Date: Sun, 23 Feb 2014 00:08:54 +0000
From: martyn w <martyn_7191@hotmail.com>
Subject: MARTYN´S COMING OF AGE - 1

MARTYNīS COMING OF AGE - 1

This story is an account of my experiences when growing up. I have changed
the names of the characters and locations to maintain everybodyīs
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CHAPTER 1

I was born and grew up in a small town in southern England.  As this story
is a true story of my experiences I will tell it in first person as best as
I can remeber it.  The story starts in my last year of primary school when
I was eleven years old and have my earliest recollection of the begininning
of my sexual awakening.

I was an average boy of eleven years old, about 4ft 10 inches and weighing
about 80 lbs, black wavy hair, skinny build. It was the beginning of summer
of 1982 after my last year in primary school and in September I would be
moving up to secondary school.  At this point of time I wasnīt nervous
about moving up to the big school as September still seemed a long way off
with a long summer to spend playing with my friends.

Most days would typically be spent playing football with the other boys who
lived in the estate or exploring and playing around in the fields nearby.
It was during this time that I started to get erections and paying more
attention to my cock. My cock was probably average in size at this time,
not more than a couple of inches soft, but would become a good 4 1/2 inches
long when hard. I had no pubic hair yet, but my balls had begun to drop.

At first I would just play with it, usually when i went to bed I would put
my hand inside my pyjamas and rub it a bit until it started to feel all
tingly and I would stop because I thought it would hurt. Then one evening
when I was laying in the bath with my hard 4 1/2" cock standing up straight
toward my belly button. I would keep rubbing it up and down very fast, my
hand slippery with soap, each time rubbing it a bit more until all of a
sudden my whole body was enveloped in some sort of explosion emanating from
my young balls as I had my first dry cum. From then on I couldnīt get
enough of it and I was masturating 2 or 3 times per day.

As an eleven year old boy growing up in the early 1980īs there was no
internet, tv was censored for any sort of explicit content, so access to
sexual information or material was practically impossible. I lived with my
mother and my older brother, my father left when I was a baby, and sexual
education was not even mentioned at my age.

At this point of my life girls were still annoying and held no interest for
me whatsoever.  However, I did seem to be attracted to other boys.  When I
saw a boy I might be drawn to their cute eyes, their lips or sometimes even
to their hands or just their hair. I had no idea why I was starting to feel
like this about some boyīs eyes all of a sudden but I do know that no
girlīs features held the same interest or attraction for me.

These new feelingīs were not strong enough to cause my many erections
but my curiosity was beginning to become aroused. At this point I also
didnīt have an attraction to or interest in seeing other boyīs cocks
or naked bodies. I had no idea what sex was about and couldnīt remember
even having seen another naked person.

That all changed when I started at secondary school. I was in the same
class as a few of my friendīs from primary school but also a lot of new
boys from the other 4 or 5 feeder schools in the area. After about 2 weeks
I settled in to the new routine and was becoming comfortable with my new
class mates I began to notice a few boys which I was drawn to for some
reason, but I didnīt know why.

However, the biggest impact in my sexual development to date was about to
happen. From now on after Games and PE lessons we had to take showers.  For
the first 2 weeks we didnīt actually do much sport as everything was
about orientation and settling in but I can remember the coach announcing
for everybody to make sure they bring a towel and soap starting from the
following Monday as everybody would be required to shower after the next
lesson. Everybody just sat there and took it in, without a great deal of
comment. I guess nobody wanted to embarass themselves or make the
otherīs think they were scared or uncool or something.

Obviously by now I had had the opportunity to see most of the guys without
their shirts on, and the odd one in nothing but their underpants. But most
glimpses had been brief as being shy young boys everybody tended to get
dressed as quick as possible.  So now my attraction moved forward from just
features like eyes, face, or hands to include their bodies in general and
for me in particular their chest and abdominal area. I was fascinated by
the variety of different shapes and builds of my classmateīs bodies but
quickly realised what attracted me.

One particluar boy stood out to me above all the rest, his name was Ewen. I
sat on the same group table in home room with him and had noticed him the
first day and was immediately drawn to his cute smile and soft chiselled
features. He was eleven years old like me but about 4 months younger than
me.  He was a bit shorter than me at about 4ft 8 and probably weighed about
75 lbs, had short brown straight hair down to just above his ears styled
with the typical side parting from those days. His skin was still quite
dark from his summer tan i guessed.

