Date: Sun, 10 Mar 2019 02:11:29 +0000 (UTC)
From: Blade Hamer <razorbald@yahoo.com>
Subject: Justin Brown's Journal  Young Friends story

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not living, breathing human beings mind you. They exist only in the realm
of pure imagination, somewhat. These are my fantasies that I have developed
over the years. The people described in the story do not really exist but
are rather the combination of several different people. Thus, I am not
harming anyone, because they combine features and thus are not really in
existence.

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This is a one off story it was given to me by a young friend. He has read
some of my stories (Which he shouldn't be considering his age) but I
promised I would post the story for him. If you would like to send him a
comment on his story you can do it through me and I will forward them to
him.  Justin Brown's Journal

Tuesday May 25, 2021

This is my private journal if you are reading this fuck off. This is
intended for my use only. I don't care who you are. Please just leave now
or I will beat your ass Kev.

Wednesday May 26, 2021

The news just said, there were several bombs that have gone off in New
York, Chicago, Atlanta, Dallas, Los Angeles, Minneapolis and
Seattle. Buildings have been destroyed and several people are dead. They
have no clue who has done it. But the President like usual is blaming the
Liberal Democrats. Things have just gotten worst over the last 6 years. So
people say it is the beginning of the second civil war. Kev and I are
worried mom was in Atlanta shopping when this happened and we have tried
calling but we are not getting any answer. I tried calling dad but the
fucking bastard won't answer his phone like usual. It still pisses me off
when he left us to go live with his partner and now don't care if we are
dead or alive. Fuck this day is turning out to suck.

Friday May 28, 2021

I guess we are under marshal law. We are not suppose to leave the
house. Greg, my dads partner called and asked if he was with us. I told the
prick he wasn't, then hung up the phone. Why the fuck would he come
here. Neither Kev nor I have seen him in the last three years. The only
thing he does is send us money for our birthdays and Christmas. Aaron the
next door neighbor kid has come to stay with us. His parents haven't been
home since the bombings. The news is also saying there has been fighting
against soldiers and civilians. Kev and I have gathered up all the weapons
from around the house and Aarons house. Thank god Dad collected guns when
he did live here. Mom won them in the divorce settlement. I am glad she
didn't sell them. It was a good thing that Aarons dad collected guns
too. If we have to move its going to fill my truck bed up. lol

Sunday May 30, 2021

What the fuck is going on I can't believe the fucken President would do
such a thing. Millions are dead, New York is gone and people are just
getting in their cars and leaving. I think we will be safe here but Kev and
Aaron want to get out of here since we are only 60 miles from
Atlanta. Bobby is staying with us now he is only 11 and his dad left him
with us while he goes to search for his wife and my mom. I guess they went
to Atlanta together. Thank god my mom like to keep a lot of groceries in
the house. I hope we have enough to last till things get better. We cleaned
Aarons house out so no one else would break in and steal from it. Charlie,
Bobby's dad gave us the key to his house to incase we needed to get
in. Greg called again and asked if we had seen our dad. It was a good thing
I didn't answer the phone or I would have told him off. I think dad
abandoned him like he abandoned us.  I have to tell the truth I kind of
like Greg. He has always been nice to me and Kev. I know he is the one who
sends money and gifts at Christmas. He is really not much older than me. He
just turned 20 and he has been living with my dad for the last two years,
but he has been, well I have no better way to say this, they been fucking
my dad for the last three. I bet your wondering how I know this? Well I was
the one that caught them fucking. They were buck naked in and going at it
when they thought no one ws around. Greg use to live up the road from us
with his parents. His parents kicked him out once they found out he was
gay. They still live up the road but they won't talk to us because he is in
a relationship with my dad. Greg told Kev he might come to check on us. In
a way I want him to and in another way I don't. I shouldn't hate him
because it was my dad's choice to leave.

May 31, 2021.

Phones are dead and the cell tower is roaming now. Not sure what is going
on. The news is just bad news. Still no one knows what is going on. No word
from Mom or Dad. We only have one grocery store in town has been cleaned
out. So we are going to have to go out and salvage around for food before
we run out. People are worried and I am beginning to worry too.

June 9th 2021

Greg showed up at the house with a pickup truck and trailer behind it. I
was surprised. We didn't know he was coming. Dad never showed back up a
their house. He had stocked up on lots of food, both the truck and trailer
were loaded down. Now we just had to figure out where to store
everything. I have a love hate relationship with Greg. But at least he is
here. Still no word from mom or Charly, Bobby's dad and it has been over
ten days. Bobby has been sleeping with me every night. I actually kind of
like having him in my bed. Aaron and Kev have been sharing the same
bedroom. We are going to put Greg up in the spare bedroom.

