Date: Mon, 05 Apr 1999 07:46:03 -0800
From: Luke
Subject: joshua-1

Stuff you need to know before reading: Y'know the drill don't read if you
are underage or don't like stories about two teenage boys, etc.

				  Joshua

Hi, my name's Joshua I'm 18 now and I guess I just need it tell my story of
becoming gay to someone, I must have had the worst time, it started when I
was young and I met Jason. My mum and dad had been arguing for weeks until
finally they had split up. It didn't bother me that much -- I got to go with
my mum and I didn't know my dad that well so he wasn't missed. My mum and
me got on great she was a high-class businesswoman and was earning a lot of
money. That's when I found out that we were moving to Los Angeles!!! That's
right I was moving from London where I'd been born to L.A.! I didn't want
to go; I didn't want to leave all of my friends behind, but in the end I
had no choice. About a week later we were there. I must admit the house was
nice, it was big and had it's own pool, but still I'd heard terrible things
about L.A. -- y'know, stuff like smog and kids with guns in school (which
unfortunately is where I'd have to go). The only good thing about been in
L.A. was been close to my auntie. Until the time I had to leave the house
for school I didn't do anything but sulk around feeling sorry for myself.

"Josh, get your arse out of that bed and in to some clothes, you're going to
be late for school!" my mom banged on my bedroom door. I just ignored her
and she headed down the stairs to make me breakfast. What she didn't know
was that I'd been out of bed for twenty minutes had a shower and was now
stood in front of the mirror, nude! I looked at my young 13-year-old body
giving it the once over. I stood about 5 foot god knows what inches; I
wasn't tall but then again I wasn't short either -- I was just right for my
age. The kid in the mirror looking back at me was a chubby butter ball (I
was not fat or obese just chubby!), I'd tried to lose weight but while
been depressed about the move I'd piled it on. I had blond hair cut into a
crew cut, my mom told me I resembled Pugsley of the Adam's family
(bitch!!). I had green eyes that I thought were my best feature, and a very
cute angel face, my red seductive lips went very well with my pale skin. I
looked down to my erect 4 and a half inch cut penis -- it was so cute -- mama
would be proud. I had no hair down there yet but I was hoping soon it would
grow. I even thought about throwing plant food down there but refrained
when it said irritant, I bet that would have bloody hurt! I had not yet
started to go through puberty and my voice wasn't croaky, thank god for
small favours. I felt a cold breeze low across my penis and considered
jacking off but I'd already done it in the shower so I left it. I spun
round and started raking through my closet looking for a pair of green
jeans which were stuck right at the back -- way at the back -- of the closet.
I climbed inside and raked around before coming out wearing the jeans and a
white tee-shirt.

"Josh get out of that closet and get your butt down here right now!"

"Coming mum" she always had impeccable sense of timing.

From the moment I got in the car until the moment I got out at school I
begged my mum not to send me. I mean the school's Summer holidays were only
three weeks away. What was the point?! But she was having non-of it, she kissed
me on the cheek and mumbled something about been late for work and having a
good day at school. Yeah right. God knows how long I wondered along those
halls not knowing what to do or where to go there are no words to describe
how terrified I felt. I swear I saw some of the other kids carrying knives
and giving me evil looks, I almost wet myself when I felt a tap on my
shoulder.

"Hey, are you lost?" that voice was so smooth but with a hint of teenage
rasp to it. I turned around to see the most amazing sight I'd ever seen,
I'd never thought of boys like that before but whoa! He was stunning!. He
stood a little taller than I did he was probably my age too; his hair was
brown and hung down to his ears with some strands falling over his
eyes. Which brings me to his eyes, they were grey and looked so kind and
sexy. His nose was slightly upturned and his smile was hypnotic it showed
his teeth and they were all-perfect.

His skin was slightly tanned I felt ashamed stood next to him, I was pale
white, I should really sun bathe. I realised he looked a bit like that kid
out of home improvements, the middle one I think. I had started to stare so
I looked away to the floor, managing a feeble "yes" my face blushing every
red imaginable I felt like such a geek -- a lost geek at that.

"Hey, didn't you move in the house across the street from me?" I hadn't a
bloody clue, what a stupid question.

"I--I don't know, I--I guess" ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer!
My face blushed again.

"My name's Jason" he extended his hand out towards me. My face blushed yet
again.

