What does that mean?"

	"I already said too much maybe... just forget it", Allen said.

	What Allen said, had me confused and bewildered. We all decided to
swim a little, which was fine by me. I could splash around and think at the
same time. We were fixing the dam when I noticed something float past me in
the creek. I made a quick swing for it with one arm and suddenly realized I
had caught Allen's bathing suit. Allen looked over at me, giggled and
grabbed it out of my hands and threw it up at the bushes.

	Nathan saw what was going on and within moments his red shorts
landed with a wet plop beside Allen's on the blueberry bush about 20 feet
away. Both of them looked at me and Nathan pointed down. I was
terrified. They both wanted me to take off my shorts. I gave a quick glance
around and realized that it was starting to get dark, and even though I
wanted to see Allen's penis, you couldn't see underwater from
above. So... timidly I took off my shorts leaving my underwear on just in
case, and put the shorts on top of the dam.

	"That's cheatin!", Nathan yelled.

	"Ya Jordan, Skinny dip with us", Allen said.

	"oh... uh...", I said stuttering, "I was gonna get out anyway to
build a fire"

	"no!" Nathan said

	Nathan started to swim over towards me, and I started to head for
shore as quick as I could but Allen beat me to it, he made a quick grab for
my underwear and my momentum helped him immensely as I felt myself falling
forward and my underwear going down over my ankles.

	"I GOT EM!", yelled Allen.

	"YES!", yelled Nathan.

	"please please please give them back", I pleaded once again
swimming back to the deeper water.

	"Why do you want them back Jordan", Allen asked

	"Just because, what if someone comes back here", I replied

	"no one except us knows about this place", Nathan said.

	"just please give them back to me", I said.

	I was almost ready to cry, Nathan swam over a little closer to me
as Allen threw the underwear back to him. Nathan stayed a few feet away and
passed my underwear back to me. I quickly put them back on, grabbed my
shorts and headed for the side of the stream to get out.

	I walked up to the fort, realizing I had forgotten a
flashlight. The woods were getting dark and I had to stumble around in my
bag to find the matches I brought along. Allen came into the tent as I was
hunting, and asked what I was looking for. He then handed something to me
from his bag. Matches! I went out to our fire pit and started the fire as
Nathan came up out of the creek.

	Allen said he was going for firewood, and even tho I told him we
had enough stacked up, he continued to walk off. Nathan came over and sat
beside me.

	"Whats wrong Jordan? Is it because Allen is here?", he asked

	"is what because Allen is here?", I asked.

	"whats wrong that you didn't want to skinny dip?", Nathan asked

	"I'm just shy, I am not all athletic like you and Allen", I told
him.

	"Will you play truth or dare with Allen and me later?", he asked

	"maybe", I told him.

	We could hear Allen coming back towards the fort. He whistled, and
Nathan whistled back. Nathan leaned over and whispered "it's ok, he is cool
like me" then kissed me on the cheek. Bewildered I was about to say
something when Allen approached the fire pit.

	We sat there for a little while. Allen and Nathan talking about
football plays and stuff I knew little about. It was ok tho, my mind was
running threw other plays. I was kind of spacing out and lost in thought
when Allen grabbed my attention.

	"yoohoo, earth to Jordan... are ya in there", Allen said.

	"ya, sorry, I was thinking about stuff", I told him.

	"Well are ya gonna play truth or dare with us?", Nathan asked.

	"I guess, but 2 truths to a dare ok?", I said

	"2 truths?!? That's a lot", Allen said, "Ok then Jordan... Truth or
Dare?"

	"truth", I said.

	"You know if we catch you in a lie, you have to do 2 dares", Nathan
said

	"I know I know", I told him

	"Have you ever had sex with a boy?", Allen asked.

	"No" I replied, "Allen... Truth Or Dare?"

	"Truth", Allen replied

	"Is Anna your girlfriend?", I asked.

	"No", Allen replied.