He was from a different area to me so I had only known him 2 weeks but he
liked sports like me and we were drawn into the same group in our home
room. He sat on the bench near the entrance to the changing room and I sat
up the other end nearly facing towards him. I kept glancing over to him
waiting for him to take his shirt off and when he did I was immediately
attracted to his physique.  He had a perfect upper body with the 2
beautiful tiny dark brown nipples, no muscular definition to speak of but
lean with not an ounce of fat on him and a cute innie belly button. I
hadnīt had a chance to check out his bottom half yet as so far he always
put his school shirt on first, which covered up his briefs, before pulling
off his sports shorts and put his trousers on. Also we had only had 2
actual PE lessons at this point but I sure was curious to see the rest of
him.

So roll on Monday and PE at 11 in the morning. After a fairly stressing
session of basketball everybody was back in the changing room sat on the
benches chatting away when in comes coach. He marches over to the shower
area and turns on the water and shouts out that eveybody had better be in
the shower within 2 minutes and out by 10 minutes, no playing around.

The shower area was an L shaped open shower room with about 25 showerheads
along the walls with a short entrance area where the taps were and hooks to
hang your towel on whilst showering. Depending on where you sat in the
changing room you could see the boys entering the shower or drying off and
you also had a view of about 5 showerheads so could see somebody if they
were using those showerheads.

Well, I was real nervous now and taking my time taking my kit off not
wanting to be the first one.  I guess the majority of the other lads felt
the same and we were chatting away trying to pretend that it was no big
deal.  So I kicked my trainers off and was sat on the bench pulling my
socks off when I noticed that the first guys were already in the shower and
some others were walking towards it with their towels around their waist.

I noticed that Ewen was already in the shower so I slipped off my shorts
and undies, pulled my shirt over my head and headed into the shower area.
When i got to the entrance area I could see the rest of the guys soaping up
and rinsing off, some were already drying themselves. So I took a deep
breath, unwrapped my towel and made my way into the shower area.  I took
the first free showerhead available quickly soaped up and stood under the
spray rinsing and trying to check out the rest of the guys without them
knowing.  I saw Ewen standing under his shower his arms raised rinsing his
hair, he looked amazing with the water and soap running off his trim
body. I scanned down his body and made eye contact with his groin area. He
had a lighter strip where he had obviuosly been wearing a speedo type
swimming trunk all summer and his cock was a tiny one inch stub with the
foreskin still not pulled back at all and a tiny set of balls underneath.
He was obviusly a late bloomer and had no sign of any pubic hair
whatsoever.  He had what looked like strong legs and when he turned round I
marvelled at his back and cute small butt with a dimple in each ass cheek.
By this time I was beginning to get an erection so with my cock nearly in
semi erect state I quickly left and grabbed my towel to cover myself up.
Whilst trying to dry myself and still hide my semi erect cock Ewen comes
out and sarts drying his body, awarding me with a more detailed close up of
him. At the time it was all new to me but I realised then that i was
attracted to slim fit boys like Ewen.  I loved to look at a boys chest,
stomach and butt. I wasnīt bothered about their cocks, at the end of the
day most are very similar, bigger, smaller, fatter or thinner. What grabbed
my attention was the slim fit body.

After a couple of months the novelty of showering together had worn off and
everybody was completely comfortable with it.  I took advantage to check
out my classmates as I am sure many of them also did.  There were a couple
of other guys that I also liked, one called Jon, simlar height and weight
to me, quite a nice body but not as lean as Ewen and the other called
Robert who was abot 4ft 8 and very skinny. Because Robert was so skinny his
cock looked quite long and he wasnīt embarrassed to stand naked in the
changing room toweling himself off then slowly putting his y front undies
on as if he was wanted everybody to see him.

I was still wanking 2 or 3 times a day but now i did it to images of Ewen
and sometimes Robert standing naked in the shower. I would also fantasise
that we were holding eachother naked and touching eachother all over.  I
especially fantasised about touching and licking his nipples and belly
button and feeling his cute butt, but still the thought of touching his
little cock or him touching mine didnīt come into it.  I guess I still
didnīt know what sex really was but i had this attraction to boys.

During the rest of the year I turned 12, my cock grew a bit more and was
nearly 5 inches when hard and my pubic hair started to grow. All the guys
were going through the same changes, each at their own speed.  Ewen was
still very immature physically as his cock was still a one inch stub but he
was still my main jack off fantasy.

At some stage I had my first real wet cum although I honestly canīt say
that I remember exactly when it happened and all the boys began to start
talking about girls and sex.  Of course I still didnīt know what
hetrosexual or homosexual meant so I went along with all my friends about
liking tits and wanting to kiss a girl and eventually fuck one.