"My name's Joshua" I took his hand and shook it.

"You look seriously lost, Josh. How about I show you around?" this was the
point where I wanted god to bend over so I could kiss his arse and thank
him for sending this angel to rescue me.

"Ok"

That was that. I spent the rest of the day with him he showed me around and
be became good friends almost immediately. We talked about everything from
food to T.V. it was great. He was in every one of my classes. And in every
one we just had fun, we were even told by a couple of teachers to "shut up"
which we did for a while until it hurt to much to keep it in then we would
start all over again. The teachers just shook their heads in the end. I did
notice Josh was one of those people who liked a lot of bodily contact (yeah
we all know the type). It was seriously turning me on.

"Josh, your accent is so cool and kinda erotic" I was heading down towards
the bathroom, I hadn't thought about it before but I guess I did have an
accent, who would have thou--. Whoa wait a minute did he just say it was
erotic?. I looked at him for a split second before ducking into the
bathroom he looked kinda sheepish. I just smiled passing it off as a L.A.
custom or something. I stood looking in the mirror Jason hadn't followed me
in. I stood hoping that maybe he might like me more than a friend, I heard
someone call my name from behind me.

"You're Josh, right?" the voice was in a low whisper and was coming from one
of the stalls. I walked up to the only stall that was closed and pushed
against it. It was locked. The voice went on.

"Look I've got to warn you about Jason don't trust him, he's no good" I was
stunned what the hell was going on?

"What do you mean?"

"He's well, err?" the voice went silent when Jason called my name. I tried
to get the toilet talking again but it was no use, Jason barged in and
practically dragged me from the toilet.

"Come on dude were going to be late for our next class!" I wanted to wait
to see who was in the toilet but Jason kept pulling me on. I didn't tell
him about the person in the loo. But I wonder what he could have been
talking about. I was suspicious of every body now especially Jason and it
was only my first day.

It had almost been three weeks; it had flown by so quickly with Jason at my
side. Every day we spent laughing our way through school and it didn't stop
there, we went home and laughed there too! My mom thought I'd gone
crazy. Every so often he'd call me "cute" or "sexy" or "erotic" the list
was endless but I always wrote it off as either just messing around or been
friendly. Sometimes he'd be too friendly and while play wrestling he'd grab
at or rub up against my erect dick or my "cute" bubble but, I'd then go
home and jack off for the rest of the night. I've even started calling my
right hand Jason!

The weirdness at school didn't stop at the whispering in the toilets, but
I'd get notes posted in my locker, I'd never let Jason see these of course,
they said things like "don't trust him" or "you're not the first" one even
said some thing about a "player". Nothing made sense. All of the other
friends I'd made didn't like Jason either -- they said he was a "bad seed",
but non-of that mattered `cause I liked him.

The last day of school was great it was a riot! I couldn't wait to get home
I was spending the night at Jason's, I was actually quite nervous.

I rushed in to pick up my stuff and rushed out again, but not before my mum
grabbed me.

"You be careful! No monkeying around and you know were I am if you need me"
she gave me her doesn't mess around or I'll beat your arse so raw you'll
look like a baboon look.

"Mom!" I whined "I'll be fine!"

"I'm just worried that's all"

"Yeah well don't be ok, were only going to do drugs and run around with
knifes and take candy off strangers!!"

"JOSH!" but it was too late I had gone.

I banged on Jason's door and he promptly let me in. his parents were gone,
this was going to be great. I threw my stuff in his bedroom and promptly
did what any other teenage kid dose when faced with a parent-less house. We
turned MTV on at full blast and ran around the house going wild. We did
that for most of the day. Around 7 o'clock we ordered pizza, we practically
inhaled it we were so hungry. Around 10 o'clock we were nackered and I was
getting increasingly nervous it was time for bed. We were going to sleep in
the same room. We were in his room when he sprang it on me (not what you
think, your so dirty).

"Josh, dude! We're sharing the same bed ok?" (Instant erection time!)

"The--The same bed?" I was so nervous, and I was sweating.

"Yeah, don't worry it's a double. We'll both fit" he was smiling from ear
to ear. I couldn't speak, I could've shot a load right there but speaking
was impossible.