June 14th 2021

Today there was more bad news. The television said the president was killed
when his helicopter was shot down and the vice president has now taken
over. There is still fighting around the big cities. The television is
saying there are many different factions moving from cities to cities just
killing people for no good reasons. We are getting scared and have a good
reason to the south is in flames. City after city are falling. Greg says we
should stay here because we are in the mountains and it will be hard for
people to fined us unless they are looking. I think he is right.  Greg went
over to his parents house but no one was there. He is thinking about moving
there, but does not want to leave us by our selves. I had to laugh. I am
sixteen and really good at handling things myself.

June 30th 2021

The government has fallen. The congress and senate along with Washington
has been destroyed. The last picture we saw on television was bombs being
set off. No one is claiming their group has done it. It is weird but the
United States isn't the only country at war within their borders. Russia
has fallen as well as England and other countries. Thank god the only
nuclear weapon that have been used have been on US soil. We have given up
on seeing mom or dad ever again along with Bobby's father. Greg is still
staying with us. We seem to be getting along better. I think Greg likes
me. I see the way he looks at me from time to time. I guess I am beginning
to like him too. We seem to work together well.

July 4th 2021

Gud, I can't believe I let him do that to me. I don't know if I should be
ashamed of what he did or just keep doing it with him. I don't know what I
was thinking. He is the first guy I have ever kissed other than a quick
peck on the cheek to my dad when I was little. I guess Greg is cute, nice
black hair with those deep brown almost black eyes. He is not much taller
than me. I am 5'10" and I think he is 6'. He said he loved my dirty blonde
hair and my hazel eyes. My skin color is lighter than his light brown
skin. He tells me I should get out more in the sun. But I still can't
believe I let him suck my. Well you know what. He said it is bigger than my
dads. He said seven inches is just right. Not to big and not to small. I
still can't believe he kissed me after I came in his mouth. I guess my cum
is not to bad. I just still can't believe I let him do that to me. We were
just up by the creek swimming, well bathing and he offered to was my
back. We are trying to conserve water in the well. I popped a boner while
he washed around my butt. It didn't help that he was sporting an erection
too. I couldn't believe when I saw his cock that it was just a little
bigger than mine. It is thick and was leaking pre-cum from the tip. I kept
thinking that dad was luck to have had that inside him. I was almost
jealous. When he turned me around, I just let him keep washing me. Fuck, I
couldn't believe my eyes as he lowered his mouth and began to suck. I felt
like I was in heaven. The way he worked his tongue around the head of my
cock. I almost fell over when he took my entire length down in his
mouth. Once he started sucking on it I knew I would blow at anytime. Greg,
I am sure he has been doing this for a long time. I must have blown six or
seven shots of cum in his mouth. i was still revering in my ecstasy when he
stood up and agave me a mouth full of cum as he kissed me. At first I was
grossed out but then I actually tasted what I was like and couldn't believe
at how good it tasted. We broke the kiss and he finished cleaning me up
just like nothing happened. I don't know why but I want him to do it
again. On he way back to the house he told me I had th best tasting 16 year
old cum he has ever tasted.

July 8th 2021

Kev and Aaron are missing they left on the 6th to go check out some places
in the upper tree line. Said they also wanted to get a look around. I am
kind of worried but I know both Kev and Aaron know their way around the
mountian.

July 9th 2021

Kev and Aaron made it back to the house. They said they found an old
abandoned cabin about a mile up in the tree line. They decided to spend the
night. before they went to bed they looked around and found where someone
had planted a guarden and must have left because of all the weeds that were
growing. The cabin was in good shape and clean. It was getting late on the
second day so they decided to stay the night again. Only this time they
heard weird noises outside and ended up staying up all night. They were not
sure what had been making the noises but when the sun came up the next day
they hurried back to the house. They were not sure if they were
followed. So I Greg and I are going to stay up.

July 10th 2021

Nothing happen last night. I am happy but we are not going to let our guard
down. Kev and Aaron had a hard night sleeping they were still scared. I
thought maybe I should check this place out but Greg talked me out of it.

July 11th 2021

It started out to be a good day. Everybody was helping around the house and
doing some yard work. We even checked out some of the other houses in the
area. We cleaned out most of the houses of any food that might be
inside. Greg and I decided it was safe enough to go into town. There was
nobody around it almost seemed like everyone just disappeared and we are
the only ones left alive. But we knew that wasn't true. There was chatter
on the short-wave radio we found in one of the houses. Kev was the one who
figured out how to use it. We have talked to a few people just to get
news. There was fighting in the North, it also sounded like their was a lot
of dead. One guy said they were burning the dead bodies in the street,
another guy said that if people wandered out of their homes people would be
shot on sight. Some one else was talking about how people were getting
really sick and said to avoid the big cities and bigger towns. We had no
plans to leave where we are at.