	"oh that's a lie!!!", Nathan said, "Give him a dare Jordan"

	"She's not really my girlfriend, she just likes me", Allen said
with a huff

	"your call Jordan, should we believe him?", Nathan said

	Not really wanting to dare Allen, because I didn't want to dare him
something stupid, but not wanting to dare him to do what I really wanted
him to do for fear of the same sort of dare...

	"Ya, I believe him?", I said.

	"Nathan, Truth or Dare?", Allen asked

	"Truth", he replied

	"did you cum when you had sex with Anna?", Allen asked

	"yes", Nathan replied.

	"Jordan, Truth or Dare", Nathan asked

	"truth", I replied

	"would you want Anna to suck your dick?", Nathan asked

	"no" I replied.

	"Allen, Truth or Dare?"

	"Truth", Allen said

	"Have you ever had sex with a boy", I asked

	"yes", Allen replied.

	"Truth or Dare Jordan"

	"I have to do a dare" I said

	"I dare you to take off all your clothes", Allen said.

	I stood up, and took off my shirt, kicked off my boots, and lowered
my shorts and kicked them off then sat down.

	"All your clothes!", Nathan said

	"I quit!", I said, and walked into the fort with my clothes.

	I guess they played for another hour or so, I fell asleep on the
air mattress. The next thing I remembered was Nathan shaking me and asking
if I would share the mattress with him. I agreed and Nathan crawled in
behind me.

	"where is Allen?", I asked

	"outside by the fire, he's ok out there, Can I cuddle you?", Nathan
asked.

	Before I could answer, Nathan had put an arm over me and cuddled up
close against me. I felt him shiver a little so I shared my blanket with
him.

	"don't be mad at me", Nathan said, "I wanted to play truth or dare
with you to find out some things you won't tell me"

	"nathan we've been friends forever, all you have to do ask", I told
him

	"ok then, do you love me?", he asked

	"I think so", I told him

	I think he was as shocked that I answered that way, as I was about
admitting it. He cuddled up a little tighter against me and told me that he
always thought I was cute, but was always afraid to say anything.

	We laid there for a few minutes, and Nathan began to rub my chest
with his hand, it felt so good that I almost didn't protest as he slid it
down over my shorts.

	"What are you doing?" I asked nervously

	"Nothing", he replied, but his hand never moved.

	I could feel something poking against my butt, Nathan had an
erection and it was touching against me. Nathan repositioned himself a
little bit so it was aligned with my butt crack and cuddled up a little
tighter. He started to slide his hand down inside the front of my shorts.

	"What are you doing?", I asked again.

	He backed up a little bit but didn't move his hand.

	"Whats wrong, I thought you liked me?", Nathan asked

	"I do like you, and you can cuddle", I said reaching down to move
his hand.

	"are you shy because you still have a small penis?", Nathan asked

	"it's not small, it just hasn't grown yet", I said, "I don't want
you to laugh"

	Nathan started to move around, I could tell he was taking his
clothes off. He then reached up amd grabbed my shorts.

	"please take them off, you are under blankets I won't be able to
see it", Nathan said.

	I hesitated then said, "Go ahead, take them off"

	Nathan slowly lowered my shorts and underwear, and then cuddled up
behind me as he put my clothes near the pillows. I could feel his penis
poking me between my cheeks and it felt really good. I was starting to get
stiff myself as he reached down and slowly started to tickle the tip of my
penis with his fingers. I moaned a little as he rolled me on to my back.

	"it's not small Jordan, it's perfect", he said

	He kissed me, first my neck, then my chest, then my belly button. I
felt this surge of nerve bundles explode as he first caressed the tip of my
penis with his tongue and then lowered his mouth over my penis. I moaned
loudly and arched my back to try to make him stop, but he wouldn't. Within
seconds I felt the orgasm hit me that definitely would have made my knees
crumble. I moaned so loud I was sure people in town heard me.