"Right you can get changed in here, I'll go in the bathroom" with that he
was gone. I just sat there frozen at the prospect of been in the same bed
as Jason. He'd only been gone a few minutes, I hadn't moved, he came back
dressed in just boxers. The tan covered his body. Stood there he looked
like an athlete he wasn't really muscley but he wasn't skinny his chest was
perfect his nipples looked so cute erect in the air. His stomach was
starting to show signs of a six-pack, I wanted to run my hands all over his
body. My eyes moved down to his legs, wow, you could see muscles moving
under the skin. My penis was now really hurting.

"Josh?, um, hello?, do you need me to undress you?" I was frozen and was
stirring straight at him.

"Some boys!" he shook his head and tried his best to sound like my mother.

He walked over to me and started to undress me. He pulled my shirt off and
I was mot giving any resistance, he just smiled. He looked in to my eyes
and leaned forward to kiss me on the lips. The kiss was so gentle if my
eyes had been closed I wouldn't have noticed it. He headed in for another
but this one had tongue! He pushed me back on to the bed while kissing me
deeper and deeper. I was now getting more active my tongue was going like a
bat out of hell! I was quietly moaning. He rolled off me and started to
pull of my jeans and underwear as well as his own boxers, in a flash we
were both fully naked. I looked at his penis it was five inches uncut it was
so amazing, I looked up and our eyes met, a smile spread across both of our
faces. He reached down and grasped my penis in his hands his touch was
electric. He pulled it towards him then let go it sprang back and hit me in
the stomach. I giggled, it felt so good!

With that he dived on top of me, locking in to a deep kiss. Our bodies
twisted and turned on the bed while we rubbed our naked bodies
together. The friction between us caused my orgasm to build; with in a
flash it was on top of me I sprayed my boy juice between our bodies letting
out a long moan. A few seconds later he blew his load. We lay there side by
side panting.

"Jason, that was so cool!"

"Dude, you haven't seen nothing yet!" with that he leaned over and kissed
me, then licked his way down my chest to my come covered nipples. Licking
and nipping at them caused waves of excitement to spread through my
body. My dick became hard again. He moved lower down to lick at my thighs
then my balls. He took each one carefully in his mouth and rolled them
around. My moaning as well as my breathing increased. He then made his way
up the shaft of my penis with his tongue circling the head, I moaned and he
smiled. He took the head inside his mouth licking all around it's ridges,
it was incredible! So warm and soft. He let it slide from his mouth and
gently blew on it the sensation was mind blowing the feel of the cold air
caused my penis to jump several times, releasing some pre-cum.  My balls
were now aching to release some cum so I thrust my dick towards his mouth;
he smiled and crawled in to a 69 position. His erect cock was now hanging
above my head dropping pre-cum on to my lips, I ate greedily. That's when I
felt him deep throat me, his mouth was bathing my cock with its warm
welcoming pleasures and I was loving it!

The cock above me was now starting to thrust towards my face, I opened my
moth and swallowed as much as I could but almost gagged. The taste was
amazing it was slightly salty but sweet, hard but silky soft. I ran my
tongue around the head causing him to moan. The vibration ran though my
cock and caused my cum to hit the back of his throat, he swallowed it
all. That's it I was now increasing my suction on his cock, but he pulled
away before I could make him come. We were both panting and sweating.

"Josh, roll over I want to try something" with that he rolled me over on to
my belly.

"Wait a minute Jason it might huuuurrrtt!" too late he had forced himself
in to me. I clawed and grabbed at the sheets as I let out a little
scream. Wave after wave of fiery pain spread from my anus but was soon
replaced with pleasure as it hit my prostate.

"Josh, dude! Are you ok?, I'm sorry I just couldn't wait I'm really, really
sorry" he didn't stop pushing in and out of me while he was apologising, he
was like the duricel bunny it keeps going and going!

"It's ooh k" was all I could muster. His cock moved at a steady rhythm in
and out, while gaining speed. Wave after wave of pleasure spread through my
body. Jason's breathing was increasing his climax was near. I felt his cock
head expand as his hot cum splashed my insides. My own cock spurted a few
strands as I came again. The room was filled with our mutual moans. We
collapsed on the bed wrapped in each other's arms. I looked in to his eyes
and we kissed long and deep and passionately, for hours (well almost).

"Jason, I love you"

"I know" he said in an almost whisper as he kissed me on the forehead and
we fell asleep.


End of part 1.