July 12th 2021

We heard noises last night. It sounded like someone throwing rocks or
crashing into the house. But when we looked outside we could see any
damage. While we were looking around one of the abandoned houses we found a
shelter in one of the back yards. It was unlocked and unused. What was
surprising it was stocked with more guns and food. it was big enough for
the five of us of we need to move out of the house. It was hidden well and
I was surprised that it we even found where it was. Bobby was the one who
located it after cahasing a cat hoping to catch it for a pet. Greg decided
to stay up tonight to see if who ever it was would disturb the house again.

July 19 2021

It has been quite since last week. It is really getting boring just sitting
around. I caught Kev and Aaron messing around. I was actually surprised at
what the were doing. Kev and Aaron were fucking. Aaron was on his back as
Kev plowed his 15 year old cock in and out of his cute butt. Damn, what the
fuck did I just write. I guess it is ok because nobody is going to see this
but me and maybe Kevin if he is snooping. The truth is I am fucking horny
too. I have been thinking of maybe having Greg suck me off like he did at
the waterfall. I know I said to myself it was going to be a one time thing
but I have been thinking about it a lot. I know he would be more than
willing to let me do it.

July 23 2021

I can't believe I let Greg suck me of again. I have been so horny after
seeing Kev and Aaron fucking I just had to do something. My hand hasn't
been enough so I asked Greg if he would. I know I messed around with other
guys when I was a kid but all we ever did was jerk-off. His mouth felt so
good in his mouth. It sucked that I only lasted a few minutes but it felt
great. I am still surprised that he swallowed my cum. I know am still just
a teenager maybe I should have tried it earlier. The only problem is even
though it felt awesome I feel guilty over asking him to do it for me. Sure
I am only sixteen and he is twenty-one. But it felt weird having someone
older than me doing it. The weirdest part is when he pulled his cock out I
wanted to suck him off to. I never considered myself as being anything than
straight. Maybe it is because there are no girls around to get me
horny. Fuck that is a lie, Girls were never a urn on for me. Sure I liked
messing around with them. Kissing, fondling and fucking No that is another
lie I have never fucked a girl but I have done the other stuff. I was just
never wanted to fuck them. I fingered a girl once and her pussy smell like
dead two day old trout. Fishy, Fishy, Fishy, ewww. Damn now I am horny
again.

July 30th 2021

I can't believe I did it. What the fuck was I thinking Sure Greg is cute. I
can understand why dad liked him. He is tall, nice dark blonde hair, blue
eyes, and has a beautiful cock. Yes, I said it. When he asked me if we
could shower together so we could save water I thought it was a good
idea. He is just a little bigger than I am and I am at 6 3/4 inches and he
is at least 7 inches. He was washing my back and my ass and it felt so
good. I was hard in less then a minute. I haven't let him suck me off in a
week and I was hoping he would do it with me in the shower. When I turned
around I couldn't help but look at his cock. It was standing at it full
length and it looked so good I had to taste it. The next thing I knew I was
on my knees and sucking his cock into my mouth. I couldn't believe how good
it tasted. His pre-cum tasted like nothing I have ever tasted before. It
was sweet and had a mild tangy flavor and I wanted more. I was only working
on the first inch of his cock but I wanted more. I wanted to feel all seven
inches in my mouth.  I remember playing with my first cock at eleven years
old. It was my best friend Benjy, I did it on a dare.  Even at that time I
wondered what it would be like to take his little three inch penis into my
mouth. The only reason I didn't was because we were taught that sucking
cock was only for girls. Only faggots sucked dicks and nobody wanted to be
known as a faggot.  Now here I am with five inches of my dads boyfriends
cock in my mouth and loving ever inch of his twenty one year old cock. I
kept getting closer and closer to his to his pubic hair. I have know idea
how I was able to get all seven inches of his cock into my mouth and
throat. Next thing I knew is I could feel his cock get bigger and thicker
as he exploded into my to my mouth and throat. After he pulled his now
shrinking cock out of my mouth I could really taste his cum in my mouth. It
was just as good as his pre-cum.