	Nathan poked his head back out from under the blankets and laid
down gently on top of me. I could feel his penis touching mine as he looked
me in the face. He kissed my nose and looked me in the eyes.

	"I mean it Jordan, your penis is perfect. I bet you never expected
this from me. I've been talking with Allen a lot lately and telling him how
I feel about you. He's the one who told me to make a move, and I hope
you're not upset.", Nathan explained.

	"I didn't expect it, and it felt really good. I'm sorry I was
afraid to show you my penis, I should have known that because we were
friends you wouldn't have laughed at me. I figured you'd seen Allen's penis
and even your penis is bigger then mine, so I just...", I tried to say.

	"it's perfect Jordan, You are perfect", Nathan said, and then
kissed me on the lips.

	I took my turn then, and kissed Nathan while running my hands down
his back. When I got down to his butt Nathan humped against me a little bit
and I could feel his erection rubbing against my balls and between my
legs. Nathan rolled off me, and before I could turn to get on top of him he
rolled me over on my belly. I could feel his penis putting a little
pressure on my butthole as he climbed on top of me humping gently.

	"Can I have sex with you Jordan?" he asked with a whisper.

	"Will it hurt?", I asked.

	"only for a moment if at all", he replied gently massaging my
butthole with his penis.

	I pushed my butt back against him, and for a second it did hurt,
but was quickly replaced by a warm sensation. I moaned as Nathan backed out
a little bit.

	"does it hurt?", he asked me

	"no, I trust you", I replied with yet another moan.

	I had played with my butt before, once on a dare and once in the
shower, but I never had anything inside there. It was heaven. Nathan slowly
started to hump me holding my shoulder blades with his arms under me. After
a few minutes, he stopped for a moment. I could feel his hot breath on my
neck. He gave my ear a playful little lick. He was breathing kind of
heavily and his voice sounded kind of dreamy, I humped against the mattress
a little hoping he would continue.

	"ooooh stop", he moaned

	"whats wrong?" I asked

	"I don't want to cum yet, you feel so good to me", Nathan replied

	I stopped, and put my hands up over his on my shoulders as he
slowly started to hump against me again. I humped in rythym with him as he
once against started to breathe heavily. Suddenly I could feel his penis
pulsing inside me, his body stiffened and his grip on my shoulders
tightened. He started to almost convulse and I am sure I could feel his cum
shooting into my butt. A few seconds later he relaxed and laid heavily on
me.

	"Jordan I do love you", he said as he rolled back off me and pulled
me over to face him.

	"I love you too Nathan", I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.

	"oh no why are you crying" he said as he licked the tear from my
cheek

	I told him everything at that moment, about how I thought I loved
him since we were in second grade, about how I admired his athletic build
that was starting to get slightly beefy, and then I told him about how I
thought he liked girls and that I was afraid I was going to lose him to
football. He giggled a little.

	"I've always thought you were cute Jordan, why do you think we
played truth or dare so much?", he said

	"But lately we were playing with girls and stuff, It made me think
you liked that more. It confused me", I said

	"Having sex with Anna only made me think about you more, I was
thinking about you when we had sex, that's why I came", he said

	He kissed me again.

	"Do you cum?" I asked curiously.

	"no, not yet. I have orgasms but nothing comes out, just like you",
he said.

	"oh, I thought I felt it when you were humping me, what about
Allen?", I asked already knowing the answer to that question.

	"well he's 12, he cums a lot when it happens.", he said, "It's
kinda neat"

	With that we heard a whistle out by the fire. Allen had woken up
and wondered where we were. We both got up and I reached for my clothes but
Nathan looked at me and stopped me.

	"you have nothing to be shy of Jordan, lets just go out", he said
and reached for my hand.

	We walked out to the fire, hand in hand, completely naked to the
moonlight. Allen was throwing a few logs on and when he glanced up and saw
us walking out he whistled again.

	"woohoo look at the lovebirds", he said with a grin, "Looks like
you had that talk with him Nathan"

	"yes, and more", Nathan said

	I kept my eye on Allen, and saw him looking down at me. He smiled
and untied the string on his shorts.

