Date: Sun, 24 Apr 2016 14:34:53 -0500 From: L L Subject: Life of Leo Chapter 3 This is the story of the 'Life of Leo'. Hope you enjoy it. It is a story of a boy named Leo who is finding himself. He is a very shy boy with not many friends. He finds courage, friendship, and love. There are many trials that happen and many exciting new things for him. This is 100% fictional and any similarities to any persons alive or dead is completely coincidental. This story belongs to Leo L. Copyright 2016. All Rights Reserved. Hope you enjoy. Please leave comments and suggestion @ questions.l.1976@gmail.com Nifty.org is a great site and it is FREE and run by a dedicated person who gives of his time and energy. Please DONATE. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3 I woke up at eleven thirty. I rolled off the bed went and took a piss. I took another shower. I stood in the shower till the water started to turn cold. I got out and dressed. I got on the computer and did some research on gays and how to tell the ones you love that you're gay. I was shocked at the wide variety of reactions that can happen. If and when I do tell people I can only hope they're accepting. I heard Kent come in. I went to wake up Sarah. I knocked on her door and waited till she answered. We all agreed that we would respect each other's room space and knock and wait for the come in signal. I knocked again a little harder. "Come in." Sarah said. "Kent is here with lunch." I replied through the door. "Okay, tell him I'll be there shortly." She replied. I went to the kitchen "Did you get my #18 beef?" I asked. "Yes I did. Now did you tell Sarah I was here?" he asked. "Yeah, she said she'll be right out." I replied. "Good I need to have a talk with both of you." He said. I just looked at him with a quizzical look. "It's about dad, but let's wait for Sarah." He said. I looked at him like he was crazy. "Don't look like that it has nothing to do with what you saw." He said. I helped him get out the food so we could sit and talk. Sarah came in a couple minutes later. We all sat down. We started with small talk. Each telling what we did yesterday and what we had planned for the day. "I've something important for you both of you and I need you to listen first and then you can ask any question you want. Deal?" he asked. "Okay." I replied. "Fine." Sarah replied like we were about to get a stern talking to. "I need you to please keep an open mind and let me finish. This is important to us all and will hopefully make our lives happier and better. Sarah what do you remember of dad before mom past?" he asked. Sarah looked at him with a 'what the hell are you talking about' look. "I remember he used to read us bed time stories. He would put each of us to bed youngest to oldest and read stories. He always tucked us in and kissed us goodnight. He made sure that we took camping trips and other fun things. I really miss that dad. Then once mom passed, we lost that dad and got the one we have today. I want that dad back." She said and started to cry. I moved over to her and Kent came on the other side of her and we hugged. "I know and I want you to keep an opened mind about him. He's been sober for the last several years and really wants to be part of your lives again. Please, for mother will you let him back into your lives?" Kent asked. We both stared at him like he was crazy. Both of us had our reasons. "Please say something. I know it's hard for you to believe but he's still that loving father you remember him to be Sarah. I know you have questions you want answered and I'll answer as many as I can." He went on. "Exactly how long has he been sober?" I asked with an angry look. "Three years and two months. He didn't know how to reach out to you two knowing what he'd done in the past. He wanted to make sure the drinking had stopped so he didn't drive the wedge in deeper." He replied. "You mean you have known for three years that he was back to his senses and just now you're telling us?" Sarah scolded him. "Yes, I didn't want him coming back into your lives until I was sure he wouldn't fall back into his drinking. I just couldn't bare it if he hurt either of you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I just couldn't take that chance. I love you two way too much to let that happen." Kent replied with tears in his eyes. I still had my angry look as I knew things my sister doesn't know. Like if he hasn't been drinking, why are they still fucking? I mean, Kent said that he had to do it because when dad gets drunk he gets horny and he didn't want him coming after Sarah or me. So, why is he still fucking him if he has been sober for three years and two months? I stopped eating and left the room. "Where are you going?" Kent asked. I just turned around and gave him a stern look and walked away. I went to my room and locked myself in. I fell on my bed and thought about what I just heard. Sarah might remember those things about dad, but I have no memories of him except him being an asshole to us when he was home because of his drinking. Thinking about the last three years, I don't remember seeing any liquor bottles in the trash or the clanging of liquor bottles when I'd taken out the trash after dad went back to work. About an hour later Kent was knocking on my door. "Please let me in, we need to talk about this now." He said through the door. "Why? It seems there is nothing to talk about." I retorted. "Please open the door." He replied again. I stormed over to the door and opened it. I