During the summer after my first year in secondary school I began to learn
more about sex thanks to the older boys on the estate who got porn
magazines from somewhere and showed them to us.  I couldnīt believe the
pictures of naked women with big tits sucking on enormous cocks or the men
fucking the women. So sex as all about men fucking women.  There was no
mention of men having sex with men so I learnt that sex was something
between a man an a woman and that when men canīt find a woman for sex
they use their hand just like I did every night.

When i started my second year in secondary school we were grouped together
with 3 forms and split into 3 grade groups.  I was graded in the top group
and had many new classmates from the other 2 forms.  This also meant a
bigger class for PE and Games as that wasnīt graded.

Thus my group of friends grew and my opportunies of looking at more boys
algo grew. Now there were about 45 naked boys in the changing rooms to look
at and fanatsise about. By this stage everybody has lost their shyness and
we would openly talk about our body parts and hardly anybody was shy to be
naked in front of the others. Of course we all still talked about girls
when sex was the topic.  There was no way I could let anybody know my
darkest secret.

Ewen was still top of my list, he was after all the first naked boy I
fantasised about. He was still less mature than most but even he had grown
and was starting to get some peach fuzz over his dick. But now there 2 more
candidates for my jerk off fantasies.

David had dirty blonde medium length hair, was about 5ft tall, thin but had
some muscles.  He actually had a 6 pack already, some chest definition and
the best ass I had seen.  He had done gymnastics and was now a keen
football player.  He had an average sized cock and a small bush of brown
pubes.

His best friend was also in the same class.  Adrian was about 5 ft 2
average weight wih curly short black hair.  He had an average body for a
boy, not defined like David or lean like Ewen but perfectly proportioned.
He had an average sized cock with a nice set of balls and a small bush of
black pubes. He also had a cute dimpled ass which I loved to look at as he
walk to or from the showers.

I became quite good friends with David. He was very friendly, a good laugh
and of course he had a killer body.  As with the rest of the guys he talked
about girls all the time when we were in a group but there was something
about him that made me think he might like boys too.  He was quite hands on
and seemed to like to touch you whenever he could. Just a hand on the
shoulder when he was talking to you, sometimes if we were sitting next to
eachother on the grass he would press himself right against you or place
his hand on your thigh.  Now I obviously wasnīt complaining but I was
quite shy and terrified of anybody knowing that I liked boys. So I played
along with him and would try to very subtley touch him as well and brush
against him.

The truth was I was beginning to really become obsessed with David. Maybe
it was the uncertainty of not knowing whether he was really into boys or
that he was just like that to everybody.  I looked forward to Games and PE
and would sit on a bench near him.  Of course I was looking at him, I
couldnīt help it but I did hide it well and nobody noticed.  He had a
routine where he would take his jumper and shirt off, then remove his
trousers and socks. Then he would stand in just his light blue underpants
and rummage through his bag to get his kit out.  He would sit down and pull
his socks on first, then his shorts and then finally his top.  He knew he
had a good body and seemed to like to show it.  He looked amazing stood
there in just his undies.  After ha had showered he would come back to his
bench and dry off casually, then first he would button his shirt up and
stand there with his school shirt on and his cock showing, then he would
put on his socks and then his undies followed by his trousers.

I had also joined the football team by now so we would also see eachother
at training and on match days.  So we got to know eachother better as the
year went on and I still had no idea whether he might like boys or he was
just very tactil with everybody. However, a couple of times he had said to
me as a joke "suck my dick" whilst pointing to his cock.  When one time I
replied "not in public Dave" he looked at me and I could see him thinking.
I just flipped it off as a funny comment but I could see he was looking at
me in a funny way.

About a month later we had a match against a local team which started at 3
pm.  School finished normally at 3:45 but the match wouldnīt finish
until about 4:30.  Towards the end of the game i stubbed a finger with the
ball and had to go get it looked at.  I went to the nurse and she put some
ice on it and strapped it up but said it didnt look anything serious.

I made my way back over to the changing rooms to get showered and go
home. When I got there most the guys had already left or were leaving. The
water was still running and coach came in and gave me the key to the outer
door and told me to lock up and drop the key in the office as Iīd be the
last one.  I said ok and put the key in my bag.  I started removing my kit
and looked around and saw Daveīs kit bag and stuff on the bench.  I
picked up my towel and hurried into the shower.

As my eyes adjusted to the steam I could see Dave showering and said:

"Hey Dave, what are you still doing here?"

"I was talking to Coach and got in here a bit late. Howīs the finger?"

"Fine, probably nothing but the nurse strapped it up anyway"

I got under a shower head opposite from Dave and just stood under the hot
water for a while. As I stod there Dave suddenly walks over to me and
presses his chest against mine and says:

"So we are not in public now, what are you going to do?"

..............................
Chapter 2 coming soon
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