	"mind if I join you?", he said as he lowered his shorts exposing
himself.

	I stood there shocked for a moment. Allen had an awesome belly,
with an outie belly button I found quite sexy to look at. But it was the
muscle toned V that accented his slightly fuzz covered penis that caught my
breath. I was shocked to discover that Allen's penis was only slightly
bigger then my own. Maybe 3 1/2 inches, but Nathan's looked a little
bigger. Nathan caught me staring and tightened his grip on my hand.

	We all sat on a blanket by the fire, Nathan and I kinda cuddled up
and Allen off to the side. I was laying behind Nathan this time, the fire
crackling before us. I shyly wrapped my arm over Nathan's chest and gently
rubbed his belly the way he had done to me. I could feel the ripples of his
abs, I don't know why I was admiring Allen's form earlier, Nathan's was
just as nice I realized.

	I still felt kind of shy cuddled up with another boy in front of
Allen. Playing truth or dare was one thing, but being openly gay just
seemed a little wrong. I think Allen sensed my nervousness when I noticed
him looking at us both. He was sitting cross legged and looked a little
lonely with his hands cupped hiding his penis. I wanted another look but
the more I thought about how much I loved Nathan I was content at the
moment.

	"You know you guys have to keep it a secret don't you", Allen
asked.

	"Sure we know that, we share lots of secrets, that's why we built
the fort", Nathan replied.

	"Am I gay?", I asked stuttering once again.

	"I hope so!", Nathan said with a grin

	"Well Jordan, Nathan and I have talked alot in the last two weeks,
especially after I caught him watching other boys in the shower after
practice. My uncle is gay, and we talked once after he caught me peeking in
on my cousin. He told me that no one is gay, or straight, we are who we
are. So I'm not gay, but a boy turns me on as much as a girl turns me on.",
Allen explained.

	"Well I have never thought of a girl as cute, but I do think some
boys are, like you and him", I told Allen.

	"Well, when you jerk off, who or what do you think about?", Allen
asked.

	"Nathan sometimes, sometimes I think about other people we've
played truth or dare with", I shyly replied.

	"Well then I think if you want to give yourself that label, maybe
we are gay", Nathan said as he kissed my cheek.

	"Just be you!", Allen said and smiled.

	"you don't think it's wierd?", I asked.

	"nope, I like boys too you know. But you hear people at school talk
about gay being wrong, so that's why I said you have to keep it secret, at
least until others understand.", Allen replied

	"But... you do things with Anna", I said

	"Well, only because Anna always wants to, I think about Jason when
Anna is sucking my dick", Allen said.

	"Jason?!? Jason Mills?!? He's gay too?", I asked kind of surprised.

	"No!", Nathan replied, "He doesn't like 'gay' people at all, he'd
hate us all if he found out that Allen liked him"

	"well then why do you think about Jason?", I asked

	"Well I think he's sexy, and I fantasize what I'd like to do to
him, like you think about doing things to other people", Allen said.

	I think I understood. Somehow I wondered what other things they had
talked about. Thinking about it, I realized that they must have talked
about me, and that maybe Allen wanted to be with Nathan. Maybe they had
talked and Nathan said that he wanted to be with me. That made me feel good
inside. I did truly love Nathan's company, and although I admitted thinking
about Nathan, I'm almost sure neither knew how much I thought about him
until now.

	"Allen, when we played truth or dare earlier, you said that you had
sex with a boy before, is he your boyfriend?", I asked

	"No, we got caught kissing once, just a kiss on the cheek, and
since they made fun of his he doesn't really talk to me anymore", Allen
said.

	Allen stood up, "I have to pee", he said as he went to walk away.

	I caught a glance at his penis when he stood up. Somehow it looked
a little longer, Nathan I noticed had fallen asleep in my arms. I snuggled
him a little tighter, and watched for Allen to return. Allen returned a few
minutes later and threw a few pieces of wood on the fire.