gave him a mean look and went and threw myself back on my bed with my back towards him. He came over and sat down on the bed next to me. He rubbed my shoulder and said "I know you are mad at me. I know you have questions that you want answered but couldn't ask in front of Sarah. I thank you for not asking them. But we're alone now and I need to clear the air with you so look at me and let's talk about it." He said. I turned over with tears flowing from my eyes. He grabbed me and hugged me until I started talking, which seemed like forever. "So if he's been sober for that long why are you two still fucking?" I asked wiping the tears from my face. "That's a hard and easy question. The hard part is I kept doing it to help him stay sober. He needed to feel loved and I gave it to him. The easy part is I loved it. When we're together I have my loving dad back. Maybe not exactly. I know that might be hard for you to believe or see because you didn't get to remember that about him. But he's like I said earlier, he's a loving lover." He replied. "So you're just going to keep on fucking him?" I retorted sarcastically. "No, well maybe for a little while longer. I want him to find another lover, male or female makes no difference to me. I just have to get him to see that he needs that. Then it'll stop. I promise." He replied with a gentle smile. I thought about it for a few minutes. "So you intend to put a stop to it once dad comes home tonight?" I asked. "Well I haven't talked to him as of yet. I think he needs to find someone he can be with. So it'll still go on for a little while longer, maybe." He replied. "So, you really like it when you're with dad like that?" I asked shyly. "Yes and no. Yes I love the way we make love together. I like that he's happy and that with my help he's given up the drink. I know that dad is a loving man and has a good heart, he just fell to the side when mom passed away. No, I need him to move on and find another lover so I can move on and find myself one of my age." He said. I stared at him like he wasn't there. I didn't mean to, but I started thinking what my dad would be like happy and not an asshole. I've never felt love from him. As far as I was concerned Kent was my dad. Kent put his arm on my shoulder. "I know you don't remember him like that, you were only three at the time. I know that you only remember him being an asshole. Please don't fault him for being weak. He's making great improvements and wants to be in your life. Let him in and show you. Okay?" he asked. I looked at him in the eyes the whole time he talked and I could tell he means what he's saying. I started crying again. "I really want a dad that loves me. I really need that. I am so lost and confused lately, I need someone to talk to. I'll do my best to help him stay happy with us. I love him." I cried. Kent grabbed me and held me. "You know you can always talk to me as well about anything. I'm here for you as well." He said as he held me. I cried for a good ten minutes while he held me. I love my brother. "How did Sarah take it?" I asked. "Well..." -Kent- After Leo stormed out of the kitchen I continued to talk to Sarah. "So what do you think?" I asked. Sarah just sat there in ah that we're having this conversation. "I'm for it if he's actually back to his former loving self. But I need to know that you and dad are not going to be fucking around anymore." She said with hatred in her eyes. My mouth just dropped. Holy shit she knew all this time? When did she find out? Why hasn't she brought it up before? "What do you mean?" I asked shamefully. "You know very dam well what I mean!" she yelled back. "I have known since I was eight that you and dad have had this fuck relationship going on. I never said anything because it kept him away from me and I didn't want Leo to lose respect for you since you practically raised him. Leo needed a male role model and you're the closet thing he's had to one." She replied with extreme hatred in her tone. I took a deep breath. Several in fact. "How did you find out?" I asked shocked that she knew for that long. "Does it matter?" she asked. I shook my head. "Why didn't you tell me you knew? I can see why not telling Leo, but I think you would have talked to me." I said. "When I came home from school one day, I knew you weren't in class as they asked me where you were, so I ran home and I found dad and you in his den. I didn't understand what was going on. I didn't know what to do. I thought he was punishing you. I ran to my room and cried myself to sleep that night. Later I heard noises coming from dad's room. It was you and him and the bed was shaking. I didn't say anything to you, because I didn't know what to say. I told Sally about it and her older sister heard part of what we were saying. She said they're fucking. I had to ask what that was. She told me. Then I didn't know what to say. Luckily she didn't hear the part about it being you and dad." She said crying. I tried to hold her, but she pushed me away. "I don't need you to protect me anymore." She said. "I've been doing that since I found out about you and dad. I threatened dad the next day that if he ever touched me or Leo I'd go straight to the police." She said. "But, why didn't you come to me?" I said crying. "I didn't want you to know that I knew. You have until that day always told me everything. For me to find out that you lied or withheld this info from me just hurt too much." She started bawling. "I thought we were a team protecting each other." I