August 5th 2021

Bobby has been spending a lot of time in my bed. At first I was cool with
it but now it is becoming strange. He keeps taking his shorts off at night
and cuddling up with me. He is eleven and is just coming into puberty. He
showed me is first hairs. I was actually surprised he had hairs growing
in. I didn't get my first hairs until I was almost 13. I guess my little
buddy is growing up. The other reason I think it is strange is because he
is always popping a boner. It not like I mind but he wants me to get naked
with him. I like him but not like I like Gregg. Yes, I admit it I like
Gregg. Sure he is my dads boyfriend but since dad is not around he has
taken a liking to me now. We have been having sex, ok trading blowjobs but
I am really liking it. I know Kev and Aaron have been getting it on just as
much as Gregg and I have been.  We got news on the shortwave again. The
fighting is moving to north again. The soldier and militant groups have
been killing people on site. We got enough food to last us for at least a
year. We decided we need to arm ourselves and if we are going out to travel
in pairs.

August 15th 2021

It's Aarons birthday. Gregg made dinner tonight to celebrate. Aaron only
had one request. He wanted to spend the night with me. I kind of liked the
idea. I like Aaron but I could see a little disappointment in my brothers
eyes. I think he had other plans for the two of them. I knew I would have
to talk to Kev before we went to bed. Gregg was the one to talk to
Kev. Gregg could see the disappointment in Kev's eyes when Aaron asked
me. So he decided he would make up for Kev's lose for the night. The only
problem was going to be Bobby. He has been a little possessive of me
lately. Gregg and I have yet been able to spend a night together and he
wants me to fuck him. To tell the truth I have been wanting to fuck him
too. Actually I have really been getting into sex and was now I am
wondering what it would be like to get fucked too. I was still a anal
virgin. I have yet to fuck or get fucked. I know Kev is no longer a virgin
either way so I figure now it is my turn and I was going to fuck Aaron
tonight.

August 16th 2021

Bobby is missing. He walked in on Aaron and I. We were kissing and fucking
and I was giving my younger brother's friend the pounding of his
life. Bobby stood their and began to cry. I was cumming inside Aaron when I
noticed him but it was to late. Now I feel guilty. I knew I should not have
done it but Aaron begged me throughout the night. Now we were looking for
Bobby. I figured he would go back to his house. When ever he got lonely for
his parents that is were he would go. When I searched the house he was
nowhere to be found. Kev, Aaron and Greg had searched all the other houses
and no one found him. Greg figured once he got hungry he would come back to
the house. I was not so sure. Bobby was smart, smarter than what the others
gave him credit for but I still like the little guy.

August 20th 2021

Still no sign of Bobby. I have looked for him everywhere. I even went into
town to see if he was there. Either he was hiding really well or he was
gone. I missed his sweet cuddles at night. I guess I liked him more than I
thought. I have even been waking up in the middle of the night, thinking I
was hearing him call my name. I would get up and look around the house but
he was not there. Greg, Kev, and Aaron are pissing me off. They have given
up on Bobby but I just can't.  September 3rd 2021 Greg is really pissing me
off. Lately all he wants to do is sit around and do nothing. It seems like
he is giving up. We haven't heard anything on the short wave radio and we
have not seen a soul around the last two months. It is like everyone has
disappaired from the face of the planet. It has been eighteen days since
Bobby disappeared. The others have given up looking for him but I
haven't. I still go back and search the houses and town hoping he is just
hiding from me. I have even traveled up to the house in the woods but have
found no sign of him. Kev and Aaron have been busy going at it for the last
few days. For some reason they have been really horny. I guess I can't
blame them. I have been getting really horny. I have no interest in Greg
because all he wants to do is sit around.

September 16th 2021

I found Bobby. But he is not in good shape. He was naked and looked like he
had been used as a sex toy. He also looked like he had nothing to eat in
the last month. He was all skin and bones. I found him just outside of
town. He had been tied up in one of the farm places and left for dead. I
looked around for any sign of anyone else, but there was no one
around. Aaron is watching over Bobby, while Kev and I are searching the
area. Whoever had done this to Bobby were long gone. It still means there
are other people still out there.

September 30th 2021

Bobby is up and walking around. Thankfully there were no internal
injuries. His butt is healing up. Thanks to Greg, he found some cream in
one of the pharmacies that help thing heal faster. The only reason he knew
about it was he had been raped when he was a young teen and the doctor
prescribed it to him to promote healing. Bobby had told us some of the
things that happened to him but he remained quiet about being raped. He
told me he was mad when he caught me fucking Aaron. He kind of indicated he
was jealous it was Aaron instead of him. I didn't know he liked me like
that. He said he ran to his house and stayed the night there. He then
decided to try hiding in town because he knew we would be looking for him
and figured the first place we would look was his house. While in town
hiding he thought he heard someone talking to someone else. He stuck his
head out to see where the voices were coming from and that is when they
caught him. It was then he decided not to continue with his story. I kind
of figured out the rest. Who ever these people were the didn't stay long
and left him for dead.