	"You know, I've always wanted to see you naked Jordan", Allen told
me

	"well you saw me when we came out didn't you?" I asked.

	"Well sort of, will you stand up and let me see you?", Allen asked,
"Nathan won't get mad I promise"

	"You first", I said.

	I pulled my arm from under Nathan's neck, and sat up as Allen
walked over. He stood in front of me with my face at his crotch. He had the
most amazing patch of blonde hair right above his penis. I was right it did
seem to be a little longer. His balls seemed to be big in comparison to his
penis tho. I reached up and gave them a little squeeze, then lifted his
penis up. It was 4 1/2 inches long but still kinda thin. He seemed to be
getting aroused when I left it drop. Within seconds I could see his penis
getting erect. He went to turn around and I stopped him.

	"no... let me see", I said

	He stood still, and after a few bounces and bobs he was totally
erect. 4 1/2 inches at least staring me straight in the face.

	"you cum don't you", I asked.

	He grinned, and nodded yes. I moved forward and was going to suck
the tip of his penis and he pulled back.

	"I can't let you" he said, "not unless Nathan agreed, it wouldn't
be right, now let me see you"

	I stood up, and changed positions with Allen. I don't know why but
I suddenly got shy again and covered my penis with my hand. He assured me
it was ok and pulled my hands away.

	"oh Jordan, it's perfect", he said, oddly reminding me that Nathan
had said the same thing earlier.

	I stood there with my 3 1/2 inch penis still slightly erect from
inspecting Allen as he looked it over. He felt my scrotum as I had felt
his, and in the firelight he could see me blush. He assured me again that
he wasn't going to laugh. As he brushed his hand above my penis he told me
how awesome it felt without the hair there, and as he stroked me to full
erection he told me how soft my skin was. That made me giggle a little and
I stepped back.

	"Nathan is a little more mature then you, but you both will be
making cum soon", he said.

	I looked over hopeful, and noticed that Allen was slowly massaging
the tip of his penis with his fingers.

	"Want to see me cum?" he asked

	I nodded my head and Allen leaned back against the log behind the
blanket, and started to slowly stroke his penis. I noticed Allen was
looking directly at my penis as he did this. Allen used the same sort of
method I did surprisingly, massaging the head of his penis then giving it a
few gentle strokes. Each time he moaned I could feel my penis throb a
little. I was on my knees watching him stroke for stroke as his legs
started to tense up.

	"here it comes" Allen said, almost out of breath

	I was watching so intensely, that when the creamy white stuff shot
out of his penis it almost landed on my face. I watched it, so amazed it
was like watching a slow motion movie. His penis throbbed strongly as he
came, that it came out in a 3 or 4 inch arch, and landed on his belly and
belly button. Without wanting to, but unable to stop it, I had an orgasm at
the same time. Allen must have known what happened and he giggled. He went
to wipe it away and I told him to stop.

	I bent down over his belly, and in the light from the fire I could
see a white glob of his cum on his belly. It stretched all the way down to
his penis as if someone had sneezed. I could smell that yeasty smell again
and wanted so bad to wipe my face in it. The feeling was so strong I could
barely fight it but I did. I took one last look at Allen's outie belly
button then looked up at him and grinned.

	"lets just keep this between us ok?", Allen said.

	I agreed and Allen wiped it off with his hand. I laid back down
behind Nathan and as I cuddled up with him again, he awoke. We all talked
for a little bit and as the fire died down, we all decided to go in and
share the mattress. Nathan and I slept face to face in an embrace, with
Allen sleeping behind me.

	I fell asleep that night, with a smile on my face. It was the start
of a relationship that lasted many years. We didn't 'come out' for several
years after. Like Allen said... At least til people understood. When we
finally came out of the closet in our later teens, we met with a few that
disapproved of homosexuality, but those people that mattered told us 'we
always knew...'