cried more. This time she let me hold her. "I'm sorry. I didn't want you to find out that way. I was just trying to protect you two at first." I said. She just stood there crying. "I was doing dishes about a month or two after mom passed. I heard Leo crying really loud from dad's den. I opened the door and he was trying to get Leo to put his cock in his mouth. I went over to them and told dad that I would do it if he let me put Leo to bed. He drunkenly agreed. I had hoped that he would have passed out before I got back. That wasn't my luck, he turned his chair to face the door so he knew when I got back into the room. I walked over to him and he just forced me down on my knees between his legs. He grabbed my head and started pushing his cock at my mouth. I opened hoping to get this over with as fast as I could. He was directing my head the whole time. If my teeth got in the way he'd smacked me. I cried the whole time he did it." I cried telling her what happened. "I didn't chose this. I didn't want this. I did it to keep you and Leo safe. I was only six. I didn't know better. I only did what I thought was best at the time." I cried even more. "I think I understand. You could have told me." She cried looking at me. "No, I couldn't the fact I was six, what would you have been able to do. You were five. I was terrified what he'd do. You know as well as I did dad didn't act like that with mom alive. This was all new to us. I did what my six year old brain would allow me to do." I said with teary eyes looking into hers. "When did it become your thing? When I caught you to that day you were enjoying it." She asked. "I really don't know, at first it was just him making me suck him. I cried every time he made me. I hated it. About seven or eight months of that or so he started rapping me. I'd beg him to stop, but he wouldn't. After several months of this I started to want him in me. I don't know maybe I am more messed up than he is." I looked at her not knowing what else to say. "Why didn't you make him stop when he stopped drinking? I can forgive you for when it first started, but even after he was sober you continued. That I'll never forgive you for. You should've stopped it then." She replied with more disgust in her tone. I didn't know what to say. I just stood there dumbfounded as to how this turned out. I was to blame for all this? It's all my fault. I should've stopped him sooner. I never should have let it go on after he was off the sauce. Now my brother and sister has to deal with this as well. I tried so hard to keep my family together and now I'm losing both my brother and sister. I don't know how to fix this. What do I tell dad? I know he's good. And I know that I need to put a stop to us fucking. Will that make any difference now? Both Sarah and Leo hate both me and dad. I need to find a way to get them to understand. But how? I don't understand. "All I can say Sarah is I'm sorry. I'll not ask for forgiveness from you or Leo. I'll let you and Leo deal with dad he'll be home at six. If you want you can call the cops. I'll confess everything. I know that what he did to me and you two is inexcusable. I won't defend him. I'll go stay at Tim's house for a while if you don't want me here. If the cops want to talk you know where Tim lives. Just know I did do all this in the beginning because I love you and Leo." I said crying nonstop and collapsed in the closest chair. She just stood there not saying anything. Finally "I'll talk with Leo and we'll decide how to handle you and dad. Cause as I see it we now hold all the power. We can go to the cops and have dad arrested and the state will take us all way, but at least we did something. So I'll get with Leo in regards to how to handle you and dad." "Please don't. Dad is different. He really does want to get to know you and Leo better. I don't want to lose you and Leo, but if it'll make things better I can leave." I replied. I didn't know what to say to her. She has made her decision. "Have Leo come to my room when you get done talking to him." She ordered. I just nodded and went upstairs. -Leo- "I can't tell you what she wants. I just know she'll not accept me or dad anymore. I really don't blame her. I'll just have to hope that with time she'll find it in her heart to forgive me and possibly dad." He said. I just looked at him. What was this going to mean for me and Sarah? We have been lied to by both dad and Kent. I'm totally screwed. I wish Johnny was home I could stay there for a couple of days. "Sarah wants to talk with you in her room." Kent said. "I'll be in my room if you need me." "Okay." I said. I hugged him and then headed to Sarah's room. I walked really slow trying to gather my thoughts. Not like I know where to start. Why did this happen know? I'm fighting with my own demons and now I have to deal with dad and Kent's as well? How did my life get so fucked up? I wish Johnny was around I could really use a friend. I started to tear up as I approached Sarah's room. I knocked on her door. "Come in." she said. I opened the door and went in and closed the door behind me. She got up and we hugged each other tightly. We stood there holding each other crying. "I can't believe dad and Kent." She said. "They just want us to forget the last ten years like nothing ever happened. I can't just let that stuff go. We needed dad after mom died. We needed him more than anything in the world and he didn't care. I can't allow him to do this to us. We deserve to be happy. What all do you know and what do you think? She asked. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Well let me go first then. Do you know about dad and Kent? You know the sex?" she asked. My mouth dropped open in shock. "Yes. But, I just found out, I came home early a couple days ago and dad and Kent were in dads room fucking. I hadn't had the time to bring it up to you as you spent a couple of nights at Sally's." I said. "What do you think of it?" she asked. I thought for a bit about what she was asking. On the one hand Kent saved me from dad, then on the other hand he kept doing it after dad was sober. "I am thankful that Kent saved me from dad. What I can't understand is why he kept doing it. And then on top of that he never told us that was going on. I'm so confused by all this. What should we do?" I asked her. "Here's what we should do. First we'll have the diner with dad and Kent. We'll stay calm and let them lie as they will. Once done eating we both stand up and tell them what we think of them and this situation. Once done we tell them how things will be from now on." She said. I thought about what she was saying. On the one hand I love my brother Kent and I did trust him thoroughly, but now that I learned what's happening. I don't know what to think. Should I just go along with what she wants? I'm thirteen and my life just became more fucked up than I ever realized. Why has this have to happen to me? I can't think, this is so fucked up. I am fighting with myself being gay and now I have to deal with my dad and Kent fucking. I can't do this anymore. I just collapse on her bed crying. "I'll do whatever you want. I just can't deal with this shit. I am thirteen and am supposed to be happy think about girls or what game to play. Not dealing with this fucked up shit like this. I can't. I'll follow your lead." I said as I cried with my face buried in my hands. Sarah sat next to me and held me. "I know and I'm sorry this's happening to you, but it's happening to me as well. If we stick together we'll be alright. Okay?" she said "Okay." I said drained of all energy as I continued to cry. "Well we'll let dad come home at six. Let him start his talk about being a better dad. And once he does we'll unload on him and Kent. Okay?" she asked. "I'll follow you." I said holding onto her. I only hope I can get back to a better place. We held each other a little while longer. Then I went back to my room and laid on the bed and cried myself to sleep. At about five thirty Kent came in my room and woke me up. He had a defeated look on his face, but tried to smile anyhow. "It is almost time for dad to get home and we eat." I got up and didn't say anything. I took another shower, I like the warmth of the water just running over my back. It always seems to calm me.Sarah calls me a fish. "I made your favorite." He said as he walked out of the bathroom. After I got out of the shower I texted Johnny and told him to let me know when he gets back into town to let me know and ask if I can stay over for a few days. I told him life just turned to hell here and I needed to get away. He didn't respond right away. I got dressed and as I started down the steps he texted back. "What is going on you are scaring me." He typed. I texted back "My family is falling apart I'll fill you in when I see you again." "Okay, we should be home tomorrow about noon. I'll texted you when you we are about twenty minutes out and you can meet us there. Mom said you are welcome as long as you need." He typed back. "Thanks and tell your Mon much thanks for me also. Love you." I texted back. Wait what the fuck? Did I just text I love you to him? Looking back at last text. Shit I did, why the fuck did I say that? Damn. "Love you too." He texted back. I stood there staring at his text. My cock twitched. I blushed. Did he really mean that? Does he really mean he loves me? I continued to Sarah's room. I knocked and waited. "Come in." she said. I opened the door and went in and closed the door behind me. "Hi." I said with sadness in my voice. I sat down on her bed. She held me. It was comforting. A few minutes later I heard dad come in the house. I can hear dad and Kent talking, but can't make out what they're saying. "Let's give them a few minutes to talk. We don't want to seem too eager for this all to happen." She said. I really just wanted it over with. I really don't care what happens. My life is falling apart. I begin to tear up again, Sarah holds me tighter. "It'll be alright, I promise." She said. -Kent- "Hi Dad." I said as he came into the kitchen. "So what is for dinner?" he asked with a smile. He came up and rubbed my shoulder and I pulled away. "What's wrong?" he asked. "First off we are having Leo's favorite meal. And we need to talk about us. Let's go to your den." I said pulling out the lasagna out of the oven and putting in the garlic bread. "Okay, let's go." He replied. I followed him into the den and closed the door. As soon as the door was closed he turned and tried to kiss me. I stopped him. "We can't continue this type of relationship. We need to end it before our diner tonight. You need to go out and find that special someone to love. I need to find my special someone. Besides both Leo and Sarah know about us and need it to stop as well." I said. "I see. I'll not be this way with you anymore if that is what you want." He said. "Dad you know I love you with all my heart. But, I have had another lover and need to see where that will lead me to. He is a great guy and I know he'll be great for me. In fact