October 9th 2021

We heard some news on the shortwave. It was a warning not to go into the
big cities. They warned of death and disease. People who have gone in have
come out only to die within hours. There were also reports of nuclear power
plants either shutting down or melting down and spreading radiation over
hundreds of mile killing all who lived within those areas. They also
reported roving bands of soldiers and civilians alike killing anyone and
everyone in their paths. I figure we are safe where we are at. Thank gawd
mom and dad moved us out into the foot hills of Georgia.

October 20th 2021

We heard a truck drive past the house. Thank goodness no one was outside at
the time. After the report on the 9th we have been standing watch both
night and day. Bobby has been sleeping with me every night and when it is
my night to keep watch Bobby would be right there next to me. We are not
going to be taking any more chances, we are going to moving into the fall
out shelter in the next few days. It means we will have to transfer all of
our supplies there. But at least we will be safe.

October 30th 2021

With the move finally made, everyone feels a little better. The only
problem is we are deeper in the woods and do not have a view of the roads
or the houses around us. Where we are at now is so quiet you would never
notice the approach of another person or group of people. Inside the
shelter they had electricity, it was produce by a small gas
generator. There was plenty of gas in a storage area. In another area there
was a large water tank along with a source to replenish the supply. Most of
the food inside consisted of freeze dried foods. All top of the
line. Valley food storage was one of the brands inside the shelter. From
what we could tell there had to be at least a couple years supply. So along
with the food supply we had and what was in the shelter, there was enough
food for at least 6 years. When we talked about moving into the shelter it
was decided we share look out duties. That would mean two of us would have
to be on the look out at all times.

November 6th 2021

There has been more traffic on the roads. The scavengers came first going
house to house searching for any food or valuables inside the homes, then
came the soldiers. If there was anyone who stayed behind the soldiers would
kill them outright. At the first sight of the scavengers we hid inside the
shelter. The shelter was equipped with a motion detection system along
video camera's posted outside the shelter and the front of the main
house. Bobby won't leave my side and he has become more aggressive with
me. Even though he was raped and beaten, he has become more sexual. While
sleeping together he will touch my body. Focusing on me penis. He will get
it hard, suck on it a little then go back to sleep. Many times leaving me
with blue balls. I am not going to stop him, not after what he went
through.

December 17th 2021

He finally did it. I was sleeping when he climb on top of me and had been
riding me, when I woke up. I just smiled as he rode the entire length of my
hard cock. He was figure out the things that would make him feel good. I
just let him do what he wanted to do. I was just there to supple the tool
he needed to make himself feel good. Even though I was getting just as much
pleasure as he rode my cock. When I felt my orgasm begin to start I told
him. At first he was surprised I was awake, because this was the first time
I did pretend to be asleep. He just smiled at me and continued to drive his
young ass up and down on my cock.  I filled him to the max, sure I had
relieved myself many times just thinking about the possibility but now it
was real.

December 24th 2021

It was cold out last night. It has been the coldest day that I can
remember. I am sure there have been other days colder. Bobby and I have
made our way into town. We were thinking since it was Christmas eve we
should maybe find things to give the other and each other. It had been a
while since we had been to town. Most of the building had been ransacked,
other building burned down. We rummaged through the wreckage not really
finding anything. Our house had been ransacked just like the other houses
along out street. I just don't kow what people are thinking. Why break
windows and smash holes in walls. I am just glad we decided to move out to
the shelter. Kev and Aaron decided to go over to the next town. They took
the bikes we had hidden in the woods. When they came back they tld us the
town had been burned to the ground. It didn't look like we would have any
gifts for Christmas.

January 18th 2022

Something is wrong. The perimeter alarm has been going off all night. But
there is nothing showing up on camera. We talked it over and decided we
would check it out in the morning. Nobody wanted to give out our location
in case there was someone watching. I am scared something is going on and I
can't figure it out. Bobby won't leave my side and I don't blame him.

August 21 2024

I figured I would date this for anyone else who found this journal. My name
is Ethan Carlson. We came upon the shelter a few days ago. We only found it
by accident. James was out back of the house we have been staying at and
thought he had seen someone moving around in the back yard last night. The
shelter was empty, who ever was here were now long gone or dead. I only
found this while digging around through some clothing I found on the
floor. I was looking for something to replace the torn clothes I was
wearing. Something is in the woods and we are leaving tonight. So if you
are reading this please beware.


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