Date: Sun, 01 Jul 2001 17:38:23 -0000
From: Jason Thomas <jctny@hotmail.com>
Subject: Making Love to Kurt

This is a true account of the first time that I made love. Comments are
welcomed: jctny@hotmail.com.


Kurt and I grew up together as best friends ever since we were in diapers.
Kurt is just under a year younger than I am so we were fairly inseparable.
A little background. In March of 1984 we were both 14 years old. Kurt and I
were looking over porno magazines in his room when out of curiosity we
agreed to compare our cocks. Puberty was a slow and long process for me. As
such, my cock was small (probably no more than four inches hard) and skinny
with small balls and a few dark public hairs.  Kurt on the other hand was
the gifted boy in the neighborhood. He had developed much earlier and
faster and, to my amazement, sported a nice six inch-plus cock that was
thick, with a full set of balls and dark blond public hairs.

I was amazed by the length and thickness of his cock and remember staring
at it as stood throbbing in front of his body. I wanted to touch it so bad
but was nervous and scared at the same time. I mustered the courage and
asked him if I could touch it and he nodded yes. I then proceeded to play
with his boyhood, rubbing it in my hand and slowing jerking it off until he
shot several thick wads of cum onto my hand. Afterwards I cleaned him up
with some tissues and jerked my self off, shooting my own thick load in a
matter of minutes. we did not talk about what just happened, but the next
day he invited me over to his room and pulled out his semi-hard cock and
asked if I would do it again. Of course, I was happy to do so!

I jerked him off for the entire spring and summer months. In the summer we
used to go into the woods near our neighborhood several times a day where I
could jack him off. He occasionally returned the favor to me.  More often
than not, however, I would finish up with him and then have to jerk myself
off. But I didn't mind: his cock was hot and I got off playing with it.

In the fall our relationship progressed to the next level: oral sex. My
parents had gone away for the day with my younger siblings leaving us
completely alone. We quickly striped off our clothes and I went to work on
his cock. For some time I had thought about trying to suck Kurt off, but
was concerned that that would mean I was a fag. Up to this point I had
convinced myself that playing with his cock was really no different than
playing with my own. The feeling to go down on him had been building for
some time and I had often fantasized about it and even tried to see what it
would feel like by `practicing' on a banana. I remember stroking his cock
that day, a light layer of pre-cum slickening up the head, when I told him
to close his eyes. He asked me why and I told him that I had a surprise for
him. He complied and I grasped the base of his cock with my right hand and
slowly lowered my head towards it until my mouth was no more than an inch
from his head. His musky scent overwhelmed me and I wrapped my lips around
the head slowly lowering my head down until I could feel the public hairs
at the base of his cock. He let out a deep moan, instinctively placed his
hands on the back of my head, and began thrusting his hips. I sucked and
licked for a few minutes when he thrust his hips hard, let out a loud
scream and shot his first load into my mouth. I tried to swallow and did
manage to get most of it as it shot into my throat. After a minute I let
his semi-hard cock fall from my mouth and a bit of cum plopped out with it.
He just lay there motionless letting out small moans.

After that cocksucking replaced masturbation and I sucked him off at every
possible opportunity. He did suck me off once or twice and said that he
really was not into that. Mostly, I would play with my own cock while I
sucked him off, and often he would jerk me off as I blew him. I blew Kurt
through the fall into the following winter and spring. I even began to give
him the occasional rim job (which he loved) although he did not quite want
to do it in return for me.

In April of 1985 we were now 15. Kurt was continuing to mature and his cock
had grown considerably larger and thicker. Once day we measured it and it
measured as 7.5" - not bad for a 15 year old male. Mine was still fairly
small, although it was getting a bit bigger (now I had maybe a 5" hard
cock!).

In the early part of April we were at his house alone watching a porno I
had lifted from my dad's room. Kurt was seated on the couch and I was
kneeling on the floor in front of him giving him a blow job. The scene he
was watching had some anal sex in it and he stopped me to watch. He asked
if he could ever do that to me. I thought about it and said I would like
that, but didn't know if I was ready. He guided me back to his cock and I
finished sucking him off.

Over the next few days anal sex, or "going all the way" as we put it, came
up several times. I agreed that I was ready for that but that I wanted it
to be special. For at that time I had finally come to grips with the fact
that I liked Kurt in an intimate way and I wanted sex to be special. We had
not even kissed up to then, although I was desperate to do so. After some
talk about doing it I told Kurt that I liked him in "that way" and that I
wanted to go all the way with him. Kurt said he like me too and wanted the
same thing with me. Kurt told me his parents would be away for a weekend at
the end of April to visit is brother who was away at college. We set a date
for that weekend and agreed not to do anything sexual together until then.

The two weeks passed slowly and with a lot of anticipation. Our parents
gave their permission for me to stay the weekend alone at Kurt's house.
All I could do now was wait. Finally Friday had arrived and I brought my
overnight bag up the street to Kurt's house after school. His parents gave
us the list of chores to be done and finally left. We waited a good
half-hour to make sure they were gone and we ran upstairs to his bedroom.
We set on the end of his bed, both obviously nervous. I had jerked him off
and sucked his cock hundreds of time, giving him hundreds of orgasms.  But
this was going to be different. Kurt suggested that maybe we should start
by kissing. We both slowly leaned in towards one another, eyes closed and
lips puckered. When our lips met it was awkward. They pressed together for
a minute before we both opened our mouths slightly. The electricity was
obvious and the awkwardness quickly gave way to passion and we were soon
engaged in a full make-out session.

We kissed passionately for what seemed like an hour, exchanging tongues and
feeling each others body. While we kissed we moved to the bed lying on our
sides. We began to undress one another until our naked bodies were rubbing
and grinding against one another. Kurt rolled onto his back and I kissed my
way to his cock, eagerly taking it into my mouth. I slowly licked and
sucked his cock, preparing it for the sex to come. My own cock was
throbbing, and I was driven crazy by the thought that Kurt's hard cock
would soon be inside of my body.

I worked my way back to his mouth and we kissed, my ass resting on Kurt's
pelvis and cock. I could feel his meat pressing along my crack. I rolled
off of him and laid on the bed, positioning a pillow under my butt (like in
the porno we watched). Kurt moved on top of me and kissed me. He moved
quickly down to my crotch and sucked on my cock for a few seconds before
lowering himself to my ass. He spread my cheeks wide and began to slowly
lick around my asshole. I was motionless: all I could do was moan at the
new found pleasure he was giving me. His tongue traced along the edge of my
tight hole, slowly darting in to the center. I was in heaven!  As he licked
his hands rubbed my cheeks and I in turn held his head as he ate me out.
After a few minutes of being eaten out I was too horny and too hot to wait.
I moved my hands to his and held them and gently pulled him to bring him
back on top of me. He did and we kissed for a minute before I told him that
I wanted him to make love to me.

Kurt smiled and kissed me again, then moved his weight back onto his knees
so that he was kneeling in front of me. He spit onto his hand and lubed his
cock up, then rubbed some if the spit onto my asshole. My heart was racing
as he leaned forward slightly and pressed his cock against my virgin hole.
I put my arms out to hold his hips as he looked down. He said "is it going
to fit? Your butt hole is real small compared to my cock". I just moaned
that I wanted him to make love to me and to put it in. He leaned forward
more into a missionary type position, holding himself up with his left arm
while guiding his cock with his right hand.  Again I felt his head pressing
against my asshole. This time I relaxed as much as I could and I felt the
head pop in, followed slowly by the rest of my lovers cock until I could
feel his balls hitting my ass cheeks and he rested his whole body on top of
me. His cock felt so large and thick and full in my ass, yet it was so
pleasurable! I slid my hands to his ass and held it and kissed my way to
his neck and ear. I whispered "I love you". And he lifted his head
slightly, slid his hands to hold mine, and said "I love you, too...this
feels so incredible".

We made passionate love for the next ten minutes, our mouths kissing, my
hands holding him and he moving slowly and deliberately in and out of my
tight ass. He kept telling me how tight and warm my ass felt, and how good
it was. I could just moan that it was awesome and that his cock was so big
but felt so good in my butt hole. His pace quickened and his thrusting
became more sharp. My cock was throbbing from rubbing against his body as
he fucked me. I could feel the orgasm building in both of us.

Suddenly he let out a loud and deep guttural scream as he began pumping two
weeks worth of cum into my rectum. Kurt kept screaming and thrusting as he
shot wad after wad deep into me. Almost at the same time I started to come
from his being on top of me and my dick rubbing against his body.  I came
hard and thick, his cock having stimulated my prostate gland and driven me
to a point of ecstasy I had never known. We both seemed to come for a full
minute, afterwards we kissed hard as his cock slowly softened in my ass.

Kurt rolled off of me and we lay facing one another, caressing each other's
body.  His cock was wet from his cum and I could feel the warmth of his
sperm slowly making its way out of my well stretched out asshole.  Both of
our abdomens were wet and sticky from my cum.  I told him that I loved him
again and he kissed me and told me the same. That night and for the rest of
the weekend we made love non-stop: in the bed, in the bathroom, on the
couch and in the shower. Our last night together started with a nice bath
and ended up a doggy-style fuck on the bathroom floor followed by some nice
riding in the bed. The best part was falling asleep in my man's arms after
a day full of love making.

Kurt and I were together for numerous years and kept our relationship a
secret. After high school we continued our lovemaking on college breaks and
over the summer, then it just all slowly ended. But nothing can change the
memory of my first love and the man I lost my virginity to.