I'll be staying at his house most of the summer I think. Please don't use this or anything else that happens to fall back into drinking. You have worked so hard not to." I teared up as I said this. He thought about what I was saying. "Kent you're right. I need to move on and you need to move on. Thank you for being my rock these last few years. I'm truly sorry for the way this all turned out. I never wanted this to happen like this and I'm sorry for all that I have done to you." He said crying. I hugged him until I heard the alarm went off for the garlic bread. "It'll be alright in the end. I'll always love you. My bread is done you have time to wash up before we eat." I said. I left him in his den and went back to the kitchen. I set the table and put the food on the table. In my heart I hope this goes well. I worry about what'll happen when Sarah starts talking. Either way I'll be staying at Tim's tonight and for a few nights. -Leo- "Dinner come and sit down." We heard Kent yell. We somberly walked to the kitchen. We walked in and sat down. Dad and Kent were already seated. Kent gave us a weak smile. Dad smiled also, but he didn't realize we have a plan, well Sarah had a plan I'm just going along. We sat down and began our boring table talk. About 30 min in, dad says "I want to apologize for being an ass these past ten years. I was wrong to have drank after mom passed. Then things really turned south. Kent I'm sorry for all that I have done to you. I never wanted to turn you into a sex toy. Sarah I'm sorry for all the horrible things I have said or done while I was drunk, that is no excuse for it. Leo, you are my baby. I'm sorry for the horrible things I have done to you as well." Sarah and I just sit there staring at dad. "I don't expect you to ever forgive me for all that I've done to you three. I've been sober and want to be in your lives once again. Will you let me?" he asked. I sat there waiting for Sarah to stand up. I watched her as she thought about what dad was saying. I see in her eyes the hatred of our father rise to the surface of those big brown eyes. She puts her fork down and pushes her chair back, finally she stands up. I follow suit. "Well thank you for the apology. As I stated to Kent I'll never forgive you or him. When mom passed away I needed you, we needed you. Then you started drinking. That was the worst because that caused you to start fucking Kent. He is your son you should love him, but not like that. You can't even use the drunk excuse because you still were fucking him after you got sober. Then you treated all of us like shit for years. Now you want forgiveness because you got sober? No, Leo and I will never forgive you." She was yelling at him. He just sat there in shock that his daughter was talking to him in this manner. "But..." he started. "Shut up." She said. "This is how things are going to be from now on. You will not drink ever again. You will not fuck Kent again. You will only be here to keep us from having to go into the system. You will start giving Leo and me one hundred dollars from each of your checks from now on. You will get fifty for the week and the rest will go to Kent. Kent will pay the bills and keep the house going as he has in the past. You will not have any authority over any of us anymore. You are just the figure head." She stated. He sat there stunned and in shock. When a little time passed he asked "Why would I do this." "You will or you will go to prison. Leo and I will go to the cops and tell them everything. So if you don't want to go to prison you will do as I and Leo say from now on." She said with hatred in her eyes. I was in shock as well. I just stood there and watched in awe as my sister took charge. My dad was in shock. I bet this isn't the way he thought this night would go. Kent looked shocked as well. I just stood there and didn't say a thing. I didn't know what to say. Sarah had this gratifying look on her face. Then she asked "Are we in agreement or should me and Leo head over to the police station?" Both my dad and Kent agreed with the terms. After that Sarah left and went to her room and I went to my room. I laid on my bed. Did Johnny really mean 'he loved me'? Like I love him. I really want to see him. I miss him. A whole day without him and I had one of the most traumatic days in my life. As I laid there I thought of him. Absent mindedly I started to stroke my cock. I thought about how his body was changing. He was starting to get great ab definition and his ass was getting really plump. I started to tweak my nipples as I stroked my cock. As I stroked I kept picturing Johnny and how sexy he was while he finger fucked himself and stroked his beautiful cock. It didn't take long and I started to cum on my chest and stomach. After I stopped cumin I scooped up my cum and put it in my mouth. I didn't swallow I just let it sit on my tongue to savor my taste. I hope Johnny gets back into town early tomorrow. I need to get away from here. I need to get my mind off of all the bullshit that has taken place lately. A knock on my door. "Who is it?" I asked. "It's me." Kent said. "What can't it wait till tomorrow? I'm exhausted." I replied. "Yeah. It can wait. Love you." He replied through the door. "Whatever." I replied. I went to the bathroom and then went to bed. I hope tomorrow is a better day. Please get home Johnny I need you. - - - - - - - That is the end of Chapter 3. Hope I didn't jade you on this tale. Please leave comments and suggestions at questions.l.1